(eng) Surviving my first week in New city

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07:34 Detour - Claire Kelly
12:35 By the Coast - Thomas Lavine
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Camera | iphone 12 pro, canon g7x mark3
Edit | Vllo
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[@yooilim]

안녕하세요 ◡̈ 이번 영상은 새로운 도시에서 보낸 첫 번째 일주일 영상이에요 이사할 때 너무 요령 없이 짐을 옮겼는지 한동안 허리가 너무 아파서 고생했어요😭 살면서 이렇게 허리가 아파본 건 정말 처음이었는데 운이 좀 없었는지 병원 진료도 제대로 못 받고,, 낯선 곳에서 많이 우울하고,, 솔직하게는 독일이라는 나라에 환멸났던,, 일주일,, 컨디션이 별로여서 영상 찍어둔 것도 엉망이고 날씨도 별로고 개인적으로 너무 우울했던 주라 올릴까 말까 고민했었는데 이것도 제 유학 생활의 일부분이니 솔직하게 있는 그대로의 생각을 담아봤어요 지금은 허리도 완전히 다 나았고 이 도시에도 조금씩 적응해가고 있습니다😊 앞으로 제가 어떻게 이 도시에 적응해 나가는지 같이 지켜봐 주세요 🙈 오늘도 영상 보러 와주셔서 많이 많이 감사해요🤍 날이 많이 추워졌는데 옷 따뜻하게 입으시고 절대 절대 아프지 마시고!! 또 힘찬 일주일 보내시길 바래요💜 그리고 수험생 여러분들 (지금 이 영상을 보고있지 않길 바라지만,,) 모두 원하는 결과 얻을 수 있길 저도 이 곳에서 간절히 함께 응원하고 있겠습니다 화이팅! 🙏🏻 Hi everyone :) Today’s video is my first week in a new city! I hurt my back during the move in so I had a rough start😭 but now my back is fine again and I’m getting adjusted to the place as well😊 Thank you so much for watching my video :)

[@choiseungcheol8009]

As someone who was also suffered on a backpain.. I feel youu unni really😭 it was hurttttt.. Glad that you fine now🤍 i pray that the new city will only give you a good things🤍 im also on my 5th semester at uni and it's haaarddd🥺 let's fight together unni we can win this battle🥺🥺🥺

[@아랄라랄라]

저도 허리 아파봐서 그 서러움 잘 아는데 외국이라 즉각적인 치료가 안돼서 더 힘드셨겠어요ㅠㅠ 그래도 나아지셨다니 다행이지만 다음부터 진통제 드실땐 술 절대 안돼요! 간도 같이 훅 갑니다ㅠㅠ

[@whatajoy2625]

I'm so glad your back is feeling better!

[@aurorajuanabagiu]

💜 I am glad to know you're doing better. Mang!💜

[@Sunnshinee365]

Glad to hear that u r getting better. Take care. I hope no more boxes at ground floor 🥺

[@peachswan]

I‘m Sorry for you cause as a german, I know Germans can be so harsh, especially some doctors / service. And they are sometimes so rude. But I believe in you and respect your decision for studying abroad!🖤

[@Ninisspace]

I felt so sad watching this :( I'm sorry you were in pain and I sincerely hope you feel better now. I don't live too far away from Freiburg, if you ever need something I'm more than excited to help you! I hope you don't struggle and feel better ❤️‍🩹

[@jesselenzrokobauer7042]

Hey. I live in Germany since my birth and I can tell you: all doctors are like yours. I needed a therapy real bad but nobody accepted me as a patient and I didn’t get an appointment in the clinic because I needed to go there once a week in the morning and they don’t work after three o clock and I work until five. I had to wait 8 months for them to tell me this. Another appointment for eye sight took me three months waiting time. The doctors here don’t really care. Some doctors don’t even look at your symptoms they just give you medication. I hope you stay healthy and start feeling better with your back. Maybe a gym membership can help you with your backpain for doing exercises on gym machines especially for your back. I’m sure the friends you found care about you. You’re so strong - you moved to a whole new country just by yourself. Stay safe

[@cloverajazz6743]

same experience,Germans complain in Korea for the use of too many machines and the attitude of "next next”of Doctors always calling their patients like in a hurry but here in Germany Doctor hear more but do nothing they'll just say just take this med and go home u have to wait again next month for next appointment..i once complain in Korea about a right side pain that i have been having in my abdomen the Doctor ordered right away an MRI problem solved i didn’t go home worrying what could it be.

[@sarroumarbeu6810]

This is so scary....why would doctors not do their jobs 😨😨

[@gretaw.8127]

I am living in germany too, and i had to wait 2 years for a therapy appointment .Like some doctors really dont care :( And i am sorry my english it is Not Good 🥲

[@ladyturquoise8894]

i can testify to this..i’ve been living here all my life and it has gotten only worse in the past 10 years. you wait forever for an appointment and then when you finally have it they don’t even do anything and just brush you off without properly listening. unless you’re 60+ with obvious and pre-existing conditions then you’re not seen as a patient “worth” taking seriously. especially orthopedics.

[@roseamily1510]

@@sarroumarbeu6810 because here in germany doctors have to pay When they prescribe too often

[@moondusto-z9e]

왜 내가 다 눈물이 날것같고 서럽지ㅠㅠ 허리 아파본 사람은 아는 고통... 고생하셨어요...

[@ssoi8608]

유일님의 우울함을 제가 훔쳐가고 싶네요ㅠㅠ 무거운 짐들을 옮기느라 몸이 무리해서 아프시구ㅠㅠ 유일님의 어떤 영상이든 다들 보고싶어할 것 같아요 그래도 아프시지 않으셨으면.. 전 항상 유일님이 낯선 곳에서 무리하지 않으시길 바랍니다ㅠㅠㅠ 사랑해요 유일님!!

