we're all stupid and boring

[@stellaalbine3912]

"it's not like i hate myself, i just don't know who i am" i so wonderfully heartbreakingly honest and true

[@saramartins95]

we all felt that

[@cuminthenameofpiss]

@@saramartins95 escapists all of us are

[@jackiereyes8573]

I understand that feeling. Except that I've been feeling like that for the past 3.5 years

[@starrysar]

felt that way my whole life lol

[@41563]

yeah I felt that

[@juliasevero480]

it’s like that thing with the bus: when you want a bus, there’s no bus, but when you *do* want a bus there’s-

[@jessica-mh3os]

This happens to me every day and it's almost infuriating

[@blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

There's - someone to mug you on it

[@GaaraIsMine4Ever]

BUSES EVERYWHERE!!!!😂😭

[@imid3440]

bless him

[@pipersolanas3322]

Listen to No buses by Arctic Monkeys

[@KickThePj]

great video bert. big kisses

[@BertieGilbert1]

F

[@inannad_zi2266]

@@BertieGilbert1 hey im from morocco i just want to tell u that u have a beautiful smile

[@user-sv5kt8qz3v]

@@BertieGilbert1 u

[@fatemazamanbegum7534]

This reminds me of the film Barbie as the island princess. There’s a part where her elephant (yes her elephant) is distressed because she thinks Barbie is going to forget about her when she goes off with the prince. Then Barbie sings to the elephant about there always being more love inside of you. *Moral of the story, any time your going through a crisis , indulge in some barbie elephant existentialism.*

[@BertieGilbert1]

Fatema Begum Zaman that’s beautiful. if barbie can share, so can i

[@iz202]

God I love that film and this comment

[@trptace]

I thought the same thing while I was watching 😂

[@laurenmclachlan]

That was my favourite film growing up wow

[@Bren-I-oop]

Sorry for being dumb but did she basically just tell her elephant “girl just love yourself, queen” as in just move on and get your own life? Which is good advice but still so brutal lmao

[@blckpnkism]

"i become intensely passionate about specific things for a brief period of time and then i move on" i haven never related so much to bertie than with that statement

[@kaijuno]

Lou Shipp I do the same thing. Recently, I learned that it’s something called hyperfixation. If you’re curious, I felt like I understood myself a little better after researching it, so maybe you will too.

[@dxyn8695]

kaijuno damn ive done this for a long time and never knew this was a thing.. thanks a lot

[@kaijuno]

Dxyn all good! I’m glad you learned something new

[@ВалерияСтрыгина-э4щ]

@@dxyn8695 thanks a lot! +5 for ur karma :)

[@danielawoke1550]

Wow

[@rayk4651]

Bertie be like: lemme just build a lego thanos in an abandoned ass building

[@BertieGilbert1]

exactly

[@jade728]

What’s an ass building

[@nefos8531]

@@jade728 school

[@charliefaulkner1402]

your ability to articulate things that ruminate constantly in my brain always brings me such comfort

[@BertieGilbert1]

a very lovely comment, thank you

[@MrWrathkun]

Put ruminate in there for no reason just to feel deep and smart

[@BethLaraTMB]

Even though this was a really lulling talk, you kept my attention so well with all the cuts and swaps. Never directly addressing the problem but explaining it so vividly. Beautiful

[@BertieGilbert1]

Bethany Lara so glad you liked it! was nervous that this stream of consciousness, very loose approach would end up feeling pointless/a little meandering

[@BethLaraTMB]

@@BertieGilbert1 (didn't get a notif about this reply so apologies for the lateness 😄 far too polite) sometime that can be the best thing though! It's a lot easier to connect with for some people and also, if something doesn't make sense on a basic level, it allows people to digest it in an alternative way that will fit their own narrative so it can find people in a way you never thought! I love pointless stuff 😊

[@999aki]

I don’t know if this is helpful but when I was 21 I didn’t know who I was, when I was 25 I thought I knew who I was, then I turned 27 and found out that was wrong - when I’m 30 I’ll probably cringe compassionately at the person I think I am now. Guess I’m just trying to say it’s never too late to find out / decide who you are- and if you don’t like yourself now, the good news is that change is painful and if you’re going through something painful/uncomfortable you’re probably in the process of changing / going through something that will make you change. Idk man, this made sense in my head. Please keep searching, expressing, going for it. don’t give up. your best days are ahead of you. we care about you. Stop murdering obi wan. Stay safe

[@MrCrowebobby]

Someone once told a friend of mine, after meeting me many times: "I like Bob, but every time I meet him he's a different person."

