*HEARTSTOPPER S3* is NOT for the Mentally ill (aka me. im not ok. help)

[@urinternetmomash]

y'all arent gonna judge me for ugly crying.... right? RIGHT. anyway dont forget to go to buyraycon.com/internetmom for 20-50% off sitewide! Brought to you by Raycon!

[@chongtosh464]

no girl I was literally rolling around on the ground hugging my pillow just to cope

[@GuiltAsNaylla]

Girl I had a breakdown after Charlie told his parents what was happening, you’re fine

[@poofybushway4229]

Definitely not ❤

[@chloeososom]

ash can you please watch outer banks a new season just came out so this would be a good time to start 😋😋

[@VioletVortex1]

@@urinternetmomash girl no I would never

[@trine2000]

45:26 "that actually feels a little homophobic, you're going to the gay kid and naming him head boy?" ASHLEYYYY 😭

[@urinternetmomash]

WELL !!!

[@emiliaspark2205]

That really made me pause the video like AHAHAHA

[@yourmajesty7604]

​@@urinternetmomash OH MY GODDD!!! I JUST GOT ITTT!!!

[@liniment_]

i had to walk around my room for a while hahahahahah oh ashley

[@jeffamunoz]

SCREAMINGGGGGGGGG LMFAOOOOOO

[@jspxh]

alice put her everything into tori and charlies relationship theyre so devastating

[@urinternetmomash]

no like it was feeling a little too personal for me. really had me watching this like: 🧍🏻‍♀️

[@jedhead25]

no because tori had me bracing myself every time she walked into the room

[@matiasalamos2899]

WHY MEN CAN’T JUST BE LIKE NICK GODDAMNIT

[@noralavender3798]

FRRR😭😭😭

[@VioletVortex1]

Real😂😂😂😂

[@Animalsarefamily-p2n]

So real!

[@deedeegang6991]

Rightttt❤❤

[@Linyenwa]

and like Charlie, at least in my opinion. He was so so so patient and gentle with Nick for the total of season 1 and 2, does everything to make everything perfect not only for Nick but for each and any of his friends and his big sister, goes all the way out to the point he neglects his own mental health- this of course is very dangerous but to repeat Tori: He is the nicest person in the universe.

[@jrlombardi5251]

Nick being Captain America when his aunt is literally Peggy please

[@SaturnG_url]

😭😭😭

[@thisis.diegoramirez]

and then u remember how Joe’s mum (Wanda) unalived Peggy in MOM 💀

[@SaturnG_url]

@@thisis.diegoramirez OMG 😭😭

[@Ee_Lectric]

I’m so sorry but these were all the thoughts that went through my head 😅😅😅

[@nikaguemoes9006]

And his boyfriend being in marvel too

[@zuyrais]

the craziest part is that these teenager characters are supposed to be around the same age of characters in euphoria, but the difference is otherworldly. i resonates with that royal white blue letterbox 'the show is so cheesy, but then again i am a rat'

[@kapikk7]

they’re 15/16 here and in euphoria they’re 17-19

[@IndigoTulip]

@@kapikk7they’re 17-18

[@ladieslovecj]

​@@IndigoTulip charlie tao and issac are 15/16 (doing gcse that year) and nick tara darcy and elle are 16/17 (just finished gcse starting sixth form)

[@hotdogwater9060]

i cant relate to the euphoria kids for shit but i relate so hard to literally everyone in this show it’s insane

[@stylinzon]

@@hotdogwater9060literally same

[@ivona7089]

45:25 “you’re going to the gay kid and naming him head boy…” HAD ME IN TEARSSSS

[@san6984]

im still crying 🤣🤣🤣

[@javencummins1426]

That's crazyyy

[@lidzlb7002]

"Catch plains not feelings " ..."never mind she's straight " when I tell you I died😂😂😂

[@jenn9049]

but like .. that was iconic !!

