Why I"m Glad I didn't Unalive Myself in 2019

[@Ladron_De_Oxigeno]

This was, exactly what I needed to hear, right in the correct moment, you prevented a life to be lost, with tear in my eyes, I want to thank you.

[@brianramsay7056]

I have no clue who you are, but I love you. Keep goin. Something good has to be coming up sometime...

[@boogie2988]

So glad this can help. You got this. Keep it up. Stay.

[@HiramTuaPR]

Tu eres especial para muchos. El oxígeno es infinito así que puedes robar toda una vida de el.💪🏾

[@HisRoyalJaznness]

Thank you for choosing life, my friend.

[@swaeshow]

We're glad to have both of you still here. Everyone has someone they can talk to. You should find that someone and talk to you friend. Do that for you.

[@TraversyMedia]

It takes a lot of balls to say this stuff and be so vulnerable. Glad you’re still here man. Things can always get better even if it seems impossible at the time.

[@jordansilver4629]

Lol no it doesn’t.

[@Vislow]

He's been saying this type of thing his entire career, it's how he gets the most views and he thrives on pity

[@marcmarc6591]

@vislow. Yea cuz you've never experienced what he's saying I guess no one experiences it. Let me guess your a republican.

[@Vislow]

@@marcmarc6591 I struggle with depression and severe social anxiety, I've been suicidal. I'm not a republican, but whatever fits your narrative and helps you sleep comfortably at night, you do you buddy. He's manipulative whether consciously or subconsciously, that's what he is and why he does this. All. The. Time.

[@smoothcolapepsi8963]

@@Vislow absolute king response he’s literally made this same video i don’t know why people are so blind to it

[@HenrikoMagnifico]

This made me realize all the things I should be grateful for but take for granted.

[@NostalgiaMan]

I am glad you are alive. We need you on the battlefield still sir

[@Keykers1]

shout out to you boogie! I come back to your channel every so often for you life updates, and im always happy to hear things are getting better.

[@pash2384]

I’m very glad you’re still here, I’ve been watching you since I was literally a kid and never stopped, maybe a lot of people don’t like you but you’ve helped a lot of us out there and nothing will change that

[@PhilBig870]

As a fellow Arkansan brother I'm glad you're still around. I've been there.

[@nathanielbravethunder8895]

Theres a reason all of us is here, theres a purpose for us all and I'm glad your here. You're amazing, keep your head up.

[@jasongervais6749]

Thank you for posting this Boogie. It takes guts and courage to stick around and I for one am glad you did. Screw the haters and keep doing you for you. Plenty of us are glad to see you're still around and putting your voice in the world. Keep it up

[@damongarrido7413]

Thank you so much Boogie for your insightful words and deciding back in 2019 to stay with us. Glad you’re here buddy

[@hallking7441]

The Lions suck!

[@gracedonnelly2571]

Great timing on posting this Boogie. I was actually planning on committing suicide earlier today, mostly because of how abusive my father is towards my family and I, but I'm still here and I'm glad for it. I'm glad you're still here too, you've been one of my favourite youtubers for years and I still sometimes re-watch your old videos on suicide, depression and other complex issues because even though you don't know me, I still feel like you're directly talking to me and that makes me feel a lot better about my situation in life. Keep doing what you're doing and thank you for all the years of content!

[@Archivist42]

Sorry to hear about that, I had a friend who had a similar situation. They used it as motivation to work hard through school and got a great job to where they could be financially support themselves and their Mum in their early 20s. Forced the Dad to get some perspective on the fact he didn’t own the family - and ended up working out for everyone. Stay strong, and yeah Boogie’s awesome!

[@djuk6573]

Sure. Of all the things that didn't happen, this didn't happen the most.

[@gracedonnelly2571]

@@djuk6573 ik I probably shouldn't waste my time with you, but how would you know? You don't know me or my life. Also, you don't have to be a prick just because you can get away with it.

[@phyxp12345]

Hope you’re doing ok.

