What you've been waiting for

[@ryan]

"I was addicted to the pain of wanting someone so unattainable." Wow.

[@whyouhatin9638]

Ryan Trahan so tumblr omg

[@ryanyorkman3795]

Igaf stfu

[@whyouhatin9638]

Ryan Yorkman ?

[@7crazygirls158]

Ryan Trahan btw cool channel

[@reece_jr.2430]

Ryan Trahan Bruh I scrolled down and saw that while she said that

[@juliannelempert8792]

"I think I was addicted to the pain of wanting someone so unobtainable" damn that's beautiful.

[@miichelle19]

Jshawn Oconnor its not like that. Nice profile pic DASHIE. ilh

[@GlitterTitter]

Julianne Lempert isn't that from sex and the city 😂

[@Lena-oo5rd]

IKR

[@ezanahabtamu2401]

Julianne Lempert aaaaaaaaaaaa GOLDEN STATE Fan

[@teenyb4752]

Julianne Lempert I saw this comment as soon as she said it lmao

[@thepurplemooncat]

“I don’t know if I was in love with him or the idea of him” “I was addicted to the pain of wanting someone so unattainable” “I loved getting hurt by him, that’s how much I cared about him” 💔😭

[@minahlee1863]

That's when you know that the one person thinks that the other is their one... but it's also sad, knowing that he's hurt the one that loved him

[@brianamonzon16]

Who’s here after Tana’s new video that’s basically saying all the same things about Jake as Alissa 👀

[@sierrawright9334]

Briana Monzon me lmao

[@DigitalWorship]

Briana Monzon giirrrlll me tooo 💁🏾‍♀️

[@emmy3516]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/i2KQmpx3lpyrr8k

[@kamiyavlogz2006]

Mee

[@brebre7138]

yet now she’s trying to say alissa was lying

[@anne-qo8bt]

"I think i was just addicted to the pain of wanting someone so unattainable" -alissa Violet *literally describes my life rn*

[@aia4091]

Lorealle Recimiento i fucken feel u.😶

[@mette8456]

Lorealle Recimiento same

[@danielaafonso8609]

Make a change in ur life

[@overhere9581]

Sex and the city reference!! :)

[@dhawajpunamia1000]

feel you

[@aaliyahlacole6969]

*“i just loved being hurt by him...” that is SO relatable😕*

[@slimflam5982]

Same

[@yourbootyholeisyourbeautyhole]

Aaliyah Lacole remember to love and take care of yourself. you’re worth so much more thank you think. you deserve to be loved by someone who thinks the world of you. i’ve been there too ❤️ i wish you the best

[@Emma-te1qh]

Sheeeit that makes no sense shut up

[@retarded6322]

Sheeeit Why huh she talk from the ❤️

[@alana775]

your bootyhole is your beautyhole i only replyed to see your whole name

[@yerrr3562]

“addicted to the pain of wanting someone so unattainable” -alissa violet ❤️

[@cailynn7575]

Wala Akong Pakialam that needs to be in the hall of fame of quotes!

[@christianelle2511]

Filipino

[@you8368]

Wala Akong Pakialam this is how I feel about my ex omg Alissa made me realize that i'm not in love i'm just addicted to him cuz he doesn't want me

[@jikookismorelegitimatethan6105]

FILO AYEEE

[@jikookismorelegitimatethan6105]

Pardon ? Helllooooo

[@shellykaufman5550]

I remember watching this but I was so young I didn't really understand properly. I'm so sorry you went through this. No one deserves to go through what you went through. I'm so glad it's over and that he's out of your life. I am so proud of you for standing up for yourself and telling your side of the story. He emotionally abused you and trapped you in a situation. No one deserves it

[@gettingcalledoutontwitteri1882]

Jake is a narcissist and should be in jail

[@1aurak]

10:00 "i think i was just addicted to the pain, of wanting someone so unattainable. i loved getting hurt by him." awww i love you alissa, and i completely understand. i'm so glad that you moved on.

[@mcho8137]

i dont get it. She loved getting hurt by him but is crying about it now. She would not have "moved on" if she was not kicked out. Seriously, who would want to keep a girl like that around? Not excusing jakes actions but do not xcuse alyssa's actions either. They are both fucked up in the head.

[@1001-l1t]

M Chowdhury she loved getting hurt by him but at that time she actually genuinely love Jake but she didn’t when she was making this vid

[@mcho8137]

1001010001011 0111001000010101 right. And someone who enjoys getting hurt by someone is not sane of mind. And if she did enjoy it back then why is she playing victim now? She enjoyed it back then so Jake enjoyed torturing her. Both r bad apples.

[@1001-l1t]

M Chowdhury I don’t think Jake Paul “enjoyed” torturing her, but he simply didn’t care and continued to manipulate her and her feelings which messed her up and I don’t think she was actually addicted to the pain like she said. I think she was just in major confusion, while she couldn’t tell if he ACTUALLY loved her back and she loved him so much that she WANTED to give him a chance, but she hated it and was upset hurt at the same time

[@audreywong9596]

M Chowdhury she had feelings for Jake in the past, and love blinds everyone even her. I'm glad she finally got to her senses.

[@sums2942]

"I think I was addicted to the pain of wanting someone so unattainable" so deep I love you alissa

[@emilylimpert9141]

This is exactly the story and cycle of an emotionally abused person in a relationship! Break the cycle, proud that you did Alissa

[@hollyhk3501]

Emily Limpert I was thinking the exact same thing

[@jarbincks6715]

damn i miss this era

[@goeshardmate0945]

SAME

[@sydneyneill5164]

ME TOO!!!

[@ingridromero7907]

SAAAAME

[@bbyselz]

we miss this era but for the KZbinrs it’s prolly traumatic for them💀

[@latifasalmanova7385]

i was so happy back then that all i cared about was this drama

[@duruparman9620]

“i hated him but loved him at the same time” relatable asf

[@ismeyet6503]

Duru Parman nope

[@bee4907]

Abusive relationship in so many words.

