I work during the day and school with Columbia University online at night
@MattCatfish-s8l3 күн бұрын
I also am very religious
@MattCatfish-s8l3 күн бұрын
Wtf a dr
@MattCatfish-s8l3 күн бұрын
Pain is a release for depression
@MattCatfish-s8l3 күн бұрын
Lol awesome hairstyle
@MattCatfish-s8l3 күн бұрын
Next job patient advocate at poplar springs hospital in Petersburg VA
@MattCatfish-s8l3 күн бұрын
Most hospitals suck anyway
@MattCatfish-s8l3 күн бұрын
I had to shut down poplar springs hospital in Petersburg VA for a while though APS I'm training to be a sa mental health department counselor
@MattCatfish-s8l3 күн бұрын
Crossroads mental health department lunenburg county VA I'm in training
@cloudywillowwastaken4 күн бұрын
This kind of explains a lot about what I’m feeling, ngl !!TW!! I sometimes(but rarely) bite myself when I’m angry or upset at myself and I have an addiction of nail biting. I’ve always felt like I’m not “hurting myself enough” to be within the sphere of self harm recovery. I’ve been nail biting since I was a little kid and I’ve been struggling a lot. I had no idea this was a thing actually. I feel really seen
@Lauriah75 күн бұрын
I took niacinamide and GABA to support the tapering proces. It really helped.
@LegendJ0e45 күн бұрын
why does the intro song trigger depressive thoughts in me lol
@jessepinkmanml6 күн бұрын
thank you ily
@HIGUYSTHISISBLOODIE_MUNSON7 күн бұрын
La 1er fois que mes parents l'ont découvert, ils m'ont engeulé...je sais pas pourquoi:/ puis quelque mois plus tard (en février) je sais pas si en france vous avez ça mais on était à un camp de neige...bref, pis gt dans la chambre avec deux de mes amies très proche et on a décidé de se raconter nos plus grands secrets et j'étais la dernière...je leur ai simplement dit "je me m*t!l€@!$" et elles m'ont fait un câlin toute les deux...c'est la que j'ai réalisé que je ne pouvais faire confiance qu'à elles...car elles l'ont dit à personne et quand on parle de ça elles me demandent mon accord...<3
@cookierat8 күн бұрын
Thank you 4 da information!
@saralondon340515 күн бұрын
I was treatment resistant by 6.5 years....800mg daily....100mg as soon as I wake...200mg in middle of day and 400mg night with mirtazapine 45mg.....still didn't send me to sleep......just thought I'd share....nearly died QTCs >573 and moderate left and right artery moderate stenosis, high cholesterol but skinny as a rake size uk8 -10
@amiepoliti267916 күн бұрын
omg hi i am amiee... and i can tell you ths was pure explotation !!!!!!
@johncalhoun933518 күн бұрын
I embraced being the odd 1 in the circle , i embraced the darkness ,i enjoy listening to others stories on there mental health and on self harm i suppose that makes me weard
@Berry_..21 күн бұрын
I came here because my friend has been struggling in their battle with depression, I want to be able to help in any way I can to show that I care about them.
@rosaclub810424 күн бұрын
Je regarde cette vidéo parceque ma pote se.... Donc je veux en savoir plus pour elle ❤ elle et gentille et incroyable et je ne veux pas la blessé en lui disant un truc
@mp3.kayleeАй бұрын
I never have the products to take care of them. I never even have bandages
@Addykyla821Ай бұрын
You could buy or steal some from cvs
@alinapopet9290Ай бұрын
Your smart dont harm
@Hibubbles0315Ай бұрын
The fact that you started with a compass too…
@Hibubbles0315Ай бұрын
9:00 I know you will probably never see this but Thank you You’re someone I admire and respect And someone like you saying what I’ve been feeling Just thank you so so much
@silver_deerhearted9Ай бұрын
TW $ELF H4RM Thank u for making this video. I just opened up to my therapist yesterday about my $H and now i convinced myself to update her everytime i relapse. Next week shes gonna call my parents, and im scared if they would punish me or if they will help me out, but i except both. I wish i could get help but also it feels so good that i cant stop, its relieving and i do it even when im just bored bcs lately ive feeling really emotionless. Srs, i cant feel any emotion at all. I just feel a bit worthless and its hard to fight the urges..
@SquidPawzzАй бұрын
I have this lol. I just did it again I want to keep going but it hurts and it’s bl33ding a lot I deserve worse I need to punish my skin worse I can’t do this
@FARAHMOUSTERAOUIАй бұрын
It's been two years hope ur okay
@johnnycade.switchbladeАй бұрын
I’m trying to quit. If you are in the same situation, I’m so proud of you. I love you so much. If you relapse, I believe that you will be okay. ❤
@fauxaradАй бұрын
Bonjour je mautomutile en ce momen je suis en depression j'espère etre aider a lavenir
@Hibubbles0315Ай бұрын
I know it has been 2 years, I found your channel a bit ago And THANK YOU THANK YOU I honestly can’t put into words how much this has helped me I love you and really really thank you I hope you’re doing awesome and if you’re not, that it gets better soon, really thank you you’ve changed my life for better I really hope you see this comment but for anyone else who reads it, I’m proud of you, we’re all in this together and I love you
@Ayesha______Ай бұрын
It’s been two years. I hope your doing well dearie❤❤❤❤ love your channel! It is really helpful.
