we made a heart farm (full album)

[@antipeople.]

0:00 - nothing much .o* 3:18 - caving in (hurt for something) 6:14 - wand of thorns 8:05 - 6920726561642066726f6d2074686520626f6f6b20746f6f206d756368 8:32 - 000update.log 10:28 - blue stone amulet 12:51 - helping || lightbugs 16:02 - case 18:55 - laure 21:29 - 696d206e6f74206372617a79 22:26 - did it again 25:48 - outside ghost . heart farm 28:43 - bloodlet (bloodline) 32:12 - somthin 35:35 - we made a heart farm o* + notes app drafts .o*

[@emjaay]

Artwork is awesome 🥰

[@Pestilence_333]

My birthday is Saturday, this is a great early birthday present thank you softheart 🖤

[@papaowen]

happy early birthday random person on the internet

[@Pestilence_333]

@ thank you. 🖤

[@raccoon351]

A video for case would be amazing

[@rocsti5402]

I'm so glad to see a recent post from you. Hope your doing good man, thanks so much for sharing your music , it just makes me feel like, someone knows pain like I do and they arent some fake ass millionaire

[@gemineye9580]

Thank you so much for this softheart, your music means so much to me and has saved me on many occasions. I can’t describe it but the way you mix all the songs together in an album is just Magical 🎃🖤🤍🪄 I relate to this so much it’s stupid but Yo keep doing what you do we’re all proud of you and we got your back

[@insomniumfiles]

[Lyric thread] *track one* : _nothing much .o*_ [0:00] _Sometimes I wanna disappear_ Nothing to say anymore There's nothing to say anymore I feel like falling to the floor I left you flowers by your door You kicked them as hard as you could Like you were trying to get a goal I'm always ready to go Grab my bag and hit the road It's nothing that out of the ordinary to hold my own I'm stronger from all the hurt And better at dodging bullets Used to think it's a curse But really it's just what it is There isn't many words that really could make a difference [It don't matter?] if you actually listening What gives? I don't feel any of the love I get It just passes through me like a ghost It's all just a great big blurry mess It's hard to explain, just trust me I just want to feel like you want me And not only conveniently Look into me, not through me To give into how you want me I'd rather just feel ugly I saw somebody new today And they didn't know it was me I even saw them notice me They just looked away all quickly Sometimes I wish you knew me [I might blur your picture?] then [collapse?] me the pieces That I finally put together and then back into me Sometimes I just want to crumple into a ball Find a way through life without a way to be seen And they keep walking on me And I keep wanting to leave When I'm talking in my sleep And I woke up in this dream And the colors [I drift?] this place is darker than it seems I don't understand why you gotta be so mean And I'm sorry if I'm causing a scene And I'm sorry, but I'm not really And sometimes I think it's all too much And sometimes honestly this was not for me

[@insomniumfiles]

*track two* : _caving in (hurt for something)_ [3:18] [Intro] I want everything that life can give out, yeah [Baby, oh?] I want everything that life I want everything that life I want everything that life I want everything- I want everything that life [Chorus] And I'm just lost in some internal love pit Burned my stomach, burns for something You can take this heart and throw it on the floor And jump all on it Hurt for someone I can't say it You love for nothing No one can take it Hurt for something You can call me On my bluff And you can say there's no time to waste now This place is caving in This place is caving in This place is caving in Hold up, wait, wow I think it's kicking in It's been a little bit, already sick of it [Verse 1] Want everything you can give me I want to feel like I'm alive and I'm living And I'm not afraid of whatever comes with it Sometimes it feels like my heart's gonna kill me I don't know why I said something I didn't mean Just a roundabout way of admitting things In my head the whole day with the memories I'm staring off into space but you're there with me Something about us gave me so much hope for my life But I'm just too tired To be excited Right by the backyard of this dilapidated house where I bury myself alive [Used to take my time, now I?] rush everything, it just hit me all at once Give me your all, everything you can give me [Chorus] Let's get lost in some internal lust It burns my stomach, burns through something You can take this heart and throw it on the floor And stomp all on it Hurt for someone I can't say it You love for nothing No one can take it Hurt for something You can call me On my bluff And you can say there's [Verse 2] Complications And bad situations And conversations that lead me astray And you keep on just taking Can you please be patient? Leave me in one piece And I'll just leave me _Why can't you just leave me alone?_ [Chorus] No time to waste now This place is caving in This place is caving in This place is caving in Hold up, wait, wow I think it's kicking in It's been a little bit, already sick of it No time to waste now This place is caving in This place is caving in This place is caving in Hold up, wait, wow I think it's kicking in It's been a little bit, already sick of it [Outro] And there's nothing that goes on That goes on [?] I can't be something that I'm not

[@insomniumfiles]

