VLOG | im back, losing my gpa, putting myself back together, etc.

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Kaila Kake

Kaila Kake

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@imanibmusic
@imanibmusic 10 ай бұрын
Praying for you girly. glad you’re back. REST IN PEACE Grandpop!
@ssim0n
@ssim0n 8 ай бұрын
Be kind to yourself Kaila🖤🖤🖤
@dejajaee
@dejajaee 10 ай бұрын
when you said time flies.. i felt that. i lost my daughter 2 years ago and i still can’t believe that’s it’s been that long already. it feels like just yesterday. i completely relate to that anxious feeling and that feeling of never truly being “ok”. it’s gets better but grief is still grief and that shit gets rough at times, no matter how long it’s been. i hate so bad when people say i’m “dealing with it well” or “i’m so strong”just because they see me smiling or having fun. i’m just searching for some normalcy but i am still very much broken. even though we didn’t know you all personally, we all could tell that you and your grandpa were best friends. i pray for some peace of mind for you and your family. glad you’re not letting anybody tell you what your grief should look like and taking your time. although we love seeing you all the time, we will be just fine. take care of you girl
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Yes and at times I felt guilty for even just smiling or being happy. I went through so many thoughts, emotions, I still do. Its such a crazy rollercoaster but my grief is my grief and I want people to know its okay to have their own as well, it'll never look or feel like anyone else's! ❤️
@kamikr13
@kamikr13 10 ай бұрын
😢🤗 hugs to @miamichiq305 too. I lost my dad in June so I feel your comment. Daughter, mother, father, and Gpa r significant people in our lives. When they go it hurts and stings a bit and makes you look at life different.
@SnapshotNTime84
@SnapshotNTime84 10 ай бұрын
I am so sorry that your grandpa passed. You showed us how close you two were over the years. Praying for you and the rest of your family that God keeps you in his perfect peace, surrounds you with his love, and that he allows you to have fond memories without the pain. When those moments of grief hit you, let yourself feel the feels. Your grandpa was worth your tears.
@A1KX100
@A1KX100 10 ай бұрын
Rest In Peace pops 🙏🏾🕊 Glad you're doing well. Keep going Kaila ❤💯
@PrettyYellaTV
@PrettyYellaTV 10 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. I recently lost my baby cousin to suicide and it’s been so hard to get through the holidays without her. Glad you’re back and I hope you’re doing okay.
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Praying for you 🫶🏽🫶🏽
@PrettyYellaTV
@PrettyYellaTV 10 ай бұрын
@@KailaKake Thank You So Much ☺️
@kamikr13
@kamikr13 10 ай бұрын
💕❤️ don't know you @prettyellatv but much love to you🤗
@PrettyYellaTV
@PrettyYellaTV 10 ай бұрын
@@kamikr13 Thank You So Much it’s been really hard for me personally because nobody told me not my mom until 2 months later that she was dead.
@Joaaribah
@Joaaribah 10 ай бұрын
“This better hold my phone cuz If i hit a corner to hard,imma need her to act right “ 😂😂😂 😅 that got me rolling! I felt that 😂
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
😂😂😂
@CuratingCourtney
@CuratingCourtney 10 ай бұрын
I truly know how it is to lose a grandparent that’s like your best friend. My GMA passed in 2015 and I still find myself wanting to call her to tell her things. It’s the hardest now that I’ve gotten married recently and just had a baby in April. I miss her so much! Praying for your peace 🩶🩶
@pagingDrLB
@pagingDrLB 10 ай бұрын
nothing in this world compares to the love of a grandpa. I feel every word you’ve said. it’s been almost 3 years and the pain still feels the same. my heart goes out to you and your family 🫶🏽
@latoyapatterson9955
@latoyapatterson9955 10 ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss. Keep pushing forward but let those emotions out and grieve as healthy as possible.
@AmakaN.
@AmakaN. 10 ай бұрын
Oh no.... so sorry for your loss KK. You n your grandpa were really close n I admired how you cared for him. He ll be very proud of you. Rest In Peace pops 🤍 Welcome back!