[@minaseo3041]

천사소녀 네티..?

[@czechborn8919]

너무 사랑스런 댓글이네요 유일님 힘내시길!

[@ssoi8608]

@@minaseo3041 앗 제가 네티인가요?🥺

[@umiearth]

허리가 다 나아서 잘 적응 중이라는 글이 이렇게나 반가울 수가!! 자국에서 혼자 살기도 힘든데, 타국은 오죽할까요. 아프지 마세요!!!!!! 항상 응원합니다!!

[@soundtrack4904]

유일님, 정말 깊은 공감과 안타까움에 이번 영상 울면서 봤어요😢 계속 신분을 증명하기 위해서 공부든 일이든 쉼없이 달려야하고 아무리 이 나라에서 오래 살았어도 그저 나는 이방인일 뿐이고 몸과 마음은 계속 아파서 병원을 이리저리 전전하면 더 지치고 힘들기만하고 그 와중에 해야할 일은 왜이렇게 많은지 모든 게 버겁고... 모든 유학생들 이번 겨울 많이 힘들지 않기를.. 새로운 도시에서의 새로운 삶 응원해요 유일님! Gute Besserung!!🙏🏼

[@kimberggruen7622]

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[@정필돈-r3v]

마지막 부분에선 저도 같이 울컥하면서 봤는데 다행히 허리가 나아가신다니 너무 다행이예요ㅠㅠ 한국에서 가족들과떨어져 살때도 아프면 서러운데 타국에서 얼마나 서러우셨을지ㅜㅜㅜ한뼘 더 성장한 유일님 응원해요!

[@lucijademo1557]

I'm really sorry you had to go through that alone,it's not easy when you feel so helpless and in pain and the people who have to help you actually don't (doctors) Hope you stay safe! Sending some good vibes your way 🤗

[@edwardsarchive8134]

moving alone to a new country is a very tough journey, i've been where you are mentally and it was very traumatizing for me too, but hang in there 😥 you were brave enough to make the decision to leave home, you surely can get through this! 파이팅 ✊✊

[@seunghyunchoi4791]

바덴뷔르템 소도시에서 공부하고 있는 학생이에요ㅠ 저도 이제 독일 생활 5년차 되어 가는데.. 대상포진으로 너무 아파서 병원갔다가 테어민 못받고 병원 앞에서 펑펑 운 기억이 있네요.. 정말 독일생활 가끔 , 종종 환멸과 서러움 너무 공감되요ㅠㅠ 그래도 언젠간 우리가 이렇게 고생하고 서러웠던 즐거웠던 모든 기억들이 빛을 보길 바래보며 앞으로 우리의 타지생활 힘내보아요! 너무 수고했고 앞으로도 잘할 꺼에요 유일님🙂🎀

[@hyeonkim5559]

저랑 존똑이네요 저도 대상포진으로 병원 갔다가 세 군데인가 까이고 겨우 진료받은;;;;; 사보험이 아니면 새환자를 안 받는 독일 클라스 ㅋㅋ 대상포진은 응급실이 제일 최고예요. 대상포진은 나름 무서운 거라 응급실에서도 잘 접수되고 하우스아츠트와 처방전이 별반 다르지 않더라구요 ㅡㅡㅋㅋ

[@jacquelinezeimet3010]

Hey, I am from germany and can relate to the situation you‘re in! Most of the doctors here really don‘t care. But it maybe helps to keep searching. I could find a good one and they are normally pretty helpfull and you can get an appointment in a week or so. But for this one you would need to drive an hour by bus or train. I’m actually studying in the same city as well, so I can tell how long the way would be. It‘s funny, that youtube showed me this video😅 Hope you’re getting better!

[@Sharon-dd7hl]

I had lower back pain, I found heat pack, ibuprofen and gentle exercise daily like pilates/yoga really helps. The yoga/pilates really helps relax the muscles. I do it each evening. After the exercise I will put on the heat pack and rest for the rest of the evening. you can find gentle yoga/pilates on youtube.

[@valentinewong6783]

I feel you! I moved to a new place last year and till this day, I still feel lonely living alone although I made friends and joined some activities. Just keep moving forward and keep yourself busy! As for your back pain, try doing some gentle stretches and yoga. Back in March, I joined Body and Brain, which was founded by Ichi Lee. You should check it out. I believe the organization posts a lot of videos on KZbin. The exercises help with my well-being all around. I hope you will feel better soon! 😊

[@ferielgharbi8515]

I can relate to u in so many aspects.i myself also an international student in munich and last week i had to move out to another room and i had to do ecerything by myself from carrying luggage like take 2 luggages with stuff and then empty them and bring them back for the next round, i was suffering from back pain, i would literally cry if i lay down on the bed cos i wont be able to wake up then, the last part where u said if something happens to u who would know, i have that question everyday in my life while shedding tears, but physical pain as well as emotional pain vanish becausewe remember why we were here after all, hope u know u are not alone in this, we are sometimes lonely, and helpless but we manage to find a way❤❤

[@yooilim]

I can totally understand😢 i want you to know that you r also not alone Love you and thank you so much for your sweet comment❤️ Stay safe!

