This is for anyone who has ever struggled with depression, or been in a dark place. You’re not alone. ❤️
@SavageHeliosOne4 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@dayzedeeken34594 жыл бұрын
I got chills at the end
@MrVindoon4 жыл бұрын
Man this song and addicted hit me hard and really pulled me up. Thankyou for creating this.. You're out here saving lives forreal, I hope to one day get to meet you. Just want to say thankyou in person.
@thecontradiction93784 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this❤
@prophetmusic28284 жыл бұрын
The world needs to know that your not alone, this video is very inspiring and amazing 🔥
@benj44324 жыл бұрын
"But god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers" this _one_ line gave me some crazy goosebumps, what a way to put it man, full respect.
@itskiranchauhan66744 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this comment
@abskhairoun4 жыл бұрын
@DX7 maybe you, but he's always kept me going on, away from harm, away from the troubles that my mind make. Keep your relationship strong with God, and nothing can stop you, for all is possible through him. If you still end up in harm's way, this is your test, so make the right move.
@ryanjcartist4 жыл бұрын
same g... amazing stuff
@EnigmaticRecluse174 жыл бұрын
Im not alone afterall😍😍😍 I Love u Vin J
@matixtig4 жыл бұрын
Hearing that bit got me a little teary eyed
@just.knuckles4 жыл бұрын
I wish my brother and best friend was still here to listen to this.. 😢😭💔
@jeffsow63094 жыл бұрын
Courtney Ricketson I’m so sorry. I feel your pain.
@walterwahlang.blackconnnection4 жыл бұрын
They love you.❤
@blank-vw2sb4 жыл бұрын
Felling sorry. BTW, They are listening this through you
@peteydabs71044 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry for your loss
@shizngigz42094 жыл бұрын
Same wish my dad would still be here to hear this and keep going..... Shit hurts too much
@roshmusic4 жыл бұрын
This is so positive. *Depression can be hard but don't ever forget the freedom you'll find after you beat that evil.* Things will surely look bright after it, as VIN said.
@Vinnie200332 жыл бұрын
been dealing with it since i was 12 i'm now 17 going on 18 shit has never let up
@arionmreyman4 жыл бұрын
I woke up in a really fucked up headspace this morning. This song was the first notification I got...
@lntrlp49364 жыл бұрын
Get a grip Arion
@derekjones78334 жыл бұрын
You got this man, just keep on keeping on. Everything will be alright I promise you man
@arionmreyman4 жыл бұрын
@@lntrlp4936 I did. I haven't let me depression get a hold of me in a few years. Doesn't mean there isn't a fight some days.
@arionmreyman4 жыл бұрын
@@derekjones7833 thanks brother. I keep it pushing everyday. Some days are just an uphill battle more than others. I'm a fighter and the depression and bad days won't beat me. They may beat me down, but I get up and keep moving forward the best I can.
@theonlyFlimsy4 жыл бұрын
Shit gets better brotha. I got an album of songs to help people like this, to let them know they're not alone. Just keep fighting man. Itll be okay one day❤
@peterkovacs79434 жыл бұрын
Vin is definately one of the most underrated rappers
@3lusive_x6964 жыл бұрын
Stri8 facts
@dakodabettes81264 жыл бұрын
With out a Doult
@joegates83304 жыл бұрын
Bro you are one powerful man and I respect you like crazy. I understand the shit you’re going through but you are a legend and a young prophet and your fans adore you. Much love bro
@QuantumBeard4 жыл бұрын
As someone who's made plans or attempted probably 4 or 5 times now within the last 10 years, that choice isn't the right one. You are stronger than you think. You're worth it to someone. You're not alone, and people can and will help you.
@markoposavec65274 жыл бұрын
As a person that knows how to comfort others you must have gone through something like that yourself.. and I just gotta say, Vin, you're actually the best at this
@Patrick-h8t1p Жыл бұрын
Vinjay your the most authentic artist I've heard in a long time this song saved my life. Keep making real music and don't ever stop. Thank you for your music I would not be here if it wasn't for your music.much love bro
@blueberry1874 жыл бұрын
The part that hit me hardest was "I just wanna be ok." It was so simple and beautiful. Because that's what it boils down to. I don't really have have adequit words to express how great that line is
@dakodabettes81264 жыл бұрын
I no wut u mean
@blank-vw2sb4 жыл бұрын
"God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers" Great!
