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Eline Margot

Eline Margot

Күн бұрын

"Remember there’s always a way out of the darkness" - TIX. I’ve never told this story before. This video makes me so vulnerable and I am scared of people knowing, but talking about these things are a part of healing, so it’s what I’m going to do. This is real, everyone has a story and this is mine.
Remember that all feelings are valid. Love u
If anyone wants to talk, dm me on instagram @elinemargot
My experience with PTSD, depression, social anxiety, panic attacks
Mental health awareness self love and acceptance

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@Hamiemu
@Hamiemu 3 жыл бұрын
I was just thinking today, how many people here - who, like me, discovered your channel because of TIX - are here because they were touched by Andreas, and how many have a dark story to tell. And I was thinking if their speaking out here in the comments would help them face their fears. And here you are doing just that straight on video!!!!! RESPECT! and LOTS OF HUGS! I'm fortunate enough to not have endured any issues in my younger years. I'm going through a rough patch at the moment but right now I don't think it's getting any worse. I used to find solace in Linkin Park's Numb, but then we lost Chester, and now I found TIX (and learnt that we almost lost him, TWICE (he almost drowned, right?)). I'm 42. I have teenage kids. I hope to God they will talk to me if they ever have such problems and I hope I will listen to them as much as your dad listened to you and took action. Kudos to the man and your mum for handling you on that fire escape. What can I say? (ok, not that song). I really appreciate the courage you've had coming out and sharing this and I hope it gave you a bit more closure. I hope viewers will get courage from your words and speak out - not just here: I hope they seek help. Talk to someone who can help, who can be close. Hugs to everyone.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
I'm literally just crying reading all these comments. You guys are the best people ever. Yes, it took a lot of guts. I worked up the courage to do this for over 2 years. I had my last real relapse in 2018, and since then I've been working on myself, self love, accepting my flaws, appreciating life and living it to the fullest. I am proud to say that I've come so far since then. I couldn't go to the grocery store, now I can go to theme parks. I couldn't eat in front of other people, now I even sing in front of other people. I have let go of so many toxic people, and moved on and left my past behind. It's so liberating, to just let it go ( trying not to burst out into song like Elsa ) XD I am sure you are a wonderful father. My biggest advice would be to prove to your kids that they can trust you, that they can come to you with anything and that you will love and accept them no matter what. I have always had a good relationship with my parents, and to be honest I think it's what's saved me from myself sometimes. It's sometimes the only think that's kept me going, knowing how devastated my family would be if I was gone. Learning to deal with my emotions has been the greatest lesson in life. Learning that I'm not alone. Calling the mental health hotline when needed, talking to friends and family, or even strangers online. I will try and make a follow up video to this one, talking about actual things you can do and I did to help. Because even though getting professional help, helps, a lot of the work lies in your own hands. And the people around you.
@Hamiemu
@Hamiemu 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot We receive a lot when we give, and here's all the love you can get from all of us. STAY STRONG! I will do my best to be sensitive to their fears and pains. I recently found out that my very low tolerance to unnecessary noise has a name (misophonia) and unfortunately my kids are unnecessary loud and noisy - I just hope this doesn't sour our relationship and they can still feel safe to come talk to me. :S
@Hamiemu
@Hamiemu 3 жыл бұрын
...just wanted to add a mindful action by my son today. He's just finished his 7th and final ECDL exam today and was very quiet when he came home. His mother was suspecting he did badly. Instead he came up to me and whispered in my ear "Is it ok if I make some noise?" to which I grinningly consented and he let out a loud shout of joy for having passed and completed them. :D
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@Hamiemu Omg that's so cute! I too scream with joy sometimes! Must have felt great!
