WHY I STOPPED SMOKING WEED...

[@Angelaalva24]

weed induced panic attacks literally feel like DEATH

[@mckenseybarton4112]

Im Not Helpful mfing dying no lie

[@SantaCruzSkateboardz]

have you literally ever felt death

[@Angelaalva24]

SantaCruzSkateboardz I've came pretty close to it twice. It's terrible. I'm not gonna go into details cause she pretty much explained it in the video but it's complete shit. Not fun

[@syro_u]

Yes! they're like ten times more intense (from what I've experienced). Like sarah, they're what made me quit smoking too /:

[@morgannrileyyy]

Im Not Helpful . yesssssssss 😒

[@papaseeto]

girl i need a voice as chill as yours

[@emmajade8175]

bella yeees

[@YeeFsho]

Emma Maier 907 fan is base

[@YeeFsho]

Lucas weeds a

[@rileydafool7647]

just smoke some weed my g

[@eivindklokkersund3639]

bella o

[@nicolerichardell7254]

"i was a stoney baloney"

[@jamieann.5079]

Nicole Richardell BALOGNA

[@MollyArcher-xz3ws]

jamie baca they spelt it that way on purpose 😂

[@Wegeekhard419]

Xcodeh

[@young-x-hype9516]

Literally the whitesthing every

[@nicolerichardell7254]

Tommy Loika ur friend sounds like a stoney baloney

[@juulsdclxvi5375]

real potheads don’t actually care if you smoke weed or not..

[@paytonrobinson5001]

Lol no cap tho

[@jndibm4yp]

facts

[@Fv2005.]

Fr people who say that just smoke to "look cool"

[@codstone7577]

they just vibe w u while being high as a kite lol

[@Randy._.Laheyy]

@@Fv2005. I only smoke to calm myself down from stress and shit I hate it when they do that shit to b cool like fuck off buddy no one cares

[@TheCiddie]

People need to realize that weed can trigger experiences like these and enhance negative emotions when you're in a bad place in your life or if you have depression or anxiety. The fact that Sarah was dealing with grief could be a cause of this trip. So just know weed has good and bad effects

[@__mcat]

Unique this. especially if you haven't smoked in a long time, your tolerance will basically be back at a 0. It can mess you up mentally and give you the kind of symptoms Sarah experienced. Be cautious with weed, guys.

[@blaketolmie9840]

Unique even people with a tolerance when they get high too fast it can trigger shit

[@emkas5397]

this is true, and they effect different people.. i have mental health issues, one of them including schizophrenia, which ive had for years.. but i had voices at one point that were non stop and i found smoking just a little of weed really slowed my brain down and stopped them most of the time. it was different to my meds as the weed didnt make me as tired and weak! but also my depression and anxiety has lowered alot now and when it was really bad last year, weed would make it sometimes worse. people should always make ware of their mental health before smoking it!

[@onedirectionissexy10]

I literally had the same trip as her. It felt as if my mind was there but my body felt like it was being controlled by someone else which was so fucking scary. I literally couldn't process how to chew food i felt as if everything i was doing was wrong and that people could tell i was high and that i was gunna get in trouble. i kept saying things like " i cant be like this" "why did i do this" and i just couldn't focus on anything but what was gunna happen when i got home to my parents which made me more nervous my heart was racing soo fast it felt as if it was gunna explode. I literally thought i was dying, i was so scared like ive never experienced anything like that before. It literally lasted for 4 days i could tell i wasn't acting normal like i had no emotion but I couldn't do anything about it. The weed wasn't laced bc my friend was fine i just smoked too much than I could handle but im definitely staying away from weed that experience was scary and i never want to feel like that again.

[@oliviabroomfield5018]

THANK YOU FOR SAYING THISS

[@elliew2004]

If you're ever having bad anxiety, find: 5 things too see 4 to touch 3 to hear 2 to smell 1 to taste Whenever I'm having bad anxiety, I do this and it seems to help me calm down.

[@dukii4878]

It's Me Ellie more like 5 things to taste for me ;)

[@kayebeautyxo7774]

It's Me Ellie same 💜💜💜

[@arianastan8329]

It's Me Ellie tysm :) ❤

[@AmiyaD1611]

It's Me Ellie yes this helps me so much! It made my anxiety/panic attacks so much essier to deal with (:

[@samgibson13]

It's Me Ellie thank you oh my god

[@athenacabrales8310]

dude, much respect. i was dealing with depression for six years and i always acted so rude to my family but was always so sweet/gave the world to all my friends. i just recently beat my depression and i'm so much happier and i realized how much parents do for us and i'm so grateful. like we really need to show more compassion to EVERYONE. much love, sarah

[@mikehunt6946]

dad: oh hey kiddo where are you going sarah: *experiences 10000 years of wisdom and transcends the physical realm while staring into dad's soul* im so high

[@shrubbie69]

BFHGGJFJG

[@khus7253]

Init wtf

[@jaselise22]

So glad she made a point about weed not being for everyone. I’m a hella stoner but always respect other people for not smoking but a lot of people do judge others for not smoking which is so stupid. Much support for u Sarah

[@jimmymartin]

I don't smoke but have some what respect for people (I say somewhat because where I'm from ((ohio))it isn't legal so I personally don't think it's the right thing to do but I still don't judge people that do)that do...now if it's legal then yeah I wouldn't give a shit because it's a free country 😂

[@cameronlynch2194]

“I’m a hella stoner”

[@Wr-3985]

same!

[@imablazeuonfiya]

me too. as long as they aren't drinkers. people who drink and/or condone drinking yet look down on weed/pot smokers are stupid as fuck because booze is 100 times worse than weed. don't get me wrong though you have the right to not like weed and/or smoke weed but looking down on pot smokers/weed while praising booze is like looking down on people for using condoms during sex yet the consequences for unprotected sex are far worse.

[@PEverWabbit]

I remember back in my day was opposite

[@leahgayton5738]

Her voice is so soothing omg

[@jordans6279]

leah gayton I have to agree

[@szlendak1368]

Something Like Anonymous stfu

[@b.e.2754]

Sound like a sex phone operator

[@3mecproductions03]

made me cry girl. this is too real. once you started talking about appreciating your mom i started thinking about earlier today, before I watched this, I was thinking about how I didn't appreciate my mom enough and how I didn't realize that until she passed away. love u so much girl

[@mal3134]

stay strong i love u

[@DoxieCarter]

miasalvano88 I just lost my dad. I constantly feel this way.

