Thank you for your wonderful videos. Please get some rest! About the bee - A dead bee can also be a sign that there is a need for moderation in your life in some areas related to mental health, well-being, or career. As bees are very hardworking and disciplined, a dead bee can also represent that you have overworked yourself to death. Lastly - please try to not put yourself down so much. Your humility is good but your self respect could be a better!