[@ferielgharbi8515]

@@yooilim love u too and stay safe as well 🥰🥰

[@moon_sie7794]

I can totally relate to this as well 😞, this year I decided to do it through a moving company bc only God knows how much I struggled last year all by myself, stay safe and take care of yourselves, we will get through this 🙏🏾❤️

[@ferielgharbi8515]

@@moon_sie7794 thank you so much for your relieving words ❤❤ Gosh I'm loving this small caring community! exactly everything will go by as time flies, what stays are only memories that we will laugh about

[@tenzsonam5540]

I suffered from severe back pain during my university days. And I still do when the weather gets cold. During those times I was leaving far from home. It was really difficult for me to do basic things like laundry, changing the sheets etc. There are few yoga poses for back pain that I did for weeks and felt better. I hope you feel better too . I will pray for your speedy recovery.

[@mikhaelajimenez253]

It saddens me to see you struggle alone. I'm a new subscriber and I just wanted to share an encouraging quote that may help you -- "you don't come this far to only come this far." I hope you'll feel better soon, physically and emotionally. Fighting, yooil! Also, I really love your videos! It gives me peace whenever I watch it and it makes me want to pursue my studies there. You've become such an inspiration. I pray and wish you the best things in life, I'm rooting for you!! :))

[@crescent1904]

Dear yooil, am sorry you have to go through all that alone... hopefully the pain will lessen and you feel much better soon. Sending you lots of hugs from far.

[@findingtrixie]

* hugs * Being somewhere new without any feeling of comfort is always hard. I hope things get better for you in your new home sooner than later. I'm a new subscriber but, I wanted to let you know that I enjoy watching your vlogs.

[@Anordinaryday]

I can relate so much with how you felt in this vlog. Being in a different country on your own and not feeling well because of your pain ☹️ I hope you‘re feeling better now! 💛

[@김리베-o9x]

가끔은 정신력으로도, 의지로도 안 되는 게 있다는 말이 왜 이렇게 슬프고 공감될까요. 지금은 다 쾌차하셨다니 다행이에요! 유일님의 시간이 모여 긍지가 되기를

[@nina-hd6fp]

This video represented my stay in Germany so much I felt like I was watching myself. It's been a nightmare to live in Germany for the past 2 years because of the lack of care that professionals have and how alone I've been feeling, so I completely understand how you must be feeling. I'm going back home next year, and hopefully, I'll be able to move on and feel better :') Fighting!!

[@ployprawsang]

Came across your channel by chance. I feel you, it was the way I felt when I first came to Dubai with no friends or family and got sick. You’re doing your best and I hope you get well soon! ♥️

[@guinea_bboong]

저도 허리아파본 경험잇어서 일정 다 소화하신 유일님이 대단하게 느껴지네요ㅠ 허리아프면 그냥 길에서 드러눕고 싶은데ㅜㅜㅜ 영상보면서 넘 서러운게 느껴져서 저두 슬퍼지네유😢😢 지금은 안 아프셔서 다행이에요! 건강 꼭 챙기세요💕💕

[@kkkkkyungminnnnn]

힘든 기간이었을텐데 이겨내고 이렇게 영상으로 찾아온 유일님..ㅠㅠ아프지마요 한국에서 제가 대신 아프겠숨다🥲🥲🥲

[@yooilim]

아프지말아요 우리 😭😭😭😭

[@hfm1368]

I’m going through a lot of back pain at the moment too. It has been a year now actually. I was diagnosed with spondylitis and fibromyalgia and I am 21 years old. The best thing that helps me at the moment to relieve pain is 1) applying heat with a hot pack 2) gentle massage by either a physio therapist or masseuse 3) and gentle exercises for muscle relief and disc pain. Please stay strong….it’s very very difficult to struggle without support from family. I really will pray for you 🥺❤️

[@minou1643]

Hey :) the heating pad you bought is also available (from other brands) as a reusable one that can be heated in the microwave for example. I think they are in the long term cheaper and easier. Maybe this is helpful for you

[@KathaRIna-bn2vc]

Yes, I would recommend a "Kirschkernkissen" which you can heat up in the microwave or oven. Should be available in drugstores/"Drogeriemarkt" such as dm, Müller or Rossmann.

[@jh7470]

영상 마지막 말들이 너무 공감돼서 "마쟈마쟈... 아픈데 아무도 몰라주는거 너무 서러워.."이러면서 폭풍 오열하면서 봤네요. 부디 허리 빨리 나으시길 바래요ㅠㅠㅠ

[@paulinatetitia3757]

I can totally understand how you must be feeling right now. I moved to another city two years ago, too. Even though I was born and raised in Germany, it was still very overwhelming and stressful for me. I know it's not easy, but don't give up. Soon you will adjust to everything and you will definitely have many good people around you. Lots of love and support from Rostock!

[@brandycaravello]

Keep strong . I know how you feel. I left my country when I was 19 to go to London, I think I cried for the first two and half month because I did not know any english, I did not have a good job so no a good pay. It's the process of doing everything by ourself, also doing food shopping or doing laundry it was frustrating . these are little things we take for granted that are easy but in reality if you are one person doing them, with so many things to do during the day ,it takes time to get used to,,you learn that everywhere there are things that we could never understand but that it is normal for the locals, sooner or later one gets used to all this and one becomes more open mentally, but believe me 6 years later I feel I have learned so much. You will be fine. Keeping strong, you can do it 💛❤

[@Bunnysvlog18]

유일님 ㅠㅠ 영상 끝부분 자막들에 정말 공감가는 부분이 많네요 ㅠㅠ 진짜 새로운곳애서 한달은 정말 길찾는것부터 이것저것 사는 것, 짐푸는것, 정서적으로 적응해야 하는것 등등 진짜 힘들쥬ㅜㅡ 저는 새로운 환경이다 보니 무의식적으로 항상 긴장상태이고… 그러니까 막 더 아프고 아프니까 서럽고 더 힘들고 그랬던 기억이 나네요 ㅠㅠ 하지만 금방 적응하실거예요 화이팅 ❤

[@kaibucks_vlogs]

a someone who also had an experience living abroad I feel you, and I’m so sorry you had to go through this situation, I hope you’re feeling a lot better now, sending you lots of love!

