What facing 200 prison years taught me about happiness | Shaun Attwood | TEDxHSG

[@shaunattwoodOFFICIAL]

almost 2 million views, wow, I'm blown away, thx Tedx

[@ghdhfgh6125]

Yep

[@dleigh4534]

You are a fraud

[@fall1n1_666]

Bless you

[@lonibytyqi6093]

@@dleigh4534 why?

[@ExposedBen]

Google it. The evidence is there.

[@polarettoallasbugba]

The way he manages to laugh about his episodes of life is unbelievable. I couldn’t laugh myself from my screen, for how much I was horrified with that stuff. Respect for this man.

[@charliehelyes]

its called british humour/gallows humour

[@thelitmango6333]

When you experience enough pain you come to a point where you decide to let the pain engulf you and torture you, or you learn from it and begin to really notice when the pain becomes less and when you notice those tiny things, you become happier and than the pain becomes less. It's a cycle

[@gregdahlen4375]

you can laugh about a lot of things once they're over?

[@quantum7401]

I think it's because of how crazy it is to go through all of that; surrender.

[@marcgonzconc1846]

I couldn't laugh myself either and I respect the fact that he is out and free again. However, I understand that TEDx Talks are about both informing and educating the viewer. So, other than relating his own experience with bugs, sweat, other inmates and the fact that he learnt from reading over 1000 books, with his constant laughing, he may have lost one of the main purposes of this channel talks: educating other people.

[@ml5111]

This guy came into my college to do a talk a few months ago! He's really chill, and his stories are terrifying

[@Graenolf]

This had me laughing out loud in public, but also silently crying. Great speech, better story.

[@rachellemorris3913]

Oyfum

[@AJ_130]

What are you doing here

[@nolankuhn6985]

I watch your channel

[@AfterBurner369]

@What is TRUTH? Podcast, FOLLOW IT! Indeed. What he did with that drug-addicted, s€x-worker was appalling. On film in his flat too. Oh man!

[@melonie_peppers]

So this is what he does in his time as an introvert

[@yellowrosetexas4649]

Bless his kind heart.While clearly having admitted he struggles with anxiety, he’s trying so hard to help younger generations. Thank you Shaun for your goodness!

[@Chancer]

@What is TRUTH? Podcast, FOLLOW IT! fancy seeing you here 😆

[@ShawnErroneous]

The amount of lives that were ruined or lost because of this guy is why he should still be rotting in prison

[@TheLuminousOne]

He's a narcissistic dirtbag.

[@kakokapolei123]

"Is anyone here asthmatic?" Said while heavily breathing every other word

[@tomorrowboom8715]

kakokapolei123 hahahah

[@Speedpunk650]

It's not like he can help it.

[@ardentlyfair7315]

The audio people did a poor job with the mic. It needs to be more distant from his mouth and nose so we don't hear every little mouth sound and that prominent breathing. Not his fault. I liked the talk! But I wish they had gotten a better sound dude.

[@Nyce2Everyone]

that's the mic

[@bobbykotick1163]

he has more courage than you will ever have

[@Chaosdude341]

It absolutely boggles my mind that this man shares his story and people are commenting about the mic. Good focus, y'all.

[@mattiasahlsen3650]

Ye, wtf. Hearing what this man has gone through, and then reading the comments. Wow.

[@Viv1dCS]

People are commenting because this channel has 19 Million subscribers, and it’s low production value for a company this big

[@competetodefeat4610]

You gonna cry about?

[@seveshangounden5163]

It's a really annoying thing to watch if you have misophonia. It's actually a pointless video as I couldn't focus on what he had to say.

[@ilovejclove7516]

Tristian Bangert insainity.

[@zockertwins]

*"The degree of civilization in a society can be judged by entering its prisons"* - Fyodor Dostoevsky (1861)

[@faisallewis5902]

It ties with the mentality of judging people not by how they treat their equals, but how they treat their subordinates.

[@earthstick]

Good deterrent

[@bobby3787]

Every place is the best and the worst depends what you chooses to experience.

[@justinrabbitt9492]

Very true.

[@Mozzarella-and-Tomato]

Great quote

[@ye1095]

Why does this look like Jeff Bezos long lost brother

[@R3dacted_1]

Lol

[@aj9969]

Maybe he was long lost in jail

[@hifiteen49]

with asthma

[@animaladvocate8938]

@KARMAFARMA MICKY THOMAS NOnC3?

[@Brillemeister]

I've had my life saved by imagining my parents crying at my funeral. Powerful stuff.

[@noshitjohnny]

Yes!! I feel exactly the same.

