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@c0rph0b1a6 Күн бұрын

I don’t know you but damn i mean it when i say it, i’m proud of you man

@stevemorrison8427 9 күн бұрын

Trying giving up the cigarettes dude

@bbrasky5114 14 күн бұрын

It was so good to see you, AK! All the best.

@davidpellegrino2956 17 күн бұрын

I live in Tallahassee not from here I mesn

@davidpellegrino2956 17 күн бұрын

Hi. I'm David pellegrino, dude your awesome im from Tallahassee florida

@toohardz 17 күн бұрын

I appreciate you dude

@thewind-upbirdchronicle3040 19 күн бұрын

نموذج البودرجي المثالي

@toohardz 18 күн бұрын

كنت! الحمدلله كمان ٥ أيام يبقى بقالي سنتين نضيف 🙏🏻

@BrandyAddison 20 күн бұрын

Try methadone it helps me

@lanaegal1288 21 күн бұрын

Hey dude, how you doing? I stopped about eight days ago what i thought was a heroin addiction. On day four i had a major 20 minute seizure. Thank the gods my kids came in and found me. I was transported to the hospital and told it was fentynal withdrawal. I was fighting, biting, kicking, scratching for 10 hours. Every muscle in my body hurts but i can tell you that I have no desire to use again. I will heal up and get my damn life back. I almost died. My throat swelled and i could barely breathe but i cant remember the rest of the withdrawal symptoms. I have been home for 3 or 4 days and my kids have been waiting on me hand and foot. I wish you the best. Stay strong man. You are in my thoughts. Funny thing...i am from Baltimore but live in SC now.

@toohardz 20 күн бұрын

Omy Lana! I’m sooo glad you’re okay! I really hope u never ever use again. For urself and for ur kids. And because u deserve to live a happy life without being a slave to this circle. I’m here if u ever wanna talk or feel like going down that road again. U can add me on Snapchat if u want: varg_vikernes

@mikeallen1148 22 күн бұрын

Lyrica is a game changer when it comes to detox

@evlutionzllc5519 23 күн бұрын

Bro! You look amazing! Keep winning!

@toohardz 18 күн бұрын

Appreciate it!!

@msshaffer5 26 күн бұрын

Ha! I literally just comment on your older video a couple of days ago dude. Glad to see you man. Love you my guy, keep on pushing forward. This made my night. ❤

@toohardz 25 күн бұрын

My god Chanelle I miss you!! I’m so happy to hear from you. How are u? How have u been?

@msshaffer5 29 күн бұрын

Just stopping by to say hello, you’ve been on my mind. I hope all is going well and you’re still clean. Every day is a fight man, but get back to you. I’ll be praying for you, but I would love to hear from ya. Love ya man ❤

@toohardz 25 күн бұрын

I love you Chanelle

@Damien_Dorsey1017 Ай бұрын

When I withdrawal I do the same thing by keeping some on me and it does help.

@toohardz 25 күн бұрын

Yea u start withdrawing waaaay later than u would if u had nothing on u. Our minds are fuckin evil 😂

@durace99 Ай бұрын

Theres no more Heroin here cause the absence of acidicanhydryde , the chemical that turns opium (morphine) into heroin. So the cartels in mexico flood the USA with fentanyl.

@KevinBruns89 Ай бұрын

Yo mate, found your vids last night, wanted to say hello, dont know how this works on youtube or if possible at all.

@KevinBruns89 Ай бұрын

How can I send a DM?

@toohardz 25 күн бұрын

Snapchat : varg_vikernes

@Mr.character.shuaib2 Ай бұрын

You know the number 1 thing that scares me whenever people get weeks or months or a year clean is if they relapse. If they relapse and they do as much as they once did they die because the tolerance

@Jakep339 Ай бұрын

I didn't get bad sick for 2 weeks then it got bad for 6 more weeka

@cvgodd1432 Ай бұрын

Update?? How’s it going?

@toohardz Ай бұрын

There’s another update after that 😂 2 years clean in late September. How it’s going needs a video 😅 I’m not gonna type all that here. But eats good? How’s everything going at ur end?

@bbrasky5114 Ай бұрын

Where you at, homie? I've been watching your videos for a long time and noticed you haven't posted so Just wondering

@toohardz Ай бұрын

I’m Working on it bruv

@MorganASpencer Ай бұрын

Hey! Long time no see!!! So glad you're doing great! I'm 33 weeks pregnant with identical twin boys.. crazy! I hope to see you live!