[@fatimacepeda5674]

miasalvano88 sorry for you losss

[@cxnchan]

Sorry for your loss love 💜

[@abby-hv6ll]

i stopped smoking weed for this reason. whenever i got high i would get anxiety about things in life like my family and how i don’t appreciate them as much. i also could get really self conscious and insecure when i smoked. idk. i just don’t really fw it anymore

[@angelinalopez3774]

It’s cause the thc in weed that gets you high causes your mind to amplify your thoughts and emotions times 2 like it just brings out your subconscious way of thinking and it brings out your personality more and reveals you to your true self.. you might even be an anxious worried person while sober too but just may not really realize it and those thoughts arent getting to you as much until you get high

[@angelinalopez3774]

Tbh this happens to me on and off sometimes depending on how much I smoke, where I smoke, what mood I’m in, and if I’m around good/people that I like or not but sometimes I tell myself “hey dude you’re just really high and enjoy your trip and the time everything’s gonna be alright and think positive thoughts, just chill and breath” .. I’m not saying to try smoking weed again but if you do I hope this helps ❤️

[@teelowonnahoe2924]

This is exactly why I stopped!!!! So glad to know I’m not alone ...

[@kristinayuzbasheva1628]

Same it’s not fun anymore I just get bad anxiety and I feel like nothing is real and my heart beats super fast and I panic

[@dumbassjohnson]

You're smoking the wrong strain

[@Mari4eliana]

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT GOT DETACHED FROM REALITY WHEN I SMOKED

[@mackinzeehill3686]

Eliana Miranda it’s honestly so terrible

[@sixthsense11100]

It’s like your spirit just leaves your ego alone in all its inadequacies, alone in your hell

[@darbywilson7344]

Try utilizing indicas and focusing on what is in the weed you smoke. There are components that can induce an over stimulating mental effect (this is most prominent in sativas) and in turn can cause panic attacks or paranoia and in some cases anxiety! Avoid limonene, pinene and some terpinene/terpinolene properties. In indicas there's components called myrcene and linalool which create a relaxing effect. I have chronic anxiety and indicas bring me back to a regular playing field where as people who don't have anxiety or stress, indicas might make them tired or non-productive. Every body is different and just like pharmaceuticals , not every reacts to everything the same. Also, try using high CBD over THC with indica dominant properties. I have seen this method change lives! Hope this helps!

[@Faerienice]

@@sixthsense11100 wow yeah.. exactly like that. it's horrifying.

[@raymondflores5176]

@@darbywilson7344 indicas contain more thc and get u paranoid

[@haleysadlemyer3228]

my mom has cancer and the little tangent she went on towards the end about our moms being everything has me bawling so hard ily sarah

[@carolinegemini1463]

this is why i respect sarah so much she's not like all the other "story time"' youtubers not saying she is just that but she's so down to earth and real, she hasn't had any scandals about her literally at all she's so pure and great and always teaches good life lessons i love you sarah 💝💝

[@karleahamlett4490]

caroline peterson yes yes yes

[@fairypeyton]

rewatching this video after being a stoner for almost 5 years and having to quit cold turkey because of a major panic attack randomly while smoking. this is so comforting even to this day. i’m taking it day by day, i know it’ll get better :)

[@brooklynxbb]

My advice, don’t smoke weed if you’re not in a good mental health space in life. I smoke about 3 times a week-ish but I will stop completely if I’m in a low space of life and I’ll continue once I’m better again. Weed is so so so great, but if it doesn’t work for you, then I’m happy you stopped 😊

[@melodydesiree3468]

i agree : )

[@johndawhale3197]

Your sentence should have stopped after the 5th word.

[@brooklynxbb]

JohnDaWhale3 - You’re trying way too hard bro. You need a joint.

[@johndawhale3197]

@@brooklynxbb Joints ain't relaxing to me yo. That shit makes me ill.

[@phantomx6182]

This is so true. You're like fuckin Yoda.

[@DIYDazzleNails]

not gonna lie, I actually teared up about the way she talked about her parents. idky why I did but I did. she really is so sweet

[@nataliedurazo5481]

DIYDazzleNails same

[@morgantrombly6353]

DIYDazzleNails FUCKING SAME OMG

[@freakytv5505]

Appreciate video content! Sorry for butting in, I am interested in your opinion. Have you heard about - Mackorny Marijuana Paradise Blueprint (Have a quick look on google cant remember the place now)? It is an awesome one off guide for giving up smoking weed without the hard work. Ive heard some amazing things about it and my old buddy Taylor finally got cool results with it.

[@milenatomic5719]

Me too

[@tiffanyacebis914]

gurl same

[@maysen1335]

Having a panic attack truly feels like you're about to die. That you're in the last moments of your life and any second you'll be dead. I'm not ashamed to say I've had hundreds of panic attacks, all throughout my life since I was child. Still trying to find a treatment. Some people just dont understand the severity of a panic attack. You feel like you need to get out. you need to run, you need to get out or you're gonna die. except there is no where to escape to, and nothing to escape FROM since it's all in your head. And you KNOW it's in your head but it won't stop the fear.

[@LGess_love]

•Maysen• omg so danm true

[@HishighnessMrL]

Lord I pray for this soul may your grace intervene.

[@HishighnessMrL]

I've been there if you don't believe in God don't take this in any wrong way or anything just accept my prayer for you

[@2strokemxclassics]

True then when your older you devolop social anxiety through a lifetime of smoking weed

[@d3iwel267]

Yeah, you can't just turn it off or anything you have to deal with it until it goes away. I usually have more anxiety attacks i think but every one in a while i have very bad panic attacks. One time i went to sit on the floor, praying, going back and forth and i'm not even religious. It felt like i will die and i was kinda sure of it but at the same time i had this thought " go away, go away " So i could recognize it is a panic attack but you still feel scared as fuck you do truly feel like yeah, this is it. Its weird, like you know its a panic attack but you just can't wrap your head around it fully? I don't know, it just very strange.

[@kevin_heslip]

“I’ll just be rude to you because you’ll always be there for me.” Man, I felt that in my soul.

[@spaghettimonster5098]

Ok but ur voice is so soothing

[@isabellepadilla9728]

vikki spahgetti yessss omg I was thinking that too

[@spaghettimonster5098]

+Isabelle Padilla its like the perfect raspy-ness 😍

[@isabellepadilla9728]

vikki spahgetti yea and like the way she moves her voice up and down omg

[@suicidalwolf1142]

Omg I love her voice

[@keeram4363]

IMAGINE HER DOING ASMR 😱

[@Lysskane]

this video hit me hard. depersonalization and derealization is the absolute worst. panic/anxiety attacks usually trigger them. what helps the most is really getting into your head bc over all its mind over matter. you have to force yourself to realize that you control your mind, and anxiety and panic is all in your mind.

