♡ Why I Left Youtube!! | Amy's Life ♡

[@keno.M]

I'm so sad to hear about her passing.... may your soul rest in peace😭 rest easy sweet angel.

[@aimeejones5865]

You know what amy this is actually the most relatable and raw thing I have ever seen about our condition. Do what you need to do. We all love you endlessly and your right. You don't even need any of these reasons. Sometimes you just need a break. Thanks for understanding we love and care for you and really appreciate the update.

[@sapphicalix]

It’s 2022 and I’m back watching your videos because I miss you so much. It’s so unfair that you’re gone Amy. I watched every video you posted for years and we used to talk on Instagram sometimes. You were always so sweet and funny. You deserved so much more. I hope Tom and your Mom and Dad and sister are doing well. I’m so sorry Amy.

[@starblane1023]

How did she died 🤔

[@soldierforchrist631]

By the way she looks here, if someone were to say that half a year from now she'd be deceased from her illness, you'd think that was outlandish. I still can't believe it myself. She had so much more to give and live. Rest in peace, Amy. Amen.

[@starblane1023]

When did she died 🤔

[@322Megan]

@@starblane1023 she died In April 2021

[@bekahjohnston102]

This is why a lot of chronically ill people don't like the misconception that we don't look ill. Not everybody looks sick that is sick

[@Sheyann_89]

@@starblane1023 Yes she died April 1st 2021. Heaven gained an angel that day. Amy was just so special, Unlike anyone I've ever seen. All of her loyal followers loved and cared for her so so much and was/still is very much affected by her passing. Her videos will still continue to educate and help others so much.

[@Sophiesticateduhhuh]

😢 what happened?

[@NoSleepFromBrooklynAdventures]

i miss this girl. i hope Tom is doing well.

[@lisagillard5943]

Until you’ve been depressed, you can’t really understand how much it just crashes your life. I’m glad you are back, Amy, and sending lots of good wishes your way. ❤️

[@3llevate]

I truly hope she's in a better place, watching over her favorite humans.. and critters.. (don't know the status of her fur babies but hopefully they can be together soon)

[@MK-sq8io]

Oh, Amy, I feel you, I am severly chronically ill as well, but what I wanted to send you is a bunch of love and so many blessings, I think of you and your fur babies, I hope, every aspect will turn better!

[@ozmichael7439]

Best of wishes to you Amy. This year has been awful and having chronic illness definitely has made it harder. Things will look up again, it may feel like it will last forever but there will be sun after the storm.

[@karintear6138]

This year has been the worst for me, I have a chronic condition called fibromyalgia, I am in agony everyday every where I move I am just in constant spasms all over my body and there is nothing the doctors can do, I have come off all pain medication because they were not working for me anymore, a couple of weeks ago my mother in law passed away, she died of a severe case of phonominia and sepsis c.o.p.d got the better of her, and then last week my aunty died so my depression and anxiety is at its highest, but what’s helping me is watching nick carter from the backstreet boys on twitch and listening to the bsb if it wasn’t for there music and presence I don’t think I would’ve been here today and I hope that your dogs are oka, xxxx

[@TheAlsdkf]

Well she died so no things did not look up for her .. so terrible

[@wendiezzes2281]

crying while i watch this. rip sweet amy

[@alicegordezky2909]

I missed you but realized that you must be under a very strict quarantine. I’m very sorry you have gone through so much. The sense of isolation can be very depressing and challenging. You have no need to apologize to anyone, I know that weight gain is always stressful but you always look beautiful to me. You are a strong beautiful woman and a hero to many. Sending you and your fur babies ❤️🙏❤️🙏❤️

[@nathycka]

I’m keeping your fur babies in my prayers. I have one too, he’s 12 and he went through a lot the past week, but he’s better now. Everything minute with them is very special. I’m sorry yours are unwell, with all you go through with your health already. I hope you and them have a lot of fun together for the longest time possible.

