(Korean Gay) Love Story with a Straight Hyung #2 | IKUK Midnight Radio

[@youngjay1108]

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[@crismen538]

I love your videos💜✌✌

[@linahorn5877]

this is so sad. If only korea wasn't so homophobic they could've been happy :(

[@junesmind7325]

True..

[@booboo3690]

it's not just the homophobia . He didn't leave him bc he didn't love him , he left him bc he wanted to be part of that homophobic society that has killed thousands of innocent people (gays) . If he left him bc he didn't love him that's ok , if he fell in love with someone else ok , but this , to leave a person bc "not my problem" and to take the side of a society that doesn't care about basic human rights , the guy that left him was beyond pathetic and deserves to be exposed to his parents , this guy can mail pictures of them together to his parents and expose , i mean if the guy that left doesn't care about basic human rights and leaves bc "it's not my problem" he is a bad person and deserves to be exposed. And ur probably thinking , but he also wanted kids , he is the only boy in the family ... boys aren't the only one that pass their dna to their kids , that's just straight up sexism , they can have kids biologically and even if he is an only child , he can still have kids and raise them with this guy . My point is , he left bc he didn't want people to talk he wanted to be a part of those people even tho they're wrong , he chose to be a part of something morally wrong and he deserves to be exposed. One day the guy that broke up with him will have kids and one of them might turn out gay or his grandchildren and if they get bullied and have to go through this kind of relationship or depression or suicidal thoughts or worse (hope not) it will be bc of people like this(the guy that left) and if they are loved it will be because of people like this guy in the video (the one that got left)

[@defscanvas7633]

boo boo thats a bit of a slippery slope, isn’t it?

[@Blue_Alien]

@@booboo3690 that's just fear... fear of being judged, left by his family, beaten up, or killed, i understood his point and i'm sure he is still hurting inside bc he had to leave someone he loved because of fear

[@shamkand]

Not true, it's not just Korea and it's not Homophobia, unfortunately, I know cases like this. gay, straight, or any orientation, love is hard because it's about 2 individuals working to make themselves happy... People are so complicated just by themself so obviously, 2 people working to make things ok it's not easy. But I have known someone that wanted to have a family like kids but he was gay and in my county, there are no laws about stuff like this, no surrogate mothers, even for a straight person adoption is hard, and so on... basically it's very expensive and hard and money does not fall from the sky, also this person was the only male child in the family and the family was traditional (sacrificed a lot for their children to have a good life) so they were pushing him to marry (obviously they did not know about his sexual orientation). The guy ended up married and has 3 children but obviously, he is not faithful to his wife because he is gay... The decisions are complicated.

[@rjhernandez9704]

The "if you were a girl" hits really close to my heart. I feel bad for this hyung because we (lgbt+) people have a hard time finding someone special that understands the world as we do. Its especially when you're in a minority that has strong feelings about the LGBT life.

[@타타-r1j]

and then "a good wife ,a pretty baby"

[@ptd92]

"please enjoy what I can't provide" I felt like I was punched in the gut. :(

[@alfidds1734]

Same

[@AntTonyLOLKID]

This is such a painful story... he is definitely in love with you as well... it is just the pressures of family and society that told him to abandon you... I want to hope that he has the same feelings for you... and that he will eventually choose you over anything else

[@mikeyjaynes92]

This is a story he is reading not his

[@AntTonyLOLKID]

@@mikeyjaynes92 i honestly don't remember what I thought when I posted the original comment, but I came in (when rewatching) knowing it wasn't his story. Just pretend I was talking to the original writer, not Jay

[@jaigefernandez8353]

I was in a relationship and living with my ex-boyfriend for 8 years and we broke up because he finally found a girl that will make him happy. He broke up with me on his birthday in a restaurant were I surprised him upon arriving from abroad where I lived for quite a while. Yes, we were LDR for some time. He was my first boyfriend and so post break up was the hardest and painful time of my life. I needed to erase his entire existence in my mind. I needed to isolate myself from our mutual friends, took a social media break, stayed home most of the time and finally made myself super busy so I could get over him. It was a very difficult and painful year of moving on but I made it. Despite everything, I still thank him for all the things we've done together for 8 years and those cherished memories will always be a part of me forever. Now, I'm giving more time, love and focus on myself. It's been 4 years now since our break up and we're still good friends somehow. Stop looking for the right one because I know he will be guided to you someday, at the right time and place. Give yourself time to heal. You'll be just fine.

