I'll see you in hell bud

Maybe your god does persecute those who are Homosexuals. But that doesn't mean we as a society should. Why would an all-knowing and all loving god be prjudiced against people born in places where christianity isn't prevalent? Or before the birth of Jesus Christ, or who are born feeling onky attraction to members of the same sex?

Be sportive if you like Jesus

Thanks for transparency! Will lift you up in prayer! Continue to renew your mind with scripture, take every thought captive, pray and do water fasting regularly!

I went though the same struggles and the only thing that solved it is Transitioning wearing cute clothes and presenting famine is not a sin in my opinion I have a Cis Gender wife and she supports me and we are very happy.

Thank you for being somewhat honest here. I just prayed real hard for you. This is not good David, and I am sure every person in your life that loves you is devastatingly heart broking that you are actively choosing AGP and porn as your first priority in life, and that they mean almost nothing to you in second fiddle. Your kids must feel worthless and unloved against when you choose your sex addiction over them. It sounds like you have invited demons into your life and your personal relationship with the Lord strained to put it mildly. Your kids are absolutely humiliated by your AGP and it's destroying the very core who they are. Your kids know that you have let your sexual perversion steamroll over any possibility of a relationship with them. If you have not reached out to your pastor for intensive counseling, stop everything and do it now. It is YOU that has invited demons to creep back in and take over every aspect of your life. Ask God for wisdom to help you regain your once beautiful relationship with him. May I suggest that you watch a David Diga Hernandez sermon each day and surrender to the holy spirit because if anyone one can help you reignite the Holy Spirit inside you it's him. I was so disappointed to watch this, and you will NEVER ever ever ever ever ever x100 pass, so wipe that ridiculous sexual fantasy out of your brain RIGHT NOW!

Its breathtaking to hear about your situation. Hang in there and stað True to yourself and your very Soul, - may it be masculine or feminin, - dósent máttur as God Father, Jesús LOVES All his creation on Earth regardless of any discrimination at all! Believe it and have no one to tillaga you otherwise, - keep on with your life. You are an very honest person. I believe you have what it takes, - you simply Cantona please everyone; Trust Jesús to be the Light on your Way and so it will be.

Merry Christmas

Yes brother, Jesus died for you SPECIFICALLY. Read the Bible replacing words like”the world” and “those who love the LORD” with words like “me” 😁

So good to hear from you, David! I was wondering how you were doing. I was so excited to see you posted!

David, could you please pray that I have the right words to say? On Sept 29th, I am sitting down with a 20 something gal who believes that she's trans. I met her a year ago at my small rural local drug store/grocery store. She's a cashier and a stocker. After a couple visits I couldn't help but notice that not only did she never make eye contact or speak a single word to customers, but that she appeared to be on the verge of tears. So the next time she checked out my groceries, I said to her, "You look like you're having a very bad day, and I'm so very sorry". She looked up at me for the first time ever and tears welled up in her eyes as she shook her head yes. I wanted to wrap my arms around her, but she didn't know me from Adam. After that I started making a point of looking for her when I visited the store. Although she continued to do everything to avoid eye contact with anyone in the store, when I saw her would call out her nametag name (which has a he/him pin attached to it), and say hi as I waved. To which she lights up like a kid in a candy store, a huge beautiful smile bursts forth, her eyes light up like she's seen Santa Clause. She rushes to me enthusiastically if she has the opportunity to briefly chat, otherwise she waves to me like she's flagging down a car. I've learned that she lives with her grandpa and is going to school majoring in psychology. I am a retired career long social worker, and several weeks ago I asked her if she would like to meet me at our local hole-in-the-wall coffee shop and I could share my experiences in the social work field. She could hardly contain her joy, and asked if we meet the following day. Unfortunately, I had company coming and was booked the next week, and after that she was leaving for college. I gave her my number and asked if she could text me when she'll be back in town. Low and behold, she reached texted me a few days ago to announce that she's coming home at the end of the month, and asked if can we get together. For the last three years, I have spent at least a hour or two every day studying the trans phenomenon, which I think I have a pretty good grasp on how. Add to this, my educational and professional experience, I feel confident at my ability to be a much needed supportive person in her life, and someone who will truly listen to her. I do not plan to ask her any personal questions about trans, or God, and only take that particular subject where she chooses to lead me on our first several visits. I can tell that she is desperately lost and alone, and I'm willing to do what I can to fill the dark void in her life. Could you please pray that God gives me the words and that I'm able to very gently plant the right seeds in his timing? If you have words of wisdom, I would be grateful if you would share them with me as well.

God Bless you David.