[@karenwyzwmnbrown5853]

I’ve spent 40 years of my life dealing with the same kinds of compromised immunity... people have a tendency to tell me that I am very brave and very strong to which I reply: “ it’s not like I was given a choice”. I had my first surgery at 21 days and I’m now 65 years old and I’m still having regular surgeries so here’s the thing I never ever go anywhere without a book to read... if I feel bad enough to go to the ER I stay there until someone sees me… I to have a Pomchi her name is pixie and she is the light of my life she’s just turned 11 and has collapsing trachea… I don’t know what I’ll do when she’s gone... I write all this to say, I feel you. I totally understand the depression that you’ve gone through(me too) having a compromised immunity means on a good day that you should stay away from people eight months of seeing no one has made me a little shack wacky… I wish you peace

[@lunalee5843]

Oh Amy, you need to just take care of yourself and don’t worry about KZbin or anything. Self care is the most important thing, especially with the pandemic. You are such an amazing and honest person, thank you for posting this but don’t feel like you have to. We’re not going anywhere! We’ll be here for you. Much love 💕

[@nobodieknows45673]

Oh Amy, I miss you so much 💔 I’m glad you are no longer in pain and you’re finally tube free. Sending love to Tom, Ellie, Amy’s parents, and her friends.

[@yoniboboshov500]

I can’t believe she’s gone 😭😭😭😭 RIP ❤️

[@OgramRavot21]

What happened? 😥

[@enchanting_elizabeth]

@@OgramRavot21 she passed away on April 2021

[@guidinggaia5947]

very sad. 😢

[@susanmargaretwills6432]

Poor Amy was in a bad way 6 months ago... but even so she's still joking in this video - I hope Tom especially is managing his loss

[@sherrydawson6253]

I only found out she passed away from comments on her other videos. The poor girl and seemed she was fighting so much. Many prayers to Tom and her loved ones. She's pain free now. In Heaven watching over Tom friends loved ones like 😭😭🧡❤❤🙏🙏

[@milobar100]

Amy, I can totaly relate even though my illness is not nearly as complex as yours. When things just keep happening and every time you try to get back up you are knocked down you lose self esteem, you lose hope, you battle feelings of anger, desperation, hopelessness etc. I wish you lots of strength and joy.

[@shalahalstead8515]

I'm so sorry all this is happening to you. I hope things get better soon. Im so sorry about your fur babys. I lost one of mine in January and I dont wish that on anyone. You take all the time you need. You and your babies are in my thoughts and prayers.

[@marrynblow1598]

no one is mad at you love we all want you to be happy and post when you feel you are able too.

[@lyt6732]

Corona has risen (at least my country) depression rates by 30%. ): For me, I was kind of already there so Corona made little difference in my life. I always stay in my room and sleep/watch Netflix and such. I feel bad for extroverts cuz they pretty much are being forced to experience my day to day life which is miserable haha. But on top of having a chronic illness, I cant imagine how you’ve been feeling. Depression alone is heavy enough. You’re very strong, and an inspiration. Take breaks whenever you need.

[@donnaolson516]

You are SUCH an endearing person Amy. I am praying for your little babies to live as long as possible and for your health to be on an even keel. Hope all is healing with all issues with your family, friends, and Thomas. God Bless you all. So very good to see you and you are looking wonderfully healthy - it's a treat to see you back again chattering away. I have really missed your sweet face and wonderful strong attitude -KEEP IT GOING AMY!

[@ConfusedCorvid]

Taking a break is totally understandable and valid. It’s lovely to see you again. Sending my love x

[@Shell-007]

I am relatively new to your channel, Amy. I watched many of your videos and vlogs and just as I caught up, you were gone. I relate through because I deal with chronic illness too. I hope you will continue as you are able. You are helping many people, and I hope we can brighten your spirits.

[@anellojjjlove]

You’re a superstar ! Don’t worry about explaining things to us. It’s ok to just say I am not ok and I need a break. Mental health is so important thank you for sharing that, I am sure you are helping out someone out there going through a difficult time. One day at a time. Hope you can share more time with your doggies.

[@ashleylynn353]

I'm glad you're back. I know I was bummed when you stopped posting, but I figured you were going through a lot of health stuff and just needed a mental health break. Take all the time you need.

[@Kaya084]

Don’t worry about coming up with reasons to explain the need to take a break. It happens, you just keep doing what you need to to help your mental health. I totally feel you about your fur babies, I just lost my pug about a month ago, I rescued her when she was 2 1/2 and she was just a couple months away from turning 12. I cried for a week straight, just the slightest thing would set me off. The stress of that, COVID-19, work, family, I had to take a break for my mental health. Prayers to you, Tom, your fur babies, and your family. You will get through it and be stronger afterwards.

