NO REST WITH TERMINAL CANCER

[@aplainjaneproduction8285]

You at 24, three years later, are teaching this 59 year old to live with gratitude and purpose. You are a gift to all who watch you, Emily, and will always be. You've inspired more people that most do who live to a ripe old age.

[@catic6587]

This girl was a force of nature. I'm perfectly healthy and I'm not as half as energetic as she was .

[@lauramalizia9636]

Really. I have ADHD at 44 and wow...

[@April-wt7zh]

She is still so damn inspirational I adore this woman!!!! Aisha I hope you are well!!!

[@jennifermills5015]

You aren't a show Em and we don't see you as one. We tune in to watch your remarkable defiance of this ridiculous disease that confuses us all. It's a pleasure to see you, be that every day, every other day or once a month. You do you and we'll be here.

[@lauralouiseful]

Jennifer Mills Well said! xx

[@jennifermills5015]

Thank you lovely, x

[@HWolfe]

SAID PERFECTLY! Hearts to you too!

[@jennifermills5015]

Thank you very much for saying so, x

[@lissat7317]

Jennifer Mills bravo!

[@louisasmith9388]

I miss EMILY. She was so vibrant that she’ll never be “gone” -not in my mind.

[@Diana-tf5xq]

Ps we are not here for fun! We are here because we care about you and worry about you! Never apologise for not being fun. You can’t be fun all the time pet we do get that! Xxx

[@Catherina1985]

Diana Murray so true!!!

[@marys2382]

You put that perfectly.

[@Diana-tf5xq]

Mary Lozano thank you it’s so true she has enough to worry about without added pressure of what her subscribers think. We are all with her 100% XX

[@lornajaneadventures]

Love you Emily. Don’t feel obliged to post anything you’re not up to

[@leslievanduzee9282]

Emily was still going to the gym One month before she died, what a brave, strong girl! I’m so sorry she did not make it 😢

[@susanparker4550]

You had mothing to apologise for Emily, you were beyond brave ❤

[@raerae2959]

To know that Emily was dying at the time but still put pressure on herself to vlog when feeling Ill is so inspirational... This awesome girl should still be here... RIPP emily xxx

[@dovestone_]

We don’t watch for you to entertain us. We watch for YOU 💗💗💗

[@lisamarie4205]

Katie Ahronson my exact thoughts!!!

[@bethcooley9224]

I love how you worded this....so true.

[@mardilia]

Katie Ahronson well said!!!

[@Maplelust]

I think she was entertaining. not in a bad way. being entertaining is by no means a bad thing.

[@marinadee2771]

To think a month later she passed on. She deteriorated very suddenly. She really was living fully.

[@lizdevine7363]

Love ya Emily, one in a million, wish you were still here😢

[@leslievanduzee9282]

It’s so refreshing watching you, your bravery, your so real, I love your swearing too. I’m so sorry I didn’t see these when you were still here.

[@ElizabethKanas]

Aww Emily it’s rough! It is awful when you are not sure how you will feel from day to day. You have been and are a strong person and I admire your strength. Please do not ever apologize we are not here to be entertained by you. At least speaking for myself I hope we are all a support for you to just release your stresses and relax. I love you and Aisha and I am truly praying for the best outcome for you whatever that is now! xxxx❤️❤️❤️

[@riawallace7560]

Vlog when you feel it & do what you need to do each day Em. 💚💜💙💚💜💙💚💜💙💚💜

[@nicoledreibelbeis2192]

Couldn’t have said it better!

[@katpiotrowski8078]

Liz Gonzalez well said, well said!

[@moeyruth8056]

I could not have said it any better, continue to be strong and optimistic, love you from California

[@petersavage9456]

Liz Gonzalez seems you wrote my message for me. Couldn't put it better myself. Thanks 🙂

[@sallygard63]

What an inspiration she was and still is to us …. Doesn’t seem possible that practically a month from this video today, she was gone 🥺😢

[@ninat1795]

She was so beautiful inside and out. She always saw the positives in the worst of situations and lived her life to the fullest extent possible. What an inspiration.

