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[@punkidoodlemusic8176]

Colleen, something my therapist taught me is mourning is not exclusive to death. You can mourn anything from moving to a new house to your favorite restaurant closing. Yes, those things may be smaller but that does not mean you’re not mourning the loss of the life you had before. Moving into a new house means a new era of your life, so it’s normal to walk down memory lane and mourn what you had before, especially when so many important things happened in your last era♥️♥️ just think of yourself as taylor swift! 🤣

[@luca_ducky1963]

Well said 👏👏

[@waitinginawaterfall]

This!!!

[@syd3423]

Yup! You’re grieving! It’s super common

[@norahjarman6156]

We mourn people in TV shows when a series ends. We feel like we’ve lost touch with those friends. 🥲

[@rebbb13]

Boosting! Especially for the taylor swift part 😂 I hope she sees your comment !!

[@dlfe494]

Collen, im no doctor or therapist but im pretty sure what you are feeling is NOSTALGIA. Which can be a pretty bitter sweet feeling, which brings back beautiful memories and not necessarily making you sad but making you remember how beautiful it felt to live those moments. Ive felt this before moving to different houses and countries or even thinking about my childhood. Sending you hugs❤

[@CaliAmandalyn1981]

I was thinking nostalgia or reminiscing!

[@jessgoldsworthy8892]

I was going to say the same thing.

[@Ava-dn3qi]

yes it’s nostalgia!!!

[@whimsicalwombat]

I was coming down to comment this, too - Nostalgia! It's something I always feel when I re-visit places where I've spent a lot of time or experienced things with people who are important to me, and you're right, it's definitely bitter-sweet. You feel ALL the things associated with those memories, including a sadness that those times have passed, but also sometimes such a deep appreciation that they happened. It can feel very conflicting and confusing.

[@notthesquish5962]

@@CaliAmandalyn1981 I was thinking Reminiscing

[@catherineroth4530]

YES ERIK, there was an 80s Beauty & the Beast show that was AMAZING. ALSO, Colleen you need to read the theories that Belle's whole village is stuck in time because of the curse and is repeating every day over and over which explains a lot of the weirdness.

[@KimLadouceur]

Starring Ron Perlman & Linda Hamilton

[@keepcalmanddanceon9128]

woahhh!! I've never heard that theory before🤯

[@catherineroth4530]

@@keepcalmanddanceon9128 if you look up the time loop there are a bunch of articles on it from like 5 years ago. It helps to explain why Belle and her father seem so progressive and everyone else hasn't aged.

[@CaliAmandalyn1981]

Woah! I gotta look it up too!

[@mollymays5634]

I haven't read the theories, but I feel like intelligent women, like Belle, aren't well received...ever.

[@joannakoehne9826]

Coleen, i think that you’re feeling something that the english doesn’t have a word to describe, so i’ll tell you how we call this in portuguese: Saudade. it’s like when you miss someone or something, but in a more sentimental and melancholic way. as a brazilian i think this word can be like a hug when you’re alone, but also can bring so many memories to fill a space or to remind yourself how things were and how they turned. saudade can be painful but also can be joyful 💖

[@ffreya.]

Nostalgia would be the English word ❤

[@jessicamayer8233]

Hi Colleen! Grief comes in sooooo many different forms, and not all bad! It’s completely normal for you to feel “weird” visiting a place where you’ve had so many memories. Places can mean as much to us as people and relationships can, so when it’s gone it makes sense to grieve. But that doesn’t mean you’re not happy where you are now! We grieve because we love❤️ let yourself grieve and acknowledge how much love you gave to that house and how much love that house gave you

[@moe4in473]

I needed this comment too, thank you ❤️

[@karabradbury6731]

I feel like any day now we’re going to see a video titled “MAISY’S FIRST STEPS” or “WESLEY’S FIRST STEPS”

[@Sanemisseyebrowss]

@@nnathannisaiahh ikrrr

[@alisonjacobs983]

Its gonna be M's first steps.

[@imgabiireyes]

right?!

