YOU CAN'T DO THIS!!!~ Arcane 2x06 "The Message Hidden Within The Pattern"

[@TritopolisD408]

One thing I noticed was the symbolism Isha carries with her being mute. Ever since Jinx met isha, she stopped hearing the voices in her head. Isha represented those voices being muted and finally bringing peace to jinx’s head.

[@lilunette9319]

"Still giving me the silent treatment, huh? Between you and Isha, I'm losing my snappy comebacks."

[@thatonemovieucantremember]

But Jinx just cant be happy, huh!?

[@disastergoblin65]

​@@lilunette9319See, now I've got an image of subconscious-ghost-Mylo whispering dumb one-liners in Jinx's ear. _"Powder, tell her you got- _*_snickers_*_ Tell her you got off on the wrong arm."_

[@AnaWazHere]

I feel like this is a bit of a stretch but I like this either way

[@viniciuslopesmodena]

@@TritopolisD408 and now it will be the only ghost she can't talk to

[@briansmithbeta]

30:36 The moment it hit me that Arcane reaction videos are basically just watching other people be in emotional distress for entertainment.

[@narutoleopard]

you cant be happy more than 5 minutes with this show man wth

[@DarthRayj]

Some people like to watch streamers play rage games, some like to watch reactors be in emotional distress *shrug* when it comes down to it, it's mostly that humans are hard-wired to share our emotional experiences with others. We then use that information to explore our own emotional states more thoroughly

[@DamsusRhee]

@@DarthRayj I totally agree, watching this I cried, watching her react to the same thing sorta allows me to look into a mirror of my own emotion, and see what I felt from another perspective. Entertainment? Yes, of course, but also there is a certain catharsis from it.

[@Mitsuha_ko]

I mostly watch it to see what other people make out of some scenes or what theories they have because Arcane is too hard for me to understand

[@wtimmins]

I think some of it is that sense of bonding and commonality when someone is emotional the way we are.

[@TritopolisD408]

Never has that intro song been more accurate. "Oh the misery" indeed.😭

[@TritopolisD408]

Even when Vander lost control, he tried not to hurt Jinx and Vi. So heartbreaking. Rule one of Arcane: If there's even a hint of happiness, it's only so they will take it away later.

[@ThatOneGremlinCreature]

Stop it, I'm already sobbing too much 😭

[@shadowsweaver]

Professor Heinmmer was right all this time, the Arcane is a problem, not a solution.

[@MxSae]

I can’t do this anymore 😭

[@Ampharos9704]

What makes it more meaningful is the fact this song was specifically meant for Isha, a final farewell with an impactful message. Respect for Isha...😢

[@NickyTannock]

"I thought that was back in that place she brought Caitlin" @13:09 It is. The place Viktor settled down is in the ruins of Vi and Powder's old home down in what became the slums.

[@sydneylynnvangastel3124]

I'm so sorry you had to go through that panic/anxiety attack and your stuggles with anxiety over all. I hope it gets better soon and I'm proud of you for being brave enough to talk about it ❤️

[@DareBear2099]

First, need to commend you for getting through this episode. It was rough on me. I have 4 kids, one of them roughly Isha’s age. Took me a few days to recover, even had an emergency therapy session with my therapist. I’ve served in the military, anytime there is a real world civil war/conflict children are often times the ones caught in the middle (look at Gaza, Syria and Ukraine). It’s horrible, I hate it, but this show is a tragedy and it is ultimately about classist struggles. I wish I could give you more comfort than this.

[@masoodreyhani4769]

Yea I noticed the pralars between piltover and zaun in arcane and Isreal and Gaza and the war between them.Same thing is happening in our world too

[@monkeking8604]

I can't imagine how you feel, even me who have no daughter or child at all felt like this, i just can't 😭

[@Haz-009]

You gave Morgan plenty of comfort, I'm sure of it ❤ 🫂

[@boutainjr855]

Yeah I was quite literally dead inside after this episode 👍🏻

[@CryinObi]

Same i was done

[@Dominus62680]

Same

[@mrnohax5436]

So was jinx….

