WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH 12 MONTHS? | A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A CANCER PATIENT

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[@katepalmer2104]

Unbelievable 4 months later and she looks so great here. A lesson of how you don’t know what someone’s going through even if they look healthy on the outside

[@patmcgaw6266]

I still can’t believe you are gone, your personality, you just made everyone feel like family, when you fell in the bedroom, made me laugh I come on to You Tube and you aren’t here, it’s just stinks,you were loved so much, your family and Aisha must be so so missing you You had the most gorgeous smile, wicked sense of humour , and you just said it like it was, I hope wherever you are, you are lifting weights still, healthy and happy , miss you so much 😢😢😢🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️🏋️‍♀️🌻🌻💐💐

[@jilljackman1]

You're wearing the shirt my sister sent you!!!!!! Austin, Texas. My sister, Sally, has been so motivated and moved by your journey. Thank you for being such an inspiration to her and everyone dealing with cancer. We're routing for you.

[@brennarae6569]

So sad. That she only had 4 months.... not 12.... I miss you beautiful

[@Terriersontour]

I’m as addicted to watching this amazing girl as I have ever been, miss her so much

[@Dinelie]

Only 4 months since this video was posted!!!!????? Oh dear. We need you for a longer time.

[@boytes55]

Rewatching again. I thought “I need some Emily positivity today “ . Xx

[@smileyros]

Every time I see her strength somehow I want to hug her. Such a beautiful heart 💞

[@BeingNatalie_]

I am devastated i have only come across Emily.. What an amazing person Emily was ❤ Just watching at 1.31 where she is talking about filming in public and everyone staring... I am trying to create content for my channel, i have Dwarfism and everyone stares at me anyways let alone pulling a camera out... this right here gives me that little bit of encouragement to just do it. Thank you Emily.. RIP ❤❤

[@ValerieTatlor]

Rip Emily takes 😢😢😢😢

[@jimmyjohnstone7258]

Live your life as if you were going to kick the bucket tomorrow because, one day, tomorrow will come. That applies to us all, not just those with a terminal cancer diagnosis.

[@ritabryant1516]

I miss you. I watch your videos often. Your determination before you left us was out of this world. That's why your death was such a shock.

[@katepalmer2104]

Rita Bryant I’m re watching too. So uplifting to watch

[@missdaisy5736]

Emily is such a positive influence and is beloved by thousands of us viewers who have been influenced by her strength of mind, body and exemplary character. I MISS EMILY AND LOVE HER LOTS✌️

[@upendasana7857]

god,she was an amazing human being,love her so much.

[@melanieblake2689]

I still miss her it's crazy

[@freqeist]

LIKE crazy

[@aaronreinhart7017]

I think we all do

[@amydeblasio173]

12 months to Live! Nobody is guaranteed tomorrow so Live life to the fullest today tomorrow and everyday.

[@thalia6731]

She was such a strong person. Unbelievably strong.

[@debrashindeldecker856]

You always gave back an amount that cannot be measured.

[@kimbokim927]

Em really was one of those people that just deserved the whole world her personality was just beautiful

[@conrad152]

Emily, you are such a talented filmmaker.

[@debbiewilson2247]

You brought so much JOY to this world that it is definitely a much better place in which to live. Because of you, people were happier, and so many other things!!! I just hope you knew how very special you were / are ♡

[@susan8000]

I’m a nurse and I love how positive you are! You are very inspiring! Thoughts and prayers for healing! Fuck cancer!

[@dfcvda]

Same here and yes FU Cancer.

[@ronanwalsh7024]

Oh Emily sweetheart what we all would give for you to have got that full year and many more after it!... it would be amazing to still see your bright beautiful face up here on new vlogs. Our only hope can be that your making new one's In a better place now... pain and worry free. X

[@Anna-ju8fs]

Beautifully said, dear Ronan ❤️

[@peeweetoms]

Ha ha I just posted a video with almost the same title. Changed it in the end didn't want to seem like I was robbing your title lol love your vlogs and enthusiasm :) keep going I'm slowly getting sicker which sucks and not much I can do about it :(

[@serinat2181]

PeeWeeToms Love and hugs your way as usual Dan 🙈💖🙌👌

[@cruiseylee]

PeeWeeToms completely unnecessary some of that. Still not seen a comment that’s not about his channel or situation.

[@MC-kz9fx]

You're awful. Emily and Dan were friendly. He's speaking to her, not you.

[@cruiseylee]

M C Eveyy comment he makes mentions his channel and situation. Instead of just making a nice comment about emily. Totally unnecessary.

[@MC-kz9fx]

Wow, you must have all the time in the world to live if you can spend so much time going around policing Dan on KZbin.

