What BUFO TOAD [5-MeO-DMT] taught me about DEATH & the "After Life"

[@yourmatetom]

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[@RobertF-]

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[@Getfitbyrick]

Hey really amazing video and a diff content,work with subtitles your videos are really amazing 👏

[@likmeanus1996]

It litterly Costs nothing to run a channel so stop begging buddy.

[@PsychedelicActualization]

“Our death is our wedding with eternity.” ― Rumi

[@yourmatetom]

I like that one ☝️

[@edwardadkins519]

Yeah WoW. Closed the fridgerator door..

[@jordanangelov3795]

What I love about your channel is that you don't focus on overdoing psychedelics, but rather doing them at the right moment!

[@THEBIGLEZSHOWOFFICIAL]

loved this one man! heaps grounded perspective and delivery. loved what you said in the disclaimer too and the footage and all is always so sick brother

[@astrally111]

Thank you for your art Jared ♥️

[@migerrancan554]

The legend

[@austinleap5924]

Mike tython thaid to thake the toad

[@yourmatetom]

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[@irontarkus7965]

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[@deancameron3740]

😂😂😂Yeths

[@scotscub76]

Thith ith funny

[@myc0synth]

I have come to terms with the fact that one day I will die. In fact, psychedelics have taught me to be grateful for my mortality because it makes our lives so much more special. Our time is limited and death represents renewal. Our spiritual energy and material energy returns to the earth and the universe. However, I still fear death. Not because I fear death itself, but I fear leaving behind young children which I have a responsibility to take care of while I'm here, at least until they can take care of themselves. I have so much I want to experience with them while I'm here. I've asked myself before, how can I be a good father if I'm dead? I cant be anything if I'm dead, and thats the thought that truly scares me the most. I'm blessed to have them and my wife in my life.

[@nikisawyers7559]

I feel the same way

[@blackfish4674]

Not scared of death but I am scared of the last point you made. Being in an infinite reincarnation loop where your memory is wiped clean every time would be horrible

[@Sydebern]

Wouldn't it only be horrible to the imagination?

[@scotscub76]

Black mirror "white bear" episode!

[@simic9664]

@@Sydebern its still a daunting thought to conceptualize that "I or you" comes back infinitely essentially saying different iterations of i'm not scared of death but i'm scared of reincarnating. Not everyone shares this thought but in my own mind I hear a crescendo of voices "thinking" that coming back over and over again a virtual slave to existence just a really hard pill to swallow. Thus a reason for why psychedelics are slow to re-enter my life in that I must not be ready for those kinds of truths according to imagination.

[@igieswainebragt]

Yup, that does sound horrible and scary

[@sebastianmartinez5508]

would it be so horrible? Maybe you have done it already. Maybe your last life though "I don't want to let go of this, I don't want another life, it would be horrible to forget all of this"and look where you are now, surrounded with so many things you value that you fear of losing it.

[@ClearlyANinja]

Love how you make it clear you don’t think it’s something everyone should do and highlighting the possible dangers that come with taking any kind of mind altering substances. I think it’s important to make this known, great video Tom!

[@Name-bn3vo]

You've become so humble my friend, I think out of most people I watch I can tell you've actually done the work and have actively taken something good and meaningful from psychedelics. Well in mate.

[@TheFrugalMombot]