[@christinewatts2993]

It’s gonna be MASIYS FIRST STEPS 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@beverleypicard2116]

Same but I think it Will be maisy and Wesley are Dancing , lol

[@peytinbresciano]

Erik being so invested in Colleen explaining Beauty and the Beast to him was so freaking funny to me idk why 😂 I love them😂

[@emilyflavell1658]

I think part of the story of beauty and the beast is that people can change if they genuinely want to, and there's that contrast between Gaston who wants Belle to change for him and is unwilling to change his own life to accommodate having her in it, and the Beast who sees her being good and kind and is inspired to change himself to be more like her. I think if he'd stayed mean and bratty she would have stayed not into him. The imprisonment thing isn't great though

[@anastasia.beaverhousen]

(Not that it makes it right) He and everyone had also been cursed for so long, they were desperate and hopeful she was his chance

[@sydneysparkzmua]

I was dying laughing while having this moment of realization with her at the end… like oh imprisonment = bad

[@giuliacacciatore4765]

i love this explanation! thank you

[@jodijarvis3988]

Yes agreed. Also don't forget this movie was made way back when. 🤷🙂

[@georginailieska5594]

Yess agreed!! I fell like we ofter modernise everything and see it from a different perspective and try to make it realistic when it's clearly not hahhaha. And even the imprisonment thing I fell like they put it in the story as a sort of a representation that the beast is an animal and not a human, and that he doesn't "know" how to love. (idk i might be wrong) But if we see everything so literally we will ruin every fantasy :')

[@LE2Goldenhalk]

Watching Erik's face while Colleen was explaining the Beauty and the Beast made my entire day lmfao 🤣

[@CaliAmandalyn1981]

Yes! I think he confused Gaston as the Beast for a second.

[@MsV405]

LOL! Thank you for this... I went back to watch Erik!

[@zoerenee00]

When she starts singing and says “have you ever heard this song” and his “no” just sent me 😂😂😂

[@DaijahD.]

That’s what I’m looking at right now 💀💀💀😂😂

[@4hotpink10]

he was invested lol

[@katelynodonnell2117]

That feeling you’re experiencing in the house with all the memories, is gratitude. This house is a treasure box of your most special moments and memories, and your new house will become another treasure box too, and you’re creating those new memories now! Sending you lots of love ❤

[@CaliAmandalyn1981]

Gratitude! I like that as the descriptor!

[@the1234please]

Colleen! I wish I could give you a hug. So many comments have already beautifully articulated the feelings of mourning that you're probably feeling, but I'd also add, you might be feeling an overwhelming sense of gratitude at the same time. Being the in the place that housed and protected you and your family for so many years, where you grew into yourself and eventually grew your family, I'd imagine that you'd be remembering all the love and safety that this place offered you in an instant. You're mourning the end of that chapter in your life, but also experiencing all the gratitude for the home that let you write that chapter to beginning with. Also, remember that there's no right or wrong way to feel. Feel your feelings, Queen. And onto the next chapter.

[@erin4321]

Thats how I explained it as well

[@lauraholland8963]

I’m no therapist but colleen hun I think that’s the feelings of love, memories, and having a good happy life. Take away struggles and heartache this home helped raise you, your marriage, and your family. It’s love colleen

[@becca5554]

I went back to our little cramped 2 bedroom apartment the night before they took the keys back & SOBBED. I still want to cry whenever I see or pass it. It’s where we brought our daughter home, I found out I was pregnant with both of our kids etc. I did the same thing with the memories flashing then sat on the ground for thirty minutes & let it sweep over me. You’re not alone haha

[@jennaloper7009]

Belle has also always been my favorite Disney princess and I totally know what Colleen is talking about with watching Beauty and the Beast as an adult! She's still my fave and she always will be, but it's definitely weird to watch with an adult perspective. I guess with the Beast it's that being trapped that way has made him angry and bitter but Belle teaches him to appreciate the smaller things in life. Something There is my favorite song too!

[@Klapperich24]

Colleen, the emotion you felt was simply love. Every event or memory you mentioned was an expression of love. Isn’t it wonderful that wherever you go, it will follow? Your family is so very blessed to have each other. You are right where you’re supposed to be…together.

[@britjoy902]

I'm not a doctor or a therapist, but I feel like you're experiencing a form of nostalgia. It would be so strange to see a place you lived in for so long where experienced so many big life moments decorated with somebody else's belongings. It must have been so surreal!

