Where Did You Go?

[@ChimneySwift11]

Love you bro ;)

[@sophielikeshugs4400]

♥ you clashy!

[@MultiGameKid108]

♥ you sophie!Sophie Day

[@armitapj]

love you chimney, jimmy

[@MultiGameKid108]

Armita Pj You ruined it

[@armitapj]

***** hehe sorry, ♥love shab

[@TheSamuraiPandas]

Ok dude. I have depression too, and i know how hard it can get sometimes. But remember, you have all of us willing to give you support. You have Ryan who im sure would gladly help you, no questions asked. And if you being depressed meant you needed to take a step back and figure out why, then thats fine. If people get mad at you for it, its probably because they dont know how crippling depression can actually be. I know for a fact we would all want you to sort yourself out and help yourself, rather than keep on making videos and forcing yourself to seem happy during them. We all love you dude :D

[@EnvAdam]

i agree with this comment ive been medicly diagnosed with Depression for the past 5 years and only now have i found a way to feel happy, a way to remove of my dark cloud which always folows me. music has made me happy, music makes me forget the traumas which plague my mind. music fixes a normal unfixable problem. depression is serious. if clash wants to do something, i am in full support of that something.

[@mkwhotrod2]

Spoken like a true Clasher, good work :D

[@jtnachos16]

Adam Khan I have Bi-polar depression, and it's such a pain, because of the anxiety it generates, and of the frustration of being on a constant emotional rollercoaster. The anxiety also cuts me off from potential supporting friends, causing me to withdraw entirely when it gets really bad. I would truthfully prefer just being down in the dumps all the time. At least that way I know how the next day is gonna go.

[@TheSamuraiPandas]

I know how the withdrawal feels :/ i do the same. But we'll be ok eventually. You just need to reach out and talk to people that care about you. They'll support you and push you to get the help you need, even if you dont think you want it.It'll be awkward a little at first, but be strong and it'll be worth it.

[@EnvAdam]

i feel like most people just need a hug, or just a freind to talk to

[@garcon45]

don't worry, clash. we knew you had your reasons. one of the main reasons i think i've stuck around so long, is how much of an inspiration you've become to me, and this video adds on to that. it's not at all easy to own up to your problems, and it's even harder to come out on top of them, but you're proof that it's possible. i honestly hope that everything works out for you, and if you ever need to talk to someone, you need only ask.

[@benjaminkilian8899]

I know I stuck around because something had to be wrong and I wanted to be here when he came back ya know what I mean?

[@garcon45]

i meant stuck around in general, not just since he left, but yeah, i know what you're talking about. XD

[@benjaminkilian8899]

I am just happy he is now happy

[@chaoticchris1]

Hey I am visiting Clash's old videos. I know I have seen you before, but where?

[@garcon45]

i hang around roosterteeth a lot, comment on pbg, jontron, the completionist...pretty much all of normal boots. i wouldn't be surprised where you saw me.

[@Jojono-sq3vx]

dont worry clash, all of the youtube fanbase will support you. right guys?

[@ryuyol2913]

yup :)

[@pitt1010]

im here too :)

[@matinbaker235]

Yes, of course!! :D

[@Ligassyer]

Indefinitely

[@oswaldsweezlebogger6826]

*gurgles something similar to a yes*

[@nqnt4161]

Clash... Im so sorry for you. Dude I feel so bad for you. Insomnia, Trolls, Stress, and Depression... This video may have changed me. I was making videos to be known but now... I want people to be happy. Tempered and greedy is one side of me, BUT I want to live at my other side. My happy and energetic side. That is the way I will live. Thank you Cla- I mean... James. Thank you so so much.

[@nqnt4161]

And it wont be about just me anymore. Me, my friends, my family, and my few subscribers. Together we can live happy. *THE END.*

[@nqnt4161]

And thank goodness I stayed here with youtube.

[@artemissolaris5429]

-claps- Gold star for you! (Sorry if you see sarcasm in that, I don't mean any) One of the most heartfelt comments I have ever seen ;-;

[@nqnt4161]

Artemis Solaris My parents are divorced so I know what i feels like to have a lot of stress but not to his level.