I have done psychedelics and I have also had near death experiences and they aren’t really the same. I started doing psychedelics because I longed to find myself back in that place, reconnecting with that experience, and while a trip can be very spiritual and beautiful it doesn’t come close to what I experienced and others in the NDE community have experienced. Since they developed life-saving techniques, the amount of people having an NDE has grown exponentially and scientists have been studying true experiencers. There are many scientists and physicians/doctors that had even considered themselves materialists/atheists until that experience and some of those that left their body for a bit before crossing over have been able to verify things that they saw; things that there is no way they could have known and are verifiable. And it is like going home. And the feeling of love is overpowering, far more than anything I have felt with any psychedelic, including MDMA. The peace, the beauty, the love is just overwhelming and you do see your loved ones, family you might not have even met in this life are so overjoyed to see us there and you will remember them. I have had severe health issues since I was fairly young and I have had more than one NDE, as well as having spiritually transformative experiences (STE) and those are also studied by the same people. It changed everything I thought I knew and upended my religious upbringing. The divine is not vengeful, unforgiving unless you say a special prayer or do certain rituals - the divine loves us more than a mother loves her own child and is a part of all of us. Reincarnation is/can be a part of it, but it isn’t like an infinite loop. People rarely come back immediately (this is another area that has had extensive research) except like in the cases like with the Dalai Lama and their soul’s purpose is to bring a message of love and peace. The divine/the source can and has manifested their love through many throughout history - Jesus, the Buddha, bodhisattvas, etc. But we do have a say in this. You can choose when or whether you want to reincarnate. Earth, our human experiences, are here to teach us and evolve our spiritual selves to ascend our spiritual selves further. Heaven is a place out of time and out of the universe. It is far more real than here and absolutely does feel like going home. I do think plants, fungus, etc. are gifts of the creator for us to catch a glimpse of the divine, to help develop spiritually and to get away from human-centered religions that have been created by humans and are flawed and have an element of a desire to control and direct humans in the the way that they want for whatever motive, but they need to be treated with respect. We can use them to help develop ourselves spiritually, and the most intense trip is still just barely a glimpse into what is beyond this life. I will add that I have met some NDEers that experienced a hellish NDE and in each case only had to call out to God or whatever name they used to call the divine and almost immediately found themselves shifted into the realm of heaven/source/home. I was told many things and explained many things about life and about death and I am actually in the process of writing a book about it, not so much to be known or have a best seller or whatever, but because integrating the experience of actually dying and returning has been more of a process and requires far more work than integrating any trip, especially trying to just reintegrate myself into human life. I also have found that since having an NDE it is like the veil between the two has thinned for me and I sometimes find myself drifting between the two spaces especially while meditating, but sometimes just out of the blue or when my O2 levels are very low or heart rate or blood pressure is very low or very high to the point where it could kill me (again I have a lot of health issues and have had since I was very young). You will have a life review, but it isn’t your life flashing before your eyes. Time moves differently there, even more so than when we trip, and it feels all at once, but also feels like an eternity sometimes, especially when we are shown times when we hurt people. You don’t just see what you did, and it is often things you don’t remember doing, but you also feel what they felt when you hurt them, but you also experience the times when you helped someone without knowing it and how it changed their lives and the direction or course their life took. And you better believe some life reviews are probably very hellish for people that have done horrific things, because they will feel the pain they caused every single person. But it isn’t God or the divine that judges us; it is we ourselves that do this and experience it as we transition, as I believes it cleanses and purges our human experience so that we are filled with light as we return home. And you return knowing you are irrevocably changed. You wondered if we aren’t to know, but I believe those of us that have had NDEs are here, returned, to deliver the message of love from the divine - we are so very loved, every single one of us. Dang it, I had an ADHD moment. I meant to add that since learning about those that had hellish NDEs and how they were able to pull themselves from that place into light, I decided to try something similar when I find myself in a negative space when tripping and it does help, but it does take discipline. Yes, I still occasionally trip, as it does help my mental health. I have severe PTSD from being raised in an abusive home and then marrying someone just like the person who abused me growing up. I don’t respond to many medications because of genetic “defects” that keep me from metabolizing things correctly and they do help to reset neurotransmitters in the brain, but also I sometimes use them to aid in my spirituality and sometimes get just that little hint of the love and beauty of the divine, of what comes next, and to develop my spiritual self more fully. I love that you teach responsible use, because it is so important. Just wanted to add this last bit about reaching or calling for the divine when you find yourself in a negative space.

[@Terrence_mykoonInstagram]

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[@xXEvangelXx]

Can you go into the context of the NDE?

[@hermes.trismegistus616]

I almost got an NDE by trying to read all this text.

[@TheFrugalMombot]

@@xXEvangelXx are you wanting me to share what happened in my NDEs?

[@zicethmendoza4407]

I would love to hear you talk about your experience? I know you're writing a book, but would you be comfortable sharing online too?

[@tambourineman6653]

I agree with you on the dangerous aspect man. More so for me, it was MAKING SURE I FINISHED the journey. I was a very experienced psychonaut at the time I decided to try 5meo. My experience was such that I don't remember very much about the physical world other than chaos until i left my body and everything went white and then dying and being reborn over and over again. It was the most important thing I've ever experienced. I thought about my experience for 6 years after that. It took me that long to even be mentally ready to process everything. I went down a path of deep introspection and a relationship with God, the Universe, whatever you'd like to call it. Through meditation I've been able to learn and learn and keep learning. If I didn't continue my journey of meditation and introspection, I don't think I would have ever learned what I was "supposed to" from that experience and be able to see it in the positive, life changing way I do now. That was the trip to end all trips for me. Not out of fear but nothing was the same after that. And after being a hardcore psychonaut for so long I much prefer meditation. Double edged sword though, psychedelics gave me a sliver of a glimpse into what the human soul truly is. What it feels like to be truly HUMAN. I might not have picked up meditation if it weren't for psychedelics. Who knows? All i know is im happy ❤🌏

[@bernardobachino15]

Your message resonated with me.. I just took 5meoDMT yesterday …and although I had a great experience and trip.. the fact I went to the source of it all, and basically died is something I am struggling to deal with as I came back to my human form. This is 3am on night one and boy, I feel like I am on the start of a long journey to process it. The feeling is I need to grow spiritually to take this experience the right way. At the moment this feeling of having died is haunting me a bit, causing anxiety. I am mostly ok though and fully aware I need time and patience to process it. Wondering if something similar happened to you or if you immediately came back from the experience with the opposite reaction.. a kind of accepting and fearless regarding going to ‘the source’ or having died.

