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[@chloemunday1549]

You’re dad was 100% there with you walking you down the aisle. He’s always there💕 he’d be so proud

[@zandriengelbrecht]

Rach, I lost my dad 4 months ago and have been feeling all of these feelings. It’s such a difficult thing to go through and I’ve been praying for God to send me someone who understands, so this video couldn’t have shown up in my feed at a better time. Thank you so much for sharing 🤍

[@katiegarner4502]

Rachel, seeing you cry completely broke my heart. Your dad will have been watching over you during the full wedding day, he may not have been physically present but he would have been there in spirit. I am sending you love 🤍 - this wedding planning has been wonderful to watch! X

[@gracemcgahan9255]

I also lost my dad a few years ago and the realisation that he will miss out on so many milestones in mine and my brother's lives hurts everyday. Nothing can make up for it. This really hit home for me xx. You have a such beautiful and supportive family and friend group and your wedding. Your dad was with you in spirit, no doubt xx

[@shaydeacon4795]

in a way i dread my wedding for the exact reason! i’m actually a waitress at a function centre where we cater for mostly weddings and almost every wedding i watch the father daughter dance and think about how lucky they are for their dads to be at their wedding. it hurts but i hope that by my wedding i will be able to accept that. much love rach 💗

[@simoneee4227]

He may not have physically walked you down the aisle but I’m sure he was there watching over you x

[@bethanpeters6373]

Hey Rachel. My dad also died when I was a teenager and completely understand everything that you’re going through❤️

[@SometimesRainie]

seeing you cry makes me so sad. im so sorry rach. im sure your dad is immensely proud and happy for you ❤ am so appreciative that you included this for many girls out there. you are very courageous for being vulnerable and talking about this in your video.

[@cozycutie]

I know this video is 2 years old. But watching you be vulnerable about your dad was just truly what I needed to hear as I’m a week out from my wedding. I lost my mom and dad during the pandemic and I completely understand how you feel and it’s comforting to see that others understand the pain too ❤️

[@PhayteasPulse]

Watching you cry broke me... he's not here physically, but he's definitely proud of you. Your feelings are valid Rach ❤❤

[@tjoytpeace3382]

Thank you for that clip of you pouring out your emotions. I lost my dad last year and because were in a different country we couldn't attend the funeral or the memorial due to lockdown restrictions and that made it way more painful. When we finally got to travel and see the grave, reality hit and I couldn't control myself. It's hard cause there are things I want to share with him, about my career, academics and all those fun details about life. I'm 21 and probably getting married in a few years, and knowing that he wont be there for it, is what hurts the most. I wont have my father to give me away, or to even see my husband. So yeah, I totally felt that...😔

[@rosielam]

you always look pretty but YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS IN THAT DRESS

[@laurenkate1999]

I’m sure he was looking down at you on your special day. I can understand your pain I lost my mum around two years ago and I have been engaged for around a year now and would like to start planning my wedding soon but it’s hard when you know your love one can’t be there on the day xxx sending all my love x

[@Sazzay96]

This is literally my favourite wedding series I've ever watched on youtube! Over the last 6 months I have been watching a few channels, but yours is BY FAR the most practical, relatable and in all honesty, stunning! I love how much of this you did yourself and I hope you milk as much content as you can out of it!! On top of that, you have appeared to stay so positive considering the circumstances you've been faced with! Such an inspiration!

[@georgia957]

I completely agree I absolutely love watching wedding series but after watching Rachel it's far by the best of the best

[@briannalaine5000]

Your dad would be so proud of you Rachel. I’m so sorry you were not able to have him with you on your special day. Thank you for sharing this more vulnerable side of yourself. We love you and we want to support you not only through your channel, but also emotionally 💗💗

[@briannalaine5000]

Also your menus are amazing 😍😍 I’m in absolutely awe at how perfect you made everything

[@aroundandback]

