When Your Body Won’t Let You Be Trans

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Hey, friends! Hope you enjoy this interview with Miss Eileen. Her story is so important and interesting! Send her some love ♥️ See ya on Wednesday for my livestream! Love, Buck

[@marycrawford9428]

The serenity prayers third line is ‘the wisdom to know the difference’. Good to see you passing on wisdom.

[@michelleann578]

She hit upon a really good point. Being diagnosed later in life with type 1 diabetes brought her to a specialist for diabetes. That specialist is an endocrinologist. Before the easy access, every trans person has commented that they had to go to an endocrinologist to get the hormones. Playing with hormones messes up your endocrine system. So how is the medical community allowing people to do that? 🤦🏻‍♀️

[@daTribbleMaker]

Hey Buck!! Did you do this interview awhile back? Because you said at the beginning that you were glad you were at 90K subscribers in the channel...but you are just shy of 110K now. Me confused lol As always though great interview!

[@Petitpois_moi]

FABULOUS guest!!!

[@dib4152]

Buck, there's so much love for you because you have such lovely, intelligent, and articulate people on your podcast, and that's a direct reflection of you. ❤ I really want to know why some of Gen Z don't understand the 'you can't always get what you want...' saying. It's so very relevant. Eileen for President!

[@ronnimesser]

“I wanna live” - Miss Eileen what a powerful statement!

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

❤❤❤

[@sarab2324]

She’s hilarious! “What good is being trans in a casket” 😂

[@alvincente4080]

It was actually one of the reason why I transitioned medically, as I did not want to live outwardly as female and certainly didn’t want to die letting ppl think I was okay with it- let me live and die in the body I was always meant to wear over these bones of mine!

[@MK_ULTRA420]

It's for the greater good.

[@AlisonNoelonline]

Seriously!! I would have gotten this care if it were available when I was a child, when I was 22 I found out I have a very serious spinal issue and taken hormones would have killed me by the time I was 25.

[@TheReluctantVlogger]

Oh, how I would love to know this lady irl!

[@ipage1]

He is

[@GLoLChibs]

I would have loved to stay on T. I was happier than I'd ever been. Unfortunately my heart health started to suffer. It was a choice of massive dip in quality of life and endanger my health, or stop and keep working with my doctor and therapist. Doc did not pull any punches or sugar coat anything, very grateful to have a real one.

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Sending love ❤️

[@iam1smiley1]

Wow! I didn't know T could hurt you like that ❤

[@Mdaisydoodle]

​@iam1smiley1 it does I know a couple people who had heart attacks under 40 years from male hormone injections. Even when using "safely" its risky without regular ekgs and doctor check ups.

[@tresbonoeuf]

@@iam1smiley1Yes, absolutely. Same reason why body builders have heart attacks. Same drugs.

[@877swissmiss]

@@tresbonoeufYes but there‘s a misconception in some women who think as biological females they can easily get to T levels biol. men have naturally. It all resulted from the idea that some women are really men in the wrong body and it would only adjust their bodies to „the authentic one“ and that this couldn‘t be dangerous😫 Complete rejection of biology, physiology and the fact that our bodies are complex biol. systems where all plays together for healthy functions.

[@Tobe12345-w]

She is very lucky to have had such responsible doctors that took their oath to do no harm seriously. There are too many doctors that would have let her die just to transition. Hell, in some states they might have been fired for being transphobic because they weren't willing to kill her.

[@eileendovernyc]

So true. I live in New York City and I’m sure if I were insistent I could have used the political climate to make their lives difficult but I with a glad they were honest with me. I don’t get folks who can use the law or the government to hurt people who are protecting them.

[@katcankan7129]

Some of the side effects of Estrogen: Nausea/vomiting that doesn't stop, mood changes, depression, memory loss, breast lumps, severe stomach/abdominal pain, yellowing eyes/skin, dark urine, swelling hands/ankles/feet, increased thirst/urination, rash, itching/swelling (especially of the face/tongue/throat), severe dizziness, trouble breathing...So these pharmaceuticals do come with hazards. They are not hazard free 💜

[@eileendovernyc]

So true

[@jeanette5457]

In forty years I have had none of these side effects, thankfully. Its more about how your system deals with it. Back in the 80's gender clinics bodily rejection of hormones was viewed as a sign that transition may not be suitable for you. Perhaps even, as a psychological rejection of them.

[@patricianutter8886]

OMG, it’s poison!

