Was Taking L$D Worth It?

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In todays video, I discuss my experience with Acid / LSD and discuss if it was worth it or not. I hope you enjoy!
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[@TheGBLN]

I hope you guys enjoy the video! Let me know what you think, pull up to the Twitch streams EVERY DAY!!! www.twitch.tv/gbln420

[@elishagregory5565]

FUCK YEAH

[@smallenginegarage7288]

Yeah

[@dombucc6]

Thank you for this video gob, it helped me out 😂

[@unclebobo6030]

Hi how's it going watching from Broomfield Colorado

[@malleomusic]

Goblin what was the name of the game in video

[@SirSmokesAlot420]

“I realized the only issue with myself, was how I perceive myself” that’s some genuine life changing knowledge right there.

[@joseSantos-wy6me]

real shi

[@sashbabii]

So real

[@Hassler247]

LSD will definitely get you to take a hard look into the mirror. And honestly do so with confidence more than anything else I've ever tried. Alcohol always made me think I was more confident in social environments, but was and always has been just a mask so to speak. LSD allowed me to open doors I always kept shut, or never even knew existed

[@SamuelPayne-jr3bf]

Favorite line of the vid

[@122jonte]

Yeah that shit got me thinking

[@MorTphyr]

Its crazy how LSD teaches you to appreciate things man.

[@McFwoupson]

MDMA taught me to appreciate things more than any other substance I've tried.

[@RobTooLit]

@@McFwoupson yeah but mdma is more of a normal high feeling, lsd can make you have a bad trip and humble you, mdma won’t make you trip you’ll just be high af

[@McFwoupson]

@Rob I'm aware MDMA doesn't make you trip, although it does have mild psychedelic properties. It basically forced you have a more positive outlook on things. It can be very useful for getting someone out of a pessimistic mindset and their negative feelings about life, which can be humbling. Personally it's been the most therapeutic drug I've taken, and I've taken like 80 different substances lol. MDMA therapy has been doing extremely well in clinical trials for treating PTSD, it's a breakthrough in treating it. You don't need to ego death or have your mind blown or a bad trip in order for a drug to change your perspective on things.

[@RobTooLit]

@@McFwoupson I know mdma has a good feeling. I’ve taken it not a lot but a good amount of times and I prefer it over psyches all day but you can’t take much of mdma or it will fuck you over mentally.

[@koi5179]

i’m not even gon say what i was bouta say cuz if it’s meant for u u know what i was bouta say

[@Nos7algiK]

Deciding to try LSD became one of the most impactful decisions I ever made in my entire life, for the better of course.

[@banancorn9894]

how so if you dont mind explaining?

[@stoursjoseph]

just the beauty you experience while on lsd is on such an insane level

[@redrainer]

Dude, please, the fact you're the only person I've discovered who has my exact name and you're saying this. Something glitched in the matrix

[@Nos7algiK]

@@redrainer Not a bug, it's a feature. ;)

[@yngmilli1857]

Where u bought urs from??

[@trentpowers9349]

i work as a lab scientist, and i’ve seen every one of your videos. trust me goblin, even scientists fuck with your vids

[@arsenalfan1707]

actually? how old are u

[@mstorms7]

gob you just made so many people feel better about their own bad experiences

[@user-dd8gi1ff3z]

Right, the way he described it was so relatable it really made me feel not alone and comfortable

[@NQ_Eli]

He really does

[@bobo69697]

Trying psychedelics was probably one of the best decisions I've made in my whole life

[@keeganiusi1436]

@harrisonvictor4916get out you stupid bots

[@DaRealMan45]

Both one of the best and worst decisions at the same time.

[@joelmayorgaa]

man when you mentioned the nightmares about a bad trip honestly gave me some comfort. ive been having them for like 3 years now waking up all anxious and almost panicking from the bad trips ive had in the past. the more i look at it though the more i feel like they were just humbling experiences since i was doing a lot of dumb shit at the time and i ended up getting my life together after they happened.

[@33d672]

the nightmares are there to remind you to never go back to the stupid things you might have done. the nightmares are your friends.

[@lucian5389]

If you take psychs like gob does you're basically guaranteed a "bad trip" eventually when its really just your subconscious putting your life into perspective

[@d_4635]

it's important to remember that trips can be equally traumatic as they can be healing, and you should definitely talk to someone who can evaluate you if you're having recurrent issues, especially with night terrors and having an effect on your mood or sleeping. you don't have to be struggling or desperate to ask to get it checked out, especially if it's something that happens say several times a week.

[@joelmayorgaa]

@@d_4635 happens super randomly but more often than id like if that makes sense. ill be okay but it was nice to hear that it wasnt just me

[@joelmayorgaa]

@@33d672 agreed, they tend to keep me in check

[@annaschorr7864]

Hey Goblin, I’m a scientist with a PhD and I love your videos.