[@huntsmanpixie3216]

Beauty and the Beast teaches us to look beyond the surface and to seek understanding- empathy for others. The Prince was turned into a beast because he had no love in his heart, and he became angry and defensive because he was shunned and ostracized…because people judged him. Forgiveness and redemption, Colleen. You know this.

[@InevitableSecrets]

I feel like Bailey and Colleen need a musical podcast

[@sophieyelena8942]

Best idea ever 🙌🏼💕

[@ani8287]

no cuz bailey is literally a preteen she should not be working in that way 🤧

[@InevitableSecrets]

@@ani8287 she’s a teen teen and it’s possible for it to be a fun hobby with no expectations if they want to make it that way. I think Bailey and her parents would know best if it was something she was up to doing. It could literally just be talking about musicals with her aunt and letting the adults do all the real work of a podcast.

[@lifewithmesarahmarie]

I would DIE

[@rowandeangelis3238]

I would SO watch that. It would be absolutely amazing!!!!!

[@Cats_FurLife]

It’s nostalgia! Perfectly normal and right to have about a place that carries so much weight in your heart.❤

[@SaltyJennC]

Nostalgia. That’s what you’re feeling. You’re also feeling how quickly time goes and how inevitable change is. But at the end of the day, it’s just a house. You made it a home. And now you’re creating new memories and making a new home and new memories. It’s also okay to cry for no reason at all. You’re brain is so quiet being alone in that house.

[@lovelymilly]

TTQ: hi Colleen, I’m not sure if you’ve spoken about this before but do you remember a pivotal time in your career when you realised that you were making it (like an ‘i can actually do this as my job’ moment)? And how you felt during that time? I wonder if that might help others who are working on their dreams at the moment too :)) Love your videos btw💕

[@daniisaurushax]

Love this question!

[@lovelymilly]

@@daniisaurushax thank you! I’d love to hear her talk about it

[@Skylarfournier]

It's okay to feel sentimental. Lots of special memories were made in that house. 💓

[@jamiemckenna4814]

I love that you are a person who lovingly appreciates everything in your life and values those special memories. You have such a tender heart and your strength, vulnerability, love for people and life really makes an impact on the world. Thank you

[@lilybarker5097]

I would sob too! Homes are a huge love in our lives and it is totally natural to feel emotionally connected to them. Especially since you have so many wonderful memories of creating your family there. It made me emotional as a viewer of your channel. I can only imagine what it did to you🤣! You are amazing Colleen xx

[@LiahnaForbes]

I didn't realize how much I missed Coleen with bangs until now!! Also Tortilla Talk Question: I know you have talked about how much you love Taylor Swift's Midnights album but have you listened to any of her other albums and if so what is your favorite?? This is coming from a major swiftie myself🤩

[@butterflys2113]

I really hope she answers this one!!!!

[@yellowphrog1390]

As another major swiftie I second this!! I loved the video she made talking about midnights and I would love to hear her talk about more of Taylor Swift’s other music too

[@elliehunt]

Third major swiftie vouch 🙋🏼‍♀️

[@CarlyNicoleMusic]

I’m crying watching you in your previous home. That is SUCH a bizarre experience coming from someone who has been through it before. A home is so sentimental. It is so valid that it’s bittersweet and makes you cry to be there. ❤

[@emmazday]

Colleen, I have moved so many times in my life, especially in childhood. I understand your feeling COMPLETELY. It is really weird to come back to a place that is no longer yours but it is forever your home and an incredible part of your life. I teared up watching you walk through. It’s almost like bittersweet nostalgia is the best way I can describe my experience. Sending you the best ❤

[@MartinaSteflova]

I always feel this way when I go back to visit my childhood home in my country. It's all the memories of times you had but you know you will never get those times back again.

[@baileyrabon9239]

I’m crying right there with ya girl! We’ve watched you grow up and grow a family and because an even more amazing person! It’s a lot to say goodbye to even for us!

