Dear whoever is reading this, I pray that the Lord gives you peace in what bothers you and guidance in the things you are seeking direction. May He eliminate doubt, fear and anxiety and help equip you with faith and strength to get through your hardest days. ❤️
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
amen amen amen x
@pennylynn19986 жыл бұрын
Thank you for that lys mk!
@maddiebyrne29836 жыл бұрын
That is beautiful. God bless you x
@kym.etherington6 жыл бұрын
lys mk thank you so much for sharing this,we can beat this together,don't let mental health define you,anybody who reads these comments,you are powerful,anxiety depression etc is not! We can't let it beat us💗
@fizzahakhlaq64075 жыл бұрын
Amen
@JetmiraaaOfficial6 жыл бұрын
I feel like social media is a big reason behind a lot of our generations mental health problems ;/
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
i agree 100%, it is so toxic and space away from it is so necessary for our own sanity x
@naysx126 жыл бұрын
I agree girl x
@bamin936 жыл бұрын
AGREED.
@LuisaAzon6 жыл бұрын
I was just going to comment this..i have no SM and im happy i dont
@watergroupe6 жыл бұрын
Totally agree ! Great comment.
@katiejesss6 жыл бұрын
'..your mind just doesn't let you rest..' wow.. Ive always struggled with overthinking and anxiety or with just feeing worthless in general and I could NEVER seem to find the words to explain the way I felt to those around me. I couldn't have picked any better words. It's not that I'm unhappy with what I have but it's my mind that's CONSTANTLY telling me that I'm not good enough compared to others. It's like this tiny little voice in my head that won't ever shut up. The most annoying thing is being aware of it though, like I know that there's a reason why I am me and no one else and I actually feel comfortable with who am I and and yet my mind just keeps pointing out all the things that are wrong with me and it's so exhausting.. as if it doesn't want me to be happy with myself. Thanks for opening up. I know there's a lot of people feeling like this and I hope we'll all find peace within ourselves ♡
@amiraa11706 жыл бұрын
Katie Jess I’m also feeling the same way, Katie. The way Leyla described her feelings are those same feelings and thoughts I’ve been the dealing with for some time. It’s comforting to know that we aren’t the only ones with these strange thoughts. 💗
@Tan-ns2hr6 жыл бұрын
Katie Jess I relate to this so much
@xoxo-zl9qk5 жыл бұрын
I have struggled with mental issues and I would have never believed that it would end but it did. It is so important NOT TO feel guilty, because that leads to depression. Instead, try to live in the moment and to concentrate yourself on the things that you do. If negatives voices come up then try to say STOP inside. Meditate, eat well, read a lot and understand that this is a way of your body to allude you to something you need to change. I've been trough a lot and I can tell you nothing was harder then this. It will get better. So many people deal or have dealt with it and we all made it. After that you will be grateful for everything that happened because it will change your way of thinking. Sending you lots of love ♡
@LalaLeese216 жыл бұрын
i just want to say that you made me cry, in a good way! I’ve been dealing with the same lately, a lot of anxiety and just stuff that i haven’t been wanting to deal with...but crying made me have to start to open up and deal with it, and I think it’s the first step to rising above it like you said. 💓 you too have a purpose that’s far beyond what we can comprehend but honestly whatever you feel drawn towards - follow it follow it follow it. sending you love & light
@marshaglodean3 жыл бұрын
I can’t believe how relatable this video has been to me ! Thank you for being brave and transparent, you’re not alone and we’re going to grow through this 🤍
@Zeaksway5 жыл бұрын
I truly appreciate this video. Especially as someone who wants to get back in to making KZbin videos. It’s so true the anxiety’s and depression really can stop you from being creative and making videos. And it’s hard to get up to be creative when the world just seems so much more peaceful and safer in bed or in you’re room. I just want to thank you for this video because it gave me more confidence in myself 🙏🏽 I pray that you’re able to get through your anxiety’s as well!