@HamzaDalii4 жыл бұрын
Amazing bro ❤❤❤🖖
@jeffsow63094 жыл бұрын
Thank you! Two weeks ago I was as the lowest in my life and ending it was the only thing I could think about. Those toxic thoughts started resurfacing lately due to the same issues stacked on top of others, and this song is truly what I needed. Thank you SO much.🙏
@bonjay27414 жыл бұрын
In times where music, especially lyrics lose more and more meaning, this is what we need. Someone who used his platform right and shows awareness to such dark toppics. My Respect, Vin Jay. My Respect
@mohsinebarber18154 ай бұрын
I feel like I'm watching a short film. Oh my goodness, this is wonderful. You make me feel the suffering of a person who is tired of life and wants to die to find relief.❤️❤️✅🔥👌🏻👏🏻🥰
@undeadgang64404 жыл бұрын
This song means a lot to me as I've been through it
@dakodabettes81264 жыл бұрын
It's means so much to me to
@MVJORV4 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Vin. This saved me. This saved my life.
@lucid15754 жыл бұрын
"God gives his toughest battles to his strongest solders" bro this shit is so deep and amazing
@amina1983ish4 жыл бұрын
This is one of the most saddest and truest songs I've ever heard. I have fight with depression since I was 6 years old, and today I'm 37 and I'm still fighting. So this song touched my heart very much. Vin Jay, you are one of my favorite rappers, and now after I've heard this song, I love you even more. So I want to thank you for being you! Much love ❤💛💚
@tonycross8714 жыл бұрын
Such a powerful song. Vin Jay, your songs are getting better and better. Much love
@StephLawson-h5w2 ай бұрын
2:16 thank u VibJay this help save my life. I love your heart your sn amazing human being. God bless you man.
@Alexas-c5e2 күн бұрын
❤
@valentinerose84454 жыл бұрын
I've always had this depression, but quarantine really seemed to amplify the toxic thoughts. Waking up feeling like I'm living the same day over and over destroys the positive side of things. Thank you, Vin Jay for this song, it's really helpful. I respect you so much as a rapper.
@valentinerose84454 жыл бұрын
Thank you for seeing my words, it means a lot! Much love, man
@dakodabettes81264 жыл бұрын
I am the exact same way I know how it feels and it sucks but as we both experienced it we could talk to each other about it since we both know how it feels if you need to
@nikkijelle6498 Жыл бұрын
That song is so beautiful, thank you for the hope❤
@monotonousorigins4 жыл бұрын
When Vin says "The darkest nights make the brightest stars" then you immediately think of Witt Lowry.
@jayymurillo96174 жыл бұрын
@Vinjay This song is so powerful & up lifting! I pray all who find themselves that low we all do at some point in our lives. I pray they hear this song. You’ve done something amazing with this one. Going to impact so many lives & lost souls out there. 🙏🏼👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
@justicejordan49404 жыл бұрын
This was deep Vin Jay always comes with the heat🙏🔥
@alexgutierrez27834 жыл бұрын
I plan on doing this for my church when I go back to my home town to visit. Thank you Vin....you've helped me in so many ways. Pray to god one day I can thank you in person
@gabe14314 жыл бұрын
“Tell my mother I’m finding happiness on the other side” damn that shit hit
@AnRo1234 жыл бұрын
Vin Jay Thank You for being Who you are. Love you like Crazy Man. You are such a brilliant Poet. You are an inspiration.
@GenerationZJackson4 жыл бұрын
I was drunk driving trying to figure out how to end it last night when this popped up in my feed this morning... wow
@zCryptics4 жыл бұрын
No matter how awful things get, it’s never worth it man. Don’t know you, but you’re worth more than the pain you endure. Message if you need anything brother, I’ve been through the ringer with the same thoughts having Bipolar disorder many times. Happy to be a listening ear.