[@brookeboisen1414]

Much love Colleen!! I don’t typically comment on videos, but i’ve watched you everyday for years. You’ve gotten me through my pregnancy and postpartum struggles. I feel like we can relate so much, I also cry alot. You always make us feel like we’re there with you and I admire that. Wishing you & your family well! ❤️

[@tlpower3767]

Colleen - I am v-e-r-y happy to hear you say you love your new home! 💗 I purchased my first home as a single woman, loved, loved, loved it, then had to sell it & move. The 1st home was perfect, it didn't need any work, etc. Then the 2nd home - it was a dreadful nightmare! So many renovations needed to be done, and it was so dirty! 🙀 I thought I made a huge mistake. 20 years later I am still in my 2nd home, and am very happy it all worked out. I hope you thanked your 1st home for all the good memories & prayed the next family would love it as much as you did !!! Both homes are truly amazing! I am happy for your family! God bless............

[@lacyoliver8959]

Colleen, I never really comment but from I've learned in my life nostalgia is something that can definitely make you cry. A place, a song, a memory. When I moved from my house, I would go back and visit it and would feel sad but also happy. The mixed emotions when life is moving so fast is overwhelming sometimes and I'm sure everyone can relate to that. Your videos always make me feel at peace and I so appreciate that.

[@colleenr.5641]

You’re so much stronger than me! We sold my childhood home 2.5 years ago and even though I pass by the neighborhood nearly every day on my way to work I still haven’t been able to even drive PAST the house because I’m not ready to see it knowing it’s not my house anymore. Change is hard, you’re awesome and very strong and I would be BAWLING if I were you. ❤

[@abifaithh]

you have no idea how emotional this just made me!! I loved that house because of all the many reasons you said, there are so many memories!

[@mayarose-ow3vu]

colleen. ur a queen. when times get rough you find a way to manage your self and get through it. life’s gonna have its twists and turns but remember to take a deep breath when you need it and you are very loved. by me, your fans, and ur family. kinda random but btw we NEED more flynn content. he’s the cutest little stinker ever! ilysm.❤️❤️❤️

[@SophiaAnna08]

I have had a similar experience when I moved house, then went back a few months later to pick up some things. For me it was the feeling of re-entering a time of my life I had left behind and suddenly feeling overwhelmed (not necessarily in a bad way) with all the history I had there xx

[@zoekelly-walsh3985]

you're such a wonderful person colleen

[@Weasleyswizardwheezes]

I know a lot of people are saying grief is what you're feeling, but I think the more accurate term would be gratitude. That house means so much to you and served you and your growing family well over the years. Something Marie Kondo (the "Spark Joy" lady) always did whenever she went to a client's home is take a moment with the residents to "thank" the house for everything it has provided for them. It's really a great practice to express gratitude to material things that are meaningful to you

[@alorientreblig1133]

This is a beautiful observation

[@mariem5555]

Sending you a hug. The feeling is just Love. All the memories…just LOVE!

[@stephaniewerckman2302]

I have always been overwhelmed with memories visiting the outside of my childhood home. I’ve never went inside again even though I was invited to. I know it would bowl me over with memories! Totally get the torn feelings!

[@DNice_Santi]

Wasn’t that the first home you bought? It’s perfectly normal to feel the way you did when walking in there. Reminiscing is fine :) much love

[@DANNYKAMSTEEG]

And so much has happened in that house, good and bad times. Being sad is a valid feeling! Always!

[@DNice_Santi]

@@DANNYKAMSTEEG exactly :) I’m sure Flynn will have some memories in that house :)

[@bryncornelius9278]

Sending good vibes!!❤

[@CozyRi]

it’s okay to be nostalgic about a house that you lived in for so long and that holds such important memories for you and your family ❤️ the place holds sentimental value so nobody’s gonna blame you for feeling a bit emotional about returning there! love you so much colleen ♡

[@maggieslater4525]

I think what your feeling is nostalgia🤍🤍 thanks for always being so vulnerable with us. xoxo

[@emileelandis8803]

Does anyone else find themselves talking back to Colleen as you watch her vlogs?! 😅 Lol almost as if we are having a conversation! 💜 live for these!

[@silas1saiah]

Yes thats me! Its like I'm having a conversation with her.

[@xxselenadiamondxx]

Yeah! I’m like agreeing and making all kinds of comments and faces when she’s speaking, as if she was in front of me! 😂

[@Ms.Karla28]

Always😂

[@emileelandis8803]

Telling her it’s ok if she’s upset! Or that her feelings really are valid!