@bageldancelovelif36 жыл бұрын
Having struggled through so much of what you’ve mentioned, (I am currently progressing so much on recovering and improving my mental health) I just wanna say how proud I am of you. You have one of the most inspiring mindsets and I am so excited to see what comes your way because I know you WILL overcome this and anything that comes your way. You are a beautiful soul, thank you for sharing your light🙏
@kym.etherington6 жыл бұрын
Whoever reads this,if your suffering with mental heslth issues,I understand,I really do! I suffer from mental health myself,I suffer from anxiety and hypochondria,panic attacks also! It's awful,I wouldn't wish it on anyone,you couldn't of said it better😳 & unfortunately a lot of people close to me suffer too,mental health is awful but we all must know,it gets better..you may not see that now,you're so loved! Wether you believe in our Lord or if it's the universe etc,you're so loved,everything happens for a reason!! Mental health is something many people suffer with! You're a fighter! I'm always here for anyone who needs to talk,I consider myself pretty good with helping people,we can all be happy,life is a journey not a destination💗
@devorahapachegirl30066 жыл бұрын
I stuggle with anxiety daily sometimes with a mix of depression. I pretend to be ok but really all I think about is suicide. Obviously I am still here but some days are better than others. Thank you for opening up and sharing.
@yasmineabdes24414 жыл бұрын
Devorah apachegirl are you feeling better? I saw your comment and I hope things are getting better
@uwanialiyu6 жыл бұрын
I couldn’t relate more. Thank you for sharing, I wish you healing, recovery and happiness ❤️
@Tinchelena6 жыл бұрын
I feel so sorry for the loss of your cat. Seriously, i couldnt imagine how id feel so...im with you ❤️
@kym.etherington6 жыл бұрын
Also,leyla I feel your pain with regards to your cat,I lost my kitten last year and my two cats now are the ones that cheer me up,animals themselves can sense pain or mental illness etc,people think animals are not special,unless people have pets they do not understand how special animals are! You're not inadequadate leyla,I honestly love you,you're so genuine and down to earth,you can do this leyla,you're so strong💗
@dpwilson8026 жыл бұрын
Bless your heart!!! You mean a lot to us!!!!
@75drayuh6 жыл бұрын
I feel the exact same way- thank you for sharing and helping me realize I’m not the only one. 💖
@FrostGemMonster546 жыл бұрын
You're very strong! You got this. I love you for this. You're so inspirational.
@paulinedido16806 жыл бұрын
Leyla I TOTALLY totally understand your feelings I’m at the same stage in life - and what I always say to myself is “I’ve been in an hard moment before and I’m still alive....”. There’s better moments coming FOR SURE. Settle down in your new place now and choose every day things that makes you feel good and step by step you’ll find your peace. The best is yet to come girl! 💗
@francescabattisti43675 жыл бұрын
Just watched this, thank you so much for all the love this spreads, it helped a lot💛 thanks Leyla
@yeverino19706 жыл бұрын
I so understand what you feel. I’ve gone and go through depression myself. But you take it one day at a time. So you can enjoy the good things in your life. I can say that I love you and thank you for sharing your thoughts. Many blessings
@yocchy546 жыл бұрын
Think positive! You are not the only one who have problems. In the last 3 years, I struggled with my father's death (2016), and my mother's death (2017). At the beginning of this year, I have to deal with a surgery and one of my cats deceased, it was really hard to decide to sleep my cat due to a fatal disease. Nowadays, my hope that everything goes well turns on. Never think negative because you are attracting bad things.
@virtuouslysetapart6 жыл бұрын
I so appreciate your transparency. You have helped so many by telling your story as hard as it was to tell. That shows how brave, and courageous you are. As someone who has been healed from anxiety, depression, and anorexia take as much time healing as you need. Do not feel 'guilty' for not filming, as you need time to process what God is doing in your life. Be encouraged that God uses our darkest times to grow us into deeper relationship with Him. I would have NEVER have made it to today without the power of God propelling me. Through counseling from a Christian professional, grace, and lots of prayer I am here today! I pray for your continued healing through, and strengthening in our Lord Jesus! #GodIsDoingSomethingGreatInYourLife #KeepMakingVideosNoMatterHowEmotional #StayDetermined #StayEncouraged #StayFaithful #YouCanDoIt #Philippians4:6-8
@devinaamorar97836 жыл бұрын
thank you for talking about mental health. I feel like people many people tend to steer away from this topic because it makes them feel "uncomfortable" but by actually speaking out about it, especially if you're going through it, will help you and others. This video helped me in a way to realize that i am not alone and that things at some point will get better and i really really hope that things will get better for you. Just know that you will be okay. xx
@leahjuniel73226 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making this video. It has helped a lot. I’m trying to keep going after losing my friend and mother to cancer and losing my job and being diagnosed with infertility while everyone I know is pregnant all within a year. It’s hard and I’m not sure what to do but I’m still here and that sometimes is the only thing I think of to be thankful for. I keep telling myself He(God) will remember me and he won’t forget me.