[@evan_sunprince]

I loved getting to see a show depict struggling with intimacy as a trans person. But also showing a really healthy relationship at the same time, Tao is so fucking supportive

[@heyitsmira17]

I love how no one in these couples makes the other feel unsafe or unloved on purpose, ever. That doesn't mean they're perfect or don't make mistakes, but they always try to be the best they can be to one another and it's endearing

[@manaphy72]

They are my favorite couple in the show. Love to see this representation ❤ I'm not really familiar with trans people because I don't know anyone like that personnaly. But seeing their struggles on screen, the journey they have to go through and showing that they are completely normal and valid persons like everybody else is so important ! And omg can we agree that Elle is sooooo pretty ! ❤

[@DSGodiva]

Seeing little baby Mr. Farouk DESTROYED me. 😭😭😭 That precious baby needed someone like Charlie when he was younger so much! And the thing about Charlie blowing up at his mom for not letting him stay over at Nick's...that's a normal teenager reaction. It's not because of his mental health, just any teenager would throw a bit of a tantrum. So in a way that was kind of nice to see?? I appreciated that his mom could recognize that she jumps to being angry quickly and easily and that that's not fair. Can't believe it but we finally have some GROWTH from her!

[@onesecondsniff5840]

ur so right baby mr farouk KILLLLEDDD MEEEE

[@buddytheoc]

I resonate a lot with Charlie's mom. My mom was very similar in her lack of proper communication. These bits with her actually made me understand how my mom wanted to say things in a nice way but most often failed. I am gonna hug her the next time I see her :)

[@arturov4147]

10:32 the funny part is this line was actually in the comic and not something they added bc of joe being in marvel

[@meumundosecreto7694]

Exactly, I remember Nick really likes Iron Man and Marvel stuff lol

[@Chuuzus]

you have been feeding us good! first Agatha All Along now Heartstopper in one week?!

[@Kevin.Costner.]

🍿That’s what mothers do, feed

[@rindayoo_]

omg it’s chuuuu

[@omargxillen]

She will be gagged by Agatha All Along episode 5

[@FuzzyBSMcgee]

Ariana, what are you doing here? 😂

[@timj4885]

ok but where's your Agatha reaction 🤔🥺🥺

[@freebrandyornot]

I'm so used to the word 'headboy' that I was confused by your reaction for a second. and then I died cuz you just gave 'headboy' such a different new meaning that I'm afraid I can't take it serious anymore💀

[@mariannestrgzr9374]

I mean I didn’t know it was a real thing in england…..I thought that shit was just in harry potter 😭😭 im french we don’t have that here at all

[@shailzajoshi9875]

​​@@mariannestrgzr9374 its a thing in india too, probably because of colonization 😀

[@laticalcohol8340]

I already know this is going to HURT her especially episode 4

[@urinternetmomash]

we dont talk about her !!

[@ryasa777]

Tori got me more than anyone else this season too! They said older siblings, you’re gonna cry!

[@canabereal]

She also did the same for me but from the younger sibling perspective. Before this season I never really realised how much my older sister cared and tried to help me in my personal hard times. I've never seen her hard times but she's seen some of mine and always did everything she could to help. Damniteven just writing this makes me tear up lol

[@natasunshine1541]

As an eldest sibling I resonated with Tori so much. Sooo her scenes definitely made me tear up

[@sold4]

as a youngest sibling Tori had me crying and wanting to hug my sister, i love her to pieces but i won't tell her

[@tiannagraham5210]

no fr 😭 and i had depression in high school just like her (i haven’t read solitaire yet but i think that’s a part of it right?), i love her portrayal so much, she’s so real. trying to be cold and aloof but really being so warm and loving? she’s wonderful

[@amberparm]

EVERY ep had me tearing up. kit connor and joe locke did so so good this season! i really loved the way mental health was portrayed.

[@Linyenwa]

I really hope peoples' way of speaking of Charlie's mental health will change because what I've seen is shocking and disappointing and leaves me very worried if people might also speak to actual people suffering from bad mental health in real life, too.

[@mariiowo]

not joe locke hijacking our internet mom's channel !! (im living for it i fear) update: 5:05 the way ash literally summed up nick's aunts speech is sending me

[@erinl222]

I literally cried during EVERY SINGLE EPISODE, i so was dehydrated omg

[@teus3195]

Me!

