Your City Gave Me Asthma but it’s raining and Wilbur’s your neighbour

fuck you wilbur soot
suck it green boy
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[@soosaas3080]

I have a condition that gives me terrifying nightmares because of a pill I take. Listening to this to fall asleep, instead of dreaming my fears and waking up in a cold sweat I have dreams of being in a small studio flat and Wilbur as my neighbour singing softly. thank you! :)

[@fr0ps_]

im glad you have found something to start making you feel better :D

[@autumnwillow3284]

so happy you've found something that helps :)

[@ameliaedolie]

This made me cry reading this, I’m glad you don’t have nightmares anymore!

[@celestialkitten]

i hyperventilate everg night which makes me unable to sleep before atleast 1 AM but this helps me calm down quicker

[@spookyho5994]

I’m happy you can sleep better because of this, that’s awesome ✨

[@seraph3707]

"shout at the wall, because the walls don't fucking love you." that hit hard.

[@Epic0722]

I thought it was "world" not "wall" but I could be wrong

[@thedreamleader]

especially because on the other side of that wall is probably the neighbor recording you because you're singing beautifully.

[@_ennuii]

@@Epic0722 it’s shout at the wall my g

[@Epic0722]

@@_ennuii ok

[@rainy_.childx8451]

Los Campesinos has a song that has that exact line too but idk which song, i just randomly saw it in a compilation of “times wilbur/lovejoy stole from los campesinos”

[@hay5987]

The dislikes are the girls that rejected him when he was younger

[@awogames9042]

And Jared

[@bobbiejt5915]

@@awogames9042 LMAO

[@tobeywasfound8701]

Bro, so true

[@alphabetmafia2263]

the other 5 already let go of him (there's 22 likes)

[@dynariot4849]

23

[@reidisdoodling]

0:00 jubilee line 3:07 saline solution 6:25 since i saw vienna 8:52 losing face 12:52 your sister was right 15:26 la jolla 19:28 im sorry boris

[@astrxism927]

You're not the hero we wanted, but the hero we needed

[@ollivetree8985]

ily /p

[@elinan6019]

[@gh05tb0yz]

your amazing

[@bird2324]

thank you for your service o7

[@touchdeprived6160]

this makes me remember memories that havent even existed yet

[@bludsplattr]

SAMEE

[@themerpking8445]

Anemoi, is it?

[@bellaalfaro1794]

Am I the only one who keeps having dreams or something about these people I stream with in the future like I’ve never seen these people before but they are there every. Single. Time

[@madamreverie1981]

This is so fucking deep brosif

[@pennyq15]

It brings me back to the summer, staying up til 6am and going to sleep til 3pm, crying in my room, it was the best/worst time ever

[@broiecrowszaave]

what the hell this is so underrated edit: i just noticed this finally got the attention it deserved. when i saw it, it only had a couple thousand views. :)

[@Avery-lv5cp]

Criminally underrated.

[@julia.thompson8666]

Idk I listen to this like every night bc I can’t sleep so I end up staying up until 4am every day lmao

[@Avery-lv5cp]

@@julia.thompson8666 felt that-

[@limitless_lagging]

Trueing

[@toastercoaster390]

lol every time i go to this vid i see ur comment

[@kiyahlee4295]

You sit, content, on your windowsill as it continues to rain continuously outside. You sigh to yourself and stare at the droplets of water as they hit the moss-covered branches on the evergreen trees surrounding the small neighbourhood. It was a soothing action and you couldn't help but get lost in the rains beauty, you really wished it poured like this more often. You hear a sudden guitar strum from the neighbours house which leads to a pretty catchy rhythm. It was muffled due to the thick wall between your houses but the guitar was clear enough for you to hear its tune. After what seemed to be the introductory melody, the neighbour started to sing along to the rhythm with his own lyrics. He had an incredibly soothing voice, you couldn't help yourself and you put your head against the wall to hear the song more clearly. It was a nice addition to the calming rain outside, you felt like going to sleep. You wasn't bored or anything, the music and rain just paired so nicely together that you couldn't help but drift off. You continued to sit there for a while, just listening quietly to the sound of rain and your neighbours singing. Every once in a while he would mess up and either flip out or laugh at himself, it was a surprise each time but it always put a smile on your face and even earned a chuckle sometimes. After a while, your eyes began to feel heavy and you couldn't fight against the urge to close them, so you did. You began to fall asleep as the rain began to clear and the neighbours song start to reach its end. And you fell asleep with a warm smile and a peaceful mind, for once.

[@froggoblinfhrog1905]

Thank you stranger . This comment really helps because I’m currently sick and it’s causing my anxiety to go in full gear and I’m having a hard time sleeping. It helped me escape even if it was just for a few minutes 🥰

[@kiyahlee4295]

@@froggoblinfhrog1905 your welcome :) Im glad this short story I made made you feel better, even for just a little while. I hope you get better soon!

[@remi-7730]

Hey, um like do you write stories or anything because like I would for sure read whatever you write, you are so good at writing like do you have a wattpad/ao3 account or something? I love your writing so much you are so amazing at writing!!

