week in my life *talking mental health, moving, life in ur 20's* | vlog!

[@EmmaWojtowicz]

Being in your early-mid 20's is SOOO mentally exhausting, and I think a lot of us can relate to how you're feeling 🤍 You're going through so many changes with the move coming up, and the influencer industry changing as well...so you just need to remember to give yourself some grace!! I know its easier said than done to do that, but truly you're handling this really well. It's natural to have your emotions all over the place during this time! The unknown might seem scary right now but know that you're going to thrive in this next chapter in LA! sending you lots of peace ❤ - your long time subscriber

[@JSH20]

Summer! I am, like most of us, also constantly having doubts about everything.. But just remember, this move is not irreversible, and getting a part time job is not irreversible. I’m hoping this move is good for you, and if not that’s fine. I love hearing you talk about mental health, it’s so nice relating to you! ❤

[@miradi1949]

i feel like the "cure" to depression is always doing more stuff- just being active, recognizing your blessing and moving on. if you feel like a part time job would be good for you- do it, you'll meet new people, have new content and also have more financial stability, because let's face it- i feel like money struggles and anxiety is the main enemy in our twenties lol. i also just appreciate your honesty about the way you feel. its very refreshing and relatable to see someone who showcases not only the good parts. keep being you :)

[@DoctorCharlesSophy]

I share tips and discussions on mental health on my channel. Feel free to check it out for more support and insights!

[@elissajo3671]

I didn't want the video to end. Thanks for being my friend!!! The "i feel like im on fire but also totally fine at the same time" vibe hit hard

[@maggiejackson3393]

I’m super proud of you for not quitting and continuing to move forward. I know what you’re feeling and it’s super hard. I know you don’t know me but I feel like I know you, so I just wanna thank you for being so vulnerable. Love you so much.❤️❤️

[@AnanyaSingh-cv3lt]

I get you!! I am on the same boat as well where things are chaotic inside the mind. You feel like there is nothing wrong with your life but at the same time nothing goes right as well.

[@kaitlinfaith6327]

I'm the same age and I felt alone in my twenties but then I saw on Instagram that alot of people were experiencing different hardship in their mid twenties . That set them back and they didn't know what to do but figure it out. Society pressures us to always be having a good life but it's not realistic. You are never alone with Jesus.

[@madisonkruk9961]

SUMMER!! You have no idea how much I needed to see this. I truly appreciate how open you are and the fact that you summed up exactly how I've been feeling for months. I feel like I can never catch a break and that there is always some sort of crisis. It's just comforting to know that we are never alone in how we feel and that someone can somehow relate. keep going Summer!! Somehow everything will work out for the best and things will get better it just takes time and I truly wish you the best sweet girl

[@shadowtail2004]

Girl, I feel you!! I'm 19 almost 20 and in nursing school. Literally every day I wake up and seriously question why I'm even trying because it's so hard and I hate it so much. Watching your videos helps me so much, and it makes me feel like I have somebody who's a step ahead of me and is figuring shit out, just like me. God Bless you and stay strong, you've got this!

[@martyna9784]

hi Summer! just wanted to hop in and say: I've been here with you since like 2015/2016 and you've always been really important for me, so thank you for your ups and downs, all the journeys and advices. Just thank you! And yes, this channel is a safe space for me, comforting. I'm 21 and almost finishing uni, so there's a lot of thoughts like "what next?". last month was actually one of the hardest, but I'm always believing that all the bad will pass and it's going to be easier and happier times soon. Being in my 20s (even though it's been like 2 years) taught me that whatever I'd do life will bring me to a place where I should be and everything will eventually work out. It's good to have that mindset - that you don't have to always choose the best path for you, sometimes it's easier to just go with the life's flow. Even though it sounds like you're not in charge of your own life, I promise it's not like that at all! instead of making one BIG change you can work with those little ones that are less complicated. Okay, I'm done. Just a little "advice/leaving my opinion here" session. I hope it'll help the ones who are reading this. wishing you all everything that's going to make you happy! x

[@jackythetyga]

BEYOND obsessed with you. Everything you said resonated with me and I'm sure so many others. You're a star and thank you for being so vulnerable it really makes a difference 🧡

[@FatlumeM353]

I like a loooottt the way you express your feelings. Can’t wait to see your life in LA you have so much to show to this city🤍

[@itsnefelimak]

«I feel like I’m losing my mind but at the same time I’m totally fine» I literally feel the same!

