you thinking of her. (night playlist)

[@RottenSantara]

Shes sleeping next to me since 2yrs. Ive hit the jackpot guys. I been sitting in my room for years. Went for a walk with her, and then boom. EVERY fucking day with her is the best day i ever had. Wish you the best, be yourself. Gibe yourself a chance. xx

[@dexxfa7274]

I had that happen to me actually like we’d been going for about 3 months after that one night of dating but she eventually told me she didn’t really feel the ways she said

[@Leniitwentyone]

Happy for you!! You deserve it

[@Leniitwentyone]

@@dexxfa7274I am sorry for you, one day you will find someone great who is worth it!

[@hulking_presence]

Are you talking about your dog?

[@Robin-om3mh]

Hey man, nice to hear hope that u still with her.

[@baeby1798]

I am her. I hopes he’s thinking of me (8/14/24: I didn’t expect this comment to blow up but thank ya’ll for the nice comments and even the funny trolls. Unfortunately the relationship ended around a month after I made this comment but I still have hope for the future and hope for the rest of ya’ll, never give up and always spread love & kindness

[@nameless_rambler]

Say his name, maybe he’s here

[@TheJobsyreVEVO]

Say his name

[@baeby1798]

@@nameless_rambler nah cuz i am dating him I’m just worried for him because of things

[@gsb005]

keep him happy in bed, and he will never leave ...😢

[@_.clipz._1172]

AHEM me too

[@ardillakratos3406]

I just found out that she already has someone else, as soon as I found out, my heart skipped a beat and my stomach turned. It was a horrible feeling, but something inside me has changed, before she made me feel pain, sadness and melancholy, but now I understand that she is free, she is free to be with whoever she wants to be, she is free to share her life with whoever. wants and to make her family the way she wants, I am simply learning, after a long time, to let go. She was never mine, she is not and she will not be and I must learn that. I loved her, I love her and I will love her, always, there is no place so special in my heart for someone else and if I have to die alone and with no one ahead, so be it. I just hope she really is happy.

[@Simply_Rxses]

I’m sorry man. Moving on can be the hardest but best choice.

[@devinhinnant8217]

Relatable.

[@DamazeDamouse]

Theres plenty of fishes in the sea, my friend.

[@drewzp4in]

Rip sorry man

[@japtakito8551]

You are not alone brother , we all had a love we couldn’t have nor belonged to us , it wasn’t ours to protect and cherish … but it’s ok, God will send you a far better partner in the future , trust His timing and meanwhile work on yourself to become the person she is looking for. Take cheer, the likes on your comment are the back up we give you and we understand

[@marcusih2017]

Nobody is thinking of me. A hard pill to swallow, but something I've begun to accept.

[@phoenix-ashy]

That's not true🥺 there is ALWAYS someone, who thinks of you. It could be your mother, father, siblings, pets, your partner, or someone, who you helped🥺 You are a wonderful person, you just don't know it that much. Remember that🥺

[@Maestro_Sensei_B]

I second what ​@@phoenix-ashysaid, think of what you desire like a list of requirements that need to be fulfilled by yourself. You have the power to make the life you want, just ask yourself ,, How can I make it?". Think of strategies to put it into reality, ask around, look for positive examples of people doing what you want to do, or similar.

[@BensonsCoffee]

For me. It's an easy one, I don't expect people to care about me, I don't expect love or concern from others, I only expect that my efforts will be forgotten and left to wither in this wasteland of a world we live in. I don't expect anyone to think about me, I don't care if no one cares about me, I've made my peace with the fact I simply won't be cared for, That I won't be thought of, I'll be forgotten no matter how great my efforts. I'll only have myself to be with. Perhaps one day that may change, But right now. That's not the way it's going.

[@Apaxetic]

Youre thinking of you. Love yourself. Talk to people. Reach out to the ones you love. They will start to reach back to you as well. Everyones is thinking of themselves the most, if youre worried about no one else thinking about you, youre thinking wrong. Think about yourself and how you can make things better for you and do that, life will fall into place slowly. You'll be happy. You wont care what others think just if youre good enough for you.

[@drewzp4in]

I’m thinking of you and hope u are well friend

[@RottenSantara]

Reading the comments while listening to it and damn it i hate andi love them all at the same time.

[@dexxfa7274]

Felt that hits me somewhere I forgot since I haven’t been there in awhile or maybe I’ve been there this whole time just been keeping myself too busy to remember how I feel sad enough as it is idk if I’ll even truly stop feeling this way the way I do about her she could do anything in the world and try to make me despise her whatever I just know that the way my heart feels for her is deeper than body and mind something draws me to her keeps me thinking of her like we’re bonded or binded somehow and we talked about it too which is even crazier to me how we got to where we are now…

[@MrBlackCoffin]

Staying up this late coding, listening to this and hearing my wife's sleeping sounds... I just want you guys to know. Life is full of wrong choices. So what would happened if you make one more mistakes / one more wrong choices ? Give yourself a change, give her a chance, give him a chance,... The heart follow what it want. Don't torment yourself by using the realistic, calculative benefit of the brain to control the unpredictable behaviors of the heart. Make both the brain and heart agree on something. Trust me, I know. Never belittle yourself. You are worth more than what you think. Speak with everything you had pent up till now. Hit or miss, you will be freed from whatever is holding yourself back from advancing. Lucky me that I hit. And tell you what, never a single day I regret all the wrong choices i made before. Because if I do one thing correct, would I have ever have my wife by my side?

[@gdog2k619]

I’m happy for you, truly. This makes me want to tell her, but I also logically know that there’s consequences to that. I can always tell her tomorrow you know?

[@Wolpoo]

I'm also happy for you man. like gdog said, reading this makes me wanna tell her but, always I get the confidence enough to tell her my feelings something happens and I have to postpone it, even tho I'm quite sure she likes someone else, I manage to get that confidence and everything starts going backwards, it really hurts...

[@MrTheMulder]

I needed to read that...wow man. Thank you!

[@MrBlackCoffin]

@@Wolpoo @gdog also. If i said the best wrong choice I made is when I told her that I loved her when she asked me for love advice related to other guy, would you believe that? Many things happened after that. Happy, yes. Sad, definitely. I was devastated around for a short time, before i tried again to be with her. And it succeed. I don't tell this to mean that you should follow what i did. But you should know that once I tell her, it's like everything become clear to me that this girl is the one I want to be with my whole life and I would fight for that. So by accepting that telling her will hurt myself so much that I wanna die and don't even want to be in love anymore, I had achieved love. So you know, a prolong pain without any treatment is always worse than a bash into the head but healing by time isn't it?