[@yoyo0510]

i know this feels more than anything being away from your parents and country and there is no one to care for you , it’s so hard but you’re a very strong girl hope you’ll be fine ASAP, i’ll pray for your health ❤️😊

[@tiffanywong7333]

I'm so sorry that you had to experience all this and just remember you always have the support of us audience! I hope and I'm sure that your life will start going uphill from now on! Good luck and stay safe:)

[@juyeongkim9817]

저도 짧게나마 독일에서 교환학생 보내봤는데 언어도 사람도 문화도 다르고 무서워서 울었던적이 한두번이 아니에요.. 저는 코로나 핑계로 도망치듯 한국 돌아왔지만 유일님은 씩씩하게 버티는게 너무 대단하고 멋집니다! 힘든날도 있고 좋은날도 있을테니까 다 저희한테 공유해주세요 다 들어드릴게요!!

[@금서-i2w]

하핫.. 수능 4일 남은 수험생이지만,, 유일님 영상 보면서 힐링 했어요 🥺 최근에 유일님을 알게 돼서 새로 업로드 되길 간절히 기다리고 있었는데 .. 지친 하루 끝에 잔잔한 행복을 안겨주네요❤️ 또.. 수능 응원까지 메시지 남겨주셔서 더욱 힘을 내 잘 마무리 하고 싶네요ㅠㅠ 오늘 유일님 영상 보면서 저도 모르게 눈물이 났어요.. 아프지 마시고 따뜻한 기운만이 함께하시길 간절히 바라요 🙏🏻 !!

[@yooilim]

지금까지 잘 해왔으니 꼭 좋은 결과 있을거에요! 조금만 더 힘내고 다음 주에 홀가분한 마음으로 다시 만나요❤️❤️‍🔥 응원할게요!! 수능 무조건 대박난다!!!💪🏻🔥 감기 조심하구요!

[@메롱킥-g4k]

수능 잘보세욧^^ 코리아 팟팅

[@CHO-bq3vf]

저도 외국생활하다가 아픈 경험이 있어 더 공감되네요ㅠㅠ한국에서 아플때보다 몇배는 더 서럽고 외롭고 아플때 엄마한테 전화해서 울기만 하고..그랬던 기억이 있어요ㅠㅠ그래도 유일님은 강하디 강한 분이니 잘 이겨내실꺼라 믿어요..!!항상 응원합니다!!

[@chaewonpark5034]

저도 지금 해외에서 혼자 대학교 새내기를 보내고 있는데 유일님 영상볼때마다 공감되는 부분들도 많고 또 항상 많이 위로받고 가는 것 같애요. 항상 건강하시고 좋은 영상 감사해요! 화이팅!

[@cari9157]

I teared up watching this, I know the feeling of the doctors not caring and feeling so alone in it...you can do it, stay strong.. ♡

[@mixxun1]

여태까지 본 브이로그중에 유일님의 브이로그가 가장 좋은것같아용!! 항상화이팅!!

[@miso_5707]

허리 아프면 진짜 너무 서럽죠 ㅠㅠ 제때 치료를 해줘야 하는데 지금 아픈 사람한테 예약을 해야한다는게 참..ㅠㅠ 그래도 지금은 괜찮아졌다니 너무 다행이에요! 새로운 곳에서의 유일님의 생활도 응원할게요!!

[@alondrapcs]

not one single time has a vlog made me cry, but yours did. thank you for sharing your journey, you're not alone. please keep fighting, we'll be here to support you.

[@Bethan1545]

I really empathise with you regarding the doctors situation. Ive really been struggling, for months now with back pain and migraines and after weeks of fighting for an appointment, I was told to take paracetamol and that was it... I cried too. I don't think they quite understand sometimes how much of an impact it has on our ability to live normal lives :( I hope you manage to get help and start to feel better soon 🖤

[@kwen1010]

Found your channel through the Switzerland travel vlog. Anyway, don't know why but watching this video and the one on your last class before graduation (the journalling part) got me chocked up. I guess it brought back memories of some difficult time when I'm staying alone away from family and friends. I still feel so once in a while. Happy that you're adjusting to the new city. And I guess I found someone to virtually accompany me through my master's degree journey which I also just started recently on part time basis.

[@kmlouise]

Yes, it is not easy to leave family and friends behind and start a new journey alone. I left my country few months ago and adapting now. 😆

[@laylac]

I’ve just moved to the UK from Singapore too, and indeed it’s so hard adjusting to a new country. I totally understand your pain. One thing I learnt when dealing with doctors, no matter in which country, is that you have to be specific in what you want. For example, telling the doctor you wish to be referred to a physical therapist. I had knee pain and went to the pharmacist, and he told me there isn’t any medication he could prescribe me with other than painkillers like ibuprofen. So I think there could also be limitations in medicine. I hope your back is better now though 💕

[@1705mvlogs]

Germany looks so pretty!! I hope u stay safe tho there’s a the rise in covid cases 🥺 thanks for sharing all these moments with us ❤️

[@aspengrey1898]

Covid is everywhere in Europe. Here in Belgium is no better either

[@1705mvlogs]

@@aspengrey1898 yes I saw the news :( I was initially planning to travel to Europe but I can’t now! take care!!

