What's stopping me from being happy?

[@CKSPACE]

Might need some time to restructure my mindset, life and the youtube channel. So pardon me if get I a little inconsistent with the uploads. Edit: Btw I'm extremely grateful for all of your supportive comments. I might not able to thank all of you personally, but do know that they mean a lot and I'm thankful for every single one of them.🙏

[@jewelpastoral1446]

Its ok, take your time if you are not feeling happy please take your time to recover, if you don't want to create content for now it's ok, just please take your time and stay safe

[@kristiaamargo-esteba7100]

I’ll be, here as a supporter! Your channel is wonderful. I’m learning so much specially with your Minimalism series.

[@natashatheresa]

You are awesome... the stuff on your channel is super informative and inspiring. Don't worry about your accent. It is admirable for anyone to speak more than one language, and then it's amazing when they make a video in their second language! I WISH I had that skill. I hope you reclaim your WHY to help motivate you and to find what brings you joy once again.

[@chrisharringtonguitarist]

Hey man, stay true to yourself not the numbers. I enjoy your content whether its related to minimalism or not. I follow another KZbin channel who started out with minimalism and then switched up there content because it started to feel repetitive to them. I still love their content to this day. We'll follow you whatever you choose to do. All the best

[@deborahe3117]

❤️

[@broughttoyoubynmblake]

When there’s no joy in whatever we do, it becomes void. Take a break and know we watch because we care and enjoy.

[@mariamysoul]

Your honesty and vulnerability is appreciated all the way in Copenhagen.

[@carrieh2409]

and in Canada too!

[@Video-Games-Are-Fun]

that was the name of tobacco chew brand i heard back in the us army in 1996. some kid was chewing it in the barracks.

[@sashaonthetop4727]

Umuligt, troede ikke der var andre danskere her!

[@retepz2822]

Vi er over det hele! :)

[@cUser691]

Your self-awareness in this video is “goals”. A great, reflective video! To find your own happiness is admirable. I respect & appreciate the depth of your minimalist videos: You’ve helped us to embrace a philosophy beyond merely decluttering to living more consciously. Through your videos, we brought in less ‘things’, retained our quality clothes, pots, pans that will last for decades, eliminated redundant items like cheap scissors, hair combs, stupid unsentimental things. We embraced how you’ve de-cluttered fashion and worked through living w/ others who had lots of stuff. Your rationale for those aspects was kind and gentle. Thank you, thank you. We’d subscribed and wanted you to know that whatever path you take in the YT arena is going to be ok. We understand some of the ‘algorithm’ stuff behind the viewer numbers.That said, you’re a cool inspiration for a thoughtful life approach. Again, thank you for the beauty of your channel.

[@daweigo6851]

Maybe stupid sentimential things do make people happy?

[@cUser691]

@@daweigo6851 Maybe they do . It’s the stuff that holds no value to a person was the point

[@Cecibug1]

Everyone gets stuck in a rut, or a form of writers block in life. Take a break, try not to search for anything in particular and you'll find a spark again, it'll come to you. You put thoughtfulness in all your videos and they are very enjoyable. I think I'd enjoy any topic you cover. Your accent is nice by the way. That's not an issue at all.

[@JamesKrudop]

Thank you for being candid, your willingness to be vulnerable in a place where toxicity is spread so easily shows a lot of courage. Take your time and do what you can to love yourself. We'll be here when you get back.

[@dennynned]

It's okay man, take your time. Hope everything will go better. Stay safe

[@TakeBackYourMind997]

Intention is EVERYTHING. Amazing honesty in this video and a perfect example of how doing a task with a more pure intention leads to happiness, yet doing that same task with a less pure intention leads to unfulfillment.

[@jorellelouis1551]

I never really thought that accent matters. Your tone is so smooth and your voice is calming for me. Thank you for stepping out of the box with this content, you are spilling things I feel but can't explain, we get you. Wishing you the best, man. My friends and I learn new things from you each time. We'll be waiting!

[@theDoctorwitTardis]

I appreciate you titled and shot the video from your genuine perspective instead of doing what so many "self-help" youtubers are doing and act like a perfect, unshakable titan of success and boundless willpower that will teach you what's wrong with *you* , why *you're* unsuccesful, and why *you* are unhappy. Great video, thank you.

