I Am NOT Insane (Life With Stage 4 Cancer)
10:31
I CAN'T DIE! (Life With Stage 4 Cancer)
10:02
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@Sunshine-zi4nq
@Sunshine-zi4nq Сағат бұрын
May today be better than yesterday and tomorrow better than today.❤
@nesadcruz7840
@nesadcruz7840 5 сағат бұрын
Meh is better than horrible. Things are improving. Soon you will see better days.😊
@lindc1070
@lindc1070 6 сағат бұрын
Dont expect too much from yourself. We all know what you are going through. Take your time recording. A simple update video like this is fine, or even just a few words on the community page if you arent up to recording.❤
@krisjames4276
@krisjames4276 6 сағат бұрын
❤❤❤🤗🙏
@Consecrated2Him7
@Consecrated2Him7 7 сағат бұрын
I pray that you will receieve strength today and that your body will come into divine order. May God’s love & peace surround you 💕🙏
@glennbaker5430
@glennbaker5430 7 сағат бұрын
A tree lives some over 2000 years some more so are life is short,
@karyne826
@karyne826 5 сағат бұрын
it’s just like a small ripple in the ocean😢
@suesmith3744
@suesmith3744 9 сағат бұрын
It wasn’t your time my love and it won’t be your time for many years yet , life is not done with you yet … God Bless 💙
@rightmadmod9416
@rightmadmod9416 9 сағат бұрын
Meh. I know meh. Have a good ‘meh, and we’re here for y’a.
@suesmith3744
@suesmith3744 9 сағат бұрын
If anybody is entitled to a MEH day it’s you my friend , every bloody day is a MEH day for me and you put me to shame . Rest as much as you can and remember tomorrow is another day. I so wish your wife was with you to offer comfort and support , I’m sure you’ll be together again before long .. God Bless my love , sleep well 💙
@lluvita1
@lluvita1 9 сағат бұрын
Meh 😂😂
@calmrestored6031
@calmrestored6031 10 сағат бұрын
Put yourself first hon. You’re entitled to! Can’t imagine your struggles without your wife physically by your side. Sending love from London.
@user-we9rb5lo5f
@user-we9rb5lo5f 10 сағат бұрын
Meh today but tomorrow will be a great day! 🙏💕
@DebraWright-md7sd
@DebraWright-md7sd 12 сағат бұрын
Take it easy and rest all this treatment is hard ❤ xx
@mmmmlllljohn
@mmmmlllljohn 14 сағат бұрын
Hi Gui, sorry you’re having a MEH day … probably effects of the radiation. I see “JerseyLynne” can play Scrabble with you. How sweet is that? Praying for better days ahead. Love from Mississauga ❤️🇨🇦🙏
@G-wk4gt
@G-wk4gt 14 сағат бұрын
Meh days you’re entitled to ❤ Most people when they don’t get sleep feel meh. I almost thought you weren’t going to say meh at the end and than (drum roll please) 🥁 🥁 You came through!! 😀. In English the day before yesterday is “the other day” for me lol I surely hope your leg feels better today. Prays sent!
@beckymellon8135
@beckymellon8135 14 сағат бұрын
❤️🤞✌️
@JerseyLynne
@JerseyLynne 14 сағат бұрын
I wish we could watch a movie together. Do you play Scrabble?
@janwarriner6554
@janwarriner6554 15 сағат бұрын
I think some symptoms are from the radiation treatments. You will start feeling better.
@SmilingBeaver-ou7nc
@SmilingBeaver-ou7nc 15 сағат бұрын
Prayers Out to You 🙏✌️
@mm93mustwin13
@mm93mustwin13 15 сағат бұрын
Praying you have better days 🙏
@debrahanko3978
@debrahanko3978 15 сағат бұрын
Fell better soon!❤
@panmigacz3121
@panmigacz3121 15 сағат бұрын
*feel
@debrahanko3978
@debrahanko3978 15 сағат бұрын
@panmigacz3121 thank you. My hands shake and bad eyesight. Feel better soon. I wish him well as I still struggle with my husbands passing from cancer.