[@Eowyn126]

god the coronavirus and mental health struggle is so real. wishing you the best

[@claudiaberger9560]

Because of my mental health (bipolar 2), people have distanced themselves from me. I guess that's why I haven't been affected by the Corona virus lockdown... > I'm used to being alone, but I can understand how it has affected the rest of the world. Thank god your loved ones stand by you. Hope everything starts to get better 💗

[@rachele7398]

Similar circumstances here. I dont leave my home due to agoraphobia, so lockdown didnt feel any different. But i can understand others feelings on the situation.

[@Freya12]

I feel you.. No one to talk to. No one should be used to being alone 😔

[@Terri_MacKay]

I'm so sorry that people have distanced themselves from you...no one should be left alone, or be used to being alone. My daughter is in her mid 20's and lives with me due to her bipolar disorder. It would never enter my mind to abandon her, and I have accepted that she will always live with me. I don't do anything for her because I HAVE to...I'll do anything for her because she's my daughter and I love her.

[@cherylreilly5244]

Had the roughest year starting in August 29, 2019. Husband had a stroke, moved, disability for us both, my chronic illnesses have been a bitch, dealing with insurance and then regular life...you are allowed to have a hard time too. Do what you need for you. You've got a whole lot of people who support you.

[@leroybrown7757]

.. sending positive thoughts for strength...and perceivierance ☮️&🌱's

[@cherylreilly5244]

@@leroybrown7757 Thank you! Prayers for peace and for God's love. 😊

[@littlelunanova2591]

Sending you lots of love 💕 my mental health has also been struggling with the isolation and fear. Thank you for sharing what's been going on. It's a lot! Take a break whenever you need to

[@karenknapp4918]

Praying for your babies. Feel for you. We are in hospice with one of our babies. He is 13 years old and has had 2 strokes. But still is fighting back and sticking around. Stay strong and love them as long as you can.

[@mandybarnett3647]

Oh I am so relieved to see you again! I literally fall asleep after your vlogs! I am 54 yrs old..have a big family..8 grandkids! This Corona Virus has me going sideways too hon! You are always so brave and I gather so much hope from you and Tom. I have not had the exact struggles you have..but I have vascular EDS and it's been one thing after another for me too. I have been praying to see you or have word..you feel like one of my own kids now! Don't lose yourself in all of this...it will get better someday. We must give each other hope..and purpose! Lots of love and prayers!

[@lisarolls4890]

Oh Amy im crying knowing you been going through so much.... Your fur babies are your babys and I will keep praying they stay ok x big hugs my darling ur beautiful inside and out x

[@KatieBethRose]

Glad you are back! I clicked on your videos a while back because I have POTS and was looking for others with it. When you spoke about EDS, I started realizing I had the same signs and symptoms and I just received my diagnosis this September by a geneticist. You are such a resource and inspiration for those with chronic illness. This year has absolutely sucked for everyone, I'm sorry its been so rough on you. Don't ever quit KZbin, your impact is felt across the pond!!

[@SuperBirdii]

I'm really sorry it's been such a bad year, Amy :( I hope things ease up for you soon. Sending you love and well wishes

[@rosymarun8431]

I heard you passed out....god bless you, rest in peace lovely soul....

[@alliejohnson9861]

Sending you all my prayers and love. I'm so happy you are back...you have helped me tremendously with getting a NG tube and now a GJ tube. Thank you for all you do

[@JenniferPage82]

Man Amy you've been through a lot this year I'm glad you're doing better though and as far as the depression I feel you when they locked us down for almost three months in the US how is starting to get depression and anxiety and then when they reopened it I was getting a lot of anxiety because I didn't want to touch anything so now I'm like I'd sort of a germaphobe on top of anxiety I no longer have the depression but it still doesn't help when we really can't go very far because covid 19 is still around so I feel you girl I'm glad you're doing good though

[@lchegwidden657]

Sending you and your fur babies lots of hugs. I lost my little girl during lockdown 😢 Had an amazing 12 years with her though 💕

[@SweetTacos]

I hope you're doing well Amy

[@nanarocksween]

We’ve missed you Amy. I’m sorry you’ve been through so much. This year has been hard for all of us but it sounds like you had a really rough time of it. My fur baby Died on June 23. It’s been really hard. I’m sending all my best wishes and good vibes to you. I hope things improve immeasurably. Take care from Sharon in Florida

[@sarahjo5570]