[@imawitchwithab2395]

Also me

[@jullin4061]

Same! And I also stayed up until 2 am and felt actual physical pain the next day😭

[@kanelikissa6405]

So me😂

[@moonlightbunny22]

REALLL

[@sierravreacts]

from what you're explaining about your mental illness and gaining weight, i relate so much. i've gained 10 pounds in the past couple months and i come up with a plan in my head to fix it and then do nothing about it. what made you finally go through with your healing journey? i need some motivation. love you ash.

[@urinternetmomash]

honestly it really all started with a break down i had maybe a month ago and i just knew that this was the breaking point in terms of not only my weight, but my confidence, relationship with others, etc. so for me personally im such a visual person when it comes to my goals so i have a checklist for just about everything right now. workouts, making sure im actually eating meals (i get busy and tend to forget lunch) stuff for work so i don’t feel too overwhelmed, and most importantly i have about 70 sticky notes on my wall right now and everyday i pull one down to motivate myself to keep going and kinda see a finish line almost. i know it takes time to build new habits and change your ways so i almost set like a 3 month period of just focusing and changing what i wanted. no matter what i do in those 3 months, whether it’s perfect or not, will atleast help get me to a better place then i am now and will help the journey become easier. also and probably the most important one is i got a new scale because i know through working out sometimes you can’t rely solely on one number. i got one that measures like body fat, muscle, etc. so if i don’t see that initial number really move, i can look at the other ones and not get discouraged. honestly a lot of it is just pushing yourself until this new pattern becomes normal and you don’t even think about it. it’s been a bit tough ngl just putting so much emphasize and focus on myself as i’m the type to push it away and deal with it later (aka never) but i know it’s what needs to be done you know? good news is i already see such a difference in so many areas in my life and i know it’s only because im finally being a little selfish in life and putting me first. whatever journey you go on or whatever works for you, just know im totally supporting you. good days and bad. YOU GOT THIS !!!

[@asmr.emma1]

@@urinternetmomashstopp ash ur too sweet 😭😭💗

[@ryndesu8299]

@@urinternetmomashthank you for this ash❤

[@marvel_nerddddd3067]

@@urinternetmomash I was wondering what your workout routine is? I’ve been looking for a routine that can actually help me and not make me feel weak unlike a lot of the routines I’ve seen on KZbin. I’ve gained quite a lot of weight in this past year so I really need to have a plan that can motivate me enough. I love u so so much!❤️

[@giorgiamurray4127]

ASHLEY STAY PREPAREDDDDDD FOR EPISODES 5 OF AGATHA

[@maddiebeaudoin452]

47:19 talking abt the sleepovers is so real bc kids in my grade be having sleepovers with their significant others and I’m just shook bc my parents would NEVER. Like it actually baffles me….

[@agirlnicknamedthebolter]

girl same here!! definitely NO sleepovers with significant other. i don't know where these kids find their parents/grandparents like????

[@productjoe4069]

Not in America? Adolescents seem to mature slower in the US, or at least are treated as immature for longer. You can legally live by yourself from 16, and have your own income enough to support that if you choose to do an apprenticeship or join the armed forces rather than (say) A Levels in sixth form. You’re also no longer a minor. Weirdly, still can’t buy alcohol without someone over 18 present but most counties have inconsistent minimum age laws.

[@mariannestrgzr9374]

in my experience that was absolutely normal 😅 i did that a lot during hs and all my friends did too, idk maybe it’s cultural (I’m from france)

[@eliseallard7994]

I'm 19 and my boyfriend has 20 and we can't because of my parents 💀 I'm SO jealous

[@Tessa_Gr]

I'm not British, but German. But if you're going to have sex, you're going to have sex anyways. You don't need a sleepover for that. If anything, you're less likely to have sex when you're sleeping over at someones house when their parents are also home. Parents have to make sure to talk about sex openly with their child (consent, safe sex, etc) so they're prepared to make good and healthy choices for themselves. But when your child is sixteen, you won't be able to stop them from having sex if they want to. You instead need them to feel comfortable talking to you about any issues and to listen to you about how they can be as safe as possible. That's how I was raised. I only have one close male friend but I was allowed to sleep over as a teen, the only reason I had to sleep in another room as him was bc his parents were kinda conservative. My parents would have no problem with me sleeping in the same bed. Didn't even blink an eye when I slept in his bed for a few days when I visited him a few years later, either. It was only for convenience and totally platonic, but I feel like many US-Americans are just more obsessed and concerned with sex in general and would read that situation differently, as well.