[@welshlad6427]

These vlogs are an inspiration to me. To go through what Em has gone through makes me realise so much. I’ve nothing to moan about in life and the whole world needs to watch these to realise life is so precious. Stop moaning people and getting triggered by the smallest thing. Be kind and love ❤️

[@Peet3]

You are right Emily the blogs aren't entertaining right now, but how are they meant to be with what you have to go thru. I follow you, not because i want to be entertained, but because i'm interested in you and your journey with this horrible disease . They are about you and all you have to put up with every day and long may they continue, God bless x

[@stephroseblade4336]

Don’t feel uninspired and definitely don’t think, we expect you to be entertaining in any physical way. We are here for when you do, vlog, but I personally don’t look for you to entertain me; as you do that naturally and as you say, you have to keep it real and cancer ain’t pretty x I never take you as moaning, you can’t acknowledge when life is good; if you’re not allowed to tell us, when it’s absolutely shit for you. I still find you inspiring and I like seeing how you are doing.

[@lisamccullough5150]

Don’t ever be sorry for your content. We are here to share this journey with you and support you however we can. Don’t ever worry about what videos you make. You’re showing us your life with cancer, that is so helpful and educational to the public and to others who may face this someday. We love you, be you, do you, unapologetically and real. ♥️

[@julieweismann6232]

Not a single thing in this world you need to apologize for; please know the only expectations of you & Aisha are that you’re both the healthiest, happiest & most at peace you can be...whatever that takes. I do agree - getting up earlier - or sticking to the same basic daily schedule (with sleep, food & meds) is likely the best way to have consistent energy & mood, as you wage your way through this battle.

[@latoyacyann3269]

I still watch. You gave it your all 😢💜

[@iprefersteve]

We love you no matter what, Emily. Good days, bad days, in between days.. we are here for you. ♥️

[@PeachyOutlook]

iprefersteve couldn't of put it better 👍🏻

[@Maplelust]

I'm still here for her.

[@ronanwalsh7024]

I have huge respect and admiration for this beautiful girl... yes millions of people die from cancer and its terribly sad.... but Emily lived with cancer. Right up to her last days, her enthusiasm and zest for life was so inspiring .. she's made such an impact on me since I discovered her vlogs. I'm more than twice her age and seen a lot of what life can throw up to you but Emily has made me realise that much of what I think are problems don't really amount to much. Its deeply saddening that this girl who had so much more living to do was taken so young, she would have packed so much into a long life and definitely would have gone places with her vitality and intelligence. I suppose we can only hope that there's a place where Emily continues to shine and blossom..... there has to be for beautiful people like her.

[@Sheyann_89]

This was so beautifully said. I just found her channel recently and I'm binge watching her videos and I'm healthy but wow did she have such a beautiful energy about her. Absolutely beautiful. There are some people who just happen to stick out more than others and have such a huge light about them and Emily was definitely one of them. Such a beautiful soul she was. 💕

[@nadishe]

Despite all the side effects and feeling so awful she still took the time to keep us informed, what an angel! Miss you so much, Emily

[@joannedibben2352]

Because of you Emily I'm no longer lazy I walk and exercise daily now I think if Emily could still go to the gym with cancer I can do much more no excuses Emily you were fantastic awsome wonderfull taken way to young❤❤

[@mylifepostpain3705]

Miss you em!

[@Diana-tf5xq]

Don’t vlog when your not feeling good please! We love you and your vlogs but we can wait!!!! You take it easy kidd and chill. Your amazing girl xxx

[@sassy252]

I learned so much from her Vlogs. Now eat Kiwis with skin She will always be in my thoughts. God Bless you all

[@leanncarlson1446]

We love you Emily. Upload when you like, rest when you need it. We’re here because we care about you. You don’t need to worry about being “entertaining”. We enjoy spending time with you regardless of what you’re doing. Happy Sunday.

[@AmericaWomannn]

I think your doing amazing Emily. My mom had melanoma for 46 years and lived until she was 71. And she had it bad bad bad. So hang in there! Your doing amazing!

[@fairlyvague82]

Angie Cates Wow, that’s incredible! Your Mum clearly kicked ass!

[@zeballos5757]

Angie Cates Very inspiring.

