I’m looking at how skiable Zermatt is for beginners and found yours. I too am a beginner. But damn I feel for you. My husband then left me up in Mammoth. He brought me to a red. It was my very first time skiing ever. We were just screaming at each other. I was crying. And fell so many times. I was exhausted. Thankfully, his friend was so nice and patient. He helped me get down mountain. My then husband is now an EX. Times like that really shows if someone truly cares for you. Their enjoyment is more important than your safety. It definitely shows and trickles through out other parts of relationship how much this person will look out and help you. Happy you’re safe. But damn.