@RomaineJoyner
@RomaineJoyner 10 ай бұрын
My deepest condolences, and prayers to you, and family. Sorry for your loss, there’s no time of grieving so take your time, you’ll have those days! Thank you for always being transparent, and open. ❤️
@lovegabriellaa
@lovegabriellaa 10 ай бұрын
Kaila!!! 🩷 Sorry for your loss, proud of you, keeping you in my thoughts & prayers. 🫶🏾
@ugandapayton6294
@ugandapayton6294 9 ай бұрын
My condolences to you and your family🙏🏾 May you receive the peace you need to take one day at a time.
@arinlove7065
@arinlove7065 10 ай бұрын
Sending you so much love and strength! I am feeling the same way after losing two family members in the same month within a week apart😢 Life is bittersweet.
@shypatterson
@shypatterson 10 ай бұрын
Sending you so many prayers as you continue to grieve 🫶🏽🙏🏽
@_caram_
@_caram_ 10 ай бұрын
Welcome back KK. Condolences to you and your Family. RIP Grandpa 🕊️ stay strong & take one day at a time 🤍🙏🏼
@kathyg7698
@kathyg7698 10 ай бұрын
Kaila I am so glad you are back. I was contemplating whether I should DM you or not but I decided to wait till you come back bc I know you will be back. Your grandpa was amazing person ❤ thanks for sharing moments with him with us when he was here ❤ thank you
@MsJMJ71
@MsJMJ71 10 ай бұрын
Hey Kaila sorry to hear that your Gpop passed away . It's never easy when loosing a grandparent that you were so close to , just remember he will always be with you❤
@sabrinawhite7185
@sabrinawhite7185 10 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss!!!!!❤ I know how close you were with your grandfather!!!😢 & this too shall pass! Peace and Blessings to you and your family!!!!
@mianyssa
@mianyssa 10 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for your transparency. You did not have to share these emotions! We really appreciate it a lot, as your supporters. This is what it feels like to have a true bond with your supporters. I just lost my nana a little over a month ago and I honestly do not know how I feel. It is a different feeling every single day. This video helped me a lot mentally. It is terrible that everyone eventually has to experience the feeling of grief, but it is a good feeling to have people around that can help you get through it due to them already experiencing it. It definitely feels like im not alone. I appreciate your message and I am sending love and prayers to you and your family! love you!
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Praying for you love!! It’s definitely different everyday but as long as you learn from those days on how to keep pulling yourself up, that’s the light to follow ❤️
@ladycmagruder5935
@ladycmagruder5935 10 ай бұрын
🙏🏾🙏🏾 for you and yes the pain is terribly real and like you stated you will have to learn to adjust your life it’s hard I lost my daughter year and half ago and I’m just trying to keep going and trying to adjust to my new normal
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
You’re definitely in my prayers ❤️ I am for sure just taking it day by day and learning along the way how to cope and adjust as well
@fatamaali5292
@fatamaali5292 10 ай бұрын
Take your time. Dealing with grief is truly a process. Praying for you and your family. ❤
@franknthecity
@franknthecity 10 ай бұрын
My girl is back! Grandpa is so proud of you and so am I. Also, I’m trying this combo because I have the Clean Reserve scent too and she’s a BEAST! 😍
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Thank you babesssss! So grateful for you!
@jamilahhendricks7681
@jamilahhendricks7681 10 ай бұрын
Kailaaaaa 😍😍😍 it’s so good to see you back hun! 💕 I know you have been through a lot especially since your grandfather’s passing 🕊️🤍 I know you and him were very close 🤞🏾 just know that he’s still within you in spirit and he’s so proud of you and the woman that you’re becoming. Hang in there girl and take as much time as you need to grieve and I know the holidays are probably hard for you too because I’m going through the same thing and I lost my grandma last year and it’ll be 10 years next month since I’ve lost my dad. It still doesn’t feel real at all. We’re here for you girl 🤞🏾🫶🏾💕 Love you ❤
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Praying for you and your family 🫶🏽
@kamikr13
@kamikr13 10 ай бұрын
I'm not Kaila but this comment 😢 is heart feltt
@artleewilliams2997
@artleewilliams2997 9 ай бұрын
Losing a loved one is never easy...I lost my 2 older brothers a year and 4 mos apart take your time...They say tine heals all wounds...I dont agree..You will not get over it but you will learn to live with it. Sometimes the tears will come let them flow. You will also remember good times as well..Take your time...We are made up of energy and energy doesnt die it just changes form.