[@morgankennedyx]

Summer you are so real, thank you for being so authentic with us because it is nice to be able to connect and relate with you. It’s crazy because I have watched you for so so so long , and it’s been cool to grow up & almost experience life w you electronically

[@ninadonovan4571]

truly relate so hard to the first half of the video. like what’s going on in life?? this too shall pass just isn’t cutting it anymore? in this together

[@abbybennett5193]

ZOLOFT zombie here, too! I feel for you, love. I hope you continue to do better 🤍

[@Girlnamedgaya]

❤❤❤❤I love you summer it's okay to feel confused. I believe that everything will work out eventually. These days I'm going through a mental health crisis too and I'm trying to get all my shit in place but I manage with it everyday. But I know there well be good times ❤

[@makennastagaard2923]

I’ve been watching your videos for a while now and I feel like we are so similar. We all go through our ups and downs and come out stronger from it. Don’t be so hard on yourself. You deserve happiness girl. Keep doing you ❤ p.s. love the rawness in this video.

[@soniaannette]

Listening to you talk about these things made me feel so much better. I needed to have someone I could relate to at the moment. Rumination and OCD has been kicking my butt recently. But feelings are always fleeting and everything is temporary. That's what I keep telling myself!

[@londonwest92]

Lost my dog a month ago and I’m not doing well work is stressful and I’m so sad but I’m trying to keep my head up

[@josiegbuchanan]

Summer this is so real, like I’m not even half way through this video and I’m just so thankful for everything you’re saying. I know you don’t like talking about religion much anymore on your channel, but I do just want to encourage you to really step into your faith deeper, I obviously have no idea what your day to day looks like and you might be pursuing God like crazy, but just speaking from experience, when my mental health is in chaos it’s because I’m just putting “God bandaids” over things. And what I mean by this is just saying “God has this” but I never really address the situation fully or I just kinda ignore it and wait for the season to pass, which this isn’t the worst thing in the world to do, but it’s by no means the best. I find that when I truly give things over to God, and ask Him to walk with me and teach me and help me grow through what I’m going through… that’s when I have genuine joy and genuine peace! My favorite Bible verse is Philippians 4:6-7 and it says: “Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” I’m praying this verse over your life and I hope you do the same! You’ve totally got this, not because of you, but because God is so good and so faithful! I’ve been watching you for years and I’ve always loved how raw and honest you were, so I hope you don’t mind me doing the same to you! I love you ❤️❤️❤️

[@brookegibson8836]

thank you summer for posting this video, I’ve been dealing w some changes in my life and it’s been superrrr stressful and I feel like I can’t enjoy anything atm. but it’s super hard to be going through a hard time but social media shows different and it feels like you are the only person feeling that way. I loved this video because everything you described is exactly how I’ve been feeling but I’m only 18.

[@emmy.222]

Omg your hair looks SO GOOD on you wow !!! Colour, cut 🥹 and the way you styled it at the end of the video. Sending you love xo!

[@rawan.jahjah]

whenever you get anxious thoughts, immediately think of something you're grateful for, and stick with it. anxiety and gratitude take the same part of the brain, they can't coexist together, so if you focus on gratitude.. you won't be anxious 🤍 also, big changes come with good amount of fear. this is healthy, so don't question your feelings of the unknown, it shall be ok 🙏🏼

[@olivialz123]

Hello Summer ! It may be a little bit weird but you are supported and loved from lots of people ! For instance, I am from France and I follow since your beginning. I just want you know that I am 100% with you and I feel you girl. I have the same age as you and I am also in a place of transition and evolution. Just keep going, you CAN do amazing things and, even though the path may be difficult, you will get through it ❤️

[@emiliacichon]

i watch your vlogs and feel soooo much compasion. I feel like we all going through some stuff and we need each other. Even through the internet. Btw you and your sister have amazing vibe! xx

[@macrina1744]

We love you so much Summer, you are doing amazing

[@Claraheidi8]

Yeah I’m feelin‘ u so heavily 🥴🥺

[@bri8626]

Thank you for this. You made me feel less alone and crazy today. Just subscribed:)

[@orianegidron]

Haha I loved this vlog and how relatable it was to my current situation. I literally move in less than a week, also sick and on my periods … sis were in this together. 2024 does sound good, Bette days to come!!