[@monkeking8604]

Didn't we all?

[@Dawg-Bone]

I felt that panic attack. I’m so sorry that you’ve had to deal with all that. I hope you’re doing okay. Sending you a virtual hug.

[@jackakimbo5718]

The nanosecond the word "cupcake" left Vi's mouth, Caitlyn's brain dissolved into nothing but that "neuron activation" monkey meme

[@davidkoudelka10]

My exact words upon seeing Morgan was now at this episode were “Oh it’s misery time!😈😰😢”.

[@ManOfStamp38]

Oh, oh, the misery.

[@theakimboknight]

To be fair…that can apply to any episode of Arcane

[@deamoninyourdreams7612]

​@@ManOfStamp38 Everybody wants to be my enemy! (Especially Amanda, why would youuuu)

[@marydacumos7421]

Morgan, you are one of the best reaction(ers) out there. You're so emotional, and I find that endearing. *Big hug*

[@alex.n9279]

I am sorry you had to go through that Morgan, I understand you so much, I reacted the same 😭

[@wolphstrykes]

The one thing that struck me as soon as I saw the artstyle change when showing Vander's memories: watercolors are fragile. Memories are fragile. Also, the courage I imagine it took for you to share that panic attack with us. Strength to you, and yes to the anti-anxiety meds. I take buspirone myself. Until I did, I honestly just thought the panic attacks were as unavoidable as breathing (though the two did war with each other).

[@beethewizard]

Sending Morgan millions of virtual hugs. This episode was one of the most heartbreaking ever.

[@LoveMika8]

something i’d like to add that absolutely broke me, i saw someone point out that jinx hears the voices of the people who got close to her and died or the ones that she feels responsible for their deaths.. and how isha doesn’t speak so jinx won’t be able to hear her voice even after she has passed :(

[@MinersLoveGames]

Oh my god. Agh. Ow. I am hurting so badly.

[@KarmaticWasHere]

Not so fun fun fact: When Jinx runs and screams out Isha’s name, her eyes flicker the same blue they used to be Caitlyn also tears up when Vi calls her cupcake and when she turns away she sheds that tear

[@rainnald0]

You mean in the montage?

[@KarmaticWasHere]

@rainnald0 yes and no, while that does happen I specifically mean at the very end when Vi goes and grabs her

[@rainnald0]

@@KarmaticWasHere I watched that scene like 5 times and I really do not see her eyes turning blue 😭

[@Lavoye]

Vander was already gone. Everyone Viktor "healed" was gone. They were sucked into the void and only a soulless husk remained. The fact they all crumbled when Viktor fell should be a clue. Jayce did the right thing. Congrats on making it through! One more act to go! :)

[@TheKeyser94]

Really? Even if they were hollow husk they didn't deserve to die, and you can hear the agonising screams when they die, so they weren't completely husks, maybe Jayne trough that Viktor was going to become a cyborg overlord, but by doing this he created the cyborg overlord.

[@Opal3-v8g]

I hope Morgan is okay I'm actually scared for them

[@johncameron6516]

Isha death broke my heart into billion piece and have never cried so much over a cartoon character.

[@tryeveryfandom1718]

Morgan in Episode 5: 'I hope nothing bad happens to Isha' Me who'd already seen ep 6: Uhhhhhhhhhhh... Side note tho, I'm pretty sure the act 3 trailer confirmed Vander/Warwick survived. But that could just be wishful thinking :')

[@davidkoudelka10]

Yeah something tells me Warwick isn’t dead…

[@samuelisaacdelacruzaguiler2489]

Well, it's obvious, no coherent person thinks that champion characters are going to die, the ones who should worry are the non-champion characters.

[@alw1n736]

Warwick surely survived, but Vander def died here. Now, its only Warwick.