[@artemissolaris5429]

Mine are too, and I haven't seen my dad in three years. But that's nowhere near your guys's level. ;-;

[@maikitanaka]

Clash, I've been watching your videos since "The Parkour Door" w/ double back in 2012. So I've been watching your videos for two years now. I have always looked up to you and you inspire my personality and who I am today and I am very happy with who I am thanks to you. I'm also very very happy that you are back and feeling much better. About this time last year I moved to a foreign country from America and I became extremely depressed and stressed. I had lost all my friends that I worked so hard to make by moving and so I had no one here. I stayed in my room for 3 months. Never left. I did though watch your videos. I've watched every single one since I subscribed. You are a huge part of my life. One of my dreams is to meet you actually and play a game with you. And excersise does help a lot with depression. Thanks Clash. You'll always be a huge part of my life.

[@harpybarpy251]

same here! It was the first video I watched!

[@blueb0b]

I found clash from the tooth master, clash has always been my role model, always will be He's so nice and funny

[@xmen123ist]

I found Clash through Double in 2012, and he instantly became one of my all-time favorites.

[@YOUNGRICHKIDJ]

xmen123ist me too

[@ryuyol2913]

I Feel The Same Bro!

[@TheRealFallingFist]

Clash, I'm unsure if you'll actually read this, but: I know what you're going through. I've been suffering from depression for about 5 years now, and when it started, I felt like I had to take a break. From life. I never spoke to anyone, because I was afraid they'd ask me questions, I never went to school, I felt alone. Always. Like, as if there was no one like me, no one who actually understood me. I'm still very down and depressed, but it's improved significantly. I found a friend I can talk to, who is going through the same thing, and we support each other, we help each other get through the days. I just want you to know, that we've got your back, Clash. We support you.

[@SoggyNelco]

Nah clash died and it took forever to resurrect him confirmed

[@CobaltIngot]

Cleesh don't need utoob money

[@CobaltIngot]

CobaltIngot (although he does accept it)

[@xXRD0776Xx]

double gave up his last testicle

[@GrimandBlownking]

clash resurrected by himself

[@north-west-3935]

TheGreenGable what happend to the other????

[@doodoofartlol]

I rarely comment in videos, but after this video, i felt a little better seeing that he hasn't done this sooner. Because if he hadn't taken the time to get the truth about why he was gone, i wouldn't have been able to watch anything. I would have ended up thinking that all KZbinrs are fake. Like they're acting like they care, or pretending like they're too good for us to tell us what really happened. Thank you ,clash, for taking the time to bring us the truth.

[@blueb0b]

I love clash but... #WhyDidJontronLeave

[@SapphireMelody]

Your content never fails to make my day better, honestly. I'm so glad you're back, your latest videos cheer me up every time I watch them. It's great that you're taking care of yourself, after I watched this video I realized that I should take care of myself too.

[@jackm9665]

IT DERN SURE NEVER FAILS, DERRRRNNNN SURREEEE

[@SapphireMelody]

DEEEERRNNN SUUREEE

[@taylorroberts2572]

My mum goes through the same thing and other mental health problems ! Dont feel embaressd! Its horible to live with but you just have to stay strong!!! Stay positive!!

[@ColeKinghorn]

I know what that's like. My mom struggles with depression and insomnia, due to a few difficult things in her life that has come up in the last 3-5 years,as well as alcoholism, but luckily she has mostly stopped drinking in excess in the last year and a half or so. I always try to cheer her up, but it's difficult and she's not always the easiest person to get along with, but I love her anyways.

[@1randomdude4]

I know EXACTLY how you felt, Clash. I myself was diagnosed with severe clinical depression about a year and a half back. I internalized it all and I told myself that it was somehow my fault that I was feeling this way, that anything good that happened to me I didn't deserve. I didn't want to admit it to anyone because I was ashamed of it, but my friend all but forced me at gunpoint to come to my parents about it, and that was one of the single best decisions of my entire life. With all the help I received from so many caring people, my outlook on life vastly improved, I became more active and outgoing, and I even started exercising more just like you, going for walks and working out every day. I started to feel so much better about everything, and I was happy with myself and with the way I looked. I still get depressed thoughts every now and then, and they will most likely never go away, but what is different now is I have the strength to fight back against those irrational thoughts of sadness and self-harm, and now you have that strength to! I'm so, so, SO happy for you, keep fighting the good fight :) And from one survivor to another, EUUUUUGH

[@Lange17DoesGames]

CLESH

[@cgifford99]

Well said....well said

[@gaigeiris9632]

CLEESH

[@hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-k3h]

First word of the clash bible

[@IAreATurtle]

Glad to hear that things are getting better, dude. 'Will always be here to support you.