[@Rockell479]

Tambourineman - I just did my second 5meo journey in 2 years and am again suffering from existential dread. I’ve got a decent meditation practice but am having a hard time getting grounded again. Would love to chat sometime with you about what you’ve learned

[@Rockell479]

@@bernardobachino15 it’s a hard thing after 5meo… I suffer from existential dread and depression for about 2 weeks after and it still takes me even longer to fully recover. I think twice is enough for me

[@bernardobachino15]

@@Rockell479 Thanks for sharing. I had forgotten about commenting here, and it was interesting to see what Tamborineman wrote back then and my response to it. Meditation was the key for me, just like it was for him. Everyone has their own journey, and I can't say much to help with processing such a powerful experience. For me, meditation helped by gently showing that, if you look patiently and close enough, you realize that this human program or this construct people normally refer to ego, along with its fears and attachments, is an illusion. No matter where you fall on the materialist/physicalist vs. spiritual/mystic spectrum, meditation is able to reveal that illusion. When you truly understand, experience and surrender to this realization, your fears and issues significantly decrease, because you realize the absurdity of trying to hold to impermanence: recipe for suffering. It is possible to reach this understanding without anything in reality changing-just a shift in perspective. If you haven’t checked it out yet, look at the Waking Up app. It has helped me, perhaps it helps you too. I wish you the very best, my friend.

[@Enbix]

So cool that you can stay centered after traveling the cosmos so many times. I feel the same way, the most valuable thing we can do is experience life and being human. As of now, I'm 30 and I feel like I will do Ayahuasca and BUFO in the future. I'm not looking for them, I don't think about the "how", I just have this feeling that it will happen.

[@kledus420smith8]

Ur in line lol

[@tengukaze9199]

Gotta make it happen

[@wulfsorenson8859]

So true. A lot of people need to realise we are here to experience mundane life and everyday reality not to escape from it.

[@hanserkkila9469]

John 14:6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. Don't be fooled. You need no drugs to meet God. Just invite Him!! His Name is Jesus!!

[@mayaj4846]

Omg...here we go pushing Jesus on everyone...cringe

[@VegAngel.]

Isn't John the same guy that told that only 144,000 will be saved to heaven, the other billions of people will suffer the eternal fantasy hell stuff? John was not a prophet so he could not talk in the name of the father, much less spread prophecies ;)

[@Matt_Parks]

My friend, Jesus declared his true name to be I AM countless times. Two small examples: “Before Abraham was, I AM.” “I AM the way, the truth, and the life.” Understanding this changes the game. kzbin.info/www/bejne/rGWulqGanLyWaJYsi=7eF5638YLFQcEBl_

[@AllGoodLongchenRabjam108]

Smoking Bufo doesn’t qualify one to give spiritual recommendations. That must be said. There are an infinite number of ideas. 2 paths, one leads to greater bondage into self/ego and the other into freedom from self. Each thought, idea taken as truth, word spoken, action ext will fit into one of the two categories. The untrained mind will default mode almost always into thoughts, words and deeds which lead into bondage(depends on many factors and past life karma) Bufo for me was like a direct incarnation of GOD in this age of KALI where here in the Western World we culturally have placed materialism on the alter of worship. The number of saints, yogis, meditation and spiritual gatherings ext ext is far less and most definitely not culturally dominant as it is in say India. That being said, it is a vision of motivation and awe to further encourage and develop devotion toward the spiritual path and away from the all too easy path of pleasurable nerve tickles in the form of food, sex, travel, music ext ext. The Buddha was asked after his enlightenment what he gained from his 6 year austere retreat. He replied: “Nothing. But I’ll tell you what I lost. Fear, Anger, Greed, Craving, Delusion.” 🕉🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼🕉

[@vikinginspace4881]

As a fellow psychonaught you come across as a very grounded rational person in your videos. It can be rare with people that use psychedelics quite often. Your objective and not delusional. Thanks

[@LostTemplate]

everyone is subjective. the only object is subjectivity.

[@vikinginspace4881]

@@LostTemplate come again?

[@dustinpascoe9035]

I've been a herpetologist for a lifetime; in fact I have 3 adorable Bufo Americanus staring me down for midnight snack time RN. There are SO many undiscovered health benefits hiding behind so many poisons and venoms in nature. I hope very much to experience the magical qualities of this species' secretions before I actually die.