[@kphoria1009]

@@Tessa_Gr no it’s literally just dangerous to sleep at someone’s house as a kid. that’s the easiest way for children/teenagers to be sexually abused by family members.

[@Luciella_Lou]

blue playing during the halloween party changed me as a person ngl

[@abbyo6578]

genuinely shocked me to my core i wasn't ok i had to pause it.

[@Luciella_Lou]

@@abbyo6578 SAMEEEEEE i heard it in the background and was like there’s no way?????

[@abbyo6578]

@@Luciella_Lou no literally and at first i just heard like the vocals and i was like omg billie and then the second part started playing as nicks looking in the camera and im like oh shit i'm unwell

[@fangirlofbands7146]

Same omg and I hear it live in less than two days

[@K4TSSS]

I STOPPED BREATHING 😭😭

[@anniestrooo]

As someone who had to take a break from school due in part to my mental illness this season hit HARD a week after moving home

[@urinternetmomash]

me literally going to online school to finish high school because my anxiety was taking over my life… it’s a little TOO real

[@jodie9392]

46:57 i had sleepovers with my boyfriend when i was 13-14, but my father didn’t know about them. he thought i was going to my friends house, and im pretty sure my mom only let me because she knew i didn’t have any friends and she knew my dad was going to die soon(i know this sounds ominous, but he was sick for YEARS), and that was the only place i had that i could actually be a kid for a little while. (i am now realizing that this is a little trauma dumpy, i apologize. i really was just trying to answer the question, but it took a bit of a sad explanation lol)

[@LifeDancin4]

I think they were foreshadowing a bit with Nicks mental health and codependency with Charlie and college so I think that’ll be explored season 4 if there is one and I’m so readyyyy.

[@Muthukumar-mp1cj]

ashley when not giving a fuck about supporting characters in other shows sometimes vs ashley being interested in every character in this show is, periodttt girl. it shows how good of a writing and directing had took place.

[@amands_carv]

This season was my favorite so far. Being a bi girl who was bullied and had anorexia, I saw myself in Charlie and Nick. Nick has always been my favorite character, I always identified with him, with his way of pleasing and helping people, but always leaving his own feelings in the background... But, this season, I mainly identified with Charlie, his therapy sessions seemed like mine... the difference is that I didn't have a Nick to support me, but now I do. The video that Tao made for Charlie made me understand how important it is to have someone who supports you no matter what happens. Everything passes, everything gets better 💗

[@leeohdun]

thank you so much i was having an awful day and this just made me so happy :)

[@urinternetmomash]

hope i can help make it a little better

[@christianscarinci4527]

your reaction to nick taking notes is SOOO me girl when i tell you i fell on the floor destroyed inside. WE ALL DESERVE MORE NICKS IN SOCIETY

[@SMokkery]

48:07 "LOADS?!" really got me 😂😂

[@DegrassiInstantStar]

Mom, it's OK to [ugly] cry! We are here ugly crying with you!

[@camilaniramx]

this season... applause and cheering all around. every storyline broke me. i also love that they don't create unnecessary drama between the couples 😭

[@PurpleQuestions]

24:26 GURL! I read those comics WEEK BY WEEK and this arc was hard to get through! It was like logging into my weekly depression appointment

[@Amyduckie]

Omg literally. So rough 😭

[@dannielliebear5269]

ashley’s hair is SERVING oh my god

[@MathewDuncan2005]

Girl Imagine reading this alone in your room balling your eyes out into a pillow

[@SaturnG_url]

Imagine reading this with your grandmas in the dark crying together 😭

[@heyitsmira17]

I read this alone in my kitchen, crying my eyes out at 2am. Wasn't prepared for any of it

[@AmyAberrant]

Me

[@hollyridler5920]

i've literally been looking everyday whether you've reacted to season 3 yet and watched all your old heartstopper reactions last night

[@bdink2605]

