What Am I Doing With My Life | Depression Is Hard

[@wanderingjeepsy]

I really love all the positivity I have read in the comments under this video! Thank yall! 🙂💜

[@itsthehumidityyall8303]

At the risk of being dogpiled, I find peace in my faith in God and his promise. I did have to do some things to help myself, but I had Him walking beside me the whole time.

[@Girlwithapinkjeep]

Jesus has helped me in so many ways. Always turn to him first!

[@Scotty-CVN69]

Hi young lady. We don’t have a disease. Our thought process has been forever altered due to individual trauma. We see and feel things differently and always will. We are guarded, strong, independent and empathetic. Our peace when it’s attainable comes from nature and the natural beauty that the Father introduces us to. People like us have a depth and an appreciation of reality that others will never experience and for that I am grateful. Thank you for the video. It showed me once again that I am not alone.

[@CindyinArizona]

I remember reading that depression comes from our childhood...being raised by narcissistic parents, unloving parents, abusive parents, etc. I think adults who were raised by emotionally healthy parents can be depressed, too, but not to the extent of those who had depression as a youth. Both of my parents were major narcissists, it's made life challenging, I can say that much.

[@DeeDee-he1cc]

Thankyou for your honesty. Im dealing with deprssion too. Your video helped me trenendously. Take care of yoyrself

[@mariacristinacunha5789]

Thank you for your words, Scotyy!! 🙏🥰😘

[@shaneross7428]

Father? For many, thousands of denominations and religions are what caused their depression.

[@virginiarzekonski14]

After years of trauma that has left me with constant painful disability (broken neck) the one thing ive learned after trying to get help in every which way is that when i get a bad day i let it be, i stopped trying to fight it/change it and just wait for it to cycle away again and that has made all the difference , more than any therapist or medication has. I live alone isolated which im told makes it worse but i am unable to let others in and at 64 dont think that’s going to change after trying so hard to. I accept me for me now, and this is the mantra God taught me: “keep your mind on what you can do and NOT on what you cant, and keep your mind on what you have and NOT on what you dont. And so, I have become a gatekeeper of my thought life. Hope this may help a bit…

[@joejones9520]

the older ive gotten the more ive realized that virtually all my problems and worries were caused by evil and/or crazy people doing horrible things to me for no reason, I now keep to myself and things are pretty good.

[@mikeskidmore6754]

In my Case People in Government .. Zoning ..for my Business.

[@athenasadventure]

All those who wander are not lost ❤ u Hug

[@mikeb3603]

I hear you. I'm older than dirt and found my method of dealing with depression. In the past I self medicated with alcohol and drugs. Quit that and replaced with daily walk. Walked so much I had to cut mileage down because I started getting too damned skinny! Depression sucks but you can defend yourself without meds etc. I feel your pain. Time to take a break and reconfigure your heart and mind. You will survive! Wife and I love your channel!❤❤

[@RussellJohnson-e5i]

Peace be with you this day and always! Know you are loved. You are an amazing individual.

[@1jandavis]

I just love you so much. I've been to most of the places you go to.. I recently lost my last two surviving adult children but that's not the reason for my depression. I've had a life most people can't even imagine. I survive the hard times because that's what I've always done. I live in Tennessee come stay with me a while so we can talk I'm 78. But I''m you. You have a wonderful understanding of photography and I virtually walk with you through every desert, mountain, and ocean. Thank you so much for being part of my life. Jan.

[@CindyinArizona]

I'm so sorry you lost your last 2 children, I know the pain is brutal.

[@1jandavis]

Thank you so much@@CindyinArizona

[@aleenbernard]

Peace and Love No need to apologize for just being human. Sending you positive and good uplifting vibes! You Got This!!!