@doe.john666Ай бұрын
50 is placebo effect
@jacobedmoundson-ev2pm2 ай бұрын
Ppl don’t care about us self injuring people I been doing it for years n I don’t know why I get so mad I just hammer fist my legs till I can barley walk
@narcissistindenial2 ай бұрын
wat if ur just enjoying the pain after and don’t wanna clean up…. a bandage and i’m done
@Fella.2 ай бұрын
06:33 how do you know what is fat in the wound?
@Mack-ov6fn2 ай бұрын
It will probably be white
@Fella.2 ай бұрын
@@Mack-ov6fn thank you for the quick answer.
@breccmcdonald338725 күн бұрын
Fat is usually yellow or orange colored
@Fella.24 күн бұрын
@@breccmcdonald3387 ah okay
@lepianodegg80552 ай бұрын
MRC je pense que beaucoup de personne devrait regarder cette vidéo 😢
@b_.dumb_teen_boy._d2 ай бұрын
i wouldn't mind an infection, but i don't wanna get one cuz then my parents would find out.
@andyjohnson19172 ай бұрын
But seroquel at that doseage just works as an antihistamine and sleep drug. Seroquel is very dosage dependant.
@nancyandpitt2 ай бұрын
je suis maman d'une jeune fille de 17 ans qui fait ça. je suis très inquiete. elle fait ca depuis 2 ans et demi. J'ose pas poser trop de questions car elle stoppe la discussion. Est-ce que la plupart d'entre vous, vous avez arrêté tous seuls? Est-ce que l'intervention des gens de l'extérieur peut vous aider? J'entends parfatement que c'est une souffrance qui cause cet acte et justement même si la scarification, la blessure physique me fait mal pour elle, c'est surtout la souffrance psychologique qu'il y a derriere qui m'inquiète... Elle nous cache ses cicatrices à nous, mais elle se montre au lycée. Merci par avance de vos réponses...
@allkillhon52094 күн бұрын
Hello ! Je peux donner une autre perspective si tu veux, dans mon cas jai 24 ans et jen ai jamais parle, et ils sont au courant de rien, mais certain(e)s de mes amis sont au courant. Ça tient je pense en fait à juste la relation de parents-fils ou jai probablement plus peur/perturbe de leurs réactions comparé à mes collégues que je peux facilement les envoyer se faire voire. Cest une relation beaucoup plus délicate avec mes parents que jevite de vouloir leur peser dessus. Je connais pas ta/votre relation mais il ya une peut-etre une honte de par le statut d'enfant comparé à celui d'ami. Il y a p-e un historique ou une remarque qui a fait que cest plus difficile d'en parler avec des parents en autre. Concernant, l'aide extérieure je vais pas mentir, je sais pas.trop donmer une réponse toute faite. Je pense que si javais des amis ou relations qui feraient que je puisse être en confiance pour les appeler à chaque fois que jai des "crises" ça aiderait clairement, mais cest pas le cas actuellement. Il y a beaucoup de facettes dans l'automutilation et une n'en sera pas l'autre. J'espère que ça ira pour vous en tout cas ❤
@nancyandpitt4 күн бұрын
@@allkillhon5209merci beaucoup
@vx12012 ай бұрын
To all that want to taper off Seroquel here s the way:do it very slowly and you will succeed.The key is very slow taper every time.Lower the dose about 10-20% every time and keep taking the new lower dose for at least 1-2 months. For example if you take 100mg go to 75mg for 1-2 months at least(if you are good at 1 month go to next level if not keep it for 2 months).Then go to 50mg for 1-2 months , then go to 25mg for 1-2months and then to 12,5mg then to 6mg.Be careful in the end to taper slowly the 25mg and not cold turkey.If it needs to give it a little more time than 1-2 months believe me it will work.This needs time but believe me the success is sure and your body and mind will feel like a 14-15 years old kid after you wean off Seroquel!
@dawnkilmartin11432 ай бұрын
I am a 41 year old woman, I wear running leggings and sports clothes, I'm not an emo, I used to self harm, so people who think it's just emo people or people who wear dark clothes need to stop being so stereotypical cos that's not reality at all
@dearceline2 ай бұрын
remember this from 3 yrs ago
@Fanciest_of_cats2 ай бұрын
I thought it was only me
@DuringDark2 ай бұрын
shout out to yt also making it impossible to find resources on sh by only showing you a hotline if you look up anything that implies sh