[@Mueseek]

"Death is absolutely safe. It's like taking off a tight shoe" -Emanuel. I like this one. That our "spirit" or "soul" will be released from this physical form and feel freed or some some kind of release. Like you said, a feeling of "I'm home" and "I remember this place". I had a very vivid dream a few years back where I suddenly was falling through the middle of a tall tower. And I was freaking out. And then I realised there was no getting out of it and the moment I accepted that I was going to die, I immediately felt this warm feeling, this relief. A feeling of "It's all ok". A feeling of complete peace. I hope that is what death will be like. That is my intuition anyway :)

[@wildeninja2836]

You were already crazy before the substance, it sometimes brings it to the forefront to deal with

[@cityofangels4874]

wtf😂

[@wulfsorenson8859]

I’ve done this twice. I’m too scared to do it again. The second time I broke through. Taking this is like dying and you must completely surrender to the experience. Bufo can be extremely frightening. It would not surprise me in the least that people have died taking this. Must be a crazy way to go 😮

[@Lily-ko1li]

The most crazy thing is that you have to come back...

[@STOPSYPHER]

The ultimate breakthrough

[@STOPSYPHER]

I’ve had some laying around for a while, and the most I’ve done was 5mg. It terrified me. I was completely lucid, but I 1000% got the feeling that I needed to let go, but I was trying my hardest to fight it. I’m trying to prepare myself mentally for next time. I went into it telling myself to just expect nothing. and a threshold dose was really overwhelming. I felt like I was going to puke at first too.

[@wulfsorenson8859]

@@STOPSYPHER don’t take this alone. You need a trip sitter!

[@joshuaandress7320]

This is the stuff I love to hear about. I wanna try this sometime when I could, the spiritual path has definitely given me mixed feelings, sometimes it’s hard to be here I’m always stuck thinking about what it’s all about and everything so I dunno but I love these conversations. Idk if I truly shud do this stuff I know I definitely want to experience that union and develop more self love.

[@whitenozze]

Do it

[@trevornelson61]

Wanna try, but keep being told I can’t do it alone for the first time but I’d literally be so much more comfortable alone

[@ugmiles.]

@@userconspiracynut is he on IG or what?

[@joshuaandress7320]

@@userconspiracynut sounds easy to get scammed

[@whitenozze]

@@trevornelson61 do it alone, if he dies, he dies

[@CookinDaily]

I've had a very similar experience but was on 60g fresh cubensis at the peak Jarrad wrights "Time to wake up" started playing and me and my mates heads just fell back and i went into the most powerful moment in all my experiences it felt like a presence entered the space and started forming the flower of life step by step and was changing into Metatrons cube and all sorts of sacred geometry which I had no previous idea what these symbols were until after the experience I can't really explain the feeling but it was pure love and bliss and felt like I had been covered in mud and heavy for years and in a instant it lifted me up and to this day cured my depression. I was 100 percent and am still convinced that was the afterlife.

[@colindavis2113]

You haven’t been depressed since? How long ago was that?

[@CookinDaily]

@@colindavis2113 About 4 years now the overall glow lasted about 2-3 years but been symptom free of depression since, I believe it solved the root cause rather than just covering it up

[@colindavis2113]

@@CookinDaily wow, that’s incredible. I’m happy for you man! I hope I can receive healing like that. I’ve done most of the big ones and sometimes feel better and sometimes feel worse afterwords. Ayahuasca is powerful and a bit harsh for my system and with having to pull all nighters and throwing off my schedule I think it might actually be counter productive for my healing. I’m working on microdosing around 300-500mg several times a week to tune myself up so I’m ready for some bigger ones, but will keep doing the microdosing. I’ve always suffered from depression since I was a child and also now addictions and I haven’t had a silver bullet yet. Hopefully soon I can heal. Thanks for sharing that it’s possible 🙏 do you think physical healing is possible?

[@CookinDaily]

@@colindavis2113 I was struggling with addiction at the same time and there was a 20 minute section of the experience where I was forced to look at my behaviour and could like see inside my body and that what I was doing was wrong, I didn't stop overnight but over a couple years of intergrating I stopped using cigarettes, alcohol, MDMA, and started eating better and drinking only water, so in that sense I believe it can help physically by giving you the state of mind to make better choices. But at the end of the day U don't have any answers I believe the mushroom will give you the experience you need if you treat it with respect and start low until you handle a more intense experience. Hope you find your way soon man

[@Thomasfboyle]

Spiritual insight is not spiritual attainment, the purpose of knowledge is action not conceptualization. This video is great, much needed nuance in the psychedelia space.

