Yep, DEFINITELY The Most Disturbing Game Ever | Martha is Dead - Part 2 (END)

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[@Добрый_Арес]

*The slowness of the game 100% paid off. You could feel the mental health declining like it was the drop in a song*

[@itsavonell]

thats how i felt watching a playthrough. can’t even imagine playing it.

[@blazetherage9022]

@@itsavonell i layed it on my Blazinforit channel and it went from infuriating and sad to heart wrenching in like 2 hours in,its fun, scary, horribly sad and it makes it worse that you know it doesnt end well

[@hellcorpses]

Amazing game

[@Alexandrialiving-zk8lj]

right i feel it

[@joshuabennett3377]

That's poetic insanity

[@afrojojo1781]

So that’s why Lapo said in the letter he could always tell the difference between Guila and Martha. He knew about her having DID

[@makaykay122]

Ooooo good observation!!

[@parysliscano9090]

@@lavendergold6379 It wasn't just postpartum. The medicine that the mother, and then later Guilia, took was literally meth. It was a drug that played a significant role during WW2. Explains the mother becoming super abusive and then going to the asylum herself for a time.

[@habibah8445]

It makes sense now when Death said both the girls stated they were Martha

[@leilaniaperson1990]

OMG

[@jellybubbles]

But it wsn't that hard, right? One spoke and the other did sign language. Just saying😐

[@patmark3012]

This game was more of a psychological game instead of horror game. The true horror is that people really go through this. All the less it was a great story. Thank you for playing bru

[@yesman8514]

Well, yeah, this game is a psychological thriller! The point of these types games is almost exactly what you said "the true horror is that people really go through this"!

[@Purpose_Porpoise]

@Don't read profile photo Nice try, buddy.

[@El.esposo]

❤️❤️❤️

[@HayJayX]

People thought that jumpscares and atmospheric intensity contribute to the horror factor. However, knowing that someone out there is really suffering from mental disorder(s) is not a joke. That is true, pure horror. Speaking from personal experience.

[@dennisoduahbuttler9194]

Couldn’t have said it better

[@sapphixnova2849]

This just shows how abusive parents pass down all their shit to their children and ppl should be mentally evaluated before having one…

[@calmx1552]

They be cheesing 😁😅😣

[@wtfxenni]

this

[@frankE91210]

amen

[@sapphixnova2849]

@Epik yes many are but that’s why they should be tested children aren’t a thing where “maybe I should have this” and the way that it is talked about in society especially to the ones giving birth or that can give birth is inappropriate and treated as it’s just a thing to do on a Saturday night. Plus mannnnnnny ppl including myself were brought up around terrible ppl but I took the stance to not put that on others especially a child that would be it’s own being in a new world so like things like “ I didn’t have a rule book or i did the best I can “ are told to children of abuse daily after they leave the house and now have to use thousands of dollars in therapy for something and someone they had no control over and with ppl they were meant to feel loved and protect and safe and cared for. Yet they are told to technically baby and coddle that same person who were supposed to control themselves at an adult age …. I have to factor in that after I leave this house that I have to do daily check ins with the sibling I am leaving because Ik for a fact the he is not going to be raised right and he has his on mental issues with not being able to deal with stress and shuts down because of them I have no sympathy for the parents because they have been told for years about it and after have two daughters that have attempted suicide multiple times because of them they have never once fixed themselves but having only gotten worse. I’m trying best to get out with just a bit of happiness yet but you know how money goes but along with that just constant arguements for no reasons after multiple conversations of try to sympathize with narcissists even tho they didn’t want daughters and wanted a son ik as soooon as he shows any type of feminine attributes or comes out in anyway I would fear for his safety .I could give two shits about someone that can’t see the way that ppl react to them especially if they have had full education

[@sapphixnova2849]

@Phantom Menace exactly every adult apart of the child’s development should have some sort of training or development and it should be payed for by the “pro life” organizations

[@korentaylor8508]

rest in peace to jeremy, losing people leaves with a massive weight in your shoulders. please just take care of yourself (especially after playing such a heavy game like this), and people are always here for you.

[@Da1TruArtistPup]

💕💕💕💕💕

[@casparps]

who is jeremy?

[@belovdd]

who jeremy

[@nyjaisolos]

@@casparps you didn't watch the video did you?

[@casparps]

@@nyjaisolos doesn't matter if i watched or not, you didn't answer the question

[@r_E_sponsibility]

The terror of this game is how relatable the isolation, doubt, routine, surprises, mundanities, and inability to tell apart people, events, and history are. One thing I absolutely fear is to become insane, because I know how close I've already been brought, and that without proper care or communication I could find myself over the precipice. I hope all of you can be aware of any traumas or illnesses harbored in your mind. Don't be scared to ask for help. You won't believe how many kind people there are that are willing to help you. Make a habit of denying whatever falsehoods your mind tries to burden you with. Live kindly and mindfully eezygang

[@lilahmarie5846]

I try to remind myself not to put extra stress/pressure on myself and my brain. Even if we do start to lose our sanity, we can still try to relax through the shits and not freak ourselves out more !

[@pikakoo8253]

🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@r_E_sponsibility]

@@lilahmarie5846 my brother always tells me not to limit myself, but I always tell him to know when to put on the brakes, so I guess what's important is moderation and balance. In the end people are abstract minds living through physical bodies and senses, so it's inevitable that we'd have to learn how to reconcile the two. What I've learned is that the body and mind reflect whatever condition the other is in, so my advice would be to notice how your body and mind react to each other

[@shshandndhssn186]

Whoever believes in the Lord Jesus Christ shall not perish but have everlasting life repent amen Jesus is returning

[@JordanJMyers]

Glad they weren't afraid to tackle mental illness. Such a creative different game. Hope more developers take chances like this.

[@rhoaias9429]

They did a good job with it too. I’d like more developers to make games on the subject but at the same time if it isn’t done right like this game I can see the psychological horror genre becoming extremely oversaturated

[@bungiecrimes7247]

Bruh... horror games have been doing that for years now, and it usually never turns out well.