[@yourstrulynina1524]

idk why but i really like alissa’s voice

[@darkhorse4180]

nana the robot she sounds like Ariana grande

[@k-888]

Ok...😑

[@ethan-my8ln]

nana the robot I like it too!

[@tristangonzalez6913]

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame

[@okangoatulo9845]

Same

[@xdshadyyy3727]

This girl did not deserve this

[@anissaa7663]

@@tonyalewing7282 how?

[@tonyalewing7282]

@@anissaa7663 first she dated Jake than Logan now faze shes lying about that Jake abuse what neaver happen so don't believe what Alissa or other people intill they have prove that something happened

[@x.lmtzzz]

Tonya Lewing she never dated him

[@hanan2317]

Tonya Lewing she’s not u🤣🖕🏼

[@x.lmtzzz]

Tonya Lewing nobody cares if you believe her or not , stop watching her videos then

[@kalebashworth6725]

Who’s watching old videos for no reason

[@edward9953]

Defenetly not me

[@mitskisolosanyone1189]

Not me

[@user-zm7ow7wn1g]

nah

[@violent_kitty7687]

Kaleb Ashworth I have a reason it’s the coronavirus

[@emmy3516]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/i2KQmpx3lpyrr8k

[@rolypoly9850]

Real friends don't need to sign a contract.

[@jimmyphillip3601]

Roly Poly He wanted her to be in Team 10. So she needed to sign a contract.

[@jay-xd2nw]

Roly Poly IKR WHAT KIND OF CRAP IS THAT

[@wxvy.charli7780]

Roly Poly yeah ofc, if it wasn't an actual company where they do make money

[@crisnetzi9506]

Roly Poly omg sooo true

[@Nyahchick]

Roly Poly preach!!!

[@emmajones8626]

Anyone here after shane dawsons video😆

[@kaylarawle8313]

Emma Jones yess hehehe

[@jessicalynn6073]

For sure. Never heard of the dude before.

[@rossi_playz2703]

Omg i am 🙄

[@laconherrington6332]

Emma Jones meee

[@arrahmasyafrani9010]

MEEEEEEE

[@misscellaneous5329]

I really want Alissa or any of the og team 10 members who left, to make a video(s) in response to Shane's series. The tea would be flooding lmao Edit: OOFTTT if any of y'all have seen shane's most recent vid... im ready for a truckload of Alissa Violet

[@myrazahari8567]

Miss Cellaneous is ooohhh yesssssss, imagine Shane gets everyone who left Team 10 to speak, the tea is boiling hot sis

[@gabiluvsu2much]

I'm sure he interviews them in his series! We still have 6 more parts of the series to watch.

[@hao9508]

I don't think it's still tea at this point guys watch the twins video this is supposed to be on the real news not KZbin.

[@ace.error404]

Miss Cellaneous We would drown in boiling tea.

[@ermvg16]

Great idea

[@tutujohnson7356]

I remember watching this in middle school and just not understanding how hurt u were but now I am senior in hs and its just crazy how much I can relate to this now

[@Bcalderon123]

Omg same 😭

[@laurenrynn]

SAME

[@orianaacevedotoyo]

samee i was too young to understand her but now that im old enough i know what shes feeling

[@ClaudiaMartinez-bu7lm]

Same.

[@thaonguyentruong9837]

OMG same 😭😭

[@takeviral]

who else is here after watching shane's video??

[@elviramaksimova4981]

Qlirim Berisha ye

[@cottagozales619]

Qlirim Berisha 🙋🏼‍♀️

[@magdalenapejic7051]

🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️

[@doralourenco1876]

Qlirim Berisha omg me

[@oliviacranex]

Meee

[@emilyhuber685]

my poor baby... I hope Shane's series gives you peace of mind and the justice you deserve. Keep thriving, my love.

[@brianna7991]

Alice de la peschardière what do you mean?

[@erinmcdonagh831]

Alice de la peschardière that’s exactly what a jake paul fan would say.

[@paige7684]

Emily Huber She fucked his brother. Not sure if Shane addressed that in his series.

[@greengreen4116]

Paige Why would he bring up something between two other people that aren’t Jake🤣

[@nightndayz]

you're suffering from a chemical imbalance

[@Irislsy]

Okay I’m here from Shane’s series and idc even if they found that Jake is a totally different person from who he is from KZbin, that is NO EXCUSE to treat a girl like this.

[@emilycochraneX]

IrisMusicx I KNOWWW RIGHT!

[@TheAuroraGalore]

It's those awful parents 😐

[@chelita9987]

IrisMusicx Hate to disagree with this statement, I beg to differ in the context that he TRULY abused Violet. We have no VISUAL proof of abuse towards Violet. Meaning we do not see Paul hurting Violet physically. I am a "believe it when I see it" type of person so I do not take Violet's side on this, but neither do I take Paul's side. Please do not believe everything you hear, but remember this is MY opinion, I have the rights to state MY opinion and disagree with OTHERS. This is no hate to either Violet and Paul. I am not a fan of Violet and Paul, I began to dislike them when they made that "diss track" towards one another.

[@Irislsy]

Aracely Salazar I’m speaking more in terms of emotional abuse like when he said he loves her and hooked up with another woman days later, like how he forced her to leave the room so he could have sex with another woman. That is equally hurtful and no one deserves that. I don’t think she was physically abused either but if u want to talk about physical abuse he definitely does that to others like the Martinez twins 🤷‍♀️

[@chelita9987]

IrisMusicx I see, sorry I interpreted it in another way. I just assumed in the physical abuse. My mistake. But, the emotional abuse is debatable, I haven't watched the whole video seeing as I don't really care but I was just scrolling through the comments 😐. I don't know if she gave any valid proof of said emotional abuse, but okay.

[@tyen2235]

Imagine if those kids never got their ride...