I used to be really hypersexual like to the point where I lost friends because I made people so uncomfortable. Idk why that was happening, if it was trauma or something or because I was virgin until but I just could not stop talking about it and it was awful. This show reallllly helped with that a lot. There’s a lot very sweet intimacy in this show and I feel like shows don’t do that often. It’s like the intimacy comes from two characters talking about how they just aren’t ready for sex and their partner is like “ok but can I still kiss you 🥺” is so freaking sweet!! All that to say I just went cold turkey on sex two years ago and it’s been awesome and I’ve developed some close knit friends now and I’m really happy 😂. I’m so high I might delete this ❤❤ Ugh even the parents and kids. “Love can’t cure a mental illness” Who told them they could say that that just isn’t allowed

[@ryndesu8299]

i really relate to this, i have bpd and my friends have been so frustrated with me and my hypersexuality the past few years. i’m not sure how to regulate without it or make friends/relationships without it, how did you do it?

[@nataljadembek114]

@@ryndesu8299 Hi! I've had similar experiences with hypersexuality, though not bpd, when I was younger and thought that sharing a little bit about it might be helpful. I only realised it in hindsight, but my behaviour was an unconscious way of covering up other issues I had, such as really bad depression. In a way, it helped me feel like the depression was more manageable, but being really hypersexual impacted my friendships and relationships negatively, too. These things are so individual, so your situation might be really different, but if I could give my younger self advice, I would tell her that it's ok not to perform in front of people and that it's safe to be sad and talk about her thoughts and feelings. I hope this is at least a little helpful. ❤

[@weliveinadystopia665]

Once again, the alliest ally strikes again.

[@annambrant]

so validating seeing someone my age connect to this show, especially as it’s aimed at the younger audience! hope you’re good Ash and thanks for filming this ❤ (your break in ep 4 was so real and i did the same loool)

[@Omar-kz8cr]

burnt myself with a curling iron clicking the notif omg

[@nataliamanna1047]

the way i had to pause multiple times this season to take a break and sob and catch my breath

[@cloudyycolfer]

watching the whole season in one sitting is SO me and i'm SO sat

[@torbet]

this show/season is particularly insane for me because my name is tori and i'm best friends with my younger brother who deals with really bad mental health stuff and has a boyfriend named nick like ur kidding

[@jadehipditch9211]

end of ep 3 when Charlie gives his parents the letter is actually what got me 😖 given a letter like that before so yeah... I sobbed (I'm good now:))

[@RojoRey17]

When I tell you this season hit waaaay to close to home for me. I cried every episode. I was Charlie back then and ugh this season was just beautiful

[@miriammiseler8810]

BUT OMG THE ENVOLVING OF THE ACTING?! INSANE ESP ON JOE AND KIT

[@lizzie7658]

no because david saying that thing about needing attention is literally what my mom said when i tried to talk to her about my mental health🥰🥰 and this kind of things coming from people you're supposed to trust not only makes you feel misunderstood, but actually makes you doubt yourself :(

[@AmyAberrant]

My mum gaslit me for years over this, probably in the hopes the mental illness would just go away. Surprise! It didn’t!

[@lizzie7658]

@@AmyAberrant 🥲

[@pamela483]

this season was an emotional rollercoaster for me, they did an amazing job and im praying netflix renews them for a last season at least. i relate to charlie a lot, and to you too also. thanks for talking about your mental health and state right now, it made me feel less alone and motivated me. it’s hard to make changes when you’re just dwording inside and when you have people in your life obsessed with your weight and constantly remind you of how much you’re gaining. i just don’t know where to start sometimes but let’s hang on i guess hahahs

[@urinternetmomash]

the best thing to do is talk about it and if i can make you feel less alone (and vice versa) then it is worth it 💓

[@pamela483]

@@urinternetmomashyou’re the best istg ❤

[@CyanHope]

I understand so much your struggle with holiday food, my family is from the south of Italy, and for Christmas, there’s this tradition that you have to eat THIRTEEN, FUCKING THIRTEEN different dishes: multiple appetizers, multiple first courses, multiple seconds, multiple side dishes and dessert. It’s exhausting at times, but at the same time it feels nice? It feels like a toxic relationship homestly😂😂😂😂

[@jacksonpoole13]

ever since i read the books, Charlie and I have been one and the same. and i was honestly SO not prepared for how faithfully they adapted volume four. I cried SO many times watching this season, it’s my favourite one yet.