[@technewsfortechnoobs]

While losing Isha and Vander in one shot (pardon the pun) is tragic in itself….it is also a much darker, and poetic moment at the same time. Vander was fully aware of what was going on when Warwick was on the rampage….but like a passenger in a car, he was completely unable to control it when it was happening. Imagine being in that situation where you see the carnage “you” are causing, and being 100% helpless to stop it. So when Isha pulled the trigger….she was doing Vander a kindness. But…now with act 3 looming tomorrow…there is a lot to actually be afraid of, especially on the Cait/Vi/Jinx front, because nothing is going to end well or be an easy resolution for any of them. • Cait will likely still never be able to forgive Jinx/Powder because she killed her mother, which isn’t good for Vi. • Vi can’t ever get past the trying to get her sister back to the “good side”, which will always cause problems with Cait. • Jinx/Powder will ALWAYS be known for the death and chaos she caused, which will always be something Vi has to be associated with. Cait can’t kill Jinx without losing Vi forever, Vi can’t NOT let Cait have Jinx and still get her cupcake, and Jinx can’t just be let go for everything she did, which will cause Vi to lose Cait. It’s not going to be a happy ending in Act 3…and I am NOT prepared for it.

[@zoemartin2587]

This episode was just SO SAD 😭

[@icommenttoplay1301]

Morgan, we so feel your love and heartbreak for this show. This was the episode for me that left me so deflated and flabbergasted afterwards and yet it remains in my mind the most because of how powerful it was. I hope you manage to get right things to help with anxiety whether is medicine or other treatments. Seeing how you were breathing at the end, I was right there with you. Sending you so much love from overseas. I hope you are doing okay!

[@Hunterfeltz]

Watching reaction videos to heartbreaking episodes hurts so bad because its like watching it for the first time again, but it also helps me because it feels like i have someone to cry with about it..

[@lol_spider1214]

Powder became jinx Isha was basically a mini jinx Now she is powder

[@marceloc.2775]

Aww Morgan :c I'm so sorry that this ep afected you so much, and even more sorry that you are struggling lately with anxiety. I know that you love this show for the incredible masterpiece that it is, but yeah... its not easy to watch it all burn when you get to truly care for this characters. RIP Isha man!! what a loveble kid 🥲It was an awesome reaction though, if it helps for anything. Hang in there! Big hugs from chile!

[@jp3of4]

Hope you had a loooot of self-care and recovery time after that one Morgan 😢 all the good vibes your way, hope the meds help out ❤️

[@ChaosDY]

Ambessa's talk with Caitlyn was about the pillars of Noxus, which represent each of its three leaders. Vision is Swain, Might is Darius, and Guile is allegedly LeBlanc. It sounds like Ambessa is trying trying to create a fourth pillar to prop herself up on; Sacrifice. Yhe reason Ambessa talks about Guile in a disgisted tone is because Leblanc, a mage, is the leader of the Black Rose as well, and there's obviously history there with them.

[@katiemartin487]

28:17 Oh Morgan, that’s so awful. I’m so sorry for how you feel, and I know exactly what you’re talking about, I went through a similar thing a few months ago with my anxiety too. I feel like I want to jump right through the screen and give you a hug. 😢❤

[@tarawhite24]

I don't know you. I came across this video. Watching reactions to this episode... and damn! I just wanna hug you so freaking much! 🫂😭

[@DragonTwilight]

13:08 Morgan, you were right right here. It was back in that place from episode 5.

[@foulwin9719]

I have never seen better art or better writers on any show. Their ability to raise us up and tear us down with these stories is simple amazing. Noone is safe but at the same time victory feels earned when it happens.

[@viniciuslopesmodena]

23:53 "No Blood ? No blood" Unfortunately, blood, a lot of it in 19:15 they put the blood to drip, and he followed Signed until the deeps of the prison, this is almost literally on his side and in 22:20 it didn't appear on the vid, but Singed pressed his button before Caitlyn took him down. So while Viktor "death" may had push him into madness, the sad true is that they failed

[@frankwolftown]

27:40 OMG! Are you okay? I have seen a lot of reaction videos, and I've never seen anyone have a panic attack. I was genuinely afraid for your health there for a second. I can't believe you had to wait an hour to watch the rest of the show. #HealingVibes

[@Ash-hd3wd]

We appreciate the awesome reaction but please take care of yourself!!!