[@sajenin3659]

Whole history of youtube changes

[@henryhade3348]

Tyen I wouldn’t know her

[@kamil9917]

Omg that's so scary to think about 😳

[@whatever-pn2mr]

Butterfly effect damn

[@questionmark2284]

Germany would've won the war

[@Pumpkiw]

The PAUL dad sounds like an absolute gem. No wonder his sons turned out the way they did.

[@thegamelabgaming7556]

Laura V I wouldn’t say that.

[@thegamelabgaming7556]

Laura V lol I just realized what you meant after watching the vid. I totally agree with you

[@amaliagarrido8603]

yeah no wonder his oldest son filmed a dead+body and+his younger+son abused his "girlfriend"

[@hao9508]

@@amaliagarrido8603 and abused a lot of people.

[@lilililil7240]

Yep 100% agreed

[@vinamistry5263]

as an avid body language student, if you look at her body language and eye movement, she isn't lying

[@madisonalonso5165]

by looking at Jake's body language, can you tell if he's lying?

[@vinamistry5263]

+Madass I haven't actually watched a video of him talking about the issue and that's my fault. After watching this one i just assumed he was lying, which I shouldn't have done. I'll watch one of his videos about the issue and get back to you, is that okay?

[@vinamistry5263]

+Madass I watched Jakes video apologising to Alissa. he didn't talk about any details of the situation so I couldn't read if he was lying or not. However, from his body language and eye contact, overall, I can say that his apology to her was genuine.

[@devinmd_2]

XD, bitch! she talking to a fucking camera nigga! it's different!

[@Unknown-qm3zy]

Devin Shelton are you thick, whenever you talk about details in your life, no matter to who or a camera, u still make certain movements or small actions when u lie. Do not be so ignorant for this person was just confirming the truth

[@bigjohn5717]

So your life with Jake was "I hate you I love you" by Gnash.

[@tonyb6417]

Joshua Keen basically dude

[@anthonyfladeland1994]

XD hahahaha lol

[@calvin9905]

Joshua Keen lol

[@martinlesch7588]

Man! Fuck yes! Best comment bro

[@billyhunterdowling3944]

BRO THAT IS IT!!!!!!

[@DFthepolarbear]

No one deserves to be treated the way you were. He’s a narcissist.

[@khall187]

Gimme a break. She has equal opportunity to break up with him - why didn't she? Because she was getting exposure because of him. Don't act like she was forced to do anything.

[@brandyjohnson738]

@@khall187 that's the point

[@synaesthesia4183]

Past that on the scale, I'm afraid.

[@leanne8271]

@@khall187 you’re a dick. She was attached to him because he led her on for so long. That’s why she wanted to stay

[@billyderick8349]

@@khall187 what the actual fuck!

[@Yadeliszs]

I keep starring at her nose highlight

[@tylersgrandkid3664]

lmao me too

[@janab.630]

Super Pug same

[@isobelnoble9392]

Yadelis Gonzalez same

[@alanysarambula356]

Yadelis Gonzalez same

[@ashley431]

Lmao me too

[@yewweiqi3311]

I could legit feel the pain she's hiding behind this video

[@dayracarrillo5633]

Yew Wei Qi same

[@paulavarga411]

Same,she's such a good girl and I can't possibly understand how she put up with him for soooo long,I really hope she is happy now and I can say that she is one of the most geniune girl on yt

[@UnicornMagicRandom]

Yew Wei Qi same, I cried

[@albertsee9302]

Yew Wei Qi I cried

[@giodamilkman]

i feel the same

[@aishakaukau2409]

The fact that their father behaved liked that when he saw you explains exactly why those brothers are the way they are

[@DreaCakes03]

AISHA KAUKAU yes!!!!!! There’s a reason those guys are pieces of shit!

[@ladycumquato8371]

so true sons are often the product of their environment is their father is like that it explains a lot

[@chiraggupta2645]

hmm..logan is much better though. I think logan is a good guy idk about Jake but the father is 100% an asshole

[@thehotselcajiminneverposte7485]

Chiro99 Gp yes logan is such a good person that acts like a fucking douche or "savage" to people

[@jessisntcool6235]

TRUE

[@oliviarose7045]

I love how brutally honest she is and also owns up to her mistakes. Something Jake couldn’t do. I’m happy for you Alissa. Your living your best life right now and doing you ❤️❤️

[@zoek6155]

Lets be real... Jake definitely watched this 😶

[@robloxvibes3730]

true

[@nichole1210]

zoe_dancer13 ZK yea

[@karismunger4561]

we all kno that dude

[@destinyvargas1653]

Yep

[@trinitylee1able]

zoe_dancer13 ZK yea, tru

[@blagoje7]

Who came after "Mind of Jake Paul" part 1 ?

[@littleemochix8236]

Me

[@jbvlogs5276]

i came after the mind of jake paul PART 2!! hey.

[@22chuuya]

Meee

[@adriannacherrington9558]

I came from part 2

[@80sElfOwl]

Meee (•~•)

[@brianaharris8192]

The Greg Paul part has me heated

[@paominhaojojohangsing357]

Briana Michelle he kissed another girl on his sons video just shows how great a father he is I'm telling u the easy fame and money is getting into their heads

[@brianaharris8192]

Joe Hicks exactly my thoughts

[@yourmom4465]

Briana Michelle Pam is better

[@brianaharris8192]

Doctor Who Love2 vlog mom is pretty cool

[@andressings8851]

Briana Michelle Swear!

[@katrinacrider3370]

Let’s not forget that he assaulted a girl Bc she wouldn’t give it up to him.... he’s ruthless and deserves to be held accountable

[@MzSoulll]

Shane brought me here. lol. looking up the twins next.