@juliadracewicz580
@juliadracewicz580 3 жыл бұрын
Girl remember one thing.....NEVER CHANGE YOU ARE SO AMAZING!🥰
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Literally crying. Thank you so much. Man we really need to start saying these things to each other more. YOU ARE AMAZING
@juliadracewicz580
@juliadracewicz580 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot Awww thank you so much that's so sweet of you and yeah you have right we need to say more these things for each other ❤️
@kamillaali4908
@kamillaali4908 3 жыл бұрын
As Tix said at the end of his performance "Remember YOU ARE NOT ALONE!" 🤗💖
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
None of us are. We're in it together
@darthkhedo6095
@darthkhedo6095 3 жыл бұрын
I haven't watched the video yet but I want everyone watching this, including you Eline, to know that you are amazing. Things will get better if you're having a rough time and there are always people that love and support you. Have a nice day my friend, and I truly mean that.❤
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
You're making me tear up 🥺 YOU are amazing too, thank you so much for all the kindness you spread
@darthkhedo6095
@darthkhedo6095 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot I can really see the resemblances of my story and yours. I've been through something similar so I know how helpful it can be to just have a friend or even a random stranger on the internet tell you that things will be okay. This is also the reason why Tix's Tusen tårer/jeg vil ikke leve performance really resonates with me. I struggled to explain what I was feeling, and Tix had the exact explanation I was missing.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@darthkhedo6095 Me too. He's so good at putting words on what I'm feeling.
@1dgirlyforever
@1dgirlyforever 3 жыл бұрын
Oh wow i really felt this but please remember that you are here for a reason and you are absolutely amazing ♥️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@ELY359
@ELY359 3 жыл бұрын
Eline, in the last week or so you have brought a wonderful little community together here on your channel because of our shared interest in Andreas. And I think we all know why we are drawn to him - his message about mental health hit deep with us all for a reason. We know what he went through because we've been there. It's immensely brave and touching that you have been inspired to share your story, I'm sure Andreas would be very moved to know how much love, respect and friendship we all now share because of him. You are a beautiful, talented young woman and I deeply respect your honesty and your courage. Much love. X
@Hamiemu
@Hamiemu 3 жыл бұрын
Hear Hear!
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
I think that's why I was brave enough to share this now, all my new subscribers are such wonderful, kind and loving people. I just don't see any hate anywhere on this channel and you can't say that about every fandom in the world. You are the most accepting and loving people ever. I love you all
@ELY359
@ELY359 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot I forgot to say, don't ever be ashamed for things you've said/done whilst in the grip of depression. Be proud of yourself that even in the darkest times, you had the strength and the courage to reach out to your parents. There is no shame in being ill. X
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@ELY359 Thank you
@lillm6874
@lillm6874 3 жыл бұрын
Du er en vakker jente både inni og utenpå, glem ALDRI det!❤️ Nå kan vi virkelig se virkningen Andreas har på andre mennesker med psykiske lidelser ❤️❤️❤️
@harryberger4241
@harryberger4241 3 жыл бұрын
Oh my God, Eline. What a heavy story. I'm glad you told your parents about your problems. Thank God that your parents were there for you when you needed them most. I'm glad that you are doing better now. Now I'm understanding why you are touched so much by TIX and can relate to him. You are a wonderful and beautiful girl and I like your stories here very much. Life can be so beautiful and everyone has moments in his life that are difficult and when you are right in it, it can be difficult to find the way out. I hope one day you will be able to get in touch with TIX and talk with him about mental health problems. I think it's very good that TIX cares about people with mental health problems and gives attention to this. I wish you all the best.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@SirRengeti
@SirRengeti 3 жыл бұрын
