HOUSE HUNTING WITH FUSLIE | a self care vlog

[@yvonnie]

You guys already know - FLOG DAYYY also just wanted to say thanks for.being there for me and allowing me to have an outlet like this to share my feelings 🥺

[@kwiz3502]

You inspire so many of us, thank YOU for showing us you feel comfortable enough sharing your vulnerable moments with us.

[@smolmandu5015]

Sending love Yvonne 💕💕 Hope you are feeling better now.

[@dankrishnadasan9295]

Awww

[@knguyen2338]

You can do ettt, hope you feel better!

[@nonsense06]

❤️

[@makmov1051]

I’m deeply pleased that you feel that you can talk to us via these blogs and such because it gives such a strong connection with your fans and supporters. And if we can all be more open less bad things will happen if that makes any sense. Love you Yvonne!

[@CptSeppy]

thanks for sharing that end clip with us Yvonne, I hope talking to the camera helped a bit. I have really loved seeing the vlog content ( and the gaming content too :P ) show up on my feed, keep up the amazing content! I hope you have an amazing day!

[@Official-D.W.]

Who did she lose? I’m new sorry

[@SoEul122]

Your last portion and vulnerability at the end made me kind of further realize how I've lost my individuality and ability to be happy by myself as I'm currently in a long distance relationship- I have a very hard time being happy when my SO is busy. Like I used to be independent and totally okay on my own, but now I feel anxious and sad etc when he's too busy to just talk to me. I also lost my best friend (we just grew apart) and I totally related to not having someone to celebrate the small wins with. Sure I can celebrate my small wins on my own, but its more reassuring to have that person who would enjoy the tiny and seemingly meaningless things with you. So now I'm learning how to love myself more, be happier by myself and not put so much weight and pressure on my SO, while also trying to maintain the relationships I have now...

[@hannahbanana5144]

Giving you virtual hugs

[@yellowmochi8209]

Awwww. *send hugs* I know what youre feeling. Im lost some friends too and on process of self love.

[@ree_iiinn]

hey there, I'm in an LDR too and yknow. I get where you come from completely. I still have my best friend but they've gotten a little busier due to life. i struggle so much too and i have so many other friends im not close to. I have a big time difference with my SO, i never know who to turn to when i wanna share random things or celebrate small wins. sometimes i tell a random friend, sometimes I celebrate it on my own >< I think its a really tough position to be in, realising how our individuality and ability to be happy on our own is lost to someone. I think well... im in between that, and also trying to be happy on my own sometimes..

[@yellowmochi8209]

@@ree_iiinn sending virtual hugs

[@ree_iiinn]

@@yellowmochi8209 thank you! gives you a hug back

[@mango3228]

Awww self care is so important and I’m happy that Yvonne can be real with us :)

[@vishshsh]

14:14 onwards is why i love the vlogs, everything you said feels so relatable but you have such a good circle around you to help you through anything!

[@NightW756]

Takes a lot of will power to get out when ya feel like that, making memories with those you love is a good healer. Also I had this specific sense of calm when I had my stay in a mental health facility 7 full days but life changing. When people open up like you did it makes me feel that feeling all over again, it's really soothing, when normally I don't feel that at all. Mary also helps but no strain has ever come close to how calm I felt being around people I could relate with in a sense. Crazy I was less afraid in a MHF than I am in the "outside" world. My clothes cut off, no backup pair, afraid to call family/didn't wanna bother them. I had only one shirt,one tighty whiteys, pair of socks, one pair of shorts, for 7 days they washed the clothes everyday and got them back to me fastish. The staff were very apologetic about it all. They were out of stock, too far from home didn't want my mom wasting gas just for clothes, this was 4 years ago. Times change but hasn't gotten easier but there were good counselors there, which is somewhat getting better. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, Stop,Drop, and ROLL just some topic/technique that's helped me. Side note: Catheters are not pleasant...