[@kiyahlee4295]

@@remi-7730 oh hi! I do have a ao3 account but I only have one story on there haha :') I'm so glad you like my writing and I am planning on maybe making a proper in depth story for this. My ao3 account is 'K_T_L' :D

[@remi-7730]

@@kiyahlee4295 okay cool! I'll make sure to check it out and probably read your story too, and I think it would be really cool if you made a proper in depth story for it

[@liviar314]

i love how wilbur's music brings out this philosophical side out of everyone lmao

[@sketchedbees7445]

It really does

[@abbymenzies7717]

If you like this kinda stuff search up Wilbur soot songs but it’s 3am raining and Wilbur’s your next door neighbour

[@skellieswag3750]

Thank you my friend 💙

[@PaintingTombstones]

Thank you

[@RomanticAboutBaseball]

i’ll check it out thank you

[@mirihawk]

I’m young. Not even moved out yet. But I feel i’ve experienced…enough. I’m not scared of my death. I’m fine either way. This honestly came to me the other day, I was running to catch my flight while strangely enough blasting Jubilee Line and maybe I have a heavy case of thinking the world revolves around me but that moment, that incredibly stressful and scary experience, is such a core memory now connecting a hopeless past to a neutral, okay future. And when the plane took off I didn’t have my normal crippling anxiety of the plane crashing. Through the risky bits and questionable sharp turns I was truly unafraid of whatever came next. I haven’t felt like that since I was a kid, to be honest. But I just know that this album, and this month, is going to be one of the most memorable of my transition years from being a child to an adult. Earlier tonight I felt suicidal as a pretty much always do when I’m in San Francisco. it’s my favorite place and it would honestly be where i would want to die. If death is inevitable I would welcome it but I don’t think I’ll bring it on early. Hopefully. update, october 2021 this album still accompanies at least half my breakdowns, half my panic, and half my happy days. it’s so versatile somehow. when im holding back tears and flashbacks in school. when im lying awake late at night. when im seeing the sun again and realizing things arent all bad. ive only grown more appreciation for it. edit, christmas eve 2021 everything has gotten worse, but guess whats still a constant in my life! the songs have changed in meaning for me, although they often return to my brain’s original interpretation. i’m traveling, but it isn’t escape enough. i’ve relapsed in multiple ways, and even thats hardly enough to help. ive started a variety of medications with the shallow hope theyll do anything past numb me. it makes sense at my young age but everything is genuinely feeling like its crashing and burning, the weird mix of having to grow up far too fast and still being immature in some ways is painful. the simple urge to run as far as possible whether through travel or unmentionable is a pounding constant thought in my head. edit: I failed to mention the flight was a layover at an airport hundreds of miles from anyone I knew LMAO, it wasn't a I could just go home situation, it was I'd be stuck there until I figured out finances thing 😭 edit: it's nearly a year later and I'm in the same spot I was. I'm not doing great. I could ramble but I think I've complained enough. I'm sitting on the balcony considering the same things but with the knowledge it'll pass. it's really fucking hard, and I'm sorry to myself I want to leave sometimes. I'm still moving. I'm still getting one foot in front of the other and that's just my life. there are no expectations. I'm just living and enjoying things when I can. no expectations. none. I'm still sick. and still scared I may go earlier than I should. I have a feeling deep down my body will catch up to itself and I'll be gone soon, but not on purpose. love you all, keep going january 2023 im still here and a year clean september 2023 still kickin. ycgma still my favorite album of all time. edit: well. I don't think I'll be able to answer the question "what's your favorite album of all time" anymore. Will was right. It's not his album anymore. He doesn't deserve any of the comfort it caused others. And I'm glad it never made him happy. I'm not listening to a single new release from him or otherwise. I'm downloading mp3s from 3rd party sources, and I highly fucking suggest you do the same. I'm not new to favorite artists being shitty people. It's just never been this devastating. All of my praise goes to this artwork. None, and I mean absolutely fucking *none*, go to that scum of a human. I will never financially support him or anyone profiting with him again, whether that be concert tickets, merch, or streams. Take care of yourself. If you are a victim of abuse, domestic or otherwise, HELP IS AVAILABLE. US Call line: [phone] US Text line: 88788 text "START" This will be my last update, but I'll be okay. I promise. Thank you guys so much for your support the past three years. I'm two years clean, and it'll be three soon.

[@sadiewhite1064]

Yo i hope youre doing a bit better

[@mirihawk]

@@sadiewhite1064 Pretty good but overall shit

[@sadiewhite1064]

@@mirihawk aw im really sorry i hope things get better soon!

[@AnxietyGremlin7]

SOMEONE HAS TO GET THIS TO WILBUR!! I COMMAND YOU!!!! (I don't have social media or Twitch but if I did I would be spamming him)

[@Bellehrhsgd]

Please i’m begging you become a writer or a poet or anything usually i read things so easily but this is the kind of writing i have to go back again and again just because it’s so nice and i don’t understand it which is why i don’t read books. if that doesn’t make any sense you’re really good at writing.

[@yasasheiyantuduwa1418]

This is the kind of thing you wanna listen to at 2am when its raining- Aka rn-

[@Kort4cc]

Tbh if wilbur was my neighbor and heard this id be happy with it

[@Quadruplits]

God this whole situation hurts so much, I hope everyone involved gets the help they need. I wish none of this ever happened. I hate it when some of the most comforting people turn out to be horrible.

[@tallulahschemmel9619]

it's currently storming outside right now, and lighting and thunder gives me hella anxiety so i found this to drown it out and this rain is actually really nice so now im studying at 1 am for my ballet class drowning out a storm that will probably cut my internet out soon but goodnight to anyone whos going to bed :)

[@Parsnips001]

Curious, what do you have to study for a ballet class?