[@SusanWillan]

Thank you for telling everyone how bad hormones can be on some people's bodies IV suffered everyone of those symptoms and I really haven't had many side effects with most drug's I was prescribed HRT estrogen back in 2018 from my endocrinologist he asked me what other medications I was on I was honest and said methadone for cronic pain well after 6 years IV had so many health issues everyone of those side effects IV decided to stop taking them it's just been miles 2 hard on my 64 years old body my health is much more important than keep on transitioning it was just way too hard on my body

[@iam1smiley1]

You forgot the biggest problem...BLOOD CLOTS!!!! Even cis woman taking birth control are OFTEN having blood clots from the hormones. I was shocked when I had a mystery blood clot and joined a few FB groups to help me understand my condition and the groups are FULL of young ladies who got clots from the pill. I had so many headaches and vomiting when I was going through hormone fluctuations from menopause, I wouldn't wish how I felt each month on anyone. Thankfully I'm feeling better now I'm pretty much in full menopause.

[@monicajackson7266]

“I wanna live” statement is the most profound statement I’ve heard from any person in this day and time. I’m sending you much love Miss Eileen.💕

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

I know!!! Thanks so much for the kind comment friend ❤

[@sharonmichaud8304]

Just a straight 60 year old white woman here but love your content Buck. Never to old to learn and by you bringing these wonderful guests on and your big heart wanting to protect children you have taught myself and others about trangenders and the struggles that is part of being transgender. What is happenning now is scary when parents are losing their rights and the governments are taking control of our childrens futures.

[@debonaire7220]

Same. I'm 65.

[@wendyokoopa7048]

I'm 40s and I've dealt with them

[@wendydonnelly1881]

Oh my god, I really feel for Eileen hearing all this. I hope she has a long and happy life, with people who actually CARE about HER and not just her "identity" ❤❤❤❤❤

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

♥️

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you so much ❤

[@deedee7733]

It's trans women like this that, as a biological straight woman, I'm prepared to listen to - calm, rational and sympathetic. I wish her good health and happiness.

[@jasminehouston-burns1691]

There's obviously room to be more reasonable than what we're dealing with in society but the idea that anyone is ever the opposite sex on the inside should not be conceded.

[@c.a.greene8395]

Even the trans community agrees that sex and gender are not the same thing, and ones sex is permanent and can NEVER be changed...so...why are these men demanding access to spaces which are segregated by SEX? Washrooms, changerooms, sports and prisons are segregated by SEX - not gender. So why are these men demanding access to spaces which are segregated by SEX? IF gender is a made up construct and how one feels about one's self INSIDE ONES OWN HEAD and not visible, and sex is permanent and unchanging having exterior characteristics, why is society supposed to know how some stranger feels about themself inside their own head at a glance??? Safe spaces for persons of the female sex have been made necessary because of the predatory behaviors of the male sex towards females and children. Males have proved time and again they can not be trusted in our spaces. We are segregated by SEX in prisons, sports, changerooms and washrooms. Thinking you are a woman does not make you one. Being born of the male sex excludes males by their very biology. Where I agree there should be the third option for prisons, sports, washrooms and changerooms, I do not agree with men entering our spaces making us uncomfortable to affirm their fantasy of being female. Before the toxic ideology took over most people were happy to mind their own business, but things have gone too far and women need to take a stand against the hostel take over of everything including what defines a woman by those who are excluded by their very biology . our sex is not a costume for you to cosplay.

[@suecedrone1441]

I am so happy Ms. Dover is healing and going to live a long Full life! Blessed Be

[@LadyDiana1956]

I was always afraid of the cancer scare of taking hormones so I’ve only taken hormones about 10 years out of my 50 years after my SRS. This is a very important story. Thankfully she was open enough to tell it.

[@alishabale2275]

Sending love to Eileen 💓 So glad you're here with us.

[@mystic22g4]

This proves that if a kid doesn’t transition they will NOT kill themselves and why they need to wait until they’re at least 18 years old or older.

[@MK_ULTRA420]

cool story bro

[@AlisonNoelonline]

All those studies are fake saying kids will kill themselves.

[@rosieinwonderland8132]

Yes. Even bottom surgery is not safe when you're too young or if you had hormone blockers because there isn't enough tissue to work with.