[@Zorazora1234]

My heart goes out to you. I was a nomad for 3 years, lived in my Honda Element. For me, and again this is just me, I was more depressed as a nomad, it was very isolating. And what’s weird, I’m a loner, have never needed crowds and people to be validated, so I was baffled. I used to know in passing, the folks at the gas stations, restaurants, grocery stores in the town where I lived, and I enjoyed that… it was enough … but when nomading I knew no one at the places I visited and they did not know me.. I hear and believe people when they say they know more folks as a nomad than they knew when living in sticks and bricks, but for me I realized this wasn’t what I really wanted … I need .. wanted to embrace being at peace … to connect and figure out what that meant for me. And like you said living in that confined place gets to be too much sometimes I decided I need to be at peace with me so after 3 years on the road, I wanted a home base, and now live in sticks and bricks…. The souls journey is truly a journey…. Please know we all care about you .. we really do ..

[@anybodyoutthere3208]

Thank you so much for this comment Completely how I feel as a full time RVer after just 2 years! Yep Looking for land/home base. Will still travel here and there but for me it will be nice to go home

[@valerierogers9609]

Good to have freedom, but good to have grounding too. Even a loner needs some connection. We can't make it totally alone.

[@underthetornado]

I'm fighting depression big time. My car is down. Ripped off by a bad mechanic!! And he took my money and returned a broken car. Im 50 miles tound trip from nearest town. I can't even get to a laundromat!!! This has been an eye opener!!! Fortunately, I live in same property as my stepdad of 55 years so, even tho he doesn't involve me in his new life he's bern a friend of sorts. But Im struggling with weight and horrid leg pain. Can't get a new knee until I lose 80 pounds!! Trying to get on Ozempic. Yes. Life is a struggle.❤❤ hang in there! This too shall pass!!! You're loved! Our vehicles are our freedoms!! When they break it's frightening!!!😮😢

[@cynthialahti-wong1800]

Ozempic is for diabetes, and as a diabetic I couldn't get Ozempic because so many Drs were prescribing for weight loss. Go on a diet and exercise, it's better for you!!

[@BobFrailey]

STAY STRONG FRIEND GOD BLESS

[@old-soul]

@underthetornado agree. my vehicle is my freedom

[@gumbi7777]

You bring joy to many others. Pray you find yours! ❤

[@wach761]

You matter! You are important! Your presence on this earth makes a difference!💐👸🏻🌻😊

[@gregzeigler6244]

One day at a time Sarah. Don't let those demons win. I seen from the first day i watched your channel that you are a very strong person. You will overcome this. 😊

[@Jim_V.]

I came BACK to watch this video again. As I was feeling that very same today. I couldn't help noticing how UTTERLY BEAUTIFULLY the video was edited and assembled. Seamless transition of sight, sound & thought. It is ONE of your best.

[@wanderingjeepsy]

Thank you!

[@sjayne27]

I will be praying for you. I have also experienced depression my whole life. I had mostly overcome it, but two weeks ago, something happened that completely broke me; I’m not sure I’m going to be able to get back to myself again. Wishing you all the best! 💗🙏💗

[@CindyinArizona]

Sorry to hear you had a terrible time 2 weeks ago. I've had depression my whole life, too, seems a lot of us commenting on here have. When my daughter died, that broke me. It's been 7 years and I know I'll never be the same as I was when she was with me.

[@sjayne27]

@@CindyinArizona, thank you! I’m so sorry to hear about your daughter. Sending you lots of love! 💗🙏💗

[@MO_Lives]

Be strong girl, yes you can do it

[@wireeye2003]

You're so sweet, and such a lovely person. If I could give you a long hug, I would, I Hope your jeep is fixed, and it doesn't cost too much to fix. This world is a better place with you in it. ☺👍🌎❤

[@rocksmith3796]

It's OK to not feel OK....never apologize for your feelings.... Emotions are meant to be felt and expressed.... Talking about what you're thinking and feeling is healthy.... Keep doing it.....just feel it.....this too shall pass..... You are definitely not alone..... Having a home base is essential..... We all are dealing with the reality of the world..... Keep doing what you are doing.....you are strong indeed.... Much love to you on your journey....thx for being so open and real... You are inspirational to many.... Hugs smiles cheers!

