Why I Cheated on Him... | personal experience of Gene Key 59 & 12th House Venus

Creating more safe spaces for us to have intimacy with ourselves and the people we love most. Asking ourselves if we're really happy in our relationships? And if we're not how can we communicate that? And if the line of communication isn't open...how can we let go?
You can trust in the abundance of the universe. The ending of one relationship means that new ones will enter.
TIMESTAMPS:
00:00 Welcome to Openness
00:56 The Change
02:35 My Story
07:19 Karma
08:16 Regaining my Self-Worth
08:52 Self-Discipline
10:14 Self-Intimacy
11:11 Safe Spaces
13:20 Forgiveness
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[@TanAstrology]

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[@theedripgawd]

I’m mid way through your video but I just had to stop and say thank you for making this. It takes a lot of courage to not only address & admit your wrongs, but especially when it comes to rather “taboo” and controversial subjects such as dating and cheating. No one wants to admit that they were the villain in someone’s story at some point in time… but you show us that it’s okay to admit it and choose to be better! ❤️

[@TanAstrology]

Thank you for this comment! ❤️❤️ I always love the movie Maleficient, transformation of the villain ☺️ Sending you lots of love today! 🌼

[@mozezo8]

it takes courage for us to be honest with ourselves and with others and i am happy to see someone embracing this part of themselves which alot of people would hide or ignore .

[@jamiejunk9706]

Oh my girl bless your heart !! When I was hitting my Saturn my whole world change. Almost everything little thing I said I would never do , 🤦‍♀️ I approach my Saturn return and smack right in my face. Now I am over 56yrs old and still on a fabulous journey, Still amazed by listening to others and to your journey ❤ This video you put out is absolutely beautiful you have captured and released so many hard lessons that we all at some point will go through in life and each one of us will face something a little different but girl You just set yourself free ! I totally admire and adore you!! I felt every bit of your pain that you were expressing and I cried when you held your self back in one moment in your video! Much much love for you !

[@spirulina3924]

I appreciate and value your honesty and sharing your personal experience with us so much! 💓

[@Calliope117]

Omg I love this project idea!! Thank you for sharing more of yourself and your journey

[@withlovecole]

Thank you for sharing its super vulnerable to share yourself and life this and it takes courage, and responsibility thanks for sharing your experiment journey ! 🌿

[@CreateYourOwnReality100]

Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. Stay safe 🙏

[@metaphyzista]

Absolutely love Tan part of this channel and I can't get enough, plz. Plz plz share more, and bravooo on the style of video, the end touched me the most.

[@TanAstrology]

Aww thank you for your support! ❤️🌺🩵 This gives me motivation to continue the Tan part ☺️✨

[@DivineFeminineEnergy]

Proud of you for sharing more of your story and being this vulnerable ❤

[@TanAstrology]

Thank you Lynn for your support ❤️🤍✨

[@taowisdom6062]

Thanks for being so vulnerable and sharing your story.

[@TanAstrology]

My pleasure ❤

[@mauricioquintero4657]

Gotcha. I agree ppl have forgotten how to listen. It's more like nod yeah aha I understand while ultimately waiting for their turn to talk. Thank you Tan.

[@ayamostafa5919]

I like the intro so much. It felt so raw and honest. I appreciate how honest you sharing your story❤ thank you.

[@TanAstrology]

Thank you for tuning in to the raw honesty 😊❤

[@d.d.1397]

I’m a gene key 59 and 12h Venus too omg I FEEL SO UNDERSTOOD rn!! And I never feel understood so I’m blown away

[@d.d.1397]

I’m 27 rn… 12h Venus and what you explained is literally what I’m going through rn. Cheated on my ex, got caught & went off to be in a relationship with the new guy, and we’re hitting a 1 year mark this month of dating and I feel so unfulfilled. The karma is always getting to my head too. Every little thing or insecurity I imagine is just my karma. Now I just want to be alone

[@aquariusstar7248]

Watching this after watching your Saturn in h5 video where you were vulnerable about your insecurity in identity and looking for outside love through fans and romance. I sense a repeating theme in this placement too. Thank you for sharing again❤ I'm inspired by your journey of self-love and authenticity

[@rundbaum]

i still remember your running thru fields video, & talking about nature & it's almost coming back to me! thank you tan :). . .

