"what happened to us?.." || Spoken Word Poetry

this poem was a free verse. truthfully came up with it on the spot.
but the meaning behind it means so much, so there you go.
I DON'T OWN ANYTHING BUT MY POEM AND MY VOICE !
The instrumental is Stone Cold by Demi Lovato, I lost the link to it. :(
if my twitter brought you here, comment "cats are great:)" even if u don't think so ..
my twitter is @skysky1957 :)

[@casscass7601]

She expressed my feelings better then I could ever

[@emilylong7999]

Cass Cass same here I wish that I never met my ex it took me so long to get over him and now he is dating one of my friends.🥺😔

[@trinitybrobst7123]

Ik right

[@jlrushing559]

Cass Cass same I don't know how to talk to boys anymore

[@KnotRight]

Same

[@ika_ksn4492]

@@emilylong7999 this is happening to me now, he said it's because he doesn't love me anymore but the real reason is he loves my bestfriend and now I found out my bestfriend felt the same for him 🙂

[@leanndalcourt2198]

“i was forced to move on, i watched you get happier with everyone else”

[@andreslucero2585]

Those who are heartless... Once cared too much.

[@usaajaiansjakamaka4959]

Worst feeling is when someone hurts you then say youre the one who hurt them

[@brig.2344]

My ex that broke me more then once said that I ruined his life

[@brig.2344]

@The Love will always be here Speak please thank you hun, you are amazing

[@lorena_gacha8315]

No the worse feeling is knowing that you talking to someone you are so close with because you keep talking to them because they say too be everytime you do he hurts more and more because he likes you bit you dont like him back. It hurts because he doesn't want me to leave and he wont leave be he hurts everytime but still stays...

[@mariahelizabeth7815]

Me: when I'm older I wanna be a dinosaur Mom: because they are massive? Me: no because they are dead Mom : :0

[@autumnceleste7794]

mariah Elizabeth it going to get better💞

[@lbyulll]

The hardest part is that Acting like nothing happens when some things really do happen. Seeing them happy with another beings and not us hurts so much that we can feel our heart broke inside. But I still hope he still remembers every little thing that happens between us. Even after he leaves, I still stay here, at the same place where he left me.

[@puneettiwari2443]

Can relate... Same here

[@kleighpronouncedkaylee7862]

Why does this literally feel like you said the words I’ve been trying to say? This was amazing, I honestly understand how you feel.

[@annetteswartz8723]

Please I'm asking you to think I dont want to hurt anybody....it has to be forever babe!!!

[@DRIFTLAYNE]

This explained all that happened last week. And to all those who are having a rough time. Stay strong because there is always a rainbow after the rain❤️😔

[@beauty6338]

"I watched you become happier with everyone else"😢🔥

[@msrainbowmoonfire1802]

Hi. I just started my Spoken Word Poetry channel too. Please feel free to subscribe to my channel. TOXIC I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive You hated my smile Said I look pretty when I cry So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted Is this love when I feel drained and shattered? Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you? Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue? From hurting me, what do you gain? Am I easier to love when I'm in pain? IG: @missrainbowmoonfire If you like this poem, feel free to subscribe to the KZbin Channel below: kzbin.info/door/UI7EFtj-JDE4F06BDnGkMA

[@caronharrison7197]

I'm not happier with everyone else!!!😘💯❤I love you & miss you!!!!🌹😘💯❤🌹

[@sweettea7902]

"I just wanted you to love me" That honestly hit the hardest. Through all our issues, all I ever asked was for her to be my sister, and I couldn't even get that.

[@ashleyrose2945]

I love him,I loved him, I still love him...... I've given up on everything since this because it feels like he doesn't care.

[@jennifercastro2295]

Ashley Crawford i’m going thru the same thing 😔 and it sucks because he now has a gf he was my best friend and my first love now we are just strangers

[@lalawmawii6873]

You forget to count how many times I let you come back in..

[@lamas.alejandra]

I felt that.

[@idkwtf3042]

When you have a fake friend. That uses you .. You feel nothing but a failure. i felt this...Should i just die if im a toy? That you use... Ugh i hate fake friends.. I wish i died..