[@Wolpoo]

@@MrBlackCoffin Yea, that's how I thought, I can tell her and maybe she would reject me and I'll have to move on, maybe try later or never but, whenever I want to do that, like for example, I asked her to hang out, she accepted and I started to get short dry replies, then ghosted, the day comes (We agreed to meet after our class) and she didn't even went to study, then I tried to hang out another day and try again, this time she said she couldn't, I tried asking for another day aandd, ghosted again. I know It's dumb to keep trying at this point, because clearly she doesn't like me right? Well, the thing is, she acts so different around me, I'm one of the only "male" friends who she has serious or more deep conversations, we literally talked every day, she tries to be close to me, like, literally she searches for the right moment to sit beside me or things like that. I'm really confused, I'd like to move on, know other people but at the same time I don't want to, she's so perfect, we have so many things in common and I literally just feel so happy around her, I'm deeply depressed since 4-5 years and she's the reason I'm starting to feel happy again, and in sometimes I don't even want to speak with her, like right now. Oh man, sorry for writing this much, I didn't even said everything I wanted

[@Lazy12-vd9lu]

I'm on a weekend and I still can't stop thinking about her. I watched something on KZbin with a saying that said "True unconditional love is loving someone with all of your heart, even if they don't love you back..." Remember that.

[@YT-Azen1a]

I get you entirely, I had feelings that I felt like were unbreakable for her but she friend zoned and ghosted me after I asked her. I heard from her the same day I asked but after I asked her, it’s just not the same, my energy is drained every day because of me overthinking, I’m a broken record that can’t be fixed because she took some shards with her. She made me feel like I was in a dream, I felt like I was in love and could never wake up from this feeling but she proved me wrong, I’ve never liked someone again after this, I’m just a ruined record that is on a beach, in the sand, being picked at by crabs and birds, waiting for someone to come with spare pieces from a different record and fix my record, I just worry that the one girl I’m looking for just won’t show up or I will end up doing or saying something wrong and I end up hurting her, I don’t know anything about loving someone, I’ve never been in a relationship before and sadly probably won’t ever be, I just pray that we can eventually find the one for us, love y’all, things will get better, well I at least hope so.

[@Lazy12-vd9lu]

@@YT-Azen1a me too

[@gdog2k619]

Praying for her seems like all I can do sometimes.

[@joelapril18]

May God give you peace during these times confusion can be a terrible place to be sometimes

[@gdog2k619]

@@joelapril18 the Lord grants wisdom to those who ask for it. Thank you for your prayers.

[@VooGGames]

Amen to that

[@joshuamerasty5384]

There's nothing we can do 😭

[@Hugs_is_where_its_at]

Real. (But for him)

[@shockergaming3714]

Am thinking of her each day I begin and end my day with the thought of her If someone asked me how many times she came on my mind i will say just once Because once she came, she never left I had genuine feelings for her and she left me confused of myself Even though am still ready to accept her into my life if she comes right now Ive already forgiven her, i still love her the same way i used to before, the thing is that i fear if shes already together with someone else while am here waiting for her to be in love with me once again.

[@DarkMetaOFFICIAL]

😭😭😭❤️💔

[@nightshade6988]

I was in the same situation about 2 years ago... one year ago she came back into my life... Work on yourself in the meantime and make the best of your time... It's hard, I know - but you really gotta focus on yourself now... I wish you all the luck in the world buddy that everything turns out for the best for you!

[@dexxfa7274]

She probably is in my case (same situation) just with me I’m almost certain we had a rough ending she told me before she’s gonna go out.

[@shockergaming3714]

​@@nightshade6988hey is there anyway I can contact ya? I would like to share more things

[@shockergaming3714]

​@@dexxfa7274oh man ya still waiting for her like am doing rn? Hope you doing good

[@genericmildmemes5821]

I met her at a rodeo. it was unlikely but i saw her dancing at the afterparty and i thought to myself that she was the prettiest girl i'd ever seen. i sat down and just watched the floor with my buddies while my uncle played for the band. Next thing i know i heard someone say that i looked lonely. i turned around to her. her red hair turned a shade of silky scarlet under the light of the tent. She was perfect. She had this look in her brown eyes that intrigued me. i wanted more of it. i danced with her all night, and all week eventually. on the final night of the rodeo, i asked for her snap, and under the light of the stars, and the quiet hum of the party in the distance, we kissed in the bed of her truck. i fell for her harder than i ever could have, but i guess it wasn't meant to be. in august i moved 2 states away for college, and she had issues she didn't want me to have to deal with, so she broke up with me. it shattered me, because i poured my heart and soul into it. i can't move on, i still picture myself with her, even after she texted me, and we talked for a bit, but ultimately, my stupid head wouldn't let me do anything because i thought there was another man. i'm a sick, jealous, overthinking slab of meat, and after everything, i cant hate her. no matter what. i fucked everything up. i'm sorry Hannah.

[@crayanite2914]

I’m sure she’s thinking of you aswell, it seems like it was meant to be, also don’t hate on yourself, you made one wrong decision, improve on yourself from there.

[@DJDoomer]

I made a playlist for thinking about the girl from your childhood you never asked out: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nabRpmCAp9ZrmJo

[@dominicjose3660]

But she's thinking of someone else... How lucky it is to be him.

[@elmarinnero]

Such is life...carry on, learn to just pass that feelin, hopefully, it will ends somehow with time

[@lonerebk.stoner9036]

We've been together for years n she forgot me in weeks making post with a next guy's hand😔

[@lonerebk.stoner9036]

​@@elmarinnerothe pain will never heal

[@C-T-C-YT]

​@@lonerebk.stoner9036it depends on their situation, really.. it can heal. But it would take a LOT of time and effort.. a year or four maybe. Or if you're lucky, maybe 2. It all depends on how you see yourself and what you want to do next..

[@DJDoomer]

I made a playlist for thinking about the childhood love you never had: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nabRpmCAp9ZrmJo

[@theblackbrazillian76]

Every woman in the world has been on somebody's mind. Sometimes good sometimes bad but if she has felt love just one time, how blessed she was and is! If you are blessed to be loved, give back more love than you receive!

[@hehe-ps2jj]

This music reminds me of one of my favorite memories! It was about 2 am and she had fallen asleep, her head on my shoulder while we were riding a bus. I've been lucky enough to have a few moments in my life where everything felt peaceful and right. This was one of those times, just the two of us, sitting in the darkness with nothing but the sound of the bus driving and her breathing. Maybe our lives weren't the most peaceful, but that night, there was no worries, just peace.

[@Emmabobemmawoemma]

I miss her. I miss her, her fluffy brown hair; her pale, white skin; her soothing, soft voice; her soft, chubby cheeks; and her delicate gaze. The same gaze I look for in my dreams, and the same gaze I hold near and dear to my hear. I miss her, her bubbly personality and the way she used to jump up and down when she was really excitdd. I miss how she used to run up so me and hug me, compliment my deep brown hair and brown eyes as if I could compare to her. She was so beautiful. That beauty, that radiant sunshine in my life - was taken from me. Taken by someone who picked her as their victin. That beauty was walking home from school, but after a few hours she never returned home. My sister never returned home. Her body laid in a ditch, cut up and shot in a ditch. Her beautiful, long brown hair on her now abnormally white skin. Her hands cold, so, so cold. I wanted to give her a blanket. Something to keep her warm, and away from the freezing tempatures of the night. Her torn clothes which I promised to sue for her when she got home that day still on, but torn than before. I miss her. I miss my younger sister. She was the best sister I could've ever asked for. I just want to play dolls with her, one last time. I want her to come to me and tell me about her day at school, just one last time. I used to think I was to old to play with her, always shutting her down. But now I just want to play with her. I miss her. Her now buried body, and her now freezing cold, pale skin. I miss her. o7. 9\10\23. The day my life changed forever.

