vlog | midterms, 15 hour library day, writing essays, cafe study

[@payal-fn6zi]

leah you said in video that you are not fashionable but you know that you are very unique !! you are super pretty and courageous !! i love the way you are and you are not competing with anyone but you are competing with yourself! you are progressing day by day and thats what matters in life to fulfill the purpose of living !! you are unique leah!! you are way better than you think !

[@m_mmko]

I completely relate to you. I was once so incredibly depressed during school. The strange thing is that I was functioning pretty well. I had good grades, I never missed one assignment. I felt empty and worthless but my hands kept typing essays and doing assignments. Almost like my academic self and my true self were separate. When did it become so normal to push through the emptiness and continue as if nothing is wrong? I once read that it takes the brain months to recover from a depressive episode. I don’t think I’ve ever recovered. But I make it my goal to never feel that way again, to always take care of myself, and to never ignore how I feel in favor of productivity. Resting, eating, cleaning and taking care of yourself is also productive, it’s not a waste of time it is worth it!

[@leahmegan]

Thank you so much for sharing. You're right, taking care of yourself should always be a #1 priority and come before anything else. It has become far so normalised for people to feel as if they are less worthy of happiness if they aren't as 'productive', but productivity can look so different for each of us. My goal is always to try and be happy, take things slow, be grateful for life, and just try my best in everything I do. Once I stopped setting such high expectations for myself and realised it is OK to fail, as long as I tried my best, I became a lot happier as a person and think I'm much more emotionally intelligent now too . 🌷

[@Hanna-om8bt]

i'd like to tell you your video bacame my routine! now every sunday or saturday (depending on how many classes and plans i have on saturday) i watch your videos while doing my assigments. and this little routine thing helps me start earlier because i genuinely enjoy all of your videos and i also absolutely love how calming and comforting they are

[@leahmegan]

ahh thank you so much Hanna!! I'm so happy to be a calming part of your routine :D

[@sunflowerfilm9239]

Perfect timing ❤ I was waiting for you ❤

[@leahmegan]

[@sunflowerfilm9239]

@@leahmegan 💓💐

[@laura.gallego]

my life has changed so much in two weeks; i started my studies to become a nurse and i'm learning at the same time to take care of my mental health and remember that i have to stop sometimes and enjoy life, to stop 24/7 of being in the books and don't feel regret for not be all that amount of time studying, and at that time i found your channel and you talked about this issue before and made me feel a little less alone on this. your videos are a go-to for me and you feel like a comfort zone for me right now and i just hope you can feel the same with the people you love and take care of yourself just as much as you try to let us know and understand, so yeah leah, thank you so much!

[@squidward9]

girl that meditation part had me cracking up 💀💀 I love your vlogs so much. Watching them has made me realize I can relate a lot as I’ve been going through a somewhat similar university/life situation as you, and I get how scary it can be. Just know u ain’t alone in whatever you’re going through, and I’m proud seeing you so close to completing uni, congrats!! I can tell ur very introspective with your talks and it makes me feel less alone cause I also take some things really seriously sometimes. Can’t wait for the next vlog!!

[@cords131]

i'm starting my thesis in a few days, and it's really stressful - i feel like i wasted too much time already, regardless i'll still do my best 💘because it's my last year and these are my final pushes too! you inspire me leah ~ wishing you the best and all the luck in the world !

[@leahmegan]

I'm starting mine in a few days too, we are in this together!! sending lots of love and wishing you the best 🤗🌷🌷🌷

[@dilyyy657]

pls never stop making long vids, that‘s smth special about you and your acc !! I love it sm

[@leahmegan]

!! thank you :D I will keep that in mind :D

[@LyKaNu]

Always excited to watch your vlogs. They help me calm down. Hope you’re well!

[@leahmegan]

🥹 thank you so much. I am feeling good now (: thank you 🌷

[@harseeratkaur7714]

the fact that this video is 40min long makes me very happy!! sending you lots of love

[@leahmegan]

ahhhh thank you! I felt like it was quite long, but I think a lot of people enjoy having some background noise while they go about their day ⭐️ sending much love to you also!

[@Joo203]

I love everything you do. Hide the way you treat yourself when you don't feel well. I really benefit from that. Sometimes I feel a big burden on me. I watch you to rest.thank you always😢💘

[@leahmegan]

🤎🤎🤎

[@poppycalliope]

The music in your vlogs is always lovely ❤ I think we can all agree that we truly enjoy your long vlogs! Hope you're doing great Leah 💌

[@leahmegan]

thank you for always leaving a kind comment Poppy (: it means a lot !

[@sadiemac]

your editing style is gorgeous

[@leahmegan]

thank you sadie (: that is kind of you !