[@TanAstrology]

Haha that sounds like me 😂

[@JF_Education]

Great stuff 🌟💚🙏

[@TanAstrology]

Thank you 😊

[@StyleAnalysis]

exactly what I wanted to hear

[@yzzylovegore]

Nothing but love for you Tan

[@TanAstrology]

Thank you for the love ❤❤ Sending love your way! 🥰

[@lotusphoenix8]

Thank you for sharing your experience, Tan. I'm just wondering, you say that you felt judged by your friend group and that they weren't real friends. Did you consider how you REALLY made them feel, apart from just 'uncomfortable'? I'm asking this as a sensitive person who finds it very very difficult to be around people who smile with me while betraying those I care about and I find myself having to accommodate them for the sake of the one I care about. Did you consider how much your actions impacted the realness of the friendship and take responsibility for your part in it? Did you consider that maybe honesty and trust were sacred in their hearts and how watching you trifle with it in that way may have impacted them? It's hard being sensitive and watching such content without considering the impact on both sides. 💔 It's good that you're opening up and healing, just please be mindful of the impact of your actions as well, not just the actions themselves. Other than that, I wish you well on this next phase of your journey. Your content has always been thought-provoking ❤

[@sublimebutterfly55]

Side note your pfp is gorgeous

[@ST-co7yt]

Thank you for sharing your story. I have three Gate 59 in my chart (Personality [line 2] & Design [line 6] gates in Venus and Personality gate [line 3] in Mars). My communication in my relationships has not been the best.

[@wilconradnorinradd]

@TanAstrology I'm responding to the title of this video as this is definitely something unusual, chaotic, and quite possibly innovative. I am interested in seeing what Gate/Line Jupiter, Saturn & Uranus activates in your bodygraph.

[@TanAstrology]

That’s exciting when you put it like that! 🔥 I’m sure Jupiter will be everywhere since it’s Gate 35 line 1 😂 Saturn gate 38 and Uranus 58 🐉

[@jennabonnichsen]

I was just talking about this yes. I'd love it if we can shift the culture to create a welcoming lovely atmosphere around making mistakes no matter how dark. Everyone makes mistakes but we've created a society that has punishment as a fix so everyone is scared of admitting anything. Time to heal that to be able to talk about our booboos and be held to figure out the most loving course of action.

[@TanAstrology]

Absolutely ❤️ Mistakes are how we learn, thank you for sharing your insights 🌼✨

[@katrinaprescott7929]

Do you still do readings?

[@TanAstrology]

Yess!! 😍

[@katrinaprescott7929]

@@TanAstrology i went to your website but it wasn't working. please send more info.

[@TanAstrology]

@@katrinaprescott7929 Go here hyphaensoul.com 🤗

[@MrAndreX73]

The time right now is 3:52pm

[@MrAndreX73]