[@TheAIConcept]

Did anyone else really love cloud sleeping on the bed through half of the video?

[@zosfero]

He was having a dream as well ^^ :D

[@SIR-GOOBERT-IIII]

Yessss

[@azxtreme1237]

clash, there's no need to be embarrassed about depression. it's good that a person like you would actually be brave enough to confess. it'll probably inspire other ppl who have the same problem. if ppl can actually confess, everybody would be happier most of the times

[@jasonalvarado7029]

Life kicked you in the cleesh and you kicked it right back

[@Caleonn]

Clash, if I were to give one piece of advice, it'd be this. Life is made of small moments, whether it be a small funny moment or an emotional event, you just gotta keep going for those small thing that put a smile on your face, because in the shit that happens, there wouldn't be a reason to live if those small moments never happen. Love Ya man, and I completely understand what you're feeling.

[@joeymcchubnubs9250]

We are all here for you James

[@TheExorcistGaming]

I'm not someone who has, or will necessarily suffer under depression, so I hope I will never fall into that sort of loneliness/darkness. I've been under stress, but that's as far as it's ever gone. I want to tell you: *THANK YOU.* You bring us hilarious, fun content all the time, and that helps us. We're returning the favour by helping/watching your videos. I hope for the very best you will leave that world of depression as an all, and never return back there. Although I've only been here for 1-2 years, I cherish it. The fun times we all have here are the best, just as I love and support any other person I like to watch. Keep doing what you're doing, you deserve the love and support!

[@18mitndi]

Waving your hands while you talk is illustration, It means you believe what your saying

[@jacenveron876]

Depression is like an onion. It has layers, I should know, I've gone through a bad year of depression recently. Seeing this video, I think I'm going to pick myself up like Clash. He really is a role model. A hero. A lion.

[@tylerkaul]

Clash, we'll always be by your side

[@Trashboat444]

Clash, you are literally the best. It doesnt matter if you were gone a week or a year, because we would all still be right here when you get back

[@ChillySuperDuck]

Depression sucks, man. I'm glad you are back though! Usually on these types of video from you I would try to leave a longer, more detailed comment, but I don't really know what to say. I don't think anything I could say anything in a simple comment that would barely even relate to the heavy topic of this video. I was worried you weren't ever gonna come back! I had just got one of your shirts and I thought every time I wore it or saw it I would get sad about you not doing it anymore! Now I don't have to! :D

[@Algastar]

I've been stuck in a rut for quite a while now, but this video is helping motivate me to start bettering myself in all walks of life again. Thank you for being a continuing source of inspiration James.

[@sugrbitz]

I love you Clash, through thick and thin. It is a completely understandable reason and I will accept you for it. Do whatever you have to to cure yourself, so do your best! ^_^

[@fluffyelephant6310]

Four years of depression I've been going in. I know how you feel bro. *BE STRONG

[@mitchellhagens]

THANK GOD YOUR BACK waited sooooooo long and your back i have been an sub for a long time and you deserve much more subs who care about you so keep up the good work and thanks for the awesome vids and the awesome projects wich are comming soon i look forword to it BTW sorry for bad grammer

[@megmatty2453]

I could never give up on you Clash, you make me smile every time I watch one of your videos. You'll always be the person who has helped me meet and get to know some of the best people on the internet, and I am forever grateful for that.

[@anomichd6953]

Clash is Love Clash is Life

[@NinjaTroll21]

your such a real guy clash.. not many people could make this video, and for that I really commend you. Not only that, but you were man enough to make a difference in your life! I dont think you know how inspirational that could be to people. You truly are a super awesome guy and I wish more people could be like you, and care enough to change their lifestyle if its not the lifestyle that makes them happy.. if your not happy with YOURSELF!! then you can never be truly happy! but you took the time to legitimately find what made you unhappy in your life and CHANGE IT!!! you took the time to find what made you HAPPY and capitalize on it! That takes guts. keep on carrying on man, thank you soo much for making this video. I'm sure you've opened alot of eyes today.

