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I wish peoples eyes looked like yours naturally.

I’ve never been afraid of death. I wanted to die for a really long time. Then i left my religion and started finding myself and realized that i have a lot to live for. And now I’m kinda terrified

"dont do it while im talking" i didnt even realize i was doing it

omg luvved the posh voice when u were drinking ur tea its so funny and realisticccc omg ☺️

Love the dress

“You shouldn’t need a hole in your clothes to shit through” 😭😭😭😭

Actually Gansta's paradise by Coolio is a version. A good one though. The original is called Pastime Paradise. It's from 1976 and the author is no other than Stevie Wonder.

I missed your unscripted/unfiltered vlogs!

I’ve heard the falling in reverse song you’re talking about when it came out, it’s from a punk goes 90s album, the whole album is full of bizarre covers like that 😂

In the last decade there's been an explosion of ASD diagnosis. That means that most of the life expectancy statistics come from the previous generation of autistic people. Just because the parents of the millions of NDs weren't diagnosed doesn't mean that they were NTs. The data is hugely skewed.

& Don't mistake feelings of excitement & hopeful potential as fear and dread... Be optimistic in general then fear and dread become only memories. Enjoy! Eat Life! Create . Love. Be here and now. Cheers. Good Day Oxxo

I’ve been diagnosed with adhd, autism and gender dysphoria. I was raised in a Christian house hold, deployed 3 times while in the military and served during don’t ask don’t tell and the trans ban. I put off transition for 7 years beating myself up for not being normal. I almost unalived myself several times (last attempt was in 2016 after my service). Now that I have weathered all of this crap and came out the other side a stronger person I find myself more and more in situations to help others. When the world piles crap onto you and you come out the other side your reward is oftentimes more responsibility. To those of you on this path, don’t be surprised when your struggles broaden. And you know what, the joy of helping another kindred soul makes the pain worth it. At least it doesn’t feel all for naught. I love you all and I hope that as many of you as possible are able to find some peace. It might forever evade me, but I at least have some relative peace. 😊

Wow the red haired look, looks awesome,nice to see a happier video not marked by negativity...she's gorgeous get out there and give someone a chance babe...❤❤❤❤ She looks so cute in her glasses makes me think of a Final Fantasy character 😘 Try the gay village next time 😊 or Subside...

I've dated someone who was 12 years younger 😀 he actually wanted a relationship but after dating for a while I determined it wasn't doable for me, he was just too immature for me (which is not a shortcoming of his, just a chronological inevitability)

Age gaps are only a problem when the difference in life experience means there's a power imbalance. Independent adults are fine whatever the age difference is

This entire video makes me so happy 🧡🎃

The real statement is. “I don’t want to die, but I can’t continue to live like this”. There has to be another, better way.

Maybe a bit random but this just gave me so much hope that life won't suck completely when I'm older, I'm going to uni soon and really scared because I don't think I'll be able to handle that or just being an adult but yeah. Also, I'm glad to see you having a nice time :)

I’m very happy that you’re still here ❤

11 years is no issue at your age. I spent almost 11 years with somebody 10 years older than myself.

I'm not even sure if I should post this. This is kinda a sensitive topic. I don't know if Dorian will even see this, but- I live in western NC, and we were hit by a really bad hurricane, and a there's been a lot of death and despair all around. It feels like the absolute end of the world. People are still trapped. Some of my friends were air lifted out. I've been without power for almost two weeks, but I've found ways of charging my phone like with my car and such. I just want to say, I'm glad I still have Dorian to listen to waffels and things while everything else around me sucks so much. It kinda feels like I almost stepped back in time before everything happened for a moment. It kinda gave me a small feeling of "life will go on." and I honestly haven't felt that way at all until I saw this video. Nothing else has done that for me. I can kinda almost see a future. I don't know why it took Dorian uploading a video for it to click for me- but I really appreciate all the same. I can get through this, hopefully Dorian will continue to make more videos, and I can see myself continuing to watch those- like I did before the storm. I can see that now. You know? Thank you for being here, Dorian.

Oh, the pumpkin!!

While it’s true I’ve been close to exiting a few times my saving grace has come from the only med under the sun that actually keeps me in 75% remission. My life does hang by a thread though and this alone feels very disconcerting. By way of other health issues I’ve had to be most proactive in addressing root causes and maintaining a very strict and simple form of the Paleo diet which has given me my health and life back. Sadly, I can afford psychotherapy, the kind that would actually be of help to me so this area still goes neglected and unattended to except for my own measures by journaling, workbooks, staying connected to others, working on my hobbies and watching KZbin clips that are helpful in addition to maintaining an active and vibrant prayer life. I’m now 50 and I hope some of the families longevity genes will also bode in my favor. Life has never been an easy one, more often than not it’s daunting and grueling.