[@adamharlow5306]

@@idkwtf3042 me too

[@deaddeal5253]

That's the most fitting one for me. Oh I wish you could go back in time.

[@dannamartinez3216]

Worst feeling is when you forgive someone, and they don’t even know they had been forgiven, like they don’t even know they did something wrong and act like everything is normal, but only you know how many opportunities you had given to them and they didn’t even realize it

[@hongjoong1299]

TRUE

[@ShinyProbodhini]

Ugh true

[@dahliasia2543]

Thats true. Why there are people that like that...

[@lifeofdilara3665]

I felt this💔she just said everything I wanted to

[@qeenxkiera5299]

Same my ex friend zoned me the other day and i went with my best friend and now my ex wants me back but im with my best friend who actually cares about me and loves me

[@jenniferwhittaker5135]

Here stuck at home going through a bad breakup. I know just how u felt when u wrote this and alll the others too sitting here sobbing because of how close your words hit home...

[@hn.nicole]

"I watched you become happier with everyone else." so why not me...?

[@shaylaabarca7152]

I’m mad at myself bc I ruined my friendship with my friend and it’s all my fault and i feel like I’m dead to her but we still hang out with each other but we’re not as close like we used to be 😭😭😭

[@lindathao5872]

Shayla Abarca that's sad tho stay strong too

[@lindathao5872]

Shayla Abarca I have a best friend halie Thompson I never see again anymore because she gone way from college I used to hangout with her in high school last year but she so gone again and finds some new friends I was sad and crying alone

[@littlediamondpotato_7647]

I can't even tell you how much I understand that. The literal exact same thing is happening to me at this very moment.

[@kinglilg6045]

Shayla Abarca girl friends come and go, sad to say but it’s true just don’t blame yourself if they were really your friend they would talk it out with you.

[@madif9229]

I’m in the same situation it’s hard :/

[@raquelcoronado7923]

sometimes it’s as if I don’t even know you anymore- like if I miss the memories more than I miss you

[@traceyowenhughes9223]

WHAT HAPPENED TO US? YOU CHOSE SOMEONE ELSE YOU PLAYED ME.

[@meeksgurl618]

I get a sense of relief every time I watch one of these videos she always knows how to shape when I’m feeling into words

[@belieberlifestyle3666]

It's like someone said what my heart wanted to say

[@annacook1019]

He made me so happy, even just being around him. And now he's left me, I feel like I'm going into this dark place to the point I feel dead inside. I don't feel like a person anymore.

[@snehagupta9536]

Yaa.. Me too.. Now there is no interest in anything.. In life.. I feel like its a hell..

[@damienknox]

I really deeply feel these.

[@rolandhungyo4996]

Deep down I never stop loving you till now but you never understand how much I struggle to reach by your side so, I just step back and observed that am I the only one who still believes in love and then on I understand a little pit about me that am a damn lier because I cannot prove you that my love for you is real and pure.... Oh Weak me.

[@chalin715]

I don’t know what to say I am just tired of being insecure and crying and waiting for nothing.

[@shawnys-berry2768]

@@chalin715 that's how I feel too. I'm a lying ass who lied to my self for years denied the fact it was love at first sight

[@shyannestrength1452]

It's like she has watched everything I went through and expressed it through my eyes...I have no words for how amazing your spoken words are❤

[@d.s_alan]

I feel the same way...

[@shyannestrength1452]

@@d.s_alan hang in there b. You're never alone❤

[@d.s_alan]

@@shyannestrength1452 thanks for your kind words🙂

[@shyannestrength1452]

@@d.s_alan of course🥺❤ And if you ever want or need someone to talk to or someone to give you advice, I'm here. I know what it's like to struggle and to not have anyone

[@d.s_alan]

@@shyannestrength1452 awwww😞😟

[@oklol7893]

Oh man these feeling are coming back :(

[@laicareazon6290]

I liked him for almost four years. When he came back, he told me he likes me. I said "It's time to try." little did I know, I'll break, worst than in the past.

[@IFLYhelicopter]

Most heartbreaking thing I've been through is that...i had to watch her walk away but most of all what really hurt is when I had to sit there and watch my beautiful little Angel turn into Satan.....and I couldn't do absolutely nothing about it.....