[@SuperArnar]

This helped me a little for my depression,Thank you or making my bad days good and help me laugh..You are the best Clash :)

[@Dan9931isawesome]

Clash, we all love you and constantly will regardless of why you had to leave anyone whom stayed through your break. You have made soooo many peoples lives better, including my own. You have made people light up with the sound of your voice. You may have had tough times but all problems eventually have a solution. Sometimes to get to a good time you have to fight through several difficulties. No matter what happens your fans will love you because you have helped us even more than you could fathom.

[@chadoakley6601]

I can't stop staring at his tan line around his eyes

[@ColeKinghorn]

I can never unsee that now. Thanks

[@Jreamzzz]

I'm not the only one. Thank you friend.

[@danielap295]

I may have said this on another one of your vlog type videos, but your honesty is really awesome. I've been sporadically depressed for a while and your videos always make me happier and look at life differently. As long as you're happy doing youtube, keep it up because we all really appreciate you being here.

[@teunje]

clash keep being awesome

[@Mooncrest0]

Whoever dislikes this has no heart, you obviously haven't been through depression, or depression like Clash. Think twice before you do something heartless. Anyways, I'll always stick around, doesn't matter if the videos are short, I'll never complain, doesn't matter if you take a break, you have your reasons, doesn't matter what you do, it. doesn't. matter. I got your back no matter what :) -Much Love, Sam.

[@TheHyBriD3I6]

were is the hair?

[@Disastermere]

It rose to the heavens.

[@Strokend]

Whoa I didn't even notice that until I read your comment. Claaaash what happened?

[@maureenmcallister9335]

In a trash can

[@Sin_Alder]

This is his "I'm happier with my life" hair. His old hair may have been awesome, but I foresee equally good times with this hair, if not better.

[@Strokend]

Maureen Mcallister I think it's more likely to be a part of a bird's nest than in the trash...

[@HowBoutGeekyGamerGal]

I understand exactly what your going through. I didnt feel right. I felt out of place. I questioned why I was put on this earth. I blamed my friends and family for making me unhappy. And they weren't the cause for it. I have been suicidal/depressed for about a year and a half and you are the reason why I am able to feel a shred of happiness at the end of the day. During those months that you were gone, I felt even worse than I do when you are around making videos. You have had such an amazing impact on my life since I have been watching you (about 2 years) and I cant thank you enough. You have all my support to do whatever you want with this channel and your life. I love you and your videos more than you understand and it physically and mentally made me hurt to know that you were in that kind of state where you felt like i did. I want you to continue making videos as long as you feel HAPPY doing it. That's all that matters is if you feel happy. Also, i know this has nothing to do with this video, but I was wondering if you were ever gonna make an instagram? Just a question. I love you and your videos so much and I can't stand to know that your depressed. Please just do whatever makes you happy.

[@derpwaffle47]

No offense but if all you commentators would stop being so mean so clash doesn't have to put up with you, none of this bullshit would happen, there is no point to be so mean, he is just one person trying to make so many people happy, why would u be so mean to him, GROW UP

[@mariosu2947]

he said that the cause of his depression had very little to nothing to do with youtube so... (clash is amazing)

[@JR1234567gamer]

NO! This has nothing to do with commentators but with himself. No one have the power to be able to control you influence it. Ultimately, it is because of him, he makes the choice of his joy and sorrow...and he choose joy.

[@AlbumLyricsTV]

I read all your comments and you sound like a One Directioner No one is mean here, grow up

[@AlbumLyricsTV]

The Rock nvm ur just a pewdiepie fan

[@nicholasgarcia3059]

You're the best clash :) I've been using meds to get out of depression for about a year now. And I've been so ashamed of it for so long. My dad would always tell me it's bad to take meds and that I should be ashamed of it. I was so ashamed that I hid my depression for years. Ever since I started to take meds I was so afraid to tell people. I stayed away from my dad and it helped along with the meds. It makes me feel so much better and less ashamed about it to know that you've gone through it too. Thank you so much for being you :)

[@zetazakuz1513]

People in the comments you need to take this video serious because clash might think this was a waste of time because he's looking at stupid

[@zetazakuz1513]

Comments

[@dylanlavimodiere1360]

I like your name

[@dylanlavimodiere1360]

Ps I do agree

[@catchacatcher]

Get well Clash!!! You're an inspiration.