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
i am so sorry you've suffered so much... you are such a fighter and i KNOW God is going to bless you so much if you keep trusting in Him💕 He will never ever forget you. I am praying for you 💕
@kiranaaisha50386 жыл бұрын
For the people who are saying this isn’t the right path or industry for you - I think it’s important to note that your mental health shouldn’t disable you from doing something you love. For instance, I’m at uni at the moment and I love learning yet I struggled so much last year just to be there and be present but that shouldn’t mean that it’s not right for me - we should be able to allow one another to grow and accept these challenges of life at our own pace so we all know that we are capable of doing what we love with out being put down ❤️ Having anxiety is like battling with your own mind every single day. It’s like trying to stay above the water and I don’t think people acknowledge that struggle. Leyla, I admire your strength and I acknowledge how brave you are to continue to do something you love whilst fighting demons in your head. I pray that you find peace of mind and continue to do things that make you smile. I know Anxiety can never just disappear but I hope in the foreseeable future you go from strength to strength because you deserve it 💓
@angelea69916 жыл бұрын
“That’s a long time” that has been some of the realest shit. It’s okay to feel exhausted but I think the most important thing is to let yourself rest-instead of giving up. Some of your dialogue was so painfully relatable and in a way, it helps those suffering stand in solidarity ♥️ thank you for being vulnerable and I hope the discouraging voices can shut up for a bit
@Joyansorrow6 жыл бұрын
You are brave and loved. You are truly an inspiration. You are you and that's the perfect way ❤
@cruelbriarte6 жыл бұрын
it’s a big deal opening up to us. thank you for this! 💕💞💗💝💓💖💘
@pinkpanther44866 жыл бұрын
We'll always support you ❤
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
that means the world 💕
@carolynx976 жыл бұрын
I love you Leyla, so much. I needed this video more than I knew, and I sincerely thank you for this. I've been feeling like I'm wasting my time as well, like everyone has these amazing lives around me and I'm not going anywhere, it gives me so much anxiety. Knowing that I'm not the only one having these thoughts is reassuring. I always try to remind myself that everything happens in its own time and everyone's journey follows their own timeline. Sometimes it just gets hard to remind that to yourself, when your brain is clouded by darkness. Whatever you're going through, Leyla, just know you have people who care and love for you and brighter days are ahead. You're a strong human, I know that and I can see that. Thank you for being a light in the world. And whoever may be reading this, I send you hope and light and love and just know that even if I'm just a stranger to you, I care for you, and I believe in you. You can get through the hardships.
@marieeh87176 жыл бұрын
I feel this way on a daily basis as well. You can do it! Praying for you. Your best days are yet to come. There is a purpose for your existence and there is greatness within you.
@carolynx976 жыл бұрын
@@marieeh8717 Thank you, kind soul. I wish love and light for you. You can do it as well! I believe in you.
@yanniec.25126 жыл бұрын
Leyla, you have to push through, I know it is easier said then done, but just keep your head up and P.U. S.H. Which means Pray Until Something Happens , because God has given you a sound mind. I love you to the moon and back....😘🌹
@6phoenix0doll26 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for putting yourself out here and sharing your own story. I’ve also been going through a hard time at the moment and it feels better knowing someone understands. It’s so difficult to find the right words or person to reach out to. I’m so sorry to hear about the lost of your fur baby. Sometimes I feel like if I didn’t have my cat I would give up on life because she helps me cope. Thank you Leyla Love and prayers to you and anyone else feeling this way
@missma20925 жыл бұрын
your so brave for doing this a lot of respect for you I suffer from the same stuff some days I don't even want to get out of bed an even going to the shop is a big burden but I somehow do it thanks for making this your a beautiful an genuine soul xxxxxx
@sela76046 жыл бұрын
Thank you...just thank you
@melikesezek2946 жыл бұрын
I feel you babe, i've got an anxiety as well seriously. I love you❤️❤️❤️
@SonikaxKarir6 жыл бұрын
You'll have support No matter what. You pick that camera up when your ready don't push yourself you'll naturally feel it's time and give yourself a break you got this! Your a fighter and you'll fight through this you already are look how far you've come ❤❤
@DivaTrishP6 жыл бұрын
I pray for you often. Mental illness is a beast. Those negative thoughts can be brutal and they make you want to give up. No matter how much a person empathizes unless you’ve experienced it you cannot truly understand what goes on in our heads. You pray for strength and you pray for peace but the negative thoughts just make take a hold tighter. I send virtual hugs to you and everyone who experiences any type of mental illness. I always say I have the trifecta, those three that alone are detrimental and combined there is always only darkness but I am still standing and that’s sometimes is enough. Love and kisses to you all
@yas42296 жыл бұрын
I sooooo needed to hear this... this is God’s timing!