[@kqueen453]

Same 😂😂😂

[@sophiasalvador20]

Like fr

[@CindyRex]

O saw the twins first hahahah trying to put every piece together

[@shalinis1974]

Sameee😂 omg

[@mohammedalqudah8379]

Sameeeee

[@babysvogue4449]

holy shit this hurts and it's not even me

[@glossylanz2419]

same :(( my heart hurts

[@LucaCiocanu]

Quiet its jake's fault

[@AngryDoggoYT]

Arno Cuevas dude chill there was no in-between they weren't dating that's why jake was dating other girls

[@Wiszo]

daeesies iknow right

[@nattykay2817]

Damn this video is messed up about the truth! I can't belive in front of our own faces Jake lied about this. I'm glad Alyssa made this video. i use to be a Jake pauler but now I think Jake does these videos for the attention and get Alyssa out of his life. Ily Alyssa , I'm a Alyssa violet fan!!!😭😔

[@alicerizkallah2796]

omg her nose highlight thooooo 😍

[@lunanarda]

Alice Rizkallah ikkr

[@sarica2010]

Lol

[@user-pw1zk1ok1o]

Yesss

[@36NoxX]

Lucy Hale bruh lol

[@36NoxX]

Lucy Hale pll is best

[@sihamsayedahmad63]

I truly feel sorry for Alissa, she is GORGEOUS inside and out yet most of her relationships are just painful to watch .. smh she deserves so much more she is really strong

[@thesweeterthingsindeath]

I hope Shane Dawson interviewed hers...Anyone else?

[@ellaray4615]

x Leilanix he is

[@MissSweetieShortie]

Ysss

[@lamb9138]

x Leilanix no

[@catalinaalexander1892]

yesssssssssss

[@asteriaria2822]

She agreed didn’t she?

[@JessiePatricia]

Had to come watch this right after Shane Dawson video lol

[@briannabishop4603]

me to

[@tennillej9601]

Same

[@emilyhernandez4736]

Omg same

[@princessunicorn7908]

Jessie Patricia Same gurl.

[@spaceunicorn450]

SAME!!!

[@Fnaticuoco]

Me : I hate drama Me 10 minutes later : (Watches every Jake vs Alissa drama.)

[@doraziyanchen]

dood same

[@mariamhamad2057]

Cevanna Pawle how is she wrong jake is lying

[@arturomarin3471]

fuck you alisa your a bitch

[@alexanderbadger4817]

Cevanna Pawley thank u

[@jeremycrizraton1270]

@Hotted LOL same..

[@yoi4577]

Who’s here after faze banks and Alissa Violet break up

[@mohamedcamara7968]

Ahmed Sinari me

[@sageyyeah91]

me 😖

[@Lovefrequencyabundance]

Ahmed Sinari how and wen did they break up

[@yoi4577]

neena abraham like 6 months ago but they came out and said it like 1 month ago

[@migs357]

Gained so much respect for alissa after this

[@Helen-vi1td]

Keane same

[@issavlog2519]

Keane have any tips of ideas for my KZbin please tell me what u like to see

[@elodie9476]

Keane yes.

[@savannahmccarthy7647]

Keane same

[@swagurmom87]

Keane same

[@Musy689]

I can see in your eyes that you still care deeply for the guy and but like you said you deserve so much better and you are very beautiful soon you'll find someone who understands you and love you the right way .

[@tendersay._._]

She is more prettier than Erika. Tessa is halfway but I wish Jake never "married" Erika and like nick and Ethan said Erika is using Jake for fame and money because how could someone get 1,000,000 in one day that's called gold digger

[@robloxianlay839]

Muse Gaston She cheated on Jake...

[@user-gh9rs4cg1s]

Lol cause now she's dating faze banks

[@hopeworld969]

Gabriella Montez Jake said they never dated.

[@laikoroi4442]

Muse Gaston he did love her the right way she is the one that cheated not him why would he kick her out for nothing and if it were not for jake she would not be that much of a hit and im not giving her hate she is ok but i dont like rice gum but really i think that she cheated or they just misunderstood eachother and they just never thought to talk things out

[@cho_olatey]

They weren't your friends if they didn't stay with you during this tough time, you are better of without them!

[@gamecrack8466]

I know right

[@linneakahoohanohano707]

V I C T O R I A I agree with you but did you see Jake side of story like Idk who to believe an you read my main comment

[@pigeon3clipse823]

outline tumblr!!! your mah gurrrrrrrrrrrl

[@lolathompson5568]

V I C T O R I A yeah

[@aadyasrivastava9409]

Ikr

[@samanthamiller4845]

And we are here again thanks to Tana! Im so sorry hes so horrible.

[@fatimachahine7494]

wait i’m confused

[@JQXO99]

Hes not

[@mc_fly246]

no

[@shinamonbutter]

?

[@brettb8392]

Who else is watching this after the Martinez twins left

[@fizahussain3108]

BBLR Collabs Me

[@samnangseylatoun9291]

BBLR Collabs me xD

[@realkenjii]

Me

[@eunicekamosho1216]

BBLR Collabs meeeee

[@alliemae6415]

BBLR Collabs me

[@riversnow5771]

You stayed because that's what abusive relationships do...they keep you sucked in. Jake is a monster, and he sets people up to be completely dependent on him so they can't argue with his "rules". But you got out, and you should be so proud of yourself for it. Don't ever blame yourself for staying, commend yourself for moving forward. As for closure from Jake, you'll never get it. It's one of the tactics of people like him so they can keep themselves in your head. Don't give him anything.

[@clare6367]

I love how Alissa has just had her heart broken but still tries to stay positive and dosent give a fuck! She is so pretty, funny. She is an inspiration to any girls who have had anything like this happen to them! x

[@lcky_sufyan7536]

Feminist

[@kmchallenge3310]

I'm not a girl but this did happen to me with a girl and she really did inspire me so don't listen to the people calling u a feminist and saying that Jake Paul is the best youtuber they are all wrong

[@icysmiles1217]

You're right :)

[@nivanp2932]

xDe

[@alanysarambula356]

xClare Bearx I know right

[@rae3286]

Who's here after Alissa and faze's Twitter war?