[@sabrinasantosg]

28:48 I think the work Victor did, in some way, corrupted Vander, and now there is no Vander left inside. Vander could only exist if Victor existed.... and now he is gone.

[@wtimmins]

Vander's story is such a metaphor for dementia. Love, everyone.

[@SnowLeopardtherebel]

This episode fucking BROKE me the moment I recognized the opening notes of "isha's song" I was like "FUCK I'm going to sob". and I did.

[@neonbagelz]

Hope you’re doing okay, Morgan. Dw, I also had a panic attack watching the end of ep 6, arcane loves to destroy us lmao. So sorry you had to go through this

[@grimm516]

So just wanted to add, if it was not clear the place viktor set up his community is the same place the neon sign was before Vi & and Caitlyn destroyed on silco form season 1 and the metal with the height measures is the same one from before

[@elisa-if9mj]

Medicine only relieves it temporarily, the cure is yourself, think positively , when panic attack, take a breath and let it out slowly and all you need is a hug ❤

[@ArgyleR04D]

One of my favorite things about this episode is how Isha acts with Vander/Warwick. I think as a non speaking person she is uniquely empathetic toward them as they both express their needs and feelings through non verbal means. I think in the end when she overloads the zap gun it is partially to protect Jinx, but also because she saw how much Vander/Warwick is suffering and went to put him out of his misery. Oh the misery.

[@kirbytheotaku737]

I'm in the same boat with you Morgan. I had to really process what happened, I'm still processing it while being a wreck.

[@juniper1350]

i think that actually is the place that vi had brought caitlyn to in s1.

[@Hello_I_am_Jeff]

Most real reaction ever! You really went through it.

[@LuxAbortera]

It's Ok. We felt the same. This show was hearth breaking.

[@cookievampiress]

I don’t know why I feel this way, but I’m always so jealous when you cry I feel like I didn’t process it enough or let myself feel sad. I think it’s awesome. How open you are with your feelings💜✨

[@grimm_satisfaction1292]

17:15 Hey! That's a compliment, Cait! Mongooses are some of the meanest, most badass little bastards on earth! Some of the deadliest snakes on the planet, like Black Mambas and King Cobras, fear them. 😂😂😂

[@Sparkleortizjohnsom]

Bro that part when Morgan cried is so my reaction 😭

[@ivansleepy4722]

I'm really sorry that you've been struggling with anxiety that much, really hope you'll get better

[@SodaliteSushi]

Quick thing: what happened to Vander wasn’t because of Jayce or the work Viktor did on him. You can see Singed standing in the background of the fight. He managed to inject Vander with whatever that serum was he talked about in the beginning to “inhibit Viktor’s progress”

[@ConnorSinclairCavin]

I am sending hugs, because i am only now at the point i can watch this again, i wish you a happy new year, and i am sorry that there was no way to prepare you without spoilers for the pain, not that it would have helped in any way

[@sqxbarto9229]

Isha did the same as Powder in season 1 episode 3, she overloaded the Hextech gems causing an explosion.

[@venator7251]

I love this episode, I hate this episode. Ive not recovered yet...

[@tsugaloe]

To put "You will be ok" at the end of this video kicked me right in the heart lol

[@mxbubbles4753]

My biggest worry after this episode is Jinx and what losing Isha as well as vander again will do to her, I have a worrying feeling that she's going to go back to how she was earlier or potentially even worse, especially as she wanted to die before Isha became part of her life. I'm hoping Vi will help her get through it even if it's just enough that it doesn't completely break Jinx but this show has a tendency of been brutally realistic in not having perfect endings for story lines & characters.

[@nvxf5123]

10:37 insane catch! My god

[@johanstenfelt1206]

The End of Season 2 Act 2: The Escalation, a breaking point has been reached, let’s see how far it can get pushed, I really would’ve liked to get a little more into what convinced Caitlyn to finally go against Ambessa.