My compassion goes out to Chanel. I pray that Jesus’s hands reach and touch you before you go through with the transition. But what we don’t like is the mulvanys telling how to be a woman and those calling me a cis woman.

Abuse and trauma suck. Abuse and trauma don't make you trans. Religiosity does not cure gender disphoria. It only makes it worse. We can argue all day long about the Bible, the Koran, the Torah, the book of the dead, and so on. The concept of only a man and only a woman is fundamentally incorrect. Inter-sexed people are 1.7% of the world's population. The same percentage of people with red hair. Inter-sexed people are real.Trans people are just as real.

I can relate so much I'm crying with you

15:40 what you said is what my thinking was also. Transition and all. What you said. It is tough

David you look great, God is blessing you as he does to those who trust in him rather than people. So happy for you and your children.

Matthew 16:24-26 (NKJV)24 Then Jesus said to His disciples, "If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.25 For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it.26 For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and loses his own soul? Or what will a man give in exchange for his soul? David you are a child of God.

I have prayed for your success and that you are blessed by Jesus/Yahsuhua and helped to become the man he made you to be. He is with you and blessing your children too. You are amazing for understanding that we do not blame God for how evil people use their freewill to manipulate the abused and confused. He will deal with them, I promise you. You are a loving man and that is priceless. Amen.

You believe in human sacrifice and substitutionary atonement and that ideology needs to get eradicated. The real sin is the tort against someone and not thought crime like masturbation. There's very little discussion about what one should do from a Christian perspective to make someone who they have wronged whole again. It's all about what you think God thinks because you fear for yourself (eternal judgment). Any limit on who you are internally is a shaming by societies' constructed God and will serve you no purpose. This isn't dealing with reality because man can not walk on water, rise from the dead after 30 minutes, or heal with the laying of hands. It's fraud and sadly they have you believing that you will obtain paradise if you play by their playbook because it's a given fact that everybody who is born will one day die. You are engaged with Pascal's wager where it's better to believe and follow the straight and narrow in a quest to get to a heaven if there is one. The Bible was written by men and compiled some 300 years later by a emperor who needed men to save his earthly kingdom. Most books have the author's name attached but you think it was written by God. What a grift!

I'd help you but you spoke out against banning transgender medicine for adolescents. If someone transitioned early, they wouldn't have a family to boo-hoo over. Someone like yourself who knows they are gender dysphoric isn't always encouraged to live a life of celibacy because the conservative Church always feels the blessing could come. That's the little itch to go screw a girl and start a family. However, you knew the gender issue would get the better of you so it was irresponsible for you to engage and have a family because it isn't fair to them; you admit that! If you are on estrogen now, it doesn't do you any good. You've had too much male puberty and have went through Tanner 38 and facially look hyper-masculine. There no softness left whatsoever. For me, it was about the body and face and yours is jacked. So then I guess it's over to Pascal's wager and so which option is better for you and which one will make you feel self-righteous. Do not speak out to legislators that you were harmed by gender medicine and say that adolescents don't deserve that right. In Florida and other states, the bans have extended over to adults through backdoor legislation. For instance, Desantis put in a provision that the doctor's liability insurance can not cover liability for any prescribing medication or performing surgeries to change the appearance of one's gender. No doctor will bear full liability for his person so that nullifies the practice in any state that enacts such measures. They also go after patient's health insurance and have even suggested life time bans by insurers because they rumor they we are unhealthy which my physical and mental health improved by taking estrogen. Legislators focus on the negative stories and regrets. You can overdose on water so should be consider banning it. People die from taking aspirin but we issue warning and not make it illegal for those who need it. If we lose our appeals, us transgender activists have a little surprise for the country because we have nothing to lose.

Amen!

James 1:5. Pray for wisdom, he will always answer prayers for wisdom.

Thank you for making the videos and speaking your truth. I have to ask a question; are you sure that God wants you to move if it would take you physically farther away from your family? This is the first time in your life that you have to be the son and the father that you where born to be. Your family needs you, and you need your family. God bless you David, I've been praying for you.

The only way to live is to fall into God and let him led. He gives us everything we need when we need it. God Bless you David.

I love to hear it when folks have a direct calling! You're doing great David.

Loved your testimony! You are 100% correct. So many people spend their life fighting God at every step of the turn, instead of leaning into God and letting him carry them. My heart just aches for these people. Most people say that they believe there is a God, but have no curiosity about what he has to say, they are just living on the surface and have no idea of the beauty and perfection above them that will unfold right before their eyes if they just trust in God.

