звезда это ты

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i made up the title myself to make it more personal to my heart.
here:
images of makucha begin to go through fuli's head, then she walks and stops, having flashbacks of her time with him. the memories are not from any other videos by the way, it's all new stuff 💚
there's not much to say about the moments, what exactly they're about. it can be anything, from fuli getting advice from makucha, or simply just enjoying his presence. the flashbacks become faded out as fuli stops running and looks over straight towards what she believes is makucha in spirit.
she's not wrong at all, he makes an appearance at very good timing to help her through the lose of not being able to have him forever. they both run over to one another and fuli puts her head down on makucha, he looks over and closes his eyes, then fuli begins to talk of her worries with him.
makucha usually is happy and positive towards her, this time he starts to be more clear into her feelings, realizing that she would never forget him and that the way she feels is stronger than he could ever love her. he is broken in himself because he can't excuse the fact that her way of doing life is far more different his.
fuli and him continue to talk about their personalities and how one of them may not always know how and what to say to the other, that fuli on one hand is having a bad time trying to cope with what happened to makucha, well he on the other hand is trying so much to understand that she will never be away from this horrible feeling she has.
he gets confused when she nuzzles her cheek against him, then he laughs, knowing that she loves him in any way that he is. the only true love that stayed with her when no one else would.
this is a message that's coming deeply from the heart, as all the things i write in videos about you. i want this one to be the message that makes me fight to not be emotional.... here.... my love of my life...
some parts of our story, i never told in these descriptions before, in 2022.. i predicted that i would meet someone in may, that happened, it was the best person that i could ever love romantically. it took me a few months to realize that anyone else i would ever fall in love with would never compare to you.
we would see the world in a different light but still keep our hearts full with one another as a love that would strong forever, till death due us part.. and that is what happened to you.
listen to me, if there was ANYTHING AT ALL THAT I WOULD HAVE TO DO TO BRING YOU BACK, I WOULD! I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HEAR YOUR VOICE IN PERSON, TO SEE YOU IN PERSON, TO BE WITH YOU IN PERSON!
I LOVE YOU. i say this in caps because it's clear thd universe needs to shut the hell up and know its place.
I HAVE BEEN REJECTED BY 3 PEOPLE WHO PLAYED WITH ME AND LIED ABOUT LOVING ME BACK. WE ALREADY WENT THROUGH THIS FROM 2021 UP TO 2022. I TOOK THIS ENTIRE CHANNEL ON THAT JOURNEY, YOU ARE TELLING ME THAT THE ONE PERSON WHO ACTUALLY WANTED TO BE WITH ME IS NOT WITH US ANYMORE!?!?!?!?!?!
i am just angry.... i miss you and want you here....