[@DarkRaven0000]

Oh, so you pulled of a Seamus

[@12mikebobel21]

What are you even on about?

[@XXAWESOMENESSXX5]

Oh my Gawd lol

[@DarkRaven0000]

12mikebobel21 XD you don't get it. Seamus got depressed from the KZbin comments and took a break without informing anyone until he came back with an update video similar to this one. Plus Seamus and Clash are good friends so i thought it was relevant.

[@cocobug1000]

DarkRaven000 I thought Seamus was just sick?

[@cheatlink11]

While I do think, as far as I can remember that this is similar to what Seamus did, it's a bad idea to say it like that. Anything that sounds remotely negative in the comment sections will get a lot of people up at arms. Not trying to act like a white knight or whatever I sound like, in fact, I'm just saying this from looking in comment sections a lot.

[@arklight8334]

Clash, I know everyone is going to put these stories in the comments, but I'm adding mine anyways. I've been subscribed since Spacial Distortion (still one of my favorite series of all time) and I loved seeing you evolve. I had so much fun watching your vids. You actually help me too. I had a very light case of depression. I was sad because I live so far from my friends and the things that made me happy. Your videos helped me become cheerful and get involved. I started playing different games and joining things at school and it worked I felt closer to people. Just saying, I Love You. Stay golden Ponyboy.

[@jamesfang3219]

Wind waker. Now

[@corpteroblivion3995]

He finished it.

[@Cheezeman201]

He already played it...

[@mynameiswaldo5947]

Cody Klassen Nein, he didn't

[@OCEANAfan1991]

He finished it on his Twitch channel many months ago. He also said many months ago that he wasn't doing LP's/playthroughs on his youtube channel.

[@mynameiswaldo5947]

OCEANAfan1991 WHAT? NO! I was so looking forward too the revival... :(

[@joseluisbucio6384]

James when I discovered your channel I was trying to find a game I liked but then I found one of your videos and I was happy to watch them. I never really got any video games because my parents can't afford to be getting me games all of the time so I decided to just go out and watch them. I was depressed in some ways because I too wasn't happy with my life. James you kept me happy in that time. Now i'm just...happy with who i am. You helped change who I was in some ways. I never really fit in but in some of your videos that you had advice in I took that advice and it helped me relax and be more comfortable with who I really am. What I'm trying to let you know is thank you so much for all of the joy you gave me when I watched your videos. thank you

[@Gambl_25]

Clash try medical marijuana for depression. Seriously, try it at least once. What have you got to lose?

[@jasonalvarado7029]

He left Colorado he might get arrested for it

[@RueRyuzaki6]

he shouldn't have to use drugs to make himself happy T.T

[@lastortaswey07]

***** that true

[@HowBoutGeekyGamerGal]

NO don't do it. It isn't good for you and it will make you even more depressed. Please dont listen to them

[@Sin_Alder]

All the people that I've known that have used marijuana in any form to help with their depression ended up being happier off of the stuff than they were on it. While I won't judge people that DO like to use marijuana, I certainly wouldn't recommend it to someone for something like depression.

[@mommynico]

Depression is very hard. I went through it about 2 years ago from a huge thing that happened in my family. But the most important thing is that you're back and happy!!! We all love you soooo very much!! Btw I love your voice lol

[@CPUwhisperer]

I didn't have the time to watch the full video, but i wanted to make sure i said a couple things before i clicked off. Clash, I just want to let you know that I empathize with you so much. I've gone through depression a few times in my life and you're right, it can be an embarrassing thing to admit. I kept it bottled up when I went through it, and it wasn't until I opened up to a couple good friends that I finally started to feel some relief. Now i don't do youtube videos, or anything as stressful, but i do understand how it can be a catalyst to depression. Its best to keep your personal life and work apart, regardless of how much you love what you do. Get an office, be it another room, or an apartment that you rent out because if you don't separate yourself from your work then you'll always feel like you are working, and that'll dig into your soul. I also wanted to let you know, and I hope you take this sincerely, that its not over. Once you face depression and recover, it usually is not gone forever. It may begin to resurface in the future. But now you've had the chance to fight your depression once, you'll be stronger against it in the future. So I guess what I'm saying is please please please don't be discouraged if those feelings start to resurface. Just reflect and try to keep your head high. It's not easy, but it will be easier than this time. We love you man.