[@tallulahschemmel9619]

@@Parsnips001 we have to know how to spell the terminology and what it means in English

[@smokeyextras3163]

You have a good night as well stranger

[@Blizzylizzy0]

Yeah I have the same problem storms give me so much anxiety but js listening to vids like this made me realize that thunder storms are very pretty and calming good weather as long as it’s not a bad thunderstorm

[@Tooberx]

I have insomnia and its annoying to deal with without any medication, so I usually sleep to youtube vids but these probably would help instead so thank you :)

[@Sarah-vp5cn]

If you need more videos to fall asleep to, I find that watch a binging with babish video works well

[@4tsuushi]

It does! I have insomnia without medication and these music video's with rain are extremely soothing

[@nightfox-7773]

Same bro. Can't tell you how many times I've fallen asleep to the sounds of rain and/or my favourite musician's voice.

[@imacardboardbox]

I wanna see one of these where it's his stream clips of him playing the songs because I feel like it would be more real feeling

[@vintagedaisy9873]

I love how the description just says “suck it green boy”

[@WilliamBilliamDoorthethird]

It’s been almost two years since everything started falling apart. It doesn’t feel like it though, it’s almost as though trauma has warped my perception of time. I’m in a completely different city, but somehow the streets look familiar, and I’m taken back to a rainy afternoon bus ride, the last I would take that year. The way my shoes looked beneath the wet pavement. The rain soaking through my socks. Two years. The anniversary of the day a part of me died approaches, and what is left mourns at the reminder of that loss.

[@MNina27]

I have these terrible intrusive thoughts about the dark at night, listening to music takes my mind off of those thoughts. It's currently 1am as I'm writing this, this video has helped me so much. It sounds so real and exciting. Thank you for making this

[@the_ratest_boy]

I understand how you feel, I have intrusive thoughts as well and I overthink and ever since I descoverd this album and his other songs it has helped distract myself from that

[@MagmaRecRoom]

1am for me too, I feel lonely, but listening to this makes me feel calm and somewhat content. Have a nice day and a pleasant 1am listen to this album

[@audreydianapurnamasari]

I hope you have a wonderful day/afternoon/evening :]

[@MagmaRecRoom]

@@audreydianapurnamasari thank you, and the same for you :)

[@im_going_to_hell850]

go to sleep

[@saiko_7007]

Im just imagining me being in a london loft and sitting against my bedroom wall which connects to someone else's room (Wilbur's room) and just staring out the huge window placed right beside me while I listen to Wilbur to sing me to sleep.

[@hails_exe]

the sound of rain breaks through the constant hum of music making it through the thin walls of her apartment. she usually enjoyed these little concerts her neighbor put on late into the night but tonight it had become nothing but background noise. she was sure it was some ungodly hour but she couldn’t find it within herself to care. any idea of sleep had been cast aside when she abandoned her bed to sit in the bay window and witness each drop of water draw streaks down the glass. she would have liked nothing more than to be able to blame every sleepless night on wanting to witness the beauty of a rainstorm but dishonesty wasn’t exactly one of her strengths. maybe someone with some degree in medicine would label it insomnia but she had long since given up on trying to force a label onto something she couldn’t understand. it was much easier to give it as little time and thought as she could manage and just hope it went away. and so, she stared back out into the night while her neighbor started what she figured must be an album of some sort from the beginning again and let her carefully constructed walls begin to crack and tumble, she could build them back up in the morning. here, there was no one to judge her but the empty world outside her window. finally, a break. needed, necessary, far too fleeting. and so, she didn’t dare to even make an attempt at tearing her eyes from the window, even as they prickled with the unshed tears threatening to spill past her lids. finally, the walls lay in messy shambles at her feet and she weeps freely with the world outside her window, the soundtrack to her sadness playing in the background.

[@sketchedbees7445]

@hopesyoongi it truly is

[@dallas4997]

Even though I’m not in the dream smp fandom anymore, Wilbur’s music still gives me a sense of comfort.

[@rainy_.childx8451]

Just like Wilbur himself once says: “You can take a boy out of twitch but you can’t take the twitch out of the boy”

[@RTSMYBLVD]

I'm always in my closet because nobody knows I'm there and I feel like I just disappear and I listen to this to help me sleep while I'm in that little space. I would write more but I'm making a book for this :)

[@jacksepticeyespinkietoe6275]

i had a dream last night. i was Wil (like genuinely i was wilbur soot i had his voice, his clothes, hair, face, EVERYTHING) and it was a very short but very vivid dream, it was a bit cold, it was the day after it had been raining and i walked through the woods holding my tiny little black kitten in my hands, and at one point we ended up at a creek, (mind you it was very deep for some reason) and so i took my kitten and plopped her on my head, and waded through the water (it was up to my neck) and took her to the dry side of the path. it was VERY short but i woke up and cried-i want to be wil so bad. of course he has problems-and he’s gone through many hard times but i just wish i was him so bad. :(

[@soup_and_bats338]

Hey! Just a random person on the internet here. Wishing to be someone else won’t change you. If you want change, be it. But to be honest- I’d rather if you’d be yourself. You want to be like Wilbur soot? Wilbur puts himself out there. He is himself, and you should do it too. You are amazing and loved

[@Jay_Moreno]

@@soup_and_bats338 that made me cry-

[@Jay_Moreno]

@Wølfie_ Music STOP- THAT HURT- You're too cute

[@Jay_Moreno]

@Wølfie_ Music You're too kind, have an awesome night. I wish there were more ppl like you around omg

[@Angie_Ashf3rn]

@@soup_and_bats338 I rlly needed to hear that 😭💕💕

[@Unforgettxble_-]