*track three* : _wand of thorns_ [6:14] _Is anyone there?_ Don't forget Don't for-- What you-- Just don't forget Yeah Too much in my head I can count a million different reasons And I can't wait till it just ends And I can't stand the looks I get And the world doesn't make no sense And it's so hard to not get sick And the world wants to break me down And the light flashes, then goes dim And you can't tell, what you kept in It's a lightbug trapped in your hands Open up yourself Don't know what to say It's a word that I can't place Your face in my head 'cause it's gorgeous Make a couple posts for myself to feel important The old me is gone, just glad I had someone to mourn it Yeah, and I can't wait till this shit ends And the world doesn't make no sense And it's so hard to not get sick And the world wants to break me down And the light flashes, then goes dim And they can't tell what you kept in It's a lightbug trapped in your hands Open up yourself _Is anyone there?_ [I'll?] recite the words in the wall and it's so thin Where I opened up the book and read the words inside of it Deep inside the valley where the woods come spiraling I was lead into this place by whispers all conspiring

[@insomniumfiles]

*track four* : _6920726561642066726f6d2074686520626f6f6b20746f6f206d756368 (i read from the book too much)_ [8:05] I read from the book too much I read from the book too much Too much-much The book too much I read from the book too much-much I read from the book too much-much Trapped for so long that I forgot what I even was I broke myself down to every last bit Then made something new out of it It's almost impossible to see I'm trapped and alone in this big endless sea This big endless try I see all these eyes [Sketchy?] [?]

[@insomniumfiles]

*track five* : _000update.log_ [8:32] Okay so this the last update that I can type out It's been like three days since I first made contact in my house I read through the book beside the candles with the lights off I spoke to her closer than I ever thought that I could The feeling floods and I just watch over the wind just like a lighthouse The current wins, I'll be sinking with this ship I can barely enjoy when it's nice out 'cause I'm a night owl Swipe on my phone for a few hours and I cry, wow The algorithm showed me you, I had to cry it out I used to just wanna give in, but I'm trying now It's so much better than back then, I'm just lying now I'm tryna make the best of it until the time's up Fuck dying, I'ma live the life I want Where I'm from, there wasn't shit to do but drugs I killed it up without leaving the nerves too numb I wanna feel enough, but I don't wanna feel too much This the last update that I can type out It's been like three days since I first made contact in my house I read through the book beside the candles with the lights off I spoke to her closer than I ever thought that I could

[@insomniumfiles]

*track six* : _blue stone amulet_ [10:28] _Nothempts_ Life is a joke Life is a joke Walk out the house like a zoo animal And I walk fast too, I got somewhere to go Sometimes I stop to think who would've known And they wouldn't listen if I shouted it right in their ears It's just a losing battle Yeah, I'm crazy I don't think I'm losing it though I'm in the waiting room feeling too liminal And life is a game That you can't reload I hop off this train and rest by the woods I used to have hope but that was a cope A story I wrote where the ending was good Life is a joke and the joke's on me Sometimes it's so bad it's funny Late at night I walk around in my sleep All my senses fall out of question Life is a struggle [been?] trying for years but then I melt into you I don't know what the fuck I should do Life is a joke, but I'm trying for you Yeah, ay, ay Why do I even try? I walk by the half moon prints on the wall I'm trying my best, but it's not enough Mostly it's worth it, but this shit is tough I'm in a [?] It's too much I feel like I'm in a club Smoking out in my bathroom and such Smoking wood out here, used to smoke a dutch Burn it down, and watch it turn into dust Then build a new home for myself from the rubble I'm chasing this dragon, your girl hasn't lost Smoking on wood and I do that too much Smoking a mac and it's packing a punch I'm in the woods getting deep in the brush Chasing this dragon, in love with the rush Rut, in a rut _Nothempts_

[@TheRobotGorilla]

This cover art goes crazy, soft. I been listening to ya since 2018. would love if ya posted a vlog or a QnA. Some of your songs get me thru my third shift job currently...sending love from indiana. Be who you wanna be.

[@insomniumfiles]

since 2013 is crazyyyy :o

[@harleysheldon]

I’ve been listening since like 2018 when he made snow level, and I’m in KY. Super cool to know there’s people near that get this kind of sound!

[@TheRobotGorilla]

@@insomniumfiles this was a typo my bad. I meant 2018 as well when she was dropping with gucci

[@santiagovega967]

Frankly, it is the first album I have heard in which all the songs have touched me deeply, I am patiently waiting to listen to it on Spotify😊

[@michaeltaylor3449]

Thank you for this 🫶

[@harleysheldon]

We love you even when you aren’t releasing.

[@ffflaming]

Album drop yipeeee!!

[@ikar_os4292]

OH MY GOD, SO GOOD

[@space3828]

i’ll keep listening till i stop breathing

[@dash8518]

I hope you are okay, I noticed you deleted your clothing store and twitter.

[@joaovictorvial]

KISSES FROM BRAZIL, SALEM ❤

[@chrissyjj1]

Halloween drop 🎃🎃👻🎃

[@iAmhATTER]

😮

[@waccularspectacular4884]

I wish you distributed your music properly, if you did you'd be everywhere. (not sending hate I love ur music im just surprised you didnt Gain more traction than you have