[@earlbunce7677]

I know exactly how you

[@IFLYhelicopter]

@@earlbunce7677 it happens

[@babyfeith8325]

Full of emotions, spoken from her heart. ❤Nice.

[@nicolehurley9080]

I have a pretty good idea what happened.. a lot of broken promises, stood up twice (scared) treated a long time like I was a joke and tons of false hope (felt like a game) my heart is so true for him and always have been and it was brutally stomped on numerous times. Then one day, he took a big turn and I know it took him a lot but I also knew his heart was big and I knew he slowly come out and I pushed and pushed to never give up on him. When he finally did do his big turn around that did take him a lot of courage to do, lots of confusion came with his big heart and leaves me doubtful, uncertain, but excited at same time (if that makes sense) we both came a long way. Lots of hurt, pain, anger but so much love. We been growing together. I just need him to make his last step closer to me for us so we can have a happy healthy future together. Just today, I accomplished an almost 11 year goal. I achieved it and I’m free!! All I want is him (us) and to get us right for the last time so we can, hold each other’s hands, hang out, work hard, just love one another that we been wanting for a very long time.. the past is finally over. Let’s chew it up and spit it out! Like brushing off old dust to make it shine again! He’s my guy, my fine guy, my best friend, soon to be hubby 🙏🌹

[@monalisaally5352]

Wahooo sound good

[@jaylynnluna1528]

cant believe im barly seeing this . they say you fall in love 3 times my first was with this boy , man he made me so happy , and you never think about the end until it creeps up on you . its been over a year since the breakup and i still have not gotten over him .

[@yesenianolasco5735]

I’m on the same boat :(. Don’t worry !! It takes time!! Especially if you loved so hard

[@jaylynnluna1528]

@@yesenianolasco5735 well ty luv :( i hope everythign goes well for you

[@lewiscooper7397]

It does take time. How long??? Would love to know. Still pineing for my first and only love.

[@jaylynnluna1528]

@@lewiscooper7397 we broke up over a year ago , dated like two years ago , it takes time , i still have so much love .

[@nayomireyes6390]

It hurts when u know its ur fault.... Cuz u werre the one that pushed them away ...

[@nayomireyes6390]

@@kindheart7532 yes and its hurts when it seems thats its ur fault and they wanna break sum thats been going on for years .... 😢

[@kindheart7532]

@@nayomireyes6390 Speaking from experience... some thing's that continue for yrs, gets realllllly old REGARDLESS of the relationship. It's not always easy to do, esp if you love them but sometime's you have walk away and either they'll GET THEY'LL IT or SADLY THEY WON'T ... If you love them then you're praying for the better is all I can say... hang in there darling... 😓

[@jadenyoder109]

I became in this situation at 1:00 AM this morning, didn’t know what to do, but ball my eyes out and fall asleep as I did. Woke up this morning with no texts from anyone but my regular group of girls I constantly text. And some streaks from my guy friends. Nothing too meaningful from the guy I truly miss. I’ll never understand what the hell I even did. Bc he blocked me without a warning. I’ll never understand why girls have to go through what they do now these days, bc it’s tragic for the ones that get it done to them.. not knowing who to text when u need some company or someone there in general, is the hardest thing we can go through. Especially if that person was once the love of your life.

[@miomoos]

I spent so many hours worrying your safety and well-being while disregarding my own, I helped you attach yourself to people you wanted while I hurt myself step by step doing so. I gave you every forgiving after each time you hurt me, I put my heart in your hands and you squeezed it until it popped, you threw years out the window in exchange for a couple of days, i don’t understand. i’m sorry i loved you. i’m sorry for being sorry.

[@msrainbowmoonfire1802]

Hi. I just started my Spoken Word Poetry channel too. Please feel free to subscribe to my channel. TOXIC I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive You hated my smile Said I look pretty when I cry So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted Is this love when I feel drained and shattered? Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you? Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue? From hurting me, what do you gain? Am I easier to love when I'm in pain? IG: @missrainbowmoonfire If you like this poem, feel free to subscribe to the KZbin Channel below: kzbin.info/door/UI7EFtj-JDE4F06BDnGkMA

[@ameesmith637]

I couldn't of expressed it any better , thank you for sharing love you

[@poeticpoetreas8330]

No matter how tough life gets Keep on seeing the beauty in negativity And never stop chasing the light. Keep fighting, T.