[@rachelw7666]

Any video where Ashton is brought up in the first 5 minutes never fails to be a spectacular video

[@tylermcdonald9809]

Damn goblin I definitely think this is one of your most important videos that’s everyone should watch. You do a great job describing that feeling you get on a bad trip and people really need to listen and try and apply it to thier own trips these videos are hella important for people to know how to stay safe

[@carpetburns1222]

Frfrrr this should be a staple vid in the community

[@nobodyofimportance3922]

I've tripped four times on LSD and half of them have been blissful and the other half have been psychotic nightmares. I agree with you that a bad LSD trip is one of the most terrifying experiences you will ever experience. It sucks because the bad really stands out more than the good, at least for me. The last LSD experience I had I went into psychosis, and it felt a lot like what I imagine paranoid schizophrenia to feel like. I'll try to describe it from what I can remember. So me and my gf decided to take a couple tabs one time, and the first couple hours were ok. I was pretty fucked up but I was fine, we were chilling in her bedroom and we were on our phones. The turning point was when we decided to smoke a joint, and that shit sent me into some dark, unexplored crevice of the underworld man. I started to question reality, and everything began to feel less and less real. This was scary as fuck, the world became more and more two dimensional like the picture I was receiving through my eyes into my brain was just a TV screen. My gf left the room for a while and I was alone, and the radio was playing in the background. Suddenly, the radio started talking to me, it was like 'hey you!' and I started to think to myself in my mind 'does it mean me?'. The radio then replied and was like 'yes you! over here!'. I was having a full blown panic attack at this point, because not only was it talking to me, it knew what I was thinking as well. The radio just kept on narrating what I was doing and I genuinely believed it was talking to me. I went into the kitchen because I was freaking out, and my gf's friends were in there and they all looked fucking weird, it was like I was looking at humans from the perspective of an alien who had never seen humans before. All notions of 'reality' and 'truth' and 'self' were obliterated, and I felt completely confused and horrified. I was no longer able to discern what was true and what was fake, and that feeling is one of the scariest things a human can experience in my opinion. Tldr, fucking horrible. Don't believe people who say 'bad trips' don't exist, because they absolutely do. I learnt nothing from that experience other than to not do it again, which I haven't so I guess lesson learnt

[@malikaivillatte9065]

Man I hate hearing people go threw this I consider my self a psyconaut I’ve done acid more times then I could possibly remember and dude you guys have to understand when shit starts to get trippy you have to CALM THE FUCK DOWN sit down for a minute focus on your breath and get ready for some cool shit you took the acid to experience crazy things THATS WHATS GONNA HAPPEN so get ready and DO NOT GET SCARED AND DO NOT TRY TO MAKE THE TRIPPY SHIT STOP HAPPENING THATS WHEN IT GETS BAD

[@balllord3546]

why would u smoke on acid 😂 u dumb asf for that ngl

[@smd-tr9jl]

Every bad trip i ever had teached me important lessons, so i appreciate all of them in a weird way even tho they were hell

[@smd-tr9jl]

@@malikaivillatte9065 Preach, acid legit teached me how to properly control my anxiety

[@alexpivniouk8421]

That's ego death bro lol

[@lessefrost]

LSD honestly improved my life and outlook on it. I was depressed and couldn't care less. Was smart enough to keep a career going, but I've never understood how my mind works. My GF and I stumbled upon some tabs from a friend that they just gave us. The first time was amazing. The visuals and headspace got me giggly and it was so much damn fun I knew I'd need to do it again. I've had a couple rough moments. I dropped about two weeks after my grandmother's passing and had a good long cry for a while. While it was rough, I got through some shit on it too. You do get little introspective moments no matter how recreational you are. Acid helped loosen me up socially. I noticed how much I didn't care too much about what other people looked and acted like, so why the hell do I expect everyone to dedicate so much time into hating me? It's not really a third eye opening but you can super closely analyze your actions and life without "you" judging yourself. Ego dissolution is a great thing, not gonna lie. Helps you better yourself if you responsibly do it.

[@growersmindset]

glad you were able to find self confidence through acid. i swear we lived the same life bro. i had the same realization too. so much wasted energy trying to not be me. then i realized the best version of myself is me. love u gobby.

[@none-us6de]

I really wanna have that realization. Him describing his youth feels how I feel. I’m so self conscious and not confident at all. I can tell myself that no one cares about what I do/how I look over and over but ultimately it does nothing. I don’t really have access to acid like that so idk if I’ll ever get there

[@markedwards2833]

@@none-us6de maybe tell yourself i’m happy with who i am and people don’t care about me as much as i think. don’t second guess yourself when u go to say something because it’ll create more positive experiences and overall make you feel better

[@growersmindset]

@@none-us6de hey bro, I had this realization in college just by being drunk because I realized everybody is weird and there is a lot more drunk people than me LOL. its takes time to learn who you are and to accept yourself. this is your world bro. be comfortable with who you are and youll have all the confidence. stay strong brotha.

[@jorgedscoelho]

Experiencing ego-death for the first time and realising I'm just like a confused pigeon stuck in the city changed my whole life. I was no longer afraid of living and being, because what's in my head is only really convincing pattern recognition, and since it's impossible to have all the information and to know for sure, I stopped being able to take myself too seriously (like I compulsively used to and still catch myself trying to) and started learning to see things for what they are and enjoy them as long as they're not physically hurting me or trying to kill me (or someone else). There's so much to everything, and it's so blissful and painless to just try taking things in without trying to explain or process them. If pain can be beautiful and beauty can be painful, and there's all this pain in the world, who can say there's not at least as much beauty?

