Heroin withdrawals day 4

[@draperpearson4600]

I’m in the same situation man literally. Been going thru all this for 4 years now. Don’t give up

[@toohardz]

How u doing now?

[@thurst4bludgaming529]

Same, 4 yrs

[@thedopest]

I always kept suboxone hidden somewhere and would "taper-on" when I was "tapering off" of heroin. Weird as it sounds it worked pretty well for me. You still get withdrawal but you aren't going to shake and you may get lucky and get some sleep. Immodium for the stomach issues. It's so difficult but you can do it.

[@Kujo19]

Saulute bro I hope u made it! It’s soo worth it!!!

[@LilChiefakaStinson]

My man, big gaunas for what you've done. Praying your still standing strong without the chains of addiction!

[@toohardz]

I relapsed again after that video but I’m almost 2 years clean now

[@LilChiefakaStinson]

@@toohardz that thing I say more often now, almost every day. Backslide is not failure

[@braveheart576]

give us a live stream bro hope your hanging in there....love and peace man..

[@shoryuken0x]

Lmfao this is funny as Shiet xD I had the same situation as you and a month on it took me about 2-3 months to get back on my feet

[@cencoast_7.340]

Don’t sit and wait for it. Been in your spot many times. Go for a walk, try to do something physical. Worst thing you can do is sit and wait for that shit to hit.

[@martinevans5000]

Just keep walking for 24 hours? When it hits walking Is the last thing I wanna do

[@marcind-ec1de]

Any chance for substitution, like methadone or buprenorphine?

[@Yourmom916]

@@marcind-ec1deThat’s cheating. The easy way out, most relapse right after

[@carljoseph8531]

Mate I've been on and off that shite for 15 years and last time I really thought I had beat it then started again 5 and half months ago and I find the older I get the worse the rattle is. I'm 5 days clear this morning and what keeps me going is hope, hope that I've not yet lost everything and that life will get better. All the best mate.

[@toohardz]

The more I live the more I see n hear the more I realize no one really fuckin beats it. Ever. No matter how many years they stack up they always fall. Even after 21 years. I don’t get it. I wish I wasn’t this fucked up. I hope you stay clean this time n keep pushing. Hope is what keeps us all going. But 15 years, you’re a fuckin warrior man! I hope you haven’t lost too much in those 15 years, and I hope it sticks this time and you turn your life around.

[@abc-yr8nf]

How are you doing

[@rachelallan8138]

Your withdrawals are the exact same as mines were lol gosh I don't miss those days!!

[@thesoulbrothers4341]

During withdrawal all we want is sleep lol hell I'm on my fifth day with no sleep but I'm proud of myself that I'm doing this so. Never give up.

[@toohardz]

Way to go brother. Keep it up and don’t look back. And every time u feel like ur craving and ur gonna slip, remember the pain and the agony and the shitty mood and how you’d kill for some shuteye thru all these sleepless nights. You got this! 👊🏼💯

[@thesoulbrothers4341]

@@toohardz got yah brother.❤️❤️❤️ Thanks for the concern.

[@rogerwright5358]

I know how it is bro. I could never come off myself until I had to go to jail for 30 days and that was the worst time of my life. In Polk County Jail they don’t give you anything for withdrawals and all you get is water no tea or juice or nothing. Well I was so sick in medical that I stayed in there for 7 days and everyone else was only 3 days then you get sent to gen pop. Well I couldn’t stop throwing up, fever wouldn’t go down and blood pressure and heart rate wouldn’t come down either. Well it was on the 9th day when I woke up for a 15 minutes nap and was like damn I can handle this. I’m was definitely starting to feel better but I still couldn’t sleep. I was only getting like 10 minutes of sleep at night if I was lucky. It was like forgetting how to sleep and learning all over again how to sleep. IT TOOK 20 DAYS UNTIL I FINALLY got a good amount of sleep and it wasn’t weird ass nightmares. It was just a weird but cool dream. Hang in the buddy!!! Praying for you bro!!! One love Brother!!!

[@These-nutz]

Hang in there brother, it sucks and it’s one of the hardest things to do, get you some Imodium, if you can gets few subs wait a few days and take them, don’t take them to soon, Kratom helps too

[@MrPop916]

Hey man I hope everything works out

[@jonathansonnier3078]

Man the first time I tried to get off fentanyl it was so brutal I was using in a nasal spray My tolerance got super high so stopping cold turkey caused massive withdrawals. Obviously the stronger the opiate the more brutal the withdrawal. So 30MG of fentanyl per day withdrawal sucked My point is the key to getting off is weening yourself. It was easy for me to ween with the nasal spray because you can dilute it and slowly ween off So if you are able to. It works Even in a clinical setting they doctors will ween you. It’s protocol for opiate The real pandemic is the opiate pandemic the corona virus is about nothing more than control and preparing humanity getting them used to be enslaved

[@Mydadsdog]

30 mg a day is a phenomenal amount, demonstrates how quickly addiction can get out of hand.

