work diaries 02 // grwm, reflecting on hate comments, in-office days [week in my life as a SWE]

[@sarahpan]

happy tuesday! how's your week been? :)

[@ninanegedu]

My week started off hectic but has been getting better and better☺️

[@JustMeVanessa]

Good thanks 😊 One of my videos got 200 views 🤭 and I'm so proud of it given that I'm still new. Thanks again for being so sweet 🤗

[@VintageNewYork]

Sarah, After watching this vid I felt compelled to post a comment. As a software developer with over 15 years of experience I want to say that: 1). you do not need to explain yourself how and how long do you work to anyone. let me repeat that: 2). you do not need to explain yourself how and how long do you work to anyone. I hope we can agree on that. The only party that can have any interest in that is google and your immediate supervisor. I can solemnly confirm, that SD work consists mostly of eating, bathroom breaks, and then doing some coding. Your in-office videos are perfect as they are. I am more thrilled to see clips of cantinas, food, and roof terrace than inspecting another if-else or test scenario. All those moments when you had to stay late, help your work colleagues or guide interns - they are not going to make it into a video. You remember all those moments, and we do not need to know about them. Period. End of rant.

[@instaSHINOBI]

WFH today -- although my office has free Starbucks coffee, I've become accustomed to the home electric kettle and hazelnut creamer combo at home. Awesome that you guys have tons of kitchen options!

[@missinchoate]

I merged another branch into my main branch incorrectly now I have to recode a component tomorrow morning before my team judges me 😂

[@iTzDritte]

Haters gonna hate. Realistically, it’s pretty hard to make coding content compelling; it’s a much more niche than “living in NYC” content. Even for someone who really nails coding KZbin, like ThePrimeagen, has a smaller audience than your channel, which is still in its early growth stage. Most humans have large blocks of time everyday that are uninteresting to an external audience. I’m a fan of your approach of a timelapse of you at a desk, then going back to something where you can craft a more compelling story.

[@khalilahd.]

Well said!

[@danielnunez896]

Personally, I have thoroughly enjoyed every video you have put out. It always seems like you are having fun and living your life, and that is the most entertaining part for me. I'm sure people hating on your work vlogs are just envious of you working at such a prestigious company that offer such generous amenities. Anyways, it's your channel, so you do you!

[@_boratannies]

it’s completely understandable that you want your content to be interesting while also being realistic without becoming boring or repetitive. i say do whatever makes you happy because it’s impossible to please everyone. if it makes any difference i’ve enjoyed your vlogs whether they’re work focused or not. continue doing you! 💕

[@gi1747]

As a young professional I am eating these work vlogs UP !! I genuinely get so inspired

[@jewellfrancisco7786]

As a software developer (new to the industry) I guess it can be hard for non-tech people to quantify exactly what the work entails. It can definitely seem very glamorous and lazy from an outsiders point of view, but they also have no idea what the workload looks like. I think you're doing great !! I started watching your videos when I started college. So it was really nice to find out that you're also in tech ! Personally I would LOVE to see more tech videos from you, but whatever content makes you happy is what I'd like to see most ❤

[@bncacg456]

Personally, seeing you drinking coffee and picking out snacks in between work, relaxes me and makes me think wow this girl is crushing it at her career but also making time for self-care and eating good food. It's soothing and inspiring, keep doing what makes you happy

[@italianlifestyle7911]

As I see it hate comments come either from envious people you already know and can't stand your success or frustrated people who wish they were you!

[@foster2264]

Literally started watching the videos because of the food and good vibes. Kept watching because I enjoy how you balance your life as a SE.

[@churroros]

Hi Sarah! I just want to say that I hope you keep up with such work diaries videos because for me, watching your videos takes me out of my life for 10minutes and it helps to refresh me for my own week ahead. So thank you!

[@khalilahd.]

I love that you’re so passionate about what you do and you find people in your niche that share that same passion. Don’t think about the haters, you’re doing what you love and that’s all that matters ❤

[@Libby1276]

Your videos make sense as a person who also codes I understand legally you cannot show actual code and only things that you do during your breaks. Your videos are perfect and give a good balance between your work and life!

