When I ended up in hospital for self harm - my story part 3 | Selfharmerproblems

[@devilhorndoodles9487]

Its terrifying to be body checked.

[@eljay_sys]

i was in psych ward ! It was traumatic ! We werent allowed to talk about our symptoms or show them and other stuff 2 weeks without seeing relatives at the beginning, no food allowed, no phone in the hospital, closed window but after a while you could have outings with your family or with your friends for 2 hours ! Honestly hospital saved my life but i am doing bad again after a few months (but not as bad as before) 😕

[@Pasunpuffin]

@Rory Quentin????

[@rywe4017]

@@Pasunpuffin they’re a bot lol

[@pandabytes4991]

I've been in the psy hospital more times than I care to admit. My last time in the hospital, I was mistreated. Staff triggered a PTSD episode so severe that they thought the best course of action would be to put me in restraints. I just can't catch a break with these hospital visits.

[@mysteryoctopus8699]

I am so sorry. How are you dong now?

[@annastandard1257]

Omg 11:02 the walk of shame to get stuff in your house in front of siblings who have no idea what is happening. I was admitted to a hospital a few years ago and that is the most accurate description of that that I have heard lol. I relate to so much in this video. Thank you

[@greyv9107]

this sounds so scary. im so glad i never got put in a ward as a minor, though i live in the us so it would probably be different. it sucks that you had to go through that

[@Gg-qy3bq]

Thank you for making these videos, they have helped me get through tough times and without your vids I probably would not have been hear so I just want to say thanks you

[@Selfharmerproblems]

Seems crazy to me that my videos have helped you so much ! Thanks for your kind words ❤️

[@void7324]

I really try my best to not look at anyone else's wounds, self includes or not, it triggers me and I'm already harming daily, but if I see someone's wounds I always always think "my cuts aren't deep or wide enough"

[@mysteryoctopus8699]

Is there any way I can be here for you? To talk?

[@brooklynalivia8384]

Same. I’m scared to me alone with myself :/

[@Izabela-kh5lz]

Just want to say that I enjoy your videos. They are very real and authentic, not overdramatic. I'm sorry you have struggled with your mental health over the years. You seem like a lovely mature and empathetic person and I hope that you are better these days. I'm sending some positive vibes your way and will continue to watch your content. Great channel!

[@freekiki2416]

Ugh 😫 I am sorry you had to go through this 😔 I can relate to your story very much. I was admitted to hospital basically against my will for my eating disorder. I was so confused, ashamed and so so so lost.

[@FrilledMayfly_AmberlyFerrule]

I think i definitely need to het hospitallized. I mentioned it to my mom and she told me that i "just wanted to get out of college" and that it would "ruin job opportunities" like I'm sorry but.... i aint gonna get a job if i'm dead

[@jenga2263]

You can admit yourself. You can go to a normal hospital I think and tell them about your problems and that your suicidal and they will hospitalize you and if your parents want to take you out they can’t unless the hospital makes sure your good to go. But don’t quote me on this I’m not very sure and I hope you get better

[@dietfent]

thank you for sharing your story. i’ve been hospitalized multiple times and it is a very difficult experience but u made me feel less alone

[@memorysstories1561]

I want my family to find out i'm self harming right now. I cannot deal with it anymore.

[@mysteryoctopus8699]

Do you want to talk?

[@memorysstories1561]

@Up to the sky i told my friend, she dragged me to the school counselor who sent me to the mental hospital, i was in there for 3 months. My family asks weird questions, but it's alright

[@bipanicattakk]

Thank you so much for sharing your story. It really means a lot to hear someone speak so openly about self harm and mental health. Your videos have helped me understand and work through self harm and feel less alone

[@olivelaur4780]

Definitely relatable. I also ended up in the hospital twice for a few weeks because of self harm… terrifying

[@filipmjankowski]

I found your channel yesterday and I love your videos! Keep it up :)

[@Twiggy_Branch]

One of the psych hospitals I was at was absolutely the worst. The doctor was very rude and manipulative and made everyone feel like it was their fault. The staff hated us, there were fights almost every day. And everyone went nuts in there. The doctor threatened to keep me for 6 months, not because I needed it, but because I didn’t wanna listen to his rude ass and listen to him talk to me the way he did. He made people cry all the time.

[@Twiggy_Branch]

Oh and I had a PTSD episode (that they caused by putting me near someone that was screaming and cursing and such) and then forced me to take pills, AND ON TOP OF THAT, the next day I had to write an essay on why I had an “outburst” in the unit and didn’t “use my coping skills”

[@sts.crew.]

i'm sorry that happend ):

[@stanmelaniemartinez8149]

This video motivated me to stay clean

[@juliepinc9172]

I used to struggle with self harm and it was a hard battle to overcome. I actually just uploaded a video onto my channel about my journey! Great video!

[@lee6228]

When they body checked you did they ask you first and was it invasive or just the usual arms and legs? I have never heard of staff body checking minors in psych hospitals, i thought it was illegal. But i live in the US

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

Y e s

[@rissthebee]

You usually have to wear a hospital gown, they check nearly everywhere. Even the stomach, back, shoulders, between the fingers, etc. I live in the us too. They have to ensure your safety

[@lee6228]

@@rissthebee what the fuck

[@crybabybyheart1262]

Im in the US too, and when I went they checked every wear, they made me strip down, and they would look in every single place, it was uncomfortable

[@a.m.215]

I love your videos. I never had the problem of self harm or common addictions, but I have some other issues. Your videos are sincere and helps me understand mental health better and deeper. Please keep going and share more. thx.