[@wowzowcow8407]

I'm glad to hear you had a positive experience there I usually hear bad things. During nursing school I shadowed a nurse at one of these facilities, and I felt bad seeing that many people had negative experiences. I think your perspective is one I haven't heard before and its very refreshing and makes me feel a little better about the Healthcare field in general, so thank you :)

[@NightW756]

@@wowzowcow8407 I'm happy to hear that. When I was there we had a couple students come sit in on a couple of our group activities. They were pretty cool and curious butch. I had a significant arm injury, at the time I had no issue showing those that asked. I was and still am big into research, can understand curiosity. That place was just another world, I think about it quite often. I have so many stories/memories mostly good. I can understand how some can go in and stay in. I met a few people there that had been in for quite awhile, once you get to know them they become not what their "rap sheet" shows. Just someone wanting to find a place they feel they belong, just my opinion. Mental health is so important and I'm happy that there's more research/curiosity going on and less stigma. Thank you for sharing brought back some really good memories.

[@JCorialis]

Yvonne, it always cheers me up to see a new upload from you. They’ve been happening more frequently recently and it’s never a boring time while also never being an OTT session like a lot of content creators. Thank you for being comfortable to speak to us about the things you do and we’re glad to know you’re taking the time to look after yourself! ^^

[@t-shirt7549]

Ur so cool honestly, and like that bit at the end was super relatable about not having people to talk too. Just know that ur like one of the coolest people on the internet and make the most comforting videos to watch and that like, you know at least me like I look toward to whenever u upload a vlog because they always deliver which idk if me saying that makes things better but like yeah. DONT STOP MAKING VLOGS

[@t-shirt7549]

You probably won’t see this but like whatever!!! If u do just like know that ur awesome!!!

[@letsbwn]

I always feel so calm and comfy whenever I see that you have uploaded another vlog. It can really turn my day around. Thank you Yvonne!

[@christopheralcala8457]

Just wanted to give you a virtual hug 🫂 and I hope things get better for you Yvonne 💚

[@StagiestPenny41]

That somi package was so cute. I wonder where can I get one. Been binging all these yvonnie vlogs. Absolutely love it. Thanks for sharing the bad times too. Keep it up yvonnie. Good job! 💕

[@skittlespiex3]

That happened to me too..during my break up from my partner of almost 2 years. Its hard cause you genuinely lose a part of yourself, your routine, your friend. Like you said who do you share the little things with now? It was very hard but your strong yvonniee. You got this and we're all here for you

[@kohikim]

Somi @ 9:38 is such a mood! xD i really appreciate the last bit of this vlog. I relate to how you’re feeling, and really do appreciate this vulnerability you’re giving us! you’re doing great, Yvonne! 💖

[@TheBlazFilip]

Incredibly happy to see you open up at the end Yvonne, it shows how genuine and down to earth you are, as well as strong to open up like that in front or a comparatively huge amount of people. On top of that, it's not only cathartic for you to be able to have an outlet, but it's also incredibly comforting for your viewers to be able to relate to a content creator they like and realize that they also struggle with their inner thoughts, negative emotions and sadness, in turn making them feel better since then they like you said see that they're not alone in their sorrows, which in the end I HOPE feeds into you and making you feel better as well, knowing that you opening up helps other people a great bit. Thanks for being you.

[@kayla.pimentel]

15:17-15:55 I felt this exact way when I lost my best friend, the beginning is so difficult and I felt so alone. It’s been probably 8 months and I still get reminded of her almost everyday. Before, I’d think about her and feel so many emotions. But now if I get reminded of her, I don’t even give it a second thought. I’ve learned to accept it and I’ve moved on. Healing takes time, I promise it’ll get better❤️

[@areee8908]

The part where u filmed yourself being sad yvonne really helped, im going through a breakup and its really hard for being alone. Im home alone most of the time and although I do have a lot of friends I don't feel like talking to them like that and I just feel lonely or sad most of the time. My ex and I ended on good terms but its just sad because we were together for so long and idk how to deal with this.

[@OliviaGlarden]

I can relate to your loss of friendship. My best friend died in our early 20s and I have struggled with finding another friend that I can be that close with.

[@TetraTerezi]

I feel that "missing sharing the little things" with someone. Finding a new fren to send goofy shit to is so hard.

[@kwiz3502]

Yay!! I was binge watching your vlogs just last night before I went to bed and hoping you’d upload more soon. I’m glad my wish came true!!! :D hope you’re doing well Yvonne, self care is so important!!

[@kpal17]

yvonnie getting beautiful each time I see her vlog. either there is malding or happy or sad, she glows up.