[@lindajennings5953]

This is what I have been embracing, that it’s ok not to feel ok. It’s only those around me who have had me think as if it is not.❤ I think many people are very uncomfortable with the upsets of others.

[@jjolly2426]

Hang in there Sarah! Prayers going out to you and Lil One! Safe travels sweetie.... ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Gimblegirl]

You remind me so much of my friend Ashley, down to the dreds. She's a recovering addict, been clean a few years now. She found her strength working with horses, I think she'd say it saved her life. Depression is hard. Some of the most famous writers, artists, inventors struggled with depression their entire life. It never completely goes away, it's a constant struggle.

[@dieterkoch6563]

Know that you are very brave and by putting out your message you are helping others with the same affliction! Peace.

[@davidtharp5410]

I understand where you're coming from I live in and out of depression have for many years. One thing I was going to suggest to you even if you have a tiny house somewhere on a small piece of property you need a base camp to return to. There's times that you need to just unwind get away from the travel stay at home regroup repack take your compass and see which direction is best. I had to get rid of a lot of big things myself I live in a 36 ft fifth wheel stuffed on a back piece of property my own little world. With my carvings and open to nature. One thing I have found out too was back in the 60s we had a song that we listened to quite often people who need people. Sometimes we need to be around people sometimes we do not need to be around people.

[@TheRock-xj7hs]

Your story has reached far beyond you can imagine.Thank you.Sending Positive vibes…❤❤❤

[@roycew8218]

That crappy depression hit me hard these last few days also. I'm glad you have the courage to share, it helps me and others too. Hang in there and remember you are always welcome by my fire for a chat.

[@mitzilickliter3879]

Hang in there girl! i feel your pain! life is hard. I think you will start to feel better as soon as your jeep is fixed. Love your channel!

[@Jake-yx7ct]

I can relate to your life. Depression is part of my life. Stay on your path and I wish for you lots of faffs ,good health and trouble free miles with your jeep. Go Bless Sarah.

[@wandacraig8286]

Oh dearest Sarah, you're so awesome. Thank you for being so honest and transparent! I think you've been learning how to use the struggle with depression as a tool. Being out in nature has allowed you to put things in a different perspective. I don't begin to understand depression but I have several friends who struggle with it. Oh I understand dealing with loss and pain and being alone, but I've never had clinical depression and I'm grateful that I haven't cause just dealing with the hardships of life can sure knock you on your butt. But I admire your determination to push forward and figure things out and buck that nasty beast. I really like the idea of you finding a piece of land to homestead on!!! I've been watching a couple of different folks who are doing that and what a cool thing to get to do if you are capable to do so. I think you are ready for change and this depression is acting as a compass to direct you. So use it as a tool and don't let it use you. You're just the coolest gal. Would love to meet you someday. Can't wait to see what you do next!!!❤

[@randomdudedot1580]

Thank you for sharing your relatable story. It's clear that many out here feel the authentic love and kindness that you emit. You are a beautiful soul, beautiful woman, sending positive energy to you ✨️

[@brianwalker9185]

My mother suffered for decades. She was one of the most intelligent and funny people you'd ever meet. She finally came out and was not afraid to let people know of her struggles. I found her a better doctor and tried to help make her life better as well. I lost her 7 years ago, Valentines day...her favorite holiday. She was 87. I think she passed on a bit of her issue and Ive had my ups and downs. Im glad Ive been able to get through them. Aorta root replacement, 44 broken bones, now COPD...was a triathlete and never smoked. I get your struggle. I dont know what to say... Just know that your followers are behind you....I guess thats what followers are...following...lol. You'll get on the other side of this...Love your stuff. Be well.

[@theburtseoni]

Often in the past I have found something that beats depression is getting involved in an interesting project, hobby, pursuit, what ever you want to call it! By getting the old brain cells thinking about something interesting helps to develop new neural pathways in the brain and get out of the rut of feelings of depression. Sometimes a person has to get some medical advice and perhaps take something like a serotonin re-uptake inhibitor (Lexapro) to reconfigure your serotonin levels which get out of whack and affect your mood swings and shifts. I have been on a very mild dose for years, and it makes all the difference in the world for me. Look into it Sarah, no need to suffer!