[@albertdionisio3580]

Fuck, 8 years!!! That's too heartbreaking

[@peanutt_butterrr]

I really hope you get all the happiness in the world

[@Crystal-rr2kj]

The reason is just so fucked up, basically he just dated you on his way to find his soulmate . What a jerk

[@chinarwakhaloo447]

Uff!! That’s harsh!! 8 years is so long, the person is practically family at that point. I’m sorry you had to go through that but glad you are doing better now.

[@peanutt_butterrr]

my heart hurts so much while listening to this story. I hope he gets all the happiness in the world cause he deserves it. I really do.

[@zrthtwfv]

"please enjoy what I can't provide" damn that hits. 😭🥺

[@dantero4701]

StudioSoyaa right in the heart :’(

[@Crystal-rr2kj]

Thats so heartbreaking :(

[@momofeatherpen8357]

And now i remember my straight friend saying "if you're just a girl, i'll choose you" i was so shocked and don't know what to say. I liked him, i really do. I'm a bit happy on what i've heard but the truth slaps me that i'll never become a girl.

[@matthewborja3839]

Same😢😌🙂

[@sleeppymint1602]

I also experience the same. i have crush on him but i afraid to tell him bc he straight and i don't want to ruin our friendship

[@chip9913]

Its a really selfish thing to say you dont need to be a girl to be loved by someone if they'd truly liked you they wouldn't have said sth like that

[@Samuel-hu8uk]

It happened to me...i was so stupid to confessed the truth,now he's together with my bff and they looked happy together ,I was just a stupid guy standing in the shade staring at them....I couldn't hate her....I couldn't hate him ....I just hate myself, people like us , we don't get normal....

[@luciamattheis8324]

@@Samuel-hu8uk you shouldn't hate yourself for it. Who decided what's normal and what's different? Who cares. We're ourselves. We're special as individual. So what if we're gay, lesbian, bi, asexual, pan and so on. We're ourselves and we'll do great. With relationship or without it. So don't ever feel bad about yourself. Bcs you as an individual are perfect like you are. Respect others and love yourself and trust me you'll be way happier than beating yourself up about yourself.

[@heyyyshshshhsn1038]

you can tell the two guys really loved each other, it really is upsetting how they can’t live their lives happily without thinking about their future or family or expectations. i’m sure they both struggled a lot. i hope they both find their happiness

[@heyyyshshshhsn1038]

@@eugenefrankmd5433 It's really not as simple as that. Love is complicated and you would never know how it feels until you are in that situation. The examples you give out is not what love is. People who say those things are mistaken with their emotions, its not actually love. Love is something emotionally and mentally deep that comes within you, not some puppy stupid love like your examples

[@mazhermehdi7803]

When he said i can abandon my family for hyung and when he said find a girl/wife that could give you a child and a family that i couldnt give you just straight up broke my heart ..... he deserved better for his sincerity cmon

[@lippielicious7090]

That hyung didn't sound straight for me, maybe bi, closette gay or haven't figured out his sexuality 😁

[@gemijuine]

this could be really answered if he is sexually/romantically attracted to other guys or just to OP.

[@JoseMatcho]

Love is love❤️

[@mango8999]

well of course he was at least bi since they were in a relationship and had sex

[@drama_rian]

EXACTLY. He sounds everything but straight lol

[@lapizlapoppy]

Or he could just be attracted to Youngjay specifically and doesn't feel the same attraction towards other men.

[@Joejingo]

사연자분이랑 너무 비슷한 경험을 했었던 사람인데 10년이란 시간이 흐른 지금을 보면 그동안 제가 사랑했던 그선배는 저랑 헤여지고 주변에 동성애 혐오적인 뒷담화를 늘어놓고 다니다가 나중에는 앱에서 제 게이친구한테 사진보내며 번개하자고 집적대는 걸 봤어요. 알고 보니까 이젠 이쪽에서 활동도 하고 그러고 살고 있는것 같더라구요. 정말 첫사랑과의 그 추억들이 와장창 무너지는 순간이였어요. 저처럼 너무 오래 속에 담아두고 힘들어 하지 않으셨으면 좋겠네요. 그냥 그 사람은 이반이고 일반이고를 떠나서 사랑할 용기가 없는 사람이였고 사연자분은 더 좋은 사람만나 행복할 자격이 있는 분이에요. 힘내세요.

[@ceunzz33]

너 덕분에 내가 얼마나 행복할 수 있는지.... 또 얼마나 힘들 수 있는지.... 눈물이 나네요 그래.... 고맙다..... 아련하고 좋은 추억이 되어줘서 고맙다

[@구이구이-s5x]

영상 속 형이라는 인간인가.....진짜는 아니죠?