I am glad for you, that you found help and that you could fight your way back to happiness. I wish you nothing but the best for the future. I was in a similar situation a few years back. I felt I could not handle life anymore. One night it got real bad. That night I had my dog with me (who was 14 at the time and the best boy I could wish for ... I miss him), because my dad was on vacation for two weeks. That stopped me from doing anything, because my dog would've had nobody that would take care of him. This was the moment I decided to get help. Nowadays I manage (even though it still gets rough from time to time, especially this year). I know more and more people with stories like yours, mine, ours and mental health is still not the issue it needs to be. It is even somewhat stigmatized (I can't count how often I've heard, that men don't cry and don't have feelings). This needs to stop. Depression is a serious and dangerous illness. That's why I trink it is brave for you to share your story. That's why I think we need more people like TIX, who shine a focus on that massive problem.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Animals really do so much for us, it's crazy. I am so happy to take part of your story, thank you for sharing. This past year has been rough for many, we just have to stay strong and know that it is going to pass. Struggling makes us stronger. I hate that. Men do cry. Men have feelings. We all do. We're not so different after all. Men cry and men commit suicide at a higher rate than women, this is a huge problem. which is why people like Andreas crying in an interview talking about depression is so insanely powerful. Just breaking every stereotypical expectation at once. This is why we need to talk about these things, and help each other through rough times. A community can do so much good, or bad. It's our choice. I choose acceptance and love, always. Thank you for your comment
@Shinelikealways
@Shinelikealways 3 жыл бұрын
I'm not fully through this video just yet but I just wanted to tell you that you're amazing. I found your channel through Tix/ Andreas content and his story just resonated with me a lot. So does yours. When I was about 12-18, I went through a serious eating disorder and did not want to live anymore. I used to have very bad ocd back then and I felt like I would never be able to be happy because of it. It's because of artists like Andreas and people like you who share their stories online, that I eventually got through everything. Now, at 24 years old, I'm a psychology masters student. It's because of everything that I have been through, that I am who I am today. It's because of people sharing their stories that I found the strength again to not end my story, but rather rewrite it. I have been sharing my story for years as well, working as a volunteer with ED organisatons and in internships and I just wanted to say: thank you. Videos like these are so valuable. Thank you for sharing your story and being you. You're a wonderful person. Keep being you x
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Oh I am so touched by this, really this means so much.
@thomasmuller2737
@thomasmuller2737 3 жыл бұрын
Hi Eline. I recently subscribed to your channel. The content of your channels seemed close to me, because I am the same desperate romantic. The inner world of each person is infinitely diverse. But from this variety, you need to try to choose and preserve everything positive. When my spiritual strength weakens, I give up everything, both home and work, and go to the mountains to be alone for a week. And it helps. Sorry to write so much. Good luck and happiness.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Yes I agree, I have let go of so much toxicity in my life, toxic people especially. I figured I'd rather be alone than be with people who hurt me.
@monanoel_
@monanoel_ 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like I'm not emotionally stable enough to watch the video rn, but I just wanted everyone to know that you need to hold on and one day it has to get better! ♥️ Sending love out to everyone who needs it 🥰 And Eline, im m proud of you for staying strong and making this video, you are amazing! ♥️
@darthkhedo6095
@darthkhedo6095 3 жыл бұрын
Hey Mona, I really hope you are feeling better soon. Here's a little love to cheer you up❤❤❤
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Don't watch it if you're not stable. Maybe I should have put a trigger warning in the beginning, so sorry about that. I think you can if you want to, watch it from 12:00 . From then on I pretty much say what I would want someone dealing with mental health problems to hear. It's for you
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@darthkhedo6095 Beautiful human
@monanoel_
@monanoel_ 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot Don't apologise, it's okay - I'll definitely do that, thanks :) Thank you so much! I need to sort out things by myself atm but I'll have it back in my mind in case I need that ♥️
@monanoel_
@monanoel_ 3 жыл бұрын
@@darthkhedo6095 Thank you, this actually means a lot to me ♥️
@justkjellberg
@justkjellberg 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story ❤️ I have been watching your vids because of TIX. Andreas is really helping me to go the dark times I am going through right now and I feel you. So thank you again, much love from the Netherlands
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Me too. Some things he says just stick in my mind, and help me through rough times. Like I was hearing from everyone around me that I needed to change or hide parts of me or my past to ever find someone who will want to be with me. And then I heard him say "I will find you who wants me for who I am and loves all of my flaws" basically saying if you don't want me for who i am and accept all of me, I don't want you. We all deserve to be loved for who we are, that's my mantra now. I will never settle for less, and that is a gift he gave me that I am so grateful for.