[@gracedonnelly2571]

@@phyxp12345 Aw thank you, I'm doing the best I can and I hope you are too.

[@myquietreviews]

My last battle with Stage 4 Vocal Cord Cancer has definitely had me going through my ups & downs but I’m so glad I found the strength to push forward through the darkness & I’m glad you found the strength as well my brother 💪🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

[@myquietreviews]

@@Kyfow Thank you & very much appreciated 💪🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿 My apologies for the late reply

[@TheVirtualBomb]

Your advice helped me 10 years ago and still helps me today. Needed to hear this and I’m glad you’re still here. Thank you Boogie

[@thedurkgaming1376]

I’m glad you’re still around Boogie. Keep it up man. You’ve given me, and countless others, hours upon hours of joy and entertainment.

[@igary]

Just on the off chance you read this, I've been watching for over 10 years now and I want to say I'm really glad you are still around. Thanks for all the laughs over the years and sharing this story, I really think it's going to help anyone in that same mental space right now, keep doing what you do!

[@pizzabeerd]

Love you bossman, glad you're still here

[@KismetBP]

I feel ya Boogie. I’ve had a great many rough years. Humans are inherently flawed, all of them. I give myself the freedom to make mistakes. Everyday it is a struggle to get up out of the bed & keep going. A positive mindset, my family and relentless desire to bring a little joy into the world is what I focus on. All my best & much love! ❤️👍

[@danielalvarado6934]

Preach Boogie! Please dont go anywhere you're awesome bro. We love you bro 👊

[@CB-fq2ye]

Exactly, don't go anywhere bro, we appreciate you man. Thank you for sharing :)

[@monicahernandez3240]

I'm glad you're here and I HOPE you never feel like that again

[@mcafro]

Very touching Boogie, 2019 was my mental health low, followed by COVID which made it much worse. I’m finally bouncing back and I’m so fucking glad you didn’t end it all. You’re my favorite content creator and I’ve been watching you since I was 12 (now 22). There is no one else who comes close to your heart. Love you man and here’s to a brighter future and a boogie comeback :)

[@ozxocx]

Bro I am alive too. I can't say I am happy in general but your video did make me feel better. Thanks man.

[@danielolaleye544]

I am glad you are here......I struggle everyday with some loses I have had in my life and i have a great amount of anxiety like you. I hope you find something fun.

[@cobraslayer2982]

Im very glad you're still around Boogs love ya brother

[@JesseWLewis]

It’s funny how sometimes, when things get really bad and you begin to hate your life…someone who you have never been able to meet in person reminds you why you should keep living. Thank you, Boogie… I’ve watched you for years- from when I was a kid until this point now. I really needed this video… I really really did…

[@grahamsmith8252]

Thankyou for this video. I am sure it wasn't an easy one to make. I am very happy you didn't delete yourself.

[@mikekristle7356]

Ive been watching boogie for what seems like a decade, boogie tows the line on his content, but keep in mind he may be the only person on youtube that a viewer may be able to relate to, on a trauma/experience level, their is no doubt he provides.

[@ghostwiththemost6881]

Beautiful message in the video, you might be under selling yourself because you seem to be one of the most selfless, caring, and real influencers on this platform.

[@arashnoorinia5596]

Damn I used to watch you as a kid man. Lots of good memories and belly ache inducing laughs and lessons learned. Thank you boogie. Love you. (Even in a place like Iran homie)

[@christianpalmer]

Come to Jesus he loves you!