[@jonathansonnier3078]

@@Mydadsdog yea man it’s scary Especially when the opiate starts to turn on u. Also the doctors had no idea how to treat fentanyl withdrawal people felt helpless bc if they went to detox they were still using heroin protocols. Fentanyl is 80 times more powerful so you need the withdrawal meds to match the more severe withdrawal A perfect example is when people would get fentanyl overdose. They would administer narcan and nothing would happen till the 3rd dose then they would come out if it I was literally calling doctors telling them. Fentanyl is a more serious overdose you need stronger narcan protocol or people will die. It messes up your body for a long time I am still on a low dose methadone to this day. So yes anyone out there still reading this. If you want to save a fentanyl addicts life you have to ramp up the treatment. The treatment must equal the addiction If you go camping ⛺️ in -20 degree weather and you are still only using your 30 degree bag you will freeze to death ☠️ your gear must match the conditions.

[@TrumpImmortal]

Took a bit of a left turn at the end of the comment there.

[@lewisbracken5520]

100% true, though

[@notsorry3631]

Disagree. Tramadol withdrawal is the worst EVER, and it's weak af. Your legs hurt so bad you'd rather be dead.

[@brettwilson7680]

Hope your doing better. I relapsed after a few years clean and did a tiny tiny bit of shit and nearly died, I was found an hour later by my brother minutes from death. This shits all fentanyl these days in thr Midwest and west coast anyway. Thing is even after that near death experience I still used again and overdosed again! How dumb can I be right? This time I was out twenty minutes and woke up on my own in a puddle of blood with my neck hurting. Apparently I got up from sitting at the computer and that's when I overdosed, which was about ten minutes after using. After I got up I had knarly hash on my eyebrow which was where all the blood came from and I hot my head on the wall falling which is where the neck sprain came from. I still felt like I was going to overdose so I called 911 and waited for them in driveway. 2 paramedic trips to the hospital in two weeks. I was just mad as hell I relapsed and did this to my family so I quit after that. It's been a year since that happened. I hope your doing good again! Your right there is nothing worse than being a slave to that shit, you always want more no matter what. You want to use it before work, during work, after work, before bed, when you wake up etc... It's never ending.

[@toohardz]

Thank you so much for sharing Brett. And you really are a soldier and a stand up cat for walking thru the fire for ur family and for yourself. I really am glad I started this channel because I got to know 180 good, caring, kind hearted, supportive friends who have walked thru hell and came out alive n kicking ass. I hope one day we reach 1K friends. That’s gonna be my aim in the next 2 years try n get 1K clean recovering addicts who are ready to help n welcome another 1K who are currently suffering and struggling with addiction. Much respect to u Brett n thanks again for sharing ur story

[@romana8905]

I hope you all are doing well now. I lost my son Jacob to an overdose on 11/20/22. He was only 27. Please think about your families when you want to use. I am broken and I will grieve his death for the rest of my life. It may feel like you're alone and maybe some feel unloved...but you're not. You're loved more than you know.

[@hansmueller3029]

Sucks bro. Like me, sounds like breathing difficulty is present. Nothing but dark thoughts afraid of death. Because either you feel as though a seizure or cardiac arrest is right there. You made it through this. I'm really proud of you. I've seen your later videos and you look strong and good. Much respect and admiration bro. It's about this time I think I'm clear enough for some suboxone and 45 minutes later I'm in precipitated withdrawal on top of 4 day withdrawal so I'm suffering the 4 days piled atop whatever the sub brings down. It's so hard to get through. I've known at least 2 people who hanged themselves and took a lead injection it was so bad. Thank God you got through. Never forget the pain.

[@toohardz]

I appreciate the love my brother. Stay strong and keep fighting. You’re 4 days in so the tough stuff is behind u. It’ll keep getting better from now on

[@JC-fm9ps]

Hydrocodone withdrawals are also a bitch also. I have ra. It feels just like this brother.