[@BloodSweatandFears]

Yeah and if they say such things they need to be monitored and cared for psychologically. I tried when I was 14, my mom sat and watched me every hour of the day and got me psych help. It’s helped me immensely. People tend to think psych wards are not a good thing, but they do prevent the person from harming themselves. Saved my life for sure ❤

[@eileendovernyc]

@@mystic22g4 I think if a kid is suicidal there are more than just gender issues on board. It’s a shame how little attention is given to mental health and the stigma surrounding it. Some may take their own lives but I think it’s more complex than just not being able to transition before 18 years of age. I know for me, my depression and PTSD and anxiety did not evaporate when I started living as a woman. Correcting my outside to look like I felt inside was empowering but it was still me in there with all my anguish and pain. I think it is far more than gender issues causing any kind of self harm and I hope people don’t think transition will fix everything. It’s just one aspect of many. A person can’t be that marginalized in society without feeling more than just gender dysphoria. People are so black and white in their thinking. There’s so much nuance to an individuals mental health.

[@katieford7125]

"What good is being Trans in a casket?" WOW. POWERFUL. 👏👏👏

[@miniscenesgb]

Another great video Buck and congrats on 90k but I see this video went out yesterday and already it says you have 109k subscribers! I hope that's right, silver play button on the way. Eileen is a remarkable lady. I'm glad you gave her the opportunity to tell her story

[@MatriartNet]

People are vicious. I hate being a recipient of their critiques. Bless you darling. You are you whether you take hormones or not. As we grow and change we cycle through different challenges. Sometimes it’s like being thrown back into the pain we started with. I wish you nothing but happiness. ❤ She’s a great one, Buck.

[@Zill7711]

I wish the world would just think that. You are you and that is definitely good enough and no one else should get to criticise

[@marycrawford9428]

As long as you keep accepting yourself you will be fine Eileen. Not all women are super pretty, especially as we age. You are as pretty as you can be.

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

♥️♥️♥️

[@eileendovernyc]

❤

[@mystic22g4]

Most women 99.9 of them aren’t male wanting to be a woman.

[@Cec9e13]

My heavens, what an utter NIGHTMARE. I'm so thankful that your doctors were honest and blunt. That is as doctors should be; their priority should be our actual health, first and foremost, whether or not we like to hear it. And how can they say, "If you were REALLY trans," when they also say that anyone can "claim transness" regardless of whether they've made any effort to pass at all?? I mean that's the current trend, is that you don't have to even shave, and no one gets to tell you jack.

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you! 🙏🏻

[@Cec9e13]

@@eileendovernyc wish you all the best!

[@eileendovernyc]

@@Cec9e13 thank you so much 🙏🏻

[@soniaess28]

Men who pretend to be women are always men, regardless of what you think about their appearance.

[@patriceferguson7340]

Ya what’s up with all that gate keeping. Why makes the rules on what a trans ⚧️ s and how far they got to go? What needs to be done? As far as I am concerned 😟 if you want to express your identity as a gal or a guy do it. But do it t safely so you can enjoy your life. I don’t care if you say you are trans man and still have boobs. Big deal lots of men have boobs and bellies big enough to put a baby in it. Don’t you worry about that body of yours a second no one has ever seen a perfect model man or woman. That’s Hollywood stereotypes and there is more plastic surgery to that then you can afford. If we got people paying tens of thousands of dollars for their personal look 👀 I go is anyone to talk about trans? BodyDysphoric situations happen across many people. Nobody out there saying they are sick in the head because they got a BBL.

[@shanuncarey1745]

I’m Glad she’s choosing to prioritize her health so she can continue to shine her bright light to others. The world needs more people like her

[@samaireoctober5584]

OMG i know Eileen from Boston!!! So happy to see them here!!! Buck, take good care of Eileen please!!!

[@immortaltyger1569]

Please tell her about the lovely comments here about her - she's such a cool person.

[@samaireoctober5584]

@@immortaltyger1569 Most def will!

[@immortaltyger1569]

@@samaireoctober5584 Thanks!

[@eileendovernyc]

@@immortaltyger1569 y’all are so kind. Sending my love.

[@barbloft]

What a beautiful soul and spirit you have, Miss Eieen! I'm sad (and angry) that you were hurt as a minor. Thank you for sharing your story! Props to the Elders! 😘

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

♥️♥️♥️

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you so much! Hugs to you! ❤

[@fenzirulfr]

When she said "I want to live" I got goosebumps. Great guest, great host, great how :)

[@tsr4822]

The reason you don't have a lot of negative comments is because you are honest. (what a concept) you are not a victim nor a hero You are a good person moving forward in life without dumping on the rest of society and we thank you for that

[@chilltarts]

No, it’s just becoming more of an echo chamber, which is sad because I’ve been following Buck for years. He’s great, but Christians are being chased out of this channel, as they are across the entire social media world.

[@eileendovernyc]

@@chilltarts I’m not against anyone. Even though Christian people have hurt me I treat everyone like an individual.