[@ethanludwick2375]

So far at 1:44 but I always thought he was just finished with KZbin, like he was just fed-up with it. So much that he didn't even say and so he just sorta left and looked for a new job. Next thing I know, he's in Chim's Gmod video and I thought to myself "Hey, what's become of Clash now-a-days?" and you know, I come back and here is is, like he said, uploading like nothing happened. I felt left out because I thought there was something I was missing but apparently everyone was just as oblivious as me! I'm so glad you're back, and from when I left your channel I didn't have one of my own so I'm happy to give you some real support! ;)

[@andrewbrennan9919]

The feels. I will always love you and your videos clash, no matter what happens, and I hope you know thousands of others agree with me :)

[@XxHezzybearxX]

I've suffered from depression for close to 8 years now and I have to say you worded this video wonderfully Clash. We'll always be here for you

[@videogmer227]

Clash im just so so glad you're okay and getting better. Do whatever makes you happy because if you're not happy with what you do, then life itself isnt as happy. Thanks for posting this video and i hope you continue to get better

[@suicidenickborko8582]

depression sucks so much clash. Ive been fighting depression for the last 6 months of my life and everyday is a fight for me. I know how hard it is for people to go though this. If you ever need someone to talk to people are here to talk to you. Thank You for making this video, because it has made me think what i can do for myself.

[@gck123chanal]

Thank you Clash

[@OtterpunkTV]

I've know people who have had depression in the past and it's terrible what it can do to a person. You're the best, Clash!

[@dooberjaz5720]

Man, I completely understand where you are coming from with this. I had depression for a few years and still have days when I just feel like giving up... Just remember that we all love you here and dont care how long it takes for you to recover, we just care that you do... Also, I just love how cloud is sleeping on the bed behind you, so cute...

[@JustinDragonClaw]

I have a new found respect for you Clash. This video alone, just proves how brave and how much of a man you truly are, I truly respect you.

[@jamesscarr5819]

I went on a year long nosedive into depression, but just recently, I have climbed out. It. Gets. Better.

[@MarkHyde]

hope the journey leads you to a better you Clash...always loved your videos...keep em going as much as you can.

[@MinecraftGirl07]

Clash, whenever you need a break, take it. We'll understand, everyone needs a break from time to time. I'm glad you're feeling better!

[@odorinobakphoon]

Glad to see you're feeling better, Clash. Depression sucks ass. The time it was worst for me was when I spent so much time making everyone that I cared about happy, I stopped taking care of myself and holding onto what mattered to me most. Realizing I had no idea what I wanted for myself was a scary and profound moment. Thanks for sharing your thoughts; your honesty with your fanbase is one reason I'm glad I follow your channel. Cheers man!

[@thelocolexi]

Clash, I love you so much. I understand where your coming from and I really hope your depression doesnt drastically change your life. Truthfully, I only care about the sake of your well-being and not just your content. You are a beautiful person and I hope you get better really soon. *whispers* i love you you beautiful lion :3 < 333333

[@iridescentindigo]

Thank you so so much for making this video James. I'm really happy that you sorted out some of the problems in your life. I've suffered with depression for about a year now, but I'd like to say I have it semi-under "control" at the moment. It will be nice to see what content you will make in the future and I can't wait! :)

[@Fuckyouallwhore]

I have to say I feel sorry that you have to deal with depression. I've been battling depression for so long and I know how horrible it can be. It's such a horrible thing to happen, especially to such a bright person like you that always tries to make so many people happy. I'm glad you took time for yourself and got better instead of giving in to it. You're a great man and I'm sure everyone is on your side James :) Stay awesome!

[@weeedster]

glad you sorted things out dude. i spent 7 years with depression, 5 of which were pretty far down that dark path. it kind of sucks...