[@jaytypeshi]

One of the most relatable episodes on a psychological level

[@shilv2394]

I think bad trips teach u a lot more bout urself than good ones. I once had a trip that impact me till this day, and the more I think about the trip, years apart from the experience, I still learn new things from it. Thats how I know I have, unconsiously, divided my personalities in to multiple ones. I might sound crazy, but in the trips, I had a thorough convo with my "personalities", and why I have so much worries in life that some just bring me anxiety, nothing else. I learned how to organise my thought, identify which one is precautious, and which is just straight up anxiety inducing. At the end of the trip, "they" told me I have nothing to worry about, all happend according to "their" plan. My job is just to live my life, and try to have fun while I'm at it. Since then, no matter how many tabs I've taken, I was never able to meet them again. But deep down I know, not meeting them was a good thing, since they only came out when my neck is in deep shit, and suicidal thought keeps lurking around the corner. I know that I'm safe, protected by my own consciousness, and spread the positive vibe whenever I can.

[@mainACCOUNT333]

first tab i took it put me in the worst experience of my life, i gained crippling anxiety and panic attacks from the experience, it made me feel life wasn’t real and i’ve still not fully recovered and it’s been over 6 months, it definitely made me a better person, just a total reset for sure and it just knocked humbleness into me. I think it’s fair to say i’m never doing it again but if you’ve had a bad trip, it will get better trust me.

[@Beerning]

Do you have adhd?

[@mainACCOUNT333]

@@Beerning i got diagnosed a couple years ago don’t take medication but i personally think i don’t have it.

[@fmone7878]

​@@mainACCOUNT333 go deep again then you will be free

[@mainACCOUNT333]

@@fmone7878 can’t risk that my bro

[@fmone7878]

@@mainACCOUNT333 what I had to do to be liberated kinda fucked really

[@bielasp]

About to have my first time in a couple weeks and this video really came in clutch

[@litaf6021]

the way he explains his younger self reminds me so much of me. i have had a complete psychosis off maybe or maybe not a laced dispo and that has completely brought me so much anxiety and derealization. i feel like the anxiety has helped in more worse than good ways, the thought of doing other drugs always crosses my mind but idk if they will help or hurt me.

[@RobTooLit]

I’ve had somewhat of a psychosis but that was doing RC tabs and adderall from lack of sleep. No weed disposable or cart gave me any psychosis but some gave me headaches.

[@nucci69420]

nah dont do new drugs in my opinion. I was super depressed, self concious and worried all the time, and this was because I smoked weed all the time. im 6 months clean now and feel so good about myself, but it took a lot of time to achieve this. just stay strong and push thru my bot

[@MegaMuff420]

​@Nucci people forget that even if you are a regular smoker/have a high tolerance, that weed can still cause you to tweak and have negative thoughts

[@RobTooLit]

@@MegaMuff420 Yeah high amounts of thc or sativa can make you have negative thoughts. I’ve felt that way with sativa mainly anxious.

[@laudableplain4282]

I do high intensity cardio to take me away from my depersonalization.

[@tommyflynn4186]

Bro goblin ur so real man for talking about being self conscious in the past. That shit was mad accurate and acid def helped me w that too

[@blairfowler5577]

rip ashton a true goat wish he could see how much everyone loves the stories

[@Hassler247]

I still absolutely love my acid, but one thing I gotta agree with him on is that the one bad trip I’ve ever had was so damn profound and was terrible enough to knock me off my pedestal so to speak 🤷‍♂️ Hard to explain how impactful it was. I still contend whatever I had that particular time wasn’t just acid, but know way to know. All that said I’ll do acid over every other drug out there

[@therealeyezic]

Ego deaths are a weird thing

[@Hassler247]

@@therealeyezic It really is man. Eye opening more than anything else, but still weird nonetheless

[@billy758]

yep ego deaths are horrifying but also amazing afterwards, i personally had one and it made me snap out of my depression and work through my trauma like i never thought i cld, honestly have atleast 50% more confidence and actually enjoy life now

[@Hassler247]

@@billy758 It does change your perspective on most everything for sure

[@billy758]

@@Hassler247 100% man, its changed my life thats for sure honestly got me back to work and shit too so im making money now, wldnt reccomend it to most but it definitely helps

[@-lasagna]

I could justify taking acid when i was younger but to find a day where i feel like spending 10 to 12 hours fucked up just doesnt sound lit anymore

[@ekstaasihirmu7695]

Acid has taught me many great things but this quote has stuck with me, Nothing stops you from becoming anything and the more you think about that the more it fucking makes sense like you can accidentally end up being homeless if you let yourself to drift away in a sense so after that realization i started to plan out what i would like to be and started to work towards it by changing my habits and people around me because that changes your future truly

[@fmone7878]

This moment changed the entire world well our world I mean its awesome as fuck really

[@ApexSkate12]

Goblin the only way to overcome the weirdness of your last bad acid trip is to revisit the lsd

[@TheInsider300]