[@jaehyuncoonce]

I hope things get better for you Yvonne 💙 you’re an amazing person and an amazing streamer don’t let losses or other things in life make you forget how incredible you are!

[@elenahayes767]

I love how vulnerable you were with us! I feel like I am in that same state right now and I wish I had someone to be a true friend to me. You helped me to see that I am not alone😊

[@day7645]

I love how the last parts bgm is IU's Lilac, which is probably one of my go to songs when I want to relax but vibe at the same time.

[@jen-un4dg]

it’s so weird when u catch yourself wanting to talk to your best friend or instinctively reach out when something happens in your life only to realize you can’t. you put how i feel into words. i know it’s hard but it helps to know that little by little you’ll stop wanting to reach out because that’s how habits work. you need to do them less to get rid of them. obviously the friendship will always be very special and there will never be anything else like it in our lives but i think that’s okay as well. they can exist through our memories and i think just knowing the other person is doing well is enough. always sending you love

[@jen-un4dg]

also another thing that helps is just writing about them. usually when i think about them and start writing everything just comes pouring out so it’s a good outlet

[@autumn8177]

I think talking about mental state is so important! I’ve dealt for years with very bad times and talking about it does help. I’m so proud of you for sharing this with us.

[@hannah888ist]

Yvonne i feel the same when im down .. and i hate that people wont accept it ... always pressuring me... than i just dissapear from social media 😔 i feel bad for avoiding people but i can relate ... btw thx for sharing this clip cuz people always think that popular people never have bad days or sad moments .. sending love 🥰

[@pagonggong]

I’m so happy that you’re able to find an outlet for your sad emotions. It’s always difficult to bring things up about what you feel or whatever hardship you’re going through considering that you’re the type of person that puts other people first before you. I can totally relate to this. How I wish I’m able to find my outlet just like you did. Am hoping for the best for you.

[@hannahbanana5144]

Hoping you find the friend you can open up too

[@EnygmaINC]

Yvonne - when you spoke about losing your best friend; I feel that in my soul. That recently happened to me and I don't know what to do or where to go. I've been acutely depressed to the point where I don't feel anything. I can't taste anything, I don't sleep, I miss every single thing about this person and it's been killing me inside. I'm quite frankly lost. I'm sorry you're feeling this way- I hope we both get through this. I hope the universe finds a way to fix this somehow or make us feel better again.

[@anirbandas5930]

The last talk was really nice. I am at the point of life where I have no particular very close friend with whom I can share everything and feels lonely but I know things will get better. (fingers crossed XD)

[@Lady_Leia]

Thank you for sharing that last clip with us, Yvonne. I also just recently lost a very close friend (probably not in the same context as yours is), but I totally relate on not being able to share little things and memes. I did find myself trying to overcompensate by reaching out to more people. It’s like 5 friends now are compensating for that 1 friend, but it seems to have worked kinda okay? And I know I probably annoy some friends too, by keep talking about how I don’t understand that this long-term friendship has ended, so thank you for allowing us to share in the comments. There’s nothing wrong in allowing yourself to feel. Hope it gets lighter as time passes :)❤️

[@definitelynotkayk5111]

The last bit. That hit me hard. It's something I struggle with that I've become so behind in all my work. I think I'm okay but then I drop down so hard and feel like I just wanna sleep through it all. I don't even know if I have the energy for many things. I lost important people and it feels like a break-up. I mean, it basically is. I'm just lost and I don't even know who I should speak to. I've been trying to pick up recently though! (trying) Take care everyone! We got this ;-;

[@smolmandu5015]

i love how you always make food for your friends.. so wholesome dude. You deserve all the happiness 🤗❤️

[@Kate-yy8jz]

That part where you talked about sharing things with someone that you usually can’t send to friends was actually relatable. I just realize how relationships make us dependent to people…though it’s not always a bad thing. Thank you for sharing with us your vulnerable parts too. I hope you keep making vlogs since they make you happy, and in return it also makes us happy!! I swear, there’s something about your vlogs that is just fun to watch 🥰🥰

[@stewieyip2392]

it's ok to share stuff that isn't that happy or so since not all the time people can have a happy face...I hope you'll feel better and well.. sending lots of love and no matter what you are getting stressed or down for, always know that we are here... accepting who you are cause that's you... being perfect isn't always necessary...it's just being you and being happy with all things (whether big or small)... stay safe Yvonne...