[@chelseylynnmooreee]

Yeah that is exactly what I do. At first it's hard but that method has saved me so many times. Thank god for this girl.

[@Lysskane]

yes!! it takes a while but it really works!!

[@Lysskane]

Post Stewie awww that makes me happy to hear!

[@KoolioPicklez2000]

did anyone else get anxiety from the description of the panic attack?

[@katielay7817]

Sarah Ilbek YES

[@beccascheller6680]

OOPS

[@anon-lm5qb]

Sarah Ilbek especially cause I am watching this high asf & cause I feel that way sometimes when I get too high it’s so scaryyyy

[@selfproduction]

That happens when you put yourself in someone elses shoes its not a bad thing its a true blessing

[@crisssytine]

YES OMG

[@mimi-iy7jv]

i just scrolled thu all these comments listening, reading, and nodding..

[@Thejoshinator-lk2ew]

Same

[@deanclarke6953]

I haven’t nodded a single time but I nodded at this one just because I felt like I should now that u mentioned it😂

[@natavia6138]

lmfaoo 💀😂😂

[@stevendalloesingh1214]

As did I, I noticed a lot of women commenting. Says a lot about the brain power here. Yes I am a tad bit sexist.

[@Mikehighlyfavored]

@@deanclarke6953 same!!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@rebekahwalker42]

YOOOO when she said "presh" I lost it lol. Her voice is super soothing to listen to.

[@oliviarose3089]

She lowkey has that stoner voice 😭

[@thelovelyforestisnotonfire7390]

this comment has 420 likes nobody touch it

[@JaspHov]

@@thelovelyforestisnotonfire7390 15hrs later... 5 people basically told you to go fuck yourself #rip420blaze 😢

[@sol.creations]

That’s why I love her 🥰

[@killergreek55]

Highkey

[@excusemestephanie]

Olivia Machado highkey *

[@DoxieCarter]

I agree with Sarah. Go hug your parents, tell them you love them. I lost my dad two months ago from cancer. He had 3 strokes in a row, and I was 8 hours away at college. I didn't get to say goodbye before he passed, I didn't get to tell him I loved him. I took him for granted and didn't realize how much he had done for me. You never know when you'll lose your parents. And you can never love them enough.

[@jessicaelizabeth5358]

Annie Sorey Agreed!! Anything can happen to your beloved parents any moment and need to make sure to appreciate them, I lost my mom a few months ago also due to cancer and it ruined me because I literally took her for granted and I hate myself for it, she did so much for me and now it's all gone, just a big slap on the face.

[@emilys9017]

Annie Sorey I'm so sorry this had to happened to you

[@taylorthomas7191]

Annie Sorey im so sorry❤️

[@jacquiedeshazo1236]

Annie Sorey omg im so sorry that happened to you. he will always be with you in your heart! ❤

[@ericka7341]

this comment section makes me feel so much better. I had this same exact experience but I was stuck with friends and it was the worst. I really thought I was dying. A full on panic attack while high is so scary and honestly traumatizing. I haven’t smoked since.

[@naomiituah3917]

Same here! Legit smoked at camp flog gnaw back in 2019 and had the worst panic attack of my life. Legit thought I was tripping on psychedelics. I haven’t smoked since. After the experience it fucked me up for a bit

[@savxnnahj]

@@naomiituah3917 same thing happened to me omg. the first time i smoked weed i inhaled way too much (my stoner friends kept telling me to take more since i wasn't feeling it in the first 10 minutes). after regretfully taking like 8 fucking puffs, it all hit me at once and i literally thought i died and reached the afterlife at that point. i swear i was so convinced that nothing was real, and that none of my friends were actually in the room with me. i thought everything was a hallucination and i didn't even recognize my own self in the mirror. HAVENT TOUCHED WEED SINCE and prob never will lmao

[@AugustMoser-u6b]

Thanks for sharing. I had simiilar crazy stuff like that also decadss ago. Yes that was decades ago.!!! And yes I do thank the Lord a thousand million times over. Amen.

[@dyingofoldage118]

people who smoke weed don’t judge non users but people who have never used it are always quick to judge people who smoke and call them stoners.

[@emanatingf]

@Danīdebīto Nah, I don't it just depends on the way you take it in & how much you do it for me. As I have OCD so I'm very picky, overlook into things & pay a lot of attention to the little details. Which is an advantage in some ways as it means I can stay healthy, safe, reserved, vibrant, at ease & secure.

[@hockeyfan1799]

@@emanatingf same that's why I started lolz

[@switterbeet]

this point is completely unneccessary to put in the comments dude, this is not what this video is about

[@gabriellabejarano8076]

Nah that’s not true. most of our young generation smokes. I don’t smoke and I get judged whenever I say I don’t.

[@MXWARREN22]

Gabriella Bejarano cuz kids nowadays are fucking stupid as hell

[@shannonwithy9377]

this is probably one of the best videos on the internet

[@lethallwulf]

i feel so happy that someone relates to this depersonalization/derealization. i thought i was dying

[@EsmeraldaHernandez-bs2so]

Me too omg :(

[@Manifestandchill]

I quit 6 months ago and still deal with depersonalization and derealization everyday. I hope one day I can get back to my normal.self

[@unity4alle1]

Derealisation is like you live in a animated cartoon world!!!! I lived with that "eyes" for a days!

[@erenjaeger9263]

@@unity4alle1 for how long ? I fucking want it gone

[@Manifestandchill]

@@erenjaeger9263 I'm with you on that it's a really hard disorder to have. I have faith we can get through this!!