PUT A NAIL in the coffin

[@C4ZFly]

Very true, this stopped me feeling weird after years of obsessing over a bad trip I had. Made me okay with tripping again n cured my brain

[@kyestephens8181]

my last trip i got scared because i felt like everything started going to fast on the peak like the music i had been listening to started picking up pace and it was just very overwhelming

[@TheInsider300]

@@kyestephens8181 that’s why you slow down the music or listen to better artist

[@kyestephens8181]

@@TheInsider300 yeah it was just i decided to play this country artist i normally like but the music wasn’t right to listen to for tripping and it started making me feel out of control but when i listened to music that was okay for me earlier it helped me calm down

[@bennettstevens3596]

I’ve never related to a video so much. Lucy was a great friend and helped me deal with my mental struggles through high school. However, after getting laced and what I can only describe 5 days of intense to eventually mild hallucinations…i’ll never touch that stuff again… be careful with your source guys and always test ur shit, you only get one life

[@WanderLustKoi]

Ayyyy as I’m peaking on acid, love the content keep up the amazing work. its awesome to see how far youve come and getting sober congrats man im 3 months cali sober baby stopped doin all that hard shit

[@pb5318]

Enjoy the trip brother

[@evanhollinsworth7549]

Have a good trip dawg

[@WanderLustKoi]

@@evanhollinsworth7549 ay I am, a fantastic one I got a king palm stuffed rn baby

[@Appropriate702]

Ayeeeee enjoy the palm fam

[@KushAidMan]

Aye let's go! Happy trippin!

[@RobTooLit]

I haven’t done any psychedelics in a while. I would say mushrooms gave me much worse trips than LSD. Im glad I got out that psychedelic phase, I’ve been much more chill now using weed less too.

[@chase8289]

I feel you same for me I have tripped a handful of times and honestly don’t have a remote desire to do it again and I smoke much less than I used to weed is awesome but all day everyday isn’t the moves any more

[@MyCraftDad]

Damn dude look at us we sound crazy as hell , how were you guys before the psychedelics ? We're you tense , angry , upset , sad , content , happy before this ?

[@SammiAKATucker]

Man...during my highschool years I did so many freaking drugs. Acid ruined them for me though. It really taught me the second I stopped respecting it, that it'd put me in my place. Probably had 50+ acid trips over the few years, but one night I sat in a ball crying for 7 hours straight on 2 tabs. I was down in Atlanta across the country living with a friend in a very new place to me. The music I was listening to on the TV started to make the lyrics say whatever my mind was thinking. Which at the time was uhh, very dark thoughts, suicidal nearly. Literally everything my brain was thinking was being said in the music. But at the same time it showed me the deepest darkest secrets I couldn't admit to myself deep inside. But sadly that tri ruined smoking for me, the body high now gives me flashbacks to the trip and I get a panic attack. I can smoke VERY small amount of Sativa, but can't get super stoned. I used to be able to dab all day every day, smoke joint after joint, now a .1 gets me almost too high and uncomfortable. To end it, respect the drug or it'll put you in your damn place.

[@fmone7878]

Amen

[@lochlanfrazer8095]

Taking LSD with some experienced friends at 18 woke me up. I had just started a full time job as a bank teller, I was making good money, but was seriously unhappy. I reached out a friend who was a former LoL esports player and he was quite into the psychedelic scene. Myself and a few other close friends all took a solid 250+ UG dose and I fell into a thought loop, the friend mentioned earlier noticed I was looping and simply clicked his fingers and said “isn’t it weird how just a snap of the fingers can bring you back to reality?” That was quite interesting because I was truly looping mentally and physically. I was having a staring contest with the sun 😂 but honestly, the moment I found myself Infront of a mirror I was presented with the introspective thoughts about my new friend group. I realised that to have good friends around me I needed to become a good person, and after that experience I’ve kept journeying with psychedelics and have learnt to appreciate the current moment, and the teachings that come to, but one can only realise their intelligence when they realise they know nothing at all!

[@mr.ditkovitch9704]

Impeccable timing as always, just hotboxed a WC. Was sad to see that he killed the dragon so he got cocky with the frostroll💀 The two hit combo Mike Tython.

[@rickharrison2973]

I wish more ppl were talking abt this 😭

[@monttz04]

had to grab my phone to comment this lol but goblins right i had a bad acid trip in september 23’ and it hearing goblin describe it, disconnecting from reality, it was honestly a terrifying experience and hearing it be explained is actually making my heart race and giving me anxiety i haven’t felt in so long lmaooo but yea i felt like i was literally disconnected from this reality

[@WheelieWeasel]

Gob wasn’t seeking enlightenment but received the best dose of it. It was enough to realize he’s human and it’s okay to make mistakes and be different, gob can be himself and have fun. That’s amazing

[@prodyung829]

Exactly bro. 💯 this is a great video from him very personal. I been watching him for years and he's honestly improved as a person.