[@MrLachapell]

I hooe they do I can only think of all those people on TikTok faking D.I.D and other illness going , woah they made a game for me 🤦🏽‍♂️

[@methatswho6299]

@@bungiecrimes7247 In this case, it did

[@truvy_5544]

They published this at a good timing too

[@korentaylor8508]

“there’s a dark figure inside of you.” “watch your mouth, it’s still february.” LMFAOOOOO berlin a comedian fr

[@ashleypisarts]

Bro his joke caught me off guard 😂🥰

[@brianafuller3976]

The way I was literally thinking the same thing when he said that like😭😭😭 sounding toooooo close lmao

[@indigokushh]

I screamed 😂😂😂

[@Dymvnd]

@@indigokushh i did too!!! 😭 i'm literally wheezing

[@indigokushh]

@@Dymvnd 😂😂😂

[@caprioslayersao3457]

I wonder if anyone else peeped that the soldiers said Giula gave away the dad in 2 slaps and when she was younger the mom had to slap her 2 times before she finally ate her dog.

[@deathlife3625]

Yes I noticed that too

[@arturobarrientes5635]

my ex, truly my best friend but she was a really big eezygang member she introduced me to Berlins videos the first one being the walking dead series and i was hooked. she passed away at the the beginning of this year she always quoted berlins clips , she just loved his energy . long life forever past eezygang members

[@Theeflawlesswallace]

May she Rest In Peace 🙏🏽

[@sophiadominique9463]

RIP 🕊

[@tupacsheart504]

may she rest in paradise. so sorry for your loss. 💕

[@arturobarrientes5635]

@@tupacsheart504 thank you, im pretty sure shes up there watching berlin or xqc streams. shes in paradise

[@chasesmutney3735]

R.I.P

[@makenziehines2028]

Berlin, I think it’s okay you said something. That weight was probably the feeling of loss and mourning. I don’t think you did anything wrong telling her that, as sad as it may have been for her to hear, i’m sure it brought her comfort. RIP Jeremy 💛

[@VGGamess]

Yeah, in a way, I think telling her that was necessary to help with the mourning. It was probably heavy to hear, but it also could have made all the difference in keeping her going, ya know? RIP 🙏🏾

[@efowner]

RIP jeremy

[@YungYemi]

who is jeremy?

[@makenziehines2028]

@@YungYemi his friend who had passed away. he talked about him in the video

[@YungYemi]

Ohhh that's right that's right. Thank you and RIP Jeremy 🙏🏾 so sad

[@justinperez977]

There's a ton of hidden clues that tell the true story of this. So if you reading this Berlin hope it clarifies. As we know Martha never existed and neither did what happened with the White Lady or Lapo. The White Lady was a sense of escapism and Lapo never existed. The letters written by him are in Giulia's handwriting. The White Lady was just an outward representation of her own traumas that she had unknowingly repressed. Her true story as well as the story fabricated through mental illness and meth hallucinations show direct parallels to the White Lady's portrayal. This is apparent in how the events in game and portrayed through the puppet show were not what the nanny had told through stories. Giulia added those details to fit her own narrative and fabrication. It was an escape. It's also heavily implied through clues that the entire family was taking methamphetamines. There are pills found in the mother's and father's possession as well as within Giulia's lockbox. This was a drug deemed illegal in Italy but sold freely through German channels. So her mother's fits of rage as well as Giulia's outbursts make more sense as that is a symptom of meth addiction. Lastly, you chose that you weren't sure I'd the soldier event happened. It did. Her shooting her mother, burying her, uncovering her repressed memories, and being found by the soldiers did happen. If you see in that very last cutscene of Giulia speaking you can see where her lip was repaired since it was busted and torn from the beating she received from the soldiers. For Berlin and anyone reading, hope that was an interesting read and clarified a few missing holes in the game's story that were overlooked!

[@QueenDxddy]

Berlin read this !

[@svgsade]

Okay most of that makes sense but one question is how did she have a miscarriage if Lapo wasn’t real?

[@imsoosmartical]

@@svgsade If Lapo isn't real then the only explanation would be that Martha's father sexually abused her. I remember seeing the radio talk about rapings but I'd have to go back and rewatch.

[@rubybrown1676]

@@imsoosmartical Ok that kinda makes sense all things considered, especially with how she acted once she got in that asylum

[@Invalidationcoded]

I think there's a bit of interpretation to be made here. The letter to Irene from the nanny is ALSO in the same fonts that Giulia/Martha write in, so it's possible the developers were also just recycling their fonts. And if Lapo doesn't exist, I think the side quests with him and the partisans make less sense. Why would she have been doing all of those things like with the telegraph machine if Lapo was never real, unless she was just playing their side all along? And why would she have been outside, and thus shot wearing the partisan armband, if Lapo was not real, unless she was a partisan herself? Also the phone call she makes after his death to the other partisans only makes sense if Lapo is real, and Irene also mentions Lapo in that phone call with the priest and suggests they Giulia and Lapo are doing things "friends wouldn't do". Unless we take like half the game as a hallucination, a bunch of it doesn't make much sense.

[@smashimi]

"Didn't we read this already?" bro we got shot while reading it.

[@pumpkinspiceeee_]

lmaooooo

[@LightningMcqu33f]

I appreciate you even reflecting on calling her crazy during the game. What she said about “your mind tries to protect you but ends up turning you into a monster” or whatever the fuck the quote was, is so accurate for mental illnesses like DID. I wasn’t sure about how I would like this game, based on how tedious some tasks seemed, but as someone who has a dad who suffers from schizophrenia, I really hope this game reshapes the way some people view those with these awful illnesses.

[@applejones1697]

DID isn't supported by most professionals but perhaps a better example would be schizophrenia, or Bipolar 1. These are unfortunate for who suffers them, are confirmed real amongst the medical community and cause real damage to those diagnosed and the family. 😢

[@1Keeairuh]

Sorry for ya loss berlin❤️ He is super proud of you just as much as we are . We love you sm and nothing like that is ever your fault . Rip to Jeremy ❤️.