[@arionaleilani1212]

when i say i was crying the entire season even when completely unprompted and unnecessary. just constant tears that turned into ugly sobs. the whole experience is cathartic but also definitely in need of rehydrating

[@petramariepetty]

I loved the season! As someone who relates with Charlie’s struggles is nice to see it represented in a genuine way. Also sidenote, the interviews of Joe and Kit that came out with this season is iconic.

[@sofiarocha3356]

im going through my own lil journey after years of doing nothing about my mental health, there are many of us here with you, girlie

[@Arisahargreevesx.]

STOP I CRIED SO MUCH WHEN I WATCHED IT

[@akanthonykingsley]

I updated my friend at the end of each episode how many times I sobbed. It was a total of 15.

[@gwyn_8562]

i probably sobbed a similar amount of times. I kept pausing and crying

[@ilxvix]

this season BROKE me 😭💔

[@poofybushway4229]

Fr tho, this season was so much more real and heavy, and I love it, but also calm down I can't cry anymore, I've run out 😭😂

[@y.u.n.gg_tellyy]

Oh yeah this season was tough I WASN’T prepared

[@aubreeveey]

This season BROKE me. I went through an eating disorder at 16 and it is truly hell. The way it affects your body and mind is insane. But the way it affects those that love you is devastating. And the way it doesn’t just get better after being hospitalized or in a clinic program. It is so scary and serious. The way they broke it down was heart wrenching

[@abbyo6578]

this season truly destroyed me i'm unwell after it. especially as someone who dealt with something similar (however way less severe). and as someone who's also been in nicks shoes wanting to do everything to fix that person when in reality there's nothing you can do😣😫

[@susih7213]

not that I had a significant other in high school 💁🏻‍♀️ but my friends and my sister were constantly staying over at their s/o's place, sometimes whole weekends, it was totally normal, sure there were some parents who were less open to it, but from my experience, from a european country - Austria (not to say that you can generalize), it was very normal

[@Neglectedcomment]

I'm from Denmark and it's definitely the same here. Even long distance would be fine and people would fly to visit each other without much complaint from parents.

[@alvinsong2903]

OMG ASH THE THUMBNAIL😭😭😭 i feel you

[@xoxo_tay-b7b]

I CRIED TOO MOM IT WAS GUT WRENCHING

[@melon06h]

I love how your channel is a safe space💜

[@urinternetmomash]

always 💓

[@vinzm1234]

I’ve zero people to share my thoughts on the show to,so I’ll write em here. I’m a 21 years old boy, living my uni life and have been struggling with depression as well. I’ve always been neglected by my dad first,by occasional friends then,due to not being able to settle long terms relationships and at last by girls(and boys too). You said that watching it was in some kind of way healing,but when it came to me, I was very heavy-hearted. Every sentence,every scene, every romantic interaction was just so convenient. Charlie was surrounded by a great ecosystem,an organ able to work for him. But I wasn’t that lucky at all. And that aches me so bad. So if you’re reading this and can somehow relate, you’re not alone and we all eventually will find our peace of mine

[@cristianofurtado2960]

I finished Heartstopper 10 minutes ago! THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED! THANK YOU QUEEN ❤❤

[@fayc_fayc2115]

heavy on the sleepovers thing. Not to rant but I was talking to my friend about it and we came up with very different feelings about it. Sleepovers were a huge thing and I was never allowed to do it as a kid but my friend said it wasnt fair for Charlies mom to say that to him. I was so confused cause he's literally a 16 year old I thought it made sense but it seems like thats not the general consensus?

[@kphoria1009]

i think charlie’s mom was being pretty reasonable

[@Neglectedcomment]

I think it might be a cultural thing, I'm not British, but I am european (Danish) and it was definitely very normal for people to sleep at their partners place. And even if their parents were really strict, they would just claim to be at a friend's house. (Which were mostly if they hadn't told their parents about the relationship yet)

[@jakem4325]

OH I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR THIS ONE, so ready to cry with mother!!, Season 3 was basically me crying for 4 hours straight, it was not what I expected.