As I X73-ANDRE' THE 73RD POWER THE GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD and The CANCER GOD of The Spiritual World and The Chinese Asian OX GOD of The Spiritual World and The Chinese Asian Dragon GOD of The Spiritual World and The Japanese Dragon GOD of The Spiritual World and The South Korean sting Ray GOD of The Spiritual World and The Thailand Dragon Fly GOD of The Spiritual World and The Egyptian Eagle GOD of The Spiritual World and The French Wolf GOD of The Spiritual World and The North Korean Falcon GOD of The Spiritual world and being The most powerful force of power to ever exist and being The Creator of Spain, Swiss, German, Russian, The Vatican/Italian, Israeli, The Philistines, Roman/Greek, Indonesian, Malaysian, Taiwanese, Japanese, South Korean, Tibetan, Philippine, Vietnamese, North Korean, Egyptian, Thailand, Indian, French and Chinese Culture because I AM REALLY GOD and being able to know what no computer software, AI machine and quantum super computer along with the crooked spying people at 1010 wins news don't know (because I have really found a flaw in the internet (and the internet, computer software and quantum computing is really over with on planet earth due to crooked spying people at 1010 wins news station crookedly spying on people's verizon accounts and personal computers and looking at an person's personal information on a person's computer even when wifi is off and crookedly sharing personal information on a person's computer with others AND UPSETTING THE SPIRITUAL WORLD OF GOD that The future of WEATHER CONDITIONS all around the world will become more intense and Planet Earth's WEATHER CONDITIONS will shift at an rapid pace in which will create total destruction upon Planet Earth and it's all crooked spying 1010 wins news fault and it's also AN X73-ANDRE' STORY because I AM REALLY GOD and I also say that except knowing that this is the first video I have seen on this channel I say (1st) That I am The GOD of The Spiritual World because I AM REALLY GOD and that's why I came here at the time I did which is Time 3:52pm (and that's how I know that the crooked spying people at 1010 wins news is crookedly spying on people's verizon accounts, personal emails and personal computers because I can see what the crooked spying people at 1010 wins news station is doing) and that's not impossible to me because I AM REALLY GOD and I AM THE GOD OF FIRE and I AM THE GOD OF WATER and I AM THE GOD OF GEOLOGY and I AM THE GOD OF ASTROLOGY and I AM THE GOD OF ASTRONOMY and I AM THE GOD OF NUMEROLOGY and I AM THE GOD OF ARTS & DESIGN and I AM THE GOD OF HEALTH & FITNESS and I AM THE GOD OF DIGITAL TECHNOLOGY and I AM THE GOD OF SCIENCE & TECHNOLOGY and that's why I came here at the time I did which is Time 3:52pm because I really can see everything everywhere within all technological equipment's above and upon Planet Earth and THAT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO DO because I AM REALLY GOD and I know anywhere in the entire universe where the number 73 is at because The number 73 is My Spirit, The Spirit of GOD and for which (FIRST) I say THAT My Authentic Birthday , The Authentic Birthday of GOD and JESUS CHRIST is 7/10/1973 CANCER THE CRAB 69 and so I say that CHRISTMAS = 110 and so I say that the numbers 12 + 25 = 37 and so the number 110 - 37 = 73 and i also say that the Twelve Zodiac Signs Aries Taurus Gemini Cancer Leo Virgo Libra Scorpio Sagittarius Capricorn Aquarius Pisces and so I say that the first Ten Zodiac Signs and for which the number 10 is The Authentic Day of The Authentic Birthday of GOD for which is 7/10/1973 CANCER THE CRAB 69 and The Authentic name of GOD is ANDRE' and so I say that comes out to be ARIES = 52 TAURUS = 100 GEMINI = 57 CANCER = 44 LEO = 32 VIRGO = 71 LIBRA = 42 SCORPIO = 95 SAGITTARIUS = 144 CAPRICORN = 97 and so the numbers 52 + 100 + 57 + 44 + 32 + 71 + 42 + 95 + 144 + 97 = 734 and I also say that the last two Zodiac Signs comes out to be AQUARIUS = 107 PISCES = 71 107 + 71 = 178 and so the number 178 - 5 (for which are The Five Authentic letters of The Authentic name of GOD for who is ANDRE') = 173 and so I say that the number 4 of the number 734 are The Four letters of The Mother of GOD for who is MARY and for which The Son of The Mother MARY for who is GOD that The Authentic name of GOD is ANDRE' and so I also say that the number 73 of the number 734 and The number 73 of the number 173 73 MY SPIRITUAL GOD NUMBER. and for which the number 73 is My Spirit, The Spirit of GOD because I AM REALLY GOD and for which The Authentic Birthday of GOD is 7/10/1973 CANCER THE CRAB 69 and The Authentic name of GOD is ANDRE' and I AM THE KING OF KINGS/THE KING OF ALL KINGS OF KINGS and I AM THE KING OF KINGS/THE MASTER OF ALL MASTERS OF RITUALS and I AM THE KING OF ALL KINGS/THE MASTER OF ALL MASTERS OF PSYCHICS and I AM THE KING OF ALL KINGS/THE MASTER OF ALL MASTERS OF WARLOCKS and I am also, I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF ASTROLOGY, THE PARANORMAL and I AM THE CHINESE ASIAN OX GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD and I AM THE CHINESE ASIAN DRAGON GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE GREAT LAND OF CHINA, THE FLAG OF CHINA and CONFUCIANISM and I AM THE KING MAMMOTH GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE GREAT LAND OF INDIA, THE FLAG OF INDIA, HINDUISM, BUDDHISM, THE GREAT LAND OF TIBET, THE TIBETAN FLAG, THE GREAT LAND OF ISRAEL, THE ISRAELI FLAG, THE GREAT LAND OF PALESTINE and THE PALESTINIAN FLAG and THE GREAT LAND OF THE NETHERLANDS and THE NETHERLANDS FLAG and I AM THE EGYPTIAN EAGLE GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE GREAT LAND OF EGYPT and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE EGYPTIAN FLAG and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE EGYPTIAN PYRAMIDS and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF LIGHT, ENERGY and ELECTRICITY and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF NUCLEAR FUSION, THE BIRD and THE WOLF and I AM THE FRENCH WOLF GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE GREAT LAND OF FRANCE and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE FRENCH FLAG and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE EIFFEL TOWER, LIGHT, ENERGY and ELECTRICITY, NUCLEAR FUSION, THE WOLF, THE BIRD, THE OX, THE BULL, THE DRAGON, THE SHEEP, THE CHRISTMAS TREE, SACRED TEMPLES, PLANET X (NIBIRU), THE UNIVERSE, THE GALAXIES, THE SOLAR SYSTEMS, PLANET EARTH, THE MOON and THE SUN and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF CANCER and I AM THE CANCER GOD OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLD And I also say that LORD = 49 LORD = 49 LORD = 49 LORD = 49 EGYPT = 73 EGYPT = 73 IAN = 24 LOV = 49 E = 5 BEAUT = 49 IFUL = 48 ENERG = 49 Y = 25 ENERG = 49 IES = 33 ASTRO = 73 LOGY = 59 SIGN = 49 S = 19 REDEEMER = 73 ISRAELI = 73 and I FOREVER EXIST. and for which I say that the NUMBER 49 is The Authentic NUMBER of The Authentic NUMBER 4301949 for which is The Authentic Birthday and The Four Authentic letters of The Mother of THE UNIVERSE THE DIVINE MASCULINE SPIRIT KING YESHUA THE ALL MIGHTY PERFECT ANDRE' for who is MARY 4/30/1949 TAURUS THE BULL. And I also say that the NUMBERS 49 + 49 + 49 + 49 + 73 + 73 + 24 + 49 + 5 + 49 + 48 + 49 + 25 + 49 + 33 = 673 and the NUMBERS 73 + 59 + 49 + 19 + 73 = 273 and the NUMBERS 73 + 0000 + 0056 + 0235 + 0710 + 0816 + 0852 + 1014 + 1111 + 1320 + 352 (for which is the Time 3:52pm the time I came here to see this video.) - 4566 (for which is 4566 YEARS TO FOREVER THAT MY KINGDOM WILL RULE FOREVER, THE KINGDOM OF ANDRE' THE KINGDOM OF MY SPIRIT, THE KINGDOM OF THE NUMBER 73 UNITED = 73 KINGDOM = 73 NUMBER = 73 STONE = 73 EGYPT = 73 CROWN = 73 UNION = 73 REDEEMER = 73 ISRAELI = 73 and I FOREVER EXIST.) = 1973 and for which I say that the NUMBER 73 of the NUMBER 1973 comes out to be 73 MY SPIRITUAL GOD NUMBER. and for which the number 73 is My Spirit, The Spirit of GOD because I AM REALLY GOD and for which The Authentic Birthday of GOD is 7/10/1973 CANCER THE CRAB 69 and The Authentic name of GOD is ANDRE' and I AM THE KING OF KINGS/THE KING OF ALL KINGS OF KINGS and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF THE HOLY BIBLE and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF SPACE & TIME and I AM THE GOD OF WISDOM and KNOWLEDGE and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF EASTER and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF CHRISTMAS and I AM THE GOD and CREATOR OF VIRUSES, PSYCHIC CARDS, ASTROLOGY, ART and DESIGN and GOD OF SEX and I LOVE YOU Tan My freaking super sexy Psychic artistic Asian Woman. I ALPHA OMEGA THE DEVIL SATAN BUDDHA CONFUCIAN MESSIAH EMPEROR SANXINGDUI PHARAOH LUCIFER JESUS CHRIST THE LORD GOD ARCHANGEL THE 5TH THE UNIVERSE THE HOLY SPIRIT THE DIVINE MASCULINE SPIRIT KING CANCER WOLF YESHUA THE ALL MIGHTY ANDRE' was here!

