WEEKLY VLOG

[@lindsayorourke660]

Breaks my heart that people have said unkind things about your work. I love the fact that you are honest and a real person! I have stopped following people who’s lives are always at 100 because you know it’s fake. Thank you for opening up to us when you are having bad days. You motivate me and inspire me ❤❤❤

[@sarahmason3640]

I hate that people are so nasty sometimes. Please don't think you are not enough, every week I watch and you are the realist person out there. Keep your spirits up ❤️❤️❤️

[@nickyclark5667]

I am happy for you to talk about your ADHD as I'm a 43 year old woman who has struggled with her mental health since she was about 15. I've been through so much trauma and I swear my brain is going to explode. I've read up on ADHD and autism and it totally explains so much and what I went through when I was a child. I've basically masked the real me since I was 26 . Love you Em and your vlogs xx

[@lindacastro6625]

Thank you for your willingness to be vulnerable and authentic. You have helped me understand why I might feel the way I do at times, and also people in my life who have been diagnosed with ADHD. It feels like a gift. I am so grateful!❤️

[@aislingowen2303]

Thank you for having a chat with us and letting us know how you’re feeling, makes me feel a little less lonely when I get the brain fog too. Also love that dark cherry hair colour on you, really suits you! Have a lovely week x

[@helenaw26]

Hi Emma, I've been watching you for years but never commented. I just wanted to say I love your videos and I appreciate whenever you upload!!!! ❤❤❤ Your videos truly brighten my day! I've made a Monday morning ritual out of watching your vlogs with a tea and its just a lovely start to the week!! ❤❤❤

[@Ester7894]

Hi Emma I normally don’t comment on your videos I just watch them and click the 👍🏾 because I never really know why to say.😅 But I had to comment on this one because the portion of you talking about having those off days, I get it! My husband is in the military (America) I find myself feeling lost and down a lot of the time. Non-motivated I’m so hard on myself. It’s nice to know it’s not just me who goes through days like that. Thank you for being true to who you are it not only helps yourself but helps so many people. By the way I’MSO EXCITED you’re coming to America!!!! Where will you be visiting? Lots of love ❤️

[@hannahh1601]

Fellow ADHD'er here and I 100% had the same feelings you've had and spending your life just thinking you're lazy or "broken" and thinking why can't i just do the thing, I want to do the thing but my brain wont make my body do the thing. It was so exhausting and being diagnosed is kind of like, incredible because we have our eyes opened and can learn so much and understand ourselves but its also kind of mourning the life we could have lived if we had known and received help earlier. I have been on titration for 6 weeks now as I still haven't got my medication to the right dose / type but some ive tried have been such a big help but they just wear off too quickly. You're not alone! You are doing amazing and as much as we'd love for our adhd to be "fixed" with meds, its so so so important for people to know medication has a 30% to 50% improvement rate. You will not take medication and suddenly have no issues, your adhd symptoms can be less intense but they will never be eradicated.

[@sandraambichler9]

I don't normally comment but I had to say I, and I'm sure many others, just enjoy when you post a video, whether twice a week or every second week. I watch every video you post and always enjoy them and feel better for it. Thank you for being so honest! You've helped so many!

[@_indyana]

omg when you did that aussie accent 31:26 !! i was like heyyyoooooo! big fan from australia 👋🏻😇

[@sarah.bischof]

Hi Emma, always Love watching your Videos. You shouldn't put any presure on yourself for filming those videos. You certenly earned your holiday! Enjoy your time away ❤

[@sophieleigh3066]

I have these “fog” days too and have recently found out that I have ADHD. Something I’m learning is when we are in a focus stage we can do things a lot faster than others. I think we do get as much done as others but it just doesn’t look the same so we can’t see it… I am learning to be kind to myself too. It’s so hard and frustrating learning that I’m different from other work mates and friends.

[@c.k.1958]

Thank you for opening up and talking about mental health/illness Emma! It’s much appreciated ❤ Glad you give your self grace and understanding, you said everything beautifully and I’m sure it’s going to help a lot of people 👍🏽 x

[@hannahnewberryxx]

Buzzing ! Didn’t think there was gonna be a weekly vlog so super happy with this surprise 😢😊 Loving the hair too !

[@boggy5604]

same!

[@alysefriedman4684]

Love the new hair color.🤩💖

[@missadavison_vintage]

You're so relatable ❤ I totally get the feeling not here and brain foggy. You go and keep at it 💯 love your content and your true to self vibes ✨️ ❤

[@chloeemmawells]

Keep being UNAPOLOGETICALLY you please. We tune in to watch you navigate life, the good, the bad and the ugly. You being real is a winning attribute. Xx

[@laurahakala7416]

It was really beautiful to watch you share that and be vulnerable ❤️ So many can relate I’m sure and even if we have different struggles, by sharing them is how we can connect. Lots of love, always enjoy your vlogs 🥰

[@bubblyyesser317]

Thank you for what you do. I look forward to your videos every week. It often feels like a chat with a friend. 💖 The hair color looks amazing.

