WAKING UP ANGRY AT THE WORLD | DAY 11 IN THE HOSPITAL 🏥 (8.9.18)

[@thefreylife]

Do you know that feeling? Let’s do some emoji equations.... 😠+☕️+🎵+🧀=😀 if I wake up in a weird mood, just give me some coffee, good music, cheese, and then you’ve got a happy Mary. Let me know your equation in the comments 🙂

[@tamberjune]

🎤+💃+🐶+🌺+🙏= 😊

[@jasminedoyle1724]

The Frey Life 😢+ 🐎 + 🍰 = 😃

[@valoriehakola43]

😞+☕+🍩+🎵+🎨+🐶+🌞=😀

[@LadyTracyAnne]

The Frey Life Yes I know how u feel Mary,I only drink tea though 😃 I hope you get better soon xxxxxx

[@LadyTracyAnne]

The Frey Life 😑😡+🍵+🥓🍳+🌞+🦊=😁😃

[@cris122783]

I saw Peter and Ollie yesterday next to the Children’s garage. I made my husband yell out our car window “We love the Frey life!”, but Peter had his headphones in 😂

[@refereeofthree]

We saw Peter and Ollie yesterday going for a walk!! (During your no fun morning) Ada had an appointment at Boston for lung transplant evaluation debrief. It's a haul from CT for 1 appt, but it was exciting to see 2/3 of the Frey life. 😉 We were so surprised we didn't introduce ourselves. 🤦

[@ZekeLanzer]

I too am in the hospital at the moment, actually, I'm just a few doors down from you. Lisa from PT told me about your page the other day. Hello!! Yeah, being here can be very tiring, and there definitely are those days were I'll wake up and just want to be left alone or I'm just incredibly irritable, but PT and the nurses, and doctors just keep coming in and some days we barely get any time to ourselves, but I know they do what they gotta do to help us. Hope you're feeling better soon!

[@debsalertloverc4263]

Mary you are an inspiration to me I have a chronic illness that keeps me in and out of the hospital and watching your videos makes me feel better seeing what you go through I know I can get through anything thank you from the bottom of my heart:)

[@rachelestrada8901]

Can't blame you for waking up angry but the fact that you are able to recognize it and work through it is wonderful!

[@thefreylife]

Rachel Estrada awe, thanks for your sweet words Rachel!

[@wacorbetts]

I bet the noise gets draining. You enjoy a quiet home life with just you two and Ollie. Which, BTW, think about you daily because I have your quotes all over the walls throughout our house and my pic of Ollie hangs in my bedroom. My whole family knows you just by me sharing your vlogs. They know CF affects me deeply after losing my best friend to it when she was 20. Lung transplants weren’t yet available as an option. I love what research and treatments there are now. And I do personally pray for you. It is an honor. You are strong and make me smile everyday. I never forget to “laugh every day.” 😀

[@sarahhenry1634]

Coffee in a mug is comforting and I hope along with the mug, other little joys come your way to ease the long slog of an extended stay!

[@lorettatomplait3469]

I love how Peter always asks Ollie.....Do you want to say hi to the people! It melts me!

[@sinitaleung7872]

Love Mary's rawness & Peters sensitivity! My combo 😡+💆+🛍️+💃+🎼=😁

[@allaboutme418]

Hey, med student here so I thought I could give some insight as to why rounds are earlier some days. It really depends on where your room is compared to where most of that doctors patients are. Rounds take a few hours so if you are the patient we start with you will be seen 2-3 hours earlier than the last patient!

[@carolynk.9856]

Mary you are doing great with recovering from sx and fighting those bacteria! Stay strong and I pray you only have a a few more days in the hospital!! I can’t wait to see another vlog from the boat!!

[@julietireson8486]

So good to see you looking better, Mary! Praying you won't have to stay too much longer in hospital! God Bless. Jules xxx

[@bekahhale1993]

Peter, do YOU ever wake up angry at the world? I have never met anyone so even tempered.....