[@PhoenIXPhantasies]

@@christianpalmer stop with the jesus spam under everything. It's literal SPAM

[@christianpalmer]

@@PhoenIXPhantasies oh he's the light of the world though

[@TheAidanodian]

@@christianpalmer how would you like it if people told you to join their religion 24/7

[@christianpalmer]

@@TheAidanodian it's not a religion it's a reality I hope you can understand what I mean by that

[@TheGeneralKirov]

I am so glad you are still with us. I had taken similar life choices minus divorce and surgery. Fighting cripeling depression and trying not to blow up from overeating. My wish to skate again gave me endles motivation to start working out and being active father again. Find your love and persevere.Stay strong! One love🤙

[@thebutcher4857]

Been following you for years man and back when I got hit by a tractor trailer at 70mph and got a massive tbi, neck injury, ptsd, couldn't walk for a long time, as well as many other things... I want YOU to know YOUR videos were my go to.. Hell, they still are! We come from similar back grounds growing up and I'm glad you're still with us and you do bring us joy man. Alot of people have said nasty things over the years and that's what people do with everyone. Doesn't make it right by no means but I'm glad you continue to fight and do what you love. WE LOVE YOU MAN and I look forward to all your new content moving forward. Much love man and nothing but positive vibes. Continue to grow and heal ✌️❤️

[@Eggpicker]

Loving the sheer amount of videos lately boogie. and stories. keep it up

[@YayitsRachie]

Dude. I cried at the end. We love you Boogie and are so glad you're still here ❤️

[@CGalum09]

As somebody who has been watching from afar for years, good for you man. You deserve to be happy.

[@KingHayabusa384]

I'm glad you were able to pull through all of that and I'm glad you're still here.

[@GoombatzGaming]

Glad to have you around still brother! Been here since error 33 days

[@RobThomas2010]

I don't know man, I never got caught up in any of the BS. I've been here since 2011/2012 and I have nothing but love for you man. It's been a pleasure, honestly. Glad to hear you are doing good buddy, I'm happy for you.

[@Blu_Slime]

I’m very glad you’re here with us

[@Remus779]

Glad you are still here! My favorite youtuber, you are wonderful storyteller. I really enjoy your videos and perspective on life. Keep being around. Much love to you, Boogie!

[@iwantmyvanback]

Wow I really needed this today. Thank you so much.

[@TheMutedMic]

Glad you're still here homie. Keep fightin the good fight

[@AxelFire619]

I found your channel cause of the Francis skit when I was 16, I'm 31 now. And to me, your channel is as nostalgic and as timeless as One Piece. I'm glad you are still here Boogie. Truly I am!!!

[@MidnightDubstep]

I've been a fan of you since 2012 I was 10 years old and now I'm 20 and you've been a awesome inspiration I'm glad that you're alive without you I don't think youtube will ever be the same

[@jacobdoster4054]

Happy your still here bub. You deserve happiness and peace

[@cmymullet_gaming]

As someone who looks up to you in a lot of ways. Especially as someone who struggles with many of the same struggles you express I’m grateful for you. You probably won’t see this and this fine but much love to you Boogie. Glad you’re still here.

[@gahagahabahaga1289]

what are your standards if this is who you look up to

[@cmymullet_gaming]

@@gahagahabahaga1289 I look up to someone who is honest about their flaws. You can look up to what people do and still not view them as perfect or role models for everything in life.

[@montoya9027]

Thanks Boogie for all the consistent uploads. Please ignore the backlash because these videos show how genuine and down to earth you really are. I failed out of medical school my first year, I know what it's like to be humbled.

[@westcoastlass]

I'm glad you're still in the land of the living, too. I appreciate you and your videos.

[@freeSocrates]

Boogie, I love you and that won’t ever change! It’s been a crazy decade and I’ve been a subscriber since 2011, I still love your content and I’ll always be proud of what you’ve achieved.

[@Donbonpoopon]

The last part of this video hit me hard. I have so much in this life but I keep trying to sabotage it with my alcoholism, food addiction and stupid choices. Thanks for helping me muster up hope.

[@boogie2988]

You got this man

[@darkmana1000]

I've been watching you since I was 13 (I'm 23 now) and you have always been one of the most honest and kindest and wisest people I've known on this platform. In recent years, the algorithm has propped up click hate KZbinrs who spew nothing but venom and outrage, you're genuinely one of the last glimmers of sanity on this platform. Never go, we love you Boogie ❤️ I'm really glad you're still here. Also, the last part of Ara Batur by Sigur Ros is one of the most uplifting pieces of music on earth, I listen to it when I'm anxious. I'd highly recommend it.