[@finlear3320]

Emily darling there is a theme right here from everyone that loves you, please don’t apologise we watch you to show our support and love and only want the best for you. You are inspiring beyond words, you are upbeat, positive, and trying your god damn hardest. Amazing woman.. you do what’s best for you. Xxx

[@desiderata333]

Oh Em if you only knew how much we all love and adore you! I never cared about being entertained. All I cared about was seeing that you were alright. You were so beautiful in every way with the most vivacious personality and joyful soul....even when you felt horrible and were in unimaginable pain, you were always kind, so caring and tender hearted. A remarkable, courageous, warrior woman, with a true appreciation and passion for life! And you always looked gorgeous, with your peaches and cream complexion, stunning, soulful big blue eyes and a smile that lit up the universe, even on the brightest day! Oh Em I miss you deeply, deeply! My heart literally hurts. I will always remember you Emily. ALWAYS. Thank you for giving so much of yourself to us and for making a tremendous impact on my life and on thousands of lives. You’ve helped so many! Nothing, not even death can extinguish your magnificent, radiant light. You are the brightest star, and I shall be forever grateful to you for inspiring me to live my best life, precious angel. You’ve left footprints on my heart! I love you very much Emily. Rest easy and peacefully in paradise baby girl...🙏🏽😭🕊❤️💜✨

[@Sub-515]

Cynthia Anelante Well said Cynthia, beautiful words, watching these videos is helping me process, so unfair and hard to understand. From this video on, in hindsight, was the real start of Emily's decline but I am glad to see she battled on daily with positivity and hope until the end. Her attitude is to be admired, especially for someone so young. She will live on in many people's hearts, I have no doubt about that. Rip Em, you lived like a champion. 💟

[@desiderata333]

Anji Mac ❤️

[@SuzanneDeniseB]

Cynthia Dee beautiful ♡

[@lenkasimekova9234]

Emily take as much time off as you feel you need, you don't need to feel like you are obliged to be entertaining when vloging, I like your channel to stay real so if you feel down, in pain or tired IT IS OK TO SHOW this makes it real and authentic and ultimately relatable. x

[@amyseaden9069]

Life isn't always fun or entertaining. We are along for the ride good day or bad day!

[@SpiritsEnchantments]

Emily, please know that we are out here to follow your life, but not be entertained by it. I know I want you to feel that you can completely be yourself, with all the side effects and the ups and downs. You have created a huge family out here! Thank you for that!

[@11jamielee]

Don’t worry about everyone else just keep living your life, do want you want no apologies ❤️

[@lottakurzel1287]

Please don`t feel the need to apologize. You have to do what ever feels right and good for you. We are just here to watch your beautiful personality be that on a good day or a bad one, every day or once a week. Stay strong an love from Germany xxx

[@jenniferbuzzi5717]

You & Aisha are inspiring thousands upon thousands of people whether you smile, cry, laugh, post every 4 days, wear your hat front or back, gym or no gym! You have taught me to embrace life as it comes, what a gift! 😘😘

[@stephanierae9703]

What a wonderful community of subscribers! You've brought us all together to cheer you on. When we can come together to think about one another instead of ourselves.

[@ambera4287]

Like before i even watch because I already know I'll love it

[@tahliamilton352]

Amber a HAHAHA yes I do this every time

[@teekay2672]

Same!!!!!!!

[@katpiotrowski8078]

No need to apologize. I love your videos. You have such a determined strength about you...even in your off days as you call it. You looked rested after your day of rest. Wishing more better days!

[@leighdison]

Emily, those of us who love you, pray for you daily, and watch your vlogs religiously aren't tuning in for entertainment. We are watching because we care and because we are so unbelievably inspired by your strength and determination to beat this shit illness called cancer. It robs so many people of so much life and we cheer you on every step of the way because you fight it like a pissed off little honey badger (only, with grace and beauty instead of just lots of sharp teeth and attitude!) You are an inspiration and I only wish I were as strong! Love and prayers, and wishes for MANY, MANY more good days!

[@angiem9320]

Emily, I almost know how you feel. I suffer with Lupus and Rheumatoid Arthritis, no cure for Lupus but also on chemo therapy. I. Have bouts of no sleep, vomiting, diarhoea, then days where I can't wake up. I admire you for you getting up each day and doing what you do. You have strength and determination I've never seen in anyone with terminal cancer.....