POV : You are tired but you cant sleep. It's getting later and later and your eyes are burning. The Rain which rattled on your Window is just slowly falling down on your Window and you hear a familiär Voice from the room to your right. The dull Voice make you feel save. You are closing your eyes a bit and Listen to the guitar and His beautiful Voice. You cant hear His Voice so good but you are Sure that it Is beautiful. After a while you listened you would Wish to See him Sitting on the bed which is probably Standing on the right Side from your room singing Songs and laughing about His Life. You would Like to Join. You are Standing Up and open your door to the Floor. The Volume is Tuning up and you become a little scared. You Look in the room of His and See him Sitting next to your room playing with his guitar. He is singing while you Open the door a bit. He Looks at you and Starts to Smile a little bit. You cant hold the Smile. His curly Hair and His Voice are better than you Could ever Imagine. You are crossing your Fingers while you stand in the door and Just Look at him. „ May I Join you singing ?" you are saying with a sleepy Voice. „ Uhh Sure " He answers . He taps on the free space on the bed and you are Sitting next to him. Both of you Starts to sing. Sometimes you Look him in the eyes and Smile . Sometimes you both Bursted laughing about some funny Voice Cracks. But you know that this Person Could be the one who makes you Happy. Im sorry im Not good at English or writing so please forgive me😂😬 Anyway have a nice day Stranger :) (Btw thank you Guys so much for your comments - do you want me to write a Story ?)

[@retros_]

amazing!!! :)

[@_mcytvibezz_6393]

This is a whole wattpad I LOVE IT

[@Unforgettxble_-]

@@_mcytvibezz_6393thank you , I also write Stories on Wattpad If you want to read them youre Welcome ;) But thank you so much

[@gurbyi]

actually though- i feel like we should have a Wilbur in our life that could make us smile even on our bad days call me a simp but i just really want someone like that-

[@eri1v]

You need to write a story (if u want to and have time) bc this is so amazing!!

[@c.mat0]

Im a Wil fictive in an osdd system who is from ycgma. I miss my old waterloo a lot, where i would play these songs day and night, shouting your sister was right into the empty cracks of my waterloo. these songs are so nostalgic, but they somehow make everything better. it means more than you could ever imagine that these exist, they are the reason that i exist. thank you so much.

[@NIKi-xm8cx]

hello wil ! i just happened to stumble across your comment . i bet it was nice there , just being able to let out your feelings . i hope everything is going well for you all in your system right now

[@nani7928]

I still have trouble falling asleep in the dark by myself, but this helps me close my eyes peacefully and take my mind off of negative things, so that’s a start.

[@thebirdscorner1754]

As soon as saline solution came on, it just hit me with a HUGE wave of nostalgia of when i first listened to the song and how much of a different and peaceful time it felt like for me. G o d and with each continuing song, they are hitting the exact same. T H A N K YOU

[@kiitygutz4473]

this really calms me, I want to shift but due to my insomnia it’s hard to fall asleep and helps me get tired

[@meganbowden8651]

have you tried an awake method? also i love your pfp

[@kiitygutz4473]

@@meganbowden8651 I haven’t really tired because it’s hard for me to fully believe in non sleeping methods- and thank you

[@laineesummers3707]

I’m going to be completely honest I listen to this every night to fall asleep ,I can’t fall asleep without it anymore heh :p

[@poe4life691]

Is anyone else scared of listening to this while going to sleep and then your parents just walk in?

[@Ming1ez_]

I have that fear to

[@jellybean9551]

I just wear my headphones

[@Kai_Mento_Live]

Scared as flipping hell! My mum teases me saying my celeb crush is wilbur and if she caught me listening I'd be ded. And I'm not allowed screens when I'm sleeping (bcs they're rllllyyy strict)

[@parist7302]

I'm currently laying awake in bed at night trying to calm myself after getting emotionally overwhelmed and rain usually helps me to calm down so combined with Wilbur music just makes it so much better so thank you so much

[@Jay-ie5fz]

my parents are fighting right now. this drowns it out really well and helps calm me down. thanks!

[@FireFox0012]

Anyone hear in 2024? Even after everything that’s happened I do miss Wilbur, the good parts, he’s still a human being, I’m sure he’s going through a lot too, that doesn’t excuse what he did (if he did do it?) He brought me a lot of comfort and still does. I hope they’re both healing.

[@madelinebowen2527]

I couldn’t agree with this more. What he did was not okay but he is very clearly struggling as well and has been for a long while. You can hear it in his voice and in his music. I hope he’s healing and becoming better. Everyone deserves a chance to change

[@OSK-KAR]

I miss him and can't bring myself to listen to his music because I cry hearing his voice. He was a huge comfort to me at my lowest and now I can't listen to him without feeling horrible because of what he did. :(

[@goowoo69420]

He admitted to being an abusive pos, bfr. Your comment is extremely backhanded in so many ways. You have ever right to miss the good part of him, the good memories, but jfc he's an abuser he doesn't deserve healing or anything of that sort.