Thank you for sharing your story with us. 🙏🏾🙏🏾 for you and your friends and family, for the Church and Christians to be more like Christ on this and many other issues. Thank you so much for your transparency. God sees. May your comfort come, repeatedly, quickly, continuously and show you the ways in which you can also comfort others 💖💖

I think what the Christian church in the US lacks (not all, bu the predominant "mode") is the ability to face the reality of individual lives (including their own). This keeps the Church from being truly like Christ. We (the CC) throw up our hands when presented with the real lives of people and just want to give simple, dogmatic responses and turn away people who don't fit the whitewashed paradigm: This is not Christlike. It's NOT what Jesus would do. "Hands in the dirt", in the muck, in the unsimple things, and dealing with it not with rote, surface answers, but with the power of God that transforms the giver and the recipient. We all need grace and mercy and redemption.

It warmed my heart to see how you are progressing. When we're following God he gives us constant guidance that makes even the most giant battles a million times easier to understand and endure. You are my brother in Christ. You are spot on when you talked about hateful comments, the people who post these are angry, confused, hurt, lost souls that are lashing out.

Very powerful testimony! Preach David, preach! I hope when you have a day that you're struggling, go back and listen to your words in this video. May God give you clarity and strength as you are serving him! God bless you.

Hey David, just the other day I listened to a KZbin video on Benjamin J Boyce channel called 'The Prodigal Transitioner | with Austin Unbridled'. Austin is a detrans man who had the surgeries and is being led by God. He even has 17 acres of land where he is building a retreat for detransed MTFs to visit, and he's working on becoming an ordained minister. I just love to see new support systems popping up, and if you're not following him already perhaps he's a guy that would resonate with you. I believe he said that he is most active on Instagram, and he's reaching out for detrans men to connect with him. God bless you David!

You are God's beloved! Dad mode is where you find your authentic self. Thank you for sharing your journey. Now that you have come to terms with God, things are only going to get better from here! God is moving to take away your dysphoria, anxiety, depression, and PTSD. Sure we all have bumps in the road, but God is all we need to guide us through anything! I'm praying for you. You are worthy and God will always have your back because he made you perfect in every way! Your voice is extremely important, God is using you David. It's wonderful that you are willing to have conversations with those who are struggling.

I'm praying for you David. God LOVES you more than you will ever know! If you were the only person in the world, Jesus would have still died just for you. God is holding you David, he really is, fall into him, fall into him hard and he will heal your pain and give you direction. God will never give up on you David. I'm new to your channel, so I have to ask, do the hormones help you because they suppress your sexual desires? PS, love your sweatshirt! May God bless you.

I finished watching the last third of your video, and I hope that you go back in time to listen to this again and how selfish your words are. You put yourself above everyone else, and above God. I understand you are a victim of trauma and my heart goes out to you on this, but your confusion has victimized your family far far more by taking their son, husband, and dad away from them and forcing them to pretend to be part of your delusion. I am praying that God gives you strength as you have asked. You must also know that you will never ever ever ever pass, and you are not and will never be female. Tring to change what God made you will only result in plunging the knife of pain in deeper for both yourself and your family. God is patiently waiting for you to turn back to him, he alone offers peace.

If you aren't sure, just do nothing and wait until you know or your heart will tell you

I just found you David! You're so on the right track, God answers all prayers for wisdom as the first chapter of James promises us. God will help you make complete sense of this and lead you out of this. God cures depression, anxiety, and PTSD. Thank you for being so candid to help the rest of us understand. I am so sorry that you endured such demonic abuse. I am also sorry that the rest of society has no choice to be hard on people who call themselves trans because women and children must be protected from sexually driven AGPs in bathrooms, locker rooms, prisons, and women's shelters. It's that simple, women and children are being horribly victimized in every conceivable way. I empathize with you greatly, you have a serious mental health problem that's not only going completely unaddressed, but is encouraged in our country right now. You're a victim of horrible past abuse. But being a victim yourself does not make two wrongs a right. There is help but you have to seek it out. There are detransitioners building networks for support. I'll have to finish the last third of this video tomorrow, but I already hit subscribe because if you're still on the same path now as your are here 9 months ago, you're life is about to change in an incredibly beautiful way as you'll start to finally find the peace that you have prayed for.