[@Queenbbyj]

This is a really nice introspective video that has a lot of good advice!!! Most definitely I can say that ONE BAD ACID TRIP can really change your whole perspective about acid. I’ve taken it again since my bad trip but it’s not like I go into trips like how I did before. I guess you can say I have more “respect” for tripping and I know it’s not just giggly fun the entire time, it’s nice to look within sometimes and heal

[@eli-ho2ki]

This exactly how it is. Just came back to it a few months ago after a 2 year break and I had a bit of anxiety going in. But man a good acid trip is so fulfilling but I could never take it Willy nilly ever again

[@trevordurkin1940]

exactly. when i was 16 went on a binge where i was dropping a couple tabs on the weaker side every other night for about 2 weeks and just playing zombies and getting drunk off shitty vodka usually by myself all night. this culminated in me growing the balls to throw an 8th of penis envy’s into the equation too, and boy it fucked me up. ego death so bad, still wonder how much it really changed me to this day. literally felt my sanity slipping away and had to hold on for dear life. anyways point is i fucked around and found out. that shit is a power that you must respect, not just candy. the second you take that spiritual side for granted/neglect that power, it’s gonna make you pay.

[@wedno7508]

really loved this video, it felt more personal then a majority of your stories

[@jiddybop]

The real question gob is where would you be without it?

[@Habibi_559]

I would be in reality

[@graemeN3]

Fr

[@300zxss]

Probably about the same place 😂

[@WokeUpLit]

Typee shi , helped him make all these bangers

[@kingofthedead333]

would be in the same place its just another drug

[@PremiumTrees]

when i was taking acid, it truly reminded me of that ending scene in evangelion where shinji finally accepts himself and all the people in his life congratulate him. its a big moment in anyone's life, and embracing is important. i'm sure glad i embraced myself, acid was absolutely worth it.

[@danwnstn]

This video is amazing I feel like I can really relate to the topic of self-awareness and getting lost in your thoughts

[@Daniel-iw5if]

These videos that are retrospective about the drug use are always great

[@h0ps]

I’ve experienced reality breaking and ego death it felt like life was a .exe failed, and time completely shattered. I’ve been the mad hatter at the tea party in alice in wonderland as well as have seen alice dance on the walls. I’ve had clowns laugh at me and my friends turn into jesters and have experienced what complete insanity is like. I’ve also had a trip where my friend was freaking out and he actually convinced me that we were dying and transcending into the afterlife. Point is, it’s really awesome but scary shit.

[@fmone7878]

Man it's crazy how any of this is possible but yeah ego death is nuts it felt as if life was a simulation do u relate to that?

[@ST-or1ce]

This might be the realist Goblin vid, ik most ppl can relate to the self conscious shit. Bro when's the podcast coming? I feel like it would be more of this

[@James_14_4]

There's a lot of potential in psychedelics, I can't wait to try any of them mushroom specifically but it's just so hard to find a reliable source over here, l'll be glad if anyone can be of help

[@Stephanie56739]

I've tried a lot and since the first time i tried it, I said "it's a crime against humanity to make psychedelic illegal"

[@Lisa78843]

[da_sharrif] (Got psychs:)

[@Ameliagrace812]

tripping is not a bad idea but having a Mycologist who will recommend you the dosage is the best option

[@James_14_4]

@@Lisa78843 pls how do I find him? Is it on IG?

[@Kenneth57358]

The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future

[@kadenascend6597]

what you said about acid n self confidence and perspective really reminds me of how my dmt and shroom trips effected me. made me appreciate the world a lot more as well

[@x5ilco]

personally, yes, i took lsd, 6 hours in my friend got me to take a bowl of DMT and apparently sat completely rock solid for 30 minutes. but i saw something i cant explain and have new love for the world, wouldnt do it again but still

[@MrCrisVP]

LSD has been changing me for good since first time, really humbling experiences about my own, shows you to respect all substances.

[@MorTphyr]

I have literally NEVER had a bad trip. The only thing you could say would consider a bad trip was one trip were a got an ego death and another where i lost my perception and concept of time from pure lsd drops.

[@stoursjoseph]

same for me except dmt was a little scary

[@MorTphyr]

@@stoursjoseph i have yet to try dmt, only available option in my area is ayahusca and that shits fucked. Guess imma go to amsterdam for a week.

[@koi5179]

i’m tripping man u get i love ur

[@BigBodyBiggolo]

Its mostly perception that makes you think bad of it. Cannabis induced psychosis gave me a bad trip but mostly due to the axiety and panic it creates, but not knowing who or where you are is a terrifying experience. Im sure it happened because other drugs wore off when i took it and not only due to weed itself. Salvia was a horrible bad trip i took on purpose but because the trip itself is painful and not fun. I dont regret them tho, learned a LOT from it, just hope im wise enough to not do dumb stuff again. Peace

[@bigboipapa6996]

NO BAD TRIP JUST FORCEFUL LEARNING EXPERIENCE

[@andromeda1515]

Bro lsd and mushrooms shit like that really does force you to look at things different. My trips have for sure made me a better person, even the bad ones. You ALWAYS learn something

[@aidanon60fps_]

Hey Goblin im a 16 year old kid from Dallas Texas and bro this video title just hit me in a way which is really hard to explain to "normal people" i have taken 23 acid tabs in my life time and im am not proud to say that at all it sucks to live with the fact that i did that and your video legit made me feel 100000000x better about myself and ur a real g for that

[@ares9370]

💀💀 this kid tryna be cool😭😭

[@BigBodyBiggolo]

Just know that if you want to get rich or achieve your goals, even thug dreams, will only be manageable if you stay mostly sober.