[@Karenann0313]

bekahhale1993 right? He's kind, gentle and very handsome.. He seems pretty perfect lol.. Mary has a gem

[@Judymontel]

awwww, 130 is such a lovely Psalm! And perfect timing - I mean, for Sunday, which is the first day of the Jewish month of Elul - the beginning of the season of repentance before the High Holidays. Impressed and inspired by all your hard work... :-)

[@AnAspiesPOV]

My last hospital stay, they came in every morning at 4am to draw blood. I got so angry with them. The first morning (or night I should say) I had been up all night (no one told me how to turn off the light and I didn't want to bother the nurses over a light (when they came in to hang a new IV bag, they did turn it off but by then it was like 1:30am)... I told them to leave me alone. They refused and did their job. I know they were just doing their job, but why not draw blood at a normal hour like 9am, when most people are awake. The hospital is literally the hardest place to get rest in.

[@kathypickering9447]

You guys are truely inspiring and dont feel bad for having a dowm moment i think with all thats going on you are allowed☺ hope the rest of the day goes well. You guys uplift me every day. Sending my hugs from nz

[@taliailana]

when my grandmother was in a nursing home she would often get angry and frustrated about things... my solution, and I was a teenager at the time... was to give her a stuffed animal she could safely throw across the room. it allowed her to vent her frustrations without breaking the furniture... so maybe throwing something soft will help, and ollie will make a game out of it.

[@nitagibbons8675]

prayers to mary to heal and prayers for peter to support mary plus doing his church notes

[@arnolddavis1281]

You are worth it-Mary,Peter and Oliver!! Yes,i sometimes wake up angry at the world and it mellows out eventually..Love,light and Peace to Frey Life.

[@shaunhake5329]

God bless you guys. Mary you are so strong. I have been going through some breathing problems and it's horrible. I wish I could take all the breathing problems away from everyone suffering. You and Peter are both amazing and after this short life we will all live in pure peace in God's kingdom ♡

[@drewharris7785]

CHILD LIFE PEOPLE ARE THE BEST! I used to love them when I was in the hospital a lot as a kid

[@suethomas6719]

Hang in there, kiddo! It's bit by bit, day by day, but remember, it will come to an end. Then you can go home! Love seeing Ollie with his tail wagging! I think you were both in the window seat. Hugs, Mary! And Peter, hope that your return to church is smooth. No hiccups along the way!

[@crisg112792]

God is so good. I'm glad this time in the hospital had not been as dreadful as you feared when you were home. Prayers for continued strength and health

[@00constance]

Mary you are so strong being in the hospital is very tough my two year old is sick and hospitalized a lot. I really think having Peter there is such a great lift for you 😍 keep being tough!!

[@adrianamaldonado3421]

Guys I just wanted to let you know that your vlogs help so much with my anxiety, I'm going through a lot of changes and sometimes the smallest things make me crumble. This is like a paeceful place for me,the way you sort through your problems and how hopeful you guys are towards the future brings me so much joy. 💛

[@itsamyyy91]

All over the place sorry to hear that. I know what anxiety can be like too. It sucks! Your channel caught my attention but I noticed you don’t have any video’s up... what about putting videos up of how you feel, also to focus on positives in life? I am quite passionate that mental health needs to be talked about more & not a lot of youtubers talk about it and we do say that usually things are best said out loud rather than cooped up inside us :) Hope you have better days ahead ❤️😁 xx

[@adrianamaldonado3421]

Amy thank you for the lovely words, they really make a difference. I'm working on a video right now actually,hopefully I can upload soon. I've always wanted to so I might give it a chance. An outlet for expression can bring an inmense amount of clarity.

[@luella2897]

It is hard to imagine Mary angry. She is just the sweetest young lady with a hubby to match !! Whatever they are doing this time looks to be helping!! Mary, you really do look like you're feeling better !!! Prayers that you get out soon .

[@olingecko]

Hang in there Mary! I'm having to count how many days it's been for me in the hospital too. Today is 3...but it seems a lot longer. My cellulitis bacteria cultured enough to be identified, and I got to come off the vancomycin and clindamycin! Zosyn is the one I'm keeping. Love from Tennessee!

[@monicauyeno7368]

Thank you for sharing your life and experiences. I do not have cf but do have many health issues. I wish we did not have illnesses but look forward to your positivity and matter-of-factness when talking about them. You help me re-frame my views on things and life in general. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for sharing Peter and Ollie too.