[@brownhornetseventhre]

John st julien is a fine example of this

[@chirathabey7729]

Here is my experience.. I had my Heroic Dose (6g) Mushroom 🍄 couple of days ago. I experienced the full blown ego death (experienced being dead). There is no time and space, just pure Consciousness. As you said I also felt like I am back to the source of creation or home. Also, I saw the God (Self) but only thing I missed was being the God.. At least it was closer. It’s so profound and I am not scared to die anymore…

[@irontarkus7965]

I've been compulsively overthinking my way into panic attacks for the past 9 months since mowing down a giant shroom, I can't even begin to imagine what Bufo would be like 😬

[@yourmatetom]

Hence why it’s not for everybody 😂 I feel you on those heavy shroom experiences. Mushrooms are no joke, especially in the high dose range!

[@whitenozze]

Use that energy that drives your search for the cease of suffering towards a non dual practice. No going back, keep going forward. There is peace on the otherside

[@irontarkus7965]

You said you had a period of darkness for 3-4 years prior...If you don't mind me asking, what was in your experience the tipping point that caused you to phase out of that mindset, and into a more positive one?

[@obelixco1148]

Thich Nhat hanh - how to live in the present moment. Look it up dude it will help ❤

[@Slayer2298]

@@irontarkus7965 pretty sure he has a video on it

[@likmeanus1996]

How Many video's are you gonna make on the same exact experience come on man. This is starting to get cringy as hell..

[@bukkaluka6855]

I feel like I relate to you more than any other youtuber in this subject.

[@isaacgogna9856]

Psychedelics aren't to be triffled with fs bad trips can be very damaging

[@jonahcurrie387]

I have tried Ayahuasca and Bufo and both have taught me about my fears , emotional release , visions and downloads from Mother Earth. These earth medicines have revealed to me that death is just a doorway to other realities and our souls , spirits continue forever and ever. Thanks for your videos bro , your courage and transparency are evident . Wholeness .

[@adamkolendorski9953]

This experience I think about or catch myself thinking almost every day, anytime I find myself talking to somebody about it I always tell them I do not recommend it, I kind of believe the people that it's calling calling for will find it anyways, but it definitely helped me realize that the afterlife is right here

[@norcal9168]

wym its right here?

[@xXEvangelXx]

What do you mean "calling"? I have...had this kind of thing suddenly become an interest, and it seems to have found me....why?

[@daitsy2476]

Yeah if you're gonna try something that strong definitely have experience working your way up to something like that cause it can be extremely overwhelming if you haven't experienced anything like it before. I like to say it's as if your whole world gets shattered by knowledge and either you're ready for that knowledge or you're not and your world/ reality crumbles down.

[@MMARE369]

I've also been fascinated with death all my life and I share your thoughts about death being like coming home. There is so much that we don't understand and searching answers trough psycodelics can be helpful so much.. But you have to stay grounded like you said. You are here, in this creation called life and focusing on that can also help you to live your best.

[@chezly7236]

They didn’t have the right foundation my ass. It’s a psychedelic.

[@estebansanchez5145]

"Lemme bufo this toad real quick"

[@samcartwright6338]

The hypnotoad…

[@isaacgogna9856]

I appreciate that you talked about stepping away from spirituality if needed. Ive stepped away from all this stuff for almost two years becuase it was all just too much and Ive started to drift back into it very recently. In that time away I actually put in the work and made changes by my own free will and conviction that I thought psychedelics would do for me. It was hard but important to let go of that spiritual ego. Im here now to be here now and while I might allow myself to try some again in the future I know that this life isn't about the next.

[@Ishay7227]

here's one that will get you here without drugs: Hebrew language and Sanskrit and 3 tabs of Hinduism I mean Hebrew personally has raised my frequency to enlightenment and the amount of presence you get from the language of life is ineffable. When I started making KZbin videos on my channel about these spiritual languages and their energy frequencies I got lots of people interested I hope to spread the idea that the higher machine elves and beings hope for humans to speak these 2 languages: Hebrew the language that Jesus spoke the language of life and Sanskrit the language of hinduism and of the existence --

[@youngdrago919]

The God of Israel Lord of all spirits seek him first and everything will be added unto you 🙏🏼❤️💯

[@berkefeil5646]

Check out Dutch philosopher Bernardo Kastrup if you haven’t already. He argues that reality is in essence mental (the notion of metaphysical idealism) and talks very eloquently about topics such as religion, (ego) death and psychedelics.

[@SuperCarneseca]

Wow, awesome. It's been something like 4 years since I watched your videos for the last time. As you said in this video, you were in a dark space, and so was I. Yeah, the trully spiritual journey isn't seeing all the fractals and knowing the complex conceptual truths of the spiritual realm. It's being able to see the miracle of the ordinary, the art of every second of life. Enlightenment is knowing how beautiful life is in spite of the suffering.

[@TheLemon420]

When you die, you become God again, this is how our loved ones communicate from the dead, it’s not the person, but the energy in God that still resonates everywhere at all times. That’s how I look at it at least.