[@lavender4722]

I'm so sorry for your loss ,rest in peace and may she be in a place of comfort and warm and loving embrace 🕊

[@Emilie.Miller]

Oh no, I am so sorry 😞 rip🕯️

[@Music_lover1011]

Sorry for your loss, friend. My heart broke when I read this.💔😔. I'm hoping/praying things will get better in time.

[@Mrbanana880]

I feel like may problems don't compare to that type of loss

[@farmer9871]

Im so sorry...this hit really deep😢

[@thedanksmokerat9445]

New school, new classmates, and i was alone no one talked to me i was ignored, then she appeared, that beautiful angel, we talked we laughet we hanged out, we shared a love of GOT and movies, we shared a love for books,we became close, after a while i told her i liked her, but she said those cursed words, its not you im wierd my life is complicated, i left the mater alone even tough i shouldnt have, we slowly drifted apart, we finished school, life went on and we stopped talking, now im alone and shes with one of my old classmates, the guy i couldnt allways smug, allways mean, i wont kill myself dont have the guts im just alone in a dark room quietly sobbing.

[@devonslacker3621]

Scared to love again, only because Ive learned how good I am at it

[@DarkMetaOFFICIAL]

dude 💯💔

[@DarkMetaOFFICIAL]

best comment

[@DJDoomer]

I made a playlist for thinking about the childhood love you never had: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nabRpmCAp9ZrmJo

[@rckkk1755]

And how good at it are you?❤❤❤ Good in many ways of love😊

[@Luckgaming3]

Real

[@HopelessSucre]

The thing I thought was impossible happened. She came back. I've never been so happy in my life. But, at the same time, the scars she left didn't heal and now, more than usual, I feel scared to fail at anything. More than ever i feel like I have to be the perfect human being, and when I do fail, I just want to end it. She helps me, of course she does, but I'm afraid that, because I fail sometimes, she will leave again. Leave me for someone better and, to be honest, I wouldn't blame her. She tells me it's okay and that it's all in my head, like it will never happen and that, when she fails, I'm always there. She says she'll do the same and it's okay to fail. I'm not only scared of failing for her, but for everyone that has high hopes for me. Truth is, university is killing me. I want to study but can't. Always have that little voice saying I will fail and that why would I even bother to study if I will fail anyway. Most of the times I can't sleep at night adn when I do, I wake up still feeling tired. Tomorrow I have an importat exam and I don't know anything, it's very likely that I won't pass and, if I don't, find her for me, anyone really. I use the name "sucre" everywhere, from instagram, to steam, to youtube. Thanks for hearing me out whoever you are. Love yourself and believe in yourself. Be safe.

[@hulking_presence]

Better end it, mate. If she loved you she would never leave. She will leave you again. She's just using you. Should've never let a traitor back in. If you don't learn on the first try, you'll always have the next one.

[@rreeferr]

I think I'm lost my only chance for a happy life I am writing this to give a little advice to everyone who reads this, I know that you, like me, will not listen to this advice, but maybe you can and it will help you. One day at school, a new girl came to our class. When I saw her, it was as if I couldn’t move for several seconds, I liked her very much. Then we talked for about a year, only as classmates, but I knew for sure that she liked me too. She was the only girl who really liked me. And the only girl I really liked. She is kind, sweet, sincere, I have never met such a nice person with such a pure soul. But when the school year ended and the next one was approaching, I found out that she would no longer come to study with us. I was upset then. I don't know why but I didn't do anything about it. I didn’t write to her then, didn’t tell her directly about my feelings, didn’t offer to go for a walk. I was 13 years old then. I just forgot about it for a while. I was stupid. Now I'm 18 years old. 5 years have passed since then, I am already in college. And at one point I just begin to remember all those moments from school associated with her, I began to dream about her. Her portrait flashed before my eyes. Her smile and her eyes. I felt very bad for a whole month, I thought a lot about all this. And I decided to write to her and tell her everything I felt. She answered me and we talked for 2 months. But we did not understand each other, she was not ready for something serious, she wrote that she no longer felt for me what she felt before. I expected this, but for some reason I still hoped. She wrote that she has another person whom she likes. I was broken. It was my fault. I told her everything I wanted to say in the end. I wished her all the best because she deserves it more than anyone else. I dreamed a lot about how we would spend time together, but in the end it all lost its meaning. I am very sorry for my stupidity and for not being able to do anything in time. But nothing can be done and I can’t change anything. You can say that I’m still very young and can still meet another person, but in my head it doesn’t work that way. I can never forget this girl and will always remember her. I only wanted to see her next to me, I don’t need anyone else. Only she could fill my life with meaning. I don’t know how my life will turn out now, but I know that I won’t be happy because she won’t be around. It will be funny if she suddenly sees this comment, because she also loves listening to these playlists, and also sometimes comes to read the comments. (Hello) One day maybe we will meet again and just talk like before in comfort. What I want to say is this: If you like a person, you should tell him before it's too late. I know for sure that this won’t make things worse. So take risks.

[@Farshaad-hq4dh]

Damn man, that's fucked up. I read the whole story and u left me speechless. I hope I won't ever experience the things you've experienced. I'll always keep working and moving in my life, 'cause I believe in the 1st law of Newton. That when I'm moving I can't be stopped by whomever or whatever. ;-) I genuinely think you'll be alright and overcome the hard times by following God and showing to your ancestors your worthy of living. Lotts of Love

[@mininils]

a similar situation. only I communicated with her for 1.5 years and I liked her, but I was afraid to tell her about it, because I thought that the answer would be "no" and she didn't like me. at the end of August, she said that she liked me before, but over time she began to see only a friend and fell out of love with me. I'm trying to meet her and talk to her, but she doesn't want to. I need this person, he helped me overcome myself and my insecurities, thanks to her I stopped depending on the opinion of others. I really want her to give me a chance, because she once fell in love with me and wrote to me first. she had been waiting for an initiative from me for 2 years, and I didn't know it and didn't think so, I was afraid of losing communication with her. as a result, what I was afraid of ha

[@rreeferr]

@@mininils fuck, man, this is terrible...

[@MakaylaSullivan-cj6qk]

It was lovely reading your story. I hope you are doing well and find love in the future ❤ I will take your advice, however, I struggle to find what I feel is ‘true love’ and I don’t think I would ever get the opportunity to tell someone my true feelings. It’s always mutual but one day… one day I know I will feel it and I will tell them how much I love them. Thank You

[@devinhinnant8217]

Heard. Made the same mistake too many times. Won't ever again. Too painful.

[@helmysetiabudi9915]

I bring her in every prayer... I hope only the best for her. Even if she dumped me with no reason, i still love her. Thank you... You will get the best man who worth for you

[@RottenSantara]

Same here, every shooting star Has my wish on it. Always that one, and only, wish.