[@JT-xj9cv]

Rest In Peace Jeremy bro

[@mapelsyrup1275]

Fly high Jeremy, you are missed 🕊

[@Snoozy235]

i hope Jeremy finds peace in his future👍

[@arodkeith1521]

On me we all have to face losses of variants. I felt it too.

[@Ariel-qt9nt]

Rip jeremy ❤️

[@pra5hii1]

There is a theory that Martha didn’t and never existed as when Irene is giving birth in the puppet show we see that she only gives birth to one child and we also see Irene beating Giulia when she was six or seven so bad that led her to create the alter personality that was “Martha” her twin sister, who couldn’t speak or hear. When Giulia becomes pregnant with Lapo’s baby, the sense of guilt causes Martha to resurface. As Martha, she develops the plan to provoke Irene into killing her, "protecting" Giulia from the shame she feels. There is also a scene when Giulia bleeds in her bed signifying a miscarriage of the pregnancy and that it was all her.

[@marcedmonson]

Hence why the voice recording sounded the same

[@iam.zarirenee]

oooh this helped me following along as well , i was like “ why was there only one child when she gave birth “ & then only guilia in the room being hurt .. good game 10/10

[@hbk8581]

I thought this too but it’s also so difficult to reconcile it with the funeral, the body, the mother talking about her, the double rooms (beds?), and the news articles.

[@pra5hii1]

@@hbk8581 well the parents knew about it so they tried to go as far as giving Giulia’s two personalities two separate beds, and as we know she has these memory gaps and hallucinations, they can simply all be a part of her hallucinations/schizophrenia! After all i can be wrong but this is just a theory and not confirmed by the game company or production.

[@marianacastrillon8185]

I got it was the opposite, when her mother found her by the lake she called her Martha, she is also named Martha on the puppet show when her mother hit her and her head broke revealing another head inside it (a split personality) after that Giulia first appears to receive all of the abuse as a way of protection. She was Martha and Giulia was an alter ego, there was never a dead sister.

[@angelicvega7040]

I really appreciate you sharing your story about Jeremy. 35:55 I don’t think that you did anything wrong by telling a loved one how much he cared for them. I’m sure she really appreciates and cherishes it as time has passed. I know that being told something like that feels good and bad at the same time, but in the long run, it is something that means a lot to someone. Thank you for opening up to us as your audience. I’m sending you all my love ♥️

[@JoyaLewisTheMusician]

“There’s a dark figure inside of you” “Watch yo mouth. It’s still February” Im OUTTTT 😂😂

[@taleajohnson7648]

😂😂😂💀

[@JackRyan_NY]

I was gonna comment this if you didn't lmfao... best line of the video

[@andronikisa]

i didnt get the joke... :'(

[@vesperv]

@@andronikisa "figure" was pronounced similarly to the n slur

[@antonioadams4728]

His comedy really top tier😭🤣🤣

[@jaylenclark1715]

At 38:00 , I have a similar experience. Had a student get hit by a car and pass away. There was just a heavy tone the whole day, not just for me but for the classmates as well. Didn't feel like it was the wrong thing to do but chewed out a few coworkers concerned about what to do because it was testing season. Tests were cancelled but all they could think about was what was next and not how the students were grieving and trying to process what happened.

[@TvTink]

Only thing I can say is look both ways before crossing the street and I hope they are resting in heaven peacefully

[@Jelly4rm904]

@@TvTink If only it were that easy to just “look both ways” lol some look both ways and take every precaution and get hit by drunk drivers and impatient people who run red lights. Some have even gotten hit as children walking home from school and someone speeding in a school zone and hitting a child.

[@y.e.e.p]

@@Jelly4rm904 bro thats pretty obvious no one can avoid something like that but like he said "only thing i can say is..." Because thats all u can really do

[@Jelly4rm904]

@@y.e.e.p Um did I say something wrong? I was simply saying sometimes things just happen so fast that’s it complicated rather than an easy fix. U seem to be upset over what I said when I didn’t try to upset anyone. You’re looking for an issue when there is no issue here. I was just saying that things aren’t always so black n white.

[@81droid81]

@@Jelly4rm904 It seemed like you were accosting them for seeing things in a black and white manner, but what they said didn't imply that they think it was anyone's fault they got hit.

[@minichou]

It's really crazy how so much trauma can affect the mind so much that reality becomes distorted. I've had some dips in my past where my mental health got so bad that I couldn't hear others properly and stuff. It's really unfortunate that Guila when through that and didn't have anyone around because of her situation.

[@finding_meeno]

Lolll Berlin: "They have the scariest part of the game in broad daylight" Also Berlin: was playing the game at night but quit cause he ain't like the creepy feeling he was getting

[@malikgraham1824]

He quit cuz he started getting bored and needed some time away

[@YT.Is.Not.A.Career]

😅😂😅

[@trufyo1122]

I’d say the part that was the most metaphorical was when her puppet self was controlling her through the mirror. It’s a great representation of trauma because the fears that you experienced through trauma controlled your decisions in the future almost as though you’re a puppet.

[@procastination_is_my_passi4182]

Anyone else think that Guilia has did or mpd? Before the mom was killed, she kind of insinuated that Martha doesn't exist, and I think Martha is just one of Guilia's personalities. Which is why she has gaps in her memory and is often confused. It's not entirely clear though since Guilia is not a reliable narrator due to her declining mental health, so we might never know what is 100% true as she tells us this story

[@shimmershine6902]

Are you sure that’s bpd?

[@rvbydolls]

Bpd isn’t a multiple personality disorder?….why’d you word like it was?