[@notthatjones6026]

I'm impressed with the insight you've reached at your age. Welcome to the contemplation that minimalism allows once we move thru the physical clutter. It took my 10 years of minimalism to reach this myself. Thank you for sharing your perspective!

[@FlorianCoeman]

I just discovered you, your storytelling and cinematography is so nice!

[@MetalCoola350]

You have made a big impact in my life. Before knowing your channel, I didn't know anything about minimalism. You have taught me how to take baby steps towards a decluttered life, but at the same time, finding joy on the small things. Take your time and declutter your thoughts. Greetings from Mexico.

[@SimpleHappyZen]

I appreciated this video so much. As a fellow content creator, I can relate strongly to what you said about the KZbin rollercoaster and feeling confined to a certain niche. As a friend told me, it's time we got off the ride and enjoy the day in the theme park 😄 Like you said, success comes to those who are happy, not the other way around. It's exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you ⚘ I'm 100% positive you'll figure it out with your channel. 😊

[@maxtonuriel4924]

you all probably dont give a damn but does any of you know of a trick to log back into an instagram account?? I stupidly lost the account password. I would appreciate any help you can offer me!

[@colsonmark1136]

@Maxton Uriel instablaster ;)

[@maxtonuriel4924]

@Colson Mark Thanks so much for your reply. I got to the site through google and Im waiting for the hacking stuff atm. I see it takes quite some time so I will get back to you later with my results.

[@maxtonuriel4924]

@Colson Mark It did the trick and I actually got access to my account again. I am so happy! Thank you so much you saved my ass :D

[@colsonmark1136]

@Maxton Uriel no problem =)

[@joyphelps968]

People around the world are experiencing emotions like yours partially as a result of the prolonged pandemic. We're realizing it's been a year that we've been isolated, stymied, shuttered, and unhugged. We're all weary, questioning, and a little "not happy". I always look forward to you videos and love your style, content, and accent. I'd love to see you broaden your content to show us how you live in your community and more about your family, friends, home, going hiking, playing, etc. Go for it!!! I'll be waiting!!

[@buildingfilming]

Your hard drive just wanted to try out minimalism, since it’s always reading the files of you preaching about it.

[@SilviaN1]

Best video you have ever made. I once had a near-death experience - in that I learned, that experiences are much more worth than succes. Experiences are exciting for you soul. Succes is mostly exciting for the ego. Best to you from Denmark

[@Devananta-Rafiq]

This video hits home😭😭 I'm recently struggling with my own concept of happiness as time and time again I become numb and I can't feel anything.

[@rachelm1206]

I’m sure I’m not alone in thinking that your voice - accent included- is very warm, pleasant to listen to, and contributes to the overall effect of your content.

[@niab.4175]

I actually loved this this video. Thanks for sharing. I think you'd be surprised to know just how many people needed to hear this.

[@user-wb2yv7ll9d]

Someone once said to me "don't be so hard on yourself" and I thought that was silly advice. My mindset was "of course I am hard on myself, that's a good thing to be hard on oneself!" Until I had a deeper understanding of what that advice meant and it was a true "aha" moment. Whenever I catch myself being hard on myself now, I am aware of it and I stop it. It still happens but I have more control over it and it is life-changing. Your channel and your content is awesome but do not feel any pressure and do not be hard on your self. Take a break, relax, get perspective.

[@mattcoy47]

Love your channel bro. You’re allowed to feel down every now and then, just like the rest of us. I appreciate your honesty.

[@cybertteoki]

I appreciate you for being so candid.

[@estella2lenne]

Heyo CK! Sounds like you might be experiencing burnout due to being overstimulated by many things in life. Take all the time you need and recuperate :)

[@maunarose]

Take care, special human. Your work makes me happy. I like to go back and watch to get happy. I wish I could give back somehow. Cheers.

[@pixieofthedesert9951]

Although I do love your content on minimalism I also know that you’re human and that you have other things in your life that might interest you or that you’re going through, so whatever it is that you choose to talk about, I will always be tuning in to see what you have to share aside from minimalism. Your openness and expression is much appreciated 🤗

[@themoneymalismph]

We need self-reflection , we need to PAUSE and re-assess once in a while in order for us to re-align what goals and targets we have. ❣ !!!

[@taxi9554]

Perhaps take a look on stoicism philosophy? To understand and accept what is not in your control is one of the key elements

[@jacobcosquer]

Always here for you, you seem like the most genuine soul.