[@muhammadayoub4629]

Stay strong I’m here for you

[@Brillemeister]

@@muhammadayoub4629 Thanks man

[@blackeyedsusan1000]

@@Brillemeister What a brave and loving person you are. Yes. You're right. Your parents would be ended if you weren't around.

[@philippawallace-dunlop5582]

Glad you’ve got loving parents❤. My mother would be smirking at my funeral & its that image which has kept me alive keeping going: to not give her that pleasure & satisfaction: It’s all good 😊

[@TriviaQuizCentral]

Shaun's book 'HARD TIME' is an excellent book. One of the best prison memoirs I've read - and I've read a few!

[@waynegoddard9441]

Have you read Jeffery Archers Prison Diaries? I think there are three parts of it.

[@pshearduk]

I’ll check it out now. thx

[@Azrael2812]

can't believe that a non violent offender like himself had to face all of this. the american justice system has abandoned justice a long time ago.

[@botondhorvath191]

Azrael2812 he was dealing drugs

[@jiznimore]

@@botondhorvath191 government does the same if you can buy cigarettes in a shop

[@andrewtindall717]

Listen to some of his podcasts. The guy was running a drug empire and was involved in all kinds of crazy stuff.

[@robertjenkins6132]

"Victimless crime" is an oxymoron.

[@joshpomfret7329]

Watch him on the true Geordie podcast, every detail of his life and all the incredibly buzzard yet amazing stories, he has a friend called Wildman who I a complete other character, brilliant content

[@PixelVarnox]

Two Tonys seems like a character from a video game. Nice.

[@lilcheese4225]

Pixel was there two tonys ( Dad joke)

[@Will-zh3ei]

Lil Cheese nah the godfather was based on two Tony's

[@andrewstewart9932]

WHATTTTTT DAMNNN

[@anthonyboland9436]

@@Will-zh3ei ur joking?

[@x340x]

nope true, godfather was partially inspired by Two Tonys, he was a big fish with Gambino family, Shaun said it in one of his videos ( or on True Geordies podcast)

[@Hajiki_]

I generally found this story so fixating and intriguing, my brain didn't even pick up the lip smacking and heavy breathing after the first 30 seconds. This truly is something else..

[@Ratigan2]

took me more like 2 minutes

[@Hajiki_]

@@Ratigan2 for real - this guy has a once in a life time experience, that I am sure is horrific to remember every day: but people choose to not listen and focus on the small mic quality mishap.. shame, but ah well

[@corvettedm1]

He seems to be extremely nervous.

[@macon8638]

Diane Malloy who wouldn’t be

[@grtu4252]

No you're just deaf.

[@JM-md2rh]

there is never a wrong place or time to do good, and never a wrong place or time to choose happiness, it can never be too late to transform your mind into living through a more positive and happy perspective. your life is your own piece of artwork and only you can make it something which makes you happy and appreciate as a blessing.

[@axelbruv]

Glad Shaun's in a better place psychologically now, and ironic that it was a prisoner (Two Tonys) who enabled Shaun's rehabilitation more than the obviously broken prison system. Wish Shaun all the best.

[@Daisy-vg3xg]

PRRRREACH

[@elsvanhage1072]

Beautiful TedTalk

[@Jalapinecone]

wait, this guy was facing 200 years for importing drugs but a mafia mass murderer was in for 140. How does this make any sense

[@LabrnMystic]

Jalapiñecone He said why. Every call to get drugs was 5 year sentence and he had 20. As for the murderer, hard to say. Maybe he worked on getting time off

[@mathiasf.bjordammen1037]

Also, Arizona is in America, where justice is just a word they throw around and all the laws are 300 year old and considered sacred and not subject to change.

[@aarongrooves]

Jalapiñecone, in America, we have what's known as the criminal "injustice" system. Where ~5% of inmates are innocent, nonviolent offenders receive the worst sentences, and war criminals become high-paid political advisers and media consultants.

[@susurro9918]

Umm... Arizona became a state just over 100 years ago and the US is less than 300 years old... but sure we follow laws that predate the beginning of our country.

[@Direwoof]

Amurica is very corrupt country they hate drugs. Even though you are not hurting anyone.

[@Bimpae]

What a connection hes able to give to people. I can not only hear his words but feel them as well. I can't believe the things he went through, he has reached his own form of enlightenment even through all of this. I hope other people are ready to learn this before it becomes too late for them, it will bring them contentness. Also even his breathing gives his story even more feeling, he's one of my favorite Ted talks of all time, I'd really love to hear more from him

[@prettyokandy230]

check his youtube channel then :D

[@avinavr7875]

The cockroaches made me decide to never commit a crime

[@litovizija]

you can never commit a crime, but someone can put you like as "innocent" into a crime. So better to get suicide then go to jail as innocent for 50 years.