[@elisabethdewarren9749]

what's the name of the song you are playing when you are in the car? Also love the vlogs!

[@sydneycarlson9193]

i feel this so hard. i'm finishing up my undergrad degree and trying to figure out what to do for grad school and i've just felt so depressed and unmotivated. lately it's hard for me to do such simple tasks like clean my room or make phone calls to drs. i also have had some friendship issues and things just kinda feel lonely. i wish we could be friends lol. thank you for being so vulnerable and open always. it's appreciated

[@ramyaraju683]

Hey summer ! Love your videos ❤ I feel like you should definitely try DJing in LA , it could be one of those fun things as hobby and la is a great place to experiment for yourself djing and see how things are rather than just waiting . Your taste in music is phenomenal!!!

[@camera0bsessedx]

girl same im having a crisis as well, like really going through it :( I feel like this time of year also puts people into crisis and anxiety mode. thanks for sharing with us, also love your vlogs!

[@DoctorCharlesSophy]

I share tips and discussions on mental health on my channel. Feel free to check it out for more support and insights!

[@marilynreynolds6893]

Girl you need to align yourself with the creator of the universe, the one who loves you more than anything. Pray about everything. You have not because you ask not. Give thanks. He's so on your side. Love your videos.

[@rebeckah511]

The first pair of glasses looked so cute on you!! Loved it. 💛🩵🤍

[@miajayne13]

I feel you sometimes. Lately I have been super super stressed and having breakdowns from left to right. Mostly over school because I am stressed I won't pass some of my college classes even though I work so hard for it ahhhh.

[@nohelyd14]

Girly pop, I’m shocked you are having that reaction with Zoloft. I was on a different medication 3 years ago and 3 months ago my doctor switched me to Zoloft because I was having the same issue you are but with the other medication and I’m LOVING the Zoloft!!! I hope it gets better! ❤️

[@bethanydeal3]

I LOVE SUMMER AND HER VIDEOS!!!!!!!

[@MsTeenDreamer]

girl i'm binging your videos because I've followed you for a while but you got lost in my subscriptions and I love your vibes and your vids make me so happy and I live in LA and moved here last year and you moving here makes me happy! ANYWAYS that's actually so besides the point because I wanted to tell you that youre supposed to dilute the cold brew concentrate with half water. Its a 1:1 ratio of water and cold brew concentrate! gotta be careful with that caffeine :) but if you vibe with that extra caffeine pop off i just didn't want you to hurt yo self

[@kassidyann134]

I understand everything you just said and feel the exact same!!

[@mansoor3159]

Hey! Summer I am your new subscriber and I really really love your vlogs so so much and I wish you reach 3 Million Subscribers very very soon!😀💫♥️

[@KatyaTeryoshkina]

Im in the worst place in life right now. All I want is to cry but I can’t even do that, maybe just lay down and stare into nothing

[@monikongkanabharadwaj9915]

Just stay back in Utah Start your education while continuing youtube Get a degree Get a job also continuing youtube Also invest in good quality individuals that you will find easily in other service sectors, especially in Healthcare but genuine people are hard to come by in the media industry. Anxiety, panick all these are routing from the fact that you don't feel safe financially and emotionally

[@jasminsophie819]

Summer I love you, I feel like I can identify myself with you and I feel kind of safe :) wish I could have got you in my life as a friend

[@LitziaBeltran]

I wish you the best with your move, also I have an advice, if you go by energy, maybe you could move to a nice mexican town and live cheaper, create nice content and feel another kind of vibe around the people, it could be healing and exciting, maybe research it for your next location after LA. You can start by visiting for vacations. Also ask your angels for protection, when you go to a new place you need to transform the energy there to feel good, so it will take a while. but you have an angelic team with you, the thing is that you have to ask. So simply ask for your days to go well, for you to be guided in the best scenarios, with nice people etc. you can journal to get your feelings out and also well natural medicine such as weed helps with the feeling thing. also in that case ask that you are guided for the best for you. final advice when feeling fear, put nice music to shake it off. You can do it!