[@Janet7144]

Love your positivity. Of the cancer sufferers I’ve known over the years, the ones who have survived the longest are the ones who ignored it and carried on as normal. Hope that helps;)

[@christinekillen3852]

so sad that she thought she was going to live longer than a year, and she died 4 months after this video. She and Aisha found something that others live decades and never find, so that is so great that she packed so much love and life into her short time, and shared it with us. .I hope Aisha is well and I understand she has a son now, somehow.

[@Beatles0223]

Aisha is on Instagram.

[@sarahkendall3882]

Emily your Camera skills are amazing! I loved the jumping into your trainers and the spinning around to get dressed. You’re like Superman in the phone box 💪🏻 Another video filled with love and positivity 🙏🏻🌟😘 you truly are an inspiration. Hope you’re enjoying your weekend 👍🏻 xx

[@kimberkiefer6886]

OMG that transition hahhahah None of your videos are boring...so addicting ,,,interesting informative, positive and inspiring !!!!

[@me44F]

love watching you and love you’re editing, love A too!!

[@sarahkendall3882]

Emily I’ve thought about what I’d do if I had 12 months to live and I decided I would write a letter to everyone close to me : Fiancé, Parents, Cousins & Friends. Each letter would contain a specific memory that was significant to that person a moment we shared where we laughed until we cried or anything significant about that person that I remember about them . I would write it in a letter and ask them to always remember that time/moment/joke and to live their life. Carry on doing everything your doing, do the things you enjoy and ignore the timeframe - I agree with everyone, who knows how long you have. Everyday is a blessing and tomorrow is a gift promised to no-one xxxxx

[@nevaeh730]

I worked as a hospice nurse. The mind can cure the body some of my patients succumbed to the time limit they were given. But many patients lived beyond their sentence.

[@sunnydae8521]

YOU ARE FLIPPING AMAZING!🤗

[@Natasha8xox]

Em you are amazing. Your positivity is so inspiring. Wise beyond your years and gone too soon 💙

[@kristinethayer5029]

Your positive attitude is wonderful and keep it up!!!! You are going to beat this!!!!!

[@meowmeow8873]

Your attitude is inspiring. You're quite an amazing person. Strength like yours is rare.

[@PeachyOutlook]

your a truly amazing person, such a inspiration..you keep going lovely x

[@katepedley5023]

Loved this vlog, as always. Hope work went well! Sending lots of love to you and Aisha xxx

[@suziqoozy]

I adore you and Aisha! You are so supportive of each other. #goals 😊x

[@yvettesavo18]

You go girl, don't let others dictate your life. You do what you have to do to make your life meaningful.

[@lindamonnett4450]

Your life force is too strong to put a time frame on it. Live, love and keep moving! You’re an amazing person and a fantastic inspiration! 💕💖👍

[@RachelDex]

Aw Emily you made my day reading my question on the vlog. I wasn't expecting that at all. Thank you so much 💛💛💛

[@elastronaute1198]

were you rachel farmiga fan

[@BB-ny3eu]

Emily you got so many years ahead of you 100%

[@ranstxx]

So sad to know that she only had 4 months left, in the end :(

[@lunis471]

I miss her and revisit her videos often. So inspiring this young woman was. Think of her often too.

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

@@lunis471 same xox

[@lunis471]

@@SuzanneDeniseB what an attitude young Emily had. I wish Id half of her positivity so I do. What a woman. Both of them I miss, however follow Aisha on Instagram. I can see how those 2 gelled together such energy both of them 😊😁

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

@@lunis471 I follow Aisha as well. They were amazing together !

[@roksanaroksana5158]

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[@joannoriol6444]

Excellent video, she did them so well and not for nothing besides how wonderful she was in so many ways her eyebrow are the best I've ever seen (no makeup) she could have been and eyebrow model.

[@pinkydoodle3140]

You are amazing! I have ME because I had septicaemia during the birth of my baby and my body shut down. Just started watching you and your a true inspiration thank you x

[@franciarriagadaM]

Sending a big hug for you, Emily!!

[@chamomilemaree7445]

Aren’t you amazing Emily. You stuck to your drive in living over the 12 months prognosis. It may have only been only a few months over that, but what an effort. I hope you’re somewhere peaceful and pain free now xx

[@emmajoesbury6649]

Just do what you want to do and when you want to do it surly you’ll have no regrets. I personally wouldn’t listen to the 12 months thing. If he like you sort of ignore it but also do stuff I love. Your smashing it. Sending positivity to you both ❤️❤️

[@Yaya-wh2xv]

Your camera tricks were wicked!! Stay fabulous💖

[@elizabethkessler7029]

There comes a point in all illness where you go from positive working to surviving hopefully with a positive attitude. It’s when your illness makes everyday life hard to the point you can’t enjoy it or do what you need to without it taking so much time and effort. You just go for it at that point and grab what you can.