@muffymariah2889
@muffymariah2889 10 ай бұрын
I was just thinking about you, idk if you remember me but i stated to you a while back my grandpa is going through the same health issues. My grandpa is still pushing through and my grandma is staying strong! I am sending love, prayers, and healing to you and your family🙏🏽
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Praying for all of you! 🫶🏽
@ShoGlizzyy
@ShoGlizzyy 10 ай бұрын
Losing a loved one is so hard. I’m glad to see you posting your content again and continue taking your time! Thanks for sharing your personal experience with grief bc it truly does affects us all so differently. Sending you all the love girly! 🤍🤍🤍
@chanteln7758
@chanteln7758 10 ай бұрын
So Sorry For your Loss prayers 🙏🏾🙏🏾for you and your Family..
@keannaprice
@keannaprice 10 ай бұрын
Hey, Kaila sisss… ❤️ we are praying for you. Take your time. Take the pressures off. Take what you need as you need it, because we do. 💯 Despite this season of life and its hard days. You are human and we love your ability to be vulnerable and true. This vlog was everything we could have imagined it to be as you navigate your loss, RIH Gpa. GOD GOT YOU!!! & He has you too! Peace be still. 🤍🕊️
@noellemerritt3534
@noellemerritt3534 10 ай бұрын
Praying for you and your family.
@daysiashute8669
@daysiashute8669 10 ай бұрын
Aww so sorry for ur loss Kaila I know how that is to lose a grandparent the grieving process is tough but it will get easy love sending hugs and prayers gonna miss hearing his voice in your blogs ❤
@LexJayyTV
@LexJayyTV 10 ай бұрын
Sending prayers for you and your family during this time! Please take your time and take all the rest you need. 🫶🏾
@MyMy.26100
@MyMy.26100 10 ай бұрын
We tlked a bit on IG when u had posted about ur grandpa passing. You have an army rooting for you and we all love you. Youve tlked so much about him in ur videos a lot nd I know u loved him dearly. Take your time to heal! Prayers❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽
@jaimuziq
@jaimuziq 10 ай бұрын
Sending you and your family peace, love and prayers 🥰🙏🏾
@Yazminnn_
@Yazminnn_ 10 ай бұрын
Glad you’re back Kaila! Sending love to you & yours baby girl 🩶😘
@jasmineasinati
@jasmineasinati 10 ай бұрын
Sending light to you and your family. Rest in heaven Grandpop ❤️❤️
@jeanellreynolds7291
@jeanellreynolds7291 10 ай бұрын
I’m so happy you are back. My heart goes out to you and I will definitely be praying for you and your family. RIP Gpa. 🙏🏽
@FitnesslovesFashion
@FitnesslovesFashion 10 ай бұрын
I definitely thought about you and I’m so sorry. Sending hugs and prayers your way❤❤❤.
@alaynachardae
@alaynachardae 10 ай бұрын
My condolences babygirl 💐🙏🏽. I knew something was wrong ‘cause I was like where my girl at but I’m glad you’re back we missed you 😢. Sending lots of love & hugs 🩷.
@carleneclark1702
@carleneclark1702 10 ай бұрын
Sending love 💕 and prayers 🙏✝️💟to you and your family 💝💐🌺💕❤️🩷💥💖
@Rieka.Chanel
@Rieka.Chanel 10 ай бұрын
Wow, I know he means so much to you! Sending you an abundance of healing 💗
@_justjerika
@_justjerika 10 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry you experienced this. I never had a relationship with either of my grandpas but I definitely did with my grandma. It still hurts. We found out she had cancer march 24. She died April 10. So she suffered a long time before going to the hospital and us finding out. And April 10 is also my wedding anniversary so it sucks. My mom hasn’t been the same since and it’s been 11 years.