[@EricToTheScionti]

Innocent people NEVER get locked up right? RIGHT!?

[@litovizija]

Holy man you should live more life than play video games.😂

[@aarshfefar2893]

@@EricToTheScionti sorry to help you realize but they do they r victim of the system ans thats worse than being a criminal

[@spikedmo]

If you get accused of something you didn't do. Say nothing and get a lawyer.

[@user-ee5om8wy7u]

Telling true horror stories with so much fun/humor (ironic it is). . .and wow - still smiling! That's powerful, that's courage. That smile kept you alive through hard times. You are the kind of person who will, even at the end of life - at the very moment of dying - will be telling jokes , smiling, and laughing. This is the rare kind of person who can have fun while going through pain.

[@Chancer]

beyond gullible.

[@ShawnErroneous]

You know who isn't smiling? The people who still sit in jail because of this guy. Families of kids who are dead because of this guy. People who are now too far gone on drugs because of this guy. None of them smiling listening to him make jokes about it as he enjoys his freedom

[@zeldavenere6002]

I truly enjoyed listening to him speak and the emotions come through with the events he has surpassed. I would’ve enjoyed hearing more of how he left prison. However I truly love the way he had spoken to the audience in such a genuine way

[@janette7330]

London Real has got an extended interview with him.

[@Gastinio]

Everything he says is touching. But with the philosophical quotes he really got me.

[@therealaverma]

this guy is probably traumatized from his jail experiences and y'all are worried about his breathing and tongue smacking

[@SuspiriaX]

normal "innocent" people fear public speaking because they fear negative judgement while this guy knows for certain that 60%+ will feel like that about him

[@user-sc9ht2tb7u]

welp it be like that sometimes

[@rhondaknapp1070]

Be lucky to never have experienced that kind of trauma. Your life is not over yet. Your story is still being written. I'm a 7 year recovering alcoholic who has been not drinking alcohol. I'm getting tested about my clairvoyant gifts. I'm self taught. Anyway ttyl.

[@garyhost354]

He is nervous because he is lying.

[@user-sc9ht2tb7u]

@@garyhost354 or maybe he just talks like that

[@Fe26man]

Shaun Atwood’s KZbin channel is fantastic! You won’t be disappointed.

[@redsloane879]

Ikr?! Hes truly awesome!

[@moabt.frican7163]

You lied to me. I was thoroughly disappointed.

[@hankhardigan1104]

@@moabt.frican7163 You were expecting more self-help, no?

[@moabt.frican7163]

@@hankhardigan1104 ha.

[@hankhardigan1104]

@@moabt.frican7163 I guess

[@mrsfloridablue54]

Out of the flames come the smartest, most encouraging ppl in life. Thank you Shaun Atwood.

[@alias820]

Those conditions he described are absolutely horrendous. It just shows the true dark side of what humans can do and think is acceptable. Fair play to him for somehow getting through that, coming out on top and delivering a ted talk. Seen some people in the comments mocking his behaviour. Going through something like that is going to have an impact on you.

[@eljamo93]

jail in the USA sounds totally inhumane

[@bobby3787]

Because it accommodate inhumanes. it's up to you where you want to stay.

[@brockmurray6372]

It’s really not that bad for prison

[@barsaf9989]

Check out North Korean prisons. Worst in the world.

[@themystifyingmultiverse9052]

You misspelled is

[@ob5443]

@Brexit Monger The majority of American prisoners are non-violent

[@jesus3373]

Great down to earth speech. One of those TED talks I watched all the way through. Sounds like Two Tony's has left an indelible footprint on you, brother :)

[@unda25]

GO TO ROMANIAN PRISION , TURKEY , OR RUSSIAN PRISION , WHAT YOU HAVE THERE IS A LECTURE HALL WITH LIBRARY , PEOPLE ARE BAD OTHERWISE THEY CAN LIVE BETTER

[@adriankingdon3055]

I think that was the biker guy...

[@snomad2248]

he could have done with a beer beforehand.

[@michellestelle]

@@unda25 The Russians are reading original texts in prison too? Lol

[@handcrafted30]

Shaun taking inspiration from the stoics is a good lesson for all.

[@FrankieParadiso4evah]

1:50-1:54: the most eloquent TED sigh to date! Fantastic speaker...

[@6iaZkMagW7EFs]

He shouldn't have been sentence to *200 years* for ecstasy. The *burst down his door whee wasn't armed.* They could have been more polite. The conditions in prison are inhumane and a violation of human rights.