[@kimpossible7505]

I’m admitted quite frequently as well, and I agree that after a while it’s difficult having doctors or staff come in so early. But like you said, they’re just doing their job and I have to remind myself of that. Oh and I get red man syndrome from Vanco too! Oh, that is awful. Definitely slowing the infusion down and pre-dosing with Benadryl helps. Praying you get to go home soon

[@trishab2147]

So glad that Mary is feeling so good! This has been a relatively good hospital stay. Way better side effects and surgery recovery than anyone expected!

[@terriehumphries6028]

Everyone is intitled to a bad mood day. We cannot be all hunky dory all the time. You Mary are awsome and Hubby is taking good care of you. Still praying and hope we get to hear you read and him preach.

[@aislinndunne5294]

HOSPITAL IDEA they should get those big hamster bubbles to let CF patients go out of their rooms and be able to go outside and walk around or they should make tubes or tunnels for CF patients to be able to go out and about and go outside maybe into a garden dome so they can get fresh air and see the world and not be stuck in their rooms for so long and you can schedule dome time so you don't risk being too close to another cf patient

[@k.c.7298]

Mary thank you for taking the time to talk to us through this video vlog 🙏😄 I wait for your vlogs every day 🤗

[@joanneolsen5635]

I haven't been following for awhile as busy with life and new job. Also looking after parents while dad goes through radiation for cancer. But glad you are still the positive bright lovely lady you are Mary.

[@leisapertesis4206]

Mary and Peter you are both the most inspiring people I've ever had the pleasure to "meet." I feel like I've come to know you both through your volgs! Thank you for sharing your lives with us and may God Bless you both! 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤

[@casszanggonmiah]

My days have been blurring... In a kind of limbo, please pray for me..

[@snapesdaughter20]

Praying for a better day tomorrow! Blessings from Germany 😄

[@casszanggonmiah]

snapesdaughter20 Danke! You just really made me smile!

[@nicoleflynn637]

Cass Gonmiah your in my thoughts and prayers for you to have a better day and for you to have a great weekend.

[@troyparki]

Praying for you Cass... I know exactly what you're talking about

[@daydreamingarts]

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[@ThePumpkinparade]

You're a champ. Way to go!

[@xandasms8088]

Before the surgery you sounded "congestioned", but now wow your voice is so much better.

[@heatherknudson400]

What a sweet couple you are! Love the love! ❤️❤️❤️

[@aemummie1]

If you can survive a hospital stay, you can survive anything! ❤️

[@toularap5841]

Mary your doing great and it’s ok to be angry at the world. I often wonder about your service dog, can you tells about his role. Or is there a video about him you have made so I can learn more. Thank you and hang in there.

[@crpssurvivor]

I look forward to your update every day you are such a positive person also Peter and Ollie are such a great support system! 🙏💕

[@avidfan47]

First of all I understand re: vancomycin...ugh. As for equation,:. ( sorry emoji options limited on my phone)...coffee x 12,talking to hospital staff (nurses etc.), if at home, walking the dogs. Simple stuff. Love to you both. Hope you get to go home soon Mary!

[@anngabriel5455]

Mary I'm so grateful for you and your honesty. Last week l was so frustrated l got angry at God. I never blame God He is my strength. This lasted about 30 minutes and it was over but l have been feeling guilty ever since! Thank you l know that God understands all that l am going through. God bless you and Peter always don't ever change you two are a great blessing. Love your sermons too Peter

[@maryfox925]

Ann Gabriel my minister shared with us that it ok to be mad at God. He was angry last year when his friend was killed. It happpens. God understands

[@anngabriel5455]

Thank you for your understanding Mary Fox, I just forgot for a second about God's plan for me. I'm OK now but it does help to be reminded that God does understand. God Bless you

[@booksilove1621]

Please share Mary reading the scripture!!!

[@JohnAdams-rm7zm]

Again just what I needed to put perspective back in my life. I have been struggling this month and both of your spirit are an inspiration for me 👍🏻 Keep on keeping on😎

[@glooowing]

Mary’s voice sounds better since her sinus surgery... clearer, a smidge less nasally. I wonder if she feels less pressure up there!