@lovelyma616
@lovelyma616 10 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for your lost...you and your family have my deepest prayers.... know all to well what your are going through...know that god is with you💌🙏🙏🙏❤‍🩹
@lovelyma616
@lovelyma616 10 ай бұрын
take the time to grief as long as you need to....we will still be here waiting❤
@Jennrenee1983
@Jennrenee1983 10 ай бұрын
Glad to see you back. Losing a grandpa is the hardest. There is nothing like the bond with grandpa. He will always be with you. Have to take one day at a time. You will always have the memories to look back on. I lost all my grandparents years ago and still have days I wish grandpa was still around. Sending love and prayers. ❤
@jenw.h
@jenw.h 10 ай бұрын
Kaila, sending you so much love! Please, disconnect and take your time to return to “normal” life. Your wellbeing and your health is your only and first priority. We will be here whether it’s 6 months, 12 months from now. Take good care of yourself. We love you ❤
@ashleyb.2381
@ashleyb.2381 10 ай бұрын
Thank you for your transparency about your grief journey. We've missed you but want you take however much time you need! Continue to take care of yourself! Praying for you! ❤
@Alisha_Mariiee
@Alisha_Mariiee 10 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss I’m praying 🙏🏾 for you & your family. Take your time and heal no need to feel pressured or rushed. I love you girl ❤ and I’m glad to see you back. I’m happy you shared with us even know it was really hard for you. ❤❤❤🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Definitely was but I’m happy that I shared because yall really pulled me up on days I thought i couldn’t even stand on my own ❤️
@Alisha_Mariiee
@Alisha_Mariiee 10 ай бұрын
@@KailaKake I’m happy for you for pulling through. I know it’s not easy but God got you . Continue to pray 🙏🏾 No matter how you feeling, prayer works and you will get through this 🙏🏾💕💕❤️
@iiam_kiia
@iiam_kiia 10 ай бұрын
I misssssed you girl ❤praying for you 🥺
@jdub2488
@jdub2488 10 ай бұрын
Grief definitely comes in spurts and can be challenging to navigate. Praying for you and your family!
@TedraChanel
@TedraChanel 10 ай бұрын
I was wondering what happened to you. I’m soooooo sorry. I know how much he meant to you 😢
@Honormylegal
@Honormylegal 10 ай бұрын
So glad to see you back! It really shows that you pushed to show up! It is so telling of your commitment and your heart. I pray you continue to feel loved and supported by those you share your story with! I also pray that your heart is healed piece by piece day by day.
@taytay_07
@taytay_07 10 ай бұрын
Hey Kailaaaaa !! I’m glad to see you back praying for you and your family with the passing of your grandfather🙏🏽❤️ I know exactly how you are feeling I’ve been through it too love you 🫶🏽
@HawaBunga
@HawaBunga 10 ай бұрын
Still praying for you babe! Welcome back to vlogging! we appreciate you!!!!
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Thank you so much boo!!
@ToriUptown
@ToriUptown 10 ай бұрын
sending you love. losing a grandparent (esp one who felt like a parent) is a very weird and sad experience. give yourself time and grace. and know he can protect you better now than ever before. he loves you beyond the physical
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
So true! He raised me so it just hit a million times harder. He definitely is still with me though!
@kaylabriannaa
@kaylabriannaa 10 ай бұрын
Stop😢 I cried this whole vlog because granpops are soo sacred and mine is no longer here as well .. I def was just saying where is my girl Kaila at. My condolences to you and your family baby love 🤍🙏🏽
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🫶🏽
@LatBak
@LatBak 10 ай бұрын
Hi, the Lord is your strength. He will uphold you and comfortnyour family. Grieve how you want to. The important thing is to remember he is with the Lord. He can see n hear you. So intentionally remember the good times with him when you can. Its very soon for you to be even nearly okay. Take your time, we will be with you always. I lost my sister 7 years ago and I still hurt and regret that I lost it for years. My kids pulled me out cos they needed their mum but it changed me, I went too deep and lost my joy for years, was on robotic mode and cut everyone off. Looking back now, I wish I had known to think of the good times with her cos I lot years grieving. Love on yourself cos that is what he will want. You are allowed to be sad sometimes. We understand.
