Before God separated me from my life, I was ashamed to feel jealousy. I didn't want to be THAT kind of person, so I always pushed it away. More than a year into my healing journey I got into a situation where I felt jealous and in that moment everything just...stopped. Suddenly it felt stupid to push it away, so I (internally) looked at God and said "you know what? I am jealous. I am jealous a lot, I want that thing and I want it bad." It felt like I was finally honest to myself, to Him. And I felt relief, I felt good. Because it was the truth. It was natural. You can't work on the things you pretend away. Just have to face it.
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Yes, exactly-praise God for this breakthrough you’ve had. We really have to worship in spirit and in TRUTH. Abba already knows anyway might as well shine His light on it AND get healed. Thank you for sharing this transparent truth. May Christ Jesus be glorified in your life! 🙏🏽🙌🏽