[@mickeyamore96]

Do you mean Dissociative identity disorder? I’m not sure it would be that either

[@valerie9944]

Yes but I thought it was reversed but that makes so much sense. I thought Martha was the person and Guilia was the personality that Martha made when younger. I thought Martha was “favored more” by the mother bc that’s when the mom was being nice to her and “Guilia” came forward when the mom was being abusive which would explain why she thinks the mom hates her but loves martha. And then Lapo knows bc he can’t tell the personalities apart which is why they both become pregnant even though only “martha” did the do with Lapo. ( my boyfriend also think Lapo is related to her bc he was buried with her family that’s why the baby is deformed ) What I don’t understand is how it’s possible the family knew of both girls and they were sisters

[@LightningMcqu33f]

@@mickeyamore96 dissociative identity disorder would be exactly what they are describing in that comment actually

[@StarMoonRaiser]

Having dealt with mental issues since I was a child, I dislike when mental illness is used as a way to scare audiences. It portrays those suffering as monsters rather than humans with invisible (and frequently untreated) disabilities. However, I think this game handled mental illness pretty well to some degree. Growing up and living day to day with mental illnesses is an isolating experience, esp if those around you don't understand what you're going through or you have no one you feel you can talk to. Your mind will conjure up reasonings, whether rational or irrational, for nearly everything you do or that happens to you in an attempt to reassure/soothe yourself. I could go on a long tangent about this topic but instead I want to say thank you, Berlin, for playing and tackling this heavy story of someone who suffered from immense trauma and abuse. Your videos have been a huge help in uplifting my moods these days and I really enjoyed your playthrough of this. :')

[@Mercy.Beloved]

Totally agree with you.

[@vampiric4913]

EXACTLY

[@ShrekThaOGEE]

Which mental disability do you suffer from (excuse me if that’s rude) but I want to research a real illness to try to put myself in those shoes

[@theaitokyo]

i get what you're saying, but not everyone is a good person if that makes sense. they're showing what could potentially happen if you dont seek help. and sometimes they pull the mental illness card in real life cases like no you still committed a crime regardless. doesnt mean everyone with a mental illness is like this but some ppl are. not everything is sunshine and rainbows and thats just a sad but true fact.

[@eve7615]

finished the video ! I doubt anyone will see this but here is my mini theory, with a very limited understanding of DID that could very well be incorrect and if it is, feel free to mention so below ! : martha and giulia are the same person and always have been, but I think giulia is an alter that martha created in her mind due to extreme trauma caused by her mother, or maybe she is disassociating in some way from herself. martha could not speak because of this trauma, and giulia gave her a voice to stand up for herself. we find out giulia’s room is locked (symbolizing part of her brain or traumas that are repressed) and the key is found only after the mother dies, at which point giulia/martha relives her painful memories that her mind has been protecting her from through her puppet theatre. also ! giulia and martha share a room with two beds, both with very identical sides, and it’s mentioned that they sometimes switch beds. perhaps changing who is fronting that day? I’m not sure. more logically than all of this though, remember those pill bottles laying around? the pill is called pervitin, and it is essentially meth, and causes hallucinations. a bottle of this was locked in “martha’s” lockbox, so I’m assuming she was taking it as well.

[@shimmershine6902]

I always thought Guilia was the host and Martha was the alter

[@finding_meeno]

Amazing theory

[@isaiahmccullough7319]

I think this is spot on

[@NobodyKnowsJada]

Honestly I agree especially after the puppet scene where we only saw the mom give birth to one baby and not two

[@marvelousshumba9888]

completely agree, and to even back up your point, during the puppet show, when Irene was giving birth, it only portrayed one child being born and never mentioned Irene giving birth to twins, and Giulia only appeared as her twin after those stitches had appeared on her face.

[@Jinxsuxyo]

I love how concerned and sad Berlin was after he found the animals slain. "What happened to her baby, bro? The young calf." Ahhhh he's so sweet for that. I knew when he fell in love with those cows at the beginning that something was gonna happen to 'em lol

[@Cecebear34]

WL: you are alone and will remain alone B: Stop projecting 🛑 ✋ 😐 Had me dead 😂

[@finding_meeno]

WL: there is a dark figure inside of you B: watch ya mouth, it's still february (BHM) Had me rolllinggg xD

[@invaderzimoku]

I know Jeremy's looking down from the heavens and is so proud of the man youve become and everything you've accomplished.

[@_seasick8370]

The fact that ghost in the game is just called The White Lady is kinda funny. I know it’s not referring to race but it sounds like we’re just looking for a Karen💀

[@LightningMcqu33f]

Lmao I was thinking this the whole time too 😂

[@nopeninja9765]

I’m surprised this is the first comment I’m seeing mentioning that. I soon as i heard it in the first video i started cracking up. 😂

[@ybfromoblock3381]

Berlin: I’m looking for a white lady 😏

[@venus3200]

Yess me as well 😂😂

[@mikaylacarroll9882]

@@ybfromoblock3381 LMBO YES, for me it sounded like he was looking for a lil snow bunny 🤣🤣🤣

[@TheWittFactor]

This story made me feel so sick, but I’m grateful for it’s existence and I’m grateful YOU were the person I watched play this. It was comforting not going into this alone

[@jayf4851]

I have never seen ASL incorporated into a video game. That was really cool!

[@thaseraph2802]

This game truly hits different. My girlfriend is currently struggling with parental abuse from her past and has been self-harming. It is very sad and sometimes I cry about it. She's even contracted DID. She's almost went all the way but she didn't go through with it. I've spent many nights sleepless, crying. I''ve also felt the need to self-harm because life hit me like a ton of bricks. Thankfully she is in therapy and getting better. I just wanted to say my piece. Thanks for reading.

[@miahhunter4010]

Being there for someone with mental health issues can be a tough thing to handle. Please take care of yourself as well.

[@cheerleaderofdoom766]

Don't drown yourself trying to save someone else from the water.

[@hacksacc3854]

you’re cool for sticking by her and supporting her but please make sure to take care of your own mental health too, that should be your top priority

[@theaitokyo]

@@cheerleaderofdoom766 right. reminds me of when ariana dated mac...