@stellach66056 жыл бұрын
I'm proud of you for being brave and having courage to make this video,and thank you for that. Iv'e beeing going through stuff for quite a while now and you motivated me with your video. Stay strong and keep going. We love you Leyla.❤
@loredanaadriana65766 жыл бұрын
Girl believe me when I am telling you, this phase will pass, and this will make you so much stronger , this is just a chapter, this is not how you'll life will be from now on. For every problem (doesn't matter how hard it is ) there is a solution . Don't forget how many things you have done and how many people you have influenced, me included, you are an amazing person and by far my favourite channel! Think about anxiety like a small piece in your own puzzle, don't let it become the whole puzzle . I hope you find your inner piece! ❣
@alishaparvez73496 жыл бұрын
Stay strong Leyla💓 everything will be fine💞
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
💕 💕 💕
@meganatkinson2286 жыл бұрын
Never alone 💛
@Sarah_sunflower996 жыл бұрын
I don’t normally leave comments but I really hope you see this and take the time to read it❤️ Honestly you are not alone at all when it comes to mental health- it is a daily battle for me to the point where I get so frustrated with myself because I can’t change on my own. I have to constantly remind myself that it is God working in me and changing me. But non the less mental health and anxiety is something I do struggle with almost on a daily basis; it’s starting to affect my every day life, work and even relationships. It’s so hard to be open and vulnerable- I totally understand that- especially when there are people who don’t personally know you. It is much easier just to hide and isolate yourself when you are struggling or dealing with any kind of mental health or emotions. I do it all the time. And that really needs to change. I believe that truly is one of the greatest tactics of the enemy, keeping us isolated when we are struggling- because if we stay isolated we will begin to feel alone and will not take the steps necessary to help us overcome. We begin to think we are alone and no one understands or cares about us- but that is a victim mindset and another tactic of the enemy. We have to choose to have a VICTOR mindset instead and believe God is helping and changing us to overcome- because we ARE overcomers and we can do anything in Christ’s strength ✝️ It is very difficult to explain mental health or even anxiety to someone who does not understand it, and it is important to reach out to people who you know that are struggling with it or have before, rather than going to someone who doesn’t understand anything about it. That is what I truly have learned. I honestly love your videos and how vulnerable and transparent you are- those are the only youtubers I actually watch. Please know you are not alone and we are in this together❤️ The verse at the end of this video is one that God keeps speaking to me.. Thank you for making this video and apologies for how long this comment is🤭 Lots of Love 💕
@virymauricio36096 жыл бұрын
i’ve been watching your videos for over three years and i know i’m just talking from a watcher perspective because i don’t know you personally but your videos before you seem so happy and bubbly and you were so consistent,but since i saw the video were you said you broke up with josh i think that was what change you... i don’t wanna sound rude or anything but as a girl when we fall in love we sometimes base our happiness on someone else and that’s so unhealthy for us so when you got single you probably got lost,again i’m probably wrong but that’s the vibe i got,but i’m so proud that you’re trying so please don’t give up,God Bless You Girl!! I’m here for you!!
@dymondzdust68556 жыл бұрын
We love you💕 thank you for being so open with us. You are such an inspiration and God is always going to be there for you to give you strength
@isabella_wi58676 жыл бұрын
Thank you so so much for opening up to all of us..❤️ i can imagine how hard it is to make a decision like that and to be brave enough to put yourself out there ❤️ i think you will open up so many peoples eyes and help them understand a lot better what some people go through... i understand how you feel because i feel similar and nobody really understands it and it can be so frustrating but we gotta keep moving on and trying to get out of this and be happy again.. lots of love ❤️
@marinamoreno-ruiz70016 жыл бұрын
I love you Leyla , I know you’re strong ! We’re here for you no matter what.