@toohardz Ай бұрын

Omg congrats girl 🥰🥰 miss you. Hope you and your loved ones are all well

@sij6169 Ай бұрын

Hey man looking great. I hope you have the strength to stay clean. I've been caught in that same loop that you found yourself in and the feeling of self-control you get when you finally get out doesn't compare to anything. Proud of you man 👏🏻

@williamwinn948 Ай бұрын

No way. I went on Suboxone in 2008 and im so thankful i did. All drugs on the street or Fentanyl

@davidblair3845 Ай бұрын

Talking about getting fronted in withdrawl and the guy don't care? Nooooooo shit....he's profiting off slowly killing you......I stopped after 6 months was a horrible 90% of the time...the 10% was if I was lucky enough it was 1% H and not Fent.

@chrispearson8847 2 ай бұрын

Day 3 and Im in bed can’t move can’t smoke or anything so clearly you’re not withdrawing

@toohardz Ай бұрын

Days 4,5 and 6 were absolute hell. Also every time u try to quit is different. And the older u get the harder it gets. Also that video is like 3 years ago bro. I’m coming up on 2 years clean in September. Hope you’re still fighting and going strong 💪🏻 hopefully day 4 is treating u kinder

@chrispearson8847 Ай бұрын

@@toohardz it really does get different when you’re older doesn’t help that it’s not actually heroin anymore just Fetanyl. Idk it just feels like it’s never gonna end the mental part is the worst fucking part

@toohardz Ай бұрын

@chrispearson8847 what day are u on now? Brother the mental part is the part that stays. You gotta make ur peace with that. It does die down and fade away to a minimum that’s for sure. But every once in a while ur mind is gonna go “we’re fine now, it’s been ages. 2 lines won’t hurt. U won’t even withdraw. It’s been months, u sleep fine, u eat fine, just one bit of fun for old times sake.” FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS HOLY!! DONT LISTEN TO THAT VOICE!!

@prestontable Ай бұрын

@@toohardz fuck yeah bro im proud of you

@Pot_o_Tee Ай бұрын

@@toohardzI’m 50 been on heron n other stuff for 34 yrs plus and withdrawals get more I think easier to cope with , Wer other ppl can’t handle them at all 🤷‍♀️ I’m just recently clean peace ☮️

@djkoz78 2 ай бұрын

When did you finally start feeling better what day?

@toohardz Ай бұрын

End of Day 4 (96 hours) or 5 is when I start feeling better. But every time is different

@Logans_Fun 2 ай бұрын

Bro ain’t lyin about havin some while you tryin to get clean. Boy if you ain’t got shit, that shit hit so hard, if you got some, you can always push thru knowin you can get better if need be. Not havin a way to get better is always 1000x worse trying to get clean. It’s fucked up science but shit works..

@toohardz Ай бұрын

EXACTLY! just as long as you don’t cave in the end and use it, of course 😂

@rajkomarcerta-vp5ig 2 ай бұрын

That's awesome mate... Keep it up!

@malcolmmanning9290 2 ай бұрын

U on sumthin else u can't be fake bro nw u look fake braw That cigg must be really good

@haleybutler789 3 ай бұрын

Driving high???

@LtGregoryStevens 3 ай бұрын

Lmfao so you tried hiding the knife from the cop, then when you were in court you told the DA that the cop planted the knife on you? 🤣

@toohardz Ай бұрын

And the DA said that’s too much of a “posh” expensive knife for a cop to have on him or to have found with a random thug to plant on u. It’s gotta be yours😂 but I was looking at 3-5 years so I did what I learnt from Mary in the Bible and stuck to my story no matter how illogical it sounded

@VR-Fanatic666 3 ай бұрын

Been on kratom now for 4 years, better alternative, but the constant control it has over life is brutal, I’m in a social detox now, advised by the addiction clinic, hopefully save myself soon