[@eileendovernyc]

@@tsr4822 thank you so much. I guess it’s been kind of weird being honest when everyone who’s dishonest seems to be doing great. I believe it’s important to be honest and it sure hurts folks when they get misinformation. Thank you for your kindness. Xx

[@Onionfries-cz4wo]

I still say there's a push for younger people to transition JUST to see what will happen to them in the long run. I admire Miss Eileen for coming out and telling the truth about those hormones and choosing to live.

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Definitely ♥️

[@soniaess28]

Susan lies about the effects of wrong sex hormones.

[@SarahEyes-p6q]

No amount of surgery or hormones will take away dysphoria. It's there. I feel for you and appreciate your honesty 😢❤

[@eileendovernyc]

You’re right. We can just turn down the volume on it but it’s always there ❤Thanks for your support!

[@kathyflorcruz552]

A LOT of children do outgrow it though but these days are pounced upon & tranzed before they get the chance to.

[@eileendovernyc]

@@kathyflorcruz552 people don’t allow kids to be kids anymore. They’re expected to decide pronouns and political beliefs before kindergarten lets out. It’s so sad.

[@Suzipaloozy]

I'm from the same era. I'm 57, a lesbian and fought with ActUP to help our gay brothers. We were fighting for our lives. It breaks my heart that many gay men who survived the AIDS epidemic haven't stood beside the women that stood up for them. It would be nice if they were as concerned with protecting women's spaces the way we looked out for them. BTW you ARE beautiful, because you're alive. You chose to live and protect yourself. Don't let anyone tell you that you don't matter. Nobody these days cares for their LGBT elders. Sadly, it will catch up to them.

[@kathyflorcruz552]

Not only Gay Elders - all elders are ignored.

[@eileendovernyc]

@@kathyflorcruz552 so true especially now

[@eileendovernyc]

@@Suzipaloozy thank you for your kindness. I don’t get anyone who doesn’t support women’s rights and strong women. AIDS brought us all together. Tech pushed us all apart. So tough these days.

[@robertkester1570]

You speak truth and some great guest.

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Thanks, Robert!❤

[@robertkester1570]

Miss Eileen has a very powerful message hope this gives the ones going through the same thing hope ​@@BuckAngelOfficial

[@azuropixie5703]

Lovely guest again Buck. Hormones are no joke.

[@suninaries571]

I’m a 63yr old woman and yes ageing sucks but in the words of David Bowie ‘when we get older we become the person we’ve always wanted to be’. How right he was xxxx Love your show Buck.

[@kiana3118]

Thank you, Mr. Buck for educating all of us 🙏 straight peeps or whatever we are called and in helping us to understand what what you truly go through as well as your guests. Thank you.

[@Nurseratchet101]

Hi Buck. First, I adore you and your truth. New sub, (via Blaire White). You said "what's happening to the community"... And its "those people"... These new generation trenders are complete lunatics! I feel covid period elevated their degree of madness. The system seems to nurture the madness and it's terrifying. Ive been a nurse since'97, took a break and now struggle to return to a system that is being corrupted with delusions for what appears as end game nefarious reasons. As a g' ma of 2 toddler gals, I fear on a new level. Know that people like you, from the generation of transsexual ppl who want to live their life in acceptance without trying to force everyone to be on board or else, yall are appreciated immensely! Thank you. Please, never stop speaking truth. 💜

[@nc5337]

Hi, Miss Eileen! I’m glad you’re still here exactly as you are!

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

♥️♥️♥️

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you so much ❤

[@missmarie_8790]

I think you hit the nail on the head, Buck. About in-fighting in the community, because it’s almost like when you’re in dysfunctional relationships all your life, then you meet a healthy person and get into a healthy relationship with them; you do anything in your power to sabotage it and cause a fight to happen. Because we are used to having some adversary to go up against. But now there isn’t one; so we’re fighting amongst ourselves. Because it doesn’t feel natural to not have some kind of fight or plight we are going after.

[@janebennetto5655]

Miss Eileen is correct - health is EVERYTHING. You can choose to wear make-up, have long hair and wear certain clothes to make you feel better. I am a 62 year old retired childrens nurse and I know many patients who didn’t live to adulthood so stay healthy. ❤🇬🇧

[@eileendovernyc]

Such a shame that they didn’t live in to adulthood. Thank you for your work and for your kind words! ❤

[@sharoncravenor2226]

I pray you get every source of help, leading to complete peace from within your heart and mind !!!

[@LipumaJosephine]

Thank you both your voices are so needed!