[@ayoitselaine]

i appreciate the content that comes from you, not from minimalism. happy to see you taking a step back, sending good vibes

[@sandihumeniuk4462]

Thank you for being honest! Know that your community stand behind you and you’ll do great at what ever videos you decide to produce.

[@kerie893]

Thank you for being you. I hope you allow yourself the time you need, and be proud of yourself for being able to recognise when life is asking you to pause and evaluate your needs.

[@formosus9858]

Just want to say that you're one of the few content creators on youtube that I look up to and look forward to watching every week. Keep up the good work. You're doing better each day.

[@LifeOfRiza]

Even though your channel is about minimalism, this is actually the video that lead me here! I really relate to what you're saying and I hope you make more videos like this in the future too 🙌🏼

[@michalspernakovic9136]

I think the community here will understand and be more than happy to see whatever you want to create. Lots of love from Slovakia !

[@Diego-yl6bm]

Go ahead and try something new that you enjoy and makes you fell well! You definitely have skills! Life is too short to not be happy. Wish you the best and I'll be still around your channel.

[@LeeFoxPhotoshop]

Don't worry about your accent! Honestly it's something that differentiate you form other channels and makes you special! When I think about one of your videos I wached I automatically hear your voice in my head because your accent is so distinctive! I really think it adds character to your videos and channel! :)

[@MrSurfingbudha]

I have been subscribed to you for sometime. I love your videos. I think they are some of the best videos on minimalism from a guys viewpoint. I am not naming names, but the bigger channels on this subject feel too commercialized. Your videos are more realistic and I thank you for that.

[@randilynn2422]

I love humans, our human feelings and our very human experiences. Keep speaking your truth!

[@skirwan78]

One of the most refreshing things I find, as a minimalist, is finding how people go about their daily lives (as minimalists) doing things not related to minimalism. I love to talk about how to conquer obstacles in minimalism or why it's been great for me but that's only a small part of who we are and what we do. I'd love to see more videos ranging in wider topics. Good luck, from the U.S.

[@esthernohemi5856]

When my joy/creativity is gone is usually because I’m always running in time frames but I try to keep away from people that haven’t been through what I been through. Then I recover my creative spirit my peace and my joy 🤩

[@wernching2910]

Hope knowing that there are viewers (like me) that genuinely enjoy your videos help a little little bit...加油💪🏻

[@jorellelouis1551]

It's my 5th time here. This video made me think of my own struggles, too.

[@robinsemrad3815]

I love your accent!!! So HONEST, thank you

[@julsproyect3987]

Thanks for being so honest, thank you so much, take your time to recover and reformulate what you want to do, and whatever you choos to do, it´s fine, do what you need to feel happy, sending a lot of love from Spain

[@actinbaby]

Appreciate your candor! I feel like am am in a similar place, where minimalist lifestyle is not my whole life anymore. Not that I’m not still interested, but it’s not taking as much of my time/thoughts as it did earlier on in my journey. If a break would help, we’ll be hear when you get back. I’ll be interested to see what future topics you want to cover here, minimalism or otherwise. 😊

[@wilhelmmohlmann8729]

It's okay! Take Your time, however long that might be! I'll check back here regularly. Stay healthy!!

[@neophara5816]

Hey man, I've literally watched every one of your videos. You're making great content. Do what you think is best. You're doing great already.

[@everydaykiva6377]

This is great work! I have loved seeing a guy's perspective on minimalism, so your original intent has been great. As someone your MOM'S age, my insight is that everything we do provides a lesson if we look for it. What I see in this video is you. Growing! Finding that you have more to say, realizing that subscriber numbers don't equate success. Finding that you have more to say, allowing you to stretch and expand your curiosity into new areas to share. Helping others see that success is an inner journey, not an external one. You are in an explorational stage in life (between 20-30) where the questions and frustrations you posed are exactly where you're supposed to be. I honor your journey, enjoy your work, and think you're a really fantastic person. Thank you for risking discomfort to be real with us. THAT success is its own reward, and makes all of us a little braver. When we see the example, we can choose to grow and be uncomfortable, too. All love!