[@tristabruyere6812]

my mind woulda been like “this weeds laced” 😂

[@timmcgrath8030]

I had a panic attack on weed and this was my first thought lol. I think it was probably the synthetic stuff but i'll never really know

[@autumnlang]

bro i got so high one time i swore i smoked HEROIN💀 like i was fucked up

[@gynjahninjah4888]

Autumn Lang I’m dead😭😭😭😭😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@meezy3188]

@@autumnlang lmaooo

[@gottemin4k]

Facctttsssss😭😭😭

[@makwright6429]

As someone who tends to get anxious when I get too high, I definitely don't think you're lying. I feel this

[@calynmorris98]

this was literally so inspirational..this 20 minute video has given me so much life and a totally different perspective. i have been through a lot and i've been so mad, so mad at my family and parents. it just feels refreshing knowing that i'm not the only one that has been through something like this.. thank you so much for all that you do sarah, ily 💞

[@gotchabih2445]

I can tell your going to be those chill old ladies who are cool with everyone

[@kikiperez8953]

Depersonalization is serious it lets you look through your eyes in different perspectives but in a out of body experience and it comes out of nowhere and makes you question everything in life. sh*t is mad scary and hard to cope with. This issue is widely over looked

[@alyssamokrzycki1852]

Do you struggle with it??? Please let me know how you deal with it

[@beccar4768]

@@alyssamokrzycki1852 recently i have, it’s good to find the source, whether is weed or traumatic experiences, start deal with it, start to understand why it triggers it, and overtime ur mind will get used to the sensations and doesn’t feel so wierd when it happens for a second

[@bmo64_]

I struggle with this but i’m not high. It’s been a problem since i was a small child due to trauma

[@katekent2363]

YES TY OMG

[@alainabell830]

her voice is so chill and smooth, like I would pay her to just talk for me and shiz

[@schuyler777]

Why I Quit BuzzWeed.

[@sallyfrost3591]

schuyler777 bahahahaha I'm shook

[@jessicabulger2791]

schuyler777 lol

[@markomilo9580]

hahahahahaha im fucking done lmao. this is fucking golden XD

[@ISSASASSYBITCH-pi4hx]

schuyler777 😅😆

[@888crispin]

lmao this should be a trend

[@lexifarley4602]

realest youtuber

[@taliyahgabrielle8623]

Lexi Farley yes 👏🏻

[@shoepuffwilliam560]

When people are high i think it makes you aware of eveything and you realize how evil people can be

[@shoepuffwilliam560]

Not about your dad just this thing you did the astral projection everyone can do that we just forgot how. It makes you feel like you are dying and you start seeing how everything is ore ordained if you wsnt it to be

[@uatasiu4069]

Underrated comment just wanna say

[@shoepuffwilliam560]

@@uatasiu4069 thank you for that.

[@2jz-boi]

The opposite actually, it completely scrambles your brain and you think people are being evil but actually you're just a paranoid anxiety ridden mess, i was a 10 year everyday weed smoker, that shit is poison.

[@Zaque-TV]

Nah it scrambles your mind and makes you paranoid and stupid. It can be therapeutic for introspection, but the paranoia can make you waaaay too down on yourself.

[@kameronberkly7461]

This honestly fucked me up, Sarah. I really appreciate you sharing that personal part of your life with us, and im not gonna lie, this did make me cry.

[@eliast1259]

moral of the story: dont take a hit without water

[@sydneyiski3271]

Krys T 😭😭😭😂😂😂

[@ninahuffman7281]

Krys T this is savage asf😂😅

[@lauryntrammell94]

hahahahaha funny ass shit.

[@rylanmolina5975]

Whatever strain she smoked I need dat haha

[@helenvelasquez8495]

Krys T ive hit the bong without water and i was chillen lol she just had a bad trip and didnt know to control herself lol

[@xxiv2247]

i feel weed exposes your true self in some ways which is why i only smoke a few times a month.

[@janetluna6846]

i stand by this so much

[@goopchain3911]

GreenEYESfromOHIO But seeing ur true self isnt always fun, not for me atleast, but its a strange feeling

[@b__w_4565]

Chain Sloth shouldn’t you be your true self all the tine? Lol

[@mintgum1404]

It’s the interaction with people that sometimes needs to be addressed in more proper ways.

[@Callebravo]

I hate smoking weed around people. When im sober I feel like im in control in most situations but when I smoke I become VERY VULNERABLE & I don’t want my peers to know who im really am.

[@Karinalachicana]

You had me in tears, I have a 20-year-old daughter named Sarah. In the last week we have become so much closer. I see the gratitude in your eyes. I couldn’t help but think of my daughter while you’re talking. I am so very blessed to have an amazing daughter. We both smoke weed and I just recently quit and so did she. We have both had some big realizations in the last few months. Now I wonder if weed “helped” us become closer.....

[@Kyshalise]

Omg you look so young. But that is so sad in a way. Do you feel better that you stopped smoking weed or just the same?

[@liltiiiff]

i miss smoking with my mom 🥺💔

[@eve1403]

to make this comment simple, i cannot explain in words how this video makes me feel. it hits me on a deeper level. this video was ethereal sarah, thank you.

[@sarahashtinselph495]

HeyIt'sEve yess! Same here

[@Bru1720]

HeyIt'sEve I like boobs

[@Camilla12348]

it made me cry for some reason

[@fh1527]

same I relate so much on a deep level. cuz her story is so much like my first panic attack literally thought I was gone die. 😂😂

[@lailaabdillahi2873]

i absolutely love this video. it made me come to the realisation that i need to be more appreciative of my parents. it made me realise that lately i haven't been treating them the way they should be and that they LITERALLY have sacrificed sO much for me and i took it all for granted and still wasn't appreciative because i knew that they would always be there for me no mater what. that is going to change, thanks to you Sarah. i feel like after watching this video i am going to be a better person already. not only treat my family with huge amounts of respect and love, everyone around me. because just showing any bit of love and appreciation to ANYONE can make their day. i am so thankful for you Sarah. you make me want to be a better person.

[@melinatafarella9775]

"god ill see you soon dude"

[@h6te174]

Tommy Loika wtf

[@jocelynruiz7854]

as someone who is also spiritual and stopped smoking weed due to a spiritual experience, i loved watching this years later now that i have had similar experiences.

[@mariahchavez1315]

I'm currently having problems with my mom and after watching this I realize that all this fighting between us right now is pointless and wasting the time that we could have together and be happy and when she comes back home I'm going to give her a big hug and tell her that i appreciate everything shes done for me. Appreciate that you told us about this. WERE ALL HERE FOR EACH OTHER❤❤

[@ridorock6]

Mariah Chavez right here with you ❤️

[@CM_NASDAQ]

its an awakening. ego death, it takes you down a trip through the deepest layers of yourself.

[@t.g.y1856]

Facccccctsssssssss

[@karoloser]

id rather have one on acid. weed is too soft on me. acid gets more in depth

[@milesmorales5929]

@@karoloser "weed is too soft on me" Damn. Try crack then.