[@frenchartist3392]

I love skipping through to see the changes that are made on the bed

[@Flyingdude1000]

Clash no matter how long of break or how depressed you get we will always be by your side and support you throughout everything we stayed subbed to you because we love you and your videos and at least I will never un sub I will stayed subbed to you forever

[@ChocolatePuddinKing]

I subbed to you because I found you funny, I found you interesting and found out you liked a lot of things I did. You helped me through my depression patches in my life. I found your humor and play style as funny and a moment to get away from the pain. I was worried that you were gone but I went back and watched your old videos and they helped me... You're an inspiration Clash to me and all these people you're talking to. You keep on keeping on buddy I look forward to your content I'm the future and good luck!!:)

[@xXThemizrulesXx]

Thank you Clash, you have changed my whole perspective on life, i used to always be sad and depressed and i would just hide it with a smile and some laughs every now and then. But now thanks to you i have finally found my happyness again it has been so long sence i had actually had it. i have been subscibed to u since when ur channle first kicked off i can still remember narnia craft that was one of my fav series on your channle. But once again thank u u have steared me in the right direction and i will stay on course

[@RFPaji]

Thank You James, thank you for introducing me to tis youtube world back when we were only 2000 narnians, thank you for giving us those wonderfull moments with double, the cry of fear, the aether, the playthroughs, everything, we love you and we want to see you rise like the great content producer you are. With Love Just one more narnian.

[@xmen123ist]

It's good to hear you open up this much with your viewers, along with providing your opinions and whatnot on the topic of depression. Thank you SO much for that. Also, one of my favorite KZbinrs has recently removed themselves from the internet ENTIRELY due to the stress caused by KZbin. They were VERY kind and beloved, so I had some trouble understanding why. This brought me a bit closer to achieving this understanding, so I also thank you for helping me empathize with someone's situation, despite how little that help may have been.

[@ScoutieSaurus]

Thank you, James. This video has been an inspiration to motivate me out of my seven-year depression. Thank you for everything; you have been my comic relief, my inspiration, my motivator... I truly owe you much more than I can give. Thank you. You've changed my life for the better. Love you, man

[@okaysurethankswhatever]

It's amazing how that this video brought me completely out of my depression.

[@razzthornton9520]

All I can say is Thank-you! For the longest time I've been dealing with depression as well. and you are the first person I have found who is able to put the answer into words I don't know what else to say but Thank-you! Thank-you for being so open with us all! Thank-you! ... I wish I could give you a hug!

[@drakedog214]

Clash you have helped me so much though my rough live and I've gotten married to my long time girlfriend and we enjoyed watching your videos with our 2 year old boy who loves cloud and likes some of your videos as well we don't care that you left where just glad to have you back your like a family member stay good clash - the lee family

[@SparkyDabs]

I can see the sadness in your eyes. coming from somone who's dealt with depression for many years I can relate. Take all the time you need Clash. You will always have my support, you are a great person and a great youtuber. keep fighting man.

[@gaddiusgaddium9082]

Glad to have you back, Clash. Also are you diagnosed with Bipolar, because i am and you have most of the symptoms i have.

[@tetramin200]

Clash, I'm not a committed viewer but I know how you feel, I was suicidal for a long time and Emo for even longer. I am really sorry for the morons out there, bro your amazing, please don't let those people get you down.

[@haylee5379]

I have depression too. Medication helped me amazingly after I tried for ages using other methods. Your videos really helped me, and still are helping me during difficult moments, so I'd just like to thank so you much for bringing laugher and enjoyment into my life :)

[@robohobo3933]

I've dealt with depression myself, and I agree that, removing yourself from the stressful environment is one of the best ways to ease depression. Like clash said, everyone who deals with depression, deals with if differently. I'm not trying to sound like I know what he, or anyone battling depression is going thru, but I am trying to say that I can relate, and hope to help others who are going thru their own depressions. P.S. keep up the good work clash, and welcome back.

[@matthewmartin6843]

We love u clash! And we are really glad you feel better!

[@tupslmao]

Clash, You have no idea how much you've helped me, I have depression but watching you always cheers me up, I remember coming home from school just, Pissed and sad at everyone, I'd sit on my laptop and just watch you and double and i'd have the biggest smile on my face, I hope things get better for you clash, A will leaf a like, Just like any other time

[@MintyMineCat]

I'm glad you're back, you're one of my favorites. If you need to take breaks, feel free. Doesn't bother me, as long as you're good, and fine. Do what you need to do! We are here for you, even if it's for little things.