[@샬록이]

근데 이거 진짜 알반이랑 연애 비슷한 해본 사람으로서 ㅋㅋㅋ진짜 격하게 공감된다 .. 여자가 아니여서 내가 싫다 이 말이 .. 진짜 슬프면서도 현실이기도 하고 바꿀수도 없고 ... 하아

[@yune5597]

비겁해. 그럴거면 왜 사귐? 진짜 비겁한 거임. 그렇게 도망가는거

[@오이-o8f]

어떻게 그런 경험이 가능할 수 있을까요? 저도 그런 분위기는 풍귀다가 꼭 그 단계 전까지만 진행되더라구요

[@nahan2328]

시간에게 속아 다른 누굴 허락하고 다른 누군가에게 기대 서로 묻고 산다고해도 날 기억해줘.... 꼭 찰나같아 찬란했던 그 봄날을

[@별빛밤-v2i]

na han 꽃피는 봄이오면

[@노루마루]

되게 슬프네..글귀가

[@nahan2328]

@@노루마루 BMK 꽃피는 봄이오면 이라는 곡의 가사입니다

[@katherinerubio8707]

Oouh lloré:'( ambos se querían mucho, hasta el último momento, pero se separaron por el que dirán de las personas 💔💔 no debieron haber terminado así unu

[@MoonshineSunset]

I just hope, he can heal one day, it seems like he still loved him deeply to that day, so I hope he's happy and over it by now, I hope he found someone already, someone who loves him openly and isn't afraid of what other people will say. Being lgbtq+ is really lonely, even in today's society, we are still very lonely; even though in some countries being open about your sexuality and identity is okay and accepted, there's still more people who will judge you, be it curiosity, confusion or with bad intentions, you will still feel alienated by them... so, I just wish everyone found the person that makes them strong enough to be proud of themselves, brave enough to sincerely say who they are, to make them happy.

[@aldumitv1839]

결국 서글픈 얘기네요ㅠ 그런 일이 생겨서 지금까지 견딜 수 있는거 너무 강하고 고생많으셨어요ㅠ 전 20대 게인데 지금까지 좋은 사람을 아직 만나지 않아서 평생 혼자 살아갈 것 같다고 너무 슬프고 우울해요 영재님처럼 서로 사랑하고 좋아하는 사람과 애툿한 추억을 가질 수 있어서 너무나 축복이라고 생각했으면 좋겠어요. 아픈 추억도 있긴한데 시간이 지날 수록 사라질거예요 앞으로 무슨 일인지 나타나는 것을 알 순 없겠지만.. 우리 항상 힘내고 해피 엔딩 바라요. 그리고 영재님은 너무나 잘생겼고 착해서 좋은 사람 만날거예요

[@Diimonio1992]

I can feel your pain at the moment, but trust me, one day , when you wake up, all this pain will dissapear ,you just need time

[@mango8999]

it's not his story, he's reading someone else's story just to let u know

[@Minhee0204]

What?!!! Really? 👀😮

[@lucaipiranga]

Well, I had a similar experience, my world fall down, I lost my life drive for at least 5 years. It was my biggest heartbreak, I know exactly how pathetic we turn to be. I moved countries to forget him, time to time, the brief and intense 5 months relationship comes flashing in my mind. I hope you have serenity and a closure, you can surpass it. I met him twice after the break up, the first time I played strong and not show how devastated I was inside, the second time in a coffee shop 3 years after he asked for forgiveness, even still in a hurt mood, I answered: I forgave you a long time ago. It was a lie, but honestly my heart dominated me in that moment. He felt clean and I believe it was the right thing to do. On our good bye I said: I wish you well and I really hope we never meet again. (Another lie, deeply inside I feel I’ll meet him again somehow, I just don’t know if it’s my wish or unreasonable desire). I’m sorry to say you’ll not ever forget about him, but I do hope you find your way to cope with it, I totally runaway from everything which reminded him, and even past 18 years I do think of him often. I promise myself don’t fall for straight man again, it’s really hard to avoid. Good luck

[@melonization1049]

I agree. We will never forget those memories and of course the guy that we loved but it is possible to find a way to continue our life and better person.

[@zannel21x]

I didn’t know that even 6 months only you’re together you will feel devastated. Im 26 now and never experience that kind of relationship, but im sad because they didn’t last on the bright side you have some memories together with your crush.

[@ini490]

12:40~13:00 이것이 진짜 속마음. 내가 좋아하는 사람이였는데, 미워하지도못하고, 그리운건 미쳐버릴것같고, 자주걷던 그길 걷다보면 그사람 한번이라도 더 볼까봐... 경험했던일이라 잊었던것 같은기억이 다시 떠오르네..