@bruhyuhyuh88554 жыл бұрын
Aye bro I dont know you but please don't ever do that, you probably have family that really cares about you and would want you to talk to them
@roshmusic4 жыл бұрын
dont do that man. If you got no one to talk to, talk to me.
@markobaha974 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling.. This is so sad to write, but it's much time that I've been thinking about ending it.. Everyday, every fucking day, I'm oppressed by the thought of it, but I'm too pussy even for this and I do not know what to do And I cannot tell anyone, because I feel so damn ashamed of myself for this Days are passing by and everyday i feel more and more a failure, because I keep on fucking everything up in my life Sorry for telling you these things, but I saw your comment and I felt so bad for you, because I know what it means...
@chromakuro4 жыл бұрын
No one knows what death is. Why would you do something when you dont even know what it is? It isnt an answer to anything, stay strong.
@ryanjcartist4 жыл бұрын
god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers...🔥🔥 that may possibly be the best line ive ever heard in any song, youve got mad talent vin jay
@BBoyDWhite4 жыл бұрын
as someone that struggles with depression this actually got me teary eyed... Awesome song as alway Vin.
@eizy84343 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful and meaningful word in my opinion "But god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. "
@jadey31964 жыл бұрын
I See you posted this 20minutes ago wasnt expecting that damn...right in the feels , them bloody Ninja's be cutting onions again. We know we arent alone but its songs like this which makes us realise we really arent alone in how we feel.. so thank YOU Such great talent , keep it up 🌟🔥🔥
@drluciferphantom6662 жыл бұрын
Very beautiful song and love the message behind this song. Stay strong, we are eternal spirits who are here for a reason
@w.a.n77504 жыл бұрын
Keep doing motivation rap songs like this. I can share it with my friend that have problem. I love it.
@timredmond52224 жыл бұрын
I had my 14 year old daughter watch this video she was hospitalized last year because she was suicidal there are more people affected by depression than you realize im glad there are people like you putting music out that help its hard for us to get her to really listen when we say some of the stuff in your song but getting her to listen was a big step.
@jestersparks014 жыл бұрын
Everyday is a struggle for all of us with depression but everyone has to fight lets keep fightin 🙏
@ryosuketakahashi17494 жыл бұрын
Never experienced depression and with these kind of motivating songs...I feel like I never will. Thanks Vin, you're the best.
@JeffHarris19874 жыл бұрын
I know you suffer through the day trying to hold composure, but God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers 😢 ✊
@huzaifanagda10202 жыл бұрын
''the pain will pass, but you'll pass it to someone else " is just such a goodway to explain the pain
@douglasjackson90174 жыл бұрын
God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers... damn V
@detcher45364 жыл бұрын
Thank you for ur guiding words. Your gonna change the the world vin and anyone who doesn't like it jus hasn't been through it so don't let them stop u at what ur best at. Stay fresh vin
@wendyraymond17514 жыл бұрын
This was a deep one made me feel every word ..something that needs to be adressed. .your a special one vin ..thanku love an god bless z
@zephyrkingofbats27574 жыл бұрын
Dude this song. I choke up every time you say that God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers.and the part about how you pass your pain onto your family. I'm going to be real I've tried before I ate about 200 ibuprofen, no joke........ But something that day didn't let go of me. I ended up throwing up everything that I took. This song speaks levels to me dude keep doing good work!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@Vermont_Corruption_Exposed Жыл бұрын
No lies, this song has been helping me a lot lately. Might even have saved my life this year. Thank you for such a powerful message man
@adrianarouzier3 жыл бұрын
There are no words to describe how deeply this hits home. God bless you. Thank you for this.
@GopnikBrit3 жыл бұрын
I come back to this song every time I'm feeling seriously depressed, sometimes it makes me wanna cry but most of the time it makes me feel better somehow
@ryrated38714 жыл бұрын
I'm shook with goosebumps bro. People need this.
@douglasjackson90174 жыл бұрын
This hit me on a whole another level. Wow. Your amazing bro.