[@PastelGrace26]

thank you random dude from the internet

[@JeSSiMKah]

This was helpful, I'm 27 and lost.

[@theredcoffeemaker]

Thank you, this helped me a lot. I've always been lost and didn't know who I am and looking back at my past selves I always cringe as you said because i changed so much. It's like I'm in a constant midlife crisis xD

[@lilyjubilee6596]

Thanks bro. This helps. I wrote it in my journal ❤️❤️

[@boredpanda1]

Still stuck on how your two "FRIENDS" knew you were gonna get mugged and did nothing to help you?????

[@BertieGilbert1]

i had my mum pick me up from the bus stop for months after that, thanks JOE and HUGO (that was their names)

[@boredpanda1]

@@BertieGilbert1 i bet the bus stop lady was in on it too

[@yamile411]

@@HugoDockingDocs 😂😑

[@imcherbitch943]

Notice how he says ‘was’ their names..🧐🤔 sounds like a double revenge murder to me Bertie. A murder on the double decker express if you will x

[@fruski]

i was talking about this with my therapist last week. lately i feel like i'm not myself because i have a lot of walls up. i'm very private about the kind of things i enjoy. like my music taste, my taste in films, even though it feels really cathartic to meet people who like the same things as me, i keep it to myself most of the time. but i feel like i do have a tendency to let my interests shape my ENTIRE personality, like other things invent me rather than i invent myself, you know? but i don't really know where to start to build my own personality lol. BIG QUESTIONS! it feels nice to not feel alone though. i've been following you since your ol' vlog days (lol) and even though i'm kind of a 'silent' viewer, it feels really comforting that someone i've been following a long time feels the same kinda way as me. thank u for everything x

[@cloudcity9672]

I relate to this so much, especially about keeping my interests private. And sometimes i think if I'm not good enough at a hobby of mine, I let it define who I am which is really bad especially since these are the things that are supposed to bring me joy, I think these videos are helping me reflect how I see myself haha

[@myamygdala7]

freya f-e “other things invent me rather than I invent myself” whew I felt that so much. I’ve never heard it worded like that and I really really related. But sometimes I also wonder, isn’t that what happens with everyone? We’re all shaped by our encounters with other people and our different environments and experiences in life, so in many ways I feel like we’re all amalgamations of those different things. Sometimes I feel like what we’d call our “personality” is consisted by the elements that constitute our “self” down to its very core, and that is shaped and expanded upon through all the things we experience throughout our lives, like music we listen to, movies we watch that stay with us, other people in our lives... those things do influence us a lot of the time and some of them shape our personality but that doesn’t mean it’s not “our own” personality. After all, our unique personality is what determines which experiences will influence us, and which will not play a significant part our story. Sorry for the long text. Much love 🤍

[@SamPhoenixKnight]

I don't know if it's really possible to completely invent yourself. It sounds like a lot of pressure though. Maybe there's no amount of self-reflection or soul searching that can accurately show us the people we'll want to be tomorrow. Maybe the best we can hope to do is to honor the people we feel like today. Or maybe we are all destined to be something specific and if we don't find that thing, we'll die unfulfilled.

[@Eduardo-sz9bp]

I've heard a lot of autistic/aspie ppl describing smth similar to wht u guys are tlkng abt here

[@Udontkno7]

But isn't that how a personality is made? Your experiences, likes and dislikes kinda make who you are.

[@MartinHayfield]

The lady who didn’t let you borrow her phone feels like she should belong in a comedy sketch show. Absolutely hilarious.

[@BertieGilbert1]

NO REMORSE

[@hellotwat]

@@BertieGilbert1 you coulda learnt a thing or two from her >..

[@CyberCreeper22]

wowie look at bertie back at it again with another relatable existential crysys masterpiece of a video... feel ya bud

[@BertieGilbert1]

i really should just calm down

[@CyberCreeper22]

nahnahnahnah you should keep going... I mean how else are you gonna get that emotional honnesty

[@srishtis6209]

I know he's talking about a bunch of random things but his thoughts seem so organised(?) I don't know I've always envied that about Bertie My analogy for this was how sometimes you just really can't figure out your music taste and you go through all your playlists but none of the songs feel enjoyable anymore like "I'm only listening to this because I liked it in the past. I don't actually like this now. What do I like right now? What is my music taste like? I don't know. I won't know till I find the next song/band that I fall in love with.."