[@meredithcurtisgoode3850]

I'm so happy that you shared this! In my own minimalism journey I've learned that I want to ground myself in minimalist, and for me sustainable minimalist, principles. But that is supposed to make room for other things that fuel, inspire, and sustain me, not be an end in itself. This sounds like important growth to me. I appreciate the realness. And most of my favorite of your videos are where you share various things that inspire you, so I'm all for the change and growth!

[@kaitlynrivera2455]

I love your editing and your narration, I’d watch anything you choose to do blog style. Definitely!

[@booklover2.0G]

Thank u for sharing, happiness is tricky. Some days we are over the moon and other days we are wondering why we are unhappy.

[@jenbalmonte1117]

I can feel you CK. Just doing things routinely, with no cleae purpose.

[@francescarobert5914]

This is one of my favourite video from you!! Love the honesty of your words. It’s crazy to hear you say that you think that your accent gets in the way when in fact, I see it as such an important part of uniqueness and character in your channel. You speak your mind with every video and your accent compliments your ideas.

[@markjohnmercado3242]

Everthing will be better. Thank you for this video CK! We were able to see what you really feel. This is your most sincere video so far. And it makes me idolize you even more.❤ Just always remember that WE your loyal subscribers will be here no matter what happened. We are here to support you! Do what you want to do. ❤

[@aconnaonelechef]

Don't have the answers of what you mention either, but what i can only say is you're not the only one with this mix of feelings even if my life would look fine from the extern, i really enjoyed this honesty, it requires courage, you're doing great man. A french guy

[@aikkk3130]

CK u got me out of my rut,, ill support u all the way man. Love the hard work and passion🥳.

[@anusonedone2588]

You know the problem, what is the solution? Minimalism is a finite topic so you have no new conyent. So you can branch out to new areas of interest and self growth. Second you get too much feedback on how you are received. Am I OK? Do you like me? You can like a teacher but if the classes are the same it stops being a learning process. You still like the teacher but now they are boring. I like you and I know you have multiple facets to your being. You have climbed the mountain. Now what? Your loss of direction is normal. Self assess and find other channels for your passions, you are not alone. We are with you

[@jackcb]

I have been watching your videos for a while and love your mindset and attention to detail. Take off as much time as you need, we will be with you the whole way!

[@javierap2321]

I'm not very good at giving words of support. But when I am not feeling happy I usually leave my house without a plan. I let my curiosity guide me, and thanks to that, I have known very nice places and people in my city. I hope you feel better soon and find what you are looking for. You have our support and we understand you. With love from Chile 💖💖💖

[@allkindsofluv]

I thought I was the only one who couldn't seem to see past the next 6 months...it helps to know there are others. Thank you for the beautifully orchestrated information you've always shared on this channel, and whatever direction you take next, I think I speak for many of us when I say we will still be here...🙏

[@iristhehooman]

Nope, I love videos like this instead of videos that are boxed into minimalism! That is if these videos are speaking from your heart because viewers can feel it as well. In fact, I LOVE these raw and authentic ones which are so real and relatable!

[@inkediary]

Why I'm crying? You got this. Just keep going ;

[@joanndionne]

Hey, CK! You are a super talented, creative guy-in all the ways required by this art form: writing, filming, presenting, editing and graphic design. While I began watching your videos because of “minimalism”, it was your obvious talents and subtle humour that got me hooked. I’d now happily watch videos you make on any topic that interests you because I know they will be fun, thoughtful and interesting! But I also understand how being a “slave to the algorithm” might be causing burnout. Take a break for a while, if you need to, or try a few new things here on your channel, if that’s what you want to do. As many people have said here in the comments, we, your dedicated fans, will be here for you!!

[@_max6477]

Thank you for being open with us. I appreciate this video because I can relate to you feeling unhappy and like things are out of control. Don't put so much pressure on yourself. You're doing great! If you need a break, take one. Don't force it. 🤗

[@KavishaPatel]

Great Video! Often the reason behind our unhappy feelings is the things we don't have control over and the results that gives us. I think its important for us to realize that we will always have something that we can't control and we should learn to not let that affect our happiness.

[@JosephLouisTan]

Thanks for sharing CK. I am too feeling this void in my life right now. It maybe the burnt out accelerated by me working from home or being unhappy at my job or comparing myself to others or not making significant progress on my goals or honestly all of the above. You’re not alone. We are all human and I guess it is normal for us to feel this way. Take care my friend.