[@aspengrey1898]

@@1705mvlogs Thank and take care too!

[@ozzalemi]

유일님 ㅠㅠㅠㅠ그래도 지금은 괜찮아지셔서 다행이에요 ㅠㅠㅠ 항상 잘 보고 있습니다 ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[@chocomon901]

보다가 진짜 이입돼서 울뻔했어요ㅠㅠ 독일의 칼같고 차가운 시스템.. 저도 10년을 넘게 독일에서 살았지만 여전히 이방인이라는 느낌은 없어지지 않더라구요.. 그래도 눈에 힘주고 얻을거 다 얻어내고 커리어를 쌓기 위해 최선을 다하는수밖에요.. 새롭고 낯선 도시에다가 잔뜩 긴장해있고 이사때문에도 몸과 마음이 지쳐 계서서 서러움이 더 몰려오셨던것 같아 너무 공감됐어요 유튜브에 많은 구독자들이 유일님편이고 유일님 응원한다는거 기억해주세요 화이팅이에요

[@almirafebriyan]

hey yooil! I can relate you in so many things when I first moved to german. New environment, new culture, meet new people and it felt like no one cares about you. Pretty sure you can go through it! and I hope you can find the definition "home" in your new city soon. The journey won't be easy tho, but once it passed you'll be proud of yourself :) Liebe Grüße aus München

[@yulianaalexandra2385]

Can you help me with some advice? I'm in a city mostly with elderly people and families. I don't know what to do to feel better

[@baobei9231]

Heyy here in Germany it's often a hit or miss, finding a good doctor that listens to you. Which is why I would suggest you try out a couple ones, especially when it's specialized doctors. Most of the times, doctors a little bit outside of the city are much more personal and bound to their patients than the doctors in the city so I would highly suggest looking at a little wider radius, it's often very worth it! For your back pains, finding a good physiotherapist might be something for you? You can request a "Rezept" (I'm sorry I don't know the English word) from either a Orthopaedic doctor or your standart doctor. With a Rezept from them you can get 6 appointments and only pay 21€ for all of them combined. Another option would be finding a massage Therapist. I have bad shoulder and neck pains from seizures and once a month go to a massage therapist for Dorn Therapy. Which is basically massaging all muscles until theyre soft, and the spine bones stop clamping of nerves (that cause the pain) However thats often sth the insurance doesn't want to cover becase doctors think it's "unnecessary", so youd have to pay that on your own (usually 30-60€ per session)

[@meetali2820]

You guys are so helpful

[@수지-i9h]

I know the first few weeks adjusting to a new place, let alone a new country is the hardest, the homesick is inevitable, but thats it, after you passed that phase, i think its going to be fun and games after that. Living alone is great, but nothing can beat the feeling of being comfortable and secured just like back home. Home is home, no matter how far we go, anyway i love your vlogs! Definitely subbed!

[@TITI2011HB]

아이고 ㅠㅠ 저도 아플 때 병원도 못 가고 약국이랑 비상약만 축내면서 너무 외로웠던 적이 있어서 마지막에 너무 안쓰러워서 토닥토닥 해주고 싶었어요 ㅠㅠ 망할 예약제... ㅎㅎ 우리나라가 정말 좋아요.. 지금은 다 나았다니 다행이네요 ㅠㅠ

[@yooilim]

맞아요ㅠㅠ 진짜 한국이 최고...

[@marslovesjesus]

I was so surprised when I recognized Saarbrücken! I grew up in Saarland and seeing someone experiencing and exploring places most familiar to me for the first time is fascinating, weird but in a good way. I hope you have a great time at Uni and better experiences with doctors and such in the future..

[@lauraaa9030]

sameeee i was so surprised when i recognized the city!

[@diddid]

하 진짜 해외에서 아프면 쉽게 눈물도 나도 내가 여기서 죽어도 아무도 모르겠구나라는 극강 우울함이 느껴지죠 나아지셔서 다행이에요🥳 아마 기존의 허리관련 병력이 없으시다면 잘못된 동작으로 무거운거 들고 무리하셔서 염증이 생긴 걸 것 같은데 앞으로도 허리 커브잘 유지되게 아치에 낮은 베게나 수건을 넣어주세요👍🏼

[@김규림-y4p]

유일님 영상을 늘 묵묵히 챙겨만 봤는데 댓글은 아마 처음인 것 같아요. 저는 아직 유일님보다 한참 어린 학생이고 외국에서 공부해본 적도 없지만 유일님이 매우 존경스럽다고 생각해요. 짐작만으로도 쉬운 일이 아닐 것 같은 일을 하고 계시니까요. 제가 독일로 가서 무언가를 해드릴 수는 없지만 그래도 유일님을 보고 의지를 다짐하고 힘을 내는 사람들이 있다는 것만 아셨으면 좋겠어요. 많은 사람들이게 좋은 영향을 끼치는 것은 대단한 일인데 그 일을 유일님이 하고 계시잖아요:) 그러니까 조금 더 본인을 자랑스럽게 생각하셨으면 좋겠어요. 이 그지같은 상황이 나를 힘들게 하지만 정말 때려쳐버리고 싶지만 나는 대단한 사람이야. 많은 사람들에게 좋은 영향을 주는 그런 사람이니까 아무도 나를 함부로 대하지 못하고 이 그지같은 상황도 감히 내 앞에서 당장 치워버릴 거야라는 마인드로 생각해보시는 것도 좋을 거 같아요. 말이 이리저리 길어졌지만 어쨌든 응원하는 사람들이 많다는 거 꼭 아셨으면 좋겠고 힘든 상황에서 고생 많이 하셨어요ㅠ 늘 좋은 영상 감사하고 건강하게 독일에서 생활하셨으면 좋겠습니당 !