[@closingmoon6434]

If you pause when the camera pans over to jinx and vi after the explosion starts you can see vi shielding jinx from the explosion 😢

[@Th3G00s3L0rd]

Hey, I've dealt with really bad anxiety for about a decade; What you've mentioned about anxiety after eating and feeling like you were going to throw up makes me wonder if vagal nerve stimulation might help 🖤 That nerve is responsible for that fight or flight response and it goes from the neck into the stomach - using ice packs (best imo) or a heating pad (or switiching between them) where the nerve is (neck + chest works best for me) can help curb an anxiety attack in the moment. Box breathing is also wonderful 🖤 Sorry you're dealing with this, it can get better, you'll get through this; Sending you care 🖤 Side note: I love how your hair matches your chair 💜 2nd side note: Arcane cosplay for Act 3?

[@Zach-Reacts]

Speaking as someone who watched w/ THC in the system while watching, it made me notice every little detail even more than I normally would. Even how the 3D and 2.5D elements match with each other. The animation for the magic just feels more tangible. Also I keep a half gallon bottle of water on me, so I stay hydrated.

[@FredrikHaugen]

Isha always idiolized Jinx. She wanted to be her. She had a tough life in the mines (hence the hat), but with Jinx she got something she was missing, albeit for such a short time. And then decided to pay back to her beloved Jinx. In Zaun the number of happy childhoods can be counted on one hand, and one of those fingers belongs to Isha.

[@pinacolada5911]

That ending sentence is beautiful and poetic, also never ever say that to me again or I’ll end up on the news

[@FredrikHaugen]

@@pinacolada5911 Isha is a story perfected. Her every move, stare and grunt showed her full story - of grief and joy, fear and determination. Of being a wild, battered soul in a feral, brutal world. A good story knows how to pluck on our heartstrings. But a perfect story - Like Isha's, plays on them the whole melody.

[@desflores7202]

I love that all it took for cait to turn on ambessa was a "cupcake" from vi

[@obsidianwolf1999]

13:28 utopia run by gearpunk Jezus

[@Davinki651]

Thank god Morgan took a break before Isha made the sacrifice play, good lord

[@ExtraAccount-b9b]

If you watch season 2, the episode 4, when jinx fights Warwick, It sounds like Isha yells put "mama" when Savika is carrying her away...sad

[@vinyl_ruin]

my brain just envisioned if Isha potentially survived the blast (highly unlikely bc of how Sevika's arm got vaporized by that kind of blast 💀) by Vanderwick wrapping his arms around her and protecting her, kinda like pulling a Toothless when he grabbed Hiccup and wrapped his legs and wings around him to protect him from the explosion in the first httyd movie 😀

[@Kobrakai21]

Hey, just wanted to say, as someone who's anxiety manifests in ways that make it very difficult to eat, I deeply empathize with you. Wishing you the best.

[@jittercritter]

That Remember Me sequence took me OOUUUUUUTTTT Arcane really has a way of grabbing your feelings by the THROAT doesn’t it? GAHHHH!!! This show has me laughing out loud, crying, and contemplating it 24/7!!! The family stuff is easily my favorite aspect of the show so the last episode and this one have HAD ME!!! -- Also my favorite character interactions are those between two Zaunites because-and this is a SUPER under appreciated part of their culture-they have little to no concept of rudeness. They are both brutal and QUICK with their snappy remarks. Just like many are quick to physical aggression like Vi, many are also highly aggressive verbally with almost no grudges/consequences that extend beyond the conversation. Which makes dialogue between Zaunites insanely entertaining and hilarious. Vi and Echo in s1, Victor and Jinx here, Vi and Jinx last episode… Zaunites both have 0 chill and are insanely chill at the same time. They’ll say the most insane, out of pocket thing so casually and no one will bat an eye because eh, that’s Zaun. They’ll get into brutal, bloody tussles and get over it no problem because eh, that’s Zaun. That’s kind of why I think the whole Vi and Caitlyn team up makes total sense. Caitlyn has always been more Zaun-like in her approach to things (straightforward, honest, following her heart) and of course Vi IS a Zaunite, so the idea that they’d be able to set aside their differences in the moment to get shit done is 100% accurate to their previous characterizations.