[@therealdeal3672]

Eileen Dover is a brilliant drag name! I just got to say! 😊

[@SarahEyes-p6q]

A friend of mine transitioned 20 years ago and had to stop hormones as they were causing joint inflammation. They became so ill and now have to live an in between life. It scares me that we don't know the long term effects 😢😢

[@ophilianecr]

Incredible interview Eileen!! ♥︎♡♥︎ Voices like Eileen's and the voices of detrans are so important and NECESSARY to be pushed to the light, because your journey as trans isn't on easy road. We can't let things move backwards, too many of our LGBT siblings have lost their life for our rights, to dismantle it now?. A fabulous Queen, through and through ♥︎ I'm so glad to have seen the "Golden Era" of LGBT when the community had unity and was making craters when it came to acceptance and visibility. The state of LGBT currently is sad and its nothing like what people fought for. 🖤

[@dreadnaught2448]

This is why I say I support LGBT people now instead of the community. Also, I refuse to wear any LGBT pens, nor will I walk through the LGBT flag anymore when there is the option. And before anyone accuses me of being a biggot, I'm a center left leaning citizen who voted for Bernie Sanders both times he ran. I say all this because the LGBT community is now led by crazy activists who just want power. They don't really care about the lives of their people. They just want power and money.

[@kellip9586]

Eileen, you are deadset fabulous! Thank you for telling your story and also to Buck for continuing to bring these great stories to light.

[@Lydia-Frost]

Eileen, thanks for sharing your story. We should all be striving to love ourselves and truly be living. ❤

[@CHXFIT95]

I love this channel so much. So much amazing content. Buck is slowly educating the masses while also learning what to ask the people he interviews to uncover more raw information to help us all learn even further. ❤

[@kellie7180]

I completely adore each and every one of your videos Buck. I am a 56 year old biological, heterosexual woman who appreciates your telling and sharing of your life stories. As well as looking out for those who need your positive reinforcement and sharing of facts, for lack of a better form of terminology. You are wise, caring, educated and 100% a truth-teller. I fear for our trans communities in today's climate. It is so scary to me....I can't imagine what it must feel like for true transgender and transsexual individuals. I watch and learn because it matters to me as a woman and supporter of Trans rights and compassion/empathy. Truly. I can help educate in a positive way whenever the opportunity arises. Helping to spread love, acceptance and "reality". Sorry for my long-windedness. I am just always always impressed and hopefully you will read and know how supported you are Eilene, you are a class act sweetheart. Keep that beautiful face up towards the sun and keep shining. ❤

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Thank you so much for the lovely comment my friend. Sending you love ❤️

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you so much!❤

[@princessjulieta]

That's nice.

[@lifeisbananas]

My goodness Eileen, you are wonderful! This is a super important story, thank you for sharing. I learned the hard way that special diets don't work the same for everyone, yes there is a baseline but we are all different and we need to understand our own body, respect it and give it the care it needs. My nutrition challenges were different from your story of course, but your wise choice makes me feel better about my own choices, so thank you. Physical and mental health should always come first so that you may stay with us for many many healthy years!!, it looks like you made the right choice, beautiful Eileen ❤😊

[@georgiavonschlieffen8961]

I would really like to thank you from Germany for your wonderful heartfelt interviews. You are such a respectful interviewer and have such interesting guests, who have been through so much and have become wonderful people. I'm learning so much and your information will help me to inform young people, as I have a son, who has just finished his university degree, and this generation is confronted so much with this trans-ideology.

[@jellyrcw12]

As someone who has had health scares, health is everything!!

[@pamiam8908]

Buck don't stop. So many gay and straight people need you

[@PatriciaCoberly]

Great interview with Miss Eileen! Thank you, Buck!

[@tweetyluvr302007]

Eileen! You are amazing! Thank you for your story! And as a fellow genxer, we rock, Girl!!!

[@eileendovernyc]

Yes! Gen x is the best!

[@julialexi3833]

Elieen is a beautiful soul, her story is real, and truth Now that's a trans person. Jeffrey marsh who? Dylan Mulaney who? See people. You can tell even by Elieen demeanor and maturity she is trans.

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

♥️♥️♥️

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you so much for your kind words!❤

[@wild_gypsy_rose]

Yes! Agreed, I really hope Eileen is on again for a follow up in the future. ❤

[@eileendovernyc]

@@wild_gypsy_rose thank you so much! I’m all about it! Happy to come back and update everyone!