[@Chrystal.lopezz]

Haters will hate no matter what, especially when you're a youtuber they assume they know everything about you, I really love your videos and you make me feel productive. Keep up the good work and post what you're comfortable with ❤

[@flaviusmacrobius1110]

Don’t mind them. They are doing less than you. You are living well, and I really appreciate you sharing your life. ✨

[@monika.szekretar]

Hi Sarah, I really love the editing and the vibe of your videos - whether it's about your work days or living in NYC or q&a - they always cheer me up. For me it's great to see what it is like living in NYC as a young adult and what it is like being a software engineer as a young woman. I think you find the right balance between work and life in your videos. Don't bother about the hating/envious comments, what really matters is what makes you feel good about your videos. :) One of your viewers from Europe

[@AnaMoShoshin]

I love seeing all the things you eat!! I think you've made it pretty clear that you are doing work in between all the bits you've filmed. keep up the work vlogs, they are fun!!

[@aloh5545]

I love both the work-focused and personal life vlogs, it’s interesting to see the contrast. Whichever direction you’re heading towards, it’s gonna be super original and captivating cause they’re all genuine content. But of course, do what makes you happy :) hoping that you’ll find that sweet spot soon

[@studywithjun8304]

Don't worry about those comments, people that make them must be idiots if they do not realise how hard it's to work in this industry, how many hours you have to sit behind the desk even during your after-work time. You're doing great as a KZbinr and I personally like this work diaries content of yours

[@EricaChuah]

Hi Sarah! I've been watching your videos, as a person who also works in the same field/industry, i get your stress. I wanted to say you're doing very good balancing work life and creating content. Don't be bothered by those negative sour comments, haters gonna hate! Keep doing what you're doing 💪🏾

[@ninanegedu]

I just catch myself smiling through your vlogs. It’s always an amazing time on your channel ❤️

[@kammiekam2595]

Your content is not boring, I love your content because you actually have a real job, and it's not all about fashion. It's very relaxing to watch your channel. Love from miles away girly 🥰🥰🥰

[@paulineaugust]

I'm following your channel for a while now and I just love the way you make the videos about your daily life! If people come back to see more of your videos its because you are doing it good, dont judge yourself too much because of those terrible comments. Hope to see more about your routine, as a person who is going to live in NYC soon, I love to see every single details, even what do you eat during the day! Of course you cant show more about your work, its not a problem at all. Wish you the best :)

[@YingYangLee]

generally, viewers have no idea what they're even talking about when they have feedback to give. I love your videos, especially as someone who isn't in the tech industry, food in NYC looks incredible ofc you want to share it. People who are happy with your content generally won't express it, it's always the complainers who are the loudest. Criticism does come with being a content creator but that doesn't make the hurt any less painful.

[@KyleSimpz_Studio]

Ignore those comments!! Do what makes you happy and film what makes you happy. There will always be people with negative comments but you only live once so ignore them.

[@VanityFading]

I recently found your channel and I've been binging them all. I enjoy it because its different than my life but also interesting to me to see your day even if its "regular" for you. Keep vlogging!

[@TheSassyWitch]

I absolutely enjoy your realistic work day in my life videos! Love your work! Enjoy your channel content! Thank you!

[@cassiesdesign]

I think it was cool to see into the tech world with you. I am a graphic designer and I can fully agree on people not seeing all of the work that happens under the surface. My workplace hosts events a lot during the summer and allows a lot of flexibility in working. But it’s still a lot of work. I don’t want to work somewhere that’s stuffy. I appreciate the reality you’ve shared because I don’t know people who have a similar work environment, I feel like i can relate to you!