[@juanitoalmazan1158]

I've known you since 2010. I'm glad that you stuck around. You inspired me to better myself as a guy who struggled with weight and social anxiety.

[@HeroInHisHead]

Boog I have watched you since I was 13. I'm 25 now. I too came from an abusive home. I too have struggled for years with my negative thoughts. At points in my life I was living on a single pop tart for 3 days at a time. Sleeping under bridges. Living through an emotional and physical abusive childhood. I had teachers know about the abuse and never report it. I had educators and guidance counselors telling me I was a failure, I was lazy, I was going no where. I lost the ability to walk without a cane from 14-18 and was in crippling pain. I got kicked outta school for reacting to that pain instead of trying to help me manage it. And sadly there was many days I was convinced that deletion was the answer. By 18 I had decided I had suffered enough and planned when I was gonna do it. Ironically at my lowest point I met my now wife and 6 years later we have 2 beautiful kids. I'm a blossoming KZbinr who plays games for people. And we have a home and 2 dogs. For the first time in my life I'm happy. Its amazing how our lowest moments are also sometimes our greatest. The moments where we realize who we even are and what we stand for. I've followed you for years because I have always identified with you. Infact my wife even got me a cameo from you for my birthday once. We may be complete strangers to each other but I have no other KZbinr I feel as connected to and identified with so strongly as you my friend. Your story is terrible. But the man you became in spite of that has always been an inspiration to me and sometimes helped me push througu my own struggles. I wish you nothing but success and you'll always get a sub from me. Also I think the edgy shit you say is hilarious. If it makes you happy and laugh and isn't blatantly or physically destructive then toss what anyone else thinks. I love ya boog. We may not be know each other. But I will always consider you a friend.

[@SamusV4]

As someone who lost his mom just last year, this is definitely what I needed to hear to keep myself in good spirits through my grief. Thank you boogie.

[@justmeish1997]

Holy crap that was a rollercoaster of a video! I've had my fair share of shit in life and just when I think things are looking up I get push back down again... I've begun to accept that I'm not deserving of true happiness without pain in this world but I have things to be happy about and I'm trying so hard to focus on that! Love you Boogie

[@marcmarc6591]

If your genuinely a good person. Born with a heart and soul then you do deserve happiness. Everyone makes mistakes everyone makes the wrong choice from time to time but that's what makes us human. And its ok to be human. There's no words that can instantly make someone's life better but if you read this let me just tell you "don't take life too seriously cuz no matter what you'll never get out alive.

[@justmeish1997]

@@marcmarc6591 thanks, it's definitely difficult to believe I'll ever have a good run of uninterrupted happiness... I don't know why I have such bad luck in life but I always feel like it's punishment for something... I've just yet to figure out what

[@ikerokai981]

Glad you did mention it. I have seen comments of folk that were helped by you just saying this. Hope saying this out loud did help stuff if you are still going through things and hope things will work better for you in the future. Either way took a lot to actually put it out there.

[@Noodlelino28]

I really needed to hear this, thank you Boogie

[@darkrogue1108]

Love ya boogie. I battled with my severe depression throughout my early 20s and still to this day, but being able to watch influencers like you, watching your fight through it and your survival through it, gives me and everybody else around us just that nice kick in the butt to get us through the day. And look at all of us, we made it through all of our worst days and more to come

[@DavidBaillie1986]

We are all glad you're still here dude. Keep up the great work.

[@macc4051]

Thank you very much for this video. In particular I'm grateful for the last portion of the video where you give hope to others. Thank you.

[@feelinmotion1227]

Thank you, Boogie. You're a wonderful human being. Some are too narrow-minded, obsessed with their own agendas, and/or lack the empathy for others to be able to comprehend the internal battles that many experience. You need not give them the time of day, and I'm really glad that you're still here actively overcoming those challenges. To share this so transperently must be a challenge in itself, and I thank you for that.