[@willow5235]

Yesss!!!!

[@CarlyNicoleMusic]

i’m so proud of you for being on time to your appointment! it’s the little wins 🎉 so happy to see this vlog come up. your vlogs make my days better 🥰

[@naamagoldberg6743]

Colleen! I’m gasping! I LOVE into the woods! Im doing it in my school in may and I’m playing Baker’s Wife and I would SO LOVE to see a video of you ranting about it!! Im so shocked and happy that you love it!!😆🤩💜🥰

[@julieannemichelle]

And everyone you have memories about are with you. I think the sentiment is emotional because huge life experiences happened there. But I know you know that home is where your family is. I’m sure I’d feel the same way. It’s okay to have your memories of such wonderful events.❤️

[@jamoor5142]

People cry when the visit places from their past because of restorative nostalgia. It’s bittersweet because people remember how happy they were at some point in the past and it’s overwhelming.

[@Lyricvids72]

You did so much and accomplished so much in that house I’m not surprised you felt emotionally connected

[@Snail_Bones1]

YAS Queen I freaking love your bangs!

[@indie1885]

It's definitely not weird that you feel so emotional about the home you spent so much of your life in. especially when you were growing your family, those are priceless memories. I feel the same way when I think back to special places and times in my life. Even if the current situation I'm in is better or just as happy.

[@sanjana772]

Tortilla talk question: what’s your fav thing to do with each of your kids individually? They’re all so adorable💗

[@vanessaann_81]

I felt the same way walking into my grandparents home they had for over 50 years. The new owners completely gutted it, and the charm and love is gone 😭😭😭

[@miamaclaine]

I think tears can come from any type of overwhelming emotion. Maybe being in a place that holds so many special memories brings tears of deep appreciation & love for all of the time connecting with loved ones in that place. As someone that values spending quality time with your family together & hosting gatherings, any home you are in holds memories of the people you love most. Being physically there might also enhance the memories for you (like how they say it’s good to take a test in the same room where you learned things - the context is meant to help with memory recall). Contextual memories also came up for you when you were by the grocery store earlier. Explanation or not, it makes perfect sense to me that spaces hold energy & memories & that being in a place of so many big life changes would bring heightened emotions. Unrelated unsolicited hair opinion: Ever since you cut your bangs I’ve been thinking you would look great with some version of a “French girl bob” (maybe a longer version if the classic one feels too short). I support the bangs!

[@katieturner4223]

Tortilla talk question: Have you thought about collabing with Molly Burke again? I know the pandemic hit right after you guys collabed last time and you now have twins, but I was just curious now that it seems things have settled down more. You both are my favorite KZbinrs and I would love to see you guys get together again.❤️

[@ashleymufasa]

Same

[@faeriesandrainbows]

I love them both, but I felt like their friend chemistry was off. Must be just me. 🙊

[@maribelhdz2728]

Ima need more segments of Colleen speaking to Erik about Disney Princess story plots! My favorite is The Little Mermaid

[@esterwilson9931]

Your sobbing from gratitude!!

[@dianaking1106]

I'm terrible on long drives by myself. I get way too introspective and in my own head and it gets unbearable but I love that you can take that same energy and turn it into something beautiful. It's totally your super power 💕

[@AprilShowers73]

Colleen, Erik is correct. There was a live-action Beauty and the Beast in the 80s. But it wasn't a movie, it was a series that lasted for 3 seasons and started in 1987. I was in high school when it was on and I LOVED it. It starred Linda Hamilton as the Belle character (her name was Catherine in the series) and Ron Pearlman as Vincent (the Beast character) as you may imagine it is loosely based on Beauty and the Beast. But all in all, Erik was correct.

[@sherribo-berry8112]

When you described how you felt, it felt almost like you were a ghost, revisiting your life. I think you were appreciating the beauty and the love you felt in your life in that house and the great times you had there, You even appreciated the harder times, like throwing up in the bathroom because you could see where they led you, which is somewhere beautiful. I think you were crying almost happy sentimental, grateful tears.