@ThatDetailerHurley2 жыл бұрын
This brought me to tears. Thank you Vin.
@Lor_Kreny4 жыл бұрын
#YPG Forever
@ashleysears92902 жыл бұрын
God I been feeling the things you say in these lyrics worse now than ever as so much is going on in my life. I broke down when I heard this song. Thank you for speaking on real life sh%t it helps me not to feel so alone and reminds me I'm not the only person to go thru these struggles. Your amazing.... all your music is.
@brokewayne_93384 жыл бұрын
My whole life is in this song like literally you just saved a life brother vin,much love❤️✌️
@roxienitschke79104 жыл бұрын
So inspirational, especially in this time in our country. Great Job!
@sdal_yt4 жыл бұрын
This song is sooo das and Beautiful at the same time! It literally made me tier up ❤
@LaurenceGlawson4 жыл бұрын
Super happy this song exists. It was raw and super fuckin real. Sometimes I don't get choked up by music, but when it makes a full grown man all emotional, is when it makes the most sense. Thanks Jay, really needed to hear this right now.
@jaydon7104 жыл бұрын
Honestly I think this song just saved my life. I been going through a lot recently and I been extremely suicidal and this song just put my life into words and that alone gave me so much comfort. I didn’t know a song can change my life, but this song proved me wrong and I just want to say thank you @vinjay for this beautiful song!
@VinJay954 жыл бұрын
Love 🙏
@ecstaticnaga98904 жыл бұрын
Saw this on FB and came here searching for the song. New fan❤
@chaseweyrick84164 жыл бұрын
I’ve been really struggling a lot lately just like life been throwing punches non stop this song was one the first things I saw today... thanks Vin Jay 🙏
@askmagoo8264 жыл бұрын
rap is not my first love in music. But you know when you see a true artist. Vin is a true artist not just some rapper. Him going through the norms of label. He is currently the most free artist not bound to anything or anyone. Keep singing sir. Much love from the Philippines
@orix60504 жыл бұрын
With everything going on in my personal life as well as in America, I have to admit I've hit a low. I really didn't want to be here anymore. Then this song came up. Thank you Vin.
@randyharder26364 жыл бұрын
Vin Jay love the meaning of the song keep up the good work!!!
@firemarshall28274 жыл бұрын
This song is hitting me hard. Hitting me hard, right in the heart.
@calloforestis31264 жыл бұрын
Love the chorus and the line "I 've been feeling sick, sick of feeling worthless"
@trevormccutcheon31354 жыл бұрын
I was suck in my addiction then I heard this song and I got my hope and motivation back.....thanks Vin real shit
@ryansellman47444 жыл бұрын
Whenever I listen to your music I feel like even though we are apart we’re together, and I guess that’s the power of your music, never give up ❤️
@TiktokVibes44 жыл бұрын
Amazing 👌
@dwaynebillings21034 жыл бұрын
I actually got goosebumps listening. Awesome message #VinJay 💯✌
@lilj-dogbruh17604 жыл бұрын
when the sign said “you are loved” i bursted in tears because i felt this im in a dark place but im tryna get out of it and be happy this made me cry this helped my thoughts of suicide thank you Vin Jay 😭❤️
@peteblackjr42902 жыл бұрын
Same 100 percent
@keithbatchjr33772 ай бұрын
A friend just sent me this within 90 secs you had me in tears bro thanks
@Alexas-c5e2 күн бұрын
❤
@10Centisbrown4 жыл бұрын
I ve been going through social anxiety ever since i was a child. So far whosoever i have trusted in life have disappointed me . This touched me deep. Love from india 🇮🇳
@_Glockyy_4 жыл бұрын
I hope your doing alright now my friend stay safe over there man
@abskhairoun4 жыл бұрын
*God gives his toughtst battles to his strongest soldiers* It's true, God doesn't give anyone more than they can handle. The devil tries to weaken us, sad to say that he got to a lot of people.. Stay strong to anyone who's feeling down or like the world turned its back on him/her, there's always someone that cherishes you more than everyone else, someone that makes you wanna keep moving forward. If you have that person, congratulations. If you don't, never lose faith, or patience. I kept thinking suicidal recently, until God pulled me away from my dark place and showed me the blessings I have to live for.