[@Mark-zo4ys]

Your a lovely lady, like an angel in the desert ON A JOURNEY OF SELF DISCOVERY. WE'RE ALL PIECES OF ONE GIANT JIGSAW PUZZLE OF LIFE. WE ALL ARE IMPORTANT PIECES. ❤

[@prophetmargin7497]

Your jeep is your home and your sanctuary Jeepsy, but having a home base to return too to recharge your batteries is important as well, to keep you grounded, it seems to work real well for your Wonderhussy friend!

[@patricialandrum7366]

I’m sorry you’re depressed Sara . I understand, I’m bipolar . Please know , you are so loved by many . If I could give you a big warm hug I would. Sara do you realize that you are special and a sweet soul ? You are ❤thanks for your honesty and hang in there sweetheart . I love you ❤️

[@tedspence-f7i]

The off grid building is an excellent idea .... and will give you chance to think about so much .... and occupy your mind in many ways .... I did that many years ago when I built a log cabin in a mountain area .... it took me 3 years to complete ... and it would help you so much .....

[@shacklesgone1]

From personal experience depression can be defeated. Five years of trying many healing techniques and taking off layers of mental weight the final mountain was conquered. It’s only been around six months since all the weight lifted but haven’t had an episode since. Life is so sweet now. I’m an open book if my journey helps.

[@NealDahl]

Great video Sarah. I know how you feel. I've struggled with anxiety and depression my whole life. I've been through so much. I honestly cant believe I survived some of it. Been traveling for 10 years now. I just had to go to nature, to solitude. The first year I backpacked the Pacific crest trail for five months. Then van life, then the transmission blew in my 91 chevy van. Last year my dad died. My mom died. My sister died. My van died. My home. Bought a used suv and I'm traveling on ... I've been everywhere. I've been right where you are many times. And I've met amazing friends and beautiful people. Is that enough? Now I'm thinking a home base like you. Its a lot of work being a full time traveler and I'm tired of being alone. It took me ten years of traveling and now I'm right back where i started. But now i know I can do anything. Even this. You'll figure this out. Hope you find a great home base. Thanks for posting this. Sending you love and good vibes safe travels and most of all happy times inside yourself. You are beautiful. You are a survivor. A traveler. You have strenth and resilience...And you have all of us wishing you light, love and happiness always ~

[@stevesmith3534]

I just found your channel, I can already tell you have touched a lot of people’s souls and helped a lot of folks find their way. You may not realize it but you have helped a lot of people. Keep up the good work Sara!

[@Cojiii1959]

Hey Sarah, prayers from all of us to you for a great recovery. Life is about choices and fate. One we can control and the other we can’t. Without knowing you may have found your purpose in life. I didn’t know mine till age 38 with the birth of my only child , a son with Autism and then I knew my purpose. You are helping others by sharing your challenges so they know their not alone.

[@davegoodridge8352]

Thanks! I've been struggling lately. Christmas was a mess. The 3rd anniversary of losing my wife is coming up. I'm just sure about anything any more.

[@davidharlin9342]

I feel you Sarah. My old JK isn't helping me with my issue either but just know you are an inspiration to thousands. Such a special human you are! Peace.

[@nonservitium]

Depression is really tough... i know first hand. You are blessed to be out there, rather boxed up in some dark room. I am envious of the resources you have, the outlet you have, and i know that i could find a way to achieve these... its finding the strength to even try thats holding me back. I truly appreciate you and what you do. Over the last couple of years, ive always found your uploads inspiring and comforting. Especially your honesty. Thank you

[@toddmullins2031]

Thanks for sharing your beautiful soul with us ! May your awareness blossom into Your Happiness 🤗

[@stillkicking8693]