I'm sorry you've been dealing with so much lady

[@gulfgypsy]

Amy --- You and your darling fur-babies are in my prayers! Over the time since I discovered your channel, I've been impressed with your courage, humor and strength. You've faced everything with grace. This virus has turned the world upside down and it's taken so much from everyone, but for me, the worst that's been taken is the comfort and joy of being around those we love. And when a person is dealing with extreme health issues, that connection is even more important. All the more reason our fur-babies are so dear and important to us -- They give unconditional love. Their constant companionship is a touchstone for us to find the will to get through each day. You're in the prayers of many people -- most of whom are just anonymous postings on the internet -- But the prayers for you and your fur-babies, your family and partner, are still true and powerful. Be blessed Amy.

[@Cindi.Bennett]

You are a trooper! Praying your fur babies know how much they are loved. Glad to hear you are pressing on. I love your channels and have missed you, but don't feel like you HAVE to give a video. Take care of yourself first.

[@yumihs2]

Damn, Amy, I'm really really sorry you had to go through all of this kinda all at once. I hope things get better from now on and you can get a lot of peace of mind and rest. Glad you're back, but take time off whenever you need it again. Wishing you and your fur babies the best now and forever. We love you!

[@estefanybaltazar8369]

Amy, you are no longer here but I think of you often. You don't know of me but I got to watch many of your videos for a few years. I too am chronically ill. My symptoms may be resting at this moment but gastroparesis is not nice to the human body. I am glad you are now resting. The ones who stay sad are the ones left behind. Hope heaven has you in perfect health.

[@hellsworld1]

Amy I wish you the best girl, my doctors said the same thing to me I haven’t been able to leave my house for months now because of my chronic illnesses and most of my planned operations and surgeries got postponed because of the virus. Most of my appointments turned into phone calls and it was so frustrating to talk to them. I hope things look up for you, and I wish you all the best. ❤️

[@kirstenornelas881]

Sorry you have been through so much this year. It has been pretty rough for many this year and we just need to be supportive to each other as fellow humans and try to help ourselves and others get through all this crap. Sorry about your fur baby that's so hard. Please take care of yourself hun.

[@marrynblow1598]

hearing all this breaks my heart for you. i wish, hope, and pray that things start getting better for you (at least start lookin up)

[@freckyface]

amy you are so incredibly beautiful, strong and resilient. whenever i read through the comments i get the impression that most of us are struggling with similar issues (chronic illnesses, mental health issues, etc) because of that, we completely understand when you need to take breaks. i'm not going anywhere! no matter how often you may need to go MIA for a while. i adore you to bits cutie! 💕

[@danzero50]

I am sorry you have had such a rough time the past several months! My prayers are with you always!

[@doreenpollock]

I'm so sorry that you've had to go through all of those difficult times and on top of that your little fur babies are not doing well atoll. I know what it's like when your baby is ill so I can feel your pain 😢 Glad your health has calmed down a bit and hope Tom is well. Love to you both ❤ 💕 xxxxxx

[@laurieboykenriley5874]

My heart goes out to you. I lost my baby last Feb. We was told she had CHF in Dec.2019 and past Feb 1st 2020. She was up playing taking her meds really good, then later the night she went down hill. She was 14 yrs old. And was a full blooded Shih Tuz. I know how hard it is. Im still griven and my other fur baby that is 15 yrs old is griven still. Its so hard. Enjoy every sec you have. And let them do what they want, and eat "with in reason" what they want. Just nothing salty. So people dont feel like some of us do. These are our children. I am unable to have 2 legged kids so I have 4. Lol. We will be praying for you and your family and mostly the furbabies. Just let them tell you when enough. My heart goes out to you all.

[@kathyn1343]

I’m sorry you have had such a rotten time. I have a lot of chronic Illnesses and while I’m not happy anyone is suffering, watching you makes me feel less alone. 2020 has been crappy all around and worse than usual for those of us with chronic illnesses, hope that 2021 is better 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼. Sending good thoughts to your fur babies, I have one too and he brings me a lot of joy.