[@RottenSantara]

The difference is shes sleeping next to me rn. Love you🤛🤜

[@RottenSantara]

🤜🤛😅😏

[@helmysetiabudi9915]

Good for you! Have an enjoyable life with her

[@CUrTrueshelvesIcjuzmeAone]

​@@RottenSantarathis is a cruel and yes you must be rotten on the inside for saying such .who ever you are ... I am not mentally to judge but shame on you .

[@sir_albaxious1909]

@everyone 'If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.' - Khalil Gibran

[@dr.najlaakareem6290]

dear him, Its hard without you, you were the person who made me feel me. I hope you're happy after you unadded me everywhere. have fun with your friends and life. I will always be proud of you.

[@SonOfIrak]

what you mean "him"? you must be gay

[@ChildOfOrion93]

"The only problem between us is that I loved you even when you didn't love me back" To all you folks feeling this Your love is big, so much so you love someone who doesn't love you back the same way. And that's alright, mistakes make us stronger and wiser. All that love you guys have, use it for self. Peace my Brethren!

[@DJDoomer]

I made a playlist for thinking about the childhood love you never had: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nabRpmCAp9ZrmJo

[@Voi.Dreamer]

*I can’t believe how beautiful this playlist is. It’s like a soundtrack to my soul*

[@the_wraith6]

Everytime I wake up i immediately think of her, little does she know I love her to pieces I fell in love with her before I knew what she looked like. She’s funny, beautiful, mysterious in so many ways. I’m not a very affectionate person but I hope she knows I love her and for who she is, I always wonder how her day was, what did she do, was anyone mean or nice to her today, I would do anything for her. She’s the most beautiful person I’ve ever known I can never get enough of her

[@Lazy12-vd9lu]

I completely agree... No matter what, you should love her to the very end, Never forget that... Because the only way she could find out if you love her to pieces... Is if you tell her how you really feel about her.

[@the_wraith6]

@@Lazy12-vd9lu I got the courage to ask her out and we are dating so I feel like I won the lottery 🙂

[@Lazy12-vd9lu]

@@the_wraith6 jackpot indeed sir... u hit the jackpot indeed

[@Lazy12-vd9lu]

You sure hit the jackspot... Just make sure u can keep it😊

[@thechromecr]

even though we never made it out the talking stage, i think of her all the time. i fell in love with her laugh. but i was afraid to catch feelings and was too indecisive because i didnt want to bring her into a life in which i was not proud of. i made too many mistakes and now i just regret it all because shes having a good time without me while i lay here thinking about her.

[@user-merrillo]

The ‘her’ is my bestfriend. Though I’ll never reveal the feeling I had for her and maybe might still have for her, I know that she’ll never feel the same. She’s a Christian And she believes homosexuality is a sin. Possibly, I just know that she wouldn’t date the same sex. Though she’ll always be my bestfriend, I know that the way I feel about her isn’t a way a best-friend should think. I’ll just be there when she’ll need me and support her relationships and crushes she develops in the future. I just hope to part of her life, cause just seeing her smile, knowing that she’s happy, makes me happy. And if I have to keep my feelings hidden to a part of her life then I will. I know this is a crush that’ll come and go, and I know I’ll develop feelings for someone new I just wanted to admit that i had have feelings for my bestfriend.

[@Lari-32]

Same, but I'm that Christian friend and I can't date same sex. And its kinda funny bc I also like my bff... Life's funny sometimes.

[@user-merrillo]

⁠@@Lari-32yeah life is funny tbh😭

[@rowancoupet237]

Awww that's sad I'm so sorry 😞 😔

[@SonOfIrak]

what you mean ? homoaexual is for guys and also for girl who like boys

[@user-merrillo]

@@SonOfIrak homosexual is when the same gender likes eachother like girl and girl and or boy and boy, heterosexual is when the oppisite genders!!

[@JR-gc8el]

I hate dreaming about her when I already let go , because It keeps bringing me back to what I missed so much.😢

[@w.dornez9984]

She was my Lucky Star. She was the first girl who loved me. Her smile could warm my heart from the bottom. I felt goosebumps when she was close to me, but I felt comfortable. It's so good to know you can trust someone, and someone keeps an eye on you, not letting you lose yourself. I don't know how I pushed her away, but she is with the other guy now. Sometimes, I blame myself for not being fair with her, just because I didn't want her to cry for me. But all these execuses matters nothing, my Lucky Star doesn't warm my heart anymore, and I'm to blame. I don't feel anger for her. I just hope she will be happy...

[@smolchibi7128]

I think of her too often, my cat, who I lost a few months ago. I think of her every day. I always want to hold her and pet her again but I can’t. It is what it is though. There was nothing I could do about it, it’s just life. You lose people. But you can also gain people. You can find friends and people who appreciate your company. You’re not truly lost.

[@JamieboyII]

It’s been 7 years still thinking about her to this day idk why I can’t move on. I wonder if she thinks of me or am I just a lost memory to her.

[@TheTFA23]

x2 idk why is so hard, i think im just dumb

[@thatsbroken14]

Yeah mate been 4 years now. Wasn't even with her but yeah it hurts when you lose someone who isn't yours.

[@masterflosen504]

I've had the privilege to get to know this girl a couple of weeks ago. For the first time in about 2 years, i felt happy again. Really happy. A week has gone by, we've talked about it, and she isn't ready for something serious at the moment due too a semi-recent breakup. What really gets to me, is the rapid difference between happiness and the loneliness and sadness I've been feeling for years now. It hits me like a truck. Been thinking about her nonstop the last week. Now i know for a fact i never had a crush until now. Im still waiting for her to message me. Wherever you are, may you be safe and enjoy your life. Thank you for everything.

[@xxchocolatesxx]

she will never message, you gotta start. girls will never start its part of who they are.

[@blockboy45767]

Update?

[@masterflosen504]

@@blockboy45767 There is no update sadly. I'm still waiting and thinking, but she is living her best life. I've come to accept it I'd say.

[@theonlyjoe_]

Literally in the exact same situation, how did it go?

[@masterflosen504]

@@theonlyjoe_ Well, at least for me it was a dead end. Hope you get to handle it a bit better than me

[@erwinthedodo9205]

No matter what I do or how successful I have become, I have never felt as happy as the moments I walked with her to the train stop. It's been almost 10 years and I still think about her everyday. I feel like I'm disloyal to my current partner even though I've explained how I feel and think, but even when I look at my partner now, I just wish it was her.

[@RavenH377f1r3]

Sometimes the thoughts that flood our mind can either drown us, or help us float. It all just depends on what you hold onto.

[@kimkruger8954]

I think it how we react towards

[@DJDoomer]

I made a playlist for thinking about the childhood love you never had: kzbin.info/www/bejne/nabRpmCAp9ZrmJo

[@Thesalt233]

I remember the night I first met her. She came into my life unexpectedly, and all I can say is that I am so fortunate to have had someone like her in my life. Even though life seems to have separated us, I am hoping we will cross paths again. Hopefully someday but who knows. I hope everyone can find peace :)

[@Charlie_Gamrell]

I think of her every day, I know she doesn't feel the same but I can't help it

[@Blendedcoffee_]

what about her made you feel so strongly about her my friend?