@lauriepaul4783
@lauriepaul4783 16 сағат бұрын
Rest, see you tomorrow
@EmmaBakesCakes
@EmmaBakesCakes 16 сағат бұрын
Guillaume, tomorrow will bring better days ahead. Bring it on❤
@entronetcalitz6567
@entronetcalitz6567 16 сағат бұрын
Get better soon xx
@suesmith3744
@suesmith3744 18 сағат бұрын
I can so relate , I have two chronic and painful conditions that really disrupt my sleep and am tired all the time now . Being currently tested for a third suspected condition as my pain levels are so much worse now . Everything is worse when one is tired . I’m sure people think I’m lazy but I’m really not , it’s just that everything is SO much effort right now… anyway enough about me , I wish you nothing but love , peace and health , you are an amazing person ( no arguments , you really are ) and like everything else in your life you will prevail . God Bless my friend 💙
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
I'm sorry you have to go through that. Hopefully things will get better soon. You deserve it.
@suesmith3744
@suesmith3744 9 сағат бұрын
@@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C Ditto my friend , but life is not fair and we rarely get what we deserve . You are such a good person with a huge heart and in no way should you be suffering like this , it angers and upsets me . I am so glad I have my faith as it really does carry me through these difficult times , however life makes no sense does it ❓ no sense at all. I just think to myself when I’m gone none of my misery and suffering ( both mental and physical ) will matter 🤷🏻‍♀️ I don’t know why but this thought brings me comfort in some strange way … hope you have a better day tomorrow and a restful night … much love 💙
@Peter-pe6pp
@Peter-pe6pp 20 сағат бұрын
Fact is sometimes medicine becomes a crutch, the easy way out. These days we prefer that rather than to use the resources we are born with , our body has the ability but often isnt given the chance.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Very true. I usually avoid medication as much as possible. At the moment I think I have 3-4 prescriptions the doctors gave me that I haven't used because they were for medication I didn't 100% need.
@Peter-pe6pp
@Peter-pe6pp 20 сағат бұрын
Someone is watching out for you up there😊
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Yeah, I've definitely come close a few times.
@marjilaplante9579
@marjilaplante9579 Күн бұрын
And thank you for making the time to share with us. I know we all feel better, for many reasons, after seeing and hearing you🙏
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏.
@marjilaplante9579
@marjilaplante9579 Күн бұрын
There's a saying I will definitely get wrong, my hubby is downstairs playing D&D or he'd tell me, "He's a cruel God, sometimes he lets you live... But we know life is good. Coughing sucks. It's so disturbing. I hope you're doing much better now. Sending you so much comfort energy🙏♥️ love and light sweetie🔥
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks for sharing 🙏. Definitely better today, but back to normal yet (hopefully soon).
@G-wk4gt
@G-wk4gt Күн бұрын
Gosh it sucks you had an interrupted night that caused very little sleeping. I hope right now you’re getting restorative sleep. ❤.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏. Yesterday was definitely a better night. Not back to normal yet, but doing better today.
@lindc1070
@lindc1070 Күн бұрын
Have you brought this up with your doctors and what do they say? My dad had sleep problems when he had cancer. Not due to coughing but just discomfort. His doctor prescribed something which helped.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Not yet. I was told beforehand an increase of the symptoms was to be expected. But I'm seeing my oncologist on Monday. I'll explain what's been going on.
@lindc1070
@lindc1070 6 сағат бұрын
Right. This might be the bump up in symptoms they told you about but it is good you have an appointment coming up so you can bring it up.
@nesadcruz7840
@nesadcruz7840 Күн бұрын
It is a pity you have to live alone at such a time as this. I hope your wife gets the immigration clearance soon. Exhaustion can lead to falls so please be careful. Not sleeping well for nights on end can be very draining. I hope you are at least able to catch cat naps during the day.❤
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏. I'm sure we will be together soon.
@Itbmurr1
@Itbmurr1 Күн бұрын
Have you tried a lazy boy chair that inclines? Even with your feet up you would still be somewhat inclined.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
I had one when I was young and it definitely helped for my asthma, but I don't have one now. Just a couch, a bed, and a computer chair.