[@renecast6405]

You're videos are everything to me. These vlogs really brighten even my darkest days. So I just want to say your emotions are so super valid. You do so much for others even when you're having a tough time but seeing you so honest is beautiful and I appreciate you as your fan and thank you for always providing amazing videos ❤

[@youfacejarraxus3392]

Loving the new type of content. Very positive and fun to watch!

[@maeryum]

You’re issues and problems are actually so relatable. I can relate so much because it is tough having friends who have different interests. So I’m glad you’re sharing how feel with us. I do feel a deeper connection with you 🥰 I love your vlogs and I love keeping up with what you’re doing. Evon my favorite vlogger/KZbin and streamer ❤️❤️

[@dilactic]

I honestly don't watch much twitch or vlog content in general, but whenever i see clips of your valorant content or your daily life makes me a little more happy knowing that I can still become a better person physically, your vlogs motivate me to actually go outside, wether it's alone or with friends it makes me realise there's more than just staying inside! Your valorant clips usually are very funny, you're a very generous person at heart and i'm glad you are able to rely on your fans, not just as people that watch your content but are able to share your feelings with knowing they won't judge you or anything! We all appreciate the time you take into these videos, giving us cool spots to check out and yeah! I find that very heartwarming, glad you decided to become apart of this community, thank you for being an inspiration to me and a lot of others!

[@hannahbanana5144]

YVONNE!!!!! Thank you so much for the wholesome and fun vlog you provided to us today! The end clip of you vlogging and talking about what you feel makes me feel so relatable since I also do that whenever I am in a bad mental state. I just want to say that I am thankful because you open up to your viewers and also for being such a strong person

[@dankrishnadasan9295]

2:03 I’ve never been more proud 🥲

[@killerangel-qy9ug]

It takes alot to share your feelings, especially on camrea. Thank you for sharing it with us and allowing people to see that even busy people can have rough down days. Keep smiling and being you. Your laugh is infectious and always makes me smile. Also love your vlogs.

[@Hlimuas585]

Awh Yvonne, talking to us about your sad times and what's bothering you is ok. It's better to talk about what's bothering you and what's making you sad. You are human and have hard times too, thank you for sharing. I hope you talk to your best friends about it, you have an amazing support group. We love you Yvonne 💜

[@NaydraNori]

Yeeeeea, i tend to self isolate when my depression gets bad. I've been doing it for almost 3 years now and i'm finally getting back out of it.

[@ValkyriessStarlight]

hai Yvonne, You probably won't see this, or will ignore it cuz I'm just a rando, but I really appreciate your vlogs. I think you add something special to OTV, and the vlogs you do are pretty unique (besides Lily's but you upload more frequently). It's also really inspiring and validating for you to be talking about mental health, especially because no one can be happy all the time 24/7. It makes things more real and less like a picture-perfect staged life. If you're ever struggling with content, honestly just vlogging anything is great, like in this video, when you got your nails done and didn't have much else to do, you vlogged just enjoying a sunny day and went shopping. And the fact that you are actually the Mom of the group, buying groceries, cooking food, and getting your roommates drinks and food saying how you think they'll like them, that was honestly sooooo freaking wholesome, I loved it. You can keep vlogging like that, a lot of people find the extraordinary in the ordinary, it's a comfy way to unwind. You also don't have to force yourself, or justify why you do/don't want to do things. If you want to make content or go to a big event etc. go for it. Enjoy yourself and appreciate the opportunity. If you don't because you're in a bad headspace, or just aren't feeling it, that's cool too, have an early night snuggled in bed with Somi and chill watching Netflix. It's always hard not to cave to peer pressure, or having to think up an excuse to seem like you're not flaky, but the only thing that should matter is if you want to do it or not. Sorry if it seems like I'm trying to parasocially analyze you or whatever, that's definitely not my intention. I'm just hoping you're doing okay and find your way through life. Feel free to ignore this whole wall of text, I like to think I'm pretty TMI/OTT. P.S. I loved your going home to Canda vlog, you honestly seemed like you loved the whole trip, and your Mom is soooooooo freaking wholesome, cute and amazing, I love her.