[@andrewdriggers3934]

I'm glad to see ur doing good boogie, screw the terrible people in this world who attack and bully others. My dad made his decision 15 years ago, I've never forgot that pain, and the thought of doing that to someone that I love is what keeps my mind I'm the right place.

[@triple-dunc2119]

I'm glad you are still here Boogie! Definitely have seen your growth and it's getting better. One day at a time and always know that life is definitely worth it.

[@ZackVelocity]

I'm glad you're still here brother, thank you for gettin me through some rough times

[@kevinlindgrenmusic]

Something you said about 18 minutes in struck me as totally relatable, and I always feel guilty saying it because of how many people have lost so much due to Covid, but the ways the world changed and slowed down due to Covid saved my life. At age 42, I was at the lowest point of my life in the fall of 2019, and I saw no way out, and the ways the world changed in 2020 and how we were forced to reevaluate our lives and make drastic changes literally saved my life…mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, all of it. I’m glad I’m still here, and I’m glad you’re still here too my friend.

[@MrEthernopian]

you were one of my first twitch follows way back in the day. It was a couple years after your Draw My Life video. I remember subbing, and filming you shouting me out cuz i thought it was so rad. As somebody who shared some of the same traumas from childhood, it was always so inspiring and empowering to see you be so open about your personal traumas and struggles. I never understood the lengths people would go to on the hate forums to talk about you. I've been more of an off and on follower the last few years, but i always wished the best for you in your legal battles. Seeing your progress the last month or two is really heart warming, and im glad that you'r finding your peace again. As somebody who still struggles regularly with depression and GAD, it truly fills my heart to know that you're still kicking it with us. Stay gold, Boogie.

[@8-BitEric]

Glad you’re still here.

[@mrdee2454]

I am glad you didn't as well you are such a talented guy I knew you would get redemption and you will beat any challenge that tomorrow brings

[@brianramsay7056]

Without sounding like too much of a crazy person, you've been a great friend of mine for years, Boog. I learned about you approximately 2 weeks before your Video Game Award many years ago. I've been here through thick and thin and you've never offended me. I realize people mess up in life. You've been one of the most relatable people I've known for years. I haven't felt mentally well for about 4 years now. Please, don't go anywhere, Boog... Myself, as well as many others, need you here. Thank you. Haha, I'm very slowly becoming happy, but it's still hiding somewhere. Thank you, thank you, thank you...

[@drkprince3690]

This video hit me hard. Lately I been feeling extremely down. I been feeling like I'm on the ledge and the voices are telling me to jump. I want someone to see me. See me that I'm screaming for help, see me that I'm alone, see me that I just want someone to notice me. Hopefully one day I can have a change to speak you. Thank you for sharing and please continue to share. You are helping so many. Thanks again bro

[@SolomonKenworthyMooCow]

I went through a depressive episode recently, and finding hope was really hard. At the end of this video when you shockingly say your happy, that’s something I felt. It’s weird so go through hardship, one after another, only to come out of it somewhat happy. I think much like our demons, our path to happiness lies within.

[@diablocls55]

Been watching your channel on and off since May 2013. We love you Boogie!

[@Jeissecastillo]

Dang. This actually gave me goosebumps. I also tried to off myself in 2019. I ended up in the hospital and then a mental facility and I have been picking up the pieces ever since. I know how this feels. The day I was gonna do it, I decided to not because I was taking care of my two little kids and momma wasn’t home and I refused to leave them alone. When she was home, in the middle of the night, that’s when I tried. I am also thankful that I didn’t succeed. This life is worth living.