[@sofiebarlund527]

How could you. You hurt me so bad. Had you as a best friend for 9 years and now you’re gone. How do u expect to go from talking 10 times a day to not talking at all. To go from loving each other to hating each other? I wish it could have been different but you’re gone for good. I’ll always remember our sleep overs and memories and “play dates” after school. Now we’re 13, we got to middle school, and we had a fight and despise each other and it sucks.

[@pchlsky9097]

this hits me...i just lost my best friend too.

[@user-ci6bi4xw1g]

Wow, that hit me x

[@saramsaram6578]

Yes they forgot how many times we forgive them 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@jbgvlogs907]

Love is like a butterfly if you hold tightly it will die and if you hold loosely it will fly so If somebody walk away from your life let them go you don’t have convince to anybody love you if they leave you it means they didn’t attach to your future

[@lxuise2367]

I wish I could move on, but I can't.

[@rachelwitt3983]

This poem it's very beautiful and so much truth in it keep it up love your poems

[@chelseymorgan1506]

every single word gets me .

[@realslimboy93]

This is definitely relatable.

[@earlbunce7677]

But you're the one that left you were the one that was so unsure yourself and us. I never made you believe it's what you always wanted to do. Instead of facing your problems you run. Everything could be worked out if you try but if you run nothing can be worked out. You can blame everything on me I'm good with it. But I know deep down inside you know the truth. I'm sorry for the life you led I didn't do it to you. Instead of talking and telling the truth you would hide everything in Li lie. You don't want to talk that's your choice. I don't care anymore you don't want to talk then I don't want to talk. Have a good day good night good life. I mean you still ain't even told me we're done. What you think you could just keep stringing me along I'm not someone else. Heck I was even going to counseling but it was too important for me to take away from my time for you to go. You don't need to go right it's only me. Like I said you can blame me I'll take the blame. If you feel better. Alright your choice I don't beg anybody I did enough begging you don't want to talk that's your choice. You're the one that's going to lose not me

[@earlbunce7677]

Why don't you talk to me beautiful. Happy holiday

[@earlbunce7677]

@@shawnys-berry2768 ok I'm ready

[@earlbunce7677]

When???

[@earlbunce7677]

Ha Ha THE JOKES ON ME AGAIN. YEA YOU REALLY WANT TO QUIT LYING. NEVER EVER CHANGE. TIME FOR ME TO. MOVE ON . OPENED MY HEART AGAIN. WHY IM JUST A JOKE TO YOU. NEVERMORE.😢 Next I'll be 😁😊 I cant believe I Fell for it again. What was I thinking. WHATEVER

[@miaachan2736]

hi love!❤️i’ve recently seen your poems and i love them and there so powerful i mean damn girl! it’s raw and it’s so powerful and rare. you show your true and inner feelings. your fighting your demons and your beating them and it’s beautiful! keep writing!💙

[@mikewilson4600]

Skye you have a real talent and you managed to summon up how I was feeling over a year ago

[@haleyhebert7142]

Hey, do you wish to get your ex back or restore someone you love? If yes, then I'd like to recommend you to a love specialist who brought my ex back. Contact him on Whatsapp for help [phone]...

[@Diana-gt1rv]

This is so beautiful and true. We have built a castle in the sky. But I never questioned you and I never stoped you. And I will never question and will never stop you.

[@juliavalkonet7391]

this is so relatable

[@haleyhebert7142]

Hey, do you wish to get your ex back or restore someone you love? If yes, then I'd like to recommend you to a love specialist who brought my ex back. Contact him on Whatsapp for help [phone]...

[@chalin715]

Please no pointing fingers it’s done already. Yes I do hurt you mentally and physically I admit and again you did hurt me more than you know. Is just comes to the point I am done dealing my insecurities and jealousy and a lot of questions from you until now I didn’t get an answer from you. That’s all I can say sorry if I hurt you but I hope you realize not only me had fault you had mistakes a lot and I always be there for you. You take advantage on me thats that truth.