[@picklebacon]

You’re not lying. Opiates in general are a bitch to get off of. I was taking 15-20 norco 10s per day. 2 at a time and quit cold turkey and it was brutal hell.. gabapentin and Valium or Xanax help the most

[@hansmueller3029]

Yeah. Not a pissing contest. It's an individual thing and a small habit can be as bad as banging 5 to 7 grams of fent a day. Hang on and don't let anyone tell a pill abuser to take some Tylenol and get over it. Your brain is telling your body it will kill you. You have to be strong enough to say " ok bitch. Do your worst. I'm ready to go. I've got the courage. Do you?"

[@djkoz78]

When did you finally start feeling better what day?

[@msshaffer5]

No matter what, we can only quit for ourselves, and we must learn to love ourselves and know that we are worthy of love. Gods love is always with us, just keep your eyes on him. Being an addict does NOT at all mean you are a bad person. We are all just human beings and addicts are some of the greatest people I have ever met.

[@toohardz]

God bless you Chanelle. You really are a freaking saint. And angel god sent to me thru KZbin. Your caring and kindness and support is the stuff of legends. Much love ❤️ to u

[@jaobyeden4143]

Very relatable.

[@aaronfiddy4260]

Heroin withdrawal nothing compared to methadone I've been on it 20 yrs not done heroin for 4 yrs just got down from 70 ml to 38 ml keep it in bro u can do it

[@allahgod298]

A friend of mine actually died from methadone withdrawal,they said it was in her bone marrow🤲

[@piranhaeatspanda]

I just stopped 120mg cold turkey and it's been 34 days since I dosed and still can't sleep good and my knees feel like the bones are grinding into each other. Hopefully another week and it will be done

[@pigeonsil240sx]

i was on methadone 14 years and peak 188mg, took me 4 years to taper down and i jumped ship at 5mg, my acute withdrawals were really not too bad as far as opiate withdrawals go, but months later the post acute withdrawals seemed to get more intense as my mind began to lift a fog which the clarity made the symptoms more noticable, months 4-6 were just brutal, not as intense as the acute withdrawal but was like a marathon where everyday I was just a mild withdrawal like super fatigued and just all around crap feeling/skin still burning and tingles/stomach queezy and my mind was just chaotic,Couldnt plan anything or even work during this faze. spent so many days just wanting to lay in bed, at 7 months it started to fade and turn around for me. So yeah I had a easy withdrawal but had a super bad long drawn out post acute withdrawal.

[@pigeonsil240sx]

@@piranhaeatspanda "hopefully another week ill be done" your still feeling just as bad two months later aint you?

[@aaronfiddy4260]

@@allahgod298 omg so sorry to hear that

[@parkoursammy]

I don't know whether to laugh or cry at this... I'm in the exact same position as you were right here man. Everything you are saying is so spot on. 4 days in...no sleep is torture but slowly seeing the light at the end of the tunnel 😎 i appreciate this

[@toohardz]

Dude plz stay strong man. You got this. The shit is already out of ur body. It’s a mental battle now. Don’t let the sleep deprivation and being iffy get to u. If u go back now you’ll have to go thru this hell all over again. You’re out now. It’s done. 1 or 2 more days tops and physically you’ll be feeling a thousand times better. Plz don’t go back. You’ve done the hard part. You’re 96 hours in. You’re a fuckin warrior! You can do this.

[@parkoursammy]

@@toohardz thanks dude. I'll keep battling it out. Withdrawal is a very lonely experience but seeing your vids has put a smile back on my face. You just really understand. All the best brother

[@IsYourJobSafeFromAI]

@@toohardz I don't get it A K , you clean or using currently ? I seriously wish you a full recovery, all I ever see is such positive comments to other users/ people in similar situation, Please reply, I'd love to know more right now.

[@toohardz]

How you doing bro? What happened? Check in lemme know ur okay either way

[@IsYourJobSafeFromAI]

@@toohardz I'm good bro, but I'm only hoping you are.!

[@RickyJohn-sp1ed]

Hey bro , how you getting on .Really struggling myself tbh . Keep getting down usage wise then it slowly creeps up again 😞

[@toohardz]

And where u at now? How much a day are u doing? Do u need any help with anything?

[@karlosxantana2230]

This is my first time getting off fetnayl day 7 and I’m feeling fucking better fuck drugs man fuck I just had to say that I heard your still clean bro what motivated you?