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
love you 💕
@tahminaa_awais63646 жыл бұрын
inspired inspired inspired touch me sooo bad but iloveu keep going u can do it x I know u have inspired more than 1 person today god with us with u he will never put us through something we cant handle just remember it makes us stronger not weaker xx stay blessed stay happy been watching u for soo long nd from today I belive every smile can hide a lot but we just need to work together stay positive sooo proud of u
@nadiaboudfel47166 жыл бұрын
I love you and you’re not alone , we are all here for you , for us 😘😘💖
@mariaalmaguer12446 жыл бұрын
We all love you Leyla, and we will be here to support you ❤❤
@Cheecheeee6 жыл бұрын
Sending you love hugs and comfort babe 💕
@sumt93956 жыл бұрын
Life is a continuous process of learning.. Just know everyone has a past.. life is full of ups and downs... we learn and become stronger.. let’s support each other to do and feel good ❤️❤️ I really love you leyla❤️
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
YES, loving one another is truly the key x
@maryamgaser8394 жыл бұрын
Babeee don't cry u are my fav KZbinr and I always want to see u Happy seeing u sad makes me sad too just cheer up and everything will change I also have alot of problems but I try to stay strong as I could crying is fine and it's makes u feel better but we should also stay strong ❣️❣️❣️💞🥀🌺🥀🌺💞🌹❣️🌺🦋🥀🥺❤️🥺🦋❣️⚡🌍💜💜💙💘🦄🌜🕊️🖤💘🖤🖤❣️🥀✨🌹
@shutteredhearts11636 жыл бұрын
I feel like maybe this industry isn’t a good place for you anymore, it’s so difficult to watch. I myself have had a really hard year mentally, I’m in a job that I hate but have no choice but to go to, I have no prospects job wise. I’m in my late 20’s and still live at home, I keep being let down by others and abused by people in my search for love. I feel like people like us will always struggle and will never fully be at peace. Xx
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
honesty, i sometimes question that too! i know that no matter what i'm in the place I am for a reason, and i believe God can use it for good.. so for as long as i'm here, i'm gonna fight and spread as much love until it is time to move on 💕 i truly pray you find peace and are led to new beginnings in your life x
@edenkristina75316 жыл бұрын
Emma Louise I agree ❤
@guerreravelez24586 жыл бұрын
Emma Louise unsolicited advice is totally unnecessary and only throws more stress to the mix. Back off. She shouldn’t have to give up what she loves over outside pressure and opinion. Re-Lax.
@kym.etherington6 жыл бұрын
Emma thst is awful to here,your amazing no matter what path you're on,I pray you have peace and love and find peace!❤️
@gondolin126 жыл бұрын
she somehow reminds me of charlieissocoollike. he has issues and he’s struggling with them so doing it in private may help more. I don’t know. everyone has their own way. so maybe social media works for her.
@fcbarcafemeni71316 жыл бұрын
You pray that we find peace. Give yourself some. Take time off, have some quality time in prayer. There's no need in hurting yourself just for us. It takes a toll negatively. If you need time off, take it. We'll wait. You need to get yourself together, however long it takes. You have two and a half months left this year. Use you time wisely. Love your hair BTW
@thecrengberries6 жыл бұрын
I can feel your pain Leyla. Just be strong girl, we love you ❤
@Febstah6136 жыл бұрын
I love you ... this moved me to tears - I have so much anxiety too every freaking day and hearing you speak so strongly is making me feel less scared
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
love you 💕 i am so proud of you for pushing through. you don't realise how strong you truly are 💕
@crispyesi6 жыл бұрын
You’re not alone in this Leyla❤️❤️Lov U
@leeluutells6 жыл бұрын
Sending you so so much love Leyla! Always here for you!
@ShannanRose6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for making this video, I have a channel definitely not big but I still feel like I let my viewers down when I don't post. But my mental health has really took a toll on me this year.. I struggled with mental illnesses anyway but I've had a bad year from being in an abusive relationship to Leaving it and then seeing one of my ex's again and I honestly thought I was in love but after finding out I was pregnant he left & doing everything on my own has been the hardest thing 💖 Seeing my baby on the scan made everything worth it 🙈 but being real it doesn't make anything easier. Welldone lovely for picking up the camera and filming, it's all I want to do but I just can't quite bring myself to yet 💖 Stay strong lovely much love x
@lys23205 жыл бұрын
I watched this video a year ago and now I’m feeling at my lowest and thought that maybe this would give me help. To whoever is here now and feels pain, I hope God heal your pain and help you.