[@rousseau327]

Seriously, 200 years for ecstasy? There are rapists who don't even get 10.

[@tupoiu]

They burst down his door because they couldn't tell whether he was armed

[@toastcrunch9387]

Human rights? The government couldn't give less of a damn about that.

[@6iaZkMagW7EFs]

Anon Deus I would hope that democracy would be sufficient as an accountability mechanism that puts the power in the hands of the people and makes the government more respectful of human dignity. Has democracy failed? Or are we just doing it wrong?

[@joshbowen8910]

Is "whee" british for "when he"?

[@skrrrtoff4616]

Show appreciation for EVERYTHING!

[@DeObia]

shaun, that was one of the best TED talks I've ever heard. Just brilliant. Authentic. Riveting, well told....and true! Thank you!

[@SW-wf3gy]

He is such a great man exposing all the injustices now on youtube. Brave man!

[@shrek534]

He did this exact same speech word for word at my school

[@ZoopopigusGamez]

You should only and I mean *only* be able to get anything close to 200 years for either murder, torture or severe and multiple rapes. Drug sentences should never ever exceed 20 years imo

[@toastcrunch9387]

Sorry, but that statement contains traces of reasonableness and humanity, and there isn't room for either of those things in the judicial system.

[@onedisgustedboi.4087]

Drug sentences should be 10 years max.

[@osuplaeyurreallygood]

@@onedisgustedboi.4087 Nah dude, I'm sure many drug lords have murdered rival dealers. Of course this dude isn't one of them but I agree it should be 20 years max.

[@Stego1819]

@@osuplaeyurreallygood Well if u murdered a rival dealer you will get into prison for murder and not for drug dealing.

[@licras6251]

@@Stego1819 You'd get sentenced for both. The times would just add up.

[@sultanhijazi9089]

true geordie gang

[@dalelatimer01]

Shaun Attwood Best podcast on his channel. Eloquently delivered without being patronizing. Keep it up chief. Love from Belfast

[@TDG_98]

Shaun Attwood absolute legend shaun, the podcast with true geordie was amazing never laughed so much

[@teddyhalls3667]

Yesss!! Love the podcast

[@CHRISTIANJC]

sultan hijazi Laurance the type of Guy

[@quantumblurrr]

Shaun Attwood Give us more TBone fight stories!!

[@13Ruston]

I hate cockroaches with passion. I would have gone mad in that prison.

[@christinemott2878]

I wpuld of killed myself easy

[@SierraThunder]

That WASN'T a prison that he was talking about, that's just good old Maricopa County Jail ! Sheriff Joe Arpaio was the dungeon master of that torture chamber for years until he was finally voted out for profiling, prisoner abuse, criminal recklessness, plus a number of other charges. And just like any other criminal he takes a shine to, President Trump pardoned him just as he was about to go get locked up inside his own Hellhole for a year for criminal contempt. Mind you, it's still not a jail that you want to be locked up in...........

[@EricToTheScionti]

@@SierraThunder Did he mention which jail he was held in? Probably 4th avenue right?

[@SierraThunder]

@@EricToTheScionti Most likely, that's the jail's max security facility. Thankfully, I never had to spend any time in any facility but the main, and these days I still am really careful about anything I do or anywhere I go in Maricopa County.

[@cryptfire3158]

Meh, i had cockroaches for long enough. The only really horrible thing about them is they are so hard to get rid of. It's easier to herd cats. (lol hope you can see that image). Anyway, they don't bite, and they're sort of smart, like for example they hide quite good, but they got behind the glass display in our stove then they have no fear, even if i tap they glass, they're like "HA-HA.. you can't get me".

[@catherineasok2711]

I love how reading and studying philosophy when interpreted open-mindedly will leave you almost the same conclusion. I had the same conclusion reading Nietzche and Marcus Aurelius. I think philosophy has got the tools to help you live your life in a better way, no matter your situation.

[@PunkMartyr]

“Happiness is in your heart and what your thoughts make it.” People will try to steal your happiness. They see yours and are jealous because they dont have any. Stay on your purpose. Keep taking action keep driving. The faster you are going the harder it is for them to try it.

[@DeObia]

..p.s. the dry mouth added to the authenticity..not everything is supposed to be slick and perfect. Again, well done!

[@mikemenda5160]

he's lying. stalin died in 53. even a young prisoner who was 20 during stalin's era would be 90+yrs old now

[@Hellcat-to3yh]

Mike Menda he did say he went to jail in 02

[@spencerd9325]

mate i just wish he had a bit of water lol

[@SuperLufcjoe]

Mike Menda wtf u on about?