[@sarahisbell1918]

It’s nostalgia and the beauty in the memories. I’m still not over the tiny house and farm I grew up on but my life and home now is perfect

[@nicoleranney6511]

I think you're just reminiscing but the memories you're reminiscing about in that house are so special to you that it can't help but make you emotional....love you colleen thanks for being the best

[@brrnana]

Colleen, I just want to tell you my cats love watching your vlogs with me during breakfast haha. Love Griffon 🐈and Orion 🐈‍⬛

[@liadanlei]

I think that feeling you're having is just grief! You can grieve transitions in your life even if you're moving on to something bigger and better. It's normal and totally valid

[@Shaowraven2266]

great im glad she's crying with grief over a fucking house, when I don't have a grandpa anymore and so people people lost their older family members to covid the past years. It's nostalgia huge fucking difference .

[@kendrickunlimited]

i think because spending time in your home is such a sensory experience, the memories and nostalgia become stronger. when my grandmother moved out of her house into a retirement home i was so sad and grieved the loss of that house. she passed away just over a month ago and i still feel like i can remember every detail of being in her house with her because those sensory memories are so significant

[@coraliedubois5890]

Things we love/have loved deeply can make us cry. When I think back to how vulnerable my cat was when she got horribly sick and how grateful I am that she is healthy and that she is with us and how sweet and caring she is, I often get tears in my eyes. And sometimes I cry when I look at my partner and it is just pure love that I feel in those times. Of course I cry when I think about people that I lost, but I also cry at people that I have around and love

[@briperryyt]

I think nostalgia has always felt like death for me. It feels so good to experience the joys of the memories but the loss of the grip you had on the past. I get it 100% 😢

[@autumntheleafthief7659]

Belle was considered weird for reading because in that time period women weren’t reading. They didn’t typically have an education. It’s messed up that they thought there was something wrong with her for it, but there were LOTS of things that they judged people wrongly for in that time period, so it’s not really a surprise. They kind of try to touch on that in the Live Action movie when the people in the town get upset at Belle for trying to teach the one girl how to read.

[@jennybarreca9571]

Hi Colleen! I feel similarly while driving. Listening to audiobooks in the car has really helped me! It gives my brain something to focus on (while still driving safely of course) and really helps my mood!!

[@laurenschenck5355]

So grateful for you and your beautiful family and and so proud of you and so amazing inspiring and role model and making a wonderful impact on life ❤

[@pasc530]

Beauty and the Beast is about an angry selfish king realizing the error of his stubborn and vain ways, getting punished for it and then actually growing and changing with the help of Belles influence and acceptance of him in his Beast form. That’s why he ends up with the girl and not Gaston, the actual villain with horrid characteristics and unwilling to change. The beast is not all bad, he just has a hard time showing his true emotions. Belle also lives very comfortably in the palace, she is not tortured. This is a story with a message as are all fairy tales - it’s about the value of inward characteristics instead of just appearance. Vanity and selfishness are wrong. We all have a little beast inside us, it’s about not letting your bad/negative side take over. Your biggest enemy is sometimes yourself. Make good choices. Be nice to strangers. You should read a book and research the morale of a story before you shit on the entire thing.

[@sabby_80]

100000% this

[@Phlightattendant]

Exactly this!! Thank you!

[@karley3679]

Colleen....you were crying cause you are still in mourning hun. You may not be sad but you are grieving. It was a huge big chapter of your life that is no longer. And grief is like waves, it ebbs and flows. And IT IS OKAY!!! You may adore your new home but it is Okay to still miss what was

[@mollywinchurst2056]

It literally makes me so happy to hear that Colleen's favourite musical is Into the Woods, and then for her to talk about how much she loves Beauty and the Beast and that Belle is her favourite (I was literally thinking earlier about how she is my favourite princess) AND THEN TO SAY HER FAVOURITE SONG IS SOMETHING MORE?!?!? LITERALLY INCREDIBLE

[@kbluv4078]

Love the snack haul

[@lilyanonie2031]

you make me so happy.