[@bunny-px1sj]

when i heard the “i dont deserve you you deserve the world” part in this version, my heart just sunk and i just, idk lol. got me feeling different

[@bc8724]

Ok. THIS HAS TO BE REAL. WILBUR BEING MY NEIGHBOUR DAMN YES. Btw nice work!!! [I actually wrote an entire weird story on my notes but i accidentally erased it:')] Edit: Ayup fellas,since the original story died,here,let me tell you a irl story because _yes rain:_ So,it was morning,i was outside my school,waiting to come in. I usually am in a spot near my friend,and that day it was literally pouring,so i brought an umbrella with me. I saw my friend standing there with no umbrella,no hood up or any kind of jacket. Just with his hoodie. So,like any nice friend would do,i got a little near him so i could "protect" him with my umbrella,but he went away from me. I tried one last time,but he backed up and kept saying he didn't want the umbrella. Honestly that made me quite..sad...but anyways- So i told him that it was literally pouring and he wasn't even wearing a jacket,so i didn't want him to get sick. He still refused. He didn't care. That got me upset,i was just trying to be nice,and i really didn't want him to get sick,but yeah,i gave up. But here,dear reader,is where _istant karma comes to you._ So we got in the school,and after a few minutes he asked to go home. He was sick. He caught a cold or something. I was disappointed and surprised at the same time. So,when he went out of the class to get home,i said my line: _"Why did you reject the umbrella?"_ He didn't say anything. But he sure heard me. Pffft dammit that was so iconic. Today's lesson reader,is, *_Bring an umbrella._* Have a nice day/night,i hope you had a nice time reading this:〕 -bc

[@bc8724]

@crowhearth Haha thank you,maybe one day i'll work on it a little more;w;

[@lanadelreyismom]

@@bc8724 hmu when you written more! 0w0

[@Unforgettxble_-]

I would Like to See it tho °^°

[@bc8724]

@@Unforgettxble_- Maybe one day i'll do it again:')

[@Vixen_Rose6404]

@@bc8724 maybe! ^^

[@nihithapudota4858]

This is so beautiful and so underrated, love this so much

[@martatomasich9048]

ok BASED

[@ctrlaltshift]

Based pfp

[@addinoir]

I have social anxiety disorder and this is genuinely calming and I love it. This kind of thing truly helps a lot! Thank you!!

[@KaiLally9009]

This album means a lot to me. It was there during panic attacks, breakdowns but also the better times, like when I sometimes feel more happy. These few songs have saved my life and Wilbur himself has done so much things for me that I can’t even explain. I hope wil knows how much he means to me and so many others.

[@Mothishy]

I love when songs are muffled this gave me very much seritonin

[@addibaddi555]

I suffer from really bad panic attacks and this sorta calmed me down so thank you. I’m still trying to figure out what works for my panic attacks because they are almost unmanageable soo yeah this helped a bit so sending love to anyone reading this or going through the same thing I am.. we’ll do this together

[@otter_rains646]

"My child is fine" No. Your child has to listen to this on repreat just to make it through the day.

[@Kai_Mento_Live]

"My child is fine" No. They're only still alive because wilbur soot told them they shouldn't die.

[@forgetful_hq]

no dislikes… as it should be, i adore this video

[@yasasheiyantuduwa1418]

:C there's two now

[@onceupxn]

@@yasasheiyantuduwa1418 three 😩

[@aiskies]

@@onceupxn 5 :(

[@warp1121]

7 :(

[@a-fool-fated-to-fall]

9 : (

[@rains.cl0ud]

Due to paranoia and insomnia I have an extremely hard time getting to sleep and finding a calming distraction from whatever is making me paranoid/anxious is very hard to come across but after I played this I began to relax and drift to sleep so is just like to say thank you ^^

[@circusbrained]

somehow a half-hour-long video makes me feel a little less lonely. its so wildly comforting and i thank you for it. thank you for creating a genuinely awesome edit of wilbur's music that's brought comfort to me and a ton of other people who's watched

[@infecteddaydreamz]

thanks for this,, rn im jn a hotel with my partner and their mom and theyre fast asleep, im eight hours away from home, my body hurts like hell, and none of my friends are active,, feelin kinda lonely, im in a weird mood. i needed this, its,, rlly comforting

[@CooperLVJY]

It's raining again, you're tired, just want to lie on bed and give up for the day. As you rest your head on the pillow, you hear him, again, his songs are always lovely, like a treat for working hard that day, you smiled, feeling glad you'd fall asleep to the soothing strumming of his guitar and to the sweet melody in his voice. He starts playing, this one is new, you haven't heard it before, it's more...active, he's yelling, you want to hear him, properly, you put your ear to the wooden walls, you hear his voice, clear as glass "Secondly, I know I haven't written much, you know the way I can be. Tonight i'm *Fucking drunk!* so it's all gonna be about me." You don't know who he is, you've never even seen him before, but you can tell, he's hurt, the song is different to all his previous songs, it feels pained, it feels alone, and before you know it, it's louder, just like the rain, "So touch him, *And break me*. Strip naked, *Embrace him*." "Lose faith in his pace and stamina and grace, i'm losing face!" At this point, you're out of your room, right in front of his door, you muster up all your courage and just as you felt the song fade away. You knock. You can hear him putting down his guitar, getting off his bed, walking to the door, and then, you hear a click, and you see him, right in front of you, "May I help you?" You smile, "That was a beautiful song." He replies, with a soft and cheery grin, "I try my best, do you want another one?" "Another song?" You were surprised, but without hesitation replied, "Of course!" He gave a small chuckle, as he signaled to let you in, you sat down on a chair, as he got ready to play. You asked him one last question, before he began his magic, "Hey, we're neighbours, yet, I've never seen you or spoke to you before, what's your name?" He looked at you, with a smile, "Wilbur, Wilbur Soot."

[@h0m3l3ss_w0lf]

June 1 2024 2:18 am I haven’t listened to Wilbur’s music in months. This kind of hurts. This man shaped who I am today and I hate the fact he’s why I want to content create.