[@anashappydays]

I relate a lot with your video. Sometimes I get very frustrated that my channel is not growing like “it should “ and I want to give up 😨. I try to not focus in the numbers and do it for the love of it trusting that it brings happiness to some that need it ❤️. Take a break, or post less often and find the pasión you are missing. You are doing extremely well and your content is really good. I really love it! Thank you for your honesty and for making me thing again , what is really important 🤗❤️

[@christiankelley4145]

A.I can be difficult to impress, but as a human I enjoy your work on this channel! Big stress comes from the uncertainty of sustainability. You're relatable, well spoken, and I don't see why you couldn't talk about whatever you want on your channel . I'm personally subscribed to you because I like how you talk, and the photographer in you captures beautiful moments I'm grateful to see. I hope you keep up the great work!

[@sallyrodgers6411]

Thank you for your honesty. Take the time you need to feel well.

[@cozzy8910]

As your viewer for quite sometimes, I think your video are great, atleast to my understanding. Your depths, reflection, input, output, research. Your accent I totally understand,I am an Asian anyway. That feeling of unhappy I also feel sometimes, maybe because I have too much control of my own,that external circumstances becomes a big of a deal,even on its simpliest sense.

[@MuddyRavine]

I watched this video yesterday morning, and it really got to me. I was thinking about it all day yesterday. I don't think you meant it like this, but I think this is the greatest video about why it is important to focus on the process and not the results. Focusing on the process keeps you living in the present and your mind on the current task. Focusing on the results, prize, reward, has you thinking about the future and not what is happening now. You got, and we all do this, I've certainly done a lot of this, especially this past year, you got stuck thinking about a reward, video views, increasing your subscribers, which had you focused on the future, instead of having your mind focused on making videos. You forgot to think about why you love making videos, and just the mechanical process of making them, you got pulled out of the present. We can control our behaviours and the process but we can't control the prize, you can't control youtube's algorithms, you can't control whether somebody clicks on your video. I'm in university and I can't control what grade my professors give me, that's up to them, I have to stay focused on doing the readings, doing my homework, things I can control. Focusing on the future and things we can't control can make us unhappy. This past 12 months has been particularly difficult for everyone on the planet. We ALL want this mess to be over, we're tired of living in lockdowns and wearing masks, we want to think about the future and when life is returned to normal. Hopefully we can all get reconnected with our friends and families soon. I want to party like it's 2019! ;-) Good luck, Singapore (I think) looks like a beautiful place. I especially like your shots of the rain, and the dripping water, wet leaves, they are very meditative. Go take some time for yourself to find what makes you happy. :-)

[@milami3744]

This was just the topic I was thinking about myself 🙂 everybody is done with decluttering at some point and aren’t we doing it to then do the things we love the most? So no worries, when trying new topics on this channel 🤗 we all progress in things, that’s the beauty about getting older 💃🏻

[@gracieller.9472]

I feel the same, not happy. Thanks for this video, it made me feel less alone and a bit motivated to find my own resolution too. I hope we all regain our fire after sometime. Do whatever you need to do we'll still be here when you come back.

[@juditszucsova5682]

It's not about numbers, views, subscribers..it's about you. If you need rest,take rest. If you feel sad,cry. If you are not happy,reconsider things in your life,eventually make changes. But only changes that make YOU happy ☺️ You live now and here and the life is short. If you are happy,healthy and ok, everybody else will be and the energy will spread with the speed of light. Always put yourself first. It's not selfish,it's necessary 🤗 take care

[@ashtebar9430]

I hope you feel better CK. You helped give me a framework for my life when I was pretty low so I am sending you all the compassion I can your way. YOU ARE VALID.

[@OfficialWimpydoll]

Thank you for being vulnerable, Cheng. Take your time and do the things that will help you. ❤️

[@BellaEssentialLiving]

Awesome video! You very eloquently put what I have been thinking (of my own channel for the past 5 years) into words!! Your accent is amazing, it is something unique that makes your videos even more enjoyable to watch! The 'Thoughtworthy' channel says to 'Fail Fast, Fail Often' and other youtubers say it is a mistake not to experiment! Do what you want, don't just stick to minimalism, we don't want you to burn out. The algorithm will still send people interested in minimalism to your videos - just give them something else to binge watch! I know everyone here is eager to know where you would take your channel and what other topics you would introduce! All the best whatever you decide!