[@vickyrogers3690]

Emily, I think I would ignore it...and then hurry up and spend a lot of money! Thank you for answering my question!! Love you!! ❤️

[@beelarehman5992]

Still miss this incredible soul. Love you Emily

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

Oh Em, if you only knew. You gave everything back and are missed terribly. ♡

[@danithefiend6167]

Who would want to know? What kind of comment is this to make. Geez.

[@ourcorrectopinions6824]

I don't understand the "If only she knew" kind of statements... like it would've been better for her to have less hope? How would that be better? It sounds like an "I told you so" after she's gone, knowing the outcome that Emily can't have known. Leaves a bad taste, these perhaps well-intentioned but nonetheless patronising remarks.

[@kingdom5454]

I mean I ignore my melanoma stage 3c now. I’m starting a business working 60+ a week taking vacation. Days go by that I don’t even think about it. Your amazing and strong! Your in my prayers ❤️

[@alexandrasarno6394]

how can she be gone 4 months later 😞 so unfair

[@freqeist]

and then peewee toms soon afte

[@douggta6]

@@freqeist There is a video where Daniel goes to the hospital on early September 2018, and gets told he had like 9 months...died 28 days later. I think those imbecil doctors were not honest to them!

[@mauramusy4243]

I wish you may have been my friend.! How strong you were and how much life you might have lived!!!

[@colliesworld6380]

First!!!! I think I would do the same as you, I would do things I have wanted to always do, but at the same time be realistic and keep positivity in my every day. Keep close to the people I love close to me and spend lots of time with them.lol Aisha " think of all your cells their not having a bloody dull boring day" she is so cute

[@Meemagolding]

12 months..... NOPE💪🏻‼️Emily I absolutely loved this vlog. Not boring at all! You are helping so many people. Even if they don’t have cancer. You motivate me! Sharing your thoughts on all kinds of things. I thank you for that ❤️‼️

[@denisegillit5625]

12 months, what would I do? Live my life just as I am. God only knows when we won't be on this earth anymore! Continue to live life to the fullest Emily. You know your body better than the Dr.s do.

[@traciemarsh3288]

Em was so brave id be like her id panic but on the other hand ignore it aswell she did so well to last aslong as she did what a warrior em was 💖🌹

[@rachelyt7427]

Wow, soo inspirational wish I'd found these vlogs sooner , may she rip xo 😢💔

[@linkenski]

Niice cutting! I agree about losing sense of worth. Doesn't matter if it is cancer or not, not having a place to go or a life to live makes one feel alien and it is kinda bad for mental health. I hope you find a good balance between taking care of yourself with the treatment n stuff vs doing work and gym :)

[@SquirrelFriend420]

Prayers from Houston, Texas. I have heard of a man who was very successful with treating himself by imagining white blood cells attacking his disease every day throughout the day. I admire you.. I'm going to watch your journey to recovery.

[@joleneplourde9885]

Love this video❤️

[@LSTAR06]

i love this video!

[@wendysherbert3257]

I LOVE Nandos! My favorite is the grilled wings, planish, with a side salad. Yum!

[@coopermorehead]

I suppose it is not how much life you have, but how you choose to live it! And you chose to live it...

[@karentiede7069]

I love seeing England via your videos.

[@anniepuckett8947]

Emily- first of all...awesome footage of Aisha’s gorgeous rear end 🙀. I think you are ABSOLUTELY on the right track by going back to work and living your life with PASSION and PURPOSE. My sister’s husband has terminal stomach cancer. He worked really hard his whole life and has literally millions saved up. He too has decided to live with passion & purpose too. He bought a sweet new 2 rider Harley and his going on road trips with my sister and making more memories with her. I think I would do exactly what you and he are doing. Living life to the absolute fullest with as much positivity as I could muster. But listen to Aisha and get your rest too. Love you and Aisha so much. Keep on keeping on sweet girl. Annie from Denver

[@Painergainer]

6:10 Aww Oh my god she made me laugh so much then that was so cute :)

[@gwynethgrove772]

How do you live you life? You do what makes you happy, you do what you love doing, you live and you love one day at a time with energy, enthusiasm and commitment. Work gives us purpose, the rest takes care of itself. You are amazing , I love your zest for life.

[@helenohanlon122]

Keeping the positivity xxx

[@lenagrahn]

You are a personal trainer. 👏

[@icequeen1997]

Love love your POSITIVITY, wishing lots of Health, Love, Prosperity,Abundance and everything you wish for. You will beat the odds, this strong attitude can only survive, fuck 12 months, what do they know really....