@setholson6164 жыл бұрын
Bro. I needed this more than I can express. I honestly wanted to die today and I listened to this and it was like a weight lifted off my shoulders! Thank you Vin!
@mohawkmeteor71894 жыл бұрын
Glad you could find that relief here friend! Take care ❤🔥
@AchieveForgiveness4 жыл бұрын
Haha look at u now 😉🤠
@nickrodefer28024 жыл бұрын
I wanted to die today too. I’m glad I am here
@Bdj123004 жыл бұрын
“God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers” 🤯 💯
@brandonvanden72074 жыл бұрын
This song will change lives cuz it changed mine
@Sickboi544 жыл бұрын
This brought tears to my eyes because I went down that road. And everyone who ever reads this u are loved by everyone u know and just know u do have a role to play in this life
@jjf39344 жыл бұрын
This line right here is the reason I’m still alive “You got family they love you try to remember I know you think you're nothing but in their mind you're a treasure”.
@jodyyork38213 жыл бұрын
My family walked away a long time ago rather then learn about my depression
@shizngigz42094 жыл бұрын
Your the best bro.... Wish my dad couldve stuck around with us to hear this..... This is def part of my healing music... PLEASE DONT DO THIS PEOPLE AND JUST STAY HERE WITH US.... CAUSE TRUST YOUR TIME FOR SHINING IS COMING... And WE dont want you gone
@WhosDonDon4 жыл бұрын
My ex recently left me and took the kids because I was verbally abusive and while it happened I was blind to it and to this day don’t have an answer to how or why. I’m not legally allowed to contact her or my kids anymore and I’ve been so alone and on my own and recently got out of a mental home in my state for attempting suicide. I’m better a little but still fight every second of everyday. I strive to be better because I can’t Imagine hurt she must have been to make such a move. So this song really helps me man!! It took the words I couldn’t get out and was put on an amazing song! I love you vin jay! Like for real!!!
@Nhmusicoffish4 жыл бұрын
This is awesome. Thanks for the visuals and song.
@evoslevi64524 жыл бұрын
And I don't wanna live like this I'm on my own And I don't wanna leave right now But I'm all alone Never thought I'd try suicide But my mind is a prison I'm peeking through the blinds And I know my decision will be scrutinized But you can't judge a man until you looking through his eyes Cause they wanna call me selfish Wake up every day the same and I feel helpless Everyone around me telling me life's precious But all I feel is pain so pardon me if I'm skeptic I've been feeling sick Sick of feeling worthless Sick of acting like every day's been so perfect Sick of feeling pain Fake smiles on the surface Sick of waking up knowing I don't have a purpose And I don't wanna die, but I know it's for the best Trying to find peace, but I know there's nothing left Only time I feel bliss is the moment of my death Maybe I can finally smile as I take my last breath Try to turn a page, I'm stuck in the same chapter Searching for some love, I ain't finding what I'm after Swear these damn thoughts controlling me like a cancer What's the point of life, I can never find the answer Damn And I don't wanna make my mother cry But all the pain I've been feeling is being multiplied So when she finally comes to terms that her son has died Tell her I'm looking for happiness on the other side And I don't wanna live like this I'm on my own And I don't wanna leave right now But I'm all alone Cause I don't wanna feel this pain I'd rather die right now I just wanna be okay Oohohoh Wait, before you make your decision Take a second, put yourself in your family's position Know you feeling like death is the only way but it isn't Know the pains hard but I swear it's just here to visit So please Don't do it, I can promise that it doesn't help The pain'll pass, you're passing the pain to someone else You got a beautiful soul, don't make em suffer I know you'll get through, I know that you got it covered You're made special, kind loving and gentle Even if you can't see just know that you got potential I know you suffer through the day tryna hold composure But god gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers I don't wanna see the day that you fall apart So keep pushing, a fighter I know that's who you are Even know you feel like you live with a broken heart Just know the darkest nights make the brightest stars And I promise it gets better with time I know it doesn't feel like it but depression it lies You deserve much more so just sever the ties Between those toxic thoughts and you're intelligent mind I know it's tough when you're battling depression It's hard to fake a smile with the pain that you're suppressing Your mind plays tricks and it got you second guessing But people care about you and need the feel of your presence You got family they love you try to remember I know you think you're nothing but in the mind you're a treasure Times get rough and I know you feeling the pressure But I've been through it too and I know that it gets better And I don't wanna live like this I'm on my own And I don't wanna leave right now But I'm all alone Cause I don't wanna feel this pain I'd rather die right now I just wanna be okay Oohohoh
@drewfaulkner29674 жыл бұрын
Keep doing you Vin, you and your music matter.