@deannsmith8903
@deannsmith8903 Күн бұрын
I really hope this coughing subsides tonight so you can rest. You do look so tired & puffy eyes. I believe you will feel better tomorrow. 🙏
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏. Last night was definitely better. Not fully back to normal, but better.
@MarieBusby
@MarieBusby Күн бұрын
Don’t go there with your thinking just know it will not last for ever all will be good Irish ☘️ blessing ❤
@kathyarnusch7614
@kathyarnusch7614 Күн бұрын
I am very sorry about your predicament last night. I know how awful I feel when I can't sleep because my body aches, and then try to take care of responsibilities the next day. Is there anything they can give you to stop the constant coughing? When I was getting Covid the only way I could stop coughing was to sip water continually, or keep having peppermints etc. But your cough is deeper down I guess. I hope so much you get a decent sleep tonight. We are looking up and out. Such a bright mind, looking up and out. Lullabies to you tonight.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
They gave me a prescription for medical grade cough syrup, but I prefer to avoid medication as much as possible. I've found that ice seems to help, so that's what I've been using.
@JoycePrivette58
@JoycePrivette58 Күн бұрын
🙏🙏Bless your heart I hope you can get some good sleep soon 🤗
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏. Yesterday was definitely better, but I'm not fully back yet. Maybe tomorrow.
@jockeg776
@jockeg776 Күн бұрын
Sucks that you can't sleep. Keep kicking ass cause you're awesome man. I love the positive energy.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏. Much appreciated.
@KC-ht4iu
@KC-ht4iu Күн бұрын
Pray 🙏 for better days to come..
@joanbeach644
@joanbeach644 Күн бұрын
Sorry you had a crappy night. Today will be better ❤🙏🏻🇺🇸
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏. The day wasn't much better, but last night was and I'm feeling better today. Not back to normal yet, but things seem to be heading in the right direction.
@clarkbrady2786
@clarkbrady2786 Күн бұрын
I'm so sorry about the sleep. Do you have a recliner? If you do maybe that would work.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Unfortunately, I don't. But thanks for the suggestion 🙏.
@user-ur9ko6zo7b
@user-ur9ko6zo7b Күн бұрын
💙🩵
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
🙏🙏🙏
@calmrestored6031
@calmrestored6031 Күн бұрын
Aw I’m so sorry.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 15 сағат бұрын
Thanks. Today is better. Hopefully things will be back to "normal" soon.
@rightmadmod9416
@rightmadmod9416 Күн бұрын
Oyyy… we’re twins in misery. Lol my allergies and asthma and pain, well, me no sleep too. 😊 your body was just radiated and you went through hell. I was propped up too, fighting the pillows all night long. Poor pillows. So, we’ll be tired ‘together.’ You’ll feel better soon.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 16 сағат бұрын
I'm sorry to hear you're going through that. I hope you feel better soon.
@janwarriner6554
@janwarriner6554 Күн бұрын
Just a thought…do you have a recliner? If so put a couple pillows behind you then push the recliner into more of reclining position. It may require 3 pillows. See if that keeps the coughing to a minimum but you’re in a somewhat reclined position. Sorry about this. The coughing wears you out and you can’t sleep. Bummer.
@joanbeach644
@joanbeach644 Күн бұрын
I was thinking the same thing. ❤
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 16 сағат бұрын
Unfortunately, no. Just a couch, a bed, and a computer chair. Had a recliner back when I was young and had asthma. Definitely helped.
@Peter-pe6pp
@Peter-pe6pp Күн бұрын
Sorry to hear about your sleep woes. Hope you manage to catch some sleep during the day.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 16 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏. The day wasn't much better, but last night was. Not fully back to normal, but better than before.
@Sunshine-zi4nq
@Sunshine-zi4nq Күн бұрын
I really hope the Radiation has helped and these symptoms are alleviated at least enough so you can eat and sleep well soon.
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C
@LivingOutLoud-LWS4C 16 сағат бұрын
Thanks 🙏. I hope so too.