(I used deepL for this!) English Translation: You're dreading the time it takes to fall asleep. The inevitable brainstorming session I'm trying to figure out what I've done so far Every time I get a fail I end up in detention for the rest of my life My pillow is wet again. I've had dreams that didn't come true I've failed you I've made my parents and loved ones cry To be born and to die That I'm still singing this song after all these years If anything, it makes me feel a little better. Every part of me is stupid That's how I stayed up late again today I can't even be a piece of trash a blank resume, a suicide manual and a poem The flickering of the nightlight signified my life You're good, you're replaceable Can't I get a second chance somehow? I hate the time it takes to fall asleep When I close my eyelids, there's no escape from the reality screening cheap wages and a shabby flat the neighbours' love affair is so annoying "It's not supposed to be like this", that's what the idiots say If you've worked so hard and you've reached the goal you wanted I'd be on stage at the Nippon Budokan I'd be on stage at the Nippon Budokan with all the applause and tears in my eyes. I don't think so, do you? Let's just pretend this never happened. The main character in my life can't even be a piece of trash. Such is the world of the "hero of the story". It's a world of comic books and cartoons. If you know that and you still live I wonder if it's the right thing to do, no matter how you live.