[@sylviawilson8769]

Oh Any, sorry to hear about your pups. It is a hard thing and even harder multiplied. Hoping things get better. 🥰

[@nessycupcakes1225]

So sorry for all these circumstances that have happened to you, especially this year! Keeping you in my thoughts and your fur babies in my prayers xxx

[@cathytestagrossa6198]

Hi Amy. Sorry to hear all these negative events have been going on this year. 2020 has not been good at all. When we shutdown in CT, USA for 3 months i did nothing but mostly sleep. I live alone with my 1 cat, the other kitty passed in July at the age 13 so I know how attached you are to your 2 furbabies. Don't be worried about if you gained weight. Certain meds do that. I know you through Utube an I think you're a very beautiful young lady. Also brave going through all the medical procedures you endured to stay healthy. I hope things start getting better. I'll pray for your furbabies🙏🐶🐕. Sending you only good vibes na virtual hug 😌❤

[@pumpkinspice8011]

Sending healing and positive thoughts your way 🍀❤ I'm so sorry about your furbabies 😔🥺 I have you all in my thoughts 😘

[@joraston]

You,Tom and your fur babies are in my thoughts and prayers. Fingers crossed for everything stay well, glad to see you back but fully understand why you did what you did. I have been on lockdown and I’m still even now struggling mentally just to get out of the house on my own. I have multiple autoimmune conditions .

[@brookemckinley5709]

Omg!! I’m so sorry about your 2 furbabies!! I will definitely keep you and them in my thoughts and prayers! My 2 dogs are my entire world so I know how that is, I’m tearing up listening to u talk about her. 😢 I am so sorry!! Sounds like you guys have bigger and better animal hospitals then we do in America, well the small town in America that I live anyway. So if anything, atleast be grateful u guys have such a great animal hospital near by like that. Both of those furbabies are very very lucky to have people that care about them so much!! That’s why Lulu (I think that’s her name) is fighting so hard, she loves u guys and wants to stay here with u!! Just enjoy every second u have with her!! With them both! ❤️ 🐾 ❤️ 🐾 ❤️ 🐾

[@terimckay4128]

So hard to lose a pet, when to me (and a lot of people) they are really like children. My husband & I had our cat, Tucker, before we had our children, so he was very dear to us. When he was 14, he developed trouble breathing & was diagnosed with the same as your little ones. Medications did not seem to result in any lasting improvement, so we did as you described & just tried to make him comfortable & let him know he was loved. He spent his days at the foot of my daughter's bed, and was spoiled with treats being carried in to him. You won't regret the time you spend loving on them. They certainly return that love a hundred time over! Best wishes to all.

[@erins4183]

Sending you love and hugs xx I’m so sorry you’ve been dealing with so so so much. Mental health issues and depression is something I also battle to manage. I’ve also recently been diagnosed with an eating disorder. Therapy has been a life saver for me. And having a fantastic tribe around me. Your support people are crucial xx I also started meds to help manage chronic pain and it’s caused me to gain a lot of weight. But I also myself what’s more important? Being able to function or how I fit into clothes/how I look. I’m now learning more about accepting my body as it is and diet culture/society’s ridiculous brain washing around body image. Anyway, I hope you’re in a better place now hun xxxx thank you for sharing xxxx

[@nicolefranger9684]

Oh my. You’ve been through so much recently and I can’t imagine how difficult it would be to cope. Please continue to care for yourself ❤️ prayers and love for you and your fur babies 😇

[@bethannslusser822]

Thanks for the update Amy! I hope that things are getting better for you! I can definitely relate! Sorry to hear about your fur babies! Just love them with the time that they have left! Sending prayers to you for better quality of life!

[@bellaangus1213]

I miss you and your beautiful heart ♥️. Hope Tom is doing okay.

[@lisabottorff873]

Praying for you 🙏. Wishing you all the best! I can relate to how you are feeling. Through Covid I had multiple surgeries and health issue. I waz raped and abused by the man i was livjng with and was stuck with him until June because everything shut down. A shelter wasnt an option because I am agoraphobic along with other issues. I can say don’t allow people to bring you down any further. Remember to put yourself first, love yourself and believe in yourself. Much love to you.

[@suecooke7284]

Bless you Amy, great to see you and so sorry to hear it's been a tough year. This year has been far from normal for so many people with Covid, and yet still life goes on. Enjoy small pleasures, kindnesses and time with loved ones if you can see them. Sending love to you and your lovely dogs. Dogs have such short lives compared to humans, so take time to enjoy the smiles they give us. Xx

[@ahoward3819]

Sending huge hugs from Arkansas, USA. Just know you are beautiful, we love you, and support you no matter what!