[@xoSheIl]

i personally enjoy your work vlogs. I dont find them boring at all lmao .. relaxing and low key motivating c:

[@marquisstarks9471]

Thank you Sarah for such a transparent, honest, and self-effacing video. You are a true gem and kind-hearted spirit. I am new to your channel and wish you the best weekend 🙂

[@Lahlasa]

I think those comments come from a place of jealousy unfortunately. It likely doesn't even matter how much hard work you show - this type of person isn't rational and just focuses on what benefits/perks others have and they don't have. Please continue to make the content that makes YOU feel happy and fulfilled, and the majority of your audience will be here to enjoy that :)

[@elizabethkabuin5299]

I have always been intrigued with the idea of computer science as a degree but felt like maybe I wasn’t smart/cool enough to do it. I am a very feminine girl and also a poc so I did not think there would be a space for me. Watching you has really given me the motivation I needed to go ahead and go for it. I am so happy and excited for the future now because of it. You are doing amazing now and have such a positive impact in people’s lives already. Keep doing what you are doing and I wish you nothing but the best in your career and content creation.

[@bethdimonti]

Omg you're so humble and kind! :") if I were you, I wouldn't even bother thinking about all those hate comments! Hater's gonna hate. But you know what? This exactly what makes you shine even more. Keep it up Sarah! I LOVE all of your contents, and I believe lots of other people also do!!!

[@rainerk.8554]

I Like your work vlogs so much, they are so interesting and kind of motivating. Big thank you to you to share parts of your life with us! Greetings from Germany! :)

[@rotienoxoxo]

Don't be discouraged by one miserable person! I never got the impression that you don't work extremely hard. That is very apparent just when observing the quality of your videos!! I really enjoy the format you currently have. Please don't feel the need to change! That one mean person can go find another KZbinr to watch or make their own content. Really appreciate you and these videos! I also work in NYC in tech. It's really cool to see how another person with a similar professional background navigates the city. Super inspiring!

[@andreaviracca5746]

Hey there, i just love you´re videos, i think that you found the perfect balance between work and everything else!💖

[@katieruffing3268]

Sarah, I stumbled across your videos a few weeks ago and I absolutely love your content (especially all the food you share). Stick to what you're doing and what you're comfortable with!

[@justablackgirl]

I love these videos!! Please don’t stop. People are projecting and hate themselves! You don’t need to overwork or show yourself working all day for your content. Google wouldn’t keep you there if you didn’t do your job

[@j.s3300]

The people who enjoy the content will always be more quiet than the rogues who don’t. Keep doing what you do

[@PabloDominguezStuff]

Hi Sarah! Love your videos. Rn I'm a remote intern at google, and while my host is in nyc, it's really nice to see how life and the office is there through your videos! Please keep posting :)

[@BigBooUK]

Ignore the haters, Sarah. I really enjoy your videos and think that you’re striking a really good balance with what you choose to include. As a software engineer myself, I don’t think that coding is much of a spectator sport but I’d still watch 😁 Most of all, you do you.

[@brendenvisoury90]

Dude I love your vlogs!

[@imzuby]

amazing vid once again :) i look forward to new videos every week, theyre so comforting to just sit there and watch and relax a bit

[@jensdeclassifiedtechsurviv5924]

Haters are just projecting their insecurities onto you, anyone who is truly happy can be happy for others and don’t feel need to bring others down. As for what content to make, I love the Q&A sessions because a lot of working in tech are the soft skills. Especially having the POV from a woman of color is very niche in tech, especially as an engineer. Getting advice on how to navigate your career and tech is much more useful than watching you code tbh (there’s plenty of channels that already do that but not many for women of color in tech roles). Keep being you and being awesome!

[@brandonhorsford]

You’re showing yourself eating from time to time throughout the day on a video, these comments are unloving and you shouldn’t even consider it in your thoughts 💭 I appreciate your work we appreciate your work 🎉❤ love , light & Life sis!!

[@v36rob]

If it hasn't already been said, the outro music transition was amazing!

[@Nikita-jx7bc]

Hey Sarah! Your videos are really really fun! Don't let haters get to you, you go gurl!