Hi Rachel! I completely understand what you’re going through. I lost my mom when I was 11. I’m now 25. It never gets better. I hope you know that your dad is super proud of you. Ok, keep your head up. Your dad is watching over you. ❤️ thank you for sharing these emotions, you are not alone

[@cheyennegoldsby5332]

I lost my dad 5 years ago and im getting married next year. So I know exactly how you feel, it sucks so much. But he's going to be with you in spirit, our dads would NEVER miss this moment with us 🥰

[@dundun4068]

I really appreciate you showing your feelings, I’m so scared if I get married for those reasons. My dad passed away 2 months ago I also feel heart broken. A wedding won’t feel the same. But we are all together and have to remember he would love it and think you are the most beautiful daughter ever x

[@christadawnwheeler2696]

Found you watching wedding vlogs while recuperating from covid...now Im hooked. You have a wonderful soul!!! 😊

[@meganbeckwithsings2051]

Thank you for being so raw and real. It’s really nice to not feel alone in those struggles

[@ness4701]

When you were talking about your dad I’ve never felt that way but I’m sorry 😢 I’m possibly going to cry myself to sleep and I’m crying right now but your dad is still there with you , but he is still looking over you and still walking you down the aisle but in a way he isn’t and doing the daddy daughter dance

[@missemilyjane]

I don’t have a good relationship with my dad so he won’t be walking me down the aisle but I cried so much watching that clip. He was there in spirit watching how beautiful your wedding was ❤️

[@abbykemp9686]

Your dad would be IMMENSELY proud of you rach! And he was looking down and there with you on your day in spirit, what a lucky man to have such an incredible daughter 💕💕

[@AmyForeverAfter]

This is the first of your videos I've ever watched. I'm getting excited for my wedding in 4 months so I've been looking for wedding content to watch. I just felt right off the bat that you have such a kind, patient, and down-to-earth soul. And then your clips about your Dad began and I just broke down crying with you instantly. I am so, so sorry you had to go through this. I don't know you at all but my heart just broke for you in that moment and I know it could not have been easy for you to share. I hope your day was perfect and beautiful and everything you wanted it to be. And I know he was there to share it with you. I can't wait to watch the rest of your content. Sending hugs from the U.S.

[@kaijalove]

Oh Rachel, it broke my heart watching you so sad. Since I found your channel a couple of years ago, I haven't missed a video and I have to say, you have been such a light and such an inspiration in many aspects of my life. I know I don't know you really, but I feel like I do, and I know your dad would be so proud of everything you've achieved! Keep shining your special light xxx

[@eternalmarie1289]

If it helped I cried along with you! 😭 You reminded me to cherish and appreciate my parents more, thankyou! 🥺 I want them to see me more out into my first home, and watch me experience knew things. Not sure if I Will get married but life is unpredictable sometimes you never know what could happen the next day. Also what did you do with the glass cups you got from the op shop did you return them when your finished? 💖

[@kmitte03]

Awww Rachel- thanks for sharing. I just want to give you a hug right now. I lost my father aswell a number of years ago, and you’re right, the pain and grief of losing someone never goes away... the scars are always there. But your father would be so proud of you and Liam. I’ve really enjoyed coming along this ride with tou. Thanks again for sharing, the good and the bad

[@annagudgeon6389]

I have no idea what to say or how to show comfort for what you're feeling. And I am so sorry for the emotions you have to process right now. I know more than anything he is looking down on you and so proud of you. I wish I could snap my fingers and make people come back. I'm so sorry, love. You are incredible with sharing your story. You have shown me so many tips for planning, including working through difficulties in the wedding planning. You are amazing. Give yourself every moment you need to to process.

[@holliec3972]

My heart breaks for you Rach. Thank you for being so brave and sharing your pain with us. I pray that you felt like your Dad was by your side in spirit on your special day. I can't imagine the pain of losing him.

