uhtred & aethelflaed | this is me trying

“Who will protect you, Uhtred of Bebbanburg?”
“I do not need protection.”
“You do. You do. You are carrying so much pain.”
HELLO I AM BACK.
9 months. I was not sure if I ever come back here. Don't get me wrong, I love vidding, but I have been in such a weird place in my life lately. So ART is saving my life constantly. I remember years ago being in such a dark place and somehow Glee saved me, gave me will to live again (I am not huge Glee fan lol but there is something about music and Jonathan Groff and Lea's voice, not her person, but the voice), few months ago, November I think, after few difficult months when I was totally dead inside... Tick Tick Boom happened. And omg what a movie. I was finally feeling so much. I felt this interest in the world again. So here we are. The Last Kingdom.
I started this show, first few eps were cool but well I wasn't sure and then BOOM I watched everything in less than 2 weeks. I can't wait to watch movie next year. OMG Uhtred. And Uhtred and Aethelflaed. I shipped them so much. They were not my first ship, Uhtred and Hild were, but then you know, she grew up and became this woman. And I was in love with them. And well he can't be happy apparently.
The fun fact is, not sure if it was about vidding again or me loving them so much but I was sobbing a little vidding them and watching this video. Feels good to be a fan again. Feels good to be saved by art. Again.
I missed you all.
Love you,
Marti
PS I am on tiktok now, which might be midlife crisis.
fandom: the last kingdom
couple: uhtred & aethelflaed
song: • this is me trying - Ta...
coloring: by Glamourstar0x
my tiktok: / marti.statesofmind
my instagram: / marti.statesofmind
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[@editsbynix8197]

This is so beautiful 😭😭😭 I couldn’t help but wish they had the same afterlife endgame as mary and francis did in reign 🥺🥺

[@RMFilmStudios]

A new Last Kingdom edit!!! Really well done on this and a nice choice of quotes :)

[@RachieEdits]

Aw this is gorgeous!

[@Supsi85]

Welcome back!! That was beautiful. I don't know the fandom but I like seeing you vid this song:)

[@teresayap-rendon987]

How beautiful their children could have been!

[@BettyMartin-m5f]

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[@soseztheleadr]

Excellent.

[@jillhamilton2135]

Such a moving love story

[@Dunlaoghairegirl]

Heartbreaking 💔

[@CCHJJ]

WELCOMEEEE BACK!! So glad to have you back and glad to hear you are feeling better! You did an absolute stunning job with this🥺❤️

[@FinlandiatipuX]

Simply beautiful 💖 welcome back!

[@redvampirewoman4384]

Plz Plz God May He Make Back In Time...🔱🗡️⚔️⚔️ Soooooo Happy it's Back....TY Soooooo Much For All Your Videos Hun....

[@cagneychick182]

Oh god. It hurts so good. Lovely job. Beautiful song choice.

[@EmelySalvatore100]

Wow, amazing work!

[@tanyaa47]

this is art! and welcome back

[@meryforever91]

This video is soooo beautiful!!! I love it!!

[@jan10e5]

This is beautiful!!

[@aishaalmarri7]

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