LYRICS Ever since I left you i've been well Things are looking up I thought I put you on the shelf Then I wake up Why am I so fucking weak? It's my fault I really should have left you on the street Gravity pulls me down I cannot take this anymore I wanna be free But I can't let go as long as you grip my neck And hold me under I've been feeling like there's no escape When you come home I can only try to hide the pain Then I wake up I am stronger than I think Only I can be the one to break myself away Gravity pulls me down I cannot take this anymore I wanna be free But I can't let go as long as you grip my neck And hold me under