[@blakefeu2885]

me lol

[@bleachdrinked6141]

me bich

[@wkidL]

It has nothing to do with Faze. It's Banks

[@weavesnatched790]

I am he’s a jerk

[@sageyyeah91]

WikidBoi they are referring to banks by saying faze

[@missnix2619]

After she said Jake kick her out, the tone of her voice is already like a crying voice...

[@isabellabello8708]

*For some reason in the thumbnail it looked like her hoodie had cat ears* 😂

[@batuschkamamuschka9244]

take your cat to a vet pls

[@queendiys1399]

Ya

[@vonny317]

Isabella Bello true

[@yahirgutierrez936]

Isabella Bello for real

[@steven8a]

Isabella Bello lmao true

[@TheXshelbyX]

Anyone here after Shane ?

[@peachessxcxo7479]

Me🙋

[@williamshinn1319]

🙋‍♂️

[@presleypennartz6269]

meeeee

[@darkdeepdepressed]

me too lol

[@consequencechallenger3836]

Michelle Burke Shanes a liar and all of us know it! Shane Dawson is a gay looser never listen to a gay looser!

[@Me-lr6sk]

Who’s here after Banks cheated on her😔

[@stupendousejig1010]

meeee

[@nightowl4036]

With who?!

[@nightowl4036]

@hrxo. piixxy I have no words.

[@hcelly]

Unfortunately bro

[@user-zm7ow7wn1g]

not me

[@elizabethfalconer682]

Ok but why is no one talking about how all those little girls got into a strangers car?!

[@elizabethfalconer682]

Honestly thank goodness it was you alissa because it could have been anyone

[@makenzieflinchbaugh866]

Devan Howlter-Pancakes omg I know right!!!

[@hope3203]

who wouldn't get in a car with THE alissa violet tho

[@jbeanz3039]

She wasn't THE Alissa Violet back then though

[@GawdGenetics]

Want some candy?

[@bitaj6386]

I can't believe the other people at Team10 are/were okay with this

[@ohyeahyeah7541]

Emily J man that shit is fucked up jake can do anything he wants but when they even try the same shit this happens. he should not have treated her like that

[@annayzv77]

Emily J I'm pretty sure most of them are not okay with it, but if they say anything they would lose their jobs. The newcomers just believe Jake's lies.

[@bri7375]

I'm sure most of them aren't okay with it. But if they stand up to him or speak out, they'll lose their contracts and get kicked out .

[@pancakewaffle1017]

Emily J that is true

[@nodnerboob]

Simon Delevingne Honestly like I didn't think he was that bad of a person but he's horrible I wasn't on her side but I am now

[@gabilopez5713]

This video made me sad, but her nose highlight cheered me up✨

[@melissamoussa5596]

Gabi Lopez honestly tho

[@anahiortz]

Gabi Lopez ikr

[@soleeeeeeeel1614]

Gabi Lopez same oml😂

[@angelinablanco5138]

x2

[@dani09eveline]

Oookayyyy!

[@vandeniuke1138]

"I don't know if i was in love with, or the idea of him"

[@sanabils5012]

“you don’t LOVE me topper you love the IDEA of me you love being SEEN with me” 😭😭

[@nourayman5374]

@@sanabils5012 that’s literallyyyy the first thing that came to my mind 😭😂😂😂

[@destinatixn_5488]

Why is this randomly in my recommended? I watched this a year ago...

[@tim3l3ss13]

Destinatixn _ You are in the exact same situation that I am

[@catcatcat13]

Cauz it's lit that why

[@hayati898]

Destinatixn _ same here

[@laurenp2030]

Destinatixn _ yeah same

[@ayaan3811]

right

[@Patience23]

i never really new alissa before or cared for her, but this video made me respect her a lot more.

[@NoeAlrjandro]

Jasmine okiee sameee

[@CloroxBleach-ts7pc]

Jasmine okiee nope

[@jocelynvasquez1830]

Jasmine okiee u

[@emmaross6376]

same

[@divyasaibabu10]

same

[@justdom248]

OMG I'm not a person who watches full 20 minute videos but I watched it all!

[@theblueblob4756]

Heinz Guderian same

[@thisfooraul5890]

Heinz Guderian I do if it's Roman Atwood😂

[@cassieka]

Heinz Guderian good job with your commitment

[@danielavallejo4348]

Heinz Guderian same

[@cgpb21]

Heinz Guderian me too!

[@natashak5461]

2020 quarantine anyone?💀

[@tobithefaug3296]

😗✌️

[@dhia_53263]

Me

[@BlackBeard110]

Sup me

[@cookieytno8395]

Me

[@princessjohnson-mcleod4957]

👋🏾

[@huff7123]

"Addicted to the pain of wanting someone so unnatainable."

[@ANDEEANJ]

Huf f I was about to say this

[@kak775]

I can relate too much to this line

[@mirandah5452]

my stomoach dropped when she said she can hear them banging in the other room 👊✋

[@grasielah7128]

Miranda H same

[@mirandah5452]

Grace H 🙁

[@itshaleylouise]

Miranda H same ☹️

[@chanicecastro2183]

Miranda H same

[@rainrainbow350]

Same☹️

[@mktwins4915]

Im too crazy of a bitch if my "boyfriend" told me to get out of the room to hang out with some other girl I'd loose my shit

[@juliesolis745]

MK Twins sameeeee ah

[@jenten8936]

Seriously, the cops would've ended being called if a guy pulled that shit on me.

[@daphne4653]

MK Twins but she was confused and afraid

[@lifewithaly7941]

MK Twins i would to. that would be messed up.