[@rueagustin8499]

I felt this. This tugged at my heart strings. Thank you for opening up with us. 🥺

[@marri419]

Everything you said at the end I can relate from the hibernating to having hard time socializing. Give it time and you'll be okay again :) Right now I'm getting better at handling it, having a clear goal in mind and keeping myself busy or occupied everytime really helps. I love your vlogs everytime its so relaxing and fun to watch. We love you Yvonne! 💓

[@diorj4ne]

9:34 THIS IS CUTE & FUNNY AT THE SAME TIME LMAOO SOMI SO CUTE

[@ericchau2951]

Thanks for letting us into part of your life with these vlogs! Really appreciate you taking the time to be open and public with what you’re going through.

[@dankrishnadasan9295]

Yvonne, you are a wonderful human being. Even when ur sad/ feeling down you’re concerned for others’ well-being. Also, whatever it is you wish to share, there will always be some caring Yvonnesters willing to listen to your words and feelings. Wish you the very best Evon.

[@965874123]

@14:20 I feel the same way and I don't think you are alone in feeling this way. It just sucks when you feel someone who you could share things with just all of a sudden disappears from your life. Over all just feels bad. Probably ranting but that is how I feel at this moment and I have to validate these feelings.

[@Ares05]

yo, Yvonne explaining the recipe is a WHOLE different Yvonne. Idk if it's because you got some good sleep or because you were excited to cook or whatever but it was like looking at a whole ass different person. wtf??

[@chickennugget2611]

Laying in my bed comforts me so much too, sometimes it’s so hard to get out bc it feels so safe and calm

[@kindofwackyyy]

Being able to just feel human is important, sharing how you feel is part of that. Also thank you for the vlogs!!

[@yumi.celeste]

The ending of this was amazing Yvonnie. You don't have to be at 100% and have every facet of your life figured out, that's the beauty of things like vlogging. Its more connected, more human. Everyone feels lost, everyone feels confused and thank you for being vulnerable and sharing that. As for what makes you feel confident in your content, I think we are all here just for the ride. I enjoyed seeing you make food. If you are open to trying something new, it would be incredible to see you do some sort of a cooking family recipes or making coffee/tea drink recipes. I went to culinary school but I want to say this, you don't have to be an expert to get started. You seem like you enjoy being in the kitchen and have natural talent and enjoy bringing people together with food. I think you'd do amazing, but ultimately I hope you do what makes you happiest. All the love and keep your head up.

[@lawrenceeddie2676]

I know this isn't really the place to say it, but I'm really proud and happy that most/all of OTV wear their masks outside in public. I'm happy that you folks are taking your safety and the safety of others seriously still after all this time. Love your content Yvonnie! Stay safe and happy, give Somi a treat or a pet from me

[@laola96792]

it's okay to feel alone. I come from a family oriented environment and I recently moved to the continent, I'm from Hawaii, and honestly being lonely sucks but it let's me get interested in places and the culture around me. even as big as L.A is I'm sure you'll find places that'll be new muses ❤ it's also alright to cry while on a walk, helps the mind and face 😊

[@zecompa6294]

Yvonne Talking about her though process / feelings, Just made my day feel so much better, cuz I can relate to it and the lonely ness just leaves

[@cpt0bvius]

I believe it is always beneficial to allow oneself to mourn. It doesn't matter if it is a death, loss of a friendship, leaving a job... loss is loss, and mourning is an important(and human) thing. One thing I'm struggling with is feeling okay to go out disc golfing after moving to a new area. It used to be my personal zen time where I could just be and enjoy some subtle personal improvement here and there. Now I just can't shake the feeling that I "don't belong" or would be viewed that way somehow.

[@sakurakireinagrace]

This vlog made me so emotional. I went through a really hard friend break up back in November 2020 and I am still not over it. So many memes that will go unsent, the sting of betrayal, inside jokes no one else understands, places with tangible memories, it all hurts and haunts me still. She ended up talking to my abusive ex behind my back and now he's into her. I don't care about him, it's the fact she tried hiding and lying about it that ended our friendship. I've never had good luck with girl friends. She was my first girl bestfriend in years and I haven't allowed anyone to get close to me like that ever since.