@ioana_raducea-marin
@ioana_raducea-marin 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing, you are very brave. Sending you all the love from Romania ❤❤❤
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching and commenting, It means to much to me
@scarface320
@scarface320 3 жыл бұрын
I recomand you to hear the Norwegien versjon of "Fallen angel" its called "Ut av mørket" but i remember u have hear it befor "either it goes well or it goes over" -Tix
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
I know it by heart, sing it all the time
@bored_bread_bun
@bored_bread_bun 3 жыл бұрын
I really admire your bravery and honesty. All of that and speaking your heart out on how you express your struggles and show everyone that it's okay to have difficulties and overcome them. You posted so much content on Tix admiring him for being such an inspirational person and you yourself are walking a similar path as you speak so openly about your life challenges. I hope one day you will overcome your trauma and feel constantly at peace with yourself, just blissfully happy as you are such a kind, genuine, intelligent, beautiful and lovable person. I think I can fairly speak of the majority of your audience to say that you are more than supported in your musical pursuit - we will be there until you make it big if you'd desire to do so. You're a strong and resilient person and have a lot of passion to share so we will keep on waiting for you to share that voice and music you'd like to show us! Lots of love and support from 🇩🇪&🇵🇱
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
I am speachless. such a beautiful comment, wow. You are amazing
@littlemermaid8638
@littlemermaid8638 3 жыл бұрын
You are so strong, Eline! Thank you for telling your story, I'm very touched... You're truly amazing (and your content is as well!) 🤗 Best wishes and hugs from Austria 🇦🇹
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching, you are amazing. Sending you all my love
@sylviemacle7974
@sylviemacle7974 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story... and I'm SO sorry for all you've been through and that the darkness has lasted for so long. I just wanted to give you a BIG hug... you are SO beautiful, inside & outside... and I trust that your cat is a great source of comfort too :) What a beauty... Now, if we could marry her off to Findus.... I'd be watching that ship too ;) I'm SO glad that you've found your way back to self-love... because there is a LOT to love xxx
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you thank you thank you
@sylviemacle7974
@sylviemacle7974 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot - Cats really know when we ache deep inside. It doesn't sound like she's still alive now though... :( Another thing that I'm truly sorry for... HUGS xxx
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@sylviemacle7974 She isn't, she passed in 2019. It was a rough time. Now I have a beige cat, she can be seen in some of my videos
@sylviemacle7974
@sylviemacle7974 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot - BIG hugs... words fail me. I wish cats never died...
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@sylviemacle7974 I do too.