[@alx7689]

Hi Leah! :) I’m currently in yr 13 and it’s been quite stressful these past few months with exams coming up. Your videos always help me to relax and keep me calm in time for the up coming week. Thank you for this video 💗

[@leahmegan]

Good luck with your the rest of your final year! You got this :D I found a-levels super challenging, but you will get through it and feel so relieved after 🤗🌷

[@lazyydreamer]

I have not been feeling well lately but this upload makes me happy. I look forward to the end of the week, Leah. :)

[@leahmegan]

thank you Kanika

[@milis2002]

Oh Leah I'm so happy you were able to finish your last midterm assignment and be able to relax❤ makes me so happy to see your hard work have its rewards and I admire you so much, i cant even explain how much joy is to watch your vlogs every saturday

[@leahmegan]

ah Emilia, hang in there!!! midterms will be over soon and then will feel like a distant memory. you can do it 🤎 I am feeling much more refreshed and happy after a break, excited to learn + make videos + get to work!!! best of luck to you

[@milis2002]

Hey Leah! Currently rewatching my fav videos of yours bc you’re my current favorite!!! so happy that I found your channel ❤️

[@aaliyahpatel2819]

i think your mindset with everything is so beautiful, thoughtful and positive leah- I've been trying to think like you recently and its really helped to manage worries and stress. x

[@leahmegan]

thank you Aaliyah 🥺 I often feel like I am thinking too negatively about things, but I'm happy that my efforts to be positive are obvious (: 🌷🤍🤍🤍

[@Ahmed-06srt]

You make the day better !!!😊😊

[@leahmegan]

🤎 thank you!

[@daryapolyakova2236]

You are so amazing!!! I am looking forward to your vlogs every single week, they are the ones that make me feel comfortable and warm, and they make me keep going. Thank you so much for all your work❤

[@leahmegan]

Thank you so much Darya. That means so much 🥺 I will keep making videos for a long time, so I hope they can bring you a lot of peace .

[@allagolovatenko3852]

Omg u'r so motivated person and every detail in your life looks amazing!!!

[@leahmegan]

hehe, things aren't always amazing !! just trying my best (:

[@sashad.7722]

Your videos are like therapy for me❤

[@leahmegan]

[@nellekehendriksen5603]

This was such a nice video Leah!! Your videos make my weekends so much better 🤍 I hope you're enjoying a bit of relaxing time after submitting your assignments. You did an amazing job!! 💗

[@leahmegan]

Thank you Nelleke 🥰 I had a lovely weekend and am now feeling so much better 🤍🌷

[@Полина-ъ8г]

hallo leah 💟, I don't speak English well, so I want to apologize in advance for possible mistakes, because I translate this message in a translator lol. I just wanted to say that despite the fact that I don't speak English well and always watch your videos with subtitles to understand what you're talking about, your videos have become an integral part of my life despite this. they really calm me down and make me happy. for the sake of your videos, I now really want to improve my English to understand you better))) thank you for all your efforts. it was very nice to see in the video that you also watch blackpink vlogs! I hope you're okay and you're doing well 🙌. with love, Polina

[@applegreat1337]

хаха ,я тоже не очень знаю английский, но всё равно смотрю этот канал :)

[@cecilefrederique]

Really glad that i get to spend my Monday morning; drinking a cup of coffee and watching your vlog before uni work!! can't wait for next week's video :)))

[@leahmegan]

Thank you Cécile ! 🥰 that sounds lovely, I started my monday with a cup of coffee and some editing work ~~~ but now I am doing some uni work too ! have a lovely week 💫

[@mias4150]

I watched this video 4 times back to back whilst deep cleaning my room, thank you for providing the soundtrack to my chores :)

[@kylieyokoyama4124]

You're doing amazing Leah! Sending some love from Tokyo

[@leahmegan]

Thank you Kylie!! much love to you too

[@littliofficial]

leah, every day is so full! Love your vlog!🥰

[@leahmegan]

[@sashad.7722]

I am glad that you uploaded this video) Looking forward for new ones.

[@leahmegan]

thank you ! 💖

[@greysky1786]

Thank you for this video!

[@supermanfan3806]

Love your vlogs Leah

[@leahmegan]

thank you ! (:

[@gwenbearstudies]

i always look forward for saturdays!!!