[@barbara-annperry5941]

​@@eileendovernyc Sending you love and a virtual 🫂. You have been through a lot ❤️

[@notbill08]

I've been watching "heretics" and you popped up on my feed. I'm a 63 year old hetero woman and I really like your channel. I can really relate to what is going on with the trans activists and children. It reminds me of what was going on in the 1980's with ADHD and now with Autism. The wrong treatment based on a slap dash "label" rather than a proper diagnosis. My daughter was properly diagnosed and treated (including mental health assessment) for ADHD and received the right dose of medication and therapy for social issues. However I saw way too many children prescribed Ritalin, etc too quickly and without the right diagnosis. As a parent you want to trust the doctors and experts. While the long term physical effects are not as devastating as bottom surgery, the life long mental health effects are almost as bad.

[@petersjj]

Buck you are a treasure. Your heart is so clearly in the right space. You're a hero.

[@melcraig9855]

Now Eileen is beautiful and brave!!! 🖤🖤🖤 sending you lots of love!!

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

♥️

[@melcraig9855]

@@BuckAngelOfficial ❤️

[@completelycrazy1]

Fascinating convo! Also appreciate that she is seeing a therapist, that's taking destiny into your own hands and trying your best to cope with things. A lot of kids would benefit from this.

[@Blueell]

I was prescribed estrogen birth control to treat my endometriosis symptoms when I was 15, before actually having the diagnostic surgery and finding out I had endo at 16. It gave me all kinds of crazy symptoms including joint problems that put me in a wheelchair because my knees would just fall out from under me and I would collapse. I was seeing a bunch of specialist doctors having all kinds of tests done because no one connected my symptoms to having been put on this medication (even though they are all known effects) and in the process had my clotting factor tested. The estrogen had also raised it, putting me at a high risk of blood clots. All this as a 15 year old biological female! My mom also took estrogen at one point and it gave her horrible cardiac symptoms and could have led to a heart attack if the cardiologist hadn’t caught what the issue was and told her to stop taking it. The problem isn’t that it is estrogen, it’s that it is synthetic estrogen. It seems that my family may be genetically sensitive to it but it’s no joke in any circumstance. It is very dangerous for some people. I believe testosterone can be as well but it comes with overall less risks. It is frightening how easy it is for people, including minors, to get on these drugs suddenly now without even the knowledge of their parents or guidance and monitoring from a doctor. People have no clue what hormones can do to them. Hell, even my obgyn didn’t know and she prescribed the estrogen to me!

[@BurningFreesias]

Miss Eileen is so precious. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I hope you are doing well!

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Thanks so much my friend 😎♥️

[@StephInOttawa]

Life is precious.

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

♥️♥️♥️

[@brie1987]

Bless her! She looks so feminine. Reminds me of the actress Juliette Lewis. It’s good she’s got so much courage to speak out. Blessings to her❤

[@maryellenblount6376]

Thank you Eileen for sharing your story. Love your beautiful spirit 💕

[@jamihamilton8796]

I just found you Buck and I love this honest education. I love you so much already I thank you as o much for your voice and allowing others to share

[@lindawallace-radcliffe5915]

It is important to take care of yourself and live your life to the full however you want to be xx

[@DJRazorgirl826]

People trying to tell her that if she were really trans she'd make it happen Art narcissists. That's such a narcissistic thing to say to somebody. And it's awful. I feel so badly for her that she had to go through that. The problem is those people are so weak that if somebody else can find a way to be comfortable with their situation it invalidates them. And it shouldn't. The biggest problem is that so many young people today don't know how to self-validate. And that is an extremely important thing for mental health.

[@dannydarkense5500]

90 thousand? I'm seeing 109 thousand! Congratulations, Buck! Well deserved! Great video, too! Thanks to both of you! Eileen is beautiful and has such a great sense of humour, despite all that she has been through, and she told her story with such grace! I love her! xx

[@eileendovernyc]

Thanks so much! Love you right back! Xx ❤

[@ghostq8625]

I wish her full health, she is such a sweetheart she deserves best luck

[@jamiebastello8989]

My father had Type I Diabetes. That is NOTHING to mess around with! You are absolutely doing the right thing! Take care of yourself. You're beautiful! 😘🥰 Thank you for sharing! ❤

[@MadStatter]

"The physical transformation isn't the end game," ...very wise words. For a lot of people in multiple situations. I see SO MANY similarities between weight loss medical interventions and trans medical interventions. Very different, YES. But also very similar.

[@AvitaB]

the physical end game varies person to person. I had an interview with Buck like a year ago, but he decided to not post it on his channel my story didn't matter its ok I moved on. Have volunteered a 30 minute + q/a at a local college for trans youth about 2 months back sadly i don't have that recorded and i didn't record bucks' interview i should have and just put it on my own channel oh well. Having SRS July 9th 2024 life or death very grim time but it's all coming into place. Looking forward to the future.