[@cityofangels4874]

can i ask how you did come to this conclusion?

[@mazp1111]

Beautiful Tom, love what you say about 'coming home' that's what I felt on my first session, I got chills and got a bit teary when you said that. I never understood what people meant when they said 'we're all one' until I had bufo. I've done it a few times since and get an important download everytime, I think the first time is the most powerful. You're right, settings and intention are very important and preparation. I definitely think it's one of the most powerful medicines the earth has to offer. Thanks for sharing your experience with us🙏❤️

[@jordanz4264]

I sometimes look around and think to myself how amazingly weird all of this is and how it’s truly a blessing to be able to experience this beautiful, painful life. 100% agree with you about grounding yourself in reality before delving into the spiritual/psychedelic realm.

[@hermansohier7643]

You can bring the illusion to the truth but you can't bring the truth to the illusion .Martin Ball said for him the Bufo Toad was the closing of the circle because he had been reading and meditating on non-duality .I think the pre history of a person is very important ,when you have done a lot of work prior to the toad experience the intigration is not so hard and the chance of psychosis is not so big .On the other hand ,when you do this just for fun it can be harmfull ,it's not something to play with .

[@GHCODPvZ]

Great content again man, one of the only spiritual youtubers that I truly trust

[@MrScoobydoo12]

I lost the plot, dark night of the soul for at least 2 Years after Bufo, no regrets though, we are eternal the unborn :)

[@pianodesu]

Are you familiar with 'ra material'? It explains interesting concepts of 7 densities and cosmic plan. I am curious also what is your opinion on Yugas, teachers like Shunyamurti or many yogis believing that we are at the end of Kali Yuga and the civilozation will end in destruction soon. Or alternative new age concepts on Earth shifting from 3rd density into 4th density and thats why things collectively are so intense right now. I am curious on your perspectives

[@SCIISeth]

Can you get "stuck" on a trip? Like not be able to get out of it?

[@cloudryder3497]

But you are God. I understand the Messiah complex though. But just because it's socially unacceptable does not make it untrue.

[@Oheadeli]

No your not

[@cloudryder3497]

@@Oheadeli I AM

[@piotrwasilewski8880]

Hey man, thanks once again for an unbiased rational perspective on 5meo, other than the Qualia Institute everyone seems to fall into the immediate new Age thinking, appreciate the rate at which the videos are coming out recently, the more the better :)

[@gxlorp]

"You can have a complex and think you're god" ... "Go search on KZbin now" Oh I wonder who he means (sarcasm)

[@lightoftabor]

I would say demonic delusion rather than human delusion. Either way Glory to God for those with eyes to see! 🙏☦️🙏

[@Lily-ko1li]

Yes I had a problem with the reality after my bufo experience....

[@VegAngel.]

Neo too when Morpheus woke him from Matrix! Some wanna awake others prefer to dream ;)

[@justinporter458]

Mark Twain 1835 to 1910 said,, I,m not afraid of death, I was dead for billions of years before I was born and I never suffered the slightest inconvenience from it. Justin porter ex jw

[@DjLeoZero]

Excellent video! really helped me with intergration after a year since my 2nd bufo experience. keep up the great work.

[@ccj7942]

This is exactly what I have concluded as well. It's one thing to know and keep searching, it's another to ground what you know and make this life just a beautiful.

[@adrianaluiza3466]

Loved your 5dmeo documentary It was amazingly profoundly described and sharing it with everyone I know 🙏❤

[@katya8882]

Hey Tom, on the subject of death have you read the book 'Journey of Souls' by Michael Newton? If you read it I would be very interested in hearing your thoughts in a video. I would highly recommend, one of the most eye opening books I have read.

[@faisalsukhtian1932]

Hey Tom, I have a question for you, do you think you’re qualified to answer the question of “whether someone can attain great wisdom, perhaps enlightenment, without these substances”? Perhaps I should elaborate to show that I mean no ill will with the question: the thing is, you’ve already done these substances, and you thinking you could’ve reached the same place you’re at without them is just mere speculation because the experience will always be with you, your perspective on it cannot be inseparable from them. To me, an answer to this question could only be legitimate if it was done by a highly spiritual or wise individual who has in fact never done them(because he/she would be proof that you indeed don’t need them to be on the right spiritual journey) or a person who has done them and answers no, you could not attain a higher wisdom in any other way or as efficient a way as these substances. I hope this made sense, and I await a possible answer with eagerness, cheers.