@anuragnair31674 жыл бұрын
The best in today's time
@4qua944 жыл бұрын
Dude
@4qua944 жыл бұрын
No
@Evolution02_4 жыл бұрын
Not just him Ryan upchurch too and Tom McDonald
@firef1yyy4 жыл бұрын
Brought me to tears. I really needed this. Thank you, Vin Jay.
@naimgtz4 жыл бұрын
Bro this song related with my story I tried to kill myself but I always thinking what gonna happened if I kill myself? Is worth or not?
@l2salt5494 жыл бұрын
its definately not, dont do it please, idk you but i love you and care about everyone, even if you dont care about me
@walterwahlang.blackconnnection4 жыл бұрын
No it's not worth it brodie, don't do it. You have a life to chase.
@DjResR4 жыл бұрын
Don't do it, you can get over these thoughts if you try, I have been through this also, still looking for purpose. Trust me, everyone has someone who cares about them._
@_NoxStrix_4 жыл бұрын
My uncle killed himself 5 years ago. My little sister's half brother did the same 3 days ago. He has a kid on the way. I have 2 kids and a wife, I still battle my demons every day... I still hate myself and my life regardless of how things are going. I like to write raps, it helps me cope and it's the easiest way for me to get things out. Even if I don't get to record and release much of anything, I have this sense of relief when I write. Thank you for this song. Some people do things for attention, but this was from the heart. I hope I have a platform to do the same one day. Artists like you keep me motivated to put my 10 years of writing to work. I want to make something this inspiring.
@trapicalg4 жыл бұрын
Instrumental sounds like a sample of “27” by MGK beautiful song (:
@johnfranco93433 жыл бұрын
I’ve felt this.. for days now.. thank you Vin.. men don’t know how to express their emotions.. we’ve been taught to bottle it up and push forward.. but I know I’m not alone about the fact sometimes it feels like too much.. you saved a life today.. thank you..
@miftakhul.03164 жыл бұрын
I just want to be okay 🇮🇩🇮🇩🇮🇩
@midnightmyers38734 жыл бұрын
DAMN! i got the feels now. Thx Vin, this song what really down too earth.
@hoon2624 жыл бұрын
Love ya man ❣️,ur songs r mostly so relateable.
@sungjin-woo8204 жыл бұрын
Don't do it, going off and 9 to 5 are my favorite tracks from your new album
@pranabroy29904 жыл бұрын
Vin Jay you are such a Beautiful Artist.
@CTAPE4 жыл бұрын
Bro this song hits me hard I can relate to every word man it's crazy thank you for your music man I really appreciate it
@STBeatss4 жыл бұрын
this song has helped me a lot, I was feeling so depressed but now I feel better about myself, Thank You for releasing it.
@issaccmilligan43342 жыл бұрын
Brother, I don’t know why I have just finally found the song about maybe a month ago it hits home so close ever since my wife has left me I spent half my life with her between your music and a few other select artist. You guys have changed my life and I look Forward to every time you guys drop new songs because I can relate to most of them. Love your music. Hope to see you live and Meet you soon.
@starn9ne3363 жыл бұрын
back again listening to one of the top rappers in the game,thanks for being soo awesome vin
@lovecouplegaming50114 жыл бұрын
I was in a super dark place this morning.. song made me cry.. beautiful message