[@brie1987]

The change is mostly in the mind and emotions. The body is def. Involved in both issues. The body hatred or self hatred that the body is that way. All kinds of eating disorders are like that. Feeling fat no matter how thin you are is also very similar, and can be deadly if taken too far.

[@noladavis5085]

'If you were really trans nothing would stop you' is the same as saying 'If you are feeling suicidal then why haven't you offed yourself'. What an amazing classy lady and im devastated for her for what she went through. Sobriety is hard and she's an inspiration to me. You do things in excess to forget the trauma, but when you get sober you have to deal with the original trauma and the trauma of addiction. She's such a strong person and gives me hope for my journey.

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you so much. We are all worthy of a happy life and I wish I could give you a hug but here’s a virtual one. 🤗🥰

[@MultiZoobie]

​@@eileendovernycyou're beautiful and taking care of your health is so important. The people who love you and care about you want you alive and still see you as who you want to be. Hope I said that understandable.

[@eileendovernyc]

@@MultiZoobie thank goodness for people like you who keep saying such kind things and y’all keep me going! Love ❤️

[@MadamRoastBeefYT]

LOVEEEE Hearing this!! 👏😆😝 00:51 &!! You know why that is, Buck? Because you are 1. Compassionate & Caring! 2. You Are A REALISTIC Person!! 👏💗🙏 & Its also because you consider how things would / may effect/affect other People!! 🙏Thank you for making the content that you make! ❤You truly are a Gift to the Community! & The Internet, Buck! 😁✊❤ &!! NEVER Forget that! 🤣Hahaha 😅

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Aww thank you so much my friend! Means a lot ♥️♥️♥️😎

[@mowly8055]

Bless you and Eileen, stay safe, tell the truth, lots of love to you both 🤗 x

[@cathykawaii92]

Her story broke my heart ❤️ be brave ❤

[@owlheartmedicine]

Buck, I've been following you since the photo book of your transition. I'm so grateful for you.

[@char2304]

Huge respect 🙏 Love from Australia 🇦🇺 ❤What a wonderful kind gentle guest.

[@sharonmichaud8304]

Miss Eileen wishing you the best. God Bless You

[@solomonmoses359]

Mr. Angel, I may not be transgender or transsexual but I support the trans community as long as it does not involve children. You and Blaire are the best role models, not just for the trans community whether they are adults or supposed trans kids, but also for everyone willing to learn and have an open mind

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Thank you so much my friend♥️

[@soniaess28]

Please consider the negative impact on women and children when men invade their spaces.

[@stickeroonie]

I think a lot of us feel that way. No children and please all the rest of you , you're vulnerable. Get as much truth as you can before doing anything permanent to your body.

[@usagi_t]

Blaire supporting Maga and Trump makes 'her' irrelevant on so many levels. Same as being gay/trans supporting Hamas and Palestine.

[@wendyokoopa7048]

Can I send you some love Solomon? I too support the community so long as kids, and even autistics are left alone

[@heatherm5405]

Thank you Eileen for sharing your story! Im so thankful that you have good doctors who care ❤️ Buck, thank you for hosting another insightful conversation, keep up the good work!

[@ivonned32]

Much love to Miss Eileen!🙏🏾💜👏🏽

[@TheFloraAndFauna]

Buck, I love you. And Eileen, what a fully developed and secure person... I know u have suffered, but just know that you come across so whole and so aware and so all right with yourself. That's growth, and that's beautiful.

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Thanks for the kind comment friend ♥️

[@bencanevari4056]

I believe that everyone deserves to be comfortable, safe and happy in their bodies. I also believe that it is important to be safe and as educated as possible when it comes to things like transitioning. Much love Eileen! Much love Buck!

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Thank you friend ❤

[@mided2119]

Such an important video for getting balanced information based on facts out there. Love you Buck, keep going.

[@BuckAngelOfficial]

Definitely! And thank you friend ♥️

[@dlane7539]

This is so heartbreaking. Thank you for getting these stories out there.

[@lunasoffio]

Thank you Miss Eileen ❤ and ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️Buck

[@PrincessDixieGamer]

I feel embarrassed that when I tell people that i am bisexual, I have ben told by "LGBTQ" that I am just confused or posing...I am 33 years old. I have known I was bi since I was 15

[@Zill7711]

Please let go of being embarrassed. You deserve to be your essential self. It’s no one else’s business and these comments from people thinking they know what’s right for you are just wrong. Makes me feel cross on your behalf. Be proud of being your unique self.