[@sungwonim61]

아이구 고생많으셨네요 ㅠㅠㅠ 오래 기다렸는데 저렇게 대충봐주면 어떡합니까..........

[@jadechoi9853]

행복해요 다 같이! 타지에서 몸이 아픈게 얼마나 서러운지 제대로 느껴본 적은 없지만 그 외로움과 쓸쓸함만은 잘 알고 있어요. 아프지 않으셨으면 좋겠네요.이 시간이 지니가면 다시 또 밝은 날이 있어요. 화이팅

[@김이온-r5r]

혼자 타지에서 아프면 그거만큼 서러운게 없더라고요.. 당장 때려치고 본가로 가고싶은데 그럴수없음 + 이 상황에서 내가 뭘 할 수없다는 무기력감 + 찐 신체적 고통이 와르르 나한테 쏟아지는 느낌 ㅠㅠ 지금은 다 나으셨다니 다행이예요 건강하세요!

[@ameli6023]

낮선 곳에서 아프면 서러운건 다 똑같은거 같아요ㅠㅠ 유일님 지금은 괜찮아져서 다행이예요~!! 낮선 곳에서의 생활을 응원할게요 힘내요! 유일님을 한국에서 응원하고 있어요~!

[@잉비비디]

아이고…지금까지 크고작은 일을 겪으며 단단해졌다 느끼셨을텐데….서러움의 깊이가 이번에는 차원이 다른 것 같아서 코가 찡해지며 영상을 봤네요…ㅠㅠ얼마나 아프고 서러웠을까요….지금 이 순간이 빨리 지나가서 유일님의 또다른 거름이 되길 기도할게요~아프지 않길…

[@randomfluffybirb5494]

I am so sorry you feel so alone. It will get better with time! For the back pain I would recommend buying a "Rotlicht", a red lamp that brings the heat deeper. Plus an electric pad for heating, which also is cozy for cold days. Maybe try to get to a spa. The heat might help too. Get better soon!

[@sang_ahah]

유일님 영상 하나도 빠짐없이 봐온 구독자입니다!! 이렇게 댓글 달아보는거 처음입니다. 저도 예전에 체력시험 앞두고 허리 넘 아핐을때가 기억나네요:( 독일이라 한의원이 없겠지만, 한의사분께서 누워서 무릎을 세운 자세가 허리에 젤 부담안가는 자세라고 하셨습니다!! 아주아주 조금이나마 알려드리고 싶어서 댓글 남깁니다!! 병원 예약해서 뀩 다녀오세요ㅜㅜ 허리는 조금이라도 아플때 바로바로 치료해주셔야 해요! *유일님!!! 멀리서 항상 응원하고 있으니 혼자라고 생각말고, 홧팅입니다🙌🙌

[@bageun]

같은 유학생으로써 보면서 맘이 너무 아프네요,, 한국에서도 자취할 때 아프면 서러운데 먼 외국에선 더 그렇죠 화이팅이에요..!!!

[@Washixoxo]

I hope you feel better soon my dear. I understand the pain you're going through. You must feel even more homesick now with all the hardship you're going through. Everything will pass and these bad days will only be a memory.

[@BarbaraEvina]

So sorry to hear you had to go through the same struggle as me upon moving to Berlin…it took some’ time before I could find a nice doctor that could help me with my back pain. Hold on a little longer and you will not regret your decision. Just ask around at school at least a few people will help you :). Good luck with everything and be strong!

[@공공-h2l]

와진짜 보는데…너무 그 서러움과 두려움들이 공감돼서 댓글남겨요..ㅜㅜ 그치만 유일님 이 고통스러운 순간들은 분명 지나갈겁니다. 화이팅하시고 , 구독버튼 누릅니다 영상 자주올려주세요~ 저도 내년에 다시 졸업하러 독일가는데 유일님 영상보니까 얼른가고싶어요

[@aurorajuanabagiu]

Relatable. I hope you will get better soon. I went through this as well back in the past. Living alone is not always easy. I remembered I was carrying a few boxes and a laundry rack from my old place to a new place. I was walking back and forth. The new place didn't have any elevator😭 But this too shall pass, trust me. Time moves really fast. It's just that there are moments where we tend to feel like we're alone and nobody is there for you. Stay strong, I am sure you will get through it and other hardships to come. Hwaiting!

[@en-jo-y-]

아프고 서러웠을 거 생각하니 맘이 아프네요 타지에서 혼자 하는 생활이 참 녹록치 않지요... 지금은 다 나아서 다행이에요 오뚜기처럼 다시 일어나서 잘 살아보자구요 우리!

[@tntdimebag]

Watching this reminded me of the time I moved to Austria and all the struggles with adapting in a new country and I didn't speak any German whatsoever 😭 You're really brave for taking this huge step for your growth. I'm cheering you on all the way from Vienna. Fighting! ❤️ Also you have a new subscriber 😊

[@teenietins1558]

hi!! may i ask what it was like for you moving to Austria especially without speaking german? i’m seriously considering moving there to join one of my close friends and because i’ve always loved going there but i also don’t speak any german and i feel like i will never be able to make it ☹️

[@danaxol]

@@teenietins1558 hello, sorry to get involved, but, may I ask what's your birth language? I was born in Romania and I moved to Austria 16 years ago, it was tough, but I managed to learn the language faster because of two things: I spoke English well ( the two languages are a little related) and I moved alone and lived among austrians from the beginning, it's the best way to learn to speak, by constantly hearing and reading it. If you find someone who speak both languages, keep him/her close, it will help you a lot. But, I find austrians much more enjoyable than germans, and Vienna is also full of foreigners.