[@2listening1]

1:06 People used to say "video blog" and now "vlog" is like a contraction. I still say it. A few people haven't heard the work "vlog" still.

[@kristieanna858]

Whenever I’m on iv antibiotics, one “symptom” I get is weird vivid dreams. Don’t know why. But maybe you are experiencing that as well. I also get what we’ve come to call “antibiotic rage”. I get very angry and emotional in general. Like to the point that I bawled like a baby because someone brought me queso dip and it was delicious. Ivs are hard

[@denisenj3320]

I think I do need more shots of Ollie.

[@Micha-fb1gp]

Sorry is was a hard morning, but I'm so glad your plugging through. Sometimes dealing with health just makes madness but in turn the ones that deal with health often are the ones who are so very strong. Keep up the great fight. You can do it. Keep your eyes focused on Jesus and he will get you across this rocky sea. Loves♥️

[@dee_ewell_pierce]

Pray for you every day Mary.

[@MsRespect247]

Aww yes the morning “mad at the world, hospital stay version” totally get that way when it’s around the 5th day of inpatient. I call it a stir crazy anger. Haha being in the same room in a length of time creates the crazy anger come out of me. Not exactly angry but just like ugh another day in the inpatient room what’s next, but pushing through it strong with joy in mind. It’s a hard balance. I truly empathize it.

[@morgangarrett5142]

im glad your feeling better

[@fralinsandfriends]

God Bless you. You'll get through this too.

[@shelleylondry8959]

I love you guys & Ollie 2♥️

[@colleenrodamer6230]

Just so u r feeling better that is all that matters God bless

[@noemikahle3913]

We had experience with that child life specialist, she is awesome. She has made my daughters admissions so much better. I much rather spend time at the children’s hospital than the adult version

[@rebecca123412]

I saw Peter yesterday walking with Ollie I was going to say hi but he was kind of far

[@jennifernunn779]

Prayers for a better day for you

[@robinannadavis1165]

Thank you for being real. Praying for God's mercy as only He can give. It will see you through. Loving the company of my Standard while stuck at home on a complicated antibiotic regimen myself 💖💖💖💖

[@autumnwetsel]

love u guys, thanks for brightening my day as usual

[@rachelwhite5614]

Our daily psalm for this week has been Psalm 130.

[@NorseButterfly]

I think it's perfectly normal to wake up in a bad mood on occasion when you have a chronic illness. Especially if your coffee keeps coming to you in a flimsy paper cup☕👍💜

[@penelopepolinsneemeyer4757]

Shabbat Shalom guys! xxxxxx

[@sabayacarola9852]

Shabbat Shalom to you

[@andreawilson3596]

Sending Mary a big hug 🤗 and lots of ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@amandasnyder9273]

I just started donation plasma and thought of your IVIG.

[@kerrimcvinney6081]

Amanda Snyder as an IVIG recipient myself I would like to give you a GIANT thank you! It keeps me alive so thank you so so much for your donations! You rock! 💕

[@starrellison4676]

You guys are so inspiring ♥️♥️

[@jessnapier4149]

I am glad you half way there and level is good just keep going and do your very best everyday I am praying for you on my mind every day stay positive I am cheering for you on mind everyday keep moving forward

[@MyLoeske]

I see a new mug line coming with the C (coffee) F (fanatics) text and a great watercolor on it!

[@boxerloverkz812]

When you are in the hospital.....and if you're feeling up to it, you and peter should sing a cover or part of a song. Love when you sing!!!

[@boxerloverkz812]

by the way......you have me addicted to Rend Collective! Love them!

[@rmjames83]

Hang in there Mary!! Ur TOTALLY allowed to be angry at the world!!! I’m SO happy that your kidneys are doing better!!! It’s always a balancing act isn’t it!?! Sending you both lots of love, hugs and prayers!!!