[@BigBodyBiggolo]

@@ares9370 all kids try to be cool, you expect him to be a wannabe nerd? Lol

[@fmone7878]

​@@BigBodyBiggolo real

[@BenDover-lz6is]

You should stay sober in your teen years, dawg. Lucy aint going anywhere

[@kaylam363]

Shits wild, most definitely the most relatable goblin video I've ever seen. Fr the greatest KZbinr of all time.

[@gluesnifferr]

goblin with that perfect timing like always

[@emanuelloesch4514]

the fact goblin just mention that hes self conscious. I am too, big time. I love how open you are❤

[@sladesmith926]

was watching old videos to smoke to and found this instantly, immaculate timing as always gobby

[@WMar]

Loved the video Goblin showed me a different perspective!

[@prymitive2899]

I feel exactly the same way about cid, changed my life for the better and made me have strong morals and be a better human overall, went from resenting everyone because of childhood trauma, to having a passion for helping people! Lsd is a miracle drug! If you haven’t tried it don’t be afraid to! The “bad”trips are really good trips that are just difficult to deal with

[@demarcuslebanons7527]

Love u pimp thanks for being sober so I have someone to look up too

[@sulfur_americium2993]

Damn this video came out at the most perfect time. I've so far only done acid twice but I already had a godawful trip just yesterday. My first acid trip was amazing. It was at midnight and it was just beautiful. I felt so happy and relieved and it was all around great. After this trip I had a lot more confidence to do pretty much anything so my dumbass took it again at school yesterday. What happened next was the worst 15 hours of my life. Everything was just so loud and disorienting but I just had to go with it because I didn't want to get caught by my parents. Finally it ended with me in bed just trying to at the very least force myself to sleep because the mental pain from the whole trip was just way too much. It was enjoyable for like a couple of hours but once the trip crossed the 6 hour mark I was convinced I was in hell and this was just my life forever now. Finally fell asleep at 2 A.M, its been 7 hours since then and while I'm definitely sober now, my senses are still sort of fucked up from yesterday. After this I can say I will probably do psychedelics again sometime in the future, but definitely not in the next months. This shit kicked my ass so hard that I don't even want to get high again for at least a couple of days lmao. I'll have to wait and see in the coming weeks if I actually change or not but for now I am actively trying to change all of the horrible habits I had prior to this trip that all convoluted together yesterday.

[@axlprz11]

how was your psychedelic journey developed since the posting of this comment?

[@awesomecooldude7029]

You’llllllllllll be fine bro

[@bigdon9171]

I'm dxm Daniel and I can confirm we do not want to hear any of the DXM disrespect goblin with that being said you're still the goat so I'm going to stay subbed

[@jobbylickenbob7817]

As a scientist I am dissapointed I am not represented in your audience Goblin! I’ve used your videos to study practical pharmacology and neuroscience for ages! Goblin describes LSD and cocaine as a good combo, why would that make sense scientifically? It’s a fun game and keeps me fresh. Thanks man!

[@milk_bags8915]

lol as a im getting my bachelor of sciences in nursing and trying to do pharmacology afterwards totally agree even his klonopin and xanax videos are great

[@bruhmayne1168]

I really appreciate Gob talking about his issues on video. It's great to hear new perspectives and I bet this is helping people, keep going dude, one of my favorite KZbinrs.

[@notsafef0rlife]

Psychedelics sparked vivid dreams for me too. I can smell the fresh air when i crack open the window in my dream. I dream of my childhood homes combined into a huge building, or schools ive attended combined in one building. They feel real and sometimes i wish they were

[@bostonarab5086]

I thought i was the only one who had dreams like that😮. Nice 😎

[@NicholasW943]

That's crazy. I never knew it was possible to smell in a dream. My dreams have always been entirely visual.

[@rick999h]

fuck yeah it was worth it. It or better said I changed my life for the better. Acid helped me to look inside and draw my own conscious conclusions and to change who I am and how I perceive the world around me. I found my inner peace and can return to that place in times of great need. Im a more loving person then before.

[@GuidoTrevor]

I didnt realize Ashton past away. My condolences. Lots of good stories with him

[@vitz_390]

I had a bad shroom trip, which is probably comparable to acid, and it was terrifying. I had no clue who I was and what was going on.

[@ilarigg8687]

This reminds me of my lsd use so much. I had a really intense bad trip the second time i took acid. Shit left me in a psychosis like state for 6months. Had to beat it on another trip and suddenly everythibg felt right again.

[@teyalarkins5343]

In my experience acid trips seem to be reality checks where as mushrooms seem to be more emotionally driven. But I was never able to trip for fun phychs always put me way into my head and made me much more introspective.