[@dressagebelle]

Goodness. It's been a crap year for everyone. In April my dog suffered a seizure and had to be put down and due to covid I couldn't be with her. Then a foster kitten had severe congenital issues and she had to be put down. I too have had a couple utis, and then managed to get pneumonia somehow. Your health is more important than videos, but it is good to see you back again. I hope the rest of the year is better!

[@JenniferPage82]

I have a Chihuahua / Yorkie mix and I feel you while when you said that i started crying they're so precious they're like your babies

[@meganelizabeth3157]

We missed you! Happy that you are feeling good enough to to make videos. Love and hugs to lily and lulu 💕

[@mariawilson6689]

I have missed you so much!! Sending love to you and your babies from Seattle. Hang in there with the isolation. We are all in this together. 💕🐾

[@mhines6780]

Sending positive and healing thoughts to you and your furbabies. It's been a tough year for a lot of people. We all need hope for brighter days ahead.

[@belindarickman5790]

My heart goes out to you seeing that pic brought tears to my eyes my dog passed in late August and he had a heart murmur and his lungs filled all the time 💔praying for your babies mine only lasted 2 months on meds

[@hannahprentice1939]

I’m so glad you’re back!! I’ll be thinking about your fur kids ❤️

[@jaymivanzyl7195]

You are amazing woman and a beautiful soul! Thinking of you and so glad you got through all of it. You are much stronger than you will ever believe ❤️❤️ lots of love.

[@Lulu_LH]

Thinking about you! Sending love and positive vibes. Hope you’re well

[@ChronicallyTeresa]

So glad your little ones are still here with you. I lost my baby last year. It was sudden and well I'm sure you can imagine how painful. Good to see you back. You've just been through it this year! I get the depression, I've been hit with one thing after another the past three years and the depression hits hard. I've been fighting weight gain too. It's caused by a medication I'm on but it's so disheartening when I already was struggling with being over weight and now this just adds to it. It helps to know I'm not alone and hopefully you find find peace in that too! I'm trying to be more active on KZbin myself so hopefully you'll see me in the comments more. :)

[@glendamarie2098]

RIP !!! We will miss you , 💙

[@sylviawilson8769]

Yeah, since C19, I've been quite depressed. I too need hugs and interaction with others. I'm glad you have Tom and your family it's hard.

[@xlAligator6]

I wish you all the best. We stumble, we fall and we stand up again. We always stand by your side, now and forever. You will always have a special place in my heart ❤

[@amandafox992]

Thinking of your fur babies 💗💗 My Jack Russell/Rat Terrier baby is getting older and I’m doing the same, spending time with them and cuddles nonstop. Hope you are having a gentle, soft day.

[@jenepooh]

Oh sweetie. I was wondering how your furbabies were doing. 😢💔 Thank you for updating about things, most of which I knew already. So understand about loving them the way you do. We also do the same. Sending loads of hugs, love and prayers to you all over there. Stay strong, Amy!! ❤️🤗

[@danielleperry1450]

I have a pomchi & she’s getting on in age & has bad arthritis. I hope your fur babies keep fighting. Nothing sader than sick fur babies. I hope things get better with your health. I have chronic illnesses & it sucks. But have to keep pushing on 💜

[@yaboicj3775]

Praying for your fur babies...glad to see you back and doing better...you look great too by the way!!

[@jo-annefarber1221]

You are amazing for getting through what you have so far in your life, never mind just this year! I know you don't have a choice and you have a supportive family but I want you to take 1 min to appreciate your internal strength. You are still here, fighting every second of every day. Love and strength to you and Tom, it can't be easy for him either balancing life. Xxx

[@ozmonto]

Aww Amy:( my heart breaks for you as totally appreciate what you have been going through. I have pretty severe, chronic health issues and I have been very bad this year at just completely cutting myself off from the world when things are at their worst(I also lost my dog over lockdown and haven’t known what to do with myself), however a very good friend brought it to my attention the other day. I saw a picture from her baby shower and felt so devastated that I wasn’t invited, so I messaged her and realised I hadn’t responded to her messages earlier in the year, so she thought I wasn’t interested in her journey. Once we discussed things, she really expressed how much she and my other friends would like to be there for me and said “wouldn’t you be happier if you allowed that?”.....the answer is absolutely ‘yes’! I have a bad habit of distancing myself when I’m extremely unwell and then popping back up once I improve a little, you still want to be yourself around them..and not the “sick” version, but at the end of the day, it’s not better for anyone to live like that:(. I totally went off on a tangent, but this video really spoke to me. Just want to send you so much love and understanding. If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here:) xxxxx

[@marissaclifford5360]

Hi Amy! I'm so sorry to hear you've had so so so many tough things going on this year. I'm keeping you and your fur babies in my thoughts and prayers, I'm so glad they're still with you. I hope you like the new place you and Tom moved too, glad you got all the stress of moving over with. I hope some good news comes your way. I miss you but I'm glad you took a break as you needed it.