@Redneck85 3 ай бұрын

Hell yeah bro

@benshotyou 3 ай бұрын

crazy that you can get a felony for a pocket knife. crazy story, i won't make it long, i was 11 days clean from my 13 year habit of h/fent, and my dealer texted me saying he had a free half gram for me, so of course i caved. I borrowed my dad's truck to go to "cvs" which should have only taken me an hour tops, this was at noon, anywa i get to my dealers house, i'm in the worst withdrawl of my life, idk how I even drove 30 min to his house. ANyway, I did the SMALLEST bump i've ever done in my life, which is weird because when i'm in full blown withdrawl i'll do half a gram in 2 lines, but something told me to just do a small amount, and basically i left his house, and started to feel really really fucked up so I pulled over to a church parking lot, and last thing I remember is turning the truck off and throwing the keys on the floorboard. well, i guess i tried to drive off somehow, and i did a 90 degree turn into this ladies yard next to the church right into her fucking tree in the front yard, through her fence... i dont remember any of this, so someone driving by saw this and called 911, I wake up in the back of an ambulance, and start freaking out, like naa i'm ok, just let me leave, and theyre like honey you can't, you wrecked your truck into a tree, and we had to give you narcan 3 times.. so I guess I OD"d. And i guess what i got was straight fentanyl?? idk man, so i ended up going to the hospital, and then to jail for the entire fucking weekend, and i didnt get out till that tuesday morning, so i went through withdrawl in jail for 4 days... i was in a pod with 80 other dudes, puking in one of 3 toilets, with everyone else shitting and pissing next to me. it was the worst experience of my life, i'll never forget it. Then when I got out, i got out with this dude that was also withdrawing, and I was waiting on my dad to come pick me up from jail but i ended up going to this guys house instead to wait since it was close to the jail, and he lived in a garage with his cousin and mom, and they were all shooting up... and i never shot up just snorted, but i did a couple lines of his shit and it got me super fucked up... all 3 of them ended up nodding off, so i ended up staking their bag of shit lol. I'd never see him again so why not. Anyway, i got 2 felony posession charges, cuz the powder i got was coke/fent, which is retarded because I thought I was getting heroin thsi whole time... and also dui/and a seperate charge for having a cut straw to snort it with. I got real lucky and got the dui thrown out in court, and time served/275$ fine for the possession tickets, and got 1 thrown out, so I just got possessin of cocaine first offence, and they treat coke less harshly than weed here. i'm now a year and 4 months sober. Glad i found your channel bro, and hope youre doing well. I doubt anyone will read all of this, or if you will, but figured i'd share my horror story because I know exactly what you went through.

@benshotyou 3 ай бұрын

yo bro how ya doing????

@toohardz 3 ай бұрын

Still going man. Coming up on 2 years in September

@benshotyou 3 ай бұрын

@@toohardz hell yea! I just binged all your videos. Helping me stay motivated. I’m at a year and 4 months, after OD’ing on fent(I didn’t know that it was fent) and withdrawing in jail. Anyway hope you make another video soon bro.

@b0ssdude190 3 ай бұрын

@@toohardzso glad to hear it, thank you for this

@benshotyou 3 ай бұрын

i was oh H for 13 years, ive been sober a year. i remember doing uber eats/instacart/door dash/shipt for 12 hours a day just to buy 2 grams, just to not be sick, and maybe get high for an hour or 2, just to do it all over again the next day. I do not miss it one bit... i'm lying I miss the high everyday but I know i'm better off sober.

@toohardz 3 ай бұрын

Bro! You’re just remembering the high. That lasted like an hour. Remember all the shit, being dope sick, waking up from ur sleep sweating just cuz ur body needs a hit, waiting for the guy, finding a new plug when the usual ass clown doesn’t have shit… the hustling for money, being always broke. Thinking about spending a fucking 20 because it’ll take away from the 2g money… it’s fuckin like creating and then living in and sustaining your own personal hell

@benshotyou 3 ай бұрын

@@toohardz exactly Man, I don’t miss any of the hustle and bustle every single day. My gf also was my co pilot so it was hard supporting my own habit but having to support 2. Glad to see you reply man, your story is just so similar to mine so it’s cool to see you sober as well. Here’s to many more sober days.

@toohardz 3 ай бұрын

@benshotyou appreciate the love brother. I hope you’re doing great now too

@remideas3022 3 ай бұрын

look great man keep it up, hoping my recovery can go as well as yours

@toohardz 3 ай бұрын

You can do it! I kept trying for 2 years before I actually got out. Coming on 2 years now this September

@remideas3022 2 ай бұрын

@@toohardz thanks for the reassurance, i’ve been 4 weeks clean from fentanyl, just trying to take things one day at a time. I am on medication assisted treatment though, suboxone to be specific.

@rawnarrative 3 ай бұрын

Hang in there brother, you’re definitely helping people out with these videos. It would be cool to interview you one day.

@toohardz 3 ай бұрын

Thanks for saying that. I really hope any of this really helps someone… and yea sure I’d love it if we can do that interview some time 💯

@Mikesusendsadasdc 3 ай бұрын

Since 2020 I've lost well over 20 very dear to my heart people to fetty or just drugs that could have been prevented. I got clean in 2021 right as the fetty started to hit here and I had already lost like 3 people at the time. I see you havent posted in 9months on KZbin. I hope you are OK and doing well clean or not. Stay safe out there star troopers!

@toohardz 3 ай бұрын

Hey Mike, yea man still going thank god. I don’t think I can ever go back to doing H again. I’ll be 2 years clean off that shit in September

@jtbws1354 3 ай бұрын

living on the street since xmas eve 2023...gets worse everyday...coke n dope all day keep the pain away

@toohardz 3 ай бұрын

How r u doing now? Please check in again if u can