[@abethechef]

Kinda realizing that everyone that dies knows “Martha” is actually Guillia

[@vivienne3975]

It's giulia😭

[@CJ_Tha_Mofo]

@@vivienne3975 but everyone thinks its guillia who died !!! and martha is alive , but martha is actually dead , giullia stole martha's identity

[@vivienne3975]

@@CJ_Tha_Mofo i was correcting the name it's giulia not guillia🧍🏽‍♀️

[@CJ_Tha_Mofo]

@@vivienne3975 oh my bad then !!

[@vivienne3975]

@@CJ_Tha_Mofo it's okay

[@SydsWrld]

the fact that when we were in guilia’s pov and it cut out the parts where her mom told the truth shows that when something so traumatic happens to us we tend to try and erase it from our memory. similar to shutter island

[@tahiramarcano6206]

That story about Jeremy really hit me hard. My cousin was hit by a car 2 years ago and it really hit me hard so it was nice to hear your story. Never had a supernatural experience though. May Jeremy and my cousin, Two, both Rest In Peace. 💖

[@ariposa2329]

“Everyone around me had died while I survived everything” YOU KILLED HALF OF EM GIRL!¿!

[@anastasiaengel1242]

“just look outside and be like.. bro 😊” the cutest thing ever

[@gshedgehog]

I fell asleep watching this and woke up in the middle of the night to Martha’s stomach being cut open, lovely

[@vinnyp5167]

I fell asleep too and woke up when the head was being carried around….

[@keithcooper6231]

@@vinnyp5167literally happened to me last night lmao, I was terrified 😭

[@laylah13]

The disgust that was on berlins face for most of this was the best part 🥴🤣

[@ybfromoblock3381]

That was the goal. Bro kept talking about jump scares lol

[@lovely1641]

Lmao I was dying. This poor man was going through it

[@jasiriarendse-hutson7794]

Berlin every time there's a possible scary moment: Don't do it, don't do it. Also Berlin after not having a scary moment: WHEN AM I GONNA TURN AROUND AND SEE A BODY.

[@theaitokyo]

tbh i wish there wouldve been some jumpscares but i think the game was more of a psychological horror.

[@bruh.4104]

Thought this was gonna be a "one-and-done" gameplay, happy it isn't tho 🔥🔥

[@noirwashere]

Same I wanna know how this one ends even though I'm a scaredy cat

[@soundwave546]

THANK GODDD

[@gwapoebk3314]

Me too

[@JoyaLewisTheMusician]

Sameee

[@Da1TruArtistPup]

‼️🔥🔥

[@lois7986]

I think the whole thing about you being concerned about calling her crazy before figuring out about her having a mental illness was what the game was aiming for... as a society we call people 'crazy' too often without knowing their past and everything they have gone through. I think we were all thinking she was crazy at the same points you were, but maybe this has made us realise that we shouldn't be so quick to assume. Thanks for sticking the game out even when it was slow, by reading the comments you can see how many people it's touched.

[@sajackson]

Its not just that we shouldnt be quick to assume. Its that we ahouldnt be quick to JUDGE. Knowing someone has mental illness, we should feel compassion, not mock them

[@jordanfoa9288]

Mentally I’ll people are crazy. Y’all think crazy is an automatic insult but it’s just a word to say when the person isn’t always there . Martha/guilla is a crazy person

[@Sagekittykin]

@@jordanfoa9288 nope. They aren't. I am not crazy because of trauma

[@jordanfoa9288]

@@Sagekittykin you can go through trauma and not be mentally ill.. like I said mentally Ill people are crazy

[@Sagekittykin]

@@jordanfoa9288 You are right, not everyone will have a mental illness after trauma, but most people do. Also, nope, that is not true. I must be craziest then. I know people who are mentally ill. They don't act like how media and closed-minded people show them. It made be seen as that to you unless you experienced it. Then you can stop saying BS narrative.

[@thesunray4882]

When I really think about the white lady and consider Giulia's situation, I don't believe that she was nothing more than folklore that Gulia really clung to so she could gain some type of answers or clarification that she wasn't crazy (though even the white lady was talking to her like she was insane at some points). As berlin said, the white lady gave no real input, just confirmed what was on her mind, but once it was confirmed it became reality to her. A significant part of this game was not reality, Giulia was making up scenarios to aline with Martha, her own self, being dead. Even if the white lady encounters were real there she had no connection with Martha's death, besides being in the same lake. You don't even talk about her again after you summon her.

[@ldubington46]

Lady in white: “you are alone and you will remain alone” Berlin: “stop projecting” 😂😂😂

[@emmypanix]

This was uploaded yesterday on accident. I saw that lol.

[@purplevixen1333]

Not accidentally lol

[@sierratorres5383]

It was copyrighted so he had to take it down

[@Four20b1az31t]

Wait we could've watched it early? I'm sick because I didn't click it right away

[@emmypanix]

@@sierratorres5383 Oh okay.

[@scarwars]

@@Four20b1az31t nah it was only up for 6 min

[@jessicakarimcwilliams]

really enjoyed this game, the developers tried so many new things and i didn’t mind the pace at all. i feel like the patience to immerse makes for a better gaming and storytelling experience.

[@livvawolff4486]

pls pet

[@carmensolis.]

The mother in me popped off when I seen you get sick. I'm thankful you're a trooper and continued to record. Mad love for that 💗💗✨

[@scarwars]

Bro he was fine Corny

[@carmensolis.]

@@scarwars Child move along, stay in school and have a blessed one.

[@Jinxsuxyo]

​@@scarwars lmao bully Corny

[@ImaniVersus]

Spiritual stuff happens a lot when folks pass. My uncle passed away about a year ago and I prayed for him and asking him if he is okay now. I SWEAR I heard him say in my ears, “I’m okay.” I felt a immediate feeling of relief along with that too. I AM STILL SHOOK a year later 😂

[@bunnytears96]

the way berlin pulled his earbuds out 😭 mans said we gon have to witness his murder then track down his killer like we on Taken

[@ybfromoblock3381]

Bro left and came back with the 1911 in his lap (probably). 😂

[@katsanders1294]

I died at "watch ya mouth, it's still February" 🤣💀💀

[@melssa8233]

Was looking for this comment lmaoo

[@ariposa2329]

I damn near closed the whole app out when Giulia put yet another’s dead person’s belongings around her neck. Like girl what’s up with you?