[@zodden01]

Glad you are still with us 👍

[@Jeissecastillo]

@@zodden01 ❤️ thank you

[@shadowrayden92]

I'm so glad you made that choice to stay and keep pushing through what life will throw at you, keep it up and thank you

[@TUN3MODE]

Been rocking with you for a long time, Boogie and I'm glad you're still here. You've come so far and given me hope when I felt I had no reason for it. Keep on pushing and I'll do the same.🙏🏾🙏🏾🤞🏾

[@sarahofoz2132]

Boogie, I don’t know if you’ll see this, but hopefully you will. I have been a fan of yours for a long, long time. I’ve also been seriously worried, and at times even scared for you, for some time. I am SO HAPPY to hear this from you!! Being a survivor of many similar situations, and also being a survivor of myself (noticed lots of familiar red flags), I can say this: we were put here to experience love and growth. Every heart ache leads to growth in some way, and with more and more growth, we learn the biggest love lesson of all. To love ourselves. Forgive yourself for the past, because we are always learning. By sharing what you’ve learned, you ARE saving lives! There will always be haters, because any time they see something they are jealous of, or are reminded of something they don’t like about themselves…they feel they have to lash out. You are strong, you are beautiful, and you ARE an influencer. A damn good one! Keep sharing your experiences, because experience leads to wisdom. You are WISE, and you are LOVED!! ♥️ Sending so many hugs your way!!

[@tippidink]

sup boogie glad you're here

[@momswithattitude7607]

I love you so damn much this was needed

[@astridx7485]

I can relate to this so much, the self sabotaging it's something I struggle with daily. I have BPD and OCD and there are days where even breathing gets hard, living it's hard. I tried to commit 54 days ago, I recently got out of the hospital. I'm glad I'm still here, it will be hard but I don't want to hit rock bottom again. Thank you so much for advocating for speaking about this. I'm glad we're still here.

[@marcmarc6591]

@astrid x I attempted twice in 2007. First a rope but then it broke during my attempt then a week later an entire bottle of xanys woke up the next day physically feeling fine. I'm not super religious but something wanted me to stick around. Yrs past n my parents who are my best friends as well fell on financial hard times and I was able to help and they got to keep their house even to this day. Sometimes it takes a very long time but after my attempts I realized literally everyone is here for a reason. Just be a good person and you'll effect ppl you encounter in ways you'll sometimes never see. Stay strong

[@feelinmotion1227]

I also battle the challenges of OCD daily. I feel it's a highly misunderstood, debilitating and degenerative illness, that can have a profoundly devastating impact on an individual if left untreated for too long. I don't think I'll ever recover. I'm too far gone. I've had OCD for as long as I remember and I'd consider my overall quality of life to be poor. I hate that it attacks the things I like the most and my general ability to function. I avoid cooking because it means moving stuff. I avoid going in the garden due to the anticipation of compulsive rituals to be able to go back inside which may be observed by neighbours. Everything in my house has to be flush to a wall or straightened before I can turn on my PC, play a video game, or simply relax. It's pretty much taken over and is unbearably overwhelming. I'm still going, dude. I don't know how, but I'm still going. My existence feels like just getting through the work week to then try my best to settle at home to enjoy a hobby, only to lose so much time performing rituals and battling anxiety before I can attempt to enjoy something, only to then go to work again! Those little victories taste so sweet when they pop up, though. I know all too well how challenging it is, and you're not alone in that battle.

[@astridx7485]

@@marcmarc6591 thank you so much for sharing this. You are right, everyone is here for a reason, it's just hard to see it sometimes, especially when existing it's so hard. I'm sure it'll get better and i really don't want to attempt again. I'm really glad you got to help ur parents, you should be very proud of that. I hope I'll get the chance to give back as well. Thank you for understanding.

[@astridx7485]

@@feelinmotion1227 I felt every word of this, for real. People don't get how challenging it is to leave the house and at the same time how hard it is to stay outside. The rituals are insane, the thoughts are so insane and crazy sometimes I just can't handle them. I'm really sorry to hear people that have to live like me, or like us, but at the same time I'm glad I'm not alone in this. Sending much love, we got this, one day at a time.

[@CWills4liberty]

Glad you're still here, man. You're helping a lot of people by sharing your thoughts and experiences. You're more valued than you may realize. Keep on keeping on, my friend.