[@avabingoodc.6254]

Funny love

[@Jordan-bq6rj]

is this a talk or an asmr video

[@KikiMeowKitty]

Jordan Logan love asmr

[@DroptopCharlie]

Best comment ever made

[@anotheryoutubekid3080]

Jordan Logan both

[@hotmojoe2483]

if this was in a game lobby he'd be told to get the mic out of his mouth

[@kitfisto2347]

@@whydoesyoutubeallownamesth5598 he did

[@Jslife007]

Ok, his talk might be good. But his microphone is so sensitive to sound that it reminds me of ASMR

[@donaldspaulding6973]

Yeah, unfortunately video guys know very little about audio. It's cheap processing done in post, or on the sound board from the FOH.

[@pierrepye7031]

I stopped listening because of his swallowings

[@lukeGGlee]

I would prefer to watch a movie on this guy like wolf of Wall Street than hear him talk beyond this talk

[@uditabhattacharya2824]

I'm like no.500

[@emmabradford1740]

@@pierrepye7031 As an audio piece, it fails industry standards. As a talk, it sets them.

[@LogosCrusader]

You can see the life experiences in his eyes. Interesting guy.

[@kade101991]

And hear the lies in his voice

[@williamlewis7993]

@@kade101991 🤦‍♂️

[@davidgargiulo1012]

I just discovered this guy this morning. I think he's great and very knowledgable.

[@mohillipsgoogle]

Prince Andrew would be fine in that Phoenix prison considering he doesn't sweat!

[@redsloane879]

LOL!! Indeed!!

[@LlamaOates]

Nice one!

[@garyheather6870]

Ha..funny

[@jeromegarcia5396]

👍😂😂😂

[@kindleys2608]

@Brexit Monger its a joke, he said that he had a medical condition that led him to not sweat.

[@JD-uq8iy]

Shaun Attwood on Joe Rogan would be good .

[@louieteas]

He’s banned from entering the US ever again

[@JD-uq8iy]

Shaun Attwood will never be on the Joe Rogan show .

[@3v3ry1]

Unless Rogan travels to him

[@calinho7689]

John Jones for your information, he has been on the true geordie Podcast. I highly recommend it!

[@morganbruce9087]

Tobias Hock 3 times

[@user-jk4mi4ns3n]

Didn't know shaun had done a ted talk his channel is brilliant

[@greenspringvalley]

He is a good story teller. One of the best Ted talks ever.

[@theeggtimertictic1136]

Very natural and affable.

[@user-xf4ls5el1w]

@Nicholas Major he has anxiety cos he's in front of loads of people watch him on the Jaackmaate and True Geordie Podcast and you'll see

[@dave8204]

He's exactly that,he's known in Britain as a fantasist,amongst other things.

[@savedbygrace7480]

being incarcerated really makes you appreciate life on the outside, the simple pleasures

[@ladyblazette]

He seems genuinely sweet.. Very smart as well obviously.

[@giovanna722]

Yep, he's got an ingrained sweetness. His accent (I'm Canadian) made the horrible things he was talking about more palatable. He ends some sentences with a lilt, and the thought kind of floats away :)

[@qwerty64ish]

Eissari4 anything can ruin your life

[@adriankingdon3055]

His description of prison reminds me of a weekend I had in Guildford Travel Lodge.

[@tim9430]

...but back to back weekends for years and years. Can you even imagine?

[@trevorloughlin1492]

@@tim9430 It reminds me that I need to clean my flat.

[@superbad1585]

Congratulations for getting through al that Shaun it has certainly made you a better person - helped you find your true self.

[@OrealeXO]

“Live life like a work of art” in order to craft one of great quality, wonderful. Super great TED talk!

[@truenorth6999]

“Happiness is in your heart and you thought of what you make it”! Truly a pearl of wisdom! Respect for sharing your journey and advocating for others to tell theirs.

“The degree of civilization in a society can be judged by entering its prisons.” ― Fyodor Dostoevsky

[@suziecreamcheese211]

Mind van Slevin wrong

[@Raventooth]

Brutal

[@johnlee6956]

"Is anyone here asthmatic?" Said while heavily breathing every other word

[@mallninja9805]

"I'd expect that sort of bleeding heart nonsense from a commie!" -- Americans. Well, the red ones, anyway.

[@caro2233]

... it might used to be correct... but i don't think it can still be applied nowadays. even if prisons in america are that awful, american society is that of ''freedom"... compared to some other countries where prisons are just as bad, but the society really is one of corruption or dictatures

[@doogleticker5183]

Shaun is a rock. Respect. So many idiotic comments about the sound quality and the f**ked up US Justice system (valid!) follow...don't be disturbed. But this man is a survivor, he is honest, he is quite incredible. But this man is real.