[@raahimas2776]

Srishti Sinha bloody hell thats my entire taste in music summed up

[@PastelGrace26]

it could be because you're going through a phase where music just doesn't cut it. it'll come back if you want it to . roll with it my man, i'm sure it's the universe letting you know there's other things out there for you to discover x

[@hannahburden4843]

Ok but that obsessiveness for brief periods of time over random things is something I can really relate to! To the point of where I can track my life three what game/movie/tv show/band/celebrity I was obsessed with. And no one I know seems to have it as obsessively as I do...

[@RoLaarr]

i used to cope with things by immersing myself in different hobbies or peices of media for brief but intense periods of time and trying to make that "thing" into my personality for a while im getting a bit better at just liking things casually but everytime something goes wrong in my life i seem to just cling to things and ideas and try to become them for a while to escape so i guess what im saying is i get it? lol sorry for the unnecessary paragraph but im pretty tired so ive got no filter

[@dottymathie4612]

it’s bad iwhen you meat a new friend and that thing your obsessed with is a huge part of your personality and they just don’t get that it changes and ‘don’t recongnise ,’ the new you or whatever

[@dabo777]

Hannah Burden believe me.. we dont know each other... but i do

[@stardusttodust25]

Oh yeah same😂

[@abigailm4717]

@@RoLaarr i do that more than i like to admit... rn its w star wars LMAO

[@z9elka]

I'm glad you and Sav are still on KZbin. I really appreciate this sort of content.

[@BertieGilbert1]

we need to feed our cat

[@arispacetimeanduniverse8174]

@@BertieGilbert1 and feed us

[@melissamagg5426]

Thank you, this is beautifully honest. I feel like as a young adult I am constantly in a state of fear ( although, as you mentioned, that is not to say there aren't things which bring me happiness); more specifically a fear of wasting time and not living life to the best of my ability. Which ironically stops me from living all together as I get too obsessed with what a good use of time qualifies as. I feel guilty when I don't achieve anything in a day and can't comfortably sit and do nothing. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else feels this?

[@BertieGilbert1]

Melissa Magg can 100% relate. i think it’s important to try and nurture a healthy relationship with the idea of success. collaborate with the universe, don’t let arbitrary things completely dictate your happiness

[@melissamagg5426]

@@BertieGilbert1 thanks for taking the time to answer xx Yes I agree, this need for success is a constant stress, especially when studying Fine art ahhh. I guess it is easy to be self-deprecating when creating, so I'll work on improving my relationship with the idea before I go insane :) I love your work and look forward to seeing future projects x

[@anne-laure6341]

So relatable! Let's hope we'll find a way to carry on, despite questions unanswered! Take care :)

[@lucysmith1507]

That's exactly how i feel, my anxiety is awful at the minute because of it and I particularly struggled today. I'm obviously not glad that you feel like this but it's comforting to know I'm not the only one. Let's keep going x

[@melissamagg5426]

Anne-Laure

[@dancetx]

"It's not like I hate myself, I just don't know who I am" That hits deep. You can't hate a person if you don't know who they are. Maybe we distract ourelves because getting to know ourselves bring a possibility that we are people that we hate.

[@jasommen]

i just clicked on this but i can confirm that the title is correct

[@milo-tr5ge]

why is this an all encompassing expose on my entire personality

[@raventrunite6459]

milo i actually felt so attacked. the obsession thing (drag race bionicles and the democratic primary ?? how dare you??) the lame torment joke..the lego suicide ?? i feel exposed

[@LaytonObserves]

We're all stupid and boring? Not me, bro. I'm built different 😤

[@BertieGilbert1]

YES, NICE

[@lzeph]

@LaytonChronicles You most certainly are, and your channel shows it. I've subscribed. Glad to have found you. =-)

[@eeveedoll]

re: a deteriorating sense of self - today I had the thought that I've been approaching the question of "who am I?" from the wrong direction. I've been coming at it like this is something I have to uncover, as though there's an intrinsic me I haven't yet figured out, and once I do find that person I'll be happier/complete/etc. but now I'm thinking that it would be better to ask, do I like the person I am now? and, if not, who do I want to be? ... which is still horrifically daunting. I've got no clue how to answer that. (does anybody?) nor do I feel like I've got anything to say to anyone. so I guess we're in this together. like, do I just chase the things I enjoy and hope that leads somewhere? do I try to force it? anyway I liked your story about getting mugged. it was an awful thing but you certainly have a knack for storytelling. good luck pal

[@PastelGrace26]

i feel like we could have a long conversation. this is how my mind works, like, all the time.