[@neworleanssaints6084]

Yes a bunch is my fault to I agree,ask me anything an I will tell you

[@jullyscainl7623]

All ok need maleshe me play nogood person tell all rouned telling no good on the spot tell any second mistked tell play this no good hiding sefed no hoodok no played me no need any dramma no maked ok

[@legacyobsessed5908]

I feel this She's left we still talk, trying to be friends again see if we can do that first and then But because she left, when I was mad, hurt enough to but stood trying to make it work ... suddenly she's free of all consiquences and blame and because I stand here, like an idiot, heart in hand, she envokes new punishments - degrees of blame, litterally punishing me for still loving her and I'm stupid enough to take it to "answer anything honestly" but of course I must be lying because My Truths are no match for her "I heards, assumptions and claims" sigh She gets closure and I get tortured

[@tiffanyclemons8497]

I’m not gonna point any fingers at this point we were both to blame!! Sorry 😢 for the hurt and anything else I may had caused ♥️

[@fathimathrukharasheed1902]

You said everything I wished I could've said

[@natalyrockett8019]

That's the gods honest truth

[@marytessharron]

I want to tell him that it isn't that easy to move on and if he feels the same but he has found someone new even if we could just be friends😔

[@amritraj9917]

I'm a boy here ...... I dunno why but it feels like everything which u gone through is the same to me ... Hey thanks to express yourself like this 💖. I'm so sad that I'm afraid to love anyone else ... I know how badly I was treated but why is that feeling of going back to hers on just one call ... Why still a urge to be with her why why why

[@adriellagraceapostol3421]

I'll never forget u coz u are my happiness.... 💟

[@marcopolo6092]

That’s exactly what just happen to me this week

[@colinchesser4114]

I absolutely love your poetry the words in this explain EXACTLY how I feel

[@sharonpiccone6648]

"I 'WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY, I NEVER INTENDED TO HURT ANYONE, I WAS VERRY ALONE, I JUST WANTED TO BE ABLE TO 'EXPRESS' MYSELF, THERE'S NO REVENGE, COS I NEVER HAD A PLOT, ONLY A LONELY PERSON, WITH LOVE TO 'GIVE', & UNABLE TO 'EXPRESS ' IT, I NEVER PLANNED ANYTHING, NEVER HAD A CHANCE, NEVER HAD TIME, DIDN'T HAVE MUCH TIME TIME, FOR MYSELF, NOW THAT'S ALL I'VE GOT!!!.

[@aggelikhmavrogiannh3027]

Just to think that we were best friends the year before...

[@haleyhebert7142]

Hey, do you wish to get your ex back or restore someone you love? If yes, then I'd like to recommend you to a love specialist who brought my ex back. Contact him on Whatsapp for help [phone]...

[@Lori-jx8eo]

I stepped out of my own way like you asked .. I screamed and I wailed as I was leaving every bit of my soul screamed out for you and all I want d was to see happiness for you , if I was the thorn in your side I selflessly stepped aside so you could succeed in what you said you wanted … till this very day I wish we could reconnect as the new people we said we were going to become..

[@RebelBeckaSuperStar]

This is how I really truly extremely truly feel about everyone that I care about so much

[@WildGeminiOO]

I never intended to hurt you, I caused more problems than I probably should've - I swear I feel all these videos

[@lewiscooper7397]

I hope you do! I'm a good way!

[@mealpxc]

It happened people... it happened, i lost my best friend, my soulmate, my sister, the one i shared all my secrets, the one i valued the most, the one i loved the most, the one i thought i could never live without... but she just threw it all away, 7 years wasted💔💔 i wasn't enough and she had enough, found another one and forgot about me and now i just feel so empty without her and idk what to do anymore...

[@truckersquad2283]

Nobody important don't worry. It's going to be better. I had to same thing happen to me. Look I'm still here enjoying the life I have.

[@tckelley8269]

What uo

[@sulistiyorini4295]

Lhaaaa...

[@tabathagilbert201]

I loved someone too and he knows it and I still love my other half but some how we managed to kinda fall apart alot of it is pride ego I think for him and friends getting in the way but it doesn't change how I feel about my soulmate I'll always have him in my heart but I have cut those people in my ear and try to rebuild what we had but only if he's wanting to I want to still work on us because I really do love him.