@oviouslysi3113
@oviouslysi3113 3 жыл бұрын
I watched the whole video now and I'm soooo glad you're still here. I felt so many things you said because of my own story, and it deeply touched my heart. Thank you for making this video, I'm sure it helps many 💭❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing, and I'm so sorry you could relate. Are you better now? Sending my love to you
@oviouslysi3113
@oviouslysi3113 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot thank u so much for asking, and yes I'm already better than a few months ago, sometimes it's still hard but I feel like it's gonna be good again 🥰❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@oviouslysi3113 It's going to be! Just take one day at a time
@oviouslysi3113
@oviouslysi3113 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot thanks a lot, it actually made my day
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@oviouslysi3113 Oh I'm so happy I could do that
@scarletttyler8963
@scarletttyler8963 3 жыл бұрын
That was a really brave video to share, what you said really brought back memories of my anxiety and depression and it’s really comforting to hear that you can get better. I’m really glad that you’re out of that dark place now and enjoying life. I’m also so happy that I discovered Tix/Andreas this year and he is helping people like us get through these dark times ❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@thecakemuffincrew9987
@thecakemuffincrew9987 3 жыл бұрын
Whatever happens just know that you have this community to back you. You are never alone, no one is ever alone! I hope things get and continue to get better for you in the future
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Same to you. If you ever need to talk just hit me up on instagram, this is a safe zone, a community of loving, caring, accepting, beautiful people. Thank you so so much
@giuliaromani185
@giuliaromani185 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your journey with us, I'm so glad you're safe and you are enjoying life. I resonate with your story, I had a very similar situation, I felt so ashamed of not being strong enough. But seeking help is a very brave thing to do. Sending you love and hope to hear your music ❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
It makes me so sad that we feel ashamed for something that isn't out fault. Thank you so much for watching, sending you all my strenght and love. I am working on the music, stay tuned.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Yes, seeking help is the bravest thing you can do. Showing you're vulnerable, sharing your inner thoughts with someone else. It makes you so fragile, so easy for someone to use it against you, but by being fragile you are the most strong you will ever be. Letting yourself be, accepting yourself. Takes to much strenght
@Vialma2002
@Vialma2002 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story, at some point I felt in a similar way, and sometimes I still think about those times, but well, as Tix's says, we are all insanely valuable, so we have to keep going ❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
We are. I know that now. And I'm starting to accept my flaws. His words are so powerful, truly. Thank you for watching sending you all my love
@Vialma2002
@Vialma2002 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot love for you as well 🤗
@iainarnold6937
@iainarnold6937 3 жыл бұрын
You’re so brave and must never apologise. I too have found your channel through my admiration of Andreas(Tix). What a wonderful human being he is, as are you! I have struggled with crippling anxiety and depression for most of my life. It’s hard to love yourself, but tiny steps to achieve that. Keep on on being authentic and may your life be blessed with all good things 💐
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
I will! I hope you're doing better now, always know that you can talk to me on instagram dms, elinemargot is my name there. Yes, a lot of tiny steps eventually take you to a better place. Thank you so much for you lovely comment
@Mia-ie6un
@Mia-ie6un 3 жыл бұрын
Vakre, fine Eline❤️ you are so brave telling your story. You must never feel sorry or ashamed that you told your parentes about how you felt, as a parent my self, I know they appreciated it, even if it is painful for them, maybe not always knowing how to help their child. I understand very well why you choose to tell Andreas story, you are kindered spirits. ❤️ Thank you for sharing, I am sure you help a lot of people. I feel blessed learning to know you. Keep being the cutest person ever. Big hugs🥰
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
don't mind me just crying all over my keyboard... 😂 Tusen tusen takk fine du
@Mia-ie6un
@Mia-ie6un 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot ❤️❤️❤️
@ceciliebyberg8569
@ceciliebyberg8569 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us! Remember that you are AMAZING and to quote TIX/Andreas: «enten går det bra eller så går det over». I lost my sister to a deep depression, so i can relate ❤️
@brevduen82
@brevduen82 3 жыл бұрын
Thank u for opening up