[@TheRainbowpalette]

thanks for posting yooil. I just recently subscribed to your channel. I watched most of your videos because I want to go to school abroad too. This video really shows that life as an independent student aren't all rainbows and sunshine like most youtube videos i've watched so far. That people behind the camera are people too and experience hardships as well. I also read a manhwa called "Daily France" about her student life in France and my heart ached for her as well. Hope you are doing well despite the bad experiences you had. More good memories will come that will overshadow the bad ones. Take care 🥰

[@qwerty-qe3iq]

허리 괜찮다니 다행이에요 정말... 저도 혼자 자취하면서 수험생활 중인데, 힘든 기분이나 감정을 때로는 타인에게 털어놓는게 정말 정말 중요하더라고요! 유일님 항상 좋을 수많은 없으니 이런날들도 솔직하게 담고 위로받아서 잘 이겨내셨으면 좋겠어요 멀리서 응원합니다🥺

[@양소정-q8s]

아구,, 마지막에 영상 보는데 마음이 안좋아요 ㅠㅠ 아프면 진짜 서러운데 타국에서 이런 대우 받으면 저는 진짜 감당 못할 것 같아요 ㅜㅜ 지금은 다 나으셨다니 다행이에요!!!! 진짜 건강이 최우선입니다!! 끼니 거르지 마시고 잘 챙겨드세요!!!!! 유일님도 옷 따듯하게 입으시고 아프지마세요!! 이번주도 화이팅!!!!

[@cherries_are_cherrie]

back pain is the worst, i pray you have a fast recovery

[@iyosnah]

아는 사람 없는 타국에서 아프다니,, 너무 서러웠을 거 같아요,, 보는 내내 마음이 안 좋았어요 ㅠㅠ 그래도 이겨내서 다시 잘 지낸다고 하시니 다행입니다 ☻ 항상 영상 잘 보고 있고 항상 응원할게요!

[@STACY_3201]

지역 이동으로 모든게 낯선 상황에서, 아픈데 병원 예약도 안되고 어떤 방법도 없을때의 그 답답한 심정 너무 잘 알 것 같아요😭 그래도 지금은 괜찮아지셨다니 다행이에요💛 금세 적응하시고 잘 이겨내실거에요:)!! 멀리서 응원하겠습니다🙏🏻

[@elishachua6263]

안녕하세요 🙂 I just saw your channel today because youtube suggested me your Switzerland trip. I enjoyed it so much! I watched the next videos after that, too, and here I am. I suddenly feel bad and sad for you. I really really wish your back gets better, and I hope you get better too. I feel like you are strong because you made it thru college in a foreign country, and now you're going thru your masterals. I just wish you all the best in your life. Take care, and hope you feel happier and better. 😊

[@swaroopjr]

This is sad ! I feel how you felt that day & that year & that evening. Can feel the uncertainty and lonely. I too felt this ! But You made it with a strong will 🎉 As I seen all your after this Vlogs 😊

[@beige_ricaforte]

Hello Yoo-il님, I just found your channel yesterday and I enjoyed all your videos! I'm currently going through your past videos. It inspires me and makes me relax. I feel sad that you're alone and hurting right now 🥺 I hope you get better soon! I appreciate the honesty and realistic vibe of this video. Are planning to show us an apartment tour once you settled it all out? Don't push yourself too much~ and be careful of the cold there too! ☺🥰

[@kikpoop8645]

비둘기가 된 일진짱 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 너무 추억돋잖아요 유일님 아프지 마시고 행복한 유학생활 보내시길,,,ㅠㅠ

[@정아라-w4r]

허리가 아프면 온몸이 아프다고 그러죠... 😢 고생많았어요. . 토닥토닥

[@Mongmongjahong]

오마이갓,,, 유일님 새학교 가자마자 친구 사귀다니,,, 낯설다,,,🤭 이제 인싸 유일되는거냐며,,, 허리 다 나아서 넘넘 다행이에요😌😌💛

[@Hiimliz]

허리가 아파서 힘든 것들이 영상에서 느껴져요 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ 아프지 마셔요 ㅠㅠㅠ 타지에서 아푸면 너무 외롭구 서러운데 🥺 이휴... 여기서 내가 쓰러져도 내가 죽어도 아무도 모르겠지 라고 생각했던 마음도 너무 공감가구.. 유학생들 너무 고생입니다유 🥲 독일어 잘하고 싶다도 너무 공감했어요 전 수업할 때마다 영어 잘하고 싶다 영어 잘하고 싶다 🥲 유일님 힘내세유 ㅠㅠㅠㅠ 허리도 얼른 나아지시길

[@seo7644]

제가 다 서럽고 그래요ㅠ 언제나 새로운 곳은 너무 힘들고 우울하고 그렇죠ㅠㅠ 그래도 잘 적응하실거예요 항상 응원할게욤🙆‍♀️🙆‍♀️😘

[@sukim721]

맨날 영상만 슬쩍 보고 가다가ㅠㅠ이번 브이로그는 너무 짠하고 안타까워서 댓글을 안달 수가 없네요ㅜㅜ 길에서 우셨다는거 너무 너무 공감가요ㅜㅜ 모든게 다 갖춰져있는 모국에서 아파도 서러운데ㅜㅜ 그나마 기댈 수 있는 의료기관마저 저리 차갑게 굴고 도움조차 되지 않다니 저였어도 꺼이꺼이 울었을거에요ㅜㅜ 보는 내내 한국으로 모셔와서 침이며 도수치료며 풀코스로 시켜드리고 싶은 심정이었네요ㅠㅠㅋㅋㅋ 지금은 괜찮아지셨다니 다행이고 허리는 한번 아프면 계속 아프니 항상 조심하셔요...!