[@blcssoms9005]

Tabatha Gilbert 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙣'𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜.

[@kyleee1690]

“It’s not you, it’s me”

[@ashwhite587]

This literally happened to me in my past and I hate my past because of it

[@druthifernandez5826]

I can't control my tears

[@iPaytonnn]

that “i’m sick of watching it rain every single time you throw words at me” hit different. every time my ex and i would have an argument it always seemed to rain

[@anshupriya5597]

Please never stop writing. I wanna see your videos everytime. Just keep posting. We love you! ❤️

[@kgotsi_gadiseema3005]

Oh gosh why am i crying so hard..my pillow my pillow is damp with tears 😭😭😭💔💔

[@yuchitun5386]

He keeps silent and it’s a sign that relationship ends. It’s time to say goodbye.

[@snehagupta9536]

Exactly....silence in relationship kills it.. And suddenly u realized that everything ends.. Nothing left... And this silence kiils u inside...

[@ntgreat5]

Everything u say in all your videos makes so much sence cuz im that guy to my ex of 3 yrs. An im glad ive found your videos cuz I didnt know how to put it into words

[@lovlyqueen4305]

My heart is severely grieved..💔😢

[@bernadetteconstantino1208]

Girl.. You don't know how much I cried watching your videos.. 😭

[@svd779]

Every single word striked me.. every single line felt so much deep within. Everything resembles my own story. Just like you even I have recorded my pain on mobile recorder. "I watched her becoming happier with everyone else" 🙏🙏

[@brianlukeluke1360]

I was forced to move on

[@ploopydoopy6765]

Save our broken hearts 💔

[@lipsamehta3319]

U know what u spit out my heart

[@aggarwalaggarwal5762]

When our love is pure we will always be in each other's life

[@aggarwalaggarwal5762]

I never cheated my love I swear.. I only loved u as soul and noone else since we met

[@zenia_stamp7496]

I just wanted you to love me..😢

[@kindheart7532]

Know the feeling... 😞

[@jimmyhubbard993]

Let's fix this we can do this please

[@matthewreid4067]

Thank you very much , you explain the words i cant say , im a boy , there is a thought that says be a reflection of what you want to receive , give love you will get loved , give truth you will get honesty , give respect you will be respected , give care you will get cared , all the girls ive met i have given all and get nothing in return , all i get is heartbreak , and now i feel like whats the point of being the good guy , i wanna change my heart , my soul and my mind so badly because im tired of being hurt and expected to walkaway like my feelings dont matter

[@Girl-fk1wf]

I can relate...

[@juliavalkonet7391]

im crying ily

[@alyssalovell4540]

This is so relatable....

[@athelapobe5833]

yes,you're right.. it made me cry too.. oh Jesus Christ!

[@nishikarawat1046]

It really made me cry....

[@linngrete6360]

I'm crying, yesterday I found out that I can't trust any of my friends.. This is how I feel... I'm so sick of life!

[@madisonwetzel7294]

This is amazing❤ and i felt this so deeply man

[@nataliesantiagolopez8573]

My feelings has gone and my heart went to someone else but i got over it

[@wendy5285]

This is my life in this video

[@msrainbowmoonfire1802]

Hi. I just started my Spoken Word Poetry channel too. Please feel free to subscribe to my channel. TOXIC I put on my prettiest smile, I felt attractive I thought you'd love it too, I was so naive You hated my smile Said I look pretty when I cry So I let you break me in all the ways you wanted Is this love when I feel drained and shattered? Are my scars and tears enough to fill the void within you? Are you happy now to see my body turn sort of bluish hue? From hurting me, what do you gain? Am I easier to love when I'm in pain? IG: @missrainbowmoonfire If you like this poem, feel free to subscribe to the KZbin Channel below: kzbin.info/door/UI7EFtj-JDE4F06BDnGkMA

[@kaitlynbolt6432]

you hurt me but was it really me fault. i have to say...i miss you alot and i never stoped. im truly and sorry if i hurt you, i just wish we could go back and....stoped all the fighting

[@kiddiestrangler]

When me and my best friend were texting on Snapchat, then we had an argument and I lost my temper and called her the worst... big mistake... she really hated me after that and she even said she wouldn't care if I died... she was really special to me. Then she unfriended me on everything and I couldn't just meet her in real life because she lives in Northern Ireland and I live in the UK so I have no way of telling her how sorry I am and bow much I miss her. I miss her so much that I struggle to sleep and struggle to maintain being happy, I just suddenly start crying and in my head I tell myself "I hate myself! Why did I do that?! I regret absolutely everything! I'm worthless..." and stuff like that... you really don't know how much you care for someone until they're gone from you... and what doesn't help is I still cry about my dog because he died in 2016 and he was amazing.