@nabeelamohammed98436 жыл бұрын
I know you’re strong! Your so beautiful 😍
@nadjacee11376 жыл бұрын
❤️ You will get through this.
@zoetomkins16536 жыл бұрын
leyla rose, you are so amazing girl xxx thank you
@nicoleto-6 жыл бұрын
Thank God for everything He has gotten me through, everything that happened/s in life, He will be there for us.
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
AMEN 💕
@taraparker18906 жыл бұрын
You are sharing hope Leyla❤️
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
💕 💕
@yvonnesolanzo37066 жыл бұрын
I can relate 100% to every single feeling ... we have no other but to be strong ❤️
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
keep going, i'm so proud of you 💕
@mccloviaturtle19066 жыл бұрын
I love you and your videos thank you for being so open 💕
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
thank you so much for being here, love you x
@charmsssssss6 жыл бұрын
My sister in Christ! My heart goes out to you I wish I could fly to London to hug you and keep you company and to tell you this in person. I myself struggle everyone does but knowing God who is the strongest and most powerful of all things need to continuously remember that that person is right there! Next to us we may not see him but I pray that you could feel him. They say seeing is believing but believing is SEEING! This anxiety issue that you have is not of God it is the enemies work to keep you from getting closer to him! The more we get closer to God the MORE the enemy is working hard to use everything that you have to pull you away from him! To not think about God when we should be thanking God for both our wins and losses! That no matter what know and believe in you’re heart he is there for you to lean on . “The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”” Deuteronomy 31:8 NIV bible.com/111/deu.31.8.niv REBUKE THE ENEMY IN THE NAME OF JESUS! CLAIM HAPPINESS AND CONTENTMENT IN THE NAME OF JESUS! Don’t ask God to give you MORE. Ask God to work with what YOU HAVE that it can be more! Let’s be thankful of the little things and never take anything for granted for our time here on earth is only borrowed. I pray nothing but love and peace in your heart and mind my sister in the name of the father the son and the Holy Spirit in Jesus name, AMEN!!!!🙏
@tanyameyer25636 жыл бұрын
i love you girl, stay strong. 💕💡
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
love you 💕
@x2une1326 жыл бұрын
😩 I feel you
@SelmaaC6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for opening up to us Leyla, you're such a lovely person. I definitely think that social media is ruining the mental health of most people, because it makes you constantly compare yourself to others and see yourself through other people's eyes, because everything you put out there gets a reaction from others. When "normal" people can feel like this, I can only imagine how much harder it must be for an influencer to put things out there on a regular basis. I hope you feel better soon Leyla, if there is anything I can do or you need a person to talk to, I am here for you although I know it sounds very stupid that a stranger tells you this, but I just wanted you to know this anyway
@MsSimplyme036 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way like I feel I’m not getting any where days and months passed and you feel like that. Is hard but we will get through this. I some times cry out of no where but I know why I am crying, is just too much sometimes. I feel the same way I can relate to what your saying. 💖
@anousshkaa6 жыл бұрын
Hun, thank you so much for sharing. My family and I lost our Lily recently due to cancer and we’ve had her for almost 14 years. Like you said, through all your tough times, they are just always there with their innocent souls giving you just unconditional love and living without that is so harddd! Coming to terms with that is so difficult. Its been tough honestly. The fact you are making this video and talking about your struggles show how much of a strong person you are. You’re helping so many just by talking about how you feel because so many may relate. I did, and it’s nice to know you’re not alone. I know you will get through this, you’re such a lovely person and you deserve only true happiness💕
@belmahadzimusic42316 жыл бұрын
Please, do not worry about what your "future self" will think about what is going on right now... that girl will still be YOU and YOU will understand your past self and hopefully realise why all of that had to happen in order for you to get somewhere else, somewhere better... and please, consult a professional, a psychologist, at least give it a shot, you don't need, have to or want to go through this fighting by yourself ❤️ MUCH LOVE! ❤️
@melinasvlogs63875 жыл бұрын
i can relate and this really helped me
@SoniaRossi726 жыл бұрын