I had many people tell me after I lost my wife in 2020 after a beautiful 45 years together with two sons and then the following year I lost my job and our long hair, Chihuahua got sick and spent thousands trying to save her . Within 2 years all three things happened and I stayed home for 1-1/2 years but I had to get away and I found peace traveling because it keep my mind busy , but now I’m home again for family reasons , the memories are hard again to deal with, so I do everything I can to keep busy until I can travel again. I wish I could tell you more about my life but that would have to be around a campfire where I could share with you everything and my story may help you a lot. I will say this : you will be fine because people like us have a purpose even if we don’t know exactly what it is. Maybe yours is what you do with that big heart you have . Semper fi

[@garypeixoto9928]

My chihuahua (Taco) got sick and I likewise spent thousands to save her. She was my life . Now she is gone and I feel lost without her.

[@poundposh2391]

Life will tear you down but it is beautiful too. Remember the situations you find yourself in are temporary. Give yourself grace.

[@poteetdana]

Sarah thank you for sharing your life with us. The word that came to mind when listening to you today was "brave". What you are teaching us is that depression is indeed a heavy cross to bear, and yet you carry it even when it's heavy and sometimes unbearable. What you are also teaching us is that this life is not always easy; but if it was always EASY "then how would we survive the Hard times of life". I once commented on one of your first testimonial videos by calling you a "Beautiful mess". Thank you precious one for being a beacon - Sending you hugs, love and the brightest of light.

[@CavMom2]

You are so brave sharing yourself with us all , but as you can see…you’re not alone! I admire you because I get depressed too, but I have no one to talk about it with. I’ve tried telling family members and they don’t understand. I’m in my 70’s and we were raised to just brush it off. Well that has worked sometimes, but most of the times I cry alone. Thank goodness I do have my furbabies to give me comfort. I wish I was close enough to come give you a hug 🥰 Hang in there and we all love you 🥰

[@edwizard62]

Yes depression is hard. I'm about to retire and thinking of moving away from my beautiful Florida home. I have too many people that are destroying my peace. Saying no is just not enough. I have to get away. Stay strong sweetie.

[@BryanKale777]

Thank you for posting this Sarah I think we're all going through a little bit of this in anticipation for a wonderful year of traveling. The days are short the nights are long..... be strong

[@tonydogga300]

Keep it Strong Baby !!!

[@mobiltec]

We all have struggles in life. And we all have our own ways of dealing with the stress that comes with the ups and downs. Life IS a struggle. And you're not going to get out of it alive. So enjoy what ever you have left. Because it can be gone in one heart beat.

[@tonyhill6300]

I understand what you’re dealing with. I have struggled with depression since I was a kid also. It’s good to know that you’re not alone. Having someone to focus on other than yourself helps even if it’s a dog. Thank you for sharing and keeping it real and know that you are an inspiration to others

[@CindyinArizona]

When I was watching the video where you talked about your life story, I thought 'this young lady is so strong to have endured all that.' Even the strong have depression, I've found in my 73 yrs that it comes in waves. Sometimes you're riding high in life, things are going smoothly and your reasonably happy, then something happens that sends you spiraling down to that old familiar place. I've learned not to take myself very seriously when I'm down, knowing it's just part of the cycle of my life. "This too shall pass" is my slogan. You're a beautiful person, I hope you keep affirming that.

[@PrplAngl]

Gurl, I hear ya suffer the same darn thing, just put my best fur baby to sleep he has been with me for 10 years. I'm grieving pretty hard, it was unexpected. 😢 God Bless 🙏

[@CavMom2]

So sorry 😢for the loss of your sweet furbaby 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️

[@robertlowe3780]

All the people that care for you, yet sometimes that means nothing. You are very valuable. thoughts and prayers are with you and Little One❤

[@ewholland]

You matter! You are beautiful inside and out. I will say a prayer for you.

[@yvetteakau2081]

Thanks!

[@wanderingjeepsy]

Thank you!

[@yvetteakau2081]

My pleasure and THANK YOU for creating content that is inspiring and real. What I love about your channel is you are genuine and share from your heart. I am sure you have touched many lives who deal with depression without you knowing it. You have touched mine by your realness. Mahalo (thank you in Hawai'ian).@@wanderingjeepsy

[@OneStrangeJourney]

😓💙🙏 I struggle everyday too. Haven't given up hope. Thanks for making this video.