[@samuelshaulov4623]

Exactly

[@Mistwalker67]

Thanks, I couldn't have put it better!

[@saucemeboi9744]

I second this.

[@kahlillabastilla3584]

Thank you for this. I'm glad someone said it.

[@ukredman]

Fully agree! well said!

[@neikoo7785]

Damn the US prison system was and still is horrible

[@19sept76]

Then keep out of it

[@Luckyyshot]

+stanley james Yeah, I think I'll just stay out of the 3rd world country called USA instead.

[@19sept76]

Ok Luckyshot, What county do you think is better? For many Americans life is what you make it. It is not perfect but if you can handle the BS (as with all countries) aim to look after yourself , try to stay healthy, stay off harmful products such as alcohol tobacco and drugs. Keep on the straight and narrow Life should not be too bad..Don't blame the country for your own failings.

[@19sept76]

Yep I think you have a good point there. Some people think that life is in your own hands. Luck counts for a lot. I feel the crimes this man committed he deserved what he got. I have no sympathy for him. It depends what you mean by socialism you apparently have a good health service as we do in the UK unlike America. The so called socialists in the Us are only concerned with PC and legalizing drugs. That is why they can't get a health service.

[@Christian-oi7sd]

stanley james 200 years for selling extacy is ridiculous and wildy unfair.

[@vernaharris4700]

Whenever I even feel like complaining, I'll try to remember this brave man.

[@beautifulone9858]

Well I Am happy to know u r here with us God bless you

[@JamSessionsEX]

Dude. That prison is ILLEGAL. You cannot even have inmates living in these conditions.

[@cassandravanmeter304]

SpiffyGamer I heard it was a foreign prison

[@petergriffen5422]

Cassie MoonShadow It was an American prison he said it was foreign because he’s from the UK still no American prison should treat inmates in such a horrible way.

[@ATP980]

he told a story where this guy sued a prison and got like $250k. they got hep b in the end so idk if it's worth.

[@tullac3386]

You think what he said was bad check out the true Geordie podcast because it’s got his whole story amd it’s both funny and equally horrific

[@joydot7620]

the cockroaches...

[@danerose575]

One of the measure's of a culture's trauma and dissociation is the numbness about another's horror. One of the measure's of a country is how they treat people who have no power.

[@milcah38]

Dane Rose What a powerful statement

[@stilianifakidaraki3724]

Great comment!

[@thanhvinhnguyento7069]

You'll be surprised how well 3rd world countries like Vietnam hold up to this

[@bobby3787]

They stripped themselves of power once they choose to use the power in breaking the law.

[@michellehendrix7135]

Well what does that say about the U.S.A

[@maxpayne438]

Never thought that Jeff benzos was in prison

[@Aerochalklate]

Max Payne jeff BENZOS lmaooo

[@missfunkadilly]

Lol Benzos 😂😂 It's Bezos.

[@nikhilkalyanraman3833]

It's a joke. Benzos like benzo drugs

[@EvoVFX]

Max Payne don’t know who Jeff Benzos is

[@nigwardyoda8095]

You mean Voldemort right?

[@Shelly-cp7gj]

So beautiful. Love you, Shaun. Thank you for shining your light in this world.

[@sharathnagendran3754]

This guys has really turned his life around. Wonderful and powerful story. Well done man !

[@philanthonym]

You're the man Shaun! One of my fave talks of the day... You smashed it!

[@TheEternalOuroboros]

One of the best Ted Talks i’ve watched

[@jwallabaddabingbaddoboomgu257]

Thankyou for this Shaun. You are just brilliant. You really are, how far youve came. What a story x

[@OmarAbdulMalikDHEdMPASPACPAPro]

Peace be to you! I REALLY enjoy listening to this guy! He has a great KZbin channel. His story is horrific! I'm glad he is able to laugh and smile about his experiences!

[@arlinegeorge6967]

Live your life as work of art. Great quotes ! Great soul destined for greatness. Thank you, bless you . All your dreams come true.

[@sanjacobs6261]

As a fan of Nietzsche and Epictetus, I thoroughly enjoyed this.

[@asiamatron]

Great video man and a great lesson we can all learn from. Stoicism is great.