[@commanderdeckard3003]

I cried. It made me happy to see someone get their situation together and help them self and I believe this whole situation has brought us all closer to you clash and I am exited for what is to come in your brightened future. If you had decided to stop KZbin we would have understood because we care more about the video maker than the content produced and really we are all just glad you are feeling better.

[@ashleya6489]

Clash, THANK YOU for letting us be apart of your life and not giving up. i have been in a similar situation and till today i still go through depression. I understand everything that you are going through and im glad that you are feeling better. i as a fellow subscriber will always be here. I will support you through everything clash. remember to stay strong and THANK YOU!!!

[@heytiny8]

It's really awesome to hear that you're okay Clash. Every minute you took off from youtube was deserved. And now that you're back, so are all of the joyful and supporting comments. I really enjoy watching your videos and it doesn't matter if you take a break, regardless of the reason. If that means I have to wait six months to see your next video so be it. In the end your health should come before us and before youtube. And those who disagree can leave. Thanks for making awesome videos! :)

[@sarahjankowiak1141]

I'm glad you're back and hope you receive as much happiness and laughter as I had watching your videos!

[@thereanimator0251]

Clash, I was so happy the day I came home from work and saw that had uploaded a video. No explanation was needed, I was just glad you were back. I've never had to really deal depression on any level, but I understand how difficult it had to be to deal with something like that hovering over you. That time off seems to have done you great, so don't feel like you owe us for that "lost time". It makes me happy to know that your back and feeling better, not as a subscriber who missed your videos, but as a person who cares about those who affect my life. I'm glad that you can make my day better better for at least five minutes, and also that by sticking around showing support for you could help you out. Life can always kick us down, but we show our strength by getting back up and moving forward. Lots of love to the goofy lion and his trusty pooch.

[@iR3YD4R]

Life kicks you in the bad places to make sure you'll be even more happy for the good moments that life will gives you. I know you will find something that makes you elated.

[@Dpom3r]

I know I couldn't do what you do. I work a job that's 6:30am to 5:00pm for a damn good wage, but I tear my body up doing it. That is what I'm good at and I couldn't be a youtuber because I lack the creativity you posess. You're an awesome guy, and I can relate to the depression part of this video in more ways than I wish to talk about, but I just want to say you are a very strong person to push through that depression and finally came back to youtube. Been watching for two years and I would have waited just as long for you to come back without an explanation as to why you were gone. You're awesome James, remember that man.

[@Shadkow]

I'm glad your making progress, not a lot of people understand just how bad depression can be. It's a lot deeper then people think. And a bigger issue then some people make it out to be. :)

[@EmergentBark]

Clash, it takes a truly strong person to talk about these topics so in-depth. We're all glad to see you improving and creating content for us again!

[@TheSubMachineGamers]

Cleesh! I love you! But, in all honesty, I really do. I feel like there's a lot I want to say, about how I feel I can relate to you, how I can empathize with depression, and how happy I am at your return, but in the end it feels unnecessary because it can all be summed up in the first sentence of this comment. I do feel like I must say how much I respect you for posting this video. The subject matter is so somber but you believe enough in us that you are willing to share so much of yourself with all of us. Thank you, for being you.

[@DareBoobies]

Glad to see your back clash,I've dealt with depression before when I was really young and its still a recurring thing for me but hearing this has given me some incite as to what my problems might be and hearing you talk about getting through this gives me some hope that maybe I can beat mine, Thank you and good luck in the future man you deserve the best.

[@mallorydodd9926]

We're here for you Clash!! I'm glad you are improving, and I'm sure everyone else here is too. You make my day when I watch one of your videos.... Hopefully, me, and everyone else in the comments could make your day better. Thanks

[@ClementineTavener]

Clash, I know how you felt. It is too much, and you feel that your life is incomplete. I've been there and back, and just remember that we won't judge you if things like deppression strike. I understand. I will try to help you if I can.

[@derpwaffle47]

hey clash ive realize how much depression has put on you and i know how u feel and not a person who would lie about this to make u feel better but when i was depressed i was put oon depression medicne to help and it didnt what really helped was to put down all electronics and hang out with and just do stuff that makes me happy thats what fixed me, I hope this advice Love your Bro, Chase

[@derpwaffle47]

god i cant type

[@redswift31]

chase rau naaa your good man I got the just of it...lol