[@faithlorenz1629]

Morgan I feel like i have to ask you to please do WHATEVER you have to to keep yourself well: not record a reaction, spoil yourself ahead of time to prepare, quit or take a break from the series if that's what you need. I love your videos but I will always care about YOU so much more. (sorry if I'm overstepping)

[@MatteoTane-u8h]

I was so destroyed by Viktor that I couldn't even process everything after.

[@technewsfortechnoobs]

Between you, Elijah, and Wee Lass....I'm not sure whose reaction is going to tear me up more.

[@peytondevereux5175]

Your reaction to this is so real, I physically couldn’t cry though so I just screamed at the tv

[@MiscalCode]

It's crazy how everybody who watched this ep just was completely CRUSH. I was so upset afterwards bro 😭 I had to just go to bed.

[@Jojo_Montilio]

The Remember me part had me crying up until the battle... this show broke me... having lost a parent, I know how it feels, bringing them back for a heartfelt moment and then taking them away again as well as the sweetest character was something I wasn't prepared for and its the hardest I've bawled because of a show in a long fucking time

[@O_Towne_Bear]

Each scene towards the end rips a little more of your heart away until the final act when they just say, "Nah, you don't need that" and rip out the rest.

[@StephanieTargino]

HAHAHAHAHA THE BEST REACTION, I WAS EXACTLY LIKE THIS

[@wtimmins]

I cried so much by this point I got a headache. Crying at a show isn't unusual for me, but this much? Lord.

[@thanatoes537]

10:31 the two figures in the eye are viktor and skye traveling Vander's psyche, not Powder and Vi. Also, while most of the faces are monstrous, the big one on the left is Vander's face.

[@liamgradwell2998]

Bravo for going through this episode the best you could Morgan. All of us here were really put through the wringer in the finale with Act 2. Let’s just see what Act 3 has in store for us.😭👏💙

[@TheGridMedia]

Ep 5 & 6 were brutal

[@ΦοτηςΚουτσουριδις]

Boy do I have News about ep 9...

[@Cozmic_Archer]

Something I’ve noticed that I haven’t seen anyone mention is that in the flashback when the parents come back from work the mother does the two finger wiggle on her forehead that flashback Powder did before her fight with Echo

[@Dominus62680]

Your reaction is pretty much the way I felt while watching this episode

[@SillyLilJesterWithABowTie]

I just realized something...Victor vandor-t......

[@BlUejAy-j3n]

Why do people blame Jayce for the colony dying, when its all Viktors fault himself? Even if he didnt know what he was doing, he was still making people living husks and stripping them of life, as we see when Salo doesnt breathe.

[@lilunette9319]

Seriously! They're empty of all human emotions! They weren't humans anymore.

[@BlUejAy-j3n]

@lilunette9319 Thank you! I dont know if Viktor knows he does this, or if he genuinly thinks he was helping, but it was just hurting people

[@lilunette9319]

@BlUejAy-j3n Viktor isn't himself either. Maybe 10% of his mind? He also can't feel. No cold, no affection. Viktor died, and now he's the vessel for the hexcore.

[@BlUejAy-j3n]

@@lilunette9319 Ive been saying that Viktor died in the explosion whatever got back wasnt..."him" I feel like

[@lilunette9319]

@@BlUejAy-j3n I told my husband this was going to happen ever since the hexcore ate Sky. It even burped, that damn thing. Taunting Viktor. And when it attacked his brain, even on the outside for lifting and thinking of destroying it. Vindictive. The hexcore is evil.

[@eow4317]

I haven’t felt like his much pain from a show since episode 3 of season 1

[@zissoulander]

*GLORIOUS EVOLUTION*

[@THEADECHAN]

lets be honest....we love her reactions to this lol

[@japercefull]

10/10 would nearly die and be infused with a sentient magic box for Viktor's hair.