My anxiety disorders (social phobia, agoraphobia - fear of getting panic attacks when out alone which I do, GAD and depression is crippling. It has ruined my childhood and adult life. And the future alone scares me every day. Made worse by the passing of my mum nearly 4 yrs ago (I always worried about my mum dying even as a kid making me ill even then) and now my grandmother being terminally ill too. And worrying too about when my dad will no longer be around. How I will cope, alone, useless, with my anxieties etc... This kills me everyday. I cry ALOT. I am crying now as it goes lol. Writing this. So I know exactly what you are going through hun xx
@xhezeleyesx6 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry to hear all that :( i wish i could give u the biggest hug ever
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to hear all that you are going through, i am praying that you find strength and peace as dark as the years before have been, i KNOW there are years of joy ahead of you. please never stop fighting, i'm so proud of you x
@SoniaRossi726 жыл бұрын
@@xhezeleyesx Aww thank you sweetheart xx
@SoniaRossi726 жыл бұрын
@@leylarose. I really hope so Leyla 😊. Thank you bella. That's why I love your channel. Makes me forget my worries and puts me in a different frame of mind and when you do speak of mental illness you understand. I admire the things you do in your vlogs etc... I really do. And I have always thought that you are much stronger than you actually think. I have always seen that. You're the best hun!! 😀..Thanks for replying. Take care bella 😘 xx
@theresag.41886 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how that would feel. I say reach out to family and friends. Or join a support group in person or online. Having at least one person understand you or you can talk to may help. We're all here for you sending you posivie vibes and prayers. 💗💗💗🙏
@nonnie95sanchez6 жыл бұрын
Jesus my friend. He can get you through any season. Prayers 🙏🏼 for strength, And know the more u get involved in the world the more your going to fill empty. Try to Just let go and let God take over. It took everything for me , but it took my depression, suicidal thoughts and self doubt away. And You are what God says you are -Fearfully and wonderfully Made, talented , worthy , capable , beautiful, You shine and God is obsessed with his children and looks at them in aweee because he loves you soo much. God keeps every promise , Let him take over ❤️ he promises us a better path then what the world can give us . Love you !!!
@xhezeleyesx6 жыл бұрын
i love this video and all the lovely comments 💖💖💖💖
@HanaRoxanne6 жыл бұрын
Leyla, I love you so much. I have been watching you for years and you inspire me to be a creator. I aspire to have the platform/audience reach and I hope that you are able to rest and recover from this. You are so strong💖
@ummlykeno6 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@newmissy98106 жыл бұрын
I just have one thing to say..PRAY and PRAY and PRAY persistently.. God listen to prayers..God is the healer of all diseases and anxiety is not a problem to Him..Once you have a personal relationship with God,your problem will be easy coz in case of any downfall or pain, you will remember you have Him,and this will give you hope for better tomorrow..have been there and trust me,only God is the solution.. I pray that all those who have problems to be blessed and lifted to see that God is with us always.. I love you all
@3hanaah6 жыл бұрын
Stay strong ily
@SweetMoon876 жыл бұрын
All this vulnerability and honesty...I needed this today Leyla. So, thank you. And you can do this. We can do this ❤️
@hollyannabxl15116 жыл бұрын
I couldn’t have watched this at a better time tbh, thank you
@noradelacruz66596 жыл бұрын
Putting this out here does not make you vulnerable! It shows strength, not one person likes to open up to complete strángers, something that you are doing Leyla! We must always keep praying, God is always listening, he is always there to help us. Keep your head up, you motivate me in a way i can't explaine. P.s. I watch you all the way from Mexico!!!! Love you!
@eatpraylove46986 жыл бұрын
So many of us are watching this video and relating so I know it may have been hard for you but just know that I appreciate this video and you opening up about it. Also I don’t believe in coincidences either so again, thank you🙌🏼
@theresag.41886 жыл бұрын
I say take some time for yourself. Heal. Maybe talk to a therapist to work through your feelings. We can be are own worst enemy. I really hope your year turns around and you find your way! 🙏💕💕💕💕💕 maybe focus on other interests while you take a break from being in front of the camera.
@larareynolds56756 жыл бұрын
This video really moved me, I’m really going through a tough time atm, and I feel like I can’t quite get anywhere I want to be or achieve what I need, I’m in such a rut, and I fell like I’m stuck in a hole and I just can’t quite get out, I really hope I can get out of this and you have really inspired me to try ❤️ love you x
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
keep trying beautiful, and never stop. you've GOT this. so proud of you x
@cruyffway69734 жыл бұрын
Im back after just over a year but, I'm worse off than I was. Help is readily available but, part of me just doesn't want to get better. I hope you're doing well though.