[@ballingballingballing]

dislike is from rival artist soot wilbur

[@kyran7922]

its Jared XD

[@TabFPcrea]

I've been listening to this for the past 2 weeks while falling asleep- at first it made me insanely sad and I'd start crying so I had to turn it off, lol. But by now it just makes me feel at peace.

[@luziealyssa5677]

every once in a while i will come back to this edit of the album. i love the original but this is just a bit more calming and when i am going through a bad depressive episode then i need that. so thank you for making this

[@jaybrien9434]

I have very bad Oneirophobia (the fear of dreams) which has led to me barely getting enough sleep and health complications, and this is one if my favorite things to put in loop to help me get to sleep, calms me down. Keep up the dope content!

[@simplyjay3638]

“…Wilbur is your neighbour.” *Don’t do that. Don’t give me hope.*

[@Te4one]

We be delulu together

[@reesescool]

it’ll never sound the same again

[@Bluebxrry_]

ok "your sister was right" made it sound like he was crying i wanted to give him a hug

[@katieardelle7293]

THIS IS EVERYTHING!!! I’ve been looking for something like this, and I found it! luv it

[@glitchmango5656]

I’ve got some pretty crappy insomnia, followed by intrusive thoughts and an unfortunate reaccurance of sleep paralysis so sometimes even the thought of sleeping no matter how much I’d like to, terrify’s me. Just in case it’s another night or morning of sleep paralysis. This has helped tremendously and helps me feel a bit safer. I hope you’re doing well, you’re an amazing person.

[@yunahenk2808]

i always have that i think way to much at night or that im going to die in my sleep, so i made a playlist for music to get that of my mind this is now on it

[@gurbyi]

same. sometimes i try to watch videos to make it so i can sleep. its currently 3am because i have this thing where i sleep somewhere around 9-11pm and wake up at three. im just here listening to this and reading stories lol if you are sleeping sorry if you have your notifications on and you can hear this. i hope i didn’t wake u up in some way-

[@yunahenk2808]

@@gurbyi no its fine 11 am for me so I'm awake, hope you can sleep

[@gurbyi]

@@yunahenk2808 i got some sleep today :D i also hope you will be able to sleep tonight

[@yunahenk2808]

@@gurbyi Good!! And also tyy

[@remi-7730]

Um, is there any way I could get this playlist off of you to listen to? I would really appreciate it if so

[@aVeryBlueBerry]

Been crying a lot at school but yesterday I found out my dad might’ve relapsed into depression and I only recently got a diagnosis of anxiety so this is quite scary. Idk any info but both pets in his house (I have divorced parents) have been taken by my grandparents and Aunty to be looked after. I just want him to be okay. Last time he was in a mental hospital I was six. I turned thirteen this year. I’ve been crying all night. It’s almost time I got ready for school. I really don’t wanna go today. I have my least fav subjects and all my emotional stuff. This helped though. Thank you.

[@arisveah]

my RLS has been acting up more than usual, preventing me from sleeping without either a: freezing, or b: going literally insane, but when i listen to this brain calms down enough to stop the nuerons firing randomly (i’m pretty sure that’s how it works, i could definitely be wrong though feel free to fact check that). thank you!

[@ldineley]

I'm back, 5 months later and i don't even watch or listen to Wilbur anymore. He helped me so much when I was going through shit. I wouldn't say I'm totally better but slowly getting there and hey I haven't relapsed in almost a month I think! Haven't felt suicidal for a while too! This has been in my watch later for 5 months now and I just thought I'd come back to it and it's really calming because I love rain and honestly Wilburs music is really calming. It just shows watching/listening to 1 person in my case Wilbur for a little while can really help. And maybe I don't need that help anymore and I'm kinda glad that I've moved on because it has helped me realise that life is worth living and I do have things to look forward too and it has helped me plan what I want to do with my life. I'm not saying that I didn't enjoy what I had and Im not saying that I didn't need this it's just that maybe it was time to stay off the Internet for a little while and focus on what I have in the real world. I'm back 2 months after this comment and life is shit. But I do have a partner now and I'm happy about that but my mum and dad found my sh so that's just great

[@fabledeclypse]

I’ve not been the best recently and I’ve been listening to this album to help but this came on my recommendations and I love it cause rain calms me too and it’s just so ahhhhh I love it thank you for your contribution to those of this generation :)

[@Mordred14394]

last year, i discovered that the raining sound makes me fall asleep now paired with YCGMA, i can't believe there's any better calming audio thanks for this

[@thepharaohatemu]

I was crying over an rp I was doing when I found this, crying because the rp was so self-indulgent that I didn't realize just how far I was projecting, didn't realize that I was writing about how I felt when my Nana killed herself under the impression it was just my oc mourning over Tommy, didn't realize I was just...trying to find comfort in something that had never been able to help before, and I cried because I realized and I missed her, and suddenly it was like it had only been moments since my dad came to pick me up from the lake to tell me that the one stability I had in my life was gone. I used to take her for granted because I was simply too young to understand, but I would give up anything I have just to see her again, go shopping and the tanning and then out for lunch like we used to, give her the mirror back, go look at old belt buckles and things, go look at those old, kinda tacky purses covered in jeweled crosses. I'd give anything to have those moments back, and I realized that, and this is the only thing that's helped me in the hour or so I've been crying. Thank you.