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Most definitely and I pray you are doing your best day by day 🫶🏽
@deenevawilliamson1588
@deenevawilliamson1588 10 ай бұрын
Kaila, please do not feel pressured to post content. Anyone that is human can understand how much losing a loved one may affect you. I just want to assure you that you are allowed to take your time and grieve in your own way. We will be waiting here regardless. Love you, and you gained an angel. He may not be here in the physical sense, but he’s here with you spiritually. In due time you will see more and more signs. Praying for you and go easy on yourself 🤍
@msangelinekors
@msangelinekors 10 ай бұрын
rest in peace to your Grandpop ❤️
@katherinepan1
@katherinepan1 10 ай бұрын
Missed you 🥺🤍 may he rest in peace 🙏🏽
@Angel_Clark
@Angel_Clark 10 ай бұрын
So glad you’re back babe🤍✨
@queentahlia9492
@queentahlia9492 10 ай бұрын
We love you boo..you can take however long you need to reset💚🫶🏾
@CarlaG76565
@CarlaG76565 10 ай бұрын
First off, my condolences to you and your family, 2nd, it's crazy cause just last night I was telling my oldest son how I'm still not over their father's passing from 2 yrs ago, and it's hard especially that he past away 4 days before my birthday and 17 days before his from a heart attack. Hope you get better sweetie. It takes time. God bless 🩵
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Wow I’m praying for you and your family ❤️
@CarlaG76565
@CarlaG76565 10 ай бұрын
@@KailaKake You're also in my prayers, beautiful. ☺️
@lucialorenzana1554
@lucialorenzana1554 10 ай бұрын
Hi beautiful! So happy to see you 🥲🤍
@dambitious1180
@dambitious1180 10 ай бұрын
We love you!!! Your grandpa lives on through you❤️ Be easy on yourself 🫶🏾
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
He sure does 🥹🫶🏽🫶🏽
@deetheseamstress
@deetheseamstress 9 ай бұрын
Idk how I’m just seeing this vlog but watched the most recent, definitely praying for you ❤❤❤❤
@theesperanzamariaa
@theesperanzamariaa 10 ай бұрын
Love you sis 🫶🏽🫶🏽 poppy is so freaking proud of everything you do and the person that you are!! Here for you always!!!! Love you to the moon and
@KailaKake
@KailaKake 10 ай бұрын
Love you moreeeeeee! So grateful for you!
@CartieTV
@CartieTV 10 ай бұрын
Hey Kaila, you’ve definitely been in my thoughts and prayers, rest in peace to your Granddad 🙏🏾❤️❤️
@pollyann-in4rd
@pollyann-in4rd 10 ай бұрын
Rest in peace Poppy…his physical body may not be with you, but his Spirit is. Continue to communicate with him and he will respond thru signs and synchronicities. Grieving hurts, praying for your family .. welcome back, take your time. We’ll be here…
@mbjohnson3347
@mbjohnson3347 10 ай бұрын
You have my deepest deepest condolences. I know you loved your granddad. I’m sorry to hear of his passing. Praying for you and your family comfort and peace daily.🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️ God bless you and keep you.
@clujan903
@clujan903 10 ай бұрын
Prayers for strength and healing 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️Take care of yourself first… 😘
@libbydorseyy
@libbydorseyy 10 ай бұрын
Omg yess. Hi my girl! Sorry for your loss. Lifting you up virtually!💞💞
@lisaama2727
@lisaama2727 10 ай бұрын
Condolences to you and your family! G pop is your guardian angel!!!😇 Follow your heart ❤️ on your utube journey
@IngersPinkWorld
@IngersPinkWorld 10 ай бұрын
Kaila I’m so sorry about your loss of your grandfather. I know how you feel. I lost my Dad in April of this year and it’s been 7 months now and it still feels like it is just not real and I’m in a bad dream. My Dad was my world and the pain is unbearable at times but just know it will get better. Take it one day at a time and don’t push yourself or try to rush it. You have your memories and he will forever be in your heart. God will see you through this so pray all through out your day ok. My prayers are with you and your family and just know that I definitely understand how you feel and it helps to talk to people that are experiencing the same things that you are. I’m a new content creator myself and I had to do a video after my father passed and God got me through it. Take your time Kaila. You will be ok.😘😘😘
@simplymetea7770
@simplymetea7770 10 ай бұрын
I appreciate your vulnerability and transparency. Please take the time you need, don’t rush yourself and allow yourself to feel. I’ll continue to pray for you. Thank you for sharing. ✌🏽&🫶🏽
@jaelasam
@jaelasam 10 ай бұрын
Day by day hun, cause grief ain't easy...but God 🙏🏾. Take your time and give yourself grace 💞
@allMYjs00
@allMYjs00 10 ай бұрын
🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽♥️ Grief has no time limit and is different for everyone. Take your time and take care of you. Keeping you and your family lifted in prayer.