[@imblackstar6543]

Gotta remember those haters making those comments probably work more manual labor, part time jobs, etc that just doesn’t pay as much and have as much freedom in a sense. Could be jealousy. Let them hate. They only hate because they don’t understand how your job works. Keep up your positivity 😊

[@charlesjone78]

For someone to ask if you eat all day don't let miserable people get to you girl I love the content, so don't the things you want to change will all balance out, keep living your best life in NYC and eat as much as you want when you want period!

[@mwendeee]

hey sarah! i subbed recently bc i feel very inspired when watching your work day videos, as i hope to become a developer one day. but i also stayed bc your channel also has a balance of lifestyle + work life + NYC life content which i really like, and you edit so well. so i hope some of those comments don't lower your morale and for what it's worth, i think you're doing amazing :)

[@Brianna_Traynor]

You balance it all so well! We love your videos ❤️

[@skyestinson6499]

I love the chill vlogs, makes me miss the city. As for the work comments - I believe that just comes from someone that is not familiar with the space or maybe even someone that may be a little younger and not understand what working is like. A good company has breaks, I WFH and if I ever "vloged" it would be just me playing with my dog and making lunch at home on a work day. Obviously I can't show my actual work, that would actually be a bit unprofessional on my side since I work with sensitive information.

[@AsianMike3171]

happy tuesday!!! my week is going ok, nothing out of the ordinary haha

[@serene_ck]

I just came across your video and I’m so sad to hear you have had to deal with this so called hate comments. Don’t stop doing what you’re doing, it’s inspiring and tbh it is giving me hope that there are people in tech (especially in google) having work life balance. I’m working in the tech industry as well, specifically working on the backend side of things, so like spring boot Java, I’m curious about what languages you’re working with. Maybe you can start explaining tech terms and concepts to these haters so they know you’re the real deal hahaha

[@anyaliu681]

Hey Sarah!! I would love to see a video of you just coding because I think it'd be useful for me to understand a bit more of what swe really do! I also love these types of videos as well. Keep up the good work :)

[@janellinteriano6377]

I think you're doing a great job of showing us your work and personal life!! I am currently in school for software development and watching your content inspires me because it shows me that maybe one day I can have a great job and work/life balance

[@juuustnothing5663]

This is making me feel better about my work..? It makes me feel motivated for sure (you know how studying videos makes you motivated this is the same but for work) Thank you for this vlog it definitely made me feel much better somehow

[@caitlinconnolly6186]

You put in your videos what you want to put in. Someone will always have something to say no matter what you do and create. You can’t please everyone. i like how you mix it up and show what you eat and then what you do for work-I think it gives a good balance and I am also a huge foodie 🤣 Btw how are the Asian dramas going?

[@sarahpan]

thank you caitlin!! ❤ and it’s going well 🥰 i’m planning to start little women soon bc i keep hearing rly good things about it from friends haha

[@Tharushi1.0.1]

Can I just your videos and editing are perfect and genuinely beautiful 💗🥺🥺

[@JustMeVanessa]

I second that 😊

[@fiobei]

Don't let those comments get to you! You know yourself best and how hard you work :) As an SWE aspiring to work in NYC too, I would love to see more coding content (if you're comfortable!) Maybe like snippets or you solving bugs, sharing your technical knowledge etc! Loving your videos!!!

[@DailyJasmineTea]

Keep up your content :) Love your current format. Haters will say content is boring if you show you coding for hours. Hard to please everyone. Haters will always hate no matter what.

[@Its.Ndivhu]

Your vlogs are so much fun

[@schmoovegroove]

Its a viewers fault if they cant comprehend that a 13 minute video out of a 24 hour day is not going to show all the work you do especially because if you're working hard you probably won't have time to show it and need to concentrate on the work. Also showing the benefits google has like food access is helpful because it shows what more companies should strive for and can help employees make better demands for their jobs. That commenter sounds more bitter towards capitalism than towards you. I think a lot of people enjoy the vlogs for showing your life and balancing work, side hustle, and social life and then q&a's for more actual job context. There's always going to be the parasocial viewers who expect full access to your life but they need to understand that is not healthy or a reasonable expectation. Keep doing you!!!