[@mindfuleats4517]

Just read the comments on here and you cannot help but tear up!!! KZbin can be a toxic dump in places but the subbies on here are a direct reflection of you and Aisha's positivity and strength. Like attracts like. You do NOT have to be pollyanna positive to gain and keep the respect you have earned through your inspiring journey through Hell!!! - you are a shining light in gratitude and what it truly means to appreciate every moment. xx

[@omastars10]

I can so relate to rough days. Last week was tough for me as well. All I can say is God bless sleep. To those who watch, kiddo we don't care if your videos are entertaining. We don't care if you need breaks. I can relate in such a way due to me battling stage 4 Thyroid Cancer. My point is, Its okay! You need to look after you first and foremost. We will all still be here, praying, caring, and supporting you all the way thru. Hang in there!😊

[@anitabarronwisniewski453]

Emily, I think it's just as important to show your down days, if not more important. You have allowed us into your life, to show us the real life of a person with terminal cancer. You have become very real to me. You're not just a girl I watch on KZbin. You and Aisha, are just really awesome people! I pray for you to have peace of mind, body, and soul. You are such a strong person. Your KZbin family loves you and Aisha both! Big love from the ATX😍

[@ruwaydahsaid6148]

How do you feel now sandy?

[@EllaBugby]

In every vlog you’re always yourself and even if it doesn’t seem as upbeat, we all appreciate your personality and openness. Your videos really make my day and they’re never boring to me and I’m sure everyone will agree. We’ll always be here for you and your journey is truly remarkable. You are loved❤️❤️❤️

[@PeachyOutlook]

Don't ever be sorry Emily, we love you and there for you 100%..

[@jensjourney8184]

‘I think it all went to the bottom’ cracks me up every time! A salty squash! 🤣😘

[@BigDez62]

If you never did another vid,Emily,you will still have inspired thousands of people you have never met to live life to the full,especially me!And this is due to your zest for life.x

[@tennillej9601]

You're such an inspiration Emily keep fighting love we all support you no matter what ❤

[@xbethbeth1]

You are so strong! You shouldn’t have to apologize for not being able to do your “usual” vlogs, it’s important you put yourself first! X

[@sissy8563]

Sweetpea none of your true friends and fans will be upset becuase you've taken a break, we are hear to support you not push you to harm yourself or make yourself unwell, sometimes rest and peace is the best medicine.. I always look for updates and loce watching you two but if you are to sick or dealing with things you take care of YOU 1st. I hate you feel the need to apologize for taking a break.. I hope you get to feeling better!! much love all the way down from Wichita Falls Texas!! 💜💙💛💖🌈🙏

[@angelkatlife7772]

Miss you Em!!! You WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN my this girl... ♥️♥️

[@BB-ny3eu]

When you are in amazed by someone it’s never boring 😘

[@billielewis5562]

I have nothing but admiration for you Emily, your fighting relentlessly to a vile insidious disease. Just goes to show the power that positivity and a love for life really has. You make me value my life more 😊💪

[@mayaluna11]

It's good to see you champ. I noticed the fatigue on IG, and it makes your perseverance even more inspirational. I would watch you no matter what frequency, content or condition you chose to upload. Love to both Mrs. H-H from Atlanta!

[@chazzadude]

I know you don’t know any of us but I for one feel like I am on this journey with you energetic or not. Post when you need to, break when you need to and as you say - this is real, this is life. You are an inspiration and working so hard to keep positive.... keep going girl! ❤️❤️

[@carolking5755]

She was amazing along with Aisha . They was a team ❤️❤️

[@spirit9290]

You are amazing Emily you are such a strong person all my love as always 🤗🤗🤗

[@sigridfrosst1743]

You are one amazing person! Don't be so hard one yourself. Bad days are just part of this treatment.💗👍

[@fifi-tl2dx]

Oh Emily, just watching your vlogs reminds just how lucky I am. You have left a massive hole in this world. Your an amazing human being and are unbelievably missed. Rest in peace you beautiful angel 😇💜💛💗

[@ashleysmith5554]

We all love you Emily! We want what's best for you. If you need a break we will all be here waiting. Never forget we are all sending positive thoughts your way🙏.