[@jonathanalbee8127]

A subtle thing they constantly did with Isha was having her helmet fall off EVERY time she did something that put her in harms way/mimicked the way Jinx disregards self preservation. It fell off when she made that jump when we first see her, it fell off when she decided to follow after jinx, it fell off when she got between Vi and Jinx during act 1, and it fell off here when she charged in to save Jinx/Save her family. She did what she thought she HAD to do because she has seen Jinx just "give up and welcome death" multiple times (almost letting Vi kill her, staying behind to fight warwick/vander alone and trying to blow herself and Vander up). Its when she sees Jinx stop trying to get up and just lay down in front of Warwick that she springs into action, afraid that Jinx isn't going to fight back.

[@VIME2001]

I wanna give you so many hugs for Isha, Your not alone on this morgan, I almost broke down on isha's sacrifice 😢😢

[@Nevermore-Nevermore]

Ambessa got the manipulation textbook from Shadow Weaver.

[@tonysebree6455]

I don't know what happens next, but I know that last Light before the explosion looks a lot like Echoes time skip ability. Nothing is over tell its over. Lol

[@3dCraddock]

Duuuude, non-proffessional advice to look into (as in ask a doctor first): check your sodium intake. I get full blown anxiety attacks if I eat high sodium things like fast food etc as I get deeper into my 30's. I got to a point that I just started skipping days for eating cuz the consequences of eating was always so disruptive to my day. I can make a home-made burger or something and be fine, but if I get something like some fries from a restaurant with a ton of salt pre-added to it, I'm a mess within an hour. I also have anxiety from more common means ie life experiences etc, but the salt is an amplifier; I can have a really nice day and treat myself and basically ruin it all because I had a poutine with bacon bits or something. It's so intrusive that if I eat certain things too close to bed I lay awake because every time I'm about to fall asleep I snap awake and I feel like I'm gonna have a heart attack in bed or something but then freaking Adavan fixes it in seconds. As upsetting as this episode is though...I've slept well because I watched a masterpiece. It can be so sad, but much like getting on a rollercoaster: you can be afraid the whole ride, and then you get off the ride and laugh cuz you are safe at the end. Us reaction watchers are chasing that feeling, we want to see others experience it like we did, even if it's sad, or even because it is sad. We'll cry with you and then smile later because in the end it's such a masterpiece. That aside: Jay on the reaction channel "Pre'viewed" claimed he felt a bit manipulated. I kind of agree. I guess I'll find out in a few hours, maybe this is all undone (hhahah probably not). The idea they put this character in just as a vessel to tear our heart out is pretty rough. There is plenty for us to feel like this is good writing, and it certainly gave us a beautiful scene to work from, but it's sort of mean and I think after all the reactions I watch there seems to be a collective agreement there. This had me spending the next morning pacing around rather somber. I think one thing that gives me a bit of happiness is that Isha was clearly an orphan and Jinx gave her the most joy in her life than she has ever had. She wanted to make this sacrifice out of love. Isha was also quite a bit of a revolutionary soldier at a young age. Both with the ability to build up the hearts and minds of the undercity, and the ability to decide to sacrifice herself to keep the symbol of the revolution (Jinx) alive.

[@monkeking8604]

I love when you said you got panick attack the first time vander lost control and then you got back and hit by isha's death, I know right? I know cause I'm just like you, I hate this show for doing this but I love it so much at the same time

[@ldarksong]

Four crystals. If I recall correctly when Powder made her monkey bomb back in season 1 episode 3 she had used four crystals what's caused that massive explosion that destroyed the warehouse. Isha used four crystals to overload Jinx's gun with the same results. The main beautiful points of this show is the writing that has such symmetry. Also Morgan. I looked down to the comments and perhaps I have missed it but in case I didn't the being that was with Victor is Skye. Instead of killing her, The Hex Core actually absorbed her. And she became what she always wanted to be.

[@eow4317]

7:25 WAIT NO!!!!

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8:05 LOLLLL