The singer of Falling In Reverse sounds more like Weird Al Yakovic than Coolio.

This video made me so happy, I can't even tell you.

Aww! It sounds like you had a great time and I'm so happy for you!!! <3 If you're interested in the guy you met, go for it! It sounds like you two had a great time together! Also, just wanted to say that you are so good at crochet and I loved the pumpkin hoodie! XD

LMFAO DUDE I went to a concert that FIR was at (left before they came on lmao) so we listened to some of their music. I DIED listening to the covers. Last Resort KILLED ME LOOLLLLL funniest covers i've ever heard my moms bf is 14 years younger than her a decade dont matter once the younger person is like mid 20s.

One of my favourite things about being in my 30s is the fact that I truly give less and less of a fck the older I get.

I’m probably autistic, and when I was a teenager and felt very lonely and very alienated from my peers, I definitely did a TON of maladaptive daydreaming and writing little fantasies that I would basically insert myself into. And it’s definitely sad because I think that having video record of these cries for help would be HORRIBLE. Just deeply cringe. I had dumb ideas and didn’t know anything. I can’t imagine how I would feel if i had been able to freely put more of that internal struggle out into the world if something like TikTok existed. Cuz when you’re a teen I just don’t think your brain is able to conceptualize not being a teen and also how permanent and public the internet is. I do think that people go in really hard on teens for being cringe and problematic but i truly think that being cringe is a part of being a teen, and it’s so sad that the anonymity of being a cringe teen is gone. Teen antics are shown to too many adults and the stakes are too high.

Your hair & makeup are giving mad hatter/cheshire cat vibes. I'm here for it!!! ❤

4:25 Spot on.

i can't crochet a square while high jajaja how do you do such intricate pattern

Just commenting for boost. I havent watched yet, but i hope you had a great time! :)

Amazing lipstick

can i ask how the actual fuck you get the colors out of your hair to go between vivids? green to orange??? pink to green?? howwww? i usually wait for mine to fade before changing because i dont want to ruin it by trying to get the colors out. i have blue now and im gonna do green once it fades.

I was constantly thinking about doing content on youtube and/or stream but too afraid to start. Your testimony about the start of your channel means a lot to me as a chronically ill person, craving for social interactions. Thank you Dorian for sharing. I will consider posting now :)

hey just wanted to say you look really really good (as always) in this video! I love that look on you green suits you really well! I wish green suited me, but I'll have to stick to red. Sending lots of love from Germany <3 btw from where do you get your lashes?? O.O

40’s are the best time of your life. You’re old enough to know yourself and you don’t give a shit what anyone thinks

My dear, you have changed and matured a lot over the years when it comes to how you refer to mature people when it comes to their age. Thank you for finally realizing this and coming to fruition. It always happens as the person matures themselves and phrases like "kid" gets older and older, and terms like "elderly" gets to mean an older and older person. When you're 30, you think 50 is "elderly", so thank you for that.

Dorian reacting to the dumpster fire that is Ronny radke is so entertaining. Lmaoooo

this iss exceeptionally nice tayyyeee….😈 🍵 TRY it….

Gosh not religious but God has a perverse sense of humor! Want guaranteed longevity live an emotionally tortured life. Love your content ❤

I'm so glad you're okay, you mean a lot to so many of us and have helped so many people. That's not to make you feel guilty for feeling how you do, I just feel terrible you get dealt such a bad hand

I like how u refer to teenagers as tadpoles I'm going to do that now

I am 58😂 stinker of a day.Thank God for humour.Trouble is I am looking "after" my father who hates humour.I am probably the brighest in the house but I will have to fight.I pity anyone who hasn't been blessed but I have to get out.

My friend attempted UK a few years back. They watched him for an hour and then gave him a leaflet and sent him home. Didn't even have money for the bus

I bought your millennium Gothic book I'm half way through it!! Im enjoying it so much and then I bought exit note that I will read next!! I haven't read anything in a very long time thank you for writing and sharing your books as a dyslexic autistic I struggle reading and long books are overwhelming but the fact millennium Gothic doesn't have page numbers really helps!! Is/will there be a nostalgia project volume two?

Glad you had a good night! The crochet looks fab, I've lost my crojo at the moment. Nothing's inspiring me to pick up the hook. 😖 Re grey hair, you're right that it doesn't mean you're old. I was dyeing to hide greys by 21 and I don't remember either parent with their natural dark hair. Lots of folk grey young we just rarely see it. I gave up at 45, at that point I was entirely silvery white and having to do my roots every 10-14 days. That's too much money, time and effort for me so I embraced my Targaryen blood and grew it out. Sadly I'm still waiting on the arrival of my dragons. 😭

Hi Dorian, I have a question. What does the facial expression with your toung out means? It looks playful/happy, but I am not sure?