[@tracyamey6434]

Don't ever apologise Emily,you are such an inspiration,and such a strong women.

[@margaritaperez8624]

No worries about the mood of the videos. It is real. You are an amazing young woman. I hope you can find the strength to keep sharing your journey. But if you don't that's ok too.

[@freedomuk9418]

Everyone loved her she will be missed x

[@heykerryann]

Love ya doll face. We are here for you, remember that.

[@karencurtis2697]

Hey you are such a muppet , we all love and admire you so much . I watch this channel your channel because you inspire, your real good days bad days , what ever comes along . Yes we want to support you but only you can turn that camera on , and when you do it's always fab . Cancer is not a pantomime it's real . You have shared so much joy and love from the beginning. This is your life and I'm proud to say I follow Emily and Aisha. Take the rest when you need it and try not to be so hard on your self . Take care everyone 😉

[@lovecrop]

thank you for uploading, anxiety is kicking my ass today. this helped a lot.

[@mmck1463]

Emily, you are doing amazing with your vlogs and you never have to worry about pleasing us. Every day that I get to see your video is great but the most important thing is that you take care of YOU and if you need breaks - so be it! Beautiful you!!!

[@kimbergin4392]

Emily we all love ur vlogs, watching ur journey, sometimes life isn’t fun, but do u know what babes we r all here for u. Lots of love to u and Aisha u both are so lovely xxx

[@mrst4946]

Aw Em I am sorry you are experiencing such shitty side effects. We all love to see your blogs whether you're having a good day or a bad day we just wanna be there to support you. Never apologise for taking a break. I totally know what you mean about laying in not actually being helpful. I don't have cancer but I have autoimmune illnesses and there is definitely such a thing as too much sleep. Even.if you just wake up early and chill out on the sofa with Netflix or go for a short walk or a short gym sesh..I do think you're right in.your thinking. Sending you so much love xxx

[@fraxinus_ash]

Sending yougood vibes 💜

[@samanthab6500]

Emily, people dont watch to be entertained. When theyve watched a few of your videos and get to see you and your personality come through they stick around because we end up caring for you and your health. Please dont let your journey get you down, youre doing amazing dont ever forget that!

[@agutfog1031]

So good to see you. We don’t expect anything but the reality of your life. Don’t think you need to ‘entertain ‘ us. Glad you are feeling a bit better today. I’ve had a mammogram call back for next week, so understand in a tiny way your scanxiety.

[@boosmimi2]

Don't apologize, Emily. You are going through so much.

[@viviennepopek]

We are always happy to hear from you and whatever you want to tell us ok! 😊

[@KRobin-pt1ig]

We love watching you, please don't ever think we don't. Every other day, or once a week, whichever. Just pleasee take care of yourself, and mentality over everything. Glad to see you're feeling a bit better from your sick day.

[@TheLoreann]

please just do what you feel like doing and don't concern yourself if its good or not, I think I speak for a lot of us when I say we don't tune in to be entertained we tune in to see how our Emily is doing, I don't think you understand how much you really are loved. Got my bell clicked so whenever you post I will know just do what you feel like doing!!

[@rosiescribble6556]

No need to ever apologise.We all love hearing your updates. Do what you can when you can. You’re such an inspiration. Xx

[@josephbader1243]

Almost a year has past. It was a lonely year for me. Not seeing any new vlogs. I miss your face, voice, and Starbucks. And your strength.

[@gracecaron773]

You remain an inspiration in your positive attitude despite side effects. Your blogs portray the real day to day ups and downs of your journey with cancer and your choice to fight it with every ounce of your being. Keep it real and be blessed.

[@jacquettabanana]

Didn't mind at all.. was just worried 😅 take time for you, it's all good ✌💚

[@tkknight6387]

Please, never apologise Emily, your life, mental and physical health comes first, everything else second.

[@Some1SuperAwesome]

No need to apologize. Never apologize. Take as many breaks as you need. Upload when you feel comfortable to do so. And no worries about what you are doing or not doing in the vlogs, we'll watch every single time. You are so strong and amazing. Hope you have a great rest of your weekend and wonderful week ahead

[@wilk4093]

Emily you are not obliged to entertain anyone, the comment section is full of lovely people whose only interest is seeing you fight every day, succeed in everything you do and support you all the way! ❤️

[@merryforge7031]

We're just happy to see and hear from you, bless you.