[@imbar7090]

what an amazing talk, so inspiring! he's so strong

[@ricshmitz83]

great job, Shaun! You should have taken a bottle of water on with you though; you sound so thirsty, it reminds me of my raving days 😂

[@yungbrxkenshire9162]

thats what maximum security does to you... barely any water for years

[@eefvanvijfeijken3777]

ricshmitzUK i

[@RyanSamsTheMagicCharms]

VIPKID - water can moisten the throat instantly.

[@Amoncaco]

I think it has more to do with how close/sensitive the mic is

[@pamdei9699]

ricshmitzUK That was awesome!😂

[@Gwanluxir]

The saddest story he tells about prison, its such a miracle plus blessing to hear you tell it now. My sadness is that PEOPLE are still in there. So inspirational!

[@lesliecone6232]

I had to stop at Two Tony's for a bit to let the sadness of your story rise in me to the point of allowing myself to cry. Life has a way of delivering us 'the extremes' to be able to recalibrate our perceptions in life and transition from the desires of the material (relative) world to the 'oneness' (Absolute) of helping others through unconditional acts of love. You signed quite a deal in this lifetime. Very much a chosen angel. Please don't pay attention to people who take issue with your breathing and your dry mouth, it might be they never had an experience so horrible as to (re)create a physiological response when talking about it or even when thinking about it. Some might consider themselves lucky, while others might consider them unawakened. Please don't ever stop telling your story Shaun.

[@Shelly-cp7gj]

Beautifully expressed. I agree.

[@queenofthebutterflies5212]

Brilliant man. To all the small people banging on about the way he's talking-get a life & a brain! FFS, love to see how *you* would cope facing 200yrs in a hideous, festy prison

[@tdesanchez]

I wonder if the breathing issues he suffered in jail will now affect him for the rest of his life? I mean what kind of violence he may have suffered physically to be the way he is now. I don't know the cruel details of what he went through only by the snippets of content I hear in this video. And speaking to people is nerve-wracking at the best of times. I just got to watch this talk today. Came across his story a month ago via UniLad when watching docus on the rave scene in the UK. His story was suggested. Didn't realize until recently he has his own podcasts. Now I understand his podcasts better knowing his history. And it takes guts to admit to wrongdoing and to try and protect others.

[@bobby3787]

Yes really brilliant for putting himself in that situation in the 1st place.. You are brilliant too.

[@24KinfO]

And living to tell the story in a suit in front of strangers. For the record, for those who haven't been on stage, it's extremely hot because of the lights beaming on you. Why do you think that Beyonce has a fan? You can faint.

[@MsValeriaHeart]

Yeah they would die in the first week. Haha

[@igkgigoh]

So a guy who never hurt anyone gets thrown into a hellhole like this.

[@igkgigoh]

what if Smith & Wesson's guns hurt someone?

[@elicantwell]

Ecstasy isn’t a deadly drug if it’s pure. If he was selling pure ecstasy then he wouldn’t have to worry about people getting harmed. It’s ecstasy that is cut with other substances that kill people.

[@boratsagdiyev810]

+Eli Cantwell LMFAO! Wrong! Many factors come into play besides the Ecstasy itself. Y'all need to get off that high MDMA horse and know that shits bad whether it's "pure" or not.

[@elicantwell]

Borat Sagdiyev It’s not immediately deadly if pure. I’m not saying it won’t effect you in the long run, but by that point it’s very much that users responsibility to refrain from unhealthy use of the drug.

[@boratsagdiyev810]

+Eli Cantwell Very true, I genuinely feel like people downplay the dangers of M way too much. Especially on the MDMA subreddit, they'll find a thousand reasons to justify how it can't harm you if you do this, that, then this, then that. Spacing, proper dosage whatever it is. Well, if you gotta take all them precautions it can't be so safe can it?

[@ParanormalEncyclopedia]

I don’t condone what he did but he’s describing massive violations of US law from the Constitution on down.

[@jabz1582]

Does it surprise you though?

[@ParanormalEncyclopedia]

not really sadly

[@thisguy976]

@@ParanormalEncyclopedia the US constitution is rarely amended. Look back at early cases in the US such as merryman and milligan. They will show you the bs that has occurred over centuries.

[@suicidalfrog8544]

Paranormal Encyclopedia he said foreign jail so

[@hjalticool]

Suicidal Frog He said foreign because he's from the UK.. He also said that it was in Arizona so ya know

[@laurapallas6576]

I have personally had this experience where my mouth completely dries out and my tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth. That happens if I am feeling maximum anxiety when I’m being challenged about something dear to me. Shaun is revealing things about prison that most of the population do not know.

[@animaladvocate8938]

Yes bringing back traumatic events in my life makes me dizzy, like I'm going to pass out. We all are forced to relive things that we share. Not easy.