@freijabeijne89586 жыл бұрын
I no the feeling, you Will get throw it! I think that maybe it can help to try stop butting so much pressure on yourself. I know this is easier sad than done. Also what helpt me a lot was watching to Isabelvpalacios. Maybe it Will also work for you. Hope you Will feel beter soon! 🌹🌸🌹🌸
@hattiehassan27336 жыл бұрын
Love you so much , my heart was feeling your pain , but l know your faith guides the path that shines the way you are always in our prayers, love you so much sweetheart, xxx
@georgemwakio83436 жыл бұрын
Let’s pray to god
@riel.20036 жыл бұрын
To anyone reading this: You are so important. You are loved, cared for and such an amazing human being. Whether you believe in God or not, he loves you and will never stop loving you no matter what. You are not what you've done. Everyone makes mistakes and that's okay. It's okay to not be okay. Though i don't know what you're going through, i know that you are strong. Depression and anxiety doesn't define you. I know everything might seem like it's all falling apart and nothing will ever get better but i swear it will get better. It takes time. I personally have been going through stuff lately and it's so hard. It's hard to stay strong. But God will be walking by your side the whole way. You'll be okay. Take and step back and breathe. I honestly would like you to comment something you want me to pray about (obviously only if you want to) Please just know that you're not alone and people do care. 1 Peter 5:6-7 6 Humble yourselves, therefore, under God’s mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time. 7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
@tinybear68236 жыл бұрын
i needed this. rn im going thru shit tht took so much of myself frm me in such a short amount of time and for a few days ive just been putting up a front for others and try to be okay but ive come to realise that vulnerability is a strength and i had to come to terms with the fact that i wasnt okay. i confronted my problems head on and that has been such a big comfort and relief to me. i just pray that frm now on ill try my hardest to be genuinely happy and rise above the difficulties. ily leyla and i hope tht anyone who feels like the entire world is against u and it gets suffocating tht u have the courage and strength to collect the pieces agn and feel aright agn :-)
@marinar26336 жыл бұрын
this video really makes me cry.. I know exactly how you feel about your anxiety because I have panic attacks since I was in school and it is so hard to control your thoughts.. the only thing that could make you stronger is to believe in yourself.. I hope everything will be fine,you are not alone ❤
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
you are so so strong, i'm proud of you 💕
@marinar26336 жыл бұрын
That Leyla Life and guess what... I'm a Corinthian! 😄
@ciannarailittlefair4076 жыл бұрын
Love you leyla! I've been to hell and back and every morning I wake up and tell my self the same thing today I'm gunna push through. Sometimes the voices in my head arnt hidden in the back it took me many years to learn to cope and now it's the next step of improving myself, you should feel so proud of Ur self not just for what you do but who you are as a human .. thank you for this video xxxx
@leylarose.6 жыл бұрын
you are such a fighter for pushing through this, as hard as it seems there is light to come i just know it 💕
@ciannarailittlefair4076 жыл бұрын
@@leylarose. if only u knew, I'm not as brave as you to post it on here but what I will say there is not alot left that will shock me, but I did it came through the other side and now everyday work on how I can better myself.. especially as I have a little girl who looks up to me xxx
@jellym95576 жыл бұрын
This video was so unexpected. You are not alone. Some days I can go shopping with my mom and feel good and other days I can’t even get myself to brush my teeth. As a lost/anxiety filled 22 year old alone in bed, thank you for talking about this. I will send prayers your way 🖤
@Djk25786 жыл бұрын
Leyla, this video spoke right to me. God definitely used you to make this video, when you were talking about rising above... That was God. The last year has been so hard for me and I related to what you said about how the people around you don't know about this because I make it seem like I'm fine to everyone around me when really I'm silently battling guilt and anxiety. I don't understand why I am the way I am, the relationship I'm trying to build with Jesus is helping me understand this but I know I'm not there yet. I'm currently living out of two suitcases at my dad's house on his couch. I'm trying to find a job but nothing has come up in my favor. I'm just struggling and if you're reading this I would ask with great gratitude if you can pray for peace in my heart and for new doors to open to me. If you're going through anything please comment on this post and i'll pray for whatever you need. I believe in the power of prayer. WE CAN receive peace through Jesus Christ. Leyla, thank you so much for posting this.. I mean this from my soul. I love you and will be praying for you !!! much love -kelly
@louiseranson66826 жыл бұрын
Hey Leyla, getting out of bed and dressed is a massive achievement when you know you have to fight with your own mind after that! Proud of you, you’re doing great!