[@hollistrgrl56]

You are so strong Amy! You are such an amazing role model for so many. I love your videos and glad you are doing okay. I hope you recover soon from your surgery!!

[@josephinekrishn877]

God Bless You girl and Strengthen you... Praying for your quick recovery. Amen

[@chronicinokla]

I love you sweetheart. One human to another. I understand only too well the mental health struggles. In Oklahoma we are going thru major covid surge again. It's going to be a long winter. I've had to put off hospital tests . . . Then had primary care physician drop me as patient because of not getting tests done. I'm like what lol. Thank God my rheumatologist is beautiful soul who called in a favor to get me to primary he recommended and went to school with twenty years ago. I've gained eighty pounds in last year. Dysautonomia and adrenal insufficieny with having to increase prednisone for inflammation it's been impossible. My husband bought me a cubii ( which is a pedal base cycle so I can do from couch) I'm hoping it isn't too hard on hips and knees. I am sending you positive vibes and prayers for your furbabies . Hugs and love to you and your family

[@Freya12]

It’s absolutely awful having poorly doggies or any pets for that matter.. I hope they both improve and live their best life possible, filled with lots of Amy love!! 💕💕 We’re all here for you when you need us. Take as many breaks as you need, we’re not going anywhere 🌹🧚🏻‍♂️

[@marsene5919]

Aw sweetheart, I’m so sorry your life has been so hard. You are amazing being able to share most everything that has been happening to you and Tom. You always look so beautiful with or without make-up. You’re such an inspiration to others. Sending you more hugs full of courage, strength, pain free comfort, and love.❤️

[@MayimHastings]

Oh, Amy, I’m so sorry, sweetheart! Praying for your babies, and you, of course! Just wish I could do something to make this better for you... Love the shit outta you, girl. Sending gentle hugs

[@ghostgirl2372]

I am so sorry about your fur babies that must've been hard to hear. I hope they live a lot longer than what you have been told. You take such good care of them. I lost my dog in 2017 go kidney failure and it really sucks.

[@stephanieroach3617]

You've been through so much but are still so strong. I missed you on you tube and I'm so happy to see you again. You are my inspiration and I love hearing your stories and updates. Stay strong. Love and light always... xxx

[@aliciaq2050]

Oh, Amy, I hope things begin to look up and your and your babies are doing better. Wishing you all well!

[@2500robin]

I’m sorry for all ur struggles. I hope ur fur babies get better. We missed u

[@alisoncaronflyingfree]

Oh hon, all I seem to hear in 2020 are stories like this. I am so sorry about your depression. Crimeny it's amazing that you're able to blog at all. Good on you. I'm equally sorry about your little dogs. My daughter's dog, who I'm quite attached to has a cancer and we're in wait and see mode. It totally sucks big time. But, always but, life drags us through each day and always there are beautiful little things that occur for which, speaking for me, I am grateful. Like you for instance. Seeing you posting again makes me happy. So many bad things have happened this year such as losing my mom and sometimes I just need to scream. But then I see my beautiful grand daughter or an amazing sunset or I get a hug from my daughter (shh , don't tell the Carona police) and I feel like life is good. Please know you are not alone and there are people all over the world that care for you. By the way, I live in Québec, Canada but I was born and raised in Detroit, Michigan so it's really fun to see you in a Detroit shirt.

[@ambarrose]

When I have an year like this (too full of events, stuff , whatever) I mostly disconnect. It's normal for me because I feel that I already have too much stimulation and I try to avoid having more input. Asperger's speaking. But the point is , I get it Amy. This year was a mess. Your health was all over the place, you did huge life changes and on top of that this stupid Covid-19. The house moving was amazing and I believe did you good. We all love you and I keep following your life on Instagram and here on KZbin.