The Day After Tomorrow movie traumatized me as a child

This is just a suggestion.. Have you considered that the reason you were drawn to the female clothing in the closet is because you needed the nurturing love of a woman? You wanted to be wrapped in a mother's arms, for comfort. It is a natural phenomena to feel comforted by a maternal woman, and you were a child in need of a mother. Not only was the clothing representative of a woman, but it had the pheromones clinging to it, from the woman who had worn it. So you wanted to wrap yourself in it, to have the comfort a woman's motherly love would have shown you. Growing up, people can often confuse and conflate emotional need and sexual need. In getting married, you were drawn to the mothering instinct in the women you married, and desired them sexually, but they needed you to be a father while your soul still craved the unconditional love of a mother to comfort your pain. There's a couple called James and Denise Jordan, who have a ministry of sharing the fatherheart and the motherheart of God. Read Denise's teachings, and listen to her on KZbin: kzbin.info/www/bejne/lYvSqHiwl6l_gLM .. Also listen to James Jordan's teachings too. Because the bullying your received at the hands of males have probably created a rejection of masculinity in general, so receiving ministry from a loving man is going to feed your soul. But I encourage you to prayerfully consider it, and seek the wisdom and hearts of wise older Godly women. Go to church and receive the hugs and acceptance of the women in the church. You don't see yourself as God sees you. You are a caring and sensitive man who has been damaged, but has not been entirely broken. You can heal. Being an adult is a process of transition from child to adult. It takes time, and you have more time. You will grow into your own true identity. Keep your body intact. Have your hormones align with your naturally sexed body. Seek healing for the trauma. Hang onto the scripture. God gave you your beautiful sensitive nature. Your body was not a mistake. These are only suggestions.. But consider them prayerfully, and I wish you much love and blessings.

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Dear David, You're loved beyond all reason and imagination. Understand that anything you're drawn to(women's clothing, feminine things) is attraction, it isn't womanhood. Whatever you are feeling about anything is still being felt and seen through the eyes of a man. Just because you don't fit a rigid definition of man doesn't make you any less of one. Fashion is fashion. Trauma from one sex can make you feel like you're not manly enough AND make you reject masculinity because you associate it with violence and shame. It's not your shame, It's his. His sex as a male didn't cause the violence, His bad decisions and mental issues did. Violence happens from both sexes. It is always wrong, but it doesn't have the power of diminishing who you are. You're david. You're individually created. It's not a role you play, It's not something you can take on and off like a costume. It is who you are. Wanting to shed your being to adopt one that isn't yours doesn't serve you. Nobody has your voice or your thoughts. Nobody can be the man you are. It doesn't matter if you want to wear makeup and dresses, You can't depart from David. You'll simply be wearing those things as David. And that's perfectly ok As humans, we're confined by the rules of the material world. We would all love to escape our bodies in some way, overcome time and gravity. It can't ever happen. Your power comes from who you are, David the beloved. We're told not to covet. Why is that? Because to covet means to want, to desire To be consumed by what's over there rather than being present and grateful for what is right here. You can ask the world to see you as a woman And they might comply But they won't be seeing you You will have to constantly work on your new persona,appearance and voice to convince the world of the identity. Ask yourself, Would you present that identity to God and feel confident as her? Can you embrace David and breathe life into the beaity that is him, and honor who you are as you are? You're free to do anything you choose, God gives us free will and it's a doozy Can you give the shame of the trauma back to the perpetrators and separate yourself from their bad acts and recognize your light? No trauma can diminish who you are my friend. No fashion can sparkle brighter than your true light. You are who you are. I Am has sent me to you to remind you of how important you are, how complete and perfect you are simply existing as you. Thanks for sharing your story. You are courageous

Wow 😢

Just saw you online speaking at Bemus Methodist which led me to your channel. Our state (WA) is pushing hard in favor of gender transitioning for kids. My heart breaks for these kids. I know this era we live in today would have been a very challenging time for me to grow up in with the things I faced in my childhood and being a tomboy. I truly value your heart to share your story and can see your pain helping others to move forward in their own life.

God bless you ! I wish you to growth in your faith in God, walking by the truth of Jesus our sevior !

New friend here host. 27 LIKES, full watched and 162 subs connect to you. God bless us all w/ our love ones.......Amen🙏🙏🙏

Was thinking about you David! How are you doing Brother? Sending thoughts n prayers cuz we all need them! ❤

AMEN!!! God bless you too. I pray this message reaches more people.

You look like a handsome, masculine man to me. I think I saw a comment from you that you've chosen to embrace your gender. Is that correct? So sorry about the abuse by your foster brother. May God bring healing. 🙏🏽 Thanks for sharing. 🙂

Dave, I have watched three of your videos and I have felt the pain of your past and the losses you have suffered. Now I have actually seen you smile and speak from strength as well as compassion and it's great! You will be saving lives with your videos, and You need to be a welcome speaker to all those people that question and worried about who they are.!

Good idea, you could never pass.