[@Alia-qr7vb]

This is so good too watch at 3am when your on the verge of having a mental breakdown

[@sione3897]

I really love this, its so peacefull, and it feels like i can control my feelings a bit more, since today has been real tough. Thank you. And a big thank you to Will. He has helped me so much. I use old vods of his to fall asleep to every night. And i know we dont know him, and we probably never will, but the bit we know of him, from youtube, streaming and songs, will always be with me and will always help me. thank you for everything.

[@them0ssiestcryptid]

i'm shifting to a streamer reality where wilbur's my older brother and this really helps me visualise + just generally calm down while i'm doing my homework, so thank you for this :)

[@justanauthor8559]

Hey, I just want to say that this has really helped me both study and deal with some (very small, but still frustrating) personal issues Tysm for this

[@gardenGnostic__]

I have bad insomnia, part of it is phone addiction. I'll lay down then immediately go on my phone because I'm bored, I "cant sleep" or I just also like hearing people's voices in the background. When we were in school online, my teacher let us stay in the meet and talk until our next class, so I would scroll KZbin or do homework while having the meet open, just to hear human voices talking. Lately I have been listening to random things I find on KZbin that are long enough for sleeping, I would loop them. It would usually be some version of Fallen Down, Undertale song, ASMR, and I even fell asleep to one of Wilbur's streams. He's a big comfort streamer for me, I don't cry much, no matter how hard I try, and if I do it's usually alone in my room... so I'm not really used to being comforted ending up in it feeling kinda awkward and even uncomfortable when someone tries to comfort me when I'm sad or uncomfortable. When I started watching more streamers and found out about Wilbur, I started watching streams/videos of other streamers doing something with him to kinda learn more about him ig, and then I eventually moved on to watching his videos. Anyways! Whenever I watch his videos I feel safe, his smile is just so comforting and contagious. I always find myself smiling watching his videos. I am an only child and I've always wanted a big brother (idk why), so Wilbur feels like the big brother I never had. I've wanted to learn guitar for the longest time now and I literally tear up at the thought of Wilbur teaching me guitar on a late rainy weekend. Anyways, this is getting long so let me get to the point. I'm going through a really hard time right now, and when I heard this I almost cried (tears of happiness). I love his songs and his voice is so soothing, which makes them 10x better, the songs are muffled perfectly and the rain is a perfect addition. It's funny how one person online that doesn't even know you exist can make your life so much better. I love this thank you :). I have no idea why I wrote this all but it took a while so I'm just gonna keep it in

[@obsidiaan]

Put your device under your pillow with full volume, sounds like he’s next door :) (Also you can put a pillow over your ears, sounds much closer)

[@Scaperer]

Here from my writing session to say thank you for the thunder during the climax of "Your Sister Was Right"

[@ethanstinkan]

This already makes me nostalgic for 5 months ago :') Everything was a bit more calm and exciting, in a way. New to mcyt Fandom, didn't have Twitter, made a tiktok that blew up. Now I'm in school. Back to the real world. It's sad that I'm growing up. I graduate next year. I don't think I'll be in the Fandom then, but who knows. Here's to life, reader.

[@MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM_MMMMMMMMMMMM_]

Holy, this calmed me down. Thank you.

[@ItzFynAgain]

(Please be nice this took so long and yes I'm very aware of how long ago this was posted I just found it and I'm writing this now) 0:00 It's almost midnight, it's pouring rain outside and you're working on mid-terms for school when all of a sudden you hear a guitar being played in a somewhat pretty melody from your neighbor's house. You put your head down on your desk to rest and then there's singing from the same neighbor. You feel like you need to go shut them up but you're too caught up in the song to even want to get up, the melody and the singing works so well together that you can't help but listen 3:05 at this point you've gotten into bed, ready to sleep and you hear a different melody being played. It's been about ten minutes since the last song ended and the singing starts and it's clearly a different song, seeing as, the tempo is different. The song keeps going and seems a bit more upbeat then the last one, there are also other instruments being played, you then again get lost in the song. 6:20 there's slight giggling followed by more guitar, again a different melody, you begin to think this isn't just practice, it's your neighbor recording these songs. After a while of listening, you can't help but wonder about where this recording would be going, as there where no big record studios in the area willing to take just simple guitar and singing, although that's for your neighbor to worry about, not you. (okay I'm done for now. it took me long enough to do the planning for this, typing is a different story ;-;)

[@kai__1178]

When this album came out I was in a bad state and I found out I relate to these songs so every day I would have a walk and listen to this, but I didn’t even know who Wilbur was

[@ghostholder2980]

While I love Jubilee Line, and Saline Solution, my favorite is "Since I saw Vienna." It just feels so comforting, theres no strong guitar, no loud singing, just softly singing. I love Saline Solution, and ever other song in this album, Since I saw Vienna just feels so right.

[@whitches]

These songs make me so sad. They make me want to hug Wilbur. I know he’s said that they don’t really apply to him anymore and that he’s doing much better now several times. But these songs still make me feel so sad that he went through this.

[@crying__cryptid]

POV for me :> You walk into your house completely drenched 'I forgot my umbrella again, great' you think to yourself. you are extremely stressed out because of you job, 'I really need a better job than a cashier'. you get dressed in a comfortable outfit, you make yourself some tea, you look out the window to see a pretty view, 'oh, what a pretty view if only this would stay forever' when you tea is done you hear a slight guitar strum, its at a peaceful muffle, and you hear a man sing to the lyrics of his own song, *Youre wasting your time* 'that sounds a little sad' *you're wasting mine* you go it your bed to hear it better, 'he has such a lovely voice' *i hate to see you leaving* you eyes start to shut, relaxing into his voice. 'sounds like hes been through some stuff' *a fate worse than dying* you drift completely to sleep, you used to be completely restless until very late at night but this night you were actually able to get a goodnight rest.