[@C4ZFly]

I've had a nightmare trip on acid before where I forgot who I was, and felt like I was dying over and over again on loop for about 16 hours on 350ug was insane felt like I'd gone insane couldn't see the world around me was in my friends living room and couldn't see any of them was just lost in my head was by far the worst thing I've ever went through and ended up with drug induced psychosis from it aswell. It was my own fault tho stayed up for 2 days then dropped thinking I'd be fine and within about 30mins I knew I had severely fucked up🤣 can remember saying "this is too intense way too intense" then got sucked into a void of pure white light couldn't see anything but white then the death loops started could literally feel physical pain from it aswell it was fucked

[@C4ZFly]

Time was also gone, I felt like i was trapped in my head forever dying on repeat and it literally felt like forever it's unexplainable to someone who hasn't felt it before but Jesus I never want to experience it again pretty sure I just had an insane ego death and tried to fight it the whole trip

[@reddbendd]

I saw a brief glimpse hell. It was so hot there. There were rivers of magma and fields of fire. Glad I was only there for less than a second or I would have been cooked. It was so hot

[@malikaivillatte9065]

@@C4ZFly it’s because you tried to fight it dawg

[@malikaivillatte9065]

@@C4ZFly if you let yourself go you would have been exploring what I like to call the acid realms I’ve been there plenty times

[@C4ZFly]

@@malikaivillatte9065 I did basically breakthrough, because I couldn't see anything around me. Everything was a hallucination felt like I was sitting next to a harbour with the sea infront of me, when I was in my friends living room in his house nowhere near the sea 🤣🤣 n vividly remember seeing a dead thing/ body infront of me, sitting in a chair, which I've thought about for a couple years and now I think I saw myself if I was to keep going down the path of heavy drug abuse etc but I was completley fucked in the head felt like I could move stuff with my mind aswell lol

[@SethFrmDaWest]

Yo goblin you was really preaching about that being able 2 accept yourself, that's something I never thought you went threw

[@rokavoice3574]

Goblin, I am actually a scientist watching the videos. I am here to tell you if you say "This video is about to be a hoot and a holler", I can in fact say, the video is a hoot and a holler.

[@dailydrivers450]

Goblin this video helped me realize part of my issue with my perception of myself! Thank you Goblin! You the real homie

[@stonedgorila420]

This boutta be a true hoot and holler love the skyrim gameplay takes me back love you goblin cheers mate 🍻

[@ZTRAINFGC]

Honestly LSD made me appreciate life itself. I'll forever be grateful for that. Anytime I'm having a bad day I go back in time and relive my first acid trip. A beautiful day on the beach, with my favorite music and nothing but my thoughts and the sun.

[@Noah-kv1bk]

thank you for blessing me with a bedtime story father🙏

[@Acidmagician28]

You’re not wrong about the bad trips I have one that happened to me years ago and I still think about it on a weekly basis.

[@avajohnson2636]

Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here

[@araceliharris5142]

Well I've been tripping for couple of years now,once had a bad trip but that's a very long time ago though Psychedelics are the reason why i didn’t take my life when i was at my end. I was stripped of my ego and saw the beauty of life and interconnectivity and even though i still battle anxiety and depression, I’m doing better everyday and will never think in such a self destructive way again.

[@kelvinnathaniel6722]

LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."

[@anataylor5249]

[dmayowa8] Got psychs

[@eufemialoughary9642]

I had a moment on my first mushroom trip where i was lying in bed and lost total connection to my physical body. I felt as i was just a dot of energy on my pillow such a crazy feeling and made me smile, really realized that we are really nothing but energy and had an overwhelming feeling from that trip onwards.

[@avajohnson2636]

@@anataylor5249 Where to search?? Is it IG?

[@NicholasW943]

The bad trips still being productive and without regret is so relatable.

[@_holl0w_]

I can relate to this alot because LSD made me reflect and has helped me uncover things I never really knew about myself

[@deepfry8424]

Timothy Leary said about his first trip "I learned more in those 6 hours than my entire career in clinical psychology"

[@charlesmartindumont1627]

might be my fav video to date gob 💯

[@TROLGUY999]

The reason no positive experience really stuck with you might be that you never really dove into exploring your own mind/spiritual side on acid which can be incredibly rewarding. I never really had a choice, psychedelics always push me into introspection and deep thoughts. First time i tried acid i (foolishly) took a tab (180uq) and another quarter. Combined with some weed got pretty close to a ego death like experience and cried tears of joy for probably the first time in my life.

[@fmone7878]

Epic

[@smd-tr9jl]

First trip is always extreme for sure. Funny enough i took it for the first time the moment i turned 18 (literally at midnight) i dropped a quarter didnt feel it after an hour so i dropped the other 3 quarters and smoked a bit, half an hour later i was laughing my ass off just looking at ppl i knew on ig stories (not in a mean way or anything) and deep into the trip (about 6 hours in) i was literally laying down on my bed crying tears of joy just like you said while listening to Is this is love lmao and i dont even listen to reggae normally i just felt like i had to listen to that song outta nowhere

[@awesomecooldude7029]

@@smd-tr9jlman me and my friends love reggae especially doing that too

[@lifesatrip333]

I feel like this was the most genuine Goblin video I've seen, spitting facts

[@kaleb20hayden05]