[@dovedacat4197]

Same thing happens to me.. Also I'm sorry about your dogs my two dogs died.. And my biggest regret was not being there when they died.. I was only 6/4 by the time when they died..

[@kiddiestrangler]

@@dovedacat4197 that was like with me... I wasn't there to him one last time before he went to the vets and died...

[@dovedacat4197]

Yeah.. My dog went to the vet and it was the last day I could see her because she died right at the vets

[@athelapobe5833]

omg.. it made me cry..i've been on this situation before.. :-(

[@deeptijotee8914]

It's hurt a lot i still suffer and miss him badly

[@user-lr8sy5lc4c]

Your planning was superbly done.

[@slimeyyykayyy]

Your videos are legit amazing.

[@Shimtheblackgirl]

What I feel right now 🥺

[@jazminekennedy3860]

This truly hit me hard! 💔 Thank you so much! ❤️

[@glendawallace3320]

This is like what just happened to me and my best friend 😟😢😭

[@evanf594]

She did everything I could not speak or say u made me feel what I need to feel thank u so much🥺🥺😔😔😔😔😔

[@user-kg6dj1xj5r]

FOREVER Forever didn't last. Said u will be always by my side, Now have no sign. The song u dedicated me says "Forever together", Just like the song it didn't continue to play forever. But that 3 min song did really felt like forever. ! You hold my hand and took me so far to unknown, But you just left, now I'm lost. Surrounded by woods, Always there to listen to my stories but unable to help. Poor woods, broken me, there she goes from the back door which I never knew existed. Felt death although alive. What could I say more, wishing you happiness. Happiness with your future were I'm not included.! The oceans, the stars, the future we created, Now I'm alone unable to walk through our dreams. But you do not notice, its deserted place for u. My heart cry.! My heart cry not for you to come back.! My heart cry for the broken promises. I do not miss you. I miss us when we were so happy, That was when we were together creating future in our world. Hope you're happy with your new world, Hope you are making it beautiful. Hope one day I can have a glance at it. We could not be together forever but the moment we had will at least last till I lost my memory . just unnfinished Dreams..!

[@legacyobsessed5908]

I appreciate this .. Even if she won't Even if she's not here to see Ignored calls and texts Get it together, breath, breath Dont let her hear you weak Dont mention the Edits ooor The time spent, the courage it took The pain, the disalusioned days, Torment Lost nights spent pacing, reciting What I would of, what I WILL say Background music "Only Got 1 Shot1 Opp - err I lost myself You'll never know what that truely means The dry blood - broken promises I write with Unfinished Dreams Waking up to my own Screams Unable to sleep, unable to hide it -No one asks why because they rightfully assume you're gone, I must look like a half of me On the inside, much less than that You left me It's ok I don't blame you Turns out even I left me Unfinished Dreams? Naw more like .. pause .. Remember to breath Nothing left to Dream about ...

[@uaintworthmytime1326]

I miss my best friend..but my best friend had other things going ..I wasn’t his priority an was blocked out of his secret life I had to figure out for myself...an was shot down if I spoke my mind with revenge ..I’m crushed broken hearted isolated from everyone n the world...drowning myself in peach’s n creame...the reality is more than I wanna bare or face...but good luck with ur friends that made u happy...an one more thing b4 I close me d.d.johnson I’ve read more than enough could say a lot but I’m leaving u with this ....just because u don’t no my worth , I always no my worth an what I had brought to the table...my fat ugly ass wasn’t the bag of chips...but it was the fucking bag of chip that made u straight n made our world go round....I don’t need a man..I was the bitch n dick that did it all them 5yrs ...thanks for making me for that stupid for doing US...