[@Charlie_Gamrell]

@Blendedcoffee_ she is my best friend, we both have the same interests and we have the same humor and she is just beautiful

[@dhruvgupta6918]

when she doesn't reject you, but her actions do....that's the worst pain.... she's dating another guy now...she tells me about it...and oh god, how it kills me... i just want her to be always happy man...but...i wanted her to be happy with me.... i hope she's always safe, happy, and laughing...I killed my romantic feelings for her, i hope she remains alive...

[@yerem769]

Same.

[@SonOfIrak]

wtf ?

[@sleepykaze]

Yes, I do, I think of her. Everyday, every night, every moment. Everything i see reminds me of her, and I know she doesn't feel the same way. I fucked up and it's my fault, and it's never going to be the same again. I love her man, I love her so much.

[@Zedd_zz]

Damn , i hope you got over it dude..

[@Deeguala]

Going thru the same right now

[@ImVeryWholesome]

Ineffable, Indescribable, Impossible, and Infinite, she is everything, and I’ll give her everything, and then I’ll give her more, I think of her, and I love her

[@MaSTeRY0SHi_882]

I really like this girl that I've known for awhile now. I'm gonna get straight to point, but I never thought a guy like me would find a good quality woman. So anyway, she was the one to ask me out to our schools Hoco. Ofcourse I accepted and thought to myself "does she really like me?" After that I couldn't stop thinking about her. I've had trying to go on dates with her, unfortunately our schedules don't meet up. However I won't give and will keep trying. Wish me luck!

[@w.dornez9984]

I hope you will succeed. Don't screw up like I did, friend, best of luck!

[@MaSTeRY0SHi_882]

@@w.dornez9984 appreciate it brother!

[@dedmaster2723]

How is it going?

[@MaSTeRY0SHi_882]

@@dedmaster2723 welp moved on Just life

[@Sora_idk_]

Im thinking about her every night..

[@АделяХисамиева-р8г]

I'm thinking of you each day.And I can't stop loving you,because you are my soul mate.I love you❤️

[@courtier-lj3el]

This girl really has my heart beating in some type of way, I'm confused by how sane she makes me feel. Funny enough I want to text her to stop thinking about me, cause it's 3am and I literally can't sleep 😂

[@Teatheard]

She taken. But I can’t stop thinking. She’s my friend and I respect her relationship but I still can’t stop thinking. Pain. Every time I feel for someone they’re taken. Every single time. I’m sick of it.

[@tris5897]

Yesterday night I felt like dying. I hadn’t think about her over a year and a half, but she came back somehow. I went trough some old cards she gave me and I couldn’t hold the tears and think about how I ruined everything because of my fear and insecurities back then. The contrast and good memories from back then to what came out in the end… Me blocking her and acting like she never existed, what was I thinking of?

[@sashwathakrishna1368]

Reach out to her, you never know she might be waiting for you. She might be waiting for a response from you. And even if she doesn't care anymore or is doing other things or with other people, that's okay. Atleast you gave it a fair chance!

[@regrettedcheif]

Whoever you are, I’m waiting, I’m try to better myself everyday. I don’t want to do this alone anymore I want to be someone’s home and the same for me. Someday

[@farmer9871]

You will find the love of your life❤

[@GameDeck26]

I had her, told her my past, secrets and was vulnerable cause she loved me like no one else, she went on to hurt, abuse and manipulate me. I stupidly forgave her we got back and she left me for another guy within 3 months and was pregnant and engaged within 2 weeks after she said “she wasn’t ready for anything intimate”

[@sassynation780]

Never knew that bitter time could last this long ......

[@whitewolf2265]

Everyone dumping their stories here so might as well. I still see her in my mind. The first time we gazed at each other. Her sparkly blue eyes locking with mine from a distance. Her beautiful smile singing melodies in my heart. Time goes on and to this day I never found out if she is interested in me or not. Haven’t really had the courage to spill it out. “I love you. You’re the one I have been waiting for” are words I wanna say. But no... I have to suffer in slience and wonder in the middle of the night... I think about her. Does she? At all? Who knows...

[@heatherrose2962]

hey , i am sorry you are going through all that but you know sometimes in life we dont just have to go in a flow , we need to step up at times, before confessing your feelings to her i suggest you to think of the possibilities if you guys can be compatible and even your families and religion wont be a trouble in future , if everything seems fine , do confess your feelings to her in your own way , privately and face to face , make her feel special and if she loves you too thats great and even if she doesnt uk what its fineee tooo cos universe have made someone special for you and you will get someone who is made for you . dont worry and dont take life too seriously dear

[@whitewolf2265]

That's what hurts the most. We are from the same country. Same religion. She is almost exactly my type. But am I hers? Why should I even try? I tried to get closer to her once but never felt that reciprocated. There was no 'actual' rejection. Yet she is very inviting with me when I approach her. I am in a position where I am forced to see her almost everyday. And every time I do I just feel hurt. I feel that my insides are screaming yet nothing comes out except sadness and confusion. She still greets me to this day despite everything. Nothing less. Nothing more. Again... why? Why should I try? I am trying desperately to move on. To forget. It is just not possible. I could not. I could not get her out of my heart. It is unfair that a person has that much influence on me without her doing anything at all. But I have read what you said, more than once, and you have gotten me thinking... Maybe I will take your word for it. After a year I might not see her ever again. Maybe I will close my eyes and take a leap of faith. Maybe. Maybe not. Thanks for your words though. It made me feel ever so slightly better.

[@heatherrose2962]

when i was in a similar situation confessing and knowing the reality of my crush really helped me move on , sometimes we make a really nice image of someone in our head while the reality is far different , when i realised he is not what i thought he was i saw myself moving on from him without even doing any extra efforts . so i guess to stop your heart hurting you rreally should let her know and ask what she feels about you so you will be clear either if there is hope or not , cause this hope thing doesnt let people to move on , i had hopes till 7 years just to realise the one i had hopes with isnt even the person i thought was like . just do it dear you wont regret it later in your life. @@whitewolf2265

[@bahadortanzif8932]

Tell her. Then show her. Then tell her again...

[@heatherrose2962]

huhhhh@@bahadortanzif8932

[@silvernrg6217]

I'll never forget Ashley as long as I live. I love her, since our time together in Middle school, high school, and college. My soulmate no doubt. Our birthdays were even adjacent! Covid hit, lost my job. I was struggling mentally and went to do some lumberjacking to "find myself". We talked on June 14th, 2020 for the last time. On June 15th, she vanished from the world, never heard from again. Our late night calls, our corn maze trips on Halloween... I know and I have moved on, but I still think about her nearly every day. I wrote a letter to her parents several months ago but I haven't the courage to send it... What if I find out something I don't want too? What if this whole time she despised me and just faked her disappearance to get rid of me? I don't know. Anyway, therapy over. God be with you all.