[@Bobsbud100]

I would NEVER get bored of you. You are by far the best vlogger of a terminal cancer I've seen. I only wish my brother JASON DAVID BACKWAY was here to have had to watch maybe talk. I'm invested in you girl. Keep being you ❤️💛💚🇬🇧

[@donthaveachannelbcofwork4697]

Hey Em-totally understand you needed a break from the vlog. We just love hearing from you - whether you feel up, down, tired or just "meh"....We are on the journey with you. No one can feel inspired, entertaining, etc. all the time! Oh-and you know what is super easy to do, when you are feeling "meh"? A Q and A with you and Aisha- just let us know if you need some questions! ;) Love y'all!

[@carolcarol3938]

Hey Emily, a good thing to help raise your blood pressure, so you don't feel so faint (especially when you get out of bed or stand up) is licorice (the real dutch stuff/not the sweetie stuff which is full of sugar)....or you can get licorice tea and have a few cups of that. You post when YOU want to....or when YOU feel up to it. If you are sleeping like that obviously your body needs it to help repair and regenerate. YOU look after YOU....you are your no. 1 priority. I am sending big love to you and the beautiful, astonishing, wonderful Aisha. Carol from Melbourne Australia :)

[@jademassey2976]

Don’t feel bad for not uploading all time we enjoy every vlogg u put up regardless if there all bad or all good tbh we’re just happy to see you keep going Emily we’re all here for u ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@catriona5268]

I don't watch your videos for fun, or to be entertained (although you are entertaining). I watch them because you are such an incredible person, with so much wisdom and strength, and I want to support you! Please take a break if you need one and don't feel guilty about it - I think we all want you to be happy more than anything else. Have a lovely day Emily!

[@marionvaughan3335]

Emily good to know ur OK. My sister had very bad cancer, and we didn't think shed make it but she's on the mend. Take care.xxx

[@Diana-tf5xq]

Marion Vaughan that’s wonderful so pleased for you all xxx

[@marionvaughan3335]

Diana Murray thanks Diana for your kind reply xxx

[@Diana-tf5xq]

Marion Vaughan it’s so good to hear someone’s good news 😀 I can’t imagine what you have all been through but now things are getting better 👍 great news! Xxx

[@marionvaughan3335]

Diana Murray thanks pet, and its lovely to know we still have nice people in the world inspire of all the horrible sickness thanks again xxx

[@marionvaughan3335]

josh langley thanks Josh, hopefully Emily will make it too, xxx

[@kerrie4294]

Emily please u really dont have to apologise to anyone for having time off. Ur going through a lot. I watched my mum go through it so i kinda know what ur dealing with... bless her she only had 1 brain tumor so hats off to u babe for dealing with everything ur going through. Ur an inspiration. Keep that beautiful head up high stay strong and most of all keep smiling babe. Love and hugs always xxx

[@disneydreaminmichelle]

Don’t worry about not entertaining us! We are still here still watching whatever you upload because we care about you! Hang in there 💕

[@desiderata333]

My love and prayers surround you and Aisha. We all love you and are right here for you. ❤️🙏🏽🕊💖🕊

[@JustJoMix]

Doesn't matter how often you want to vlog we'll all be here supporting you xxx

[@beckyg927]

Hang in there kiddo! You have so many ppl out here supporting you. You are so awesome and inspiring. Even tho u are going thru so much, you have truly "beat" cancer with ur positive attitude and you continue to live ur life in spite of your diagnosis. You are the best! Even tho my struggles are not even close to what urs is, you encourage me everyday to make the most of my life. Love from Huntsville Alabama. If u ever visit here, u and Aisha are so welcome to stay with me and my family. ❤️🙏

[@rachael-grayfigel2688]

You truly are incredible,

[@jedmunds2305]

You are incredible Emily and don't feel like you need to be entertaining or creative - just be you, that's why we all watch. You have more energy and passion for life on your 'bad days' than anyone I know xxxx