[@deejay7427]

Boogie you don’t know me but I want you to know how much you’ve affected my life. I’m a 23 year old guy who has had struggles with an anxiety disorder and more currently a year long vertigo struggle. Other than that im very active and healthy so they can’t figure out what’s wrong with me. You’re an inspiration to all kinds of people and way too hard on yourself. Thank you for continuing to make these videos and fighting with us.

[@marcmarc6591]

@deejay my sister has vertigo as well also a big anxiety problem. Stay strong and please just try to appreciate what u have no matter how little or how much and think a little less bout the things you don't have. I know that's easier said then done but if you just try then there will always be hope

[@deejay7427]

@@marcmarc6591 Appreciate your kind words and encouragement. Seems there are good people in this world after all

[@marshalljrjohn]

Thanks for choosing to stick around, boogie, wouldn't be the same without you.

[@zombiewarrior88]

Back in 2018, I wanted to off myself. One youtuber reached out to me and helped me out and, for that, I am forever thankful that he did. I understand your pain. I love you boogie.

[@nickault4541]

I’m glad you’re here Boogie. I’ve been watching your videos for 8 years and I love your videos !

[@urbanexcursion]

I went through my divorce around the same time as yours. Your divorce video helped me push through mine even while I was having the same “delete myself” thoughts. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you, Boogie. You really helped me get through a hard time.

[@kingcraft_adamj]

Boogie got me crying. Really needed to see this video

[@bendwizzle2634]

We all need you in our lives boogie. Pls stay for the ling run

[@beckylg8176]

I know we dont know one another personally but im cheering you on. At the end of the video i stood up and cheered for you bc im so happy your alive and here with us. You are a strong Man Boogie you got this.

[@jack1947711]

Could you revisit your subject on managing money? I found your "What it's like to be broke" video to be very insightful and I'd like to hear your thoughts on the matter 10+ years later and what you've learned about it over the course of that time.

[@Revegelance]

I'm glad you're still alive, Boogie. Your new outlook is awesome, and I love your honesty.

[@Sebastianator01]

Boogie2988. Been watching you since I was a small child. Almost 21 now. Crazy how time flies. It sucked to see you go through what you did. But I always hoped the best for you. Because I know youre better than that. I have hope. All the drama you gotta leave that. Focus on yourself, your health. Please don’t let go of yourself. keep watching yourself. And don’t be too harsh on yourself. I love your channel and I will continue to wish you the best of luck. Thank you for being a part of my childhood.

[@roughindividual147]

Same bro, I've been watching this man for over 10 years

[@TheLifeofJay1]

Amazing video. The fact that you have an audience of probably 50,000+ people who will happily watch long videos of you just talking about your life is absolutely something to be proud of. There aren’t many creators who have that.

[@fwwryh7862]

Must be hard being rich and never working a day in your life.

[@Fupachu]

I never really known much at all all about you just other than your videos, but at the end of your video when you'd say"I'll see you again soon" . I felt the pain in that & something in the back of my head told me it would be so painful to hear that he tried to delete himself. It was this Hurt feeling without knowing you.

[@petergardner9231]

Boogie buddy I’m a big fan of you for years now and I will always be your fan and I hope you keep on doing good 👍 god bless you and your family I will like to meet you one of these days

[@kevinlemieux4138]

videos like these are important boogie, there the reason i and many others started watching and still watch you till this day

[@spookyfish24]

Hey Boogie, This may be one of my favorite videos that you've done. Your closing message "I love you very much, and I'll speak with you again.. soon." Is very poignant given the subject matter.

[@jsfetzik]

Thanks for sharing this Boogie. I hope it helps both you and many others.

[@cazzaman]

You're a good person and you matter, keep going bud

[@ziga4870]

Thank you Booggie. As someone who has been struggling with anxiety and still is for a large part of my life, I have to say that you are an inspiration to me. Seeing you go through so much crap and still managing to find a way to keep going helps me. I truly wish you all the best.

[@RampageLP]

That was like free therapy. Glad your still here and looking forward to more videos in the future. Thanks for the videos that help keep some of us sane.😊

[@TheMadFlasher]

You got me through some major depression, from you being you.