[@abbyh.ramirez4528]

Después de escuchar la historia mi corazón duele. Ni siquiera puedo imaginarme cómo se debió sentir el. 💔

[@vaniavalcarmona823]

Y todo por culpa de la sociedad homofóbica 😭😭💔

[@angelitaaab9783]

La historia fue real?

[@yuzhouyu7924]

@@angelitaaab9783 Es real pero no es de YoungJay, él lee las historias 😿

[@angelitaaab9783]

@@yuzhouyu7924 ahh

[@claramonroe9759]

Esta vaina me rompió el corazón en muchos pedazos La parte de "pero no eres una chica" 💔💔💔😭😭😭😭

[@stellamagical5220]

Me dio mucha pena :'"(((

[@stellamagical5220]

@@Josh82_ ya... 😢

[@kencibl5268]

Yo igual yore 😭🥺 🥲🤧 fue bastante triste :'v me recuerda a las series BL que terminan con un final triste y ponen continuara :v😆

[@luisagomez1755]

Que sad Los amores a primera vista siempre terminan mal yo vivi por eso cuando estas en el sueño es lo máximo pero cuando alfin te despietas se siente tan mal asfixiante y piensas hasta aca se termino.. solo era un juego cuando me lo encuentro por fuera parezco segura y normal pero por dentro.. estoy tan mal y me duele tanto pero solamente escondo mis sentimientos y pienso que eso solo fue un triste recuerdo.. cuando lloraba me sentía tan mal y me decía eres tan patética porque y sufria en medio de mis pensamientos

[@silver.00_]

나도 덩달아 마음이 너무 아프다....눈물날것같아

[@annaoriginale6781]

I cried a lot. I hope that one day you too will finally meet someone willing to leave everything just to be with you, those who love you find courage and do not worry about what people think and say. I wish for you the best!💪🏻♥️

[@di7769]

Truly I feel they were meant for each other if it weren't for external issues they would have been happy together my heart really breaks for the both of them I hope they will find love and happiness. Thanks for the subtitles ♡

[@invalidated2901]

hearing him talk about how "being same-sex doesn't matter, our feelings are what matter" and have it be tainted by the prejudice they felt from society, it hurts.

[@징이-o3z]

잘 들었습니다. 마지막에 '좋은 사람 만나세요.' 하고 담담하게 끝내는게 그나마 격해진 감정을 가라않게 해주네요. 하염없이 슬퍼야만 하는 결말에 그나마 어울리는 문장이었습니다. 발음도 정확하시고 톤도 아주 적당해서 더 몰입할 수 있었습니다.

[@baesomj8284]

애초에 첨부터 잘못됐던것.. 서로 좋아해서 사귀고 연애하는거지 잘못한것도 없는데 왜 나만 행복에 겨웠구나야ㅠㅠ너무 아프다..사회적으로 인식 빨리 바꼈음 좋겠어요

[@lourdessuarez7999]

Apenas escuche el "pero no eres una chica" ya supe como va a terminar esto. :(

[@용용해피-i1g]

잘지내고있는지 간간히 그후의 이야기들도 듣고싶다ㅜ 너무 아련하고 영상이 끝난 순간 듣는 사람조차 이별 당한 마냥 멍하고 공허함을 느끼게 해주는 이야기와 감정은 참으로 오랜만이네요...사연 보낸분 그리고 지금 사랑에 아파하시는 분들 긴터널 끝이 안나올것 같지만 결국은 불빛이 희미하게 보이면서 어느새 환한 바깥에서 열심히 달리고 있더라고요. 이 경험들을 바탕으로 더욱 더 성숙된 사랑 할겁니다 그리고 먼나중에는 찬란했던 20대에 이러한 사랑도 해봤다는걸 웃으면서 회상할구요ㅎㅎ 그형분도 사연자님 두고두고 잊지못할겁니다

[@뚜뚜-o3m]

에효.. 사연자분 지금쯤 좋은분 만나서 행복했으면... 정말 너무 속상하네요.. 우리는 왜 여자가 아닐까? 우린 왜 항상 이렇게 상처받아야 하는걸까? 하는 생각을 하곤해요. 저도 길을 걷다 첫사랑이었던 친구랑 비슷한 향이 난다거나 그친구가 좋아했던 음식이라던가 보면 문득문득 떠오르던데.. 잊을 순 없겠고 분명 누군가를 만나도 그 기억들은 떠오르겠지만 행복하시길..

[@cozi1603]

걷다가 첫사랑이쓰던 향수냄새나면 추억,감정,기억들 때문에 가끔씩 눈물이 나네요

[@lizjyh]

왜 여자가 아니긴요...당연히 여자가 아니니까요! 그런생각가지지 마세요. 여자가 아닌게 잘못된게 아녜요. 행여나 그렇게 생각하지 마요...ㅜ제발요...