I feel the exact same way as you gobby soon as i started tripping i started feeling more confident and not feeling the need to compensate with the clothes shoes etc. i still like the nice things but it’s also nice to feel comfortable walking in public wearing whatever and not caring

[@BoolinstateuniversityYT]

I feel when he says a bad trip could humble you

[@komodobro4646]

“I’m not a scientist and neither is anyone watching a Goblin video” 😂😂😂

[@allstarlord9110]

Just came back from Bahmut and i see you uploaded, perfect timing as always Goblin

[@CJfromMEXICO]

IN MY EXPERIENCE!!! no, not at all. I was a Junior in hs at the time and me and a buddy wanted to try it together while tripsitting eachother.. i failed to realize that someone that is also off this planet isnt gonna be a great companion for this. it was night time when we took it and going outside wasnt much of an option. after we both realized conversating wasnt gonna be possible due to both of us being absolutely obliterated, i found myself stuck in what felt like an endless loop. i was laying on the couch trying to watch tv, but it wasnt enough to hold my attention. so i would try getting on my phone, but i was too impaired to operate it. so then i’d roll over and try to gts. but its impossible to sleep off that shit. it was like a minute long loop… so i just rolled around on my couch sketched out for about about 6-8 hours, then for another 6 months after i felt really disassociated

[@tyers-7835]

Pretty much same tbh but my mom is awesome and picked me up.

[@sz7463]

Excellent video goblin, the way you explained how l$d changed you really changed the perception i have of myself

[@caldertisher6374]

Took a whole gram of RSO an hour and a half ago, cosmic proof goblin always uploads at the perfect time

[@harrison5740]

Its always a banger when Goblin uploads 👌.

[@Ionevenknowwho]

I’ve never done psychedelics but I’m very interested. I just wanna have a good time, and see what my favorite music sounds like.the only problem is I’m deadly scared of having a bad trip

[@judewalker72]

don’t worry about it man have the mindset that you’ll trip when it’s time, i did the same but didn’t listen to my self it and it did not go well for me

[@wowzersmcgee9361]

Be in a safe and comfortable surrounding with friends and you'll be fine.

[@PivPivot]

Take a small amount, like 1/2 or 1/4 of a tab, be prepared to do only and whatever you want that you like doing, turn off your phone or put it on dont disturb, put on comfortable clothes and be in a comfy environment. If you feel the urge to smoke, ditch the weed and smoke a vape or a cig

[@xdmrzzz8740]

Goblin fr described my entire problem with lsd

[@CallMeDripz]

My last acid trip I came to the “realization” that I could solve all my families problems by beating peoples ass who fw them lmaoo solid trip doe. Except I had to call off work cause the trip lasted way longer than I thought

[@adampressler803]

Yessss. Just got off work gob coming clutch once more

[@tree5597]

hi gob, long time viewer here. currently in my third year of undergraduate studying chemistry so i’ll soon be a scientist. love your vids and experiences

[@tree427]

Hi Tree

[@Quantumwashere]

Mane you not lying about those bad trips hitting different I had a bad trip back in 2013 that I can still vividly remember. Took a dose straight out the vial..resulted in a extremely vivid trip that spiraled into psychotic episode. Had me running outside in my yard naked lmao

[@stapledcranium3122]

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[@adriankamper242]

Goblin I really loved this video because I recognized myself in a lot of things you said and I find it very interesting how acid changed me as a person and my view on life. For some reason it’s very calming to hear that a lot of people has the same experience and changes because of it. It really was a very impactful decision to take acid and I would not do it differently. Love your content, keep it up my G

[@vitz_390]

Since taking lsd I’ve started asking more questions and analyzing the world around me a lot more. Which in hand has definitely made me more intelligent. I’m also a lot happier because of the sense of comfort the experience gave me for existence and mainly the afterlife.

[@307DipShit]

Love the content keep it up

[@rwervu6rke8l95]

Ily gobby, thankyou bro seriously, I wasn’t even full payin attention but as soon as I heard a few things it resonated so hard. I relate aloy to what you said, I’ve been failing hard at school, not even showing up because I care too much about others thoughts. I try so hard to try to keep my “cool persona” (Ik I’m not cool but I try too hard) so much so I’d do the same as you and never step out, without my best clothes, shinin clean everything. To the point where by the time I’m even ready to go to school I’m late or I see that I’m gonna be late and say fuck it and not go, (or go buy then ditch) but fuck that dude, fuck what they think that’s the thing causing my anxiety, I’m so free once I get home and I’m sure I’m alone and no one can watch I’m free I’m happy I’m just content I can dance I can sing I can speak and think clearly I can be that suave mug in my brain, and to my memory I know its possible for me to tap into that to tap into my personality, rather than the personality-less blob who shrugs everybody off in fear of real judgement that I can’t write off by well that’s not my real opinion that’s just my fake one I’m putting on to protect myself from judgment for my real opinion. Because in my brain if I know I’m telling the truth who cares what they think and that way I can rationalize it but then again, I’m just lying to myself and others, and just fucking it all up, I gotta stop the act and be me fuck who leaves I love who stays, I love you nick keep up the great content

[@oxxcaaa4290]

i love the skyrim game play. you were close with the dragon hahahaha