[@rachelmolano4949]

she had a contract with jake and she was aftraid that he would he kick or out

[@summersmith]

coming back to this after 5 years. i love you Alissa you're such a pure soul and you NEVER deserved anything like this. i still hate how the media is brutal to you sometimes like that one time you posted that tiktok of the angles thing and got hate for it when u CLEARLY didn't mean anything but good from it. i GENUINELY hope you're in a happy place. I LOVE YOU QUEEN 💗

[@hattieleasure8564]

Don't ever let a guy treat you like that. The way you were treated is BS. Everyone, if someone treats you like this, just leave. They don't deserve you.

[@greeneyes3995]

Whose still watching this in 2018?

[@zestycheetodust3166]

Nick Martin mehh

[@maariyajussab6227]

Yaassss

[@moo5802]

Me

[@familyharden5796]

Me

[@saadali2438]

Me

[@lea9renee]

damn girl you are way out of his league anyway, like legit you are a straight up 12 and he's maybe a 3 on his best day so keep doing you girl

[@cyrinechemkhi3602]

HaHaHa, Savage .

[@Hsudhsbsib]

2019??

[@rosannacampisi9168]

I love you

[@SirShigga]

Don't rate people man wtf

[@makhs8750]

Lea Hendricks Nah, her highlights look 10 or 11, but idk about the other girl you are talking about

[@cassxx5446]

This video is so ridiculously close to tanas new "truth" video likes it's scary. They both loved Jake so bad when he couldn't care less about them.

[@donathan2933]

Jake’s an asshole

[@chris82strike]

@@donathan2933 yep

[@donathan2933]

vivi bisi seriously Logan needs teach his dumbass excuse for a brother morals

[@chris82strike]

@@donathan2933 Jake is the worst person on earth, he should learn to tell the truth instead of making excuses

[@emmy3516]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/i2KQmpx3lpyrr8k

[@Ufsykmbdseyjhbds]

Damn I was not expecting a diss track at the send of the video. I prefer this one 100 times more.

[@totallyawake1116]

Same

[@dizzzydanny]

Sky Cornfield ajjakakakak

[@hakuirk8936]

Sky Cornfield p

[@hakuirk8936]

Jake's a jerk

[@wulf5891]

Sky Cornfield stfu corn field

[@masumamagic115]

She protecc She attacc But most importantly She get her Money bacc

[@emmy3516]

My Video: Give me positive feed back please if u like kzbin.info/www/bejne/i2KQmpx3lpyrr8k

[@uwucodgirl6250]

Ha ha

[@undercoverkiller9141]

NO WONDER WHY LUCAS AND MARCUS LEFT TOO

[@nathalienicole3534]

TheHackingMachine YEAH :(

[@nadzeeraadz4264]

TheHackingMachine RETWEET

[@dec_mber]

It all makes sense now... **MIND BLOWN**

[@Smallshadowpony]

OMFG I FORGOT THEY WERE IN TEAM 10 TOO!!!! So sad that they left:(

[@fayrise483]

TheHackingMachine martinaZ twins that's why

[@babygirlhehe9748]

Here after Tana's video. Jake is literally still the same. Yikes

[@imroxyandrews7041]

Exactly the thing is He should have stayed with Erika As she was helping...Its all starting from the beginning again

[@danachen5998]

a lot of guys and girls who've never dated a fuckboy wouldn't understand where she's coming from because they "weren't dating" and she technically did choose to stay at the house. imagine this. you find a what seems to be a super sweet guy and it seems like he's falling for you. and you guys talk and flirt for months. then you move in together and ACT like a couple. do everything that couples do. say things couples say. but....you're not a couple? jake literally called alissa his ex so yeah.... they were dating without a title. imagine this person literally bringing random girls into the house you guys live together in fucking them. every. night. at this point you are in love with him because...you guys are unofficially dating. THAT FUCKS UP YOUR MIND SO MUCH. it makes you go crazy. imagine hearing your front door opening late at night then hearing him and a new random girl laughing and flirting while they make their way to the same bedroom that you guys fucked in. your heart literally falls down to your stomach and cracks into a million pieces. its like you know what's going to happen but you can't do anything about it. if any of you have had an abusive family member, it's the same as hearing them come in. knowing that they're going to hurt you and yell at you but you can't do anything about it. jake psychologically and mentally abused alissa, that's for sure. she chose to stay because she loved him even though he still continued '''''''cheating''''''. and he would continue saying "i love you" and acting like nothing's wrong which made her fall deeper. like she said, she was addicted to being hurt by him. she was addicted to feeling any emotion caused by him. whether it was anger, love, sad, anxious, happy etc, she lived off him. on top of this, she can't invite guys over. ...why not? they're """not dating""" remember? i'm sure this was her mentality when she "cheated". she was angry at him and wanted revenge. "i'm not dating him so, fuck it". going by what jake said, technically what she was doing was okay since he could smash a new girl every night. anyways, i'm glad she found someone who treats her right. fuck fuckboys.

[@rosepark8777]

ikr! finally someone said it T.T I feel like many people doesn't understand this. And that's really sad. I feel so bad for Alissa cuz that must've been emotionally painful. But at least she's happy now ^_^ and hopefully she'll recover from this horrible stuff.

[@natanyaparsons8491]

Gorilla Ghost did you even read it?! It was only everything goes with him

[@flubbernuggets2513]

Gorilla Ghost you sound so insensitive she loved him and thought he did too, you're probably like 7 so you don't understand heartbreak but one day you will wether its like Alissas' case where to person you love cheats on you or if they break up with you. ALSO if you were Alissa and you were in love with a boy, lived in the same house and hear him fucking a different girl every night would you want some little kid who understands nothing to get over it because they were never "Girlfriend and boyfriend"? Next time you comment try and think about how you would react if you were the KZbinr and some bratty little kid who know absolutely nothing about what your going through comments on it in a negative way.