[@orlinoflores7317]

🍀

[@abramklassen5687]

whenever i make a movement in any direction spiritual or physical i try to stay close to my true and peacefull sanity so i can stay healthy

[@richicork]

I asoire to be like you Tom, i admkre how you can find peace with your demons, i like many others struggle with just doing the morally correct thing let alone being able to think about future, death and all these other complex ideas that can b so deep striking

[@ritzyglitzyspiderboutique4605]

I really enjoyed this

[@joemba_juice-5073]

awsome video I love the insight. I’m in the same place in life and it’s comforting knowing you’re not alone.

[@hordebucket8971]

Is it possible to have a human with no soul. I mean think about it. Not every soul will incarnate into a being. So when someone is born they could be born with no soul at all. Maybe the soul is just an observer of consciousness and the ego body is just part of the ride and flow of life sort of. Maybe there is some sort of free will in there but I don't truly know?

[@mayaj4846]

NPC...narcissists definitely are born w no soul

[@AzeAlter]

good to see you back soldier!

[@j.d.c.777]

awesome video. I’ve yet to have a true breakthrough but enjoyed your talk

[@onemoredag4858]

Very interesting stuff and love the visual tricks ;)

[@andresloubet]

BadAss effects from Arthur Moore?

[@CorvoAttan0]

Fantastic to see you talking about this! ♡

[@LifeOfMasson]

I have access to it and way too scared to do it lol, I have always wanted to develop spiritually but I am in a bad place in life right now, I dont know if it will help me or harm me

[@wulfsorenson8859]

Have a reading with a system like the I Ching to see if it would benefit you.

[@itshanrose]

Such an incredible explanation of it all!! I agree, it also made me a lot more grounded and just so grateful for this life and all that it is!!! Thank you so much for sharing!! 🙏🏼❤️

[@smartjared7203]

I can recommend you to where I get my stuff from an online store.

[@smartjared7203]

Mycopete..

[@ismokebud3027]

Love the effort you put into you’re videos❤️

[@ridgmark1]

Your a good bloke Tom.... keep up the good work buddy

[@jakelancaster5889]

Never been afraid of death, not gonna start now

[@colindavis2113]

I’m confused. I thought Tom converted but it sounds like he’s maybe open to taking bufo again but he said he’s wasn’t messing around with any psychedelics because of the, I guess, demonic nature in one of his podcasts with Oberboyo. Please clarify. Hope your journey is going well Tom wherever you’re at! And I feel you on the existentialism. Been in a pretty dark place because of it the last couple months but taking the necessary steps to try and get out of it.

[@yourmatetom]

Just because I resonate with orthodoxy it doesn’t mean I necessarily subscribe or even act on all its beliefs. I am an individual after all, and grapple with my own doubts. While I agree that psychedelics can be dangerous, I don’t believe all of it is demonic. I think this is a simplistic reduction of complex tools that in reality - contain a lot of nuance, just like the whole gamut of human experience. Humans can corrupt anything, just look at religion. How many young boys have put their entire faith into their elders only to get defiled and enter a hell unfathomable to most people. But just because this can happen, it doesn’t mean Christianity is all bad or demonic. Same goes with any religion or spiritual practice. I feel a similar thing towards psychedelics. If walking into it with pride and naivety, the chances of getting eaten alive is quite high. Just like any spiritual path. Yes psychedelics can be more dangerous than most paths, but so is sky diving, rock climbing or any extreme sport. It’s not meant for everybody, but personally, I like delving into the chaos from time to time and rising above. The human mind is incredibly powerful, so while I don’t take demonic possession lightly, I think that many of these cases is due to vulnerable people with mental health issues, rather than what belief they chose or psychedelic they consumed. Do you know how many people I’ve known who have had demonic attacks who fully put their trust in Jesus and stayed away from psychedelics? Sometimes psychedelics can even lead one to Jesus, so again, I don’t think it’s accurate to say that psychedelics are 100% demonic in nature, I think that we are complete noobs when it comes to this. If you don’t know how to ride a snowboard, but then you jump on one and ride down a steep mountain, chances are you’re going to mess yourself up. Doesn’t mean snowboarding is 100% bad in ALL situations. This is a complex matter, and I don’t think we understand psychedelics at all. But what I can say from personal experience, is that when I go into these realms with great care and precaution, I usually receive something very valuable and don’t feel the need to go back for a while. But I can only speak for myself. This is why I don’t necessarily recommend psyches to anyone. It doesn’t make sense for it all to be demonic, and when we give demons too much power, we create an unnecessary hell for ourselves. At the end of the day, God is in control, and as soon as you shine the light into the shadows, they have zero power.