[@jamesesteban5868]

Thank you for the ending. Is always good to let it out to let go. ❤️

[@puff8D]

I can definitely relate. Theres times where i feel like i have had the best day of my life then the next couple of weeks i feel like i have a massive weight of anxiety and stress on my shoulders. Thanks for opening up and just know that you are not alone. We the fans lol are always here for you. And we thank you and otv for making our day a little more brighter ❤️🙏🏼✨️

[@sj-wz4ig]

Oh did she leak the video they are planning? 9:55 I hope things get better for you mentally/emotionally, also I'm glad you're choosing to be vulnerable rather than push the toxic positivity narrative a lot of people have where negative emotions are pushed down and everything has to be sunshine all the time.

[@Tam_Miri]

It is really tough. My best friend moved many states away and having the one person to meet up and do dumb stuff with no longer around is really hard. I am relieved you can speak on, even a little, about being down. Getting it out there is really great. Whether writing or vlogging, hopefully relieves some of that anxiety and loneliness for you. I love your vlogs and whether it's fancy restaurants or some yummy home cooking, you really bring a warm and comfy atmosphere. I hope you have a good day, and the lows serve to bring you brighter and higher highs. Hugs and kisses from Texas m'dear!

[@meii4127]

I have been at the lowest of my lows the past 9 months consistently. Your content make me happy and whenever I receive your notifications they always light up my day. ILY Yvonnieee, you bring light to a lot of worlds in your own little way 🫶🏻

[@Stoney_17]

I really appreciated the last 5 minutes of the vlog. Last May my ex passed away and over the last year I’ve gone through periods of anxiety and depression, struggled with being alone at times but then also not wanting to be around people either. I hope you start to feel more like yourself soon!!! Oh and I love the cooking, it’s not the sort of thing I usually eat and seeing different foods is pushing my boundaries out more!! Keep up the good work!

[@eliiixir7065]

I've always been a fan of all ur vids, but especially ur vlogs! that lil talk time in ur vlog was so relatable and I really appreciated that honesty, and btw dw they aren't just "disconnected thoughts", these r a few things that piled up that the moment u started talking, u found the right outlet for them and they all came gushing out and I'm super proud! now to not let u be alone on this, I've been stressed with uni a bit, especially this upcoming math quiz since it'd determine to me, if I progressed from last term or not. I had a set back where I failed that course last term so I'm retaking everything now, and the lesson in the quiz is the one that was part of why I failed. I'm doing as best as I can to cover everything and practice now, hoping to do better this time to prove to myself it is possible

[@jeremieevans1294]

Bruh. Otv with their /other members/friends pets is so cuteeee

[@josealfonso5260]

I really love how you show brands of appliances you have. I literally got the ear cleaning pinchers the day you uploaded them and got the tea brewing machine as well. You're the best evonnnn

[@jamila0019]

the behind the scenes video on the otv shoot feels like a spoiler but I love it hahahaha

[@theshapemonster]

Watching your vlogs always put me in a good mood, and I’m glad you feel okay sharing your ups and downs with us 💛 hope you feel okay soon!

[@Iryuj0n]

I love the vlogs. I have been ending my days with them recently and it’s very relaxing and it takes my mind off life things. I also don’t go outside the house much so I’m kinda living through you, through the vlogs. Thanks for sharing your life with us! 💜

[@shopings3115]

1:11 Michael just in the background practicing boxing

[@daze9841]

Yvonnieee. Thank you for sharing your thoughts, specially at the end of the video. somehow it feels like you said most of what I have been feeling lately. And I'm glad you're taking time to take care of yourself when you're not at your best. Have a great daayyy~!

[@nieph_]

i love that you felt comfortable sharing your 'low' side in this vlog and would actually love to see it more often...it really feels lovely seeing someone you watch going through things you're going through also :) my bestfriend is kinda getting distant from me and also everyone a round me so i relate to that feeling...i was just nodding and nodding to almost everything you said there and it made me happy :D

[@nisemomo_]

really appreciate your openness in these vlogs! i can definitely relate to what you were describing at the end.

[@danielgonales4302]

Thank you for the ups and downs in this video shows how real you are and abit of your personality with what goes through your mind

[@yymmas]

6:30 "its quicking too cookly" i have moments like these too and i say it so naturally as well haha

[@beans7397]

Thanks for sharing!! I’ve also been feeling down lately because I feel that my best friend and I are slowly drifting apart and it’s hard because we can’t talk on a serious note together and I feel terrible for making our situation so awkward. I’ve been also trying to self check up on my self and sleeping more, seeing if it’s just myself overthinking things. So far I think I’m getting better, but there are still some sad moments. Thanks again for sharing!