[@lauragadille3384]

Mary your doing awesome. We love you so much. 💕💕💕💕

[@LizTiddington]

Hey Mary, I really hope you get out as soon as you can (but when it's right for you of course). I wanted to ask - I've noticed your allergy bracelet, what are you allergic to? I'm allergic to eggs which means I have to get a special flu vaccine :D

[@kellyluce3590]

I live in Maine and absolutely love your blankets they are so cute! Wherever do you find them? Btw you are beautiful and so is Peter beautiful people. I call this my positive show because that’s exactly how I feel when I watch them! The world needs more people like you two. I wish I had friends like you guys in real life! Thankful for this show ❤️

[@christopherkelley78]

All of my drs. Usually shows up between 4 am and 7 am. I agree Mary.

[@cookiemomster9883]

You have the most beautiful, healthy, shiny hair. I love the vlog and yah just put me in a happy space everyday but I just always notice how beautiful your hair is.

[@sandielee6278]

Yup ur own bed is best. But u r getting what i need. I have such admiration for you and Peter. And i LOVE Ollie. I recieved my t-shirt and sweat shirt. Thank you for getting the out so quickly. God Bless you three.

[@madelynhope4638]

Im just curious because I am in nursing school and we are learning a lot about immunoglobulins. Do you recieve all Ig's or do you recieve a certain one?

[@tamberjune]

You look and sound great for just having had sinus surgery! So glad it went well!

[@jennahartzell2373]

I love you guys so much. I hope everything goes well!!

[@elizabethburgess5203]

I'm sorry Mary that you were angry you have every right to be I hope you get better soon 😊 If you could remember my grandmother that lives with us she is getting a chest xray right now she might pneumonia or bronchitis and we leave for vacation next week on Friday

[@terristhriftyfinds]

I totally agree, ☕️ tastes better in a mug, and a pretty mug too!, As well a🍩 or a 🍦and at the end of the day and in moderation a great glass of 🍷

[@533134]

For chest PT is there a rule they go by so they don’t do the sessions too soon.

[@ladyxharley]

Guys, where do you get the blankies that Mary has wrapped around her? They are my babies favorite. But i cant never find that size?......So either Mary is super tiny or you found the mother-ship of these blankies.

[@jayneknights7315]

Hope your stay at boot camp is not to much longer. Keep smiling 😀

[@lmr974]

So glad to hear see you're feeling better. Positive thoughts :-)!!

[@surviviorribbonsmichelemet8246]

Hey hon hope you don't have to stay to much longer in the hospital I know what that is like since I was a little kid because I was sick so much and ended up finding out that I needed a kidney transplant at age 14 and was on dialysis for 4 yrs and I had several ports in my chest for dialysis! Have you ever had a port and if so how did you keep it from getting infected because I had 17 of them! I am no longer on dialysis because 24 yrs ago I received a kidney transplant thanks to my deseased donor! Keep going strong and much love prayers for you and your hubby 🙏❤

[@andie361]

At my regular hospital, the phlebotomists come in at 5 am to do bloodwork for the day 😕. I call them the vampires, lol

[@jacquel2ne]

Day 11! Wow! I'm hoping you can get home early next week!

[@randiv9890]

I love your blanket!

[@florencesissysmith7270]

Mary I totally understand you waking up angry you have gone through allot and still are. But you are amazing to me you both always have a smile and seem so sincere and genuine about everything in life. I really enjoyed that. I hope you are feeling well enough to go home soon always nice as i said before to be in your own house and bed! Mary,Peter and Olivier i send you my love and prayers. Have a great night. 💜❤😇🙏🙏

[@Yayasprvlogs05]

Get well soon..... Kisses from Puerto Rico

[@sarapietrzak1028]

If I can get coffee or tea in a real mug when I’m on a long admission, it really helps me feel a little more in control for whatever reason. Tea becomes medicinal when my lungs are weird.

[@rmjames83]

I get angry with the world when I’m in hospital too...when all before 6-7am...the floor gets washed, the trash gets emptied 2-3 times (regular/contaminated and the trash bag attached to my table), the laundry hampers get emptied-both of them...AND 2-3 medical teams visit... then by the time breakfast arrives, I’m tired, and want to go back to bed!!!

[@elainemcnary625]

Love you guys ❤️❤️❤️

[@morgangarrett5142]

my youth group is praying for you and fallowing the Chanel

[@chrystald.]

You guys make me smile and chuckle.