[@Hayleyyyjane]

I love your videos and you talking about your experience with adhd just makes me feel like someone is going through the same thing as me. Thank you for being you. ❤

[@suzannepeters6763]

Pls do not blame yourself, you are enough! Thank you for having the chat with us! ❤ I think brown hair would look very pretty on you!! You can always try it😊 hope youre doing good! 🤩💙

[@Msyinett]

I really do enjoy your blogs. Im a new sub and i appreciate how hinest they are. Like most of us have a routine and our lives are pretty repetitive. What is portrait on social media is so far from the average experience and yours channel seems grounded. I am happy i came acrross it. Just incase your project pan was the first video i watched of yours. Good luck on the new kne you started

[@katiarodriguez5015]

aww emma🥺 my bf has adhd and I'm so in awe of him every day! People don't realise the work behind the accomplishments :(

[@alicethomas5734]

I only just subscribed this month after seeing your tiktoks with soph and you are already my comfort youtuber! x

[@yolandideebeauty]

I sorry to have to go through this struggle and burnout! I think all types of careers have struggles, but I hope you don’t mind me expressing, but I do feel you downplayed a 9-5 slightly. If I didn’t do my work due to mental health struggles, I would get fired, not just disappoint my boss and coworkers. Influencing is a whole other ballpark with its own struggles, but I don’t think it’s right to compare the two as one has a much higher level of privilege than the other usually! I do genuinely hope you feel better soon ❤

[@isabelyoung6616]

I'm glad someone else said this. I have had jobs where lives could be lost if I didn't turn up and give 100% each day, not just a disappointed boss.

[@yolandideebeauty]

@@isabelyoung6616 yes exactly! I never like when influencers try to compare because they aren’t comparable in my opinion. Each has their own struggles but normal people don’t have the same privileges as influencer do and unfortunately just have to get on with it despite struggling 🙃 I do really hope Emma feel’s better though! Just because I disagree with her, doesn’t mean I wish her any ill at all, just trying to offer a different view from someone who is actually working a 9-5!!

[@isabelyoung6616]

@@yolandideebeauty I agree with you! I hope Emma feels better soon and I’m genuinely sorry she feels this way but I hope she can reflect on her feelings towards “normal” jobs and the privilege she has over those of us who have extremely high pressure jobs that involve life or 💀.

[@clairemurphy539]

I really enjoyed that video. Thank you for your honesty - it is helping a lot of people ❤❤❤

[@jlynd5526]

Love the hair, love the nail color, love your honesty. Thank you.💙

[@caseystern1863]

You are not alone ! But I will say you are one of the only KZbinrs I look forward to watching nowadays I only have a couple and tbh you’re the top one you’re not boring loves sending you hugs

[@brendadishaw9273]

I really like the color of your hair, you did good. Emma, I watch your videos because your honest and real. I would watch your video even if you did nothing but stare at the camera for an half hour🤣 Emma no one is perfect, do what your love and enjoy doing. Take us on a walk with you, take a road trip, just have fun. We love you no matter what you do.

[@jessicawatson9586]

your eyebrows are gorgeous!!!❤

[@sarahthomson3639]

Makeup and blue nails are GORGE.

[@kerri9004]

If you're unsure about being your natural hair colour, maybe you could get your natural colour put through the hair like a highlight, so it would look like your natural colour with red highlights at the end of it. Then you can vary the intensity of how much of your natural colour is in the hair overtime. Then you'll know if you like your natural colour or you want some colour in there. Anyway, just an idea, going straight back into dark brown might be drastic, could be easier to dip the toes in and see what suits gradually. Your hair will look good no matter what though :)

[@natashamatisse]

YOU’RE AMAZING EMMA! ❤ love all of your videos! Never change, you are fab the way you are and there’s nothing wrong with your content or channel! And people messaging saying otherwise are out of order and quite frankly sad! You are still to this day my favourite KZbinr. You’re so authentic and real! Xx

[@amyfarrelly4580]

I'm a new subscriber and genuinely needed to hear this video today. Thanks for saying this 💕

[@jaida9468]

Is it more difficult to work by yourself (like not working in a office or being an employer) with ADHD? Do you struggle more with deadlines and procrastination?

[@silverrose473]

Those cobalt blue nails make you look soo tanned!!!!SLLLAAAAYYYY 💙💙💙💙

[@sarahtwamley7215]

thank you for the chat Em, just feels like talking with a friend xx

[@DeborahSchuermeyer-x8s]

love love new hair color

[@chloemiles3232]

Very random question but wondering where you buy your grenade bars from? Hope you are doing ok , always appreciate the DMCs, you are under no obligations other than the pressures you put on yourself so treat yourself like you would treat us and give yourself the time space and kindness to rest grow and not get sucked into the capitalistic mindset that we have to be productive to be worthy. You are valid as you are, you are enough💜

[@jodieclarke6387]

mafs has absolutely taken over my life as well I'm so sad its coming to an end!

[@alimary3868]

In this video what lip liner and lip product did you use please? The clip 8 mins in :)

[@sarakeber8492]

I just recently finished the last season of MAFS AU, I guess my adhd brain finds it soothing XD who's your fave couple? 😊

[@rachelp90210]

Manny and Laura Lee spoke on their podcast about their whole interview with desi corrupting and they got it back! X

[@dionnegivans6838]

💙ur nails they suit u ❤

[@belovedsummerdays]

I’d love to see you brunette! I think you’d look really nice with it 🙂 also I feel your struggles! I also feel so guilty when I get in that negative spiral. Don’t have much advice on how to deal with it but at least we’re not alone 😅

[@tugceerylmaz9922]

PLS DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF! IF YOU ACCEPT YOURSELF, THEN NO PROBLEM❤❤❤❤

[@hollybobbins6942]

Married at first sight is also my life, don't you just HATE Harrison 😂😂

[@narcisab]

Hey girl, I hope you know your audience loves you and that the ppl calling lazy are fuck*ng weirdos. Take the time you need, whenever you need it. ❤ Ps: painting my nails cobalt blue as soon as I can

[@Skinbybeatriz]

🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@deeluther3108]

Another Great Vlog Video Gorgeous thumbNail Tho Natural Beauty Love iT Drop Dead Beautiful You are Ur Makeup Always Look Good Those Breathtaking Eyes Love Em Nice Ass Cheeks Bones Enjoy your day Too Happy Fabulous Weekend Ahead Stay Bless N Be safe Always

[@wajidlohar2184]