[@버려부려]

왜 하필 일반인가요... 끝이 뻔한 연애인데 다 알면서도.. 다 내탓이려니 돌리세요 그리고 이쪽분 만나세요 아직 한참 젊으시고 상당히 매력있어 보이니 좋은 분 만나실꺼고 그 일반분은 언제 그랬냐는듯 깨끗히 잊혀질꺼고 추억으로 남게 될껍니다 그러니 괜한 미련에 아까운 시간 낭비 마시고 내 생활 열심히 하면서 훌훌터시고 오픈 마인드로 사람 많이 만나세요 진짜 인연 만나실꺼예요 응원합니다!

[@klentfrancisabsalon6718]

Ughhhh. This is so sad. I want to give him a hug. Even though I didn't experience it, I can feel the pain when he was talking.

[@타타-r1j]

" a good wife , a pretty baby " totally im crying bc this.

[@baboosikky]

그래도 다정한 사람과 사랑을 하셨네요. 가장 행복했지만 지금은 가장 슬픈 그런 사랑을 추억에 담고 사는것도 좋은일이지 않을까요. 행복해지시길 바랄게요

[@owenmezagavilan8214]

Que sad :(, quería que sean felices por siempre

[@joykim7890]

헐... 역시 이반들의 사랑은 ...... 끝이 그것뿐... 타인의 시선.. 슬프도록 아프지만 행복하고 아름다운 사랑 하셨네요!! 너무 뻔한 위로지만! 힘내요~~♡은 또 새로운 얼굴로 다가오겠죠!

[@leticiagianelazuritabruno6105]

me imaginé un dorama o un anime BL con tu historia

[@lalalloulou5497]

👌🏻👌🏻

[@raihanakbar-qm4rc]

"I realized i was selfish I decide to let him go " ah my heart 😭😩

[@s1mhyang]

사연자 분 지금은 좋은 사랑하고 계시길... 아니라면 좋은 사람 만나서 예쁜 사랑하셨으면 좋겠네요 오늘도 좋은영상👍👍 영재님 사랑해요❤

[@ccl5845]

That was really emotional, I wish u’ll find your way through him again tho it is hard or it might hurt u again as well but the love that u gave him must have been marked into his heart and yet still want to see u. I know it’s hard to love again the same as the first one. “ First love never dies “ I really enjoyed this episode, i really want more of u in the future, more stories like this wherein everyone of us could relate and give out our opinions. Love lots, stay strong ☺️

[@albertdionisio3580]

When your Straight guy said that "Let's keep this relationship until you're not happy with me", i already felt some vibe that your relationship will not last. But it is really hard to forget someone who is your first love or first experience in making love. You will always remember that person until you die.

[@xanathvieranc3579]

It reminds me of my good old days back in high school. I was having strong affection towards my best friend back then. We ate together at the lunch time. We played together after school. We studied together when the exam was coming. I still remembered I could barely sleep when he hanged out with a girl. I cried so many times because of him. At some point he got jealous because I was having some rumor with a girl. I was so happy as I thought he held the same feeling towards me. But he said “now you don’t spend time with bros after you get a gf.” I was so frustrated as he had always treated me like a bro but I treated him with a different thought. At last I was frank about my feeling and he responded “ I like you “as a bro/best frd.”” I rushed to get myself drunk and hanged over that night. Everyone around me noticed i wasn’t okay but I couldn’t tell them “hey I love my friend who is a boy too”. I finally chose to stay away from him as I was having a public exam the next year. He had asked what he did wrongly and why I stayed away but I just didn’t replied his message. Till now, I havnt met another guy like him.

[@sreenidhijaideep8413]

I prefer to imagine that the hyung realised his mistake and they got back together 😭

[@백산수-u1g]

목소리 너무 좋다 딕션이 좋아서 흡입력이 있네요

[@milkyway7071]

Never has a story moved and touched me as much as this one. You should definitely write a book or do a podcast, I love the way you're telling stories.

[@chaeng2361]

Increíble y triste historia 😭

[@chanimarin7949]

it's sad to think "because I'm the only son I have to carry the family line" :'( love who you want and have kids if you want to, no one can force you into one of these a family is supposed to be understanding and supporting, not tying you to commitments because of the society opinion....

[@siaq2497]

예상은 했지만 하 ㅠㅠ 더 좋은분 만나시길...

[@justawatcherofpeople]

Oh God. I hope that both of you would be strong enough to be back together, I guess. I am still rooting for that handsome guy in the restaurant though.