[@milesandmemoriesonthebackr8244]

Just my opinion, but I believe this was the most heartfelt, touching g videos, you’ve ever done. My Wife and I are In-N-Out 6th year of traveling, full time in a small vehicle, and We have gone through similar emotions that come with life in the road. Granted, two of Us makes it, somewhat easier, to ride those times out. To the road weary stage, We hit that wall about a year, ago, but had the good fortune to stumble upon a campground, near Bisbee, AZ, where We planned to, only, stay for a couple nights. What We found was such a great group of people from all walks of life. Retirees, Nomads taking a break, people building their off grid homes, as well as many just passing through sharing their stories. Point if this wordy reply is that We’re so ready to get back out there, which We are April 1st. My belief is being stationary, but still connected to fellow campers, travelers was the fix for the wariness We experienced and the motivation to hit the road, again. We wish You well. Be safe, happy, and We’ll see you out there.

[@tucsonwilly]

Love watching your channel and seeing what adventures you are into. You definitely bring a lot of joy to a lot of people with your channel.

[@why67152]

I live in Show Low. My Friend and I are both military veterans. Anyway he has a shop full of tools if you need help with your rig! Try to keep your chin up. That flu that was going around up here on the mountain totally kicked my ass and everybody else that got it! Man, as bad as I felt you're probably lucky you're alive!!

[@shanniwelsh133]

Sorry you are struggling! You are making a big impact on your community. I am traveling alone and I often reference your videos if I want to travel to a new area and I am unsure or not feeling so confident. You have created so much great content and you are a great “guide”! Thanks for being genuine!

[@shelbyburgey884]

Been watching your channel for a while now and have seen some of your ups and downs. I wish I had the words that would help ! Take care and know that there are 36.1k Subs that love you and all are probably here for you if you need it. Have the best rest of the day that is possible and a better week ahead!

[@bethcollier3789]

Such a thoughtful reflective video. I too have and am still walking the path you walk. ♥♥ Keep walking, ❤❤ you are loved Sarah and necessary to the planet, ♥♥♥ Head's up, listen to your heart, use your inner strength, avoid listening to words that label the feelings. It is so good that you get out into nature, there are no judgements from the birds yet they continue to call out beautiful sounds. Strength to you.

[@jbritton6033]

❤ you, not in a creepy way! Hopefully you will get good news on your jeep. I know the feeling of being trapped. On day at a time.... Hugs

[@albertpeterson7134]

Wandering jeepsy. I think your story has helped many people. And I hope you continue to get better. As always thanks for the videos keep them coming

[@mattzolnay5715]

Spend some time with your buddy Wonderhussy while you're there. She will give you much love and strength. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@cindywamer9536]

I love you so much Sarah! And so very proud of you and the courage you show! I’m blessed to have you in my life and that we do talk every day! You inspire me as well as many others! This too shall pass! Stay positive! ❤❤

[@ericbaumann8311]

❤ hope you feel better. Mind over mater i appreciate your videos.

[@wanderingjeepsy]

Thank you!

[@Daz_Maggie]

Wow emotional! You’re brave to share your feelings with us. Life isn’t easy that’s for sure - some days are tougher than others especially when those things that are important to us are uncertain. Chin up - move forward & think positive. Things WILL improve. Your transport will get sorted and you will continue to explore & your dreams will come true… because you’re the type of person to make them happen. Focus on those dreams & keep smiling. We need you to do that x

[@OTDMike67]

I am very thankful that you share your life with others...you have helped me greatly with what you are saying.you are very strong and compassionate as well.....being out in nature, and seeing Gods creation helps me as well. You are loved...and please never forget that...take care

[@stinakoski7825]

Thank you for sharing from your open heart. I think you need a place where you can rest and call your home. Where you are right now or New Berry springs have a lot of land for sale i saw. As you said , you will figure it out. Hugs from Sweden❤❤

[@jessieb.2714]

You'd make an amazing mother. Maybe that's what you need now.... share your life with your amazing child...