[@davidbenavides4468]

Thanks for sharing so much with us Yvonnie! I hope you can be happy again soon! Your personality and energy always seems to brighten up other’s lives so I hope someone can do that for you and get you out of this sad time. Appreciate you!

[@anthonypinto7401]

I feel your last bit so much, even a year after my breakup... The little things throughout the day part really hit me hard. Shit sucks, but apparently it gets better with time, good luck with your feels and hopefully we both get to better mental states!

[@NathanleGeekBoyGaming]

Thanks for the amazing vlog as always Queen ;)

[@xkun0ichi]

YVONNE. Thanks for being able to share with us your thoughts--the good and the sad 💕 I hella feel you on how you are when you're in a bad mental state. Hope you are feeling better nowadays, esp with the new environment and house! Love your vlogs and take care!

[@ItsJojobalos]

I love watching how you continue to learn how to cook and trying places to eat every now and then💚Thank you for sharing your feelings with us.

[@shrimp8594]

1:10 lol mykull playing 4d chess

[@azity32]

Whoever you are roommates with are lucky. You are so considerate and always thinking of others, like how if you are getting coffee you get coffee for everyone. Or how you just put food out so if anyone wants some is there.

[@lastsummer7066]

I really loved that you’re putting out more vlogs lately. Your vlogs is very comfy as always, I loved it!

[@beemax2014]

Yvonne I just went through something similar with a best friend of 12 years. It’s a different kind of pain and I definitely understand that hurt and I hope you get through this and come out of it feeling better than ever. Love your vlogs, thanks for sharing with us. ❤️

[@renzelpretzels]

When Vanshire played my heart skipped a beat

[@komomaybe]

really relate to what you talked about in the last bit, i recently got out of a very long term relationship and i really dont know how to handle a lot of these feelings. it's hard when you don't have that person by your side, and i am struggling very much to enjoy my own company. i hope it gets better for the both of us

[@jaehyun6029]

truly appreciate the down to earth little bit at the end. was calming being able to see you as a big content creator and everything being so down to earth and sharing some of the same thoughts i sometimes have as well. sorry to potentially ruin the mood, but the music at 14:50 seriously nearly brought tears to my eyes. i guess the combination of emotional talk that i seem to be able to also relate to and the tear jerking music in the background seriously made an impact on me. just wondering if i could know the name of the music at that timestamp haha. but have a good one yvonne! we appreciate you !

[@ultimatelaziness]

Somi is so cute! It's good that you take time to reflect on things and learn coping methods that work for you. My go-to is taking long hot baths and cleaning. Something about everything being clean helps my mentals.

[@user-BigSisEl]

9:28 toast! Thats all i could think of, i can literally imagine him just throwing it smack on the ground saying something like he is marking his territory 😂

[@kalmanoxc12]

Your vlog always makes my day when im down, thank you for that and hope you feel better. Also love how wholesome Scarra is with the dog ✨

[@sinister6413]

I always love the flogs when I get the chance to watch, and also really appreciate the last part of it. I wanted to write about what's been bugging me in the comments, but I cant put it into words right now. Much love Yvonne, I really appreciate you, and I hope you feel much better.

[@HeyItsLights]

relatable :( growing apart from a close friend rn. it’s just a really sad experience. but everything is temporary. more great friends will come 🤞💜

[@konrad7874]

I definitely feel the same with it being the lowest point in this year so far. College classes are hard and it's hard to talk with people, I also lost a friend group that was close in high school. We got this and can get through it together ☺️ Thanks for sharing, it makes me feel that I'm not alone with that feelings.

[@mokow2991]

ty for being really open or trying to be !! i related so hard :( glad to know one of my fav creators is going through the same thing too

[@khu2898]

i love how calming and comfy your vlogs are!!! ty yvonne

[@victoriawise550]

aww im glad house hunting was fun and everything worked out! as a viewer, I am happy to see you happy and make new memories this year with your friends or roomies! You are a great cook btw! also, hope everything is well and just know you can share what you would like to us and maybe have a space to vent.