[@Akothhayker]

I love how you did your eyes❤

[@juliawh5995]

Hey Sarah! The more you share, the more assumptions are made unfortunately. Don’t let negative comments put you off or put you down. Keep sharing positivity and ignore it xx

[@shivc03]

8:45 Don't focus on those hate comments, because you are really doing a great job making these videos fun to watch and I'm sure alot of people think the same. Keep doing your thing.Your videos are really entertaining.

[@douglasvinicius6969]

Hey Sarah, its my first comment in here but ur videos is amazing keep it up !

[@namhlakhoza319]

I love your content so much ❤

[@dudayoungwriter]

Leave those haters behind, YOU ARE PERFECT!!!! And I'm SURE you are the best in your job! Love yaaaaa

[@changayakausa4286]

Dont mind the hate Sarah, you're one of my fav tech youtubers ever

[@Zeeshk26]

Awesome vlog as always and thank you so much.

[@kennyborahae]

Your videos are great! Don't worry about that hater💖 They're just jealous that they don't have a cool job and their food sucks lol but no, really! Your content is so great. That was NOT criticism, they were just being a jerk. They were trying to be mean, not constructive. Keep going✨️👏🏾

[@missmaryxoxo7565]

I adore your vlogs ❤😘

[@ItsEpicXD]

DOnt be sad Sarah!

[@jpark28]

The more successful you become, the more haters you'll have. Pretty much the law of nature lol. Keep doing you, there's a reason your subs are growing consistently, and even Graham Stephan said you're great at video editing

[@Kaylin011]

They hating! As someone who also works in tech, I definitely know you don’t just eat all day lol. And I enjoy your work day vlogs! I’m a 100% remote worker, and it’s really cool to see all the perks your office has! Your content is awesome. 🤍

[@veronia7522]

I am from Belarus and I am a senior year student of computer science. I like to watch people from this area. It is a pity that there are few such atmospheric channels, many are closed due to lack of time due to the combination of work, study, personal life, etc. The code is interesting. At least people like to see a good picture, you can just film a other screen with various sometimes colorful obscure characters😀. Anyway your videos are so great😍. you can not show a career and that's fine. Critics are everywhere and you don't have to listen to them.

[@manateapie]

Girl ignore those comments ❤

[@silvianjoki921]

hey just keep doing what you are. I believe it is accurate and entertaining... Keep going forward with what you enjoy doing. Love hearts

[@aloaloazul]

you inspire me not to give up on my cs degree 💕💕

[@kamilahbundangcarrillo4266]

I also want to say that I really enjoy your videos about your life as a software engineer and that I didn’t have any comments when I first watched your videos. But as I kept watching, maybe time stamps throughout the day would be helpful? To see how long you were working before you go to lunch, how long your lunch was, when you get home, etc. That might make you uneasy privacy wise so I understand if you’re uncomfortable with that. But that’s something I came up with once you asked for feedback. But even still, I love your content without the time stamps and I want you to do what’s better for you!

[@ashwinjameslal5635]

Your videos are fine the way they are! Please don’t take these comment’s seriously. Don’t let it affect your craft. It’s their insecurities and jealousy which they are trying to project on to you.

[@leratongcama2578]

I am software engeering student from South Africa and am obssesed with your content ... you make me look forward to being a software engineer even though i know enviroments are not the same, you make me look forward to being a software engineer...

[@griot1722]

i suggest you out exactly how much you can share about your work and do that. Like maybe just have captions like "reviewing what I need to do", "coding", "debugging". and it can drag on like that without getting boring.