[@leahmegan]

🤎🤎🤎

[@Julia.kathleen]

Yay!! A wonderful surprise to wake up to! I ❤ your content Leah 😌💗

[@leahmegan]

thank you Julia 🥰🥰

[@siriusblackkinnie]

damn your videos are my kind of therapy

[@leahmegan]

[@ametrinemoon]

I've never been in a 24 hour library late at night, is there still security milling about in the library or is it dead? I live too far from my local library and need to get a bus, so I have to be home reasonably early, especially if the last bus is about 11pm and you get home about 1am. Keep going, have a little list and each thing you submit, you can score it off and see that the deadlines are getting less and less. Your dinner in the cafe looked scrummy and filling, just what you need. I have just finished my first module of 4 for my COSCA certificate and everyone in my class says they are happy that I took the plunge into doing counselling from a science background myself. No long now

[@leahmegan]

It is a university library, so operates a bit differently to a public one. There is always security at the entrance, but they don't really leave the front desk! You don't need to worry about thieves etc. because only students can come in and there are cameras everywhere, so a lot of people just leave their laptops etc overnight. I would say there was less than 10 people in the whole place at 2am though!! Well done on your COSCA!

[@luckySeven-dk5km]

love you❤❤❤

[@stinkynephron]

I never want you to stop talking. Love from india

[@leahmegan]

heheh luckily I ramble a lot ! 🤎

[@rocioalvarez6043]

love your videos! from argentina 🇦🇷💗💗

[@leahmegan]

thank you!!!

[@wiktoriamarianna]

leah, i absolutely love the white pjs with black drawings you wore!! anybody knows where it is from? 💘

[@leahmegan]

thank you! I got them from asos a few years ago, the brand was Chelsea Peers - they no longer sell the style but have a lot of other options (:

[@Tamariasmr]

Love this

[@leahmegan]

❤️

[@taysoo___]

loved this video alot ❤

[@leahmegan]

[@m1sheel]

Fourty minute for watchh megannn yeeeyyy🫠🥹🥹🥹🦋🦋✨️

[@leahmegan]

:D

[@anamirxnda]

your face is pretty without makeup

[@leahmegan]

(: thank you!!

[@aizhasvlogs]

Hi leah! Great video as always, watching your vlogs make me feel like im on a call with a sister 😊 i agree with u on recording yourself work out 😂😂 stay safe 🤗

[@leahmegan]

heheh thank you 🤍

[@Ahmed-06srt]

Can you make Q&A video

[@leahmegan]

maybe someday ! (:

[@Ahmed-06srt]

@@leahmegan when you get a lot of followers

[@aysebetulavc1077]

no matter where we live in this world, we're constantly feeling unsafe while walking towards our houses at midnight :(

[@leahmegan]

luckily I live in a city with a lot of students, so there were actually so many people outside! it felt like 5pm on a weekday hehe.

[@wecoca]

Обожаю 🥹🫶🏻

[@leahmegan]

🤗💖💖💖

[@asiayasser12]

I love you ❤❤❤

[@xParcdesPrinces]

uni life is so busy 🤣 i'm gonna cry 😭

[@chuntianlang]

Is the Apple Watch worth buying?😽

[@leahmegan]

I like it! depends if you would wear it every day / if you exercise a lot (:

[@delaneyjoy]

you inspired me to start a yt channel 🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@leahmegan]

ahh I'm so happy, good luck

[@evaggeliamanetakh6728]

Hey Leah! i have a question,, where can i find this tote bag on 4:23 !!!! pls I've been looking for this type exactly and I can't find it anywhere... :(

[@leahmegan]

hello

[@wgina39]

❤❤❤

[@AndreasLee-gs6pr]

Do you have a video about your headphones or earphones

[@leahmegan]

headphones are JBL LIVE650BTNC and earphones are Sony LinkBuds S !

[@AndreasLee-gs6pr]

@@leahmegan can you make a video about your jbl, i love them so much.

[@AndreasLee-gs6pr]

what is your email?

[@AndreasLee-gs6pr]

@@leahmegan can you give me a link of the place where I can buy

[@gusha_talks]

🥺💖

[@-rem857]

You 'r so beutiful ı love you ❤

[@leahmegan]

thank you !

[@centerhoya8783]

do you mostly film with your phone? and if you do how do you save space for that?

[@leahmegan]

I only film with my phone, it has 256gb storage so can usually have 1-2 days of footage on it - then I import it to my laptop

[@centerhoya8783]

@@leahmegan ohhh thank uu

[@noura.Ah.ja_]

My l❤

[@mouse7430]

I think you are quite fashionable 😊

[@leahmegan]

ah thank you! hehe

[@malakel967]

Hey leah can you instead of posting 40min videos in Saturday post one 20min long in Wednesday and the other half in Saturday

[@leahmegan]

I don't see a reason to do that, as someone could just pause half way through and carry on at a later time if they want, and I don't want to take away the option to watch the whole thing at once (since I know a lot of people enjoy that too!)