[@b.7942]

just send the letter boy, as u said u won't forget it so why be content with not knowing if y'all can go back or not? what if u can? and ur wastin the opportunity? what if u cant and then u realise its time to get over it hm?

[@versioxl]

Send the letter it’s better then not knowing at all. You need closure

[@sophiabrooks4124]

I love her and I know she still likes someone else and it kills me to see her and that person every single day.....I miss how she used to look at me and only me....I wish i could get over her.....

[@tomplazek8558]

My girl left me yesterday. Its 5 am and I’m hurting so badly. I don’t know what my life is without her. We had a beautiful, amazing relationship for years but her controlling mother poisoned her mind and made her think that I am no good. I hope she realizes what she gave up on in time

[@NuggetShark7070]

Pray for your ex and her mother. Do not wish evil on them, but rather wish them the best. I know it’s hard not to resent her mother, but it will only do more harm than good. All you can really do is forgive, take your time to heal, reflect and move on. I’ve never been in a relationship, but many relatives close to me have passed and I have felt alone. Many people I have called friends, have backstabbed me and always excluded me for being “different”. I was quick to anger, hate them, blame God for situations, but his understanding is beyond my own. I put my trust and faith in him and I have learned to forgive and heal overtime. Maybe my testimony might not be what you want to hear, but I can say is that you are never alone. Maybe, you have had doubts about him and his existence, but I have had an encounter with him in my sleep once when I was in despair. I hope this verse helps you on what you are going through: Psalm 34:17-18 17- When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles. 18- The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

[@jrucuehveifiebwg]

Her: why does he keep looking at me. Me: because i was mesmerized. The universe: neither of them had the courage to tell eachother how they felt, but the way they looked at eachother told the entirety of their unwritten story.

[@DarkMetaOFFICIAL]

wow ☀️✨️

[@t.n.7197]

This description reminds me of "Divine Rivals" by Rebecca Ross. This music specifically hits its atmosphere..

[@dexxfa7274]

I stared at her every morning but she knew why I guess she just never felt the same

[@dzumaster2209]

Even though it's a long-distance relationship I'm sure she's the one. She's at her job right now and I really miss her, I can't wait to talk to her again, and maybe one day I can be so lucky to hug her when she gets home.

[@josiah_enriquez1630]

I think abt her alot everyday its been like 2 years r so idk but i still remember that feeling she gave me when she looked me in the eyes it was nice it warmed my heart then seeing her smile was the best till this day i think of her and how she would smile at me she left inpact on my life for sure i mean it was my first love so of course i felt this way and till this day still think of her but it was nice if it was real i rlly wish i could experience that again we didn't meet in the best conditions actually but all i gatta say is i would go through it all again just to see her again

[@rossparker4374]

I’m thinking of her a lot lately. She left me a few months ago…people tell me to move on, there are plenty of fish in the sea, you deserve better etc…but I loved her and I miss her. We can be in the same room together and yet still be miles apart. It kills me every time knowing that she gave up on our relationship.

[@dailydoseofcomment]

I hope she gets to know that she's an absolutely beautiful person. She knows how to make someone comfortable . Unfortunately, she already has someone and she'll never know about this but trust me on this one, I'll never be able to forget about you. Im not kidding when I say this but.... for the past 1-2 weeks you come in my dreams every night multiple times asking me something but it is never clear what it actually is. When i got to know that you already have someone and you're smilling when u talk abt them, it shook me .. I couldnt sleep that night.. I felt suffocated.. It felt like a blow straight to my heart... I wish it was me .

[@GordanFreeman23]

"You want her back?" "No....I want her to be happy."

[@Kikipeach07]

I miss her , I wish she knew how much I love her

[@Luckgaming3]

Real

[@SonOfIrak]

same

[@Sami-xc5ul]

i know

[@colmiope188]

I don't have dramatic love stories to talk about and i never fell in love with anyone, but i miss someone... Somebody that i never meet before, idk how i can explain this, but i hope to see him some day, even a minute. That is my every night pray.

[@lonerebk.stoner9036]

Don't ever fall inlove bro trust me cuz it's gon push you into madness when it fails I'm going through it rn after a 4 years relationship

[@frostydoc14gamer57]

neriah, if you reading this i really miss me being with you and i wish we didnt go our seperate ways, but i understand that you dont want to be with me anymore and i hope you get to be happy with whoever you end up with ive learnt that if you can make me as happy as i was with you anther girl can do the same to this goes for you too i wanted you to be part of my library and not just a chapter in my book i wanted you to be my universe and not just my world i wanted you to be the best version of yourself i wanted to be with you for the rest of my life. maybe in another universe i will still love you till my last days, but i can never take you back. its hard fellas but please do it for yourselves and prove to yourselves that you are worth more than beyond

[@GolfwangXD]

She’s the best thing to ever happen to me. I love her so much and I thank god for every day and night

[@ALexTremo9099]

Bro i honestly feel at the limit, miss her so much, don't even know about her, not a single text, photo, audio, friend in common, nothing, has been past 4 years and im still f*cked mentally, said no to school cause im sh*t at it, 6 months in a horrible job and now o lost that job, feeling mega nonsense, useless, at least i have a bit of money but not to get independence, also not reaching my economic goals, no going out with friends, nothing, i at the point of saying "meh" or "fuck it" to everything, and if you think that my solve is a psychologist... I just dont want so i am the one whi dont let me be okay, but for no one but me

[@NuggetShark7070]

I hope you heal from your situation brother. Not all is lost because you can still grow. Just know that you are never alone. I don’t know if you have any religious backgrounds or not, but I hope these verses speak to you my friend: Matthew 11:28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” Psalm 147:3 “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” Isaiah 41:10 “So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, I will help you; I will uphold you with my righteous hand.” From a stranger to stranger, I may not ever relate to your situations, but I have had my fair share of tough battles growing up. I have felt the same way on being alone, no texts or calls from friends or family. It’s up to you to heal and to reflect on your situation and turn it into something positive. I have started turning more to Jesus recently and he has changed my life. I have also been implementing healthier activities into my life such as taking care of my hygiene, going to the gym, eating healthier. All these things can turn your life into something more positive. I pray and hope this message puts a smile on your face and that your situation will turn into something good that you can look back on one day and say “Wow, I was able to get through those hard times and be where I am today”. You are never far from God, he is always waiting patiently for his children to call out to him.

[@chill_night]

It's amazing how a song can make you cry, yet somehow give you strength to carry on

[@Thelon3wand3rer]

I met a girl from turkey hunting with the dec and I got her number during the hunt. We’ve been talking for bout 3 weeks and I honestly thought she liked me and vice versa. Nope. She has a boyfriend of nine months. I still can’t get over her and sometimes I want to cry because of how much I think about her.

[@Thelon3wand3rer]

Sheee was a psycho lil

[@_asteraceae]

shes been with me for over a year. we've grown so much. i love her, i never want to let go

[@camandersonas]

she hurt me but i cant live without her anymore.