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

Pain is a release for depression

[@lee6228]

Your a social worker? I think ive heard that before in one of your videos. You should make a video talking about what that entails and how you choose that as a carear

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

J u s t d i d

[@lee6228]

@@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171 oops im out of touch, sorry i dont use youtube much

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

Be more gentle with your clutch than us

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

I feel blades slide across my wrist every day but today was first time it happened with my fist in the air sayin is yours cause it's mathematicly and geometrically impossible so there cinserily a &@£# you gave "Nine!" Time we all gave something new a try. (If you read between the lines the devil's going all in to reap me but is effectively just waiting for you to reply he's getting bored both end now and I can handle mine ? ? ?)

[@lee6228]

@@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171 sounds like a bo burnham lyric

[@bryanviera1895]

I was hospitalized 3 times, by the third timei was on seroquel and other drugs that helped me along

[@sts.crew.]

of topic but i like your hair!!

[@wilyxz8023]

This story is why I don’t tell anyone. I don’t want to be hospitalized, and observed all the time.

[@ell.100]

hope you're doing okay recently 💞you seem like a really genuine person that deserves an amazing life x

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

I had to shut down poplar springs hospital in Petersburg VA for a while though APS I'm training to be a sa mental health department counselor

[@lee6228]

This hurt me to watch, sounds like some severe trauma. Im glad my parents did not react to my self harm, by not taking any action I was able to stop on my own without any extra stress or fear that it was a big deal.

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

S o t r u e I k n o w y o u n o w t h a n k s no please dont

[@lee6228]

@@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171 dude you are somethin special

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

@@lee6228 a case study born of rape rare emotion please statistics devotion rage beyond prediction no one saw me coming they've lost already but electro stock and what not turns out more by the day I will not I will not give I'm the biggest party in the country your invited just chuck in ("case study!") transpersonal scream + + + Any THANG I'm already playing through you just say yay finally winning mate please ? ? ? Eyes on fire no ones missing whoes out on rainy days doctor's tremble when I say the word case study from birth everyone ick yuck bud (we all have a story) but I'm a case study and I need help today born of rape full of hate please drop by my channel 😅 so full of hate even just a hey "beginning research on quoted artist" - binary code Mish tech support on its way

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

"Begining reashcearch on quoted artist"

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

What would you have me say about artist "not it metal playing 24/7"

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

I work during the day and school with Columbia University online at night

[@shadowtheassassin1028]

Mine was mad not sad. 😕 *my parents/family*

[@dumbfucktm6229]

My father was just indifferent. He don’t give a shit lmao

[@shadowtheassassin1028]

@@dumbfucktm6229 Yeah my dad didn’t care either, it was mainly my mom.

[@dumbfucktm6229]

@@shadowtheassassin1028 Fathers are overrated anyways 🥲

[@shadowtheassassin1028]

@@dumbfucktm6229 Yeah, true

[@limez2201]

This is sad but off topic. I have stopped self harming because my dad just recently found out And all I want too do now is cut again and my mom drinks alot and is disrespectful to my taste of music. And that is just making me more stress and is building up my urge. But all I want to do is 6 cuts, that make a bloody heart on my arm.🖤🗡

[@xyanderiachikuse2730]

Sweetheart, I don’t mean to be insensitive but could you please put a trigger warning :) P.S. this is a late reply but if your there pls don’t do that, it’s really not worth it.

[@mysoundofficial1047]

@@xyanderiachikuse2730 yes im triggered rn

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

Next job patient advocate at poplar springs hospital in Petersburg VA

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

We have a outreach program

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

Crossroads mental health department lunenburg county VA I'm in training

[@lee6228]

Also having flash backs?? Sounds like trauma

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

Y e s

[@lee6228]

If you were body searched how did you continue to hide self harm? Without the proper things to care wouldnt they end up finding blood etc??

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

Y e s

[@Name-oe4fq]

There are other ways to self harm

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

Like sand heal the beach

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

Remove your scars and tattoos (with sand) heal the ocean

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

You could do it in the blood moon it's emotionally inspiring and should help you push through the pain

[@User__xx]

Pls answers: i sh to is it possible my therapist sent me to a clinic?

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

I also am very religious

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

Wish I could leave #

[@lee6228]

You got seached when you entered teen psych ward? For blades?

[@hamishnewtonimsorryimsosca2171]

Y e s

[@usmell5895]

yeah im pretty sure you do

[@jessicalandrey8421]

happened to me too

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

It's ok but can be addicting

[@insignificantopinions3210]

After going to mental hospitals, I’ve become more suicidal lol

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

PTSD

[@starwonder8324]

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[@MattCatfish-s8l]

Lol awesome hairstyle

[@starwonder8324]

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[@MattCatfish-s8l]

Lmao

[@jenniferwalker5567]

nick kutasi is single women

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

Wtf

[@MattCatfish-s8l]

Wtf a dr

[@starwonder8324]

JESUS LOVES US ALL

[@sts.crew.]

that wont automatically make anyone clean

[@starwonder8324]

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