[@karoloser]

@@brih-2353 thanks

[@karoloser]

@@milesmorales5929 thanks

[@GLAMourkilssyouux3]

Weed is definitely not for everyone. I used to smoke regularly, but it made me incredibly paranoid, even of my friends and the world around me. I have not smoked in two years, but I can say that marijuana opens your mind and perspective. It teaches you many things about yourself that can be difficult but ultimately brings you to be the person you are meant to be.

[@misssuslik]

I seriously cannot relate to this

[@winstonlo7326]

I´m smoking regularly and I´m not getting anything you were getting. No paranoia, no change in perspective, no teachings about myself and it didn´t really change me as a person either. I smoke just to relax after a day of work with some friends. I get high, have good vibes, laugh alot and thats it.

[@GLAMourkilssyouux3]

That's fine. Everyone is different. Our experiences simply don't match. Neither one is the right or only experience. I shared how marijuana affected me because very few people talk about when the impact is negative. It's not as common I suppose, but it's always nice for other people to know they're not alone in their feelings.

[@trippy2johno280]

True that, I quit because it was fucking me up, in the end it just didn't agree with me

[@TheFemaleGhost]

I completely agrre with you. I used to smoke since the age of 15-18... and i did a lot of it... slowly slowly i noticed i would be paranoid over little things and over people.. I then stopped and believed it was the best decison i made. It made me realise that I didnt need to smoke weed to feel difference emotions or to be happy or mellow, I could do that on my own. Its going to be 3 years soon of not smoking weed.

[@mariovaldez5088]

As an empath I deal with intense emotions, so this last time i smoked i had this intensity of a negative wave and I kept tryna tell myself im ok and it was as if i had a strong other voice telling me as soon as I tried to comfort myself that i wasn't ok and I felt like I was going crazy. In that moment I realized it was my spirit guide telling me I'm not ok and I listened and ever since I stopped smoking life has been good although there is many mental places I want to better of course, but I realized that if you dont do what you know you desire and are distracting yourself from what you want to accomplish you will have bult up emotions that can lead to anxiety and panic. Love yourself and become your best form

[@jocelynepena8973]

I can relate so much

[@PGOuma]

Woah

[@seashells1460]

I needed this

[@jaecarter503]

❤️

[@AniLovani]

Idek you but ily you❤️

[@kristen21023]

I've been trying to quit. It's hard. It's my escape but I escape so often I can feel myself becoming anti social and overly introspective. To the point where I'm constantly lost in my own head. Thank you for posting this video. I feel the the conversation is always so extreme, where it's either "weed is so bad it will ruin your life", or "weed is the best thing ever, it cures anything and everything".

[@therisingsun7870]

kristen sometimes the best place to go is in your head there you can find answer to questions you didn’t know you had

[@jessicaraye]

omg yes, I def resonate with your comment. trying to quit now also. I'm tired of escaping, I wanna start living ❤🎉 and hey...its 2 years later, how's your experience going now?

[@domobot1]

Sarah, my girl, my homie, my dawg, my chica. You really opened my eyes with this video. I really felt a personal connection and that we were just chillin on your bed literally having a conversation. Love how genuine you are ❤.

[@Z_Co95]

I always feel like weed enhances my current emotional state. If I’m in a low place in life with high anxiety I try to stay away from weed as it usually amplifies that depression/anxiety. If I’m feeling good and being very motivated it usually keeps me motivated and let’s me appreciate the little things in life.

[@MM-hq5qk]

I used to smoke so much weed, Every week I would go out and buy 2 pounds of it and smoke day and night joint after joint bong after bong but then i quit... after 8 months of being weed free i traveled alone to india and one night i was going out with some friends and i thought maybe i should smoke a little and i did. After i smoked a joint and the high hit me like a truck the fear came to me and i felt a kind of panic that i had never felt before in my life, all of a sudden i was thinking that i was alone in another country, and no one of my relatives were there, and what happens if i am arrested or something and it was so so bad... I slept for two days in my room after that night and on the third day i was normal again and i swore to myself that i won't smoke it ever again. Quitting weed/hashish was one of the best decision i made in my life I am more social now more active and motivated.

[@curiousmanatee1217]

ugh realest youtuber at the moment ily sarah

[@sovereignmagnate9644]

Real question is... did you ever answer your dad??

[@gohard29]

lol

[@jessiruiz4857]

Chase PerryI I thouGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO THOUGHT THAT

[@lord.kagiso3741]

Sarah! Please answer this man...

[@erikc4763]

Lmao I know right

[@numb.angel6662]

Chase Perry we'll never know i guess

[@nadiastoloff]

hearing you talk about your relationship with your mom makes me feel less alone. i had the exact same situation where i would be rude to my mom for literally no reason when she gave me everything and more in my life.

[@Hudson.PerRose]

I love weed but....I always feel so depressed, unmotivated, cloudy and alone the morning after smoking😔

[@sbaby4572]

Serena Wellek I feel yah girlie. Something that helped me was when I did smoke, I did it early in the day so by the time I went to bed, I was pretty much sober. It helped me feel less depressed the day after ❤️

[@julesverhaeghe4817]

Same for me rn, but if i smoke more it goes away

[@biggayal1802]

That's because you have the ginger-vitus. 😂😂😂

[@biggayal1802]

*Ginger-vitis* The horrible disease that infects every single red haired person. Symptoms include: red hair, freckles, the lack of one's soul, and the feeling that you just don't belong in society. Gingervitis can be passed on to other people with the harmful bite, this bite can spread the disease to any person, so be careful around ginger kids.

[@Hudson.PerRose]

@@biggayal1802 lmao jokes. Its fake. Im naturally a brunette, though nice try👍

[@NinaKStewfan]

This literally just shifted my perspective on life. Thank you for this Sarah, I needed this. I've probably said this a million times but you are literally one of the realest, if not, the REALEST youtuber on the internet. You speak the truth and you're always honest with your followers. You're the definition of a good, kind and caring person. You know how to have fun and to cheer people up with your uplifting and amazing personality(with an UH-MAZING sense of humor that I completely get lmao), but you also know when to be serious. This video was one of the most inspiring and raw videos I've seen on KZbin and it really hit me. wow. Just when I thought I couldn't love you more than I already did. 😭

[@oliviamaniscalco3237]

i like how you're so unlike other youtubers and celebrities out there that you are not afraid to share these personal experiences with the world to help us with our issues and in a way to show us that we are not alone so thank you

[@kaitlinc.2364]

these comments surprised me a lot, definitely didn’t pass the vibe check. so proud of u and sorry u had to go through that

[@emmatorres1498]

This video really hit me hard, my mom died a few years ago. I was 17 and still in the rebellious teen stage. I never wanted to be with my mom or do anything with them. And that turned out to be the biggest regret in my life. PSA to any young kids watching this; CHERISH your parents. You may be annoyed by the strictness, them dragging you everywhere, telling you what to do. But I promise you you'll miss it when they're gone.