[@pursleydl2009]

Looking at all of the messages left here I see that you matter to others. They care about you and some are going through the same thing. In seeking knowledge and help me in my own depression, part of the problem has been proper nutrition and daily exercise. I have worked hard at correcting both. In addition, Ashwagandha is my best friend. Even though I have moments of depression I find that the lows are not as low as they used to be, unless of course there is a crisis. Then I fall apart. But without my strong faith in God and the hope of a better future I would not be here. Even love for my kids (now grown) is sometimes not enough. I know...... that's pretty messed up, but by the grace of God, I'm still here. Hang in there my friend. There are many that find their strength in your weakness, as they reach out to comfort you. 💛💚💙💜🧡❤

[@scottsouza8479]

I have been following you for some time.. Not physically just so you're reassured..😊 I have been listening and paying attention to everything you have to say.. I have been through many of the same things.. I have a home and all these things that really don't mean anything to me.. what is it all for.. but looking to nature is so healing... I always turn to nature for healing... One day that sprinter van is going to become a part of my life and I'm going to let go of everything and hit the road.. sending you love respect and safety.. thank you for your content..

[@xindicax]

I feel this so much. It can be so overwhelming. Sending you hugs from across the desert. You are not alone. 💜💜💜

[@BusterThompson-ei1hp]

Keep your head up meditation, grounding helps tremendously.

[@mr.breeze5783]

Ha, I'm looking for the same thing. Going tomorrow to look at some property on the east coast, and maybe start with an off grid tiny home.

[@papermouth25]

Praying for you!!!❤

[@shirleyterrell5219]

Oh Sarah love you I hope the jeep is fixed soon and you as well praying you get over this feeling 😢 I think the homestead would be amazing for you and little one ! You are in my prayers 🙏🏼❤️

[@oliverjrhoward43]

I understand how you feel hun ,I drank a lot to keep away from depression until my kidneys and liver went down hill 7 years ago. I did quit and they did come back but the depression was hitting me harder ,went through a divorce ,my brother passed away couple years after that my mother passed , my father I watch now he's 80 and his memory is failing ,well I'm on medication it does help but I don't like taking meds lol . Sorry for this message ,well I think it would be a good idea you did have a home base something not too big enough you can stretch out little bit and relax ,I'm throwing you a hug hun love ya.

[@mitch5077]

Sarah, just remember this: You Are Loved!. You helped me so much with my depression by an email a year ago. The simple things you said. Do I still have bouts of depression, Yep and it runs deep. I've been down for a few days, and you know what, it's ok. I think depression sometimes can be a time to reflect, and once it passes you feel so grateful for All the challenges and heartache you've overcome my dear. It would be so nice just to sit with you for awhile. Your dreams are so similar to mine, and many that watch your channel. You are a special lady!. 🥰😎👍

[@jeepsahara333]

I feel every bit of this- can’t even escape it during sleep. Wake up in a panic asking to start my life all over again…💔💔💔

[@mindysmith4645]

You are so brave to share yourself… You are on my list of people I would love to meet!

[@brettdawson5326]

Thank you for your words. Stay healthy and happy.

[@peterrubin643]

Thank you for your honesty, I identify. You are not alone. For me life is a lifelong journey about getting better. I am not emotionally a stable person. Sometimes I get through life hanging on to a shoestring. But I'm a survivor too. There are many victories ahead for us. Be kind to yourself. Ain't minimzing nothing. We love you, spiritual sister.

[@leestimson12]

I recognize where you are. Am somewhat there now. This week I went back to my therapist to get myself back on track. Seems every so often it comes around nearly like clockwork. But having dealt with it for years I know I will come out the other side eventually, that's the good news. I thought I would be in Arizona by now but still in Michigan instead. Dealing with that. It will happen. Rough times will come, they usually pass, usually too slow. As I write this I see your viewer numbers rolling ever higher along with the likes so the love for you is flowing. A great big virtual hug for you Sarah. Hang in there, sending you energy and light. Be well.