[@ghofran8807]

diff coding is not boring thing to watch, film what ever you like we support you 💕💕

[@SilverFang_]

You are doing great sis, I am a student from India and it motivates me to live your life, I love to code... You are doing absolutely great ❤

[@SilverFang_]

Waiting for new video 😄

[@richardottley4611]

Yeah definitely Manhattan especially.. lower Manhattan is pretty lively at nights.. I use to do Postmates delivery in Manhattan at nights like 2 years ago.. and it was fun meeting new people, and having conversations, so definitely lively area.. and maybe you could probably move back to Manhattan.😊

[@Asia-mp9uf]

I really enjoy your content as is!! But also as a comp sci student I find the technical aspect of your job interesting as well. I think it would be cool if you mentioned what you were working on (in a very broad sense obviously) and maybe what aspects of the code you are finding difficult? Maybe also mention how many hours you put into a session and the reality of being a developer (the good and the bad) in conjunction with the reality of being a developer at your company specifically. I hope maybe this helped???? Your content is enjoyable as it is though :) many people may click on your channel expecting to get different things out of it, but you cant please them all.

[@cherylstewart4561]

I hate that someone left you that nasty comment. As a software engineer myself, I absolutely love your content! I enjoy the personal bits you share, as well as getting a peek into your work life. I would try not to take that comment to heart - it sounds very jealous and judgmental and not the vibe you give off in your videos in any way.

[@zyzlol]

The people making those comments about workload were all VCs and entrepreneurs who should know better, but also have a vested interest in people working harder to make them more money

[@AliceTan29]

Been a fan of your content since day 1 bb! I think it's funny how people judge someone's life from a 10 min vlog hahah You're amazing so keep doing you xx

[@sarahpan]

thank you alice 🥺💗

[@forget-me-not9915]

Really great video ❤️

[@cg219]

Sarah is foooooine!

[@js-ny2ru]

I love this vlogs. As a JavaScript engineer I now how this work looks like so I know that eating is just small part of your day. And actually the biggest part is... thinking :D My idea if you want to shut does haters. Create some side projekt and stream/vlog how you code it. They will see how hard and complex programming is. But the best solution is just to ignore them.

[@fleischer444]

I love the food! 😊

[@Mellowbricks]

We love all of your content and genuinely love you more

[@winnieng8512]

It's great that you're open to suggestions to improve but if you're improving for the wrong people who nitpick things and say things that are just not true and you know that aren't true, it's going to be exhausting. Especially if they comment on things that offer no substance for improvements. Unfortunately, being a content creator means that there are going to be people who don't like you just because. At the end of the day, you're sharing your life with an audience so with that said, you have the right to make the choice of what parts of your life to share. It's obvious that a 15 min video is a heavily condensed version of what your actual life is. And with that, hope you have a beautiful day! I really enjoy your work vlogs and your contents in general. They're aesthetically pleasing; your personality and the way you carry yourself when you speak is very calm and soothing. It's very enjoyable to watch or just have it on as background noise when I'm working.

[@alanrutherford5724]

Great heartfelt comments re: critical viewers. I'm sold - you just got a new subscriber! No, I wouldn't want to watch you code for 20 minutes, lol! I do like the NYC scenes. So different from what I remember years ago - in a good way.

[@richardottley4611]

It's cool.. I don't find you boring.. 🙂 keep doing what you are doing with the content.. I love the food.. food.. food😍 Keep up the great work Sarah.. don't mind the internet trolls😜

[@toddfolster9924]

Hi Sarah... I've followed you here and there and as a California native...I've become fascinated with you walking around New York. I don't think you should change a thing. I love the shots around Google, you are clearly someone who's sacrificed and worked hard to get such a wonderful job. I've worked in Tech for the State of California and frankly there is no comparison to Google or other Private Sector tech jobs. We work in delapaadated and horrible environments, so it's fun watching vicariously through your work and walks around NYC...Do you ever drive to work? Is Public Transportation going to work safe and on time? Keep true to who you are and you will find strength in that Psychology. 😊 Todd

[@lauren3655]

Can you tell us a little more about how your experience was with getting into Google? I specifically would like to know what question(s) they gave you for your coding interview, do you work with anyone that attended a coding bootcamp instead of getting a CS degree?