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank YOU for watching. For so long I didn't think anyone would care, seeing all your comment makes my heart melt. Thank you
@recklessserenade7869
@recklessserenade7869 3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much for talking about this it is so important because so many people feel this way and think they are alone and videos like this are sooooo important ❤❤❤❤
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching. I didn't think anyone would care to. It's nice to be proven wrong by all you lovely people. LOOVE U
@faolawolf8540
@faolawolf8540 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so so proud of you 🖤 I know it takes a lot to be able to talk about this and you did it. It is so important to share the experiences and to spread awareness.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
I agree. I just want to be part of helping others, spreading awareness and kindness. I actually made my first video on Tix because I heard he was recieving a lot of hate after winning MPG. So I thought if all of us fans make more videos and write more comments than the haters, he'd only see the positive ones and all the love would be overflowing. And i'd say that it's worked. I barely see any hate anywhere on videos or pictures related to him. So I say, let's drown all hate in love and create a world where we can just swim in it XD
@faolawolf8540
@faolawolf8540 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot You are a wonderful person.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@faolawolf8540 You too
@Mia-ie6un
@Mia-ie6un 3 жыл бұрын
Fine Eline🤗, remember you are the reason why so many of us found this page because of Andreas. And your amazing videos. But you also created a community here, feeling just as fluffy and comforting as Tix' big white coat 🥰. Thank you for all your good work, you are a true star. Hugs❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so so much
@licarstensen6185
@licarstensen6185 3 жыл бұрын
Väldigt vacker video, väldigt vackert berättad. Du verkar vara en fantastisk person. Det faktum att du, så ung, kunde sätta de orden på dina känslor och berätta för dina föräldrar är bland det häftigaste jag har hört. Ha inte dåligt samvete för att du sa det till dem. De verkar vara fina och kärleksfulla föräldrar som vill ditt bästa. Och även om det inte är roligt att höra att ens barn mår så, så är vad som helst bättre än en alternativ utgång. Jag är så glad att de kunde bli till en så stor hjälp. Att få hjälp och stöd från en artist är jag mycket van vid, då hela min uppväxt präglats av olika artister som fått mig att må bättre. Nu var det länge sedan jag "djupdök" ner i en artist eller TV-serie på det sättet som jag gjorde då. Men när jag hittade TIX för ett par månader sedan så hamnade jag där igen. Jag är så glad att jag hittade din kanal. Det är fint att se hur andra också kan bli hjälpta/hitta stöd/relatera till sina idoler och förebilder.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Tack så mycket
@licarstensen6185
@licarstensen6185 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot Jag har funderat på det, och en kompis som jag så smått konverterat till TIX-fan försökte se om det fanns, men hon hittade bara Danska PH :( Men kanske får ta ett varv till och leta. :)
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@licarstensen6185 Det finns på viafree.no :)
@licarstensen6185
@licarstensen6185 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot Jag lyckas inte fixa konto för att jag inte har norskt postnummer :(
@vivianamironadanaila170
@vivianamironadanaila170 3 жыл бұрын
It hurts my heart to know that a girl as beautiful and talented as you has gone trough depression. I know very well this feeling of total self-disappointment and nonsense of life and I am struggling with it every day. The most worrying part is that exactly beautiful people and beautiful souls are intimidated and disappointed by life and by external living conditions. God brought us into this world with a purpose and endowed each of us with many gifts.You are an extremely rich person in gifts from God and you have to use them to make the world more beautiful . Along with you, for all those who know you, the world truly acquires an extremely delicate beauty
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@raymckern8719
@raymckern8719 3 жыл бұрын
You are astonishingly beautiful. In and out. Just remember that You're a great vidder too, I don't know you in real life but I think that you must be reaaally nice and sweet as you seem right now !!! I am depressive too, I told you how music kept me from taking my own life once, I think... So I can relate to some parts of your story ^^ When you feel numb, lonely, empty, dead inside... Well, I understand, trust me ! It wasn't easy to tell my friends but they were just great. I think you can always rely on them, on your friends, when you really need them. Also, you're very lucky to have parents like yours !!! My mother doesn't believe me, thinks I'm doing this just to be noticed. I envy you, somehow. TIX/Andreas' music makes me feel so understood, I know that I'm not the only one to feel like he does.... I'm glad he helped/helps you too !! I'm really happy you're fine again !!