[@korrawatertribe687]

Colleen is the older sibling for me. I learn so much from her

[@silas1saiah]

WORDD

[@imanirosethemusician2171]

Samee

[@alliephotograph9586]

Forager does make a really good vanilla yogurt! I love it with this keto granola that right now is chocolate cupcake flavor and I add mini chocolate chips

[@teeandkids937]

Looove your bangs sooo freaking much! ❤❤

[@Jay-oe7fw]

I’m no doctor Colleen, but it honestly sounds like your experiencing some intense nostalgia possibly? I understand exactly how you feel though…and if someone can define or explain exactly what you’re feeling I’d love to know just as much as you. 💕

[@Andersonfamilyvlogs.]

Thank you for everything you do🫶🏻

[@vickilaughs]

What does she do....?

[@Andersonfamilyvlogs.]

@@vickilaughs well she gives entertainment for people to watch but for me she always cheers me up when I need it, every time I see her post it makes me smile and feel happy.

[@tomgreenlives]

Tears of joy Happy memories Embrace them and feel good about it!

[@Hawaiiansunsets103]

How wonderful all the amazing memories you had in your previous home!!! Embrace it and you should be so proud for all that your accomplished!!! Home is always in your heart....

[@savannahswan810]

Grief isn’t only sadness. It’s a myriad of emotions, too. ❤️

[@bexanthonty]

Your feeling nostalgic Colleen it's ok u are not alone in that I love watching your videos allot as they make me feel happy and I seen beauty and the beast panto but it's totally different than u would imagine and it's my favourite story as well so we are both alike Colleen hehe 🤭 love to u all

[@teresakiner9877]

It’s okay Babe… you are just feeling your memories! They are bigger feelings than looking at a picture for some! You are one of the sweetest natural empaths, I’ve ever seen… it fuels your creativity and makes you so real and honest! I adore you Colleen, you biggest fan from Kentucky 💞Tere

[@jennye8833]

It is normal to cry when revisiting a place where you once called home and also have so many special memories that you and your family share together.

[@joanna872]

It’s extremely random but I was rewatching some of your older videos (pregnancy announcements, telling your friends and family) and when you were telling Kory you were having twins HE WAS LITERALLY HOLDING A PLUSHIE DUCK and now Maisy’s obsessed with them! It can’t be a coincidence! I loved it so much I had to share 🤍 anywaysssssss greeting from Poland! 🤍

[@leezamoukalled6005]

Where dardar all started. So nostalgic 🚗🏎️🚛🛻

[@love_jana6969]

Awww sweet Nostagia🥰🥰🥰

[@AG-818]

It’s nostalgic to be there & thinking of so many wonderful things that happened there. It can also be grieving in a way of the things that happened there & now not being there anymore. ❤

[@katieturner4223]

Tortilla Talk Question: Do you have any advice on how to stay vigilant in prioritizing mental health long term? I am a pretty young college student and I have been struggling with depression, anxiety, and OCD for a while but it has gotten a lot worse recently. I have been and still am getting help, but the process can be exhausting and feel a little hopeless sometimes. Thanks❤

[@nikkijarrett7649]

Tortilla talk question!!!Did you have a crush on Erik while u were filming together? If so, what was that like?

[@avagaetana]

It was so cool to hear you talking about how much you love Into the Woods! My college is doing that show this year and I got the part of Cinderella! Im so excited🥰Hope youre doing well!

[@larissakendall7103]

Also, I love how Eric is so attentively listening to you. Such love ❤

[@glitter2431]

TTQ: When you moved out, did you guys grab Flynn’s stepping stone he made and put outside? I think about it a lot and worry about maybe plants grew on top of it and it was forgotten 😭 Please like this so she can see! I think about this all the time. I hope they grabbed it.

[@Claireannette77]

TTQ🌮 Have you considered collaborating with the Try Guys? Or just Keith, and maybe is band? Y’all are so wholesome, and my favorite people on KZbin💕

[@Liv-xw4tp]

Love its ~nostalgia~ that bittersweet feeling that I wish I could LIVE in

[@sophiemay2933]

You’re experiencing nostalgic gratefulness 🥰 Being overjoyed with positive memories which you are very grateful for! Such a nice feeling ❤

[@shellymcdonough6876]

Colleen takes one bite and one sip of everything then she's done

[@nicolevanherwynen4798]

To be fair I don't think people wanna see her eat all of her food during a vlog.