@smonroe78
@smonroe78 10 ай бұрын
❤️🙏🏾 praying for you and healing strength … much luv ❤❤
@bria.ashlee
@bria.ashlee 10 ай бұрын
My prayers are with you!! I truly believe that grandparents are supposed to live forever! Your grandfather will forever be with you! 🫶🏾❤
@CradleKids
@CradleKids 10 ай бұрын
Hey girl! My condolences!💐 I literally started watching you as I watched ypur connection with your grandpa! Simply, because, I too was super close with my grandpa! Wowwwww 😢Prayers up for you and your family! One day at a time, there’s no blueprint for grieving🖤
@kamikr13
@kamikr13 10 ай бұрын
Awe, sorry to hear about Gpa, I know you miss him. Prayers for you, I miss my daddy too, he passed in June. Much love, support, and comfort to you.
@melledelvani
@melledelvani 10 ай бұрын
KK been missing you. I'm so sorry for your loss 😢 I'm dealing with the same thing. This year has been rough for my family. I understand how you feel. I'm trying to start a new chapter, but it's very hard. But each day, keep relying on God. He won't let you down (Philippians 4:6,7)❤ much love and prayers
@mogigi
@mogigi 10 ай бұрын
So sorry for you loss Kalia 💜🙏🏽 it's definitely going to take time adjusting to new normal. My Nana passed in 2019 it hit me so hard. My lil concern bell went off too when you mentioned your exhaustion & body aches. Whenever you feel you need to be sure to mention with you doctor. Not trying to diagnosis, but it sounded relatable just that I share, but look into fibromyalgia & chronic fatigue with you doctor. A lot of times traumatic experiences can trigger both of these illnesses. I was diagnosed with both in 2017. And by the time my Nana passed my health gotten worse, then in Feb 2020, just before pandemic hit. I was officially dx'ed with major depression & anxiety. Even though mine was triggered differently, there are many cases where the triggers are caused by other forms of trauma responses our bodies well legit feel the emotional pain develop and it's stored up turning into real physical pain. So I pray the Lord will continue to help you and your family through your families loss. And that will continue to be gentle with yourself and take all the self care me times that you need. The last thing you need is the thought of any KZbin stress adding to your pain in anyway. Take care of you first! ~Gigi 💜
@mogigi
@mogigi 10 ай бұрын
Disclaimer don't mind my grammar, wrong word usage, and spelling y'all. Thats the fibro fog & other hot messes 🤦🏽‍♀️ plus I don't have the attention span to read over what I wrote 50x like I usually do. Cause my brain will still get it wrong anyways 🤷🏽‍♀️
@justcoilsnolye
@justcoilsnolye 9 ай бұрын
Hiiii babe! I’ve been off here for like 6 months now, because..life, so I’m catching up on all my KZbin girlie’s, but I am SO extremely sorry for your loss!! Grandparents are the heart of the family, and experiencing their transition feels like a black hole. I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Please take your time with everything. It’s okay to not be okay. Grief is so weird, and it’s an ongoing process. So be gentle with yourself, and give yourself some grace. And if you wanna be MIA, and don’t post a thing, DON’T! I’m not a content creator, so I don’t feel the pressures that you all feel with this, however, you are HUMAN! You’re not a robot. Don’t let these crazy people pressure you into doing something that you aren’t ready to do. Sending you love, and hugs 🤍
@maryburton9308
@maryburton9308 10 ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss. Praying for peace for you and your family. Take as much time as you need.🙏🏽🙏🏽
@Aquarian231990
@Aquarian231990 10 ай бұрын
Rest in Peace to your grandfather and God bless your family!!!
@barbaraslifestyle
@barbaraslifestyle 10 ай бұрын
Dear Kaila, thank you for sharing your thoughts with us. I can relate to everything you’ve said and are going through . I lost my grandmother in 2021. She was like a friend to me. I could talk to her about anything. I just wanted to let you know grief comes in waves. A familiar place, like you said with CVS, may trigger it. You might laugh, smile or even cry. I’ve experienced it all. I won’t say it will get better. I will say you will manage it better. ❤ I still miss her and my mom. I love you, and I am praying for your strength. HUGE HUG!