[@lynnew7569]

Shaun you are an inspiration.

[@papadapa1662]

The reason they cut him loose is because he's British, his incarceration would have caused international problems and the U. N. would know how inhumane our prison system is.

[@tomg5187]

I don’t think so pal!!!

[@papadapa1662]

Diagnoser 00 well, go get caught with a bag of x and see how much time you get, write me and let me know

[@tommyc9689]

theres over 75 brits sitting on death row in American prisons

[@josephclarke9279]

If you have duel citation-ship can you choose which country your trail is in.

[@notjin2109]

He was exporting and distributing and intaking X. Not just caught with it. Theresa H U G E difference

[@RubiksTimmey]

How does this not even have 100 000 views! It should easily at least I believe have a couple of millions.

[@konkola3295]

I watch Shaun's KZbin channel! I didn't know that he was a successful stockbroker living the party life before prison. Such an interesting man. Thanks for sharing buddy.

[@michaeldeleonardo9301]

Touching...and humble

[@simonetta-ta]

Thank you so much for sharing! What I really loved is you saying that the spirit of 2Tonies continues to live in you. That is beautiful.

[@bobsmith5441]

Thanks Shaun. I want to hear more from you.

[@edamame3000]

BRUH this dude came into my school today and this just got recommended on my yt wtf

[@eaglezapper9366]

Voice to Skull Tech!!

[@sabus1265]

How can he come to your school if he's banned from the US

[@ethhodl2837]

@@sabus1265 maybe hes not in the US? Come on bro

[@sabus1265]

@@ethhodl2837 then why does he talk like an American

[@sabus1265]

@Lenny McLennington england got wiped off the map after the American revolution and both world wars

[@docmarion8902]

Amazing, one of the most interesting talks I’ve seen

[@redknight1825]

I think what scares me the most about this post, is not this man's horrific ordeal, of which I believe very few of us could have survived - but the fact that 5.3 thousand people have complained about him having a dry mouth while feeling the story. (look at the number in Kieran McDonnell's comment below) The fact that so many people have chosen to focus on such a petty thing when the subject of the talk is so serious and so moving, well it says so much about the terrible state of our society today. Congratulations and thank you Mr Atwood for sharing your amazing and inspiring story.

[@catedoge3206]

May 16 is my birthday. This talk will stay with me forever.

[@EvoVFX]

Love Shaun’s KZbin channel such an interesting guy

[@InimitaPaul]

Normally lip smacking would have me out of here in an instant but I’ve watched so many of Shaun’s videos and he’s so engaging that I honestly didn’t even notice. I was just listening for bits a pieces I haven’t heard from him yet. If nothing else he makes me realise how lucky I am, on a few levels.

[@christinemott2878]

He was reliving his experience u dork.its called ptsd

[@aryka922]

My parents were raided for drugs in Arizona in March 2016. Subsequently, I spent a good amount of my life in the Maricopa County Jail. He is not lying about the conditions there.

[@j.a.emmanueltemplemann5627]

I teared listening to this guy tell his story of Prison. G-d bless you sir, you taught me so much sharing your experience🙏🏻

[@jasonellis4330]

This guy came to my secondary school and talked about all this for like an hour and a half. There's so much more to his story

[@teddyhalls3667]

Love this Shaun great podcast with true Geordie , must go back on again

[@HelenEk7]

American prison sentences are just ridicules..

[@Fowwista]

Helen E ridiculous*

[@HelenEk7]

Because it's in some of the countries were the language is not English you will find the best prison systems. We actually had a prisoner that the US wanted expedited from Norway to the US. Norway said no, because their prisons are inhumane. So he served his sentence here instead.

[@boynotgenius]

Helen All powerful countries have strict prisons this is to set an example to our people. I don’t agree with it, but it’s true.

[@HelenEk7]

If you live in the US it does't seem to set an example at all, as you have an extremely high rate of re-evictions. Is it around 80% now? Our less strict prisons works much better, as our re-eviction rate is only 20%.. (Norway)

[@krenled]

Helen E I don't know how different Norway's prison system is to Germany's, but generally I'd say in both countries it's more about getting the inmates back into society. In the US however, you get taught to fear for your well-being more and more i guess.

[@2079karen]

Wow shaun ,you certainly been through the mill ,and come out a different man!!

[@stormont666]

reminds me of the time I was in the hospital all broke up from a motorcycle accident. I woke up to others who had the same condition but with different circumstances, and that is what humbled me. I took the risk, some people don't. but we all ended up in the same place

[@6thi874]

Brilliant TED talk. Good on ya Shaun. 👍🏻🇬🇧