[@chriskappler3482]

A lot of us are feeling insecure in our futures right now, CK. I am grateful to hear that you are here with us all in this, and we can definitely all relate. I for one am perfectly fine with you expanding your subject matter on your channel! If you feel like you want to do a video on something a little different than normal, then go for it! A person can only do just so many videos on minimalism before you start just repeating yourself. I would love to hear more about you and your ideas about different things. Thanks!

[@thesuvful]

Thank you for this video. I feel exactly the same lately. I am not happy.

[@romigoletto]

i just want to say that i like hearing your accent! I'm not a native english speaker and it's great to have variety.

[@MarielaMerino]

take your time we will all be here! whatever content you make we will be here

[@devonwarner1652]

I actually really appreciated this video. I love all the previous content, but it's helpful to see that everyone struggles and everyone sometimes gets caught up in the numbers and trying to find what works and what makes them happy. Thank you for making such an honest video.

[@katarzynapuchaa128]

I'm happy you found the courage to share your real struggle. That's inspiring. Can't wait to see fresh content from you!

[@puji.wijaya]

This is deep. Thank you for being honest to yourself & us.

[@stephenjaguar69]

Take your time CK - we’ll be here waiting...

[@sakuraass1792]

You say it all man , just what I'm feeling no propose in life I don't live the moment ohh so hard 😔🥺

[@qube5621]

sending you all the love in the world🤍

[@lorgar87]

Man... the algorithm is working for me on this occasion. I have been feeling the same in regards to may current employment and life in general for a few months. Now pondering a big change. Thanks for opening up about it

[@chrysk.6857]

I wanted to let you know that I'm not just watching your videos in order to only learn more about minimalism. I enjoy your videos because I really love your general point of view, I admire your skills and you also help me improve my English ( hi from Greece). Your authenticity and uniqueness is what really won me over completely and made me want to learn as much as I can from you. I also find interesting the things that other people suggested about your content. Take your time to restructure your life. ❤❤❤❤❤

[@maycheong4804]

Thank you for your wonderful videos. Just remember we are all human. Stay strong.

[@beautifulnature1814]

Much love and hugs to you. I hope you will find a way to return to your happy self again. Perhaps enjoy some nature and silence just to return to a peaceful mind. 🌷

[@susanjones77755]

Love your accent...it’s easy to listen to...like good music😊 Thank you for sharing so honestly with us...I appreciate ALL Your videos!

[@egrafting]

Take the time you need to restructure dude! Mindset is key and your happiness!

[@lilianateruelleyva7020]

It’s ok to feel that way from time to time. One thing that really helps is to escape from all the outside and inside noise and to create a white empty routine. It’s like you are building yourself again. Take care!!

[@keilahhall7391]

Coming from someone who has been watching your videos and been through to exact same thing... i can honestly say I have been exactly. I just wanna say try praying. If my words mean anything. Praying to God specifically. Just honest words. And reading the Bible together with prayer. It changed me and many I know. Radically. It changed my business. For the good. And my life. I appreciate your videos and advice. It is amazing and down to earth. I love it. I'm not great with words, but I just want to say thank you so much. I wrote this halfway through your video. It happens to everyone! The Negativity.

[@jobless_mar]

I've loved your minimalism videos and I love this video. Please take the time you need - I, among many, will still be here :)

[@yamisanchez4106]

I've always enjoyed your minimalist videos, and I completely understand how you feel. It is okay if things are not the same, and it is okay to take time to sort through it all while leaning into the light and pursuing boundless peace.

[@mllezarouuz3572]

We love your videos! But sometimes as artists or people working in the creative field, we strive more for other things than just enjoying the present moment, and so, the process. It’s okay to take a step back when it’s needed, to take the time to reflect on the situation, but most importantly about ourselves. If you can take the time to be more patient with yourself, you will focus your energy on more positive things. It’s also very important to take breaks and our worth doesn’t depend on anything else but ourselves. Take your time to process things as you talk about emotions too ! ☺️ I always look forward to your creativity in your videos & thank you for just sharing with us ! Cheers & take care !✌🏼

[@Lumors]

Good that you noticed that there's an issue, and you were able to have a grasp on it with self-reflection! It is not easy, at least for me it isn't. Wishing the best with finding your mojo again soon!

[@barbaraperrout3652]

I hope you get better, I’m not happy either. Love your channel. My best wishes from Brazil! Let’s get through this!