@alneesialove1388
@alneesialove1388 10 ай бұрын
Oh Kayla!! I’m so sorry for your loss. I will be praying for you, I could feel the love you have for your grandfather when you would mention him and talk about taking him food and cooking for him. He’s definitely with you! Love you sis!!!
@ShakiraKGardner
@ShakiraKGardner 10 ай бұрын
Hey! It’s been a min! Love Instant Crush and it last on your things for days…my Apple Watch now smells like it ALL THE TIME!!
@BrittNiicole.
@BrittNiicole. 10 ай бұрын
Continuing the prayers for you love, Rest in peace grandpop, I know he was literally your bestfriend from back in the day when I watched your first KZbin video👼🏽 we love you kk 🫶🏼
@Aoneofone88
@Aoneofone88 10 ай бұрын
Sending you so so much love and prayers & extending to your family as well. Absolutely nothing compares to the love of a grandfather. I lost mine back in 2008 and absolutely nothing is the same. The holidays suck to be transparent. It’s okay to not be okay. You don’t have to force yourself to be on camera beautiful. 🥹 There is no timetable on grief. Please find ways to have moments with him throughout the days/months, etc. ❤ 🙏🏽 🫂
@blkbwty90
@blkbwty90 10 ай бұрын
I’ve only been subscribed/following you for about 2 years and I could see how close you and your grandfather were. I’ve always admired that. You and your family are in my prayers. I pray you heal gracefully. 🙏🏾🤎
@DarrieRobertson
@DarrieRobertson 10 ай бұрын
kaila i love you and your videos!!! everyone grieves differently so of course don’t feel guilty because i know how that can be other than, continue to do what you’re doing girl🤍
@Chrissyroc
@Chrissyroc 10 ай бұрын
RIP to your grandpa! I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending healing and love your way.
@margeeeeS
@margeeeeS 10 ай бұрын
Hi Kaila, I am sorry for your loss. I lost my only child my son this year in April. Everyday is a nightmare. I still cry everday. The grief and pain is inhumane! Life is all about "Living and Death".I always cherished and felt the love you had for your Grandpa, it was/ and still so genuine and true. Grief is love. It will not get better..however it will be easier to deal with the grief some day. Often ppl say "Sorry for your loss" .. but I really want to say" It sucks that you've lost a love one"... Kaila you are an amazing person because you come from an amazing grandpa. Take all the time you need. Yes we will miss your vlogs but your followers will still he here, always be here! So much love for you ❤
@lucialorenzana1554
@lucialorenzana1554 10 ай бұрын
God is a great comforter , Jesus can feel all your pain. One of my fav songs is the Battle is The Lords- Yolanda Adams ... I pray that song can bring you some peace knowing God has you ❤
@Kenkyycoils2012
@Kenkyycoils2012 10 ай бұрын
Kaila, it’s so nice to see you! When I noticed you hadn’t posted in a while my thoughts immediately went to your family and your Poppy. I prayed for you all and still do. Grief is hard, and I don’t think it ever goes away completely but I’ve found it has gotten more manageable with time for me. I’m truly smiling listening to you tell the CVS rewards story. I pray you always feel the comfort of your grandfather near. I pray that your memories bring you peace and warmth. Love you girl❤
@jasminewalls2616
@jasminewalls2616 10 ай бұрын
Glad you’re back! I’ve watched all your old videos and knew how much you loved your grandpa 💜
@venusangono595
@venusangono595 10 ай бұрын
I literally came to check your. channel las week and was starting to miss you! Sorry of your loss, I hope God continues bless you and your family.
@EricaSymone
@EricaSymone 10 ай бұрын
Im sorry for your loss Kaila ... I pray that with time you get the peace you need. It's so hard, when I lost my gma it was one of the hardest times in my life. God got you and your family ❤
@kellskeys2543
@kellskeys2543 10 ай бұрын
It’s been a minute…. I’m back to stay… Kaila is so relatable 😂… RIP to gpa… I’m so sorry girl
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