@trym7549
@trym7549 3 жыл бұрын
Jeg har netopp oppdaget kanalen din og jeg begynte å abonnere på den med en gang, det er på grunn av din personlighet og rett og slett ditt vakre vesen ❤️ Du har også en vakker stemme og har helt klart en veldig lys fremtid foran deg! Det var veldig tøft gjort av deg å åpne opp om din fortid, jeg ønsker deg alt godt! PS: Eline M kommer til å ta verden med storm! ❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Selv takk! Men gud jeg blir så glad. Du er en så fin person! Tusen tusen takk. Wow
@rebellious8061
@rebellious8061 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing tihis very emotional video you brave beautiful woman ❤️ so glad you are feeling better take care of you and your family ❤️ lots of love ❤️❤️❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@tanaM86
@tanaM86 3 жыл бұрын
Hi, Eline! I also had periods in my life when I felt despair, loneliness, meaninglessness of life. And when I find people who have experienced this and overcome it, their example is inspiring. With such people you feel a kind of community. I am very glad that I found out about Andreas and about you. It would be great to have such friends. You're doing fine. 💛💙from Ukraine
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@francescabattisti5507
@francescabattisti5507 3 жыл бұрын
You are strong and courageous! Thanks!
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank YOU
@bodaniels2656
@bodaniels2656 3 жыл бұрын
This to me is also so relatable Thank you for sharing your story 😍 If it would help if you ever want to talk i'll be there to listen
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Dm me on instagram, elinemargot
@anastasiapavlopoulou227
@anastasiapavlopoulou227 3 жыл бұрын
❤️ Much love, dear! ❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Much love to you
@beck86
@beck86 3 жыл бұрын
No matter how bad it gets, how painful it feels, death is not an option, for once you die there is no going back. In death, you don't feel a lot of the negative emotions or feelings like pain, depression, stress or anxiety but you don't feel any of the positive emotions or feelings either, like love, happiness, hope, gratitude or satisfaction. You will watch as your family weeps at your funeral and misses you for the rest of their lives. Death is not the answer and is not an option. Life is not easy, it is a fight but we all must fight to live because fighting to see and experience the good in this world is worth fighting for. Side note: Apologies if I offend anyone with this comment. I have MS and Autism and my comments often get me into fights. Peace.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@kamillaali4908
@kamillaali4908 3 жыл бұрын
Hi Eline. I want to tell you something. Maybe it is not relevant.. As you might know we had Qarabag war II fall 2020. There are so many veterans came disabled from there. It's so hard to see such young guys with scars on their faces. Some of them lost sight, most of them lost their legs or arms or both. But you know they're still so positive! Now I watch news that some of them got married and I'm so happy to see them happy! And I realize that no matter what, life goes on. And there is always hope. As they say in my favourite movie Shawshank redemption, "Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things" While we're alive there's still hope. You're young and beautiful and have so big heart. Believe in yourself! Everything is gonna be ok 🙏💓🌺
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing, such a beautiful story.
@kamillaali4908
@kamillaali4908 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot you are very welcome
@kamillaali4908
@kamillaali4908 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot I'm also very glad that you're trying to leave the past behind, appreciate life and love yourself. Keep it up 👍
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@kamillaali4908 Thank you
@nynkuhhz
@nynkuhhz 3 жыл бұрын
big hugs💕💕💕✨
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you, sending you virtual hugs
@MelissaJMassey
@MelissaJMassey 3 жыл бұрын
Hi Eline, your videos just started to be recommended to me. Thank you for sharing your story, I'm so sorry that you've gone through something so hard at such a young age. There is always a way forward. You can do it.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@MelissaJMassey
@MelissaJMassey 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot I think you will definitely inspire many people!