[@jonraven8352]

I know ,I'm dealing with it now,but I'm strong ,watching you helps ,best medicine so far ,thank you❤️

[@borandell9915]

It is definitely not a minor thing. The struggle is real. True, something as simple as car trouble can set it off, especially in our traveling lifestyle. I am basically doing the same thing, using adventure to heal my soul. But I do have a home base. Which I highly recommend. Even if you don't go back to it much, it is a psychological thing. It feels different just knowing there is a "home" to go back to. Even Bob Wells bought land, not so much to go back to, but knowing he can. Try to lean on your faith in a higher power. Faith is another thing Bob Wells rarely talks about, but definitely believes in. Because it works. 100% of the time. No churches, no humans, just the belief that someone or some thing is watching over you, always with you and guides you. Thanks for sharing. You are definitely loved.

[@EugeneMroczko]

A very good summary borandell, 👌 of the practical emotional healing of a spiritual connection, as you describe. No churches etc, just a direct connection, Eh ?

[@borandell9915]

@@EugeneMroczko 100%. Skip all the middlemen and deal directly with your spiritual savior. We don't have to be alone.

[@LesMorrisracing]

Your a Good Girl. Thank you for your hard work 💕💕💕💕 Home base, look for a home that is junk, at least you will have power, water and sewer .. then build what you want.

[@davidjeffrey8204]

Hang in there. Life is tough sometimes. I'm still wandering around myself . I live in my small rv, and I need a home base too. I am waiting for home prices to lower out here in bullhead City az. Patients is a virtue. Easier said than done. Thank you for opening up. Love your videos. ❤

[@henrysosvielle366]

You having us and the open road is near the same as some of us to have you....your journey makes me feel real....I feel it through you....helps me understand that the circle comes around each time....❤u!

[@williamdavis8161]

Hang in there! I, like many other humans get depressed and being out in nature helps me too I also can get so wrapped up in myself, that i don't realize that others have similar feelings. Years ago, i was just coming out of a broken relationship, lost my job, was really down. Tried group therapy. After a while, invited the group to my place for some food/music/talk. After a couple of drinks, one of the guys says, "what are you doing in the group i don't see anything wrong with you". Well, i thought the same of him. Whenever i feel down/defeated i remind myself that 80% of this planets population would probably trade places with me gladly. Good luck with your jeep, and trust yourself. You have many friends out here.

[@michelebaker6001]

I just found your channel recently and I love the videos that you share with us. I have lived with depression for as long as I can remember. I just bought a Jeep a month ago. That is how I found your videos. Making plans to camp this summer. You are an inspiration to so many. ✨️ ❤ Love And Hugs. You are very special. Never forget that.

[@LiveOutsideNow]

I’m rooting for you Sara

[@dianejohnson1991]

You make my life happier. I can’t do what you are doing because my husband has Alzheimer’s. You bring me to different places that I love to see. Thanks and prayers for you.

[@The_Fancave]

Wow, such a profound video! We share a common ailment; I've been suffering with depression and anxiety since before I knew what those terms meant. I'm sending positive healing vibes your way, and I hope that you (and your lovely Jeep) feel better soon!

[@danmcdaniel2788]

Sarah , Sorry that you’ve been battling with depression ! I think most people deal with depression from time to time , but eventually you’ll get better ! I really do enjoy watching your videos and Wish You & Little One the Best ! Take care of yourself & God Bless You !

[@MOTrav]

I believe in you and your determination Sarah! Work your goals and it will develop. Take care and do what’s best for yourself. 😎

[@royfreitas7583]

I’m dealing with depression and ptsd. In my mid 50’s the trigger opened the door and I needed to let out all these feelings I’ve had since a kid and through adult life. You are 100% real with yourself. We will have these roller coasters of emotions. I need my Jeep to get me to places I feel good. Hope you have better days ahead!

[@carlpayne6104]

Please continue to tell your story. Your helping countless others. Stay safe.