[@lesleym.2907]

Thanks for the reupload! Got worried you got a yt strike or something, but happy to see the video back! I've been waiting for the ending of your playthrough of this game!

[@sleepy8695]

Oh I thought I was tripping when I saw it yesterday and couldn't see it anymore

[@lesleym.2907]

@@sleepy8695 I went looking for it in my liked videos and it was privated. I'm just glad it's back up :)

[@bryellebernard2653]

My brother's name was Jeremy, he died in a motorcycle accident 2 months ago, hearing you tell the story of your friend was like a gut punch.

[@tatyana6856]

This is an interesting game. I like the psychological factors that was portrayed in the game. I, myself thought the nanny had killed Martha but it was actually gulia, so that was a twist I wasnt expecting. I like these type of games where you decision matter in a way because certain sections, you had a choice between A or B. Overall, this was an amazing walkthrough. Lastly, sorry for your lost of your friend, Berleezy.

[@Ahsoka_butwithlocs]

I am in NO WAY fluent in ASL, but good LORD. The animations for the signs (especially at the end) are crazily well done!

[@nikkiitsfnaliens9901]

I was literally just thinking about this game, I rewatched it last night and was like "I hope he does Part2"... and he comes through. YESSS

[@nikkiitsfnaliens9901]

The bird pecking the other one & flying away lol😂😂😂

[@juu2356]

The last scene I think was Gulia telling her story before getting executed. Somehow it really feels like that, in general HOW she is telling the story, how she is asking about life coming back and also how she is saying that she is ready to LEAVE, asking how long it will take her to come home...

[@bunnytears96]

“usurping the throne of her affection” is a FIRE ass line 🔥

[@jhopetion7329]

Horror games are so great cause of the ability to scare you in the moment that causes you to feel that adrenaline rush, and you start to feel comfort and hope in finishing the game. But psychological horrors are a brand of its own because fear doesnt truly hit you until you are in your most vunerable moment, alone with your thoughts. and it shows you the where the real horror game starts and that is harder to escape. Your own mind.

[@fajrcuthbertson12]

my boi berleezy just dropping hits after hits

[@NERDtasticQUEEN]

Okay...so I have really been thinking about this. I feel like Martha is the "split" personality of Giulia and Martha was killed because Giulia is starting to mentally heal in some way. Her talking to herself in the at the end almost seem like she was giving herself some form of clarification in the path of healing. Also I am questioning whether or not her mother had some type of mental illness. If she did, mental illness wasn't something that really was recognize during that time period, so maybe her mother was able to recognize that something was mentally wrong with her daughter and wanted to help her. There is so much I want to say about this game but overall it give it an 8 out of 10.

[@Watch.MelodyTV]

TW❗️ The mirror part really hit with me because I used to be at rock bottom letting fear of abandonment ruin my life and put me in extreme position. (r4ape, SA) I looked in the mirror and realized I wasn’t ok so I started going to therapy and picking myself up and took control of my anxiety and now I have a loving bf and a healthy mind and body. anyways lol game was weird but the message was cool 😎

[@lisa0]

congrats ❤️❤️❤️

[@intelligentduck9255]

Thank you for taking care of yourself. Not a lot of people can do it.

[@ellendaniels8715]

You don't need to apologize for calling Giulia crazy. Serial killers and irl people who do terrible things commonly have severe mental health issues, but that does not make them good people. Giulia wasn't a good person, and she never had a chance to live a normal life she deserved. I have BPD (a personality disorder) and I still have to sift through my memories sometimes. I hope it gave everyone who played something to take away as a lesson.

[@itsmyliahbb12]

Wait did the fetus with two heads symbolize Martha and Guilia being the same person?!?!?! Ok hear me out...the baby had two heads and one body to share- if we talk about the D.I.D theory that would make sense to use a representation to show how Martha and Guilia were apart of their own system. And they did talk about how it ran in the family but idk just a thought.

[@TheHellmo]

No but fr you’re so clever, I didn’t even think of that. It’s a dead giveaway now that you mention it :0

[@CrislynV]

38:32 you did the right thing berlin, it was sweet of you to tell her and i'm sure your friend was smiling down on you for looking out for him, since he never got to tell her himself. i'm sure it meant a lot to her in the long run, even if it was painful to hear.

[@iamindi9906]

Jesus the sickness I feel in my body from this Main character , the developers did a great job making you feel physical and phycological trauma from this. other than this thank you berlin .. also Her saying " you will not be able to tell lightness from darknest " My nigga berlin with the swift response of " I get a lamp " was felt in my soul . A1 Response.

[@applejones1697]

Right?! These are debilitating mental illnesses and you don't just "get released" at the point it becomes manageable with medications. You'd need life long supervision. And that's even minus any run ins with the law. If your check in's and or living arrangements became court ordered, it's a wrap. It may hurt feelings but we shouldn't lie about this kind of stuff. It's overall more dangerous.

[@dads4olivegarden655]

I think you did the right thing telling your friend about what Jeremy said. It might have been really overwhelming at first but I think later in life it will be something she will think about and let her know that she was a good person to him. Rest in Peace Jeremy, sending you love always Berlin

[@myg3507]

I've never seen Berlin like this before. I don't know how to explain it, but the way he expresses ALL of the things on his mind reminds me of just how human all these content creators are. Nobody is perfect and they shouldn't be expected to be perfect.