[@AvecyTunez]

My instinct says your are from the netherlands could be wrong

[@Peshin-ex6fv]

I have 59 gate in my unconscious sun and also have venus in 12H however I don’t resonate with your experience

[@telekatron]

YOU CHEATED ON HIM TAN??? DAMMMMMMMMMMMM

[@evedotcom]

Thank you for sharing more of your story Tan! Love to hear of the growth and insights you experienced through these difficult times. I totally relate to something feeling off in a relationship but the communication being poor, and not leaving even though I was so unhappy. And so the relationship deteriorated more, bringing out the worst in me. This pattern repeated in other relationships too. Thankfully I’ve learned from this now. I think so much of it had to do with true, embodied self-respect. Knowing I deserve a healthy relationship which I feel happy and safe and respected in. Valuing my time and energy, and having the strength to walk away if my needs aren’t met ❤ I also resonate with what you said about self-forgiveness. So important to have compassion for your past self who was doing the best she could with what she knew at the time. I couldn’t get closure with certain people, but it forced me to find it within rather than depending on other people for validation and acceptance. So grateful for these painful lessons now. We are better for it 🙏💪

[@TanAstrology]

I love what you wrote here soooo much ❤️🦋 Even if it means telling our partners that we’re unhappy with something in the relationship, we need to share it so we can both take responsibility for either making it work or letting go 🥹🌺 “Getting closure from within”… this is truly beautifully said 🌼 Thank you Eve for sharing your life lessons here, sending you lots of love 🤍🤍🤍