[@zizishadang]

This is the saddest love story I have ever heard😢😢 nothing seem to calm me down right now... My eyes are literally welled up with tears😢😢😢😢

[@dh_401]

3시간 후?!!??!??!??!?!??? 군바리라 휴대폰 제출해야 하는데....ㅠ 내일봐야겠다.

[@재성이-q6e]

둔이 저도요 ㅠㅠ

[@lizjyh]

김ㅋㅋㅋ두 ㅋㅋㅋ한 ㅋㅋㅋ 아버지가 장군이신가봐요 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@daydreamer6428]

We have almost the same story, He is handsome, and good looking 💪🏻. I never told him that I like him. we both have beautiful and kind girlfriends, we often hangout together, every Sunday morning we go to the beach and swimming together 🏝. I always share stories with him, every time I need help I always contact him, almost every weekend I often make him take a vacation with me, often when we sleep I hug him, we watch movies together, we do sports together and I like to lie on his feet and his shoulder. ☺️ but I realize that he is straight and my love for him is against our religion and certainly this relationship will not last long and only make a sad ending. after I realized it every time I saw it I felt sad and sick, I spent my time crying alone because I could not tell anyone about this problem. After all this time I kept my distance from him. I never went to his house, I never asked him to hang out, I answered him chatting as cold as possible. because I don't want any regrets at the end of the story later. 🥺 I dont wanna be gay but what happen with my feeling.

[@marielperez5570]

Me siento identificada con tu historia, y aún así no me imagino lo complicado y difícil que debió haber sido para ti

[@markreykim5620]

So inspirational story hyung ~ Even if we hurt by this kind of relationship but at least we learned something from that experienced that we should keep in our heart and mind.. So that it would never happen again.. Fighting hyung.. I hope that you upload more inspirational and encouragement stories like this .. We are also excited to see your face with confident, always chin up, and ready to face other people 😉

[@iambryyyan]

I hope the person who sent you this letter is doing well these days. At times like this, the only person one can depend on is themselves. Don’t think recklessly; rather, take a step back, take a deep breath, and analyze the situation. You will overcome this pain. You will find love again. You will be happy again. Like all things, it will require sometime, but it will definitely find you again. Best wishes from Young Jay and I. 힘내세요 친구야ㅑㅑㅑㅑㅑㅑ~~

[@조성현-s8z]

엄청 슬픈 영화한 편 본 것 같네요 ㅠㅠ

[@mylixiepixie3864]

Para esa persona tan valiente que contó su historia, déjame decirte que no eres patético y que tampoco tienes la culpa en todo esto, admiro tu nobleza, pero permítete ser realmente egoísta esta vez, llora, grita y odia a esa persona cuanto sea necesario, deja que todo eso salga junto a los buenos y malos recuerdos, para que así puedas sanar. Eres realmente valiente, y nunca te arrepientas de ser tú, si alguien no está dispuesto a dar el 100% como tu lo hiciste durante esos meses, pues simplemente no te merece, se que grandes cosas te esperan en tu futuro. Fighting!!! 💜💜💜

[@davecho6135]

이 또한 지나 가리라..... 힘 내세요~~ 그러면서 성숙한다 느니 ~ 성장 한다느니~ 입 바른 소리 하기 싫은데... 근데 그게 또 맞더라구요~ 건강 조심하시고 화이팅 하세요~!!!

[@javierkeh3377]

아! 나는 이것을 오랫동안 기다렸다! 또한 당신은 너무 아름답습니다! 당신을 사랑합니다! 싱가포르에서

[@먹고자-k7k]

영재형 라디오 진짜 최고네요 형 목소리에 몰입되는 이 슬픈시간 너무 눈물만 흐르는 시간이네요

[@troyk.w5637]

My heart breaks at that last comment he made. I hope you find happiness. Great story🔥 better than a kdrama

[@mazenoedward]

😳😢😢😢😢 hyung you will find someone someday....stay strong and healthy.

[@꼬물꼬물-s5r]

ㅠㅠ 알면서도.. 혹시나 하는 그런 생각때문에 상처받게 되고 후회하고 그렇죠.. 시간이 답입니다. 조금 걸릴수도 오래걸릴수도 있어요. 하지만 시간이 가면 조금씩조금씩 나아 질꺼에요

[@happy_seunggi]

몰입해서 들었네요 .. 너무 가슴아픈 사연이네요 ㅠㅠ

[@user-sunset05]

아 진짜 듣는내내 아려오는걸 넘어서 가슴이 아파온다... 하..증말.. 너무...너무.. 아아..

[@justmike1753]

This must have been difficult to record, but also therapeutic. Hope you find the happiness you are looking for.