[@stephaniehavoksen1761]

I’m sorry to hear about your friend! I know things like that are so hard to deal with. My cousin drowned in a river less than two years ago and this last month, a close friend of mine was killed in a car accident. It really hits close to home

[@ctrldoa]

i got two stories so bear with me. back in 2013 of august my grandpa passed away, a couple days later there was an older man in the tv who looked exactly like him, legitimately brought tears to my eyes. i was also 9 and never really grasped the concept of death but seeing that man made me know that he was with me forever. ok second story, back in june 29th 2019 i had a childhood friend that sadly took his own life. there was just something so weird and off about that day. when i was at an event i had such a heavy pressure in my chest, my breath got shallow and i needed to just go outside. thinking of that pressure brings so many bad memories but i’ve never felt anything like that after that. it was like a heavy energy which you said you experienced so i can relate to your story indefinitely

[@rosegoldmoon1854]

Notice how Giulia said her mom nearly died when she gave birth to HER and not Martha. They a r e twins. Also, this game makes me wonder what did Giulia truly experience seeing as she suffers from multiple disorders and the ending. This game is phenomenal, its a piece that makes you reflect on it for a while after finishing it.

[@ItsLoHere]

I love how open you were in taking in the story and in processing everything. Like you recognized that you trivialized Martha’s/Giulia’s mental illness at some points and apologized. And just respected for the medium as an art form in general. Honorable shit right there. Subscribing my dude.

[@applejones1697]

It's just too bad for her family she wasn't put in the asylum as soon as she made Martha. Maybe then she'd be somewhere she couldn't hurt anyone ever again.😢

[@zyerea5800]

“The nanny exploded right after the phone call” LMAOOOOO

[@lovelylayla2803]

‘There is a dark figure inside you’ Berlin: “watch your mouth it’s still February” plsss I’m crying 😭

[@melodysooyaa1370]

With this storyline, this would be a great A24 film

[@wkeden]

Exactly! I love A24 films, I came to love slow burn a lot because it ALWAYS pays off in the end

[@kibblepix]

i just finished this now and i gotta say this truly is so disturbing and i really loved watching berlin play it, because of him honestly i managed to get thru it. thank you for expressing your thoughts and reflecting on it as well bru god BLESS

[@Lisaishere818]

I know this is late but that story about your friend really hurt my heart, I’m. Sorry about what happened and may he Rest In Peace. Last year in may my step dad had passed away. He was killed and it hurts my to walk to the store where it happened. And sometimes my family we have our days were we are not all happy and jokeful. I miss him a lot and I’m sure he’s watching us every step of the way! But i bring this up because me and him would binge your videos all the time. And me watching you makes me happy, even though I can’t turn to him and laugh or jump on him when something scary happens it still feels like he’s here watching your videos with me. And so i thank you and please for as long as you can, please continue doing videos..😌👐🏿

[@vince-xe4wf]

I believe this was just a portrayal of what a troubled upbringing and abusive parents can lead to. This was an extreme way to make that portrayal come to life, this whole game was pure delusion, disassociation and coping mechanisms.

[@heyitsrenae430]

I completely understood you when you told your story. My first crush/love passed away after Christmas of 2019. It was so weird because it had been a couple of years since we last spoke or seen each other. I hadn't thought about him in months too. It is this weird heavy feeling of wondering what if, what else, and did I waste precious time I was supposed to have with them? I eventually got over it but the best way to express that feeling with one word is honestly just by saying "Damn..."

[@Slayworld12]

Berleezy has no business being this fine

[@maxvictorino2766]

i’m berlinsexual

[@zeanian]

RESPECTFULLY none, girl. No paperwork for it or nothing.

[@Kaitekae]

Fine fine 😮‍💨

[@asial9994]

berlin really is fine asf

[@deecartier7376]

Berlin is not fine he is alright but not fine 💀💀

[@eggroll8778]

The part where Giulia played the piano it reminded me of my life. I hurt myself hoping for death and my mom thought I did it for attention. She thought that I was crazy and that I deserved everything. I remember everything she said. I think about it everyday. it’s hard knowing that’s how your mother feels, whether it’s true or not. It hurts. and I feel for Giulia.

[@dezthedangerous2452]

I have few similar experiences. Growing up I used to live next to a cemetery, one that dates back to the American revolution and the civil war. When I say next to I mean my house was the last on a dead end street leading into the entrance of the cemetery. My best friend/next door neighbor, her house used to be the old mortuary and funeral home, and across the street was an abandoned factory where they made the head stones And this scary old grouchy lady owned and lived in a mansion behind it. Anyway I was always home alone at night once I was around 12-13 my mom would go to work. When I was 15 like any other night after coming home from my friends house and getting ready for bed I was in the kitchen. I started to hear what sounded like whistling coming from the basement through the hv/ac vent. So to make sure I hadn’t left something on or it wasn’t just the Tv in another room, I went and turned everything off. It silent for a moment Then I heard the whispering of What sounded like two men talking amongst themselves, couldnt make out what they were saying. But at points it was almost threatening sounding and like they were saying my name. Then the whistling got loud AF. After that I called my mom crying and begging her to please come home from work, I had never done that for any of the other times something weird happened. It went on for like 20min. I was too afraid to even move from the kitchen staring at the vent where the sounds were coming from. I basically stayed on the phone until it stopped and locked myself in my room. That was one of the scariest incidents I had at that house, most of the other incidents were passive. Even my friends today will tell me stuff they saw or heard there by themselves. I know I had a group of friends over we all went in the basement and we would hear heavy foot steps going back and forth on the floor above they would all get freaked out. No matter what floor we were on it would be that way.

[@rjshonk2390]

Damn bro

[@hannahtownsend2106]

Nuh uh my ex used to live near right near a cemetery and it really messed with me the energy of the dead is different.