[@lindsey4891]

Emma Torres i can understand where you're coming from, but like you can't generalize parents like this. coming from a child with an abusive parent, i can tell you right now i will not regret it and will never regret it.

[@ownthevoid]

Emma Torres same thing happened here- I was 17, I loved my mom a bunch, but we would argue a lot (she was 33, and would drink a lot, which made me mad) and eventually I just moved out after a pretty bad argument. Then we never really got to see each other much after that, we were on good terms when she passed, but I wish I would have stayed and spent more time with her, and treated her better. I'm 18 now, so it was last year, and my mom didn't get to see me graduate, it sucks man.

[@vamcat23]

Emma Torres wow that's like the same as me I'm 17 and my mom just died a month ago

[@emmatorres1498]

MayaTheKat I'm sorry to hear that ): tough stuff

[@kaitlyn3681]

yo r.i.p I'm sorry for your loss that must have been hard for you

[@MissMLmakeup]

Ugh derelaization is so scary. It makes everything laggy in my head kinda like everything is in slow motion.

[@hanne8079]

probably the best story time i've ever watched

[@Isaac-cw7vl]

I love how youtube suggests this to me right as I’m experiencing all these things

[@Me-dj2sz]

same

[@creamychai3980]

It’s not KZbin it’s the universe

[@robinaguirre12]

highkey one of the best storytimes I've ever came across, i don't have the greatest relationships with my parents so this video makes me realize things a lot more..

[@oliviakauffman1384]

Damn you know it's serious when there's no chris brown in the background

[@1950622]

olivia kauffman this is the best comment

[@mayamcgee729]

i deadass cried omg this makes me appreciate everyone more, the things you said about being equal, some people really need to hear that. idek what im saying but i had to comment because this 20 minute video truly touched me. thank you sarah

[@spiralmouse]

maya papaya sameeee

[@wwkcd7657]

I had a crazy intense panic attack in December. For the past year and a half, i had been constantly lying to my parents about my whereabouts and my weed habit, and when I got that high I finally realized how terrible I felt about lying to my sweet parents and I went spiraling. That experience was horrifying, but it really showed me that i needed to quit and fix things with my parents.

[@beccanottelling3449]

*Girl, I experienced tunnel vision while I was in a college class (yes, panic attacks in class are as fun as it sounds). I thought I was going BLIND! I'm glad you explained what this was. All I could see was a few words on the board and everything else, including the professor, was in shadow and shaking. As soon as the class was over, my vision had returned to normal. Creepiest thing ever!*

[@brianna9423]

Hugh Jass I think I've had this too but I literally only have a hazed memory of this

[@lesliesanchez3728]

This video is so real it has me in tears. Also, you explaining your panic attack literally triggered me into me almost having one too. That is how much I felt this. This is amazing, thanks girl.

[@lesliesanchez3728]

+Yara Alawi omg haha I didn't even notice I made it sound like a good thing 😂😂 but the "thank you" was for the whole video and it's purpose, not the panic attack 😂 i'm a mess

[@DreamBelive07]

same, I couldnt watch this full video because around ~9:06 I started panicking a little bit so I didn't want to get into it

[@YellowFishPlease]

My mom committed suicide last month. She was suffering from serious mental illness and me and my family didn't even realized it until she took her own life. I've said so many horrible things to her because I thought she got weird and she annoyed us so much. But it was all because of her anxiety and mental problems. She's now in heaven and every day I ask her for forgiveness. I miss her so much and I can't imagine my life without her by my side. Since I screwed up and I can't do anything to fix it I just wanna say to all of you who's reading this comment (I'm not sure if anyone's reading but I'm writing it to feel a little better) - please, PLEASE, appreciate your parents more than anyone else in this world, like Sarah said, they love you so much no matter what and this love is the greatest gift, I promise you. Please tell them you love them everyday and don't be horrible to them cause you never know how it can affect them and you never know how much longer they're gonna be with you here. I thought my mom would always be around. I'm just 22 and she should be here for me but the only thing I can do right now is to tell her I love her everyday but never see her again. It hurts. Anyways, thank you Sarah for this video, even though it made my cry and I feel even worse I hope some people will be more appreciative and will realize how lucky they are to still have parents by their side.

[@42madi98]

Ta Mi I'm sorry for ur loss. If she didn't have the mental capacity to realize what exactly she is doing she will fine up there

[@Lulu-dn3zy]

Go kart races Eastern N.C. she'll be fine regardless... there is no punishment after death, just love

[@hadleyboguniecki4694]

Ta Mi this made me cry. thank you.

[@justme4497]

I'm so sorry.. but you have to know she's happy and in heaven now. watching over you. she knows you love her. thank you for sharing. it takes alot for someone to do what you just did. I wish you and your family the best. 💜

[@danielaBsmilling1]

Ta Mi sorry for your loss ):

[@RouVie2001]

Weed makes me super productive. I’ll smoke , 10 minutes later you’ll catch me at my laptop on garageband makin beats or playin guitar😂

[@terrellwills1000]

I just quit but I was literally the same way lol I would start cleaning working on music writing papers, all kinds of stuff lol

[@RouVie2001]

Terrell Wills On The Tank Music yeah i only do it socially now and then i feel like its better that way

[@myrkav]

same lol i start cleaning the whole house and shit 😭

[@TheGlowingOnee]

You’ll catch me working out hard like a mf lol

[@samannthaswtnss9397]

Keep smoking it. It won’t be like that forever. You’ll see.

[@camrynthomas2315]

All these people asking to be on your Snapchat it so annoying. Thank you for going out of your comfort zone and sharing this story with us. This story time will affect me more than you'll ever know. Much love babe❤️

[@isabellatussey1690]

poketools you're awful can you just..... shut up. Don't talk. Ever again.