[@theawsomebella5823]

flubber nuggets z

[@theawsomebella5823]

Minicraf

[@luzasmr]

I understand how you felt. My heart is broken and I should move out.. But I can't. When you love and hate the same person is the worst. Because you always hope it's gonna get better but it just gets worse 😭 I feel so empty

[@allyxtveraa2194]

♥ Luz ASMR ♥ i hope things get better

[@urdiary1344]

♥ Luz ASMR ♥ leave damit

[@urdiary1344]

And things will

[@allyxtveraa2194]

urdiary1344 why are you telling her to leave?

[@urdiary1344]

I thought Luz ASMR was taking about her own story sorry

[@lizzie354]

As an upperclassmen in college (actually almost exactly Alissa's age, I too am 20 and will be 21 in 2 weeks so that's cool), I see SO many girls going into college with similar problems. Girls (and guys, but I mainly see it happening with girls), PLEASE don't go into a "casual" relationship if you know in your heart that you really can't take it. If you do feel you may be head over heels for that guy/girl, then that's strike number one of a hint that it shouldn't be happening right there and will most likely end in complete heartbreak. Very rarely do Friends With Benefits/No Strings Attached endings actually happen irl... So many guys going into college think they can get away with it and so many girls think that's just the "way it is" in college, probably cause of stereotypes or how college is presented in pop culture and movies/tv shows, idk, but college doesn't mean that at all!! If you can handle it and you really don't want anything serious and just wanna have fun, then cool, you do you boo, but if you have any lingering feeling that you can't be "casual", please be honest with yourself from the start and not let yourself go down that road then. It's such a huge mess, and I see so many young girls heartbroken because of it. Especially freshmen. Girls, please know you have a say in relationships too. Speak up that you want a serious one if you do in fact want one. Don't stay hush about it just because you don't want to seem "uncool" or lose that guy or whatever. That's not fair to you and you never know, it might just end up well or at least for the best. Maybe the guy/SO wants to be serious too and just doesn't know that you want that too? Idk. For me, as someone who just knows that I personally could never handle a "casual" relationship, I just don't see it as a good idea ever but who knows. What works for you, works for you. Just be honest with yourself what that is exactly because it will save everyone a lot of time, drama, and stress. I myself honestly worry about all of this for my little sister who is an incoming freshman this next year... Interesting enough, I don't seem to see guys having this kind of problem of wanting to be "serious"/"committed"/"settle down" until later on. After or just before they become post-grads, the roles seem to reverse, and I see a lot more guys becoming heartbroken and frustrated because their significant others or "things/flings" just "want to be young and have fun" and not be in a committed relationship and they do. Boy or girl, let's just not string people along, okay? It would make life a lot easier...

[@bri1250]

lizzie click more expecting a sentence. get a whole book

[@eurekamreum5458]

Great comment. I had a friend that was in a similar relationship with a guy she met at work, and she used to feel like shit ALL THE TIME because somehow, in her head, she'd normalized the fact that "love is supposed to hurt", and she did nothing when that dude hooked up with other girls or treated her like shit. I never fully understood where she got that idea from, but I guess you're right - this culture has fucked us up in ways we don't even notice now.

[@lizzie354]

Brian: hahaha yeah, oops... I have strong feelings about the topic apparently lol... and Eureka: thank you! it's so easy to assume that's how it's "supposed to be" or that it's "normal" to hurt so badly when you "love" someone because of how everyone portrays dating in your late teens and twenties now-a-days, but it definitely doesn't need to be in any way. I'm glad you saw that from the start and I hope your friend got out of that harmful relationship and finds a true, healthy relationship!! :)

[@pollywantsacracker9043]

i'm a sophomore (in high school) and i totally understand how she is feeling and what you're saying. i liked this guy for a while, and then he stopped talking to this girl he was in love with. right after she cut him off, he hit me up. i was so happy and he was being super sweet and then we became friends with benefits. i thought it was a good idea because i didn't have to be committed or whatever and i still was with him i guess. but whenever he talks to another girl i feel like a piece of me dies. i have feelings for this kid and i honestly don't know what to do. he says how he doesnt wanna be serious w anyone and shit but honestly i feel like i fucked up. i understand what she is saying and i completely agree with you. it's heartbreaking.

[@kcjm7345]

I like how she didn’t waste no time telling the story & I felt immersed like she’s talking to me personally.

[@banjibanjoko4325]

If you think about it, all these wouldn't be happening if it wasn't for the random 12 year old girls

[@ashleygonzalez564]

BANJI Banjoko Yep

[@CraftingWithTopaz]

BANJI Banjoko she was just trying to be nice. She didn't know she was gonna end up in that situation

[@MIGABYTE101]

yeah yeah yeah yeah

[@manilak4415]

BANJI Banjoko Well yeah but then Alissa would not have gotten the modeling job

[@fnathaly07]

BANJI Banjoko ya but if Jake didn't cheat on Alissa then Jake and Alissa could have a good relationship so it's Jakes fault

[@luzasmr]

October 2018?

[@bribakugo9092]

♥ Luz ASMR ♥ hello yes! :)

[@user-hh6zt4oq4d]

♥ Luz ASMR ♥ ah yes

[@user-hh6zt4oq4d]

bts is the shi stuff PREACH🙌🏻

[@leenabed2747]

Yup alissa is amazing love u

[@bbadwolfzsrobertson8686]

Yeyeye

[@hannah1824]

Alissa could cry on camera bc we are her family we are here for her. I feel so disappointed in Greg Paul he's a grown man he shouldn't have been like that to Alissa

[@rocsummits]

This sounds just like Tana's recent video. Damn. Sounds like he has a real system. Sad.

[@MrMikail06]

Rochelle Lynn but to be honest: its their fucking fault. If they let themselves treat like that they deserve to be treated like that. No matter what he did they still were hanging on his nuts

[@valeria5435]

MrMikail06 still no one should be treated like that no matter what

[@MrMikail06]

potatoes ok I just wanna say that their not the innocent ones too. She likes to play the innocent card. You can believe me or don’t. But I think she kinda liked how he treated her. She liked that feeling of „iam not the only one“ that’s why she let herself treat that way and fell in love with him. And then she even did a song about him. And you could clearly her that she still wants it. She’s garbage too

[@rocsummits]

@@MrMikail06 That doesnt make someone garbage because they go back or even want to fall back into bad situations. It makes them human. We all battle things we never speak of. We only know what we see. It stops there.