[@cholesarah9992]

I enjoyed this video so much. I loved the grocery clips with Georgia, made me really happy. You were very vulnerable in this too and I'll be honest, I cried along with you. I know it probably isn't always easy sharing your feelings with us and I love your videos even when you are just going about your days, but when you do show us glimpses of the most vulnerable bits, it really resonates with me and makes me feel at home in this corner of the internet. Also want to appreciate how much editing you are probably doing at the moment, you are doing amazing! So excited for the content to come!!

[@lizdorrington2851]

Rachel, you are such an incredibly strong woman and your Dad will definitely be proud of you and all that you've achieved. Your Dad will be right there with you during your wedding, sending down so much love to you and Liam from the heavens above. Good luck to both of you, you are so loved and blessed.💕

[@JB-vd8bi]

I'm feeling you on your Dad. Much love. Your feelings are valid. Mourning is a cyclical process - it's happy and sad and sometimes it smacks you in the face. You're very strong for sharing that.

[@birdybabez]

❤️ Ur dad is proudly watching you live your life with a smile. He's happy as long as ur happy. And he was right there with you ❤️❤️ Also on a completely separate note: When you realized all these smaller things you needed to do for ur wedding. Can you make a video giving like a 'wedding 101' kind of thing. Explaining the whole process you went through to organise ur wedding. Eg Bookings, costs etc?

[@matthewtavendale4441]

I can relate on the dad issue, it broke my heart so i totally feel you !!

[@abireadthat]

Oh Rachel 🥺 My heart breaks for you. I just wanna give you a massive hug. Thank you for being raw with us. You’re amazing for allowing yourself to feel this. It’s okay to have that moment. You’re so strong. He might not have been with you physically but he was absolutely there in spirit. We love you Rachel. You’re incredible 🥺💛

[@ukhti.khadeejah]

Loved this vlog. Thank you so much for keeping it so real & raw. I got so teary when you spoke about your beautiful dad. I also lost my dad when i was 18. & youre right, its something we can never get over & the pain never goes away. Sending you so much love my dear xx 🤍

[@sonyajordan8597]

Your dad was definitely there in spirit and he is so proud of you and the life you have created for yourself. I know it may seem like he didn’t get to see all the stuff you have done but he is is so content with how your life has gone. It is not easy to grow up without a father, and that is such a raw moment that your shared. I am forever grateful to have an amazing stepdad ❤️

[@genevievejackson1697]

I cannot even describe how proud of you I am. My Dad passed away when I was 10, and it was easily the hardest day of my life. Sending you so so much love. You're honestly the most pure and beautiful person ever. Thankyou for being so open, it's incredibly helpful. I truly appreciate how genuine you are. 🤍

[@alyssadark5312]

He was with you on the day and is with you 24/7 , he would and is so proud of you .. I know it hurts like hell but your family , friends and Fans have your back and will have your back. Sending love and hugs xx

[@memorydocumentation5942]

8:05 i’m crying with you, i don’t like to think of my wedding because of this. my heart is with you

[@gracemchoul8581]

I really appreciate you sharing that raw part of your life with us. He'd be so proud of you

[@imogengay-daniel2614]

Your dad would have been there and watching every moment! My dad left my life when i was very young and he just because he didn’t pass away i still mourn the loss of him and knowing i won’t be able to experience things my friends do with their dads is hard. thankyou for sharing this

[@leahbinns7691]

Rachel you are truly amazing🥰 even when you are heart broken you are still reaching out a hand and loving others to the fullest. Never forgot that you are such a light 💡

[@sybellafernandes9845]

i’m so sorry about your dad Rachel. I feel for you and your family. I must say you do so well to stay positive but I know we all have our moments. I agree that it is ok to feel sad and it’s normal to grieve in our life after someone we love has passed. If he was here he would be so damn proud of you. ❤️

[@tmh131]

And you have been married 2 weeks today!!! Woohooo 🎉 💍

[@rachaelmantoszko]

hey lovely, whenever I’ve been upset about someone I’ve lost I tell myself over and over: how lucky you are to have something that made losing it so hard, and remind myself how lucky I am to have experienced such love - because the pain you feel from the loss is how you know it was real 💓