[@lisapatrona1791]

Thank you Eileen! You are beautiful inside and out.

[@MeowMeow-by8ub]

Eileen is really beautiful as she is. She has a light that sparkles so bright. I hope that people learn to love from her. These young people talk about judgment against them and they turn around and judge her 😢 I hope she has a lot of support and respect

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you so much ❤

[@alexib2070]

Eileen seems like an absolute sweetheart. I bet she‘d be so much fun to be around❤

[@8604babyd]

I admire your courage Eileen you are beautiful and amazing!!

[@mountain36wolf]

Love ya, Buck Angel! So authentic, you bring truth & awareness.

[@relaxresell3121]

Five months late to seeing this video. Eileen is so nice to hear from. Thanks for sharing your story.

[@eileendovernyc]

@@relaxresell3121 never late! Xx thanks for your kindness.

[@christialuella6594]

With age and experience comes this type of clarity especially when your life is on the line! Congrats good luck for you in your future

[@ashleys8079]

I'm so proud of you Eileen! As someone who was there for part of your story, I am so happy to see you at peace. You forever have a place in my heart, and I am forever grateful to you for bringing me to my first ever AA meeting back in the day. Love you. Ashley

[@eileendovernyc]

Love you too baby girl! ❤

[@Colaberry1]

Gurl, I have emance respect for you. I wish your health gets better in the future. I can't imagine the pain you must be going through ❤.. Lots of love from one sister to another ❤

[@WhiteBear2024]

First of all, the name Eileen Dover cracked me up. 😂 Amazing conversation; I wish the gay "community" were open to those topics in my country. Wish you both the best. Hugs from Brazil!

[@kathleenkaufmann2084]

Rhabdomyolysis is when your muscles break down on themselves in an overwhelming way combined with becoming dehydrated and they massively try to shed off the broken down crap from the cellular damage. It goes to the kidneys which can't handle the sludge going through them and not to mention pain, causes all of Eileen's symptoms. She is very very lucky. (Retired RN here). And edited to add: whoever told you "if you were really..." F them and the horse they rode in on.

[@eileendovernyc]

Thank you so much! Yes many people with rhabdo don’t make it. If they do usually they need dialysis. That’s what I was told. I was in bad shape from that. It was from a simple fall in my apartment. At the time I had been in the house for a month and sick with covid and very weak but I was painting and up for the first time in a while and I slipped. At the time my then apartment had a super narrow hallway to the kitchen so when I slipped I hit my head on the wall very hard. It was scary! Thanks for your kind words ❤ and for your work as a nurse! ❤

[@soniaess28]

​@@eileendovernycyour ridiculous name reveals your pornsick loathing of women. Stay out of women's spaces, dude.

[@Zill7711]

😂

[@Zill7711]

And the horse 🤣

[@AC-gh7fw]

I adore Ms. Eileen. She is doing the best with her situation, and im so sorry she suffered with being told what she was. My heart breaks for her.

[@mimhahn]

I'm a Christian woman, and the only thing I can relate to you on is that I used to dress like a skater dude in high school, because I was very uncomfortable during puberty. I eventually grew out of that, and I am heartbroken for this generation that is not afforded the time they need to grow up and grow wiser. Thank you for using your platform to bring awareness to the horrors of this ideological monster. My prayers for you both are that you will seek your identities in the One who created you, God bless you both and thank you again, you are wonderful people. ❤

[@caitlinday6011]

Eileen must be protected at all costs. ❤ love her energy ✨️

[@eileendovernyc]

❤❤❤

[@woodywoowoo]

We all have to find peace with who we are eventually, some people’s journey is more difficult than others. But when you get there you can appreciate what a wonderful gift your body is and what it does for you.

[@susanlivingston743]

God Bless you two! Even though I am a heterosexual female,old 68 yr. I totally support you! ❤️ Life is short! Last year I literally watched my 45yr.old Daughter, die from lupus! She had it from 22yr. Her little body just gave out! For 6 weeks I stayed with her in the hospital! Then on July 4th she lost her battle! Jody was quite the supporter of Rights! For everyone! You Two are on point. Thank-you! I am a broken women, one shouldn't die before their children! ❤

[@orcashadow8989]

Shame on everyone who has treated her so poorly. Eileen is awesome, and it was wonderful hearing her story. I love your show Buck, you give a platform to so many LGBT voices and it is proof how much variety we have in the REAL "community." So many different lives and they're all fascinating. I wish all the best for Eileen!!

[@crisha721]

Loved this episode. I really wish the best to Eileen! She's a beautiful human being