[@valeria5435]

MrMikail06 jake lit rally made a song abt her too and also clearly said it both their faults. in my opinion she just fired back as she should

[@georginasparks6867]

Ahhhh remember two years ago, when everyone was hooked on Team 10/Alissa Violet/Jake Paul/Logan Paul drama? And now everyone’s talking about James Charles and Tati Westbrook.

[@GBArmyNation]

And Jaclyn Hill, Ace Family, etc....

[@jeanettewalden6477]

And now faze banks and alissa with her being cheated on repeatedly

[@itskarlasway5594]

And now?

[@chriscrashbash3344]

Boring!!! what happened to the days with diss tracks?? I miss it.

[@darthzafaas1529]

simp drama😂

[@liabilgrami5194]

Alissa: it's both of our faults Jake: it's her fault

[@PolarticaStorm]

Jake admitting he fucked up, it'll never happen. He will do whatever it takes to make himself out to be the pretend Quality Crap he wants his fans to see.n Unfortunately his kiddy fans believe whatever bullshit he posts!

[@josegpeace3471]

Jake is a bitch

[@asmrkind2559]

its jakes fault

[@itzjordyn4079]

LILI B Right I can't believe he could do this to her she is so nice I wish that I could hug her and punch jake right in the face

[@llrainll]

She’s so pretty- and I hope she finds someone who treats and respects her, and I hope she’ll learn to respect herself and doesn’t fall for such fools again! She didn’t deserve those two myopic brothers.

[@EmuHarmony]

Faze Banks fucking adores her, like she is his everything. it's so nice to see after everything she went through with Jake. 😊😊

[@freshoceanwaters7947]

RK AK ikr she’s beautiful, and I agree. Hope she finds a man who respects her

[@llrainll]

Unknown Specimen Aye- I found out she’s with someone who loves her, as she loves him. I’m happy for her and her lad ❤︎

[@freshoceanwaters7947]

RK AK that’s amazing

[@llamacorn6058]

Her and Banks are so cute i cant they've been my otp since she moved into the clout house

[@dedoelmx]

After all of this, Jake Paul is still narcasstic. Alissa did not deserve to get treated like this, nobody deserves to get treated like this. It's evidently painful :(

[@irishemsbeauty]

This is heartbreaking, had no idea this was the other side to the story

[@paularodriguez1914]

Hey It's Emily i ageee

[@abdullahia2401]

He doesn't deserve her. That punk shouldn't be treating a girl like that. She deserves a better man. But how tf did she stand up with that.

[@wasan5746]

Lauren Carr what she said is not a lie...

[@snoopydog9821]

Hey It's Emily this makes me not like team 10

[@dustythejoker0458]

Hey It's Emily thats called jealousy

[@bradhamilton5872]

when england is your city

[@aprettynerd10]

LOLOL luv u

[@Sammmmy21]

Brad Hamilton omg you just made me wake up everyone in my house

[@rawan1132]

England is not a city 😩

[@bradhamilton5872]

fuck me, it's from 'everyday bro'

[@channelover7819]

Brad Hamilton yo England's my city hit me up

[@clowncheck5096]

Alissa: it was both of us Jake: it was all her Alissa:I believe in him and he believes in me Jake: I made her Alissa: hooks up with Logan *gets kicked out* Jake: had girls over and gets nothing

[@beskitty]

StopMotionFilms what did she say she hooked up with logan did i miss it wtf

[@des6745]

Ikr

[@Cv01_miku]

Jake was lying cuz Logan would have said something sooner like think about it..

[@justkalcium]

No she didn't

[@nicolebowen8979]

That’s not love he showed you baby, that’s possession. He loved the power he had over you and you suffered traumatically because of this. I hope you’re healed and thriving now

[@marisamedina6570]

This still makes me really sad for her

[@GG-hf6rl]

Marisa Medina yep

[@lowkey_vivi8322]

Marisa Medina same last name

[@carolynewillis2135]

"What the frick is going on? Is Justin Beiber here?" LMAO DEAD

[@justnatsuki9466]

lmao

[@sydni0126]

The reason Jake has all the young fans is because the older ones are wise and chose Alissa

[@faithdouglas2908]

Not completely true! I’m quite young and I chose Alissa because she deserves to be happy like the rest of us

[@kahlenseitz5206]

Jake Paul has the younger fans because he was on a children's tv show on disney.

[@guestaccount8546]

All good reasonings

[@ea7617]

keep telling yourself that

[@sydni0126]

EA Childs I will

[@revirahmani4744]

It’s been 4 years. It’s still stuck in my head... not going anywhere I’m always with you Alissa 💛

[@mohamedr.darhamed1851]

Damn bro you need more things to worry about fr

[@yvtsippe7216]

@@mohamedr.darhamed1851 fr

[@nunu.]

Lmaoooo

[@revirahmani4744]

@@mohamedr.darhamed1851 no i really don't

[@saranicole3178]

I just wanna give her so many hugs

[@burgoinkids4168]

NvS Hero me too

[@joselinecisneros6664]

Honestly broke my heart when she stared to cry like I felt her pain. Alissa your awesome!!! We're here for you ❤️

[@megan____7331]

This makes me want to cry

[@nonamex8151]

megan doyle same Alissa is a sweet girl and snake Jake paul has done this

[@juilyvingkar2333]

me too bro

[@niyazmulla6861]

megan doyle i did cry

[@cloutganglover4211]

Ikr ☹️😖

[@drums25K]

really sad people like jake exist

[@user-mf9gs]

Summer 2017 was an era that cannot be replicated.