[@renaehoyland]

Oh Rachel, my heart feels for you when you were talking about your dad. He was looking down on you and I’m sure he would be so proud ❤️❤️

[@chloejackson289]

Your moment in the car was so beautiful Rachel. You are so strong, he will always be with you x

[@kaitlynfresh]

He saw it all ❤️❤️ he felt all the feels and is so so proud of you. So brave of you to be vulnerable. You looked so beautiful on your special day and your dad would have thought the same xxx

[@kaylas6323]

Rachel you are such a beautiful, strong person! Thank you for being so raw, open and honest. He would be so proud and by being so open you will touch somewhere out there who is experiencing the same hurt as you.

[@LuckyLara050700]

Aw Rach, I cried with you baby girl. I won’t get that moment either and it hits home all the time when it gets brought up. And no matter what it’s still going to hurt and I appreciate your vulnerability, I love you so so much. My heart is so full for you and I know your dad would be so proof of the beautiful bride you are and your gorgeous beautiful relationship. So many strangers love you so much, so I can promise our dads would be proud too

[@somarramiller8333]

Your dad would be so proud of you, Rachio. Thank you for sharing such a raw moment with us 🤍

[@KezzKezz18]

I lost my mum when I was 16 (now 24), I feel your pain. I am so, so sorry Rachel. You were so brave to show us your vulnerable side. We all love you and are here for you.

[@suryanimeaker6606]

I'm feeling you girlfriend, gosh i cried my eyes out, so relatable !!! Not having my dad walk me down the aisle or dad and daughter dance, breaks me every time i think about it. He is with you always, as I'm sure you're aware. I completely understand how you feel, I'm yet to set a date for my wedding but this is constantly on my mind 💔 Congratulations to you and Liam. Such a stunning bride!!

[@Nikki-oh9uq]

So excited about all your videos coming up! I've been looking forward to them! Congrats to you and Liam!

[@ericarae8210]

Oh my goodness Rachel I balled with you! Just know that your dad was there in spirit 100%, and you have a guardian angel that will protect you for the rest of your life. I'm so sorry you had to experience that pain

[@sarahhodge8184]

Hi Rachel! I lost my dad when I was younger and he didn’t even see me finish my first year of school, and everything else his missed the way you expresses and shared your feelings about your dad is the exact reason I’m eloping! I am sure your dad was right besides you when you walked down that aisle ♥️ thank you for sharing this x

[@laurendarlington3717]

My Dad suddenly passed away when I was young as well! This reality is so real & just hearing you share your heart makes me not feel so alone. So brave & vulnerable. Thank you 💕

[@Mamaslittleblog]

My dad died when I was 11 and I’m getting married in September. I keep getting asked who’s giving me away and it hurts every time I’m asked but it’s super important to me to walk down alone and break that stereo type that you must be ‘given away’. Life is tough but so are we xx

[@Mamaslittleblog]

We are saving a seat at the front with his photo and I have a necklace with his ashes in it to walk down though which I’m grateful for🙏🏼

[@neptune9365]

I'm so sorry for your loss. My Dad too passed away 23 years ago so I walked myself down the aisle. My husband-to-be met me half way down the aisle and we walked the rest of the way together. I wouldn't have it any other way. Our Dads are there every step of the way. My dad is forever in my heart each and every day ❤ May God rest all our loved ones souls 🙏❤🌻

[@kjaye57]

You being so vulnerable and sharing that moment I’m sure has resonated with so many people. My heart goes out to you girl x

[@sandral8318]

I cannot relate to not having my dad around but I wanted to send you love. I appreciate you being so open with us and sharing such a vulnerable part of your life with us. We all love you so much Rachel. I am sure your dad was at your wedding in spirit 💛💛💛

[@MK-rn2ci]

I’m crying with you Rach. Sending big big big love ❤️

[@maddys331]

I lost my Dad when I was young too and this is something I often think about and mourn. I don’t think it will ever get easier but I’m proud of us - I hope your day was beautiful x thank you for making me feel like I’m not alone

[@seandesmond5560]

Great vlog lovely Rachel!!! 😊 Your Dad would have been so proud of the wonderful woman and now wife you have become and was watching from above!