[@karencurtis2697]

Wow love the spin 😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣 I was crying with laughter, thanks so much just what I needed. A , always has a great way with words " I bet your body hasn't had a dull day and your recovering. Listen to her she is so right , work rest and playyyyyy, . Hope work went well and you had fun Saturday. Take care guys 💐

[@history_of_philosophy]

She was so brave and nice... Well done emily... Now its time for crazy parties on heaven. Eat and do what you want to do.

[@ElaineSharon358]

Sending you love from Kennesaw GA USA 💕 I am so inspired by your vlogs, keep it up you and Aisha are amazing😁

[@sandraclark7771]

Nando's is a South African company, yay xxx Love you stacks Emily xxx

[@wisewillow5731]

You, are amazing 😉

[@amunra4341]

Good food,GYM 💪💪 see you in 20 years 🙏

[@dfcvda]

love and miss you Emily.

[@kikistarr4348]

Vit d deficiency DEFINITELY makes you tired. My doctor prescribed me some because I was fatigued.

[@claire9822]

Emily you never read out my comments woman! Lost my Dad to the wanker that is cancer recently. Your channel helps me cope, I dunno how, it just does. PS I'm in Bromley 👊👊 xxxxxx

[@wisewillow5731]

I think you need to do everything you want to do with your life, travel, eat the foods you love, etc. and if you only have 12 months you’ve no regrets, if you live on to have a long healthy life, you have the memories of a fantastic year 💕

[@timothycawthorn3808]

Here I am complaining about covid...fuck I'm a piece of shit. What a legend Emily is, we need more people like her.

[@OG-S1158]

Emily !! F*ck the numbers F*ck the odds ......you’ve already defied most of them ...........I would put every bit of money I have that you are going to be that one in a hundred thousand million or whatever , because your spirit and mentality make you wayyyyyyy stronger than most of us !!! Behind you every step of the way !!!!!!

[@elizabeth50552]

Nando’s is Portuguese cuisine with a twist. The rooster is actually called Galo de Barcelos (Barcelos’ Rooster). Barcelos is a place in Portugal. I’m from the islands of Azores, Portuguese territory.

[@olivedog1880]

Wish she was still here. She was so funny. So positive and just plain fun to watch. She should be here. #fuckcancer

[@RatFink-nr5td]

12 months, pooooh smuntz! You go, go, go as you like! Which seems to be exactly what you're doin'. As a Texan in Indonesia, I was interested to see your Tshirt "Love from Austin" on the Texas flag. Cool!

[@PinkClouds1]

omg Em I miss you :(

[@patsyballantyne9886]

Legend ✨💔💖

[@tracyyeoman2450]

Im vitamin d deficient and b12 deficient. I am almost 42 years old but really want to train as a body builder. I have joined a gym recently and once my induction is complete you have inspired me to train and stop making excuses. I need to stop turning to eating crap and drinking booze. I am low level bipolar too xxx

[@suzyq4982]

Miss ya girl ❤😢

[@elia19]

I have never ate at Nandos and i have been in London for 4 years.

[@trishkranz6672]

Peace Emily

[@niamhmarie4713]

A year & 5 months with out you Em the intire family you created here on KZbin misses you’re incredible bubbly amazing self our beautiful motivated angel

[@ursulaoleary3873]

Miss you x

[@brina1325i]

When my dad got cancer, I was one here just trying to find something to help me understand everything that was going on and I ran across a young lady with brain cancer the does pot and lives on a strict diet. She does not do chemo or anything and they too gave her a timeline of how long she has left, she has surpassed that time and her tumor has shrank. Her name is Kristina Marie.

[@jacgiustizia]

Vitamin C helped me tremendously, I bounced back quickly from years of low energy. Get a juicer and juice everyday, 1kg of carrot juice a day and anything green. An apple a day. Greens+ mixed with aloe juice every day. Listen to your body and what its telling you, if your tired, rest. Coconut oil mixed with pure aloe gel for your hair and as anti persperant mixed with an essential oil (i put that sh*t on everthing.) keep going.

[@Sparky12355]

Gorgeous gorgeous girl

[@juliaputman]

Emily, in the course of your illness - specifically when you had all the lymph nodes removed at the groin, did you experience any leg/ankle swelling or "Lymphedema"?? I had only one node removed during SLNB (positive) two month ago, but my leg and ankle is already swollen. Any thoughts on that? I do jump on trampoline and do massage, also have tried compression stocking. Did you have of this? Love to you and Aisha. Lovely to see in in the Austin TX Tshirt!