[@이얄리-b1b]

비슷한 경험이 있어서 너무 마음아프네요. 벌써 3년이 지났는데 아직도 그사람과 갔던 장소, 봣던 영화, 듣던 노래 들으면 심장이 쿵하고 그래요.. 그러면서 자연스레 연애에 대해 아직도 불안합니다. 사람들은 시간이 해결해줄거다, 사람은 사람으로 잊어야하는데 정말 공감이 안됐어요....

[@notoikawa924]

bro you are so good at storytelling... made me cry lmaooo

[@shellgab7647]

Amazing story time. Love, as it goes, comes. If hurts, means you have a big heart and beautiful feelings, it's part of what makes us human . You have a lot of love to give, and I hope you find the right person to give him all that love. I send you a great greeting from Venezuela, and a lot of love for you. Cheer up, buddy! I don't stay to watch the premiere of the video because it's 6:24am and I didn't sleep all night. Still, I send you with all my strength my sincere support. I loved how you narrate your videos by the way, you're detailed and passionate, and that's very beautiful.

[@youngjay1108]

Thank u so much for ur support! the video will still be there so please come later to watch!

[@shellgab7647]

@@youngjay1108 What's promised is debt, and here I am again. I'll enjoy your voice during the video. Thank you once again for sharing us your experiences. I hope you had a nice day, and again, a lot of love for you, buddy! You have a Latino friend here for when you need it. I'll go give love to your Instagram too 💪😁

[@mintchoco5388]

Please enjoy what i can't provide😭😭this one hit different

[@구마고-f5f]

잘 들었습니다ㅠㅠㅠ너무 슬프다ㅠㅠㅠㅠ솔직히 사연을 든 후에 위로해주고싶은데 무슨 말을 해야할지 모르겠지만 사랑은 사람이 태어날 때부터 갖고 있는 능력이라서 누구나 잘못한거도 아니예요ㅠㅠ나쁜생각을 생각하지 마고 시간이 약이라는 말이 있잖아요. 아직 힘들면 "王艷薇 框不住的愛"랑 "hey baby you're mine-jess lee"라는 노래를 한번 들어보세요.조금이라도 위로가 되면 좋겠어요.힘내세요!!

[@foodlover6182]

생각해 보세요. 그런 남자와 결혼하는 여자도 불쌍하잖아요. 그리고 처음에 좋지만 오래 같이 있다보면 힘들어지기도 해요. 그러니 잊고 힘내세요. 짧은 인생 슬픈 마음 가지고 살기에는 너무 짧아요.

[@박주동-c1v]

추억은 아프면서도 지나고 나면 행복할때도 있답니다 ㆍ이 또한 지나갑니다 ㆍ 더 성숙한 계절이 찿아올겁니다 잘 이겨내시길 ᆢ마음이 아프네요 ᆢ 꼭 웃을 날이 있을 겁니다🌿

[@tuannguyen-2003]

1파트의 마침에 해피엔딩인 줄 알 았는데... 너무 슬펐어요ㅠㅠ 아프지만 예쁜 추억으로 간주하세요. 고통하셨어요

[@이준-n6f9l]

분위기를 잘살려서 완전 초집중 해서 봣네요 ㅎㅎㅎ

[@gris8937]

Espero que llegue a ti la persona que esté dispuesta a enfrentar al mundo por ti, que no le importe lo que piense la gente. Los recuerdos buenos y malos siempre nos hacen fuertes. Saludos desde México

[@ernielyngdoh4845]

thank you for the English sub titles :') I religiously watch your videos. Fighting!!!!!!

[@darrylablog1707]

Aw.. I feel you.. Dont give up on love, but maybe its time for you to give up on your Hyung.. Dont lost hope.

[@Michael-0101]

The violin in the end is HEARTBREAKING

[@BJGreek]

진심 일반과의 사랑은 어쩔수가 없나봐요 1부 2부 를 연달아봤지만 진심 게이로써 일반의 사랑을 이루어질수 없다고 생각이 100프로 드네요 ~ 저는 일반과 사귀어보지는 않았지만 이 사연의 주인공의 마음으로썬 진심 많이 힘들고 상처 받았을꺼고 다신 누구와의 정을 주지 않을수 있을꺼 같아보입니다. 사연의 주인공님 진심으로 화이팅하구요 더 좋은사람 만나시고 으쌰으쌰 하셧음 좋겠네요 ~ 보는내내 눈물을 흘린건 영화 말곤 없었는데 이렇게 영상으로써 눈물을 흘려보긴 처음이네요 ㅠ.ㅠ

[@traveljournalor]

You’re an amazing storyteller. Thank you for the content.