[@Idkwhoiam69UwU]

Same

[@foxcya]

I think of her everyday. The way she talks, the way she loves telling me things and teaching me new stuff, to her goregous face and her lovely body. I love her for who she is. She is the best person to ever exist. She is wonderul in my eyes. I lay down at bed at night and all i can think about is her. Ik she may never get to see this comment but if she does, I love you E, your stunning and you amaze me in everyway. I love you for who you are and i dont want you to change a thing. You are amazing. I love YOU ❤

[@Arctheicecube]

a moment doesnt go by when im not thinking of them. its so hard to move on man.

[@ッRafaelッ]

I miss her every day. I just want her to come back. I was so happy

[@erichminkle1167]

Right person.. wrong time 💔

[@imDeeaZy]

Sorry! It was all my fault, and I got no one to blame but me. Yet, somehow, you taught me a lot about myself, you showed me that I could actually love someone, and for that, i'm forever grateful. Wherever you are now, I wish you the best

[@elmarinnero]

Like a broken record, a sick joke. So i guess it is time to write this down, for the memento i guess. I just want, at least, be his friend, be his shoulders or a person that could and would listen to her when no one wants, i just wanna help her when she needs it and know let her knows that she is not alone. That's all. Cause here i am at midnight, realized that i gave up a couple of days ago to be happy with her in that way, in that romantic selfish and childish way and it was just because his partner, is my friend and he is fucking awesome, like for real. They....they are a faboulous couple, i love them and it´s amazing when they are together, its like they were meant to be each other but, i guess, i'm just and always be that rotten half of an orange. Thanks for reading this (u didnt have to) Att: Another rotten half of an orange. Shit dude, love this songs, thanks a lot. It was something i need. A time with myself to really write this inevitable conception and honest thought.

[@motya5253]

I have the same situation my friend. That made me feel pain. Deep pain inside me

[@elmarinnero]

@@motya5253 It's really fucked up realizing that its been a month since i post this and now, there is no pain, it´s just... i get used to it, like i actually think my heart nowdays take the path of ignore the pain but well, it will never go or at least it seems like it. I really hope that you don´t get used to it, that you will figth and try to get better, i really do

[@effystonem8329]

you are here thinkin about the one you love or the one who left

[@Awatchofnothing]

Mannn, you sure got me there...

[@pinkimietz3243]

Do man know what real unconditional love is? Are man capable of loving a woman? Or are we just meat for them? I know he is thinking about me but I feel dirty when he does so. That's why I'm asking.

[@maxstronghugs]

If a woman has nothing to offer, only her body, then this is how a woman will be treated.

[@Nuxia132]

@@pinkimietz3243men do they just have to find the right person

[@NicoleNeves02]

​​@@pinkimietz3243Men are HUMAN...they love too :)

[@starii.skiies]

we were always just friends, but the way they made me feel every time we talked suggested i didn't want us to be *just friends.* but, of course... nothing ends the way you want it to. i haven't talked to them for a few months now, but i spend every night thinking of them. and how things could've been if it had all worked out.

[@aysegulozdemir7663]

Herşeyi zamana bırakmalısın..

[@DeliriumX11]

The first time I saw her, I was starstruck. I really really like her. I wish I could tell her how I truly feel. I love you. I love your eyes, your style, your personality. That smile. That beautiful smile. That laugh. I am trying to better myself. I am trying to find my purpose. I want you. I am crazy about you. But we may just be as 'friends'. I may never have you, and its killing me softly. You may tell me how you met this other guy, and it will chew me inside. I am thinking about you every day, I don't know what to do. Maybe I really had a shot, maybe you gave me hints and I didn't see them. Maybe I still have a chance. I am trapped.

[@Idkwhoiam69UwU]

100% me...

[@MichaelHuber-u8n]

Reading these comment section gives me hope humanity. It’s how y’all respond in the comment section to others, helping each other give each other advice. It made me cry! Continue to comfort each other during the dark times we a re in I wish everyone here the best of luck in their life, and I hope you get everything that you desire. Love you all ❤❤❤❤

[@xanderxns8427]

She’s all I think about. Got my smiling for no reason through out the day. Can’t wait to hold her again.

[@ShawnMcardle-m1j]

Don't have someone to think about 😢🥺💔

[@Idkwhoiam69UwU]

Thats good. I have an person,the I love so much,that I can't think to smth other than her. It's so hard to not kill myself without her

[@jacksmile46]

Dear A I miss you so much. Do you still remember that day in the rain, or that dace we had? Do you remember how fast time went when we're together? Do you remember every song we sang to? I wish I could go back and just live in those memories. I know you'll never see this, but just know I'm sorry for any pain I caused. I cherished every second with you. Im so thankful to have had you in my life. You're going to do amazing things. Never forget how smart and incredible you are. I never got to tell you, but for the first time in a while, I fell in love. I love you. I know I'll never find someone like you, I'll dream, I'll wish, but in the end my heart will always be longing for you. luna - "When you know who's calling even though the number is blocked "

[@KodyaRose]

I like this girl and I fear that she has someone else. I notice people move on after finding that out. But it’s so hard for me. She is literally the girl of my dreams. When I dream I think of her. And if I don’t at least try, I won’t get to know if she wants me or not. I’m too afraid to ask her. But, if she likes me back. I’ll know that she is too afraid to ask too. I will be heartbroken if she rejects me but I will be sad and more lonely if I never ask. I want her but I don’t know if she will be up to it. She is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever imagined. Though I haven’t heard more than sentence from her, and I don’t even know her name, she will forever be in my heart. ♥️ I’m tired of feeling lonely and feeling like I’m missing out. I don’t care about her not being my lover. I just want her by my side. Hopefully I at least get her number so we can stay in contact. She could just be a friend or she could be my gf. I just want her to know how much I think, care, wonder, and love her. I am still young and my father said that I couldn’t date until I was 16. And I don’t know how my mother would feel about this. She wouldn’t try to force me to not date, right? Same goes for my father. The most he can do is be mad. I think I will tell my mother my situation. If anyone could give me advice, that would be greatly appreciated. I’m looking at other comments and now I realize truly that I don’t have all the time in the world. I will make sure to tell her how I feel and hopefully she feels the same.

[@TheGamerGuy_4315]

I met “her” a couple days ago. She is cute and funny, I know it’s too soon to call it love, which I know it definitely is not. But she is on my mind. I might tell someone. Idk yet. She is echoing through my mind at all times. Her voice, her face, her humor, and her

[@Star_XP]

met her a few months ago, I think that she brought me a out of my shell and I fell hard for her, she made me happy. A few days ago she ended things with me...I remember it so vividly and think about it all the time...people always tell me you dont miss her, but what you could've been. I honestly miss her as a person, as much as she was my girlfriend she was also my best friend. I miss her, my amorcito. I'd do anything in the world to get a hug from her.

[@TheGamerGuy_4315]

@@Star_XP I’m sorry to hear that.

[@Krish-pb1nd]

are you doing well brother?

[@TheGamerGuy_4315]

@@Krish-pb1nd yeah.