[@neilronan444]

the intensely liking things for a period of time really reminds me of special interests, they're interests autistic people (like myself) get and can get super excited over & can go on about for hours, sometimes it's one interest forever but for me i have different things at different times. they can heavily define periods in my life, like in my memory some things are during the hunger games era and others are during the snail era. (thought u might find this interesting (: )

[@elitsagospodinova7241]

I can relate to this to some extent, although I am not autistic. I can timeline my life using all my interests and obsessions. I could be so distracting, honestly. I have this problem: Often I have to work on a particular project, as I study at university, and I simply cannot focus on my task, because I am thinking about my current interest, practically daydreaming and thinking about how my life could change if I made that area or hobby my main thing. The good thing is that I still am very interested in my field of study and I try to treat it as a constant obsession, taking different branches of it as a "current topic". I study Architecture so I sometimes get obsessed with Photoshop or Illustrator and spend tons of time on KZbin learning some tricks, or I would watch history of architecture documentaries, or just sketch some stuff, or make my own research about different materials or even architects. It gets really hard however, when I watch all seasons of Masterchef or other cooking shows and then cook for every meal of the day or read about Ancient Egypt or decide to watch all films in which Tilda Swinton has participated, or watch Video Analysis on paintings and artists, films, and all sorts of stuff which has nothing to do with architecture. I have been trying to pick up a new language for a few years now unsuccessfully, for this same reason. I just never continue. Something else comes and occupies my mind. I really have to work hard to bring myself back to architecture sometimes, because in life you have to be persistent about your "thing" in order to become good in it and build a name for yourself. It brings me so much anxiety. I often think that nothing would come out of me, when I try to speak to my mother about my interests, she says that I am filling my head with nonesense. I can personally justify this occurence with my form of education (at school we used to learn all subjects, from Literature and Philosophy, to Advanced Mathematics, Programming and Chemistry) and the Internet which is constantly feeding us with endless quantities of information. I find it really overwhelming...

[@georgiaradz]

I left uni in June and honestly have just felt so hopelessly lost ever since, not sure what I want to do or who I am, don't have enough money to have a place of my own, kinda feel like I'm floating through life, not unhappy like you said but just not really anything 🤷‍♀️ hits deep huh

[@basketcarnie]

girl, you have done it again. constantly raising the bar for us all, and doing it flawlessly

[@robertdowns3638]

it's ok it's alright to be stupid and boring.. in one's self, that is probably ones most true self anyway, and if people are not nice to you, then they have no sense of humour to be stupid and boring with you, Find people hom love you as you are and leave the rest. I'm lost too.. I feel the same, and your message is thought provoking, in a funny good way, helpful.

[@nayyira2108]

i was just stress baking and then had a mini breakdown bc i couldn't find any chocolate chips and then i opened youtube and watched this and,,,,,,,,,,yes

[@allyson--]

may you one day find chocolate chips again x

[@AnnaTalks-videos]

I’m so late to the party but I really, really loved this. I wish more people did stream-of-consciousness videos. It was strangely cathartic to watch, but also brilliantly funny

[@superultragiggachigga]

I agree. I keep coming back to this channel, despite it not being super active. I can’t find any other KZbinrs who have content like this.

[@jc5677]

This was so interesting to watch, mostly because it’s how I talk so it was weird seeing it in someone else but also I love the shots you got it’s all so aesthetically pleasing :)

[@Mo-me7mq]

Bro ur making me have an existential crisis

[@kateeastland3328]

My college went online because of the corona virus so we all have to move out and I’m the last of my roommates to leave so my room is very empty and depressing to look at. Feeling a bit sad BUT your videos cheer me up immensely!!!! Very thankful for all you put into the world!!!!!!