[@박꾸-q3u]

힝..내가 다 서러워ㅠㅠ 아픈데 저러면 더 서러워ㅠㅠ 유일님 허리 내가 지킨다ㅠㅠ 아프지마요ㅠㅠ

[@chesh4616]

아니유일님 얼마나 고생하셨을까요ㅠㅜㅜㅠ...외국에서 아프면 정말 너무 힘든데ㅠㅜㅜ 그래도 지금 나아지셨다고 하시니 정말 다행이에요 앞으로는 건강하게만 지내시길ㅠ 꼬옥..

[@yunjinka]

오늘 처음 영상 봤는데 타국에서 얼마나 힘들고 서러우셨을지.. ㅠㅠ 감히 상상이 안가네요. 그래도 여기까지 오신걸 보면 정말 멋지고 대단한 분이란 생각이 듭니다. 응원할게요.

[@지나-o3n]

타지에서 아플 때 얼마나 서럽고 외로운지 .. 공감이 가서 더 마음이 아팠어요 유럽의 병원 예약 시스템은 정말 겪어본 사람들만 알아요 답답하고 .. 당장 아픈데 치료를 못 잗으니 더 서럽고ㅠㅠ 가뜩이나 새로운 환경에서 적응하시느라 고생하셨을텐데 허리까지 아프니 얼마나 힘드셨을지 🥺 .. 그래도 적응하시고 건강도 좋아지셨다니 너무 다행이네요 !!!! 앞으로는 새로운 집에서 좋은 일들만 가득하시길 바라요 !! 늘 응원합니다 💪🏻💪🏻

[@aisyporfirio2514]

I'm so sorry for you 😞I really hope that you're feeling better now! As a foreigner living in Germany I can totally understand you and I also believe in you ☺ you can do this!!!

[@Han-fw2qi]

aww yooil please take care! i'm sure lots of people care for you, so stay strong. homesickness is real but it's surmountable! difficult seasons won't last forever

[@marysha4]

Oh no, i hope you will recover fast ! Isn't there a doctor or a nurse you could see on your university campus that is only for students ? Otherwise ask some friends from your town if they could refer you to their doctor ? Or if all else fails go to a neighbor city ? 😭 i can't imagine how stressful and depressing this is, you must feel so hopeless... This too shall pass, in a few weeks you will feel a lot better with homesickness 😊, once you are fully settled and have received physical therapy 💕 Fighting !! ✊✊

[@jihyunkim6981]

저도 타지에서 유학생활중인데 갑자기 허리다쳐서 기절도 했었어요 ㅠㅠ 왜이렇게아프지?하고 문에 기댔다가 정신차리니 방바닥에 혼자 널부러져서…혼자일어날수도 없고 아프고 무서워서 울지도 못하고 그대로 쓰러져있던 기억….아직도 회복중인데 평생 못 잊을 것 같아요. 많이 좋아지셨다니 다행이예요. 우리 힘내요!

[@장소원-q5t]

안녕하세요, 유일님 이제 고등학교에 들어가는 예비고 1입니다. 작년 코로나로 인해서 무기력 하던 중 유일님의 영상을 보고 활기를 되찾았었습니다.(과장이 아닙니다!) 쨌든 저는 대한민국에 있지만 유일님에 대한 저의 응원이 유일님에게 전해졌으면 좋겠습니다. 항상 유일님을 응원합니다. 오늘 영상도 의미있게 보았습니다😌 ☺️

[@trulymichelleee]

I have the same situation with you regarding with the back pain but here in my country we have a local who are one call away to massage your back. And after 3 or 4 days I felt so good again. I also take some painkillers and the pain is still there. I was hopeless too I can't even stand up or sit down properly I cried for a week. But thank god for that local who massage my back I feel so good now. Get well soon! 😊

[@sunflower0918]

유일님 알람뜬거 보구 바로 들어왓슘다ㅜㅠ 아구ㅜㅜ 결국 몸살이 나셨군요ㅠㅠ 이사가 잘못했어요 ㅂㄷㅂㄷ 고생 많으셨슴다 증맬.. 오늘 영상도 잘 보겠슴다 💙

[@JJ-hs3by]

유일님..... 이번 영상 보고 운 건 비밀😭........ 저도 영국에서 어학연수 생활 할 때 같은 감정 느꼈거든요.... 낯선 곳, 아무도 아는 사람 없는 곳에서 모든게 너무 무섭고 두렵고....... 14:26 이 부분 정말 공감되었어요 ㅎ.... 새로운 곳에서 좋은 사람들만 만나고 좋은 일만 가득하시길 바래요❤️🤍💜

[@nct_dotaewoo9902]

I just moved to Germany and related to this video so much. Hope you're hanging in there! Keep safe

[@nainanoni7335]

I hope you're feeling better now, just know you're not alone on this!!! ❤❤🌺

[@allplanetpulse]

얼마 전까지 독일에서 혼자 지내던 생각이 나서 너무나 공감이 되네요. 허리가 아플때 마다 사서 둘렀던 저 복대랑 왜 그렇게 병원 예약은 오래 걸려야 하는지 그 서러움.. 뼈속까지 시린 습한 겨울 날씨까지.. 하지만 허리도 괜찮아 지셨다고 하니 다행입니다. 이번 겨울 잘 적응하셔서 대학원 공부도 잘 마치시길 ... 정말 정말 응원합니다. !!