[@Mnxeu]

I cried like a damn baby at every single episode this season, good GOD. 😭 Joe Locke & Kit Connor absolutely knocked it out the park with the acting in this one 🔥 And so did Jenny Walser (who plays Tori) because all of her scenes with Charlie made me sob too UUGGGHH.

[@rama-kk4vb]

“heartstopper is not for the mentally ill” that’s exactly who it’s for ash

[@urinternetmomash]

BUT IT HURTS

[@_saraareas_]

I had a pretty rough mental journey since I was a kid and I'm still treating it, however I get the mom at some extent, cause moms worry beyond our imagination. Her concern about the sleepover was totally justified to me, but maybe that's because I'm Brazilian (moms here are on a hole other level of stress😅). Txh sm for this early post, Ash! Also, hope you may find happiness in the little moments and strength in the big ones❤

[@cae13912]

their choice to use black friday (and BLUE during the party scene too ) was criminal, I was done for

[@howie1806]

Mother is feeding us with 50 minutes

[@Linyenwa]

Thank you for pointing out what a strong actor Joe is. You're right that he has such expressive wide eyes and his facial expressions are so subtle but so impressive as well. It's subtle shiftings of emotions but it's done so well. Joe clearly is the raw talent Kit's been praising, who of course is the old pro Joe called him.

[@kateford5575]

as someone who has an eating disorder i related so much to instead of binging heartstopper, i had to take a 3 day break between each episode because it was too much but this video has definitely helped me gain the courage to keep pushing through it and still admire the beauty of it. LOVE YOU ASH AND HAVE AN AMAZING DAY! MAKE SURE TO DRINK SOMETHING OR EAT SOMETHING! EVEN IF ITS SMALLLL

[@delicatetaylorsversion7349]

omg i have missed your heartstopper reactions

[@annamarie8903]

yesss omg i have been WAITING for this cause I knew you'd have the most relatable and genuine takes and reactions to this season esp (sorry for the emotional damage tho, we thank u for your service 🫡🫶)!! Also, do u have a patreon where u post stuff cause tbh it would be so cool to see ur full, unedited reaction to this entire season cause there are too many great moments and nuances to count that id love to see ur reaction too!!

[@urinternetmomash]

i don’t yet but i’m for sure thinking about it!

[@annamarie8903]

@@urinternetmomash ok slay! Also just wanted to say that I could relate so much to what u shared abt ur mental health journey in this video, thank u for your vulnerability and for being so genuine, know you're not alone 💗💗🫶

[@apollokickz]

@@urinternetmomash oh this would make my whole year we love u

[@apollokickz]

@@bookwormnicolo patreon is better for creators. its an extra way to earn money, youtube doesnt actually pay as much as u would think they do

[@NorBozo]

1:27 (lol) it is very sweet and corny but considering some of the deep topics they cover this season, the sweetness absolutely balances it perfectly

[@hairy_fr0gs30]

thank youuu! We're constantly told that we have to have sex for a relationship to work out and it just sucks. As someone who only just discovered that they're asexual(very sex repulsed too😭), I've struggled with accepting it because of this whole idea that sex is what holds a relationship together. I'm afraid that I won't be wanted because I don't want that. I just want to love somebody and for them to love me. There are so many other ways to be intimate with someone else and I really think so many people have forgotten that. I still have a lot of accepting to do but I'm getting there! But, that's exactly what makes Heartstopper so wonderful. Like you stated, it shows us there's so many other ways to love somebody and there's so much more to a relationship than sex and romance. I keep writing these silly long comments about how much it means to me on different people's reactions to season 3 but it really is sort of healing to see something like that when it isn't what's been normalized in our current society, even though it should be. Also, just wanna say a silly cheesy thank you Ashley for being such a comfort to me for so long! I don't usually comment because when I do I just end up typing as much as I did here but you're genuinely one of my favorite people on this platform because you're just so relatable, funny, entertaining, pretty, honest, and so much more! So thanks for that and thanks for making me feel like I have somewhere I can go when I need comfort!!!💕💖 (I'm done now, I promise)