[@BertieGilbert1]

happy to help! hope to continue to do so for years to come x

[@dylancastrillo2793]

that’s literally me right now all of my roommates left this morning and i just finished packing all day

[@NastyaTimens]

I have this thing with the Olympics like I was watching ceremonies and competitions non-stop for the past week.

[@BertieGilbert1]

coertendre that’s kinda similar to when i was obsessed with drag race! i found the competition aspect really interesting. stats make sense, stats can’t hurt you

[@alyssalynursal3869]

First video I’ve seen of yours and I specifically love the color, the music, and the editing.

[@cryingeyebrows2773]

"Do you remember furbies" Me positioning my long furby so I can clean: no

[@maxscene7]

I... love how soothing this is, the way you shot it, the way your voice sounded, and the general atmosphere. Its languid and slow paced, until you realize that what you're hearing is your truth as well, and suddenly it becomes like a trap that makes me think more and more and more. It's like you present these ideas and I'm like, oh cool. And then, Oh shit. Its me, thats me, thats what im at right now and i dont know how to get out of it. and its scary and shit but watching you reminisce about childhood toys-- with cuts from old commercials-- its like youre looking at the past and youre trying to find yourself in those past memories, because thats when you're most sure of yourself, and of your 'self'?

[@RoflMick]

I find it very special when at a certain time of our existence, one of the very cautiously picked humans I'm subscribed to feels exactly the same as I do. Right now, it just so happens to be you, Bertie.

[@megan1169]

There is no "true self" so trying to define who you are is ultimately pointless lmao. Accepting this helps I think. Great video (:

[@cymonescurio]

Megan agreed, people think you “find” yourself but really you create yourself.

[@aleisa3907]

i literally have no clue wtf im supposed to do with my life. i just know that i want nobody to know who i am.

[@BertieGilbert1]

Ale Isa fair enough

[@Archonsx]

Who cares , just do stuff

[@tofolcano9639]

There's so much freedom in that

[@Noname-rq1hr]

tofol cano I find that freedom paralyzing

[@aleisa3907]

i didnt expect this to have so many likes guys its not that deep im just afraid of social media and of being known.

[@xoxogossipgoat21]

Ahhh lovely. It’s 8am on Sunday in Australia so this is fab timing thanks Bertie

[@BertieGilbert1]

wonderful news

[@aayushisanadhya2536]

My problem is that I'm interested in a lot of thing people in my country aren't really into and aren't really part of our culture, so I never show these things that are such a huge part of me. It feels like my friends don't really like me because they only like the part of me they see, which is pretty small. I also have the thing where I define myself by the thing I'm into at the moment. Minecraft, several different book series, and now quite a few musicals make up the "eras" in my life. I don't know who I am either or if I'm even a good person. Do I like myself? How do you like someone you don't know? My feelings are constantly shifting and every day, hell, every minute I'm a different person. I think the thing that's helped me the most is this quote from the book Dear Evan Hansen: "The me I am is not the me I was. Just like the me I am is not the me I will be. Those versions of myself I can't change or predict. I'm not even sure I have much influence over the present me. But it's all I've got. I probably shouldn't fight it." That's the only thing I've heard that's made me feel like to myself, I'm a bearable person.

[@solunnne]

I can relate to the first part.

[@capir0te]

All men in their 20's have an inevitable rekindling with bionicles

[@slow_worm__1366]

I don't know who you are or what I just watched or what compelled me to do so but it's been wonderful and nice

[@kolehester4027]

Slow_worm __ ditto

[@josheberhardt4030]

I'm going through an existential episode at the moment of typing this and I never watched this channel before but this was perfect and it both perpetuated those feelings I'm experiencing but also in that way made me feel less alone so thanks this has helped immensely you've earned a subscribe thank you for making something pointless yet meaningful

[@thecomment9092]

This video is my spirit animal when it’s 2am and I’ve forgot how to love things

[@InterStellah]

Why nobody told me Evan McGregor and Kurt Cobain had a son?

[@Howi.]

This popped up on my recommended and I am forever grateful.

[@racheld2049]

your videos have such a beautiful raw honesty to them, it's very freeing, so thank you

[@yeehaw12]

I’ve felt this way for a long time. It was so sad but so strangely comforting to hear another person express they feel that same way. Thanks for all you do, Bert💛

[@ellamck8982]

ur videos always have a very swag vibe

[@BertieGilbert1]

this comment took me back to 2013

[@spiltbeans8104]

I love these types of videos. KZbin needs more of this stuff. I’ve thought a lot about this stuff myself and I just want to thank u for presenting this in the way that u did.