[@kyrstenmarie3776]

It's a thing she likes to do, she does it on almost every video. So if she doesn't have a problem with it then you shouldnt

[@wm2936]

poketools dude just chill out..... you're probably just a troll but like have some respect eh this person was just trying to express her love and appreciation for this video and for Sarah and you just gotta ruin the whole vibe of the beautiful message (this isn't gonna stop you I know but it doesn't hurt to tell you to act like a civil human being dude😂😂)

[@mikayla.matthews]

poketools Bro. If you don't care then get off the damn video😂😂😂 like stop being a stupid lil bitch.

[@brookeverdugo9871]

I've never been more shook and touched at the same time

[@strawberrybob7488]

my thoughts exactly. this video was a journey

[@amber4578]

You definitely had a very extreme spiritual realization and awakening. Life's crazy man

[@jakmar4835]

OK hippie girl. nice try. its called laced weed. and if you do some research you'd see that she basically describes the symptoms. i would hardly call a panic attack a spiritual realization lmfao

[@amber4578]

I'm talking about the fact that it made her realize how shitty she has been. It did in a huge way make her wake up. I know what I'm talking about but "nice try". Also calling me a hippie isn't offending me

[@leodesilva7664]

Amber Allean your right, it was some sort of spritual realization. The weed was not laced, ive seen it happen to my friend, and we smoked the same joint, she started to have panic attacks/ hallucinations and I was completely fine.

[@haleyparker8542]

I once had a panic attack when I was high in the car with my boyfriend, and I "fell into a coma" as I call it. So my boyfriend doesn't know something is wrong with me he just thinks I'm asleep. Im not asleep ik everything going on around me I just can't open my eyes, talk, or move. So here I am thinking Im gonna die and I can see 2 lines in my mind, a red and a blue. Blue was my thoughts, and red was my heart monitor. my heart monitor was flatlining and my thoughts are just saying I'm dying I'm dying help me. I can't feel my heart beat and it was burning exactly how she described with the weight and everything. Finally I was able to say "I'm dying" to my boyfriend and he goes on this tangent about you can't OD on weed, and I can't hear anything unless he is saying something about death and it's making me freak out even more but Im not able to tell him to stop. So long story short I ended up puking and was all better.

[@Iammikeyrivers]

Maybe you should leave your boyfriend he’s not helpful

[@haleyparker8542]

Mikey Rivers after he realized what was going on he tried his best to help but there wasn’t much he could do since I couldn’t really accept the help cuz I couldn’t move

[@haleyparker8542]

@think for yourself that is such a scary thought

[@debbieliz8612]

haley parker sort of same thing happened to me but you would’ve been fine like you just needed some reassurance and I think that happens to a lot of people. It happened to me and after I threw from the eddy I felt much better.

[@roqueavalos2298]

You cant die in a weed overdose

[@Kay-ct4rn]

I think the message from this Video is never hit a dry bong.

[@lesbolilo08]

Kaytlyn Byrd 😂😂😂 yes

[@myglitterball]

Kaytlyn Byrd one time i took a dry dab lmao now that will fuck ya up

[@davidlopez5795]

Kaytlyn Byrd water pipe* 😂

[@pri.sci.lla.]

She totally smoked some laced shit like this doesn't happen from weed lol

[@adrianariel599]

🤣🤣

[@citlaliamor9957]

For real tho, you should have a podcast,,, I could listen to you talk forever

[@mckennahebebrand6804]

Citlali Amor yesssss her voice is so calming and she is the realist youtuber i know

[@asias3000]

Ur voice is so nice to listen to, just a side note

[@Kitty-yt9de]

This is EXACTLY what happened to me. I even did the whole "I NEED a doctor NOW, I'm going to DIE" screaming in the ER show. This story helped me know that my panic attack even though seen as "exaggerated" to others, was not. You think you're going to have a heart attack because the symptoms are exactly like one, my arm even went numb at one point. And in the midst of the heart attack you have like 1,000 epiphanies that change your whole perspective on life. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy but I don't regret it bc it changed me for the better & haven't had one since then (2 years ago). I changed the way I treat others, I take care of myself like there is no tomorrow & I'm happier than I've ever been.

[@harleirebelqwin]

Thank you for sharing. I had too much of a dosage from edibles. My first time having them and I am currently facing depersonalization, 2 days later after having the edibles. Smh. I am familiar with this feeling bc I faced it at my final stages of depression. I came out of the depression and became a better version of me. But! This time is scary bc I got it from the edibles.

[@justinwil4365]

I took acid and molly at the same time and had violent vomiting and knarly stomach pain. I had a very similar feeling to this but it made me realize I need to be more kind and appreciative of my girlfriend. Since this incident we have been very rock solid together, lots of love and joy and no negativity or arguments. It was like a barfed a demon out of my insides.

[@justinwil4365]

Awesome video by the way.

[@didyabringabongalong.1435]

Justin Wil No dude you freaked out and you are insecure about your relationship? Good for you either way

[@sydneyrivera8141]

Good man that’s good

[@kk-mj5ku]

why the fuck would you do both at the same time. like i never understand people who do something so serious like that without researching what could happen.

[@djmadlve9671]

katie lundberg because people are stupid. Like acid and molly are already dangerous on their own why mix? It’s like people mixing alcohol and thinking they won’t be hungover the next morning

[@rachelt4792]

I feel like so many teenagers have the same mentality, getting really annoyed at their parents about everything. I was like that last year, until I had appendicitis. After having an appendectomy, it made me appreciative of everything and everyone. I guess it's part of growing up. I'm happy to see you mature. You're so right that we're all the same, money and fame doesn't make someone better. What you said in this video was so inspiring, and I'm glad you're spreading wisdom to your young, impressionable fans. We're proud of you, Sarah. ✌🏻

[@isism2630]

Rach H for me it started in middle school bc before I was good w/ my parents but then it became cool to be rude to your parents like an unspoken trend just like not sleeping and being miserable and complaining about everything. disappointed that I followed the trend but I know now.

[@rachelt4792]

Isis Marquez exactly, I started because that's what the popular girls did and I wanted to be like them. Haha. Oh well, what matters is that we grew out of it.

[@claricematheny3718]

only sarah baska can make me cry and laugh my ass off in one video... I love you so much sarah and thank you

[@_edendacosta]

reading everyones crazy weed trips while being high is SO funny but terrifying

[@stevendalloesingh1214]

Is your name really Eden? First for me.