[@kaitlinfaith6327]

Love you big summer

[@courtneyinge54]

hey!! i just watched ur video about accutane because i’m starting soon and u said that u had gotten a laser treatment and that made u start to break out. so crazy the exact same thing happened to me i felt like i needed that validation lol. my skin was like 90% clear and then i got clear and brilliant and it was game over 👎🏻👎🏻

[@youarebeautiful14]

When you said you looked in the mirror and said “that’s the girl that’s going to be with me for the rest of my life” that hit me. 😕

[@monicalauren7955]

It would be so awesome to see you find other forms of income such as a part time job though. Your audience would feel really connected to you and it would be such a different way to learn and grow compared to other influencers!

[@reginarojas]

I feel you ❤

[@herjourney862]

I'm 21, and dude the depression has been depressing lately

[@kimberlyjohnston06]

Is it bad that I’ve been in a quarter life crisis for basically 10 years? my mental health is a spin off of [insert an overly dramatic reality show]. one day I want to be here, to experience life, to make a difference in the world, another day I want to be the only person on this planet and another day, I feel like I would be better off to put myself out of my misery. I do appreciate the help of my online therapist because the people who should be supportive of me and my issues are totally absent-minded and could literally give 2 fucks about me. THIS STIGMA HAS TO GO AWAY!

[@josemigueljasso3112]

Love it!

[@selindoygun521]

I swear you just moved in to this apartment 😅

[@evergreenx99]

I would deff get a part time job! you’ll help people and make friends

[@kassidyann134]

where is your grey tank top from that you were wearing in the beginning???

[@juliamuck71]

i love your profile pic :')

[@mckenzienelson2552]

We ❤ u

[@s.ma09]

I must!!! know the name of the remix she played on the car

[@s.ma09]

Express yourself - the name of the remix

[@claudiaespinosanchez2321]

Sending love❤❤❤❤

[@solveigmeloe6515]

can you make more vlooogs?

[@marccolomayt82094]

❤❤❤

[@samtracy5973]

Two pairs of AirPods is yay Brie

[@nazfatima5407]

girl same

[@olivia_ismyname]

I definitely did not feel like that on Zoloft maybe it’s not the right medication for you!

[@carolynlandrum668]

Do you have an armpit piercing?

[@miajayne13]

If you have any advice on how to handle stress in a better way please let me know :)

[@dennisd8058]

I. Love you. Te quiero mi querida. ❤

[@ashleyxmari]

I’m so early

[@Julie_ao]

😍

[@Paul-zd7qr]

Hi summer saw a photo post you kissing a guy in a photo both pictures is that your new boyfriend

[@kelsey_chuu7876]

Are ur parents divorced??

[@josemigueljasso3112]

[@jesiahpromise2630]

[@kristinchong629]

🎉🎉🎉

[@tayroarz1108]

Girl. I’m diagnosed with OCD, depression, anxiety, and high-functioning autism. I’m supposed to take Zoloft, but I hated that feeling of being numb, as you mentioned. Almost like all my feelings are pushed down. So I get the struggle. In some ways it’s nice, but in some ways it’s not. It truly did seem to help with a lot of my obsessive compulsions, but it really made me feel like a different person. 🫶🏻😭

[@LottieTargett]

well at least Brie can have a full set of airpods now 🫡🥹

[@kaylakenn1]

Summer u bring up the vibes because you validate my feelings 🥹🤍🤍 Also I’ve been on Zoloft 150 milligrams for 2 and a half years now and I feel the exact same way. All these emotions and not being able to communicate them or feel them all the way. But therapy has been so amazing with helping me navigate it 🤍