[@TheUnderBelly560]

i love the annual heartstopper reactions !! also this season wrecked me

[@ckkook]

3:01 it was a reference to hin being hispanic

[@Harri_James]

Came here to say this. Although to be fair, other than the one scene of his dad speaking Spanish with the teacher and Nick's dad asking how Spring is a Spanish surname (while he has the very un-French surname of Nelson 😂) its not referenced that much in the show so easy to forget

[@ckkook]

@@Harri_James yeah true hahaha

[@djsparklie]

Thank you Ash, I had a really bad day omg i smiled so loudly

[@sage0923]

there’s something so bittersweet about seeing the things you went through being handled the way they should have been❤

[@hugodnte]

honestly watching you crying when charlie’s friends do all of those little details and presents to him makes me feel so so sad, mainly cause i feel like i relate to you a lot. when i was in the that phase of my life i also didn’t have any of my “friends” support or anything, and thinking that maybe if they have done what charlie’s friend did to him everything would’ve been different… fuck it rly hurts 😭 i love u ash fr, you make me feel so much better, i appreciate that you also vent with your own experiences a little bit with us too, you’re such an angel to this world 💜

[@ayana_joy_]

taking sick pleasure in watching Ashley go through it watching this season welcome to the club girl

[@apollokickz]

ur reactions boutta make me cry to this season all over again

[@futurecatlady3399]

As someone with my own eating struggles Ashley I want to thank you because your videos are such a comfort place for me. I always put it on whenever I can while I'm eating and before I know it I've finished my food in matters of minutes and that may seen small but it means alot to me.

[@junipha7684]

Been watching your old videos all day and waiting for a new one!! You‘re really feeding us lately 🫶🫶❤

[@aviate_with_ana]

I hate that I can relate to this, but I love you so much for creating this safe space for us all🥺

[@imcharliefornow]

the books and show literally gave me my name (charlie), and im so happy to see you react to it again

[@iitslaurenn_]

as someone who's mentally ill, doesn't have the best relationship with food and who's a younger sister and knows how much my sister worries about me, i cried ugly tears during every single episode of this season

[@SaturnG_url]

The radio interview PISSED me TF off

[@alairuiz814]

I was diagnosed with depression two months ago, so I wasn't imagining I would feel so identified with Charlie when I was reading the graphic novels or expecting the season

[@senthia.]

Time lock in and cry girlies 😭😅

[@fangirlofbands7146]

So real

[@Livinglikelarry36]

For real

[@jjroach1122]

i’m going through a lot rn, with no support, but your check-in made me feel a little better so thank you 🥺

[@ryanmarthaller]

I specifically have waited to watch season three because I was waiting to watch it with you via KZbin like this. That way it wasn’t as emotional. Lol and omgggggg am I glad I did! 😅🥲😭

[@MarianaQuaresma-w6g]

i´m sorry you had to go thru it alone, I hope you know you're a safe place for a lot of people. your videos have been such a safe place for me since I discovered your channel some years ago. thank you for being you

[@xzondriaturner5034]

gurl when i tell you i was SOBBING, i was getting hot, i had to stop eating, i was talking to myself. this season messed me all the way up lol. also when i was "straight" i had a boyfriend and he wanted me to spend the night with him after prom, so he asked my mom if i could. long story short i had to be home by 12am lol

[@lightworthy]

as someone who’s had an ED for most of my life to varying degrees of sick and recovering, the holidays are 100% the worst time for it. if no one knows while you’re sick, it’s a LOT to fight with mentally and honestly a lot of people think about how to handle it (unhealthily) for months. if you’re recovering publically, it’s a lot of eyes on you and what you’re eating/not eating and even though those foods are filling as hell it can LOOK worse, or on the flip side that can actually be used as an excuse. many also struggle to eat in front of people at all so family you rarely see being at the table can just make it that much harder. it’s a hard time either way because of all of those emotions from everyone if anyone’s reading this, you’re doing amazing and you’ll be okay this holiday season, i promise❤

[@SalemLurk]

I was not expecting to be in my feels right out of the gate with this season, I was right there with you ugly crying.