[@DiariosdeunaMaestra]

Thank you so much for including that part of the video. I loss my father and get those thoughts all the time and is “nice” to see that I’m not alone. I’m so sorry for the loss, is something than no one should experience. Sending all my love and strength. And again thank you for showing the reality of it. Love♥️♥️♥️

[@ellajane45]

He is definitely watching you from above ❤️ Grief definitely comes in waves. I lost my dad quite a few years ago and definitely understand where you are coming from . He would be so proud xx

[@loganjohnson8599]

Gorgeous 😍😍 + definitely would love to see you and Georgia try the different weird chip flavours xxx

[@maanyab9850]

Your dad was definitely watching over you and he would’ve been so so proud and happy for you, sending you so much love

[@mileysmith1127]

for the tealight holders, a cool idea could be to put sand or mini crystals at the bottom so the tealight candles can be balanced and it also looks a bit more complete

[@biancas2814]

My heart 😱😢❤Xxx thank you for sharing the raw footage with us. I am so proud of you and feel a lot more connected to you now that you have opened up and shown us that everyone has more going on behind the scenes and it just helps me and I'm sure other viewers too see that we are all human and all have our ups and downs and all have moments of hurt. Sending so much love to you. ❤❤❤

[@felicityking577]

Oh Rachel hugs ❤️ My heart hurts for you, he was there watching you sweetheart xxx

[@aliciaburman9255]

I’m loving all your wedding videos and can’t wait to see more. It was so heart breaking to see you cry and I can’t imagine how hard it would be 💗💗💗

[@PrettyPink454]

Your dad would be so proud Rach 💗 xx

[@NatalieWall]

so much love for you Rachel 🤍

[@Berth407]

I know the feeling. I’m getting married in June. My father passed due to Covid last February two weeks after I gave birth to my first child. I know the feeling. I have my moments but, getting married and feeling happy keeps me motivated because, I know he would’ve wanted this and I know he’s smiling and elated! Blessings to you!

[@erinshoesmith6348]

I love the idea of getting wedding decorations from op shops, it makes everything unique, and also weddings can be so expensive

[@keomahoward6390]

I feel you on a deeper level than ever before! My dad committed suicide in 2019 so he will never physically walk me down the aisle but I know he will be there in spirit, so your dad may have not been there physically but he was definitely there and I’m actually so happy that you put that part of the video in so that girls and guys that have lost a parent know that they are not alone ♥️💫

[@kaliazriel]

Grief isn’t linear, there are always good days and bad days and it’s 100% okay to feel sad and mourn a loved one. Going through milestones and important dates (Father’s Day Eg) just really suck without them there. My dad unfortunately isn’t a part of my life and hasn’t been since I was 8 and just this past Father’s Day I broke down completely, I saw all of these amazing dads and I felt so angry and upset that I didn’t get to have that. You’re not alone and you have every right to feel upset💖💖

[@roisindonohoe2555]

Brought me to tears 😭 ❤️❣️

[@laurenlauren9037]

Oh Rachel....I can relate to you 100%, I got married 6 weeks before you and lost my Dad when I was younger too. I found it so hard to process the emotions of not having him there and internalized my grief around it immensely, but please know you are not alone in all these feelings and he would be so proud x

[@ellenschaper6305]

Thank you for being so raw and honest with us about your dad, it took a lot of strength to open up like that. I’m sure it will help others in a similar situation realise that they’re not alone, which was such a kind added reason to share your thoughts and feelings about everything. Also, good on you for supporting a small business! And yes, I’d love to see the unique chip video! Haha 😂

[@amyn2874]

He is so proud of you Rach 🤍

[@Nela225]

Hi Rachel, I also lost my dad not to long ago... I undefstand your feeling and Thanks you for sharing... ♥️😢