[@fpem204204]

더는 그리 쉽지않을거라고 다짐해도 생각해도 그마음을 풀게하는것도 사랑이고 아프게하는것도 사랑이더라구요. 영재님이 차분하게 읽어주셨지만 내용은 게이라면 겪어봤을수도 진행중일수도있는 이야기라 더 마음이 아픈거같네요. 진심인 사람도있고 거짓인 사람도있잖아요. 게이와 섹스를 한 일반남자가 생각이상으로 많고 꽤많은 게이들이 겪어봤을꺼에요. 특별한경우가 아니라면 보통 마음이 있어서 일반과 잠자리를 가지는 게이들이 많을거에요. 그 결과는 이 영상내용같진않겠지만 끝이있더라구요. 이쪽 사람들 친목위주로 많이 만나보세요... 어플이든 카페든 마음나눌수있는 사람은 어디든 있으니까요..그리고 좋은사랑하세요. 어딜가도 사랑없는 곳은없어요. 나자신을 아끼고 가꿔서 더 돋보이게하세요..

[@kevynmedinavilla9417]

Que historia tan triste está 😢😢😢 Gracias por los subtítulos 💜

[@haneul3909]

Tengo el corazón hecho pedazos, en serio lloré mucho con esto. Es que todo es tan injusto!!

[@jeonjiminbtsarmy9703]

Llore 😭,me dolió, se amaban y yo entiendo el dolor al sepárarte de una persona por cuestiones en las cuales tu no puedes hacer nada, es demasiado triste y mas saber que cuando quedas jodidamente flechad@ por una persona es tan difícil superarla, lo se por experiencia😭😭😭😭

[@준화-y6m]

목소리하고 찰떡이라서 심쿵했어용ㅋㅋ

[@kyblake8953]

This made me teary eyed, Ive been in a very similar situation and we ended things because of this reason. It’s been a few years now but I’m still in love with him. I hope things work out YoungJay ❤️

[@팜스프링스]

욕할라고 들어왔는데 감정이입됐음 ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ씨앵...... 머가 이래 절절하누

[@blessiehernandez6003]

It's painful! 😭😭 I hope someday he find the right person because he deserve better.. Take care always!

[@546-c8o]

영재님 어제 처음 알게 됐는데 밝은 모습의 영상을 보다가 이 영상을 보니 저도 같이 슬퍼하고 있더라구요.... 결국 사회의 시선에 의해 이렇게 된것 같아 마음이 너무 아프고 하루빨리 이성을 좋아하는 것에 거리낌 없이 말해도 평범하게 바라보는 사회가 됐우면 좋겠어요 ㅠㅠㅠ 그리고 절때 본인의 잘 못이 아니에요 영재님은 더 용기가 있었고 대단했던 거에요!! 영재님 팬이여서도 있지만 객관적으로도 아무리 일반인이여도 힘들어하는 영재님에게 다시 예전처럼 잘 지내자고 한 말에 화가났어요..! ㅠ 서로 너무 예쁜사랑을 하고있어서 더 화가 났던것 같아요 ㅠㅠㅠ 진심으로 영재님이 그 분보다 더 좋은 사람을 만나 오랫동안 예쁜연애를 하셨으면 좋겠어요!! 영재님 세상에는 남자가 반이고 잘생기고 멋진 남자는 다 이성을 좋아한다는 말이 있잖아요!! 만날수 있어요 이렇게 매력이 넘치고 멋있는 영재님을 세상이 가만히 두는 일은 없을거에요!!!

[@chrislongoria1279]

정말 슬픈 이야기 언젠가는 행복을 찾길 바랍니다.

[@samustorews7855]

I understand you, I once said the same thing to a boy out of fear, I'm like the other side of the coin and to this day I remember that and 4 years have passed and I couldn't go out with someone for fear of to do the same again of not having the courage to fight for that love, he will certainly remember you but you have to keep going and you will meet someone who will give everything to keep something with you

[@hyuns4917]

전 제 첫눈에 반한 첫사랑이랑 이끼업끼님처럼 반년이라도 이어져 보고 싶네요..너무 가볍게 생각하는 것 같기도 하지만 그런 사람은 두 번 다시 못 볼 것 같아서요..첫눈에 반한 첫사랑이기도 하고.. 그렇게라도 이어질 수 있었던 이끼업끼님이 부러워요. 그리고 이끼업끼님처럼 생기고 피부도 하얗고 했다면 조금이라도 가능성이 있지 않을까 싶기도 하고요.

[@cecho3294]

幸せになってください。 きっといい人が現れます。

[@maryferayala7271]

Mi corazón duele mucho después de escuchar toda la historia mis lágrimas están saliendo sin control, espero que puedas encontrar a alguien especial y que puedas amar