[@colindavis2113]

@@yourmatetom oh yeah I agree with you. I was just under the impression you and oberboyo had said they were demonic in nature but that was a while ago. I know you said you don’t recommend them in that podcast and I may have filled in the blanks. I used to be a believer in Christ myself, and psychedelics and other mind altering substance are considered pharmokia, which good luck avoiding that if you get a surgery cuz they’ll dope you up with anesthesia then give you pain killers. Mind altering substances are just generally considered demonic in nature by most sects hence why I asked the question. I think it’s impossible for anyone to follow a path to its fullest. I’m sure people get close but no ones perfect and sometimes we don’t resonate with certain teachings from a path we’re following. And I personally don’t see how psychedelics, or any incredibly powerful force for that matter, can be considered inherently evil. I believe in utilitarianism when it comes to powerful forces as it’s how these tools are used in that moment that determine if they’re good or bad. And that last thing you said 🔥 spot on. Came to that same conclusion after my first weekend long ayahuasca ceremony. Thanks for the vids. I listened to you and Dakota last night from three weeks ago. Was fun listening to you guys 👍

[@marinomaes9469]

Thank you for sharing 👍

[@COLOFIDUTI]

i did one ayahuasca trip and for the moment, for me its more than enough.Got so much knowledge that im fighting just to integrate and put it to pratice in my life. As they say its 5 years of therapy, for me it was more or less this indeed.

[@ResearchTemple]

Nice 5.30 am on Sunday

[@danbenson2445]

That's a cane toad isn't it.

[@SlopCultureMadeIt]

This one’s gonna blowwww

[@RED115]

🔥💯🤜🏽

[@mking1592]

🔥

[@kornelcsabatorok4165]

If I may, I would advise you to look into Krishna consciousness if you haven't already. In my experience, that is the greatest guide to spirituality and I personally accept Krishna as the Highest Personality of Godhead.

[@western7590]

Great work Tom

[@andrewjopson9985]

fair dinkum

[@Jack-Australia]

Great stuff !

[@peski129]

Hi Tom 🙏 here in Poland we have this guy called Krzysztof Jackowski. He found hundreds of missing dead people. He communicates with dead after someone brings a piece of clothing that belonged to the missing person. He smell it and then puts it to his forehead. Then after while he have a vision and he drawing a map where exactly the body is… very interesting person. He found hundreds of bodies like this and helped families find loved ones. Also he predicted Covid, wars in Ukraine and Palestine and many many other things.

[@thedoorsbest]

Hilarious

[@Donnouri1]

@yourmatetom i dont get this: in the documentary you where crying and said "i understand now" i interpreted that you have been shown and you are 99% sure or 100%. Now sounds not so much anymore.. I have 5-MeO here gonna do it in spring and take a look for myself;)

[@jhakansson]

Hey Tom, I appreciate your yearning to want to be grounded. Psychedelics and many New Age philosophies can be ungrounding. I wouldn’t give up on spirituality though, I got into IFS (Internal Family Systems) and it is one of the most grounding practices I have found.

[@Sean-vh1rr]

What exactly does it mean to be grounded?

[@jamesfindice2871]

I was wondering that too.

[@gurleen2443]

At 8:30 Tom talks about being grounded and shadow work. I think he’s got a big point about our shadow. To me, being grounded means integrating my shadow and staying connected to nature and people at the most basic human levels. Eating well, socializing especially while sober, making meaningful connections with others, doing work and feeling accomplished, having more earth like human goals like working towards a healthy and fit body. The integrating shadow work is something I’m exploring right now. To me, it’s about grounding myself by integrating my unconscious emotional body into who I am. Like working through traumas and accepting where I’m at at this moment, here and now, as a human being. Less of escapism and less of letting the unconscious take over.

[@brownhornetseventhre]

Back in ya body 🙃😉 Not off with the faries constantly questioning reality. Lots of different techniques around.

[@kornelcsabatorok4165]

I love how you convey your experiences and that you are always honest and cautious. It's such a common thing to get caught up in the spiritual ego, especially in the west nowadays. (Me ESPECIALLY included) Everybody wants to get to the top without nailing the basics and that just doesnt work. I really love and respect you. Keep up the great work. Thank you for everything!

[@frans8861]

Put your trust in Jesus

[@yoloswagger2833]

Nobody cares!

[@cityofangels4874]

did that and didnt work out for me

[@Mr.CreamCheese69]

Nndmt cured my fear. If I ever hear that last call from the doc saying I only have a few left, I'll be like "oooh ok, let's prepare for this unknown adventure!"

[@FedorChopper]

Or you could come back.. depends if your soul is 'ready' to move on.

[@breezyncj]

Can you put words to your experience and how you think you overcame your fear by taking it?

[@Mr.CreamCheese69]

@@breezyncj I've had a long road eith it, I shamanically dieted it for over a year (daily doses) and have way too many trips to recount lol

[@Mr.CreamCheese69]

@@breezyncj it literally takes you where you go after death. It's more real than this place, and it's not a sense. It IS realer than this place, and has everything to do with the creation of the universe/us

[@nutprick]

You're wise beyond your years Tom. Keep it up