[@ElizabethBennett96]

I have the same experience. My dad died when I was 12 from cancer and we weren't even close. He always came around for my birthday and Christmas but I would shut him out because I was angry with him and same as my mum. It only now hits me as an adult that I'll never have that experience when I get married. I feel you, you're not alone and we have God. ❤️

[@chelsea494]

this was so beautiful, your dad would be so incredibly proud of you ❤️

[@morgan9841]

Rachel, thank you for sharing this raw side of you. I know it’s hard but we all love and support you. And I have no doubt that your father was in the building on your special day. He is so proud of you! God bless & take care of yourself💚💚💚

[@Heather9T2]

Aww, Rachel, I lost my dad at 14 and knowing that he'll never walk me down the aisle, meet my partner or meet my brother's or my kids. The emotional side of that weighs on me so much. Life is more than our tragedies and your dad will still be so proud of you, watching down on you. Mouring never goes away but be safe in the knowledge that your dad would want you to smile and be happy. I'm glad you managed to enjoy your day to the fullest ❤

[@MsFabis13]

Rachel, I’m so sorry for your Dad, it made me so sad to see you so hurt 😞 But I think moments of releasing those feelings can be really healthy for us. I’m getting married in a few months and though I don’t have the best relationship with my dad, you truly inspired me to be grateful for the family I have and not let negativity be greater than love. Thank you for sharing this with us. I promise your dad is always with you. ❤️

[@loznoz6936]

Hey! Can you post the deets for Valerie? 😊

[@gloriaf5369]

I’m so sorry for your loss Rachel, I know and can share the same pain on how difficult it can be not having a parent there with you on important occasions like this one however always know that It gets better because now you get to see Liam be a great father to your kids ❤️❤️😘 you’ve done incredibly well and that all he would’ve asked for you and Liam. We love you 💖💞

[@brookejackson8122]

Your dress looks absolutely stunning! 😍

[@krazycoco123]

Sorry to hear about your dad 😭 Stay strong you are such an inspiration to a lot of people 😊 Hope you are doing well and staying safe 💘 Sending you lots of hugs 💙 Your videos are getting me through lockdown here in Ireland ☘🇮🇪

[@jazminmorrall2927]

Rachel THANK YOU for sharing my dad passed away just over a year ago and these are all things I constantly think of for my future, this has really made me feel closer with you and relate much more 🤍🤍🤍

[@sarahbenoy1061]

Thank you for being so vulnerable it’s really incredible and important thank you

[@WareAllFamily]

This video broke me. I am planning my wedding and it’s coming up so soon and I am avoiding thinking about my father because it hurts so deeply. My brothers are stepping in on his behalf, but it’s not the same. As the day gets closer my heart breaks more and more. What is supposed to be the happiest day of my life is the most vulnerable I will be.

[@Ali_Abernethy]

As a procrastinator I’m currently putting off getting ready for my first venue look today. This whole video is making me just even more emotional

[@isabellakinnear2431]

This just brought me to absolute tears. I feel your pain Rachel because my dad also passed away when I just turned 6 years old. Thank you for sharing your story so I feel like I’m not alone because the pain never goes away. ❤️❤️❤️

[@nbr9287]

Loving these videos Rach 💗 I lost my dad too and I got married so I get it. The tears are all part of it. I hope you still had a beautiful day & I’m sure he’s looking down on you xx

[@Justme_elizabeth]

definitely get you, my dad passed away from cancer when I was 8, now planning my wedding for next year x thinking of you.

[@emmajenkinss]

Seeing you cry completely broke my heart and I am so sorry to hear about your loss :( By adding that part in, it does show the reality that women sadly go through before marriage. Every single day and on your wedding day especially your dad was with you by your side in spirit and he would be so proud of the woman you have become as you were the most beautiful bride. I know we don't know each other personally but I am here if you need someone to talk too x PS: I love all of your wedding planning videos as I am slowly starting to plan my wedding x