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@MelissaJMassey Thank you
@MsSavas11
@MsSavas11 3 жыл бұрын
I love your videos Eline. You are beautiful and an amazing soul. Please be strong and keep fighting! Greetings, Paterson
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, you are a beautiful soul
@lillm6874
@lillm6874 3 жыл бұрын
You are amazing ❤️❤️❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
you are amazing
@lillm6874
@lillm6874 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot ❤️❤️❤️
@Mari-dc2zv
@Mari-dc2zv 3 жыл бұрын
It is a brave and important thing to do, to tell your story here. Happily you got help in time, survived through your dark time, feel better now and have so many good things in your life. I want you to know, how much you spread joy, happiness and positivity with your videos. Hugs from Helsinki. ~Mari
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Omg Helsinki! My grandpa is from there! HII
@Mari-dc2zv
@Mari-dc2zv 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot Really? Is he a Finn or a Swedish Finn? This is a small world.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@Mari-dc2zv He is finnish, he and my grandma are from Finland and came to Sweden together for work in the 70s. :)
@Mari-dc2zv
@Mari-dc2zv 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot Really? This is amazing! Okey, I know that many Finns moved to Sweden in sventies because of work. Some of my distant relatives have moved too, but it is still interesting. Do you know any finnish? Jag har studerade svenska i skolan, alla finländare har, men mitt språkkunskap är ganska dåligt. Så jag tycker mera använda på engelska.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@Mari-dc2zv I did understand finnish well when I was younger, but now I just know a few words and swear words XD
@Lee_just_potato
@Lee_just_potato 3 жыл бұрын
Hi :) if you are reading this just know that I am so proud of you for making It through another day👑! I am happy that you are here😊 don't ever give up do the best that you can💪 you are amazing, strong, smart, beautiful and you are going to get through this! I belive in you and you are not alone in this I am with you🧸(take a deep breath🧘‍♀️, drink some water🥤, everything is going to be ok🦋) ❤ U
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
I read every comment
@Lee_just_potato
@Lee_just_potato 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot Thank you so much! I hope I helped ♥️🌈🌼🦋
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@Lee_just_potato You did
@Lee_just_potato
@Lee_just_potato 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot ❤❤❤❤❤
@Flokarl1
@Flokarl1 3 жыл бұрын
Precious!!! Love you!
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Love u
@Flokarl1
@Flokarl1 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot Du är en underbar liten vacker Ängel med alla dina fantastiska skills som gör "Lys ut av mörkret för mig"
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@Flokarl1 men så fin du är! Tack tack tack
@vivianamironadanaila170
@vivianamironadanaila170 3 жыл бұрын
Only towards the end of the video I saw how beautiful the chocolate shade of your hair suits you. You are a girl of overwhelming beauty, your face is so white and your delicate features are so perfectly shaped by a shade of light brown hair . I allowed myself to make this remark about your appearance to assure you and encourage you about the fact that you are particularly beautiful with any hair color you want .
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
It was dyed back then, now I'm growing out my natural hair color which is brown :) Thank you :)
@bakatstravarenmattsson3418
@bakatstravarenmattsson3418 3 жыл бұрын
"Livet är en plåga från vaggan till graven" var det nån som sa, det ligger nåt i det.
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Det var sorgligt :( Så ska det ju inte vara
@darthkhedo6095
@darthkhedo6095 3 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Love u
@jj-hp8wx
@jj-hp8wx 3 жыл бұрын
❤🙏
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@ankra12
@ankra12 3 жыл бұрын
❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@siskybusin3ss
@siskybusin3ss 3 жыл бұрын
💙
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@katytrant9110
@katytrant9110 3 жыл бұрын
Things will pass or it will be okay❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
TIX ❤️
@katytrant9110
@katytrant9110 3 жыл бұрын
@@ElineMargot one of my favorite quotes and I even have it written on my work badge so I can take it with me wherever I go❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@@katytrant9110 That is so beautiful
@tapisai9997
@tapisai9997 3 жыл бұрын
🖤😔
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@tanyaoliver4451
@tanyaoliver4451 3 жыл бұрын
🤗🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️❤️
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
@ohya867
@ohya867 3 жыл бұрын
Keep going cute girl
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@Mia-ie6un
@Mia-ie6un 2 жыл бұрын
Y
@celine0298
@celine0298 3 жыл бұрын
It's so strong for you to talk about this topic! I'm so happy that you are doing better. You are so strong and amazing❤❤
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
I am. Thank you so much
@tamaratalvituuli2411
@tamaratalvituuli2411 3 жыл бұрын
@ElineMargot
@ElineMargot 3 жыл бұрын
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