[@Star_XP]

@@Krish-pb1nd actually, life is better. i met a girl, and she’s loves me and i love her. it’s been almost a month and she’s treated me better then i could ever imagine. maybe it isn’t all bad, but it hurts. a lot. keep those heads up boys, there’s someone for everyone.

[@Lxthargy]

There comes a time when I realise that nobody is going to be thinking about me. That's always the hardest time for me, because it's always late in the night. I have no one to talk to because bothering people with my horrible presence is the last thing i want.

[@xterronn]

I hope he thinks of me too because, if it turns out that only I think about him it will be unfair.

[@SonOfIrak]

what you mean him ?

[@preyonmobile1805]

I'm always thinking of her. In my sleep, when I study, when I'm writing poems, while thinking of the next chapter of the novel that I'm writing, whenever I pray, whenever I close my eyes, wherever she might be there will always be a hole in my heart that only she can fix. I don't intend to use her as my healing tool. I intend to marry her and die for her. For the reason that she always made me feel and realize how to be loved and how to really love. And as for right now I am treasuring all that she gave me, the pictures, the videos, her smile, her eyes, her personality, her lips, I promise that I will marry her. To protect my vow.

[@jacksmile46]

Dear diary, This girl has got my heart tied I’m not that type of guy I drink I sleep around I lie But this girl she matches my vibe She’s even made me food That shit was so good I thought I’d cry She loves my music and sings with me too I think I fuckin love this girl She’s become my muse But knowing myself and how I am I gotta distance myself and walk my own path But my minds like fuck you don’t walk away DAMN My thread was connected to hers She shined brighter than the sun And in that moment I had something to learn The way she’d sing was like a goddess with a harp And she danced like no one was there This god damn woman truly had my heart She was my drug that I needed I craved At every touch ever word I was enslaved When I was with her time would stop She was so warm and independent When she walked by I felt I was gonna drop My mind is filled with her smile I wonder if walking away was right I wonder if it will feel like this for a long while She surrounds me and everything I do I will forever be grateful to her and our time I wish her happiness and hope she stays true No words will describe how I feel Nothing could make me forget My first love that feeling is surreal

[@davidbentick]

I met someone, a longtime ago. It was like, there was a magic in the air. A magic, I’ve never felt since… and doubt, I ever will again…?

[@littury3762]

I'm thinking of her every day. I'm so proud of her. I'm so happy that she chose me. I hope you all can find this feeling to someone. And i'm here to tall you what you'll find. It seemed impossible for me, but now i'm here. And you will my friend❤

[@Shadow-k2e]

Yeah she was the love of my live and ofc i cant move on that easily from her it’s been like a year and a half but i still hoping she could return someday, if i could only knew that she would left me like this in my worst. Hope nothing bad happens to you pumpkin ❤

[@scorpions1965]

I’m always thinking about her even though she left me, but I’m not sure if she thinks about me anymore, life’s tough and strange…

[@SilencedNoob_]

I'm just praying that my first doesn't cheat on me. I just want one that cares and loves me for who I am. In this generation, even that's a lot to ask for.

[@MakaylaSullivan-cj6qk]

I miss her but… I’m unsure of what to feel now that it’s all over- am I Happy? Sad? Relieved? Lonely? Jealous? Angry? All I know is that I no longer feel understood. I hope she is doing well 😔❤️‍🩹

[@lucahenry9642]

How are you feeling now?

[@MakaylaSullivan-cj6qk]

@@lucahenry9642 Better. I still have moments where I miss her. It aches my heart knowing we don't care about each other anymore but it's something I had no control over. Just trying to focus on my studies and positive thoughts. I realised I was hanging around a lot of toxic people too so I distanced myself from them. But overall I am happier now, still broken inside but I'm ok.

[@Mrbanana880]

To everyone here happiness is to be fought for

[@johandirkleroux1039]

It's been almost 2 years and I still think about her, some nights are harder than others, everything reminds me of her, everyone around me is happy and I'm the odd one out, sometimes I just wonder why I was put into this world, what's my point in being here, I'm just a waste of space and air, my mind is so focused on her to the point that idk what to do, i know I don't have the looks and I've accepted that, it hurts, I wanna chance that but i don't have the courage to do anything, I disappoint everyone, I can't even get my grades up to please my family. I have a few amazing friends but I feel like im a waste of space around them, they don't need me, I haven't done anything good, I'm a failure of a person, I know I'm going to be alone for a long time but sometimes it would be nice to have someone by your side but I know it happen...

[@Music_lover1011]

I'm always thinking of her. Missing her. Loving her.

[@rylanozborn168]

The One girl i truly loved left me the other night. It stings so much. i know im only young but she means the most to me compared to anyone else on this cruddy planet. Shes my one true love and she'll forever and always own my heart. Her space will be kept forever and never forgotten. I messed up in the relationship and didnt treat her the best but i really regret that now and i realize what i shouldve changed and i wish i did change becuase maybe it wouldve lasted. I hope she comes back. Id give her the world, Shes a perfect girl and i love her so much. I understand why it had to end and i understand if she dont ever come back, but if you read this abby, Just know itll be diffrent this time ill treat you how you deserve to be treated i promise mi amor.

[@Tu808]

I miss her so much

[@arshadt3532]

I barly talked with her , but i don't know, i cant give up on her thoughts.i need this sadness.i need to cry for her🥺

[@AztianStf]

I love you L, I'm currently thinking about you because I love you, you're more than just a lover... You're my friend and that's why I love you so, you're not like any of them... I don't need to force anything when I'm around you, I can be myself and you can be who you are. I know that we might have our differences but that's what makes our relationship grow. I learnt a lot by your side and tbh I never was the "perfect guy" but hey I'm trying here to be a better person. I don't hate you, you're just confused... as I do, I can see that your family isn't the best one too. Ur strong and u know it, c'mon we ain't gonna lie ((: . I don't give a fuck to whatever ur passing through, that's your bussiness, you proved me that you can deal with it and I'm proud of you; but if a day you feel overwhelmed about that I'll always be able to help, that's what friends do isn't it? Things are just temporary and you'll be alright. You were my first love and I'm grateful for it, I love the way you laugh at my dumbass jokes, the way you look at me when we're having a good time on class... It's fucking fine. I'm not afraid of the future, and whatever it happens it'll do for a reason, God knows why he makes things happen. We`re gonna have the best time of our lifes, I`m sure I'll enjoy every second of it. It`s not good for anyone to depend of others to be happy, and I know that, I am free as you are. You're just a part of the path i call life and... I don't need you to enjoy it, but I'm fine with having you in my life, I'm really grateful. You're one of those many and many good things that life brings and that doesn't make you less special cuz as I said I love you and I'll be happy for every moment you'll be here with me. -S wrote this

[@AztianStf]

Update: It's over, but I'm stronger now lmao

[@ActuallyKindaL]

my pretty boy. i decided months ago my purpose was to help you. to take care of you. and you finally realized and accepted my love and care. i live for watching you improve more every day in your mental problems and physical issues. i love to see you doing better. and i love being a princess in your eyes. and i’m glad you helped me carry myself like one, as you knew i could all along. i love you, James. 🩷🖤👑