[@warlenys]

you should review and rank all the doctors from doctor who

[@BertieGilbert1]

hate them all. all sinners

[@RobTFilms]

@@BertieGilbert1 YOU CALL YOURSELF BRITISH MY DUDE

[@Wonderland_Homestead]

So glad to rediscover you at this existentially trying time.

[@auroralong5437]

Ok this is one of the coolest youtube videos I've ever seen, legitimately. Really well put together, engaging and beautifully shot! New Subscriber

[@GoreSpattered]

the weird panicked nostalgia vibe to this video is very relateable considering when it was made im currently trying to simultaneously forget that feeling and remember it again, since last year really almost feels like it doesn't exist

[@idkoof2619]

ok why is no one talking about how stunning and pleasing the colors on the videos are

[@THEEMZY1425]

i wish i remembered your old videos clearly. i only remember how they looked and how they made me feel warm lol. when i say old videos i mean 2012/13 i think ? then your short films came along and i loved them as well. this is kind of a pointless comment but just know, i’ve been here for a while and still enjoy it all.

[@husseinatetti-balogun1240]

i havent watched your videos in like 7 years.. i moved countries, continents, started uni... and u literally just brought back my childhood memories. i missed u, oddly enough, without knowing it,

[@lisagehrig7023]

Until half the video I thought this was leading to a greater conclusion. Then I realised it wasn't. And that's cool.

[@dakotaj-l9769]

I completely relate to becoming absolutely obsessed with a certain thing for a short period of time before moving on, and of not really knowing who I am. At this point, I've kinda just embraced the floatiness and decided to just have fun:)

[@B_B_]

title incorrect, this was very interesting and not stupid. people are cool, even with the mundane parts. it's in the mundane and small thoughts of others that we can appreciate that people are all relatable in their own ways. love this

[@StickyLabel7]

Ya. I think this happens at this age. You spend a lot of time building up who you are in your teens. But then you realise that was all a charade. Really you are who you always have been, hence the toys. You can't really change it, so there are a few years of wondering and then after a while it doesn't really matter who you are because you just do whatever feels right and that's that. I think this is why most adults have it together - because they've gone back to basics in a way.

[@ella1135]

This is the first video of you I've watched and I gotta say I love what you created. You brought a set of emotions in me I can't describe, just that they feel new and old. Thank you, I'm subscribing

[@demerrara]

i have no idea why this was recommended to me but you are delightful and just what i needed rn

[@stephabove]

I feel this way a lot and it’s eye opening to realize that even the people I idolize feel just as vulnerable as I do. Bertie, you consistently inspire me and my short films. Sometimes I see myself more through my films than I do as this meat machine that is moving me around.

[@UmHowAboutNo]

I'm loving these scene compositions and those old ad interjections. Love the edits Bertie!

[@maariyakhalid2202]

'lego suicide' is my new aesthetic

[@BertieGilbert1]

maariya khalid same

[@annagraceodom5352]

you do a great job of translating your thoughts in a beautiful way that anyone could understand and relate to

[@alevanderBatman]

I don't even know how I feel about the content of the video. But something about the whole, like the feel of the video. Weirdly amazing.

[@Mary-di9mj]

Re: love - I always think of myself as a jar that water goes into. If I stand still under the stream and take care of myself first, then the water (love) will overflow into all facets of my life. But if I'm constantly pouring out water into others then I never feel like I have enough.

[@DanPugsleySound]

Nice vid matey :-) The mugging story took me back to something similar... When I was 13 I got beaten up out of nowhere and for no reason at all by a bunch of chavs as soon as I got off at my bus stop. The bus was full of people (like, proper adults) & nobody did anything...

[@ZebrazRus]

i was hit like a bus with that bionicles drop i COMPLETELY 1000% forgot about those and then suddenly i was swept with early 2000s nostalgia from my 3 older brothers' toy phases

[@yellowxpurple95]

One of the most reassuring talks I've heard in a while. I totally feel the same way.