[@dezthedangerous2452]

@@hannahtownsend2106 if you want a great KZbin that is very informative and funny that can ease the talks about death and especially good death “Ask a Mortician” is great way to bridge that fear of the inevitable. Also on Netflix a great show is “Casketeers” just shows how other cultures compared to American deal with death. when I first moved there i hated it and was scared. My mom did not warn me at all that’s where we would be living. But after living there for a few months and making friends I felt safe. I would play in the cemetery w/the kids on the block. We would sled on the hill in the entrance, ride our bikes on the walking paths and road, Clean the headstones and take care and talk to ones that no one visited especially the children. We made a game of cleaning , how many we could do and how clean we get them, pick up knocked over head stones as well. We would get angry at the landscapers bc we would clean up their mess and think it’s not hard to come back or avoid getting the grass all over their stones tht completely covered their names. There was a pet cemetery there as well and after my family dog died we buried her there. I met a family one time and they thanked me for keeping their toddler company. They hadn’t visited him for 2 years after he died, guess it was too much. Probably the weirdest experiences I had in that cemetery were that of the living. Someone impersonating a cop in a old unmarked car asking me to look for a lost dog and to help him trying to get me into the car. I noped out and told my mom. I was riding my bike another time and came across someone who was having a heart attack while visiting a grave of someone they knew with their wife. Had a 15-16 year old boy bully me when i was 10. Around the entrance of the cemetery, He Put a stick in my back tire as I was riding at a good speed causing me to get thrown forward hitting my crotch against the t of the handlebars then I fell over on the concrete. Of course he had roped my crush in on it who was my age. They were circling around me, and the teenager was calling me names, I was just laughing it off trying to get away to go home, I didn’t notice the sticks until I was close to home one-of the final times they circled me then I speed off to get away. One of the the most painful things I’ve experienced on a very different level.

[@breenathompson1755]

I definitely think this game in the slowness and timeline definitely was something crazy but beautiful to see; it like time seems to slow down for people but yet everything else around us keeps moving faster and I think the game showed that perfectly! with the war happening around them and the constant radio playing truly shows the fastness of it but then when we see stuff from Guilas point of view its slow and almost crazy because of her mental health! Just a super beautifully put together game!

[@raysquiggz]

Lowkey wish this game had more scares. It almost felt like a mystery game for a while instead of a horror game. But the story is still crazy (I kinda knew it all along but not every detail) which I appreciate. Loved the gameplay

[@ybfromoblock3381]

No.

[@KingEliMusic21]

Yeah for real

[@gecz3229]

if that’s u in ur pfp ur SO PRETTY it’s insane

[@raysquiggz]

@@gecz3229 omg thank youuuu 🥺 that means a lot to me 💛

[@MesMesTes]

Martha Is Dead and 12 Minutes: Games where the main character forgets they are a shit human being 💀

[@TheBoss-rh6jx]

shit half the time trauma produces evil 🤷‍♂️

[@makaykay122]

12 minutes was crazy hhaha but this game was something elseeeeee. Never seen a game like it, it was really good.

[@JAndre-hk4ge]

6:42 wholesome af bruh I’m glad. Got me appreciate the little things I’m my life

[@JAndre-hk4ge]

Appreciating **

[@jabre12]

Thank you for sharing the story of your friend that passed. It is healthy to talk about these things, the truth about how we feel should never be shameful or tabu. Love you Berlin

[@ricottv6018]

Let's go berlin!! appreciate you dropping fire content right on time... 🔥 🔥 🔥

[@chasejones7008]

Finalllyyy, also goose would not have stood for that sparrow being disrespected like that

[@LordKrona]

im so sorry for your loss berlin, I feel you bro.. I lost a really good friend of mine about 6 to 7 years ago to an autoimmune disease.. Life just hasnt been the same without her.. RIP Jasmine ❤

[@jillp.icklle]

Berlin talking about how he had such a good day made my evening much better ngl

[@SpeaktheTruths]

Crazy how I find this right after I start thinking I need a therapist. I've experienced horrible things too, I've almost done things I would spend my life paying for if I didn't take the initiative to take care of my mind... But yes, talk to someone if you're experiencing thoughts of harming yourself and or others.

[@Jay-ln7bi]

Wow this was a great a great game that had amazing attention to detail. Only till the very end everything made sense even the little things like the crow and the sparrow (I think that what type of bird it was) was a representation of Martha and Giulia. And that random scene of the crow killing the sparrow was showing Giulia taking over. Which also why she put the dead sparrow into the casket with Martha.

[@mactheariesvessel6967]

long live the homie jeremy man. youre such a good soul for sharing that story.

[@Goldpanda-dz8oe]

39:26 Sort of a similar experience happened to me when I was in high school. My Grandpa had passed away during the summer before I had started my 11th grade year. I didn't talk with my Grandpa too much because of a language barrier so when he had passed I wasn't hit as hard as my other family members were. But during my 11th grade year I had gotten really into film and especially into video editing. One day I'm in class editing this project my group and I were working on, and I feel this weird weight or sensation in my chest and I start crying in class. I couldn't figure out why I was crying so when my teacher had asked I just instinctively said my grandpa passed away recently. I had felt sad all day after that like a deep regret had just weighed me down. I called my mom once I got home and she was talking to me about my grandpa and then she said something along the lines of "I wish you had found your passion for film while your grandpa was alive, he used to edit film when he was younger". I had no clue that he had a background in film.

[@ariposa2329]

Giulia: “His place is by Martha’s side” Berlin: “Oh my gosh give it a rest” No fr 😭😭

[@nileriver1632]

that feeling you had, Berlin, may have been guilt. it sounds like that- the heavy feeling you got, like you did something wrong. sounds like you felt (and maybe still feel) guilty about telling your friend what Jeremy thought of her.

[@Hitchiez]

We need more of eezy storytimes bro, Rip jeremy, may his soul pass to valhalla and rest among kings forever.💞

[@Uri_on_ice]

Um are we not gonna talk about how lapo said he knew the difference between Martha and Giulia So that means he knew who he was sleeping with at the barn. He knew he was fking Martha

[@eunicekalu8965]

Berlin, thank you for playing this game. It was definitely one for the books; it really felt like a period piece of art for sure. We were right there with you for all of it, but again thanks for playing the game. Much love, King! 👑❤️