[@clearlyAtoast]

There's a thunderstorm but there's no rain and I find it easier to sleep with the sound of rain

[@ninaaox]

1.3.2024 3:01 am I don't want to make this about myself, all the love snd support goes to Shelby. but it honestly hurts so much so fucking much, I loved him he saved me in 2020 and he continued saving me anytime I'd have an awful day his music just calms me down and let's me sleep, now k can't listen without crying. why did he do it? throw it all away? did we mean anything to him or was it just for fame and money? fck you Wilbur Soot.

[@HamSandwichesEm]

I’m the exact same. Wilbur helped me through a lot, he was one of my comfort streamers, and a huge inspiration in music. It makes me so fcking sad to hear this news, because I’m disappointed. I used to listen to this video whenever I couldn’t sleep. It’s now almost four am where I am, the video popped up on my fyp, and I don’t know what to do with my life anymore.

[@bug7417]

im obsessed with this. highly recommend this to people that love reading, but dislike how quiet it gets

[@spaceavril]

Coming back after a while for obvious reasons, I genuinely forgot how comforting his music sounded Aw man

[@madelinebowen2527]

I haven’t listened to it for a long time either, for the same reason, but I was beginning to panic and remembered this always calmed me down so I turned it on. It still helps

[@spiritdraws1312]

I love this but I also just can imagine Wilbur hitting the wall instead of the guitar and I keep laughing.

[@moontjuuhh2466]

I've been playing this on repeat while doing homework in bed at night. Thanks a lot! It's amazing!

[@nicklas7377]

A dream scenario. Not necessarily because of Wilbur but in general. Just being in your own flat and suddenly hearing faint music through the walls suddenly being connected to a talented stranger.

[@user_murrow2005]

POV! ;) Soft rain pelted your window, it would have been comforting if you had been able to sleep. Your sheets were twisted on your bed from you tossing and turning, everything seemed 10 times more irritating than it should be. Overheated and dishevelled, you rub your eyes in frustration sitting up and glaring at the curtained window, masking the dark neighbourhood outside. It was quiet until you heard someone shuffling around next door, he seemed to find a comfortable place to sit or something because it was suddenly silent for a bit. Then, you heard music. A guitar coming through the thin walls of your apartment, muffled but soothing. Then singing, his voice was soothing just like his music. You hopped out of bed running to your kitchen to heat up a cup of milk, you then returned to your bed, listening to the beautiful music. Finally finishing the cup of milk, you set it on the bedside table and settled down on your bed. You would have to thank your mystery neighbour tomorrow. He had moved in the day before and had been very loud, sometimes screaming about nations and green boys? But this was the first time you had heard him sing. You smiled, finally drifting off to sleep...

[@astoroidea6502]

Tonight there has been a bit of light rain and it made the night feel so soft and safe as I sat on the wooden floor of the veranda as this played and the rain gently kissed my skin. It felt like a night I’d felt a million times, with my poor memory it may have been, but this one felt far more safe. Maybe its the soft summer air, just cool after the heat of the day, or the unseasonal rain, or maybe even just feeling alone enough for it to be comfortable and not lonely, but tonight was just… peaceful…

[@MoonRR_]

I listen to this every night and lately I feel like I’m at a low point in my life. But this somehow relieves all my stress and makes me feel relaxed. It’s like Wilbur’s singing to me. And to me, that’s very calming and reassuring

[@eternitybreezee]

“You know, I’ve tried hard to love me, too.” Reading irl streamer angst is not the thing I should be doing while listening to this.

[@bluestarr9]

I always knew La Jolla would sound good with rain in the background, it's my favorite in the album, and I always imagine a nice place where I'm happy.

[@Waitstella_]

i listen to this EVERYNIGHT, no joke. if i dont have my phone or laptop i use my roku tv. I LOVE THIS

[@aero9016]

i feel like im craving something i cant quite reach, and this just represents this feeling perfectly because i feel like im trapped inside with the thing i want just in sight but i just cant reach it and suffocate instead

[@bog-man]

the indistict lyrics in the background paired with the crackling rain make the perfect panic attack remedy for me, thank you so much for making this

[@ClementineWazHere]

Everybody gangster until it starts with Jubilee Line

[@calliekazam]

I'm tired and sad and lonely and the only person who can comfort me isn't here and this...? this just makes everything better...

[@noone_important4738]

Tysm this is what I’ve been looking for!

[@Viowcro.]

I fell asleep to this and i looped it so many times to the point where it un-looped just to make me losten to something else. Also these songs give me a shiver down my spine leaveing me cold and alone to listen as i lay on the floor.

[@ascoond512]

Dude thank you so much for making this! I have really really bad insomnia caused by depression and this is so nice to fall asleep to when I can. Happy listening everyone!

[@RyBear-xz3wb]

YCGMA will forever be my favorite comfort album. Sure, Cavetown’s Deer/Dear is a big comfort album for me as well, but YCGMA takes the cake. Wilbur’s music, streams, vods, just his whole career is amazing. He brings just that feeling of comfort to a moment, and this album I feel has completely encapsulated that feeling. Thank you so much for making nights more bearable and comforting, I love this playlist.

[@bioluminescentbones3106]

thank you, this is very calming and genuinely comforting!! I have a hard time keeping my eyes shut for long periods of time out of fear and this makes me sleepy which makes it a bit easier, thank you so much :)