[@Roofgeese]

You have truly beautiful cinematography

[@ultraccheese]

loved to see your thoughts on these troubling times for humanity, stay safe bert

[@ValeryValWho]

Raw and honest and scary. Sometimes I feel like I obsessed over things (bionicles, Star wars in your case) because I wouldn't know what to do with myself otherwise.

[@mialfreeman]

This was such an unbelievably engaging video. You had my full attention, clinging to every word, every scene. It was remarkable. Thank you so deeply, Bertie. It is always an honour coming back to your channel

[@ashareeoo]

Thank you, Bertie. Always a good day when you upload! 😊

[@calliebennett7261]

I LOVE THE COLORS!!!! HOW DO YOU CAPTURE THE COLORS LIKE THAT? IT"S STUNNING.

[@mickeleh]

Whoever you are, you are brilliant at it.

[@Oktarin420]

This was a video like in old KZbin times. Authentic, original, funny, not too much not fake, just honest. I loved it.

[@dianalondono5599]

this is so refreshing and honest. thank you

[@1ute]

this video reminds me of my Asperger’s syndrome, I was obsessed with legos(even stopmotion!), bikes, sneakers, xbox360s games, ww1+2, kanye west and now I pay attention to politics a lot. Crazy how all these passions fade away into obscurity.

[@Kristopher342]

You don’t hate yourself, and either do we, you don’t know who you are but we do, a humble honest guy that has entertained us for years, that makes you consistent loyal and unselfish good enough for me. Keep them coming Bertie you’re awesome 👏

[@bonkbonkbonkbonkbonk]

god i love everything bertie puts out. doesn’t matter if it’s a film, him just talking to the camera, or lego stop motion. everything he produces has this signature Bertie Gilbert™ energy

[@eiveive]

a week of isolation n binge watching mae martin n bertie creations have made me realise some stuff

[@mia.nxlson1494]

Echoed every single feeling I’m feeling that I couldn’t put into words

[@TheManTag3]

damn the mugging story is so depressing... your friends' betrayal, the irony of the lady not giving you her phone after you lost yours by giving it willingly, and you just following off the bus after them :( poor kid

[@GrowingPothos]

I started therapy going through that same crisis and to be perfectly honest i don't think the question of who you will resolve, ever, unless you're willing to limit yourself through a basic, common to most description, which ends up erasing your edges even more. At some point I started working on my insecurities, became more self assured and realised there was no point in that question and i didn't really need the answer either. Accepting that gave me more sense of self than any answer could.

[@polinagonch]

it`s the first day of quarantine in my country so i can finally ditch uni for a couple of weeks, stay home, and watch this vid with a perfect bowl of soup (a truly appropriate time and way to do so) also YES the bionicles! my brother and i used to have those, our video cassettes used to play trailers of bionicle movies before the actual films. good weird times

[@strawberryjpeg6000]

Thankyou for this Bertie x

[@Grace-hw9jk]

I am so glad this came up on my recommended. I don't really know what I just watched but even I was able to recognise that was top quality filmography, whatever that means.

[@1journal2catstea39]

I was having a bad day. Thank you for making my day better.

[@pastelpatriot2256]

I don't know who this is- never seen him before. But I clicked play anyway and throughly enjoed listening to his rambles. It was do honest and friendly, I felt like I was catching up witha childhood friend. What a strange but beautiful experience.

[@chiii2793]

it's the first time i saw one of your videos and i never saw a video like this before i like it the title appealed to me the video appeals to me even more

[@renp9610]

I really loved this very much, it was really similar to poetry to me. You did an amazing job keeping everything so congruent, with none of the cuts being jarring at all.

[@maya1675]

This video was a spiritual experience. Truly beautiful

[@yuranival]

Yeah. I always liked Bohroks better because they could kinda look like a ball and do this pigeon move. But I couldn't afford lego anyway. Was also mugged even though I was way past 13. Guess I (used to?) put too much trust and kindness into people. Rediscovering and reinventing oneself is never easy and I'm not through it myself. I feel like boredom and stupidity is everywhere until you find and concentrate on that one pixel where it isn't. And there will be the whole world in that pixel. Idk.

[@RegDoesStuff]

i like how honest he is during the whole video. i think i need to be more honest in my life as well

[@mahdi8835]

Your videos are a treat to the eyes. Thanks for the tasty cinematography.

[@johnknot1155]

A similar thing happened to me but we were the ones who heard it so we ran before they got the chance to mug / 'jump' (- using their words) us