[@veronicacalero2600]

best comment haha

[@_edendacosta]

@@stevendalloesingh1214 yes it is ☺️

[@sarahward5455]

This brought me to tears. It has really shown that we really need to appreciate everyone and everything. The way she described her panic attack kind of endured small panic attack myself because I started thinking those things like my parents could die any moment my sister my friends and it's really sad. I'm so glad you shared this experience with us it has really enlightened me and made me feel respected and the need to respect other people. I love you ❤️️

[@emezzi8902]

depersonalization happened to me the first time and its crazy. it lasted for a week afterwards and while high i felt like i was falling asleep and waking up about every second yet my eyes were closed. i moved my body but only felt it in some parts of my body, i felt empty and i didnt know what to do, because i didn't know what it was. this has happened a few times afterwards, usually when i smoke a blunt - one time i started having this hate for everyone i was smoking with and i saw the situation from my parents perspectives whom had been yelling at me for smoking for a long time, id realized that they care and i became a lot more appreciative and understanding. i saw things truly from a different light. depersonalization on the other hand needs to be shared with more people because being stuck with this feeling without knowing about it is literally hell. its sooo hard to describe and not many people actually can understand it because its not very common. when i was experiencing this, my friends were telling me i was being annoying and i was "just high" and i felt helpless because i was feeling this and nobody else understood or believed me. ITS NOT BEING HIGH, it's not an "over exaggeratation" - its truly an out of body experience and it changes people. so everyone saying sarah was just high or overreacting clearly hasnt felt this, but i can assure you what she felt was very real because i felt it myself many times. thank u for sharing this story sarah

[@oliviasmith2557]

emezzi oh my god okay so I smoked for the first time a few days ago and I have been trying to research the falling asleep/waking up constantly feeling since that is what I felt. I probably psyched myself out but I did feel the depersonalization, lmao my cousin thought I was gonna die long story short like god bless you cause at least I know that's like a thing

[@lauralacanu9005]

emezzi depersonalization happened to me too when I tried the first time marijuana. I was so fucking scared you guys can't understand, I didn't know what to do and I had a panic attack. I couldn't breathe, I passed out and I felt my body switching off. I live in Rome, Italy and I was hanging out with my friends, they were high too. I felt like I was dying, I passed out and the months after this episode I had a HUGE anxiety and that developed in depression. I'm recovering right now but I still have this bad moments of anxiety. I was a dumb kid, I wasn't conscious about the consequences that weed can bring if you use it without knowing what you're doing. Be careful and safe, make some searches!

[@oliviachoney2127]

Laura lalalala same girl! i had that happen and i passed out. it gave me anxiety and i had a lot of anxiety attacks the week after. it makes me so much more comfortable knowing i'm not the only one who went through that. but i know now not to ever smoke weed !

[@lauralacanu9005]

Olivia Choney me too, like I haven't touched it since that situation! I'm hope that now you are okay!

[@jakmar4835]

my god handle your shit girl, like seriously get a grip. smh smh

[@KristaRenee1]

Ur one of the realest people on KZbin.. why I love you. thank you for making this video. 💛

[@emmab3342]

Everyone in the comments is praising weed as if this girls experience was some psychic miracle... like no... weed is a stimulant that is a known trigger for panic attacks and other psychological issues... she had a panic attack.

[@delaneycrane]

this is such a cause and effect situation, if you hadn't smoked the weed without water then you wouldn't have realized everything or made this video. i'm so glad you shared your story and i hope you do great in life love you sarah❤️

[@jennysanchez5590]

It honestly sounds like she experienced ego death from the weed she smoked.

[@jheidn]

Time to go for a trip on tabs

[@stacyannjames3051]

Like beyonce took a one draw of smoking plus she said gotta big ego to eat alot more immediately hungry even after u eat . U stillhungry plus alchol dont drop that alchol beyonce said when she knws it fucks u up dry out ur skin make get an keepan open appetite for propbably fries

[@moisesaranda4780]

She smoking that gas gas😂

[@musicLOVER15382]

Ismoked regularly and I definitely had an ego death

[@365healthjourney]

Christian Prince there is no ego so how can ego die?

[@tristank2833]

I love this, especially how you spoke about how people don't know the level of anxiety someone may have at all times and the things that can set them off. You truly are a wonderful person. I love ya, dude.

[@brynlyrene13]

tristan k. my last panic attack was so bad that i realized that i dont wanna smoke anymore and i told my godmother and keep in mind that i smoked with her daughter. .and i told her mom (my godmother) about it cause i wanted to let her know how it made me feel and a few days after that her daughter wanted to fight because of it. .like. .she thought i did it to gain something.

[@deborahwey4183]

dude im the 420th like lmaoo but i love this comment

[@readingisfreedom9664]

People can be triggered (I don’t mean politically) by the most random things. We must be gentle with each other. God bless.

[@swaggyleia]

I hadn’t realized depersonalization was what I have been feeling . I have felt very alone in this feeling, I have a constant feeling of impending doom… this video made me feel like I’m not alone, and that in itself helped me so much in this moment. Thanks for sharing your experience.

[@alijpg]

i've never heard such an accurate description of a panic attack. i really related because i used to get panic attacks, i'm really glad you decided to share this personal event with us.

[@karla0504]

why am i crying at the club, my girl sarah is so deep

[@sparklingsn]

#BuyCryingInTheClubOnITunes

[@justalexbaby12]

karla flores I was legit about to comment the exact same thing 😭

[@Evecaldwell]

why are you watching a youtube in the club, is a better question. Put the phone down girl!

[@theerealtks]

karla flores gurlll get off ur phone and throw that ass

[@ricky635544]

**goes to the club** **watches KZbin videos** honestly meeee

[@kaleighladner227]

This is exactly why I stopped smoking too, Like this is so spot on it’s crazy, for a while I really thought I was the only one that has experience this

[@coolgirl-hv7uc]

Dude me too I really thought I accidentally smoked crack

[@abelina3115]

Kaleigh Ladner same... but I love weed

[@ashellokitty]

same I started having anxiety attacks every single time I smoked it wasn’t like that at first

[@99rocketlauncher]

Me too!!!!!

[@lilstephthcx]

Weed is a lot stronger now days stronger than it used to be

[@IANONYMOUSLYI]

Smart just quit and now I’m on my purpose, smokeed 90% up carts everyday for 2 years, now meditation is my drug and being in nature with a coloring book haha, people may think I’m weird, but it’s self love 😁, good job queen.

[@abigailjohnson6517]

So basically tunnel vision is that Mr. Krabs meme

[@bryggmastaren]

Abbie Johnson first thing i thought of 😂😂

[@abbiejohnson2154]

same name

[@Mynameisdarkxxo]

😂😂

[@rashidajai3394]

Yesssss!!!!! 😂😂😂