[@toohardz]

Seeing my daughter. She didn’t ask for, need or deserve to have a junkie deadbeat dad

[@andrewsallee3060]

I'm on day 4 right now. I made the mistake on my first day and I had some Suboxone and I took 2 of the 8mg subs and went into precipitated withdrawal. I literally thought I was going to die. It was hell. I am gradually feeling better and better each day but I'm still not really sleeping. I have zero motivation to do anything. I've been IV using for 10 years and I'll get some clean time here and there but I just need to beat this shit. I've lost so much in my life because of this disease.

[@toohardz]

How u holding up? Still clean?

[@MC_1993]

This may be a horrible thing to ask…but what happens if you just smoke a shit ton of weed? Or take mushrooms? I would just be wanting to get off heroin foremost

[@toohardz]

Well, I'm sure you're If you take a shit ton of shrooms or weed you're gonna get high AF!! but are you gonna be satisfied? you sure you won't be craving that bitch? and even if you did do weed and shrooms one day, what about the other 3 -4 days? or did you mean that you're gonna do weed and shrooms every day throughout the entire withdrawal period? acid and shrooms are a good way to feel good, get some perspective on your addiction, and waste a good 6-8 hours. Weed will help with the muscle pain and RLS (if you have it), as well as the anxiety. hope this helped. If you have more questions, I'm here for you.

[@MC_1993]

@@toohardz honestly I’m just a weed guy …trying to offer some help. I imagine if I somehow found myself in your position I would smoke a lot of weed to get off the hard stuff. Really strong weed makes you pretty satisfied…often you end up wanting to go to sleep. But I think it does have mental reflective benefits as well. I just added shrooms to make it seem more enticing. From my perspective I honestly always wondered this. “Why won’t addicts just start smoking themselves silly to avoid the H craving”

[@miabean8825]

I'm on day 27 methadone and h habit bad. I did it taking mushrooms and smoked 5meodmt to change my thinking it still was hell but the shrooms gave me the will to push thru. I wouldn't take more than a gram of shrooms just enough to take the edge off but not trip ball's. It worked for me day 27 and sleep and my legs are sore still but nothing like the first 18 days they were torcher. It can be done hope everyone is still fighting the good fight God bless stay strong.

[@toplobster2699]

I would like an update ? Like how are you , clean ? Dead? Jail? Skid row?

[@toohardz]

Alive n clean.8 months 5 days

[@toplobster2699]

@@toohardz yes brother! Your a fucking hero you really are . Salute 💂

[@toohardz]

@@toplobster2699 wbu? Clean? Trying? Relapsed?

[@toplobster2699]

@@toohardz relapsed gotta go through the ringer again but medication is not the answer you gotta be a hero and go through hell

[@toohardz]

@@toplobster2699 I relapsed on the 28th December and I’m getting clean now starting my 4th day

[@lovelylee6901]

Am a heroin user or addicted for 1 n 4 half years but i don't used to smoke up until am full.i used to smoke a little but every day but now am thinking of withdrawal by myself without any single medication and without any one to help coz am about to do without letting my family know coz they don't know that i do that stuff .so is it possible to withdraw alone? Without medication?Can it kill me?🤔🤔🤔

[@toohardz]

No it won’t kill you that’s for sure. But cold turkey is super tough and it’s not for everyone. Usually u need someone around for emotional support and to help u or do stuff for u or just to talk to. But if u wanna go it alone, we’re here for u.

[@RickyJohn-sp1ed]

The micro dose technique with subs work well for some

[@christianperez9363]

Update my dude? Stay strong!

[@toohardz]

Still fighting the good fight

[@braveheart576]

how yu getting on bro

[@braveheart576]

im totally clean bro have been for 3 months now no longer a slave to that shit dont hang out or around they people now keep myself to myself just have a couple of beers here and there it can be done bro you just need to change alot of aspects of your life get away from the people and area rhat bring you down..oh and haggis bit the doctors fingers off it was big news here..

[@ronaldodominguez9129]

Stay strong

[@danijacob4119]

How are you doing today? Hopefully well

[@toohardz]

I’m alright. How are u doing?

[@famousbowl9926]

Im lucky my plug isnt reliable at all! I smoke yes just smoke like once a week. Ima keep it at that so i wont get addicted and dependent again.. i feel you dude.. i wish you the best. Just remember ine day youll wake up feeling perfect! Just perfect with normal energy not that depleted as fuck feeling when your kicking...

[@EmekaEric]

Why is rehabilitation taking up to four months?

[@toohardz]

The fuck u talking about?? This is a year old or more. They made me their 🤡 … well shit she insisted and I obliged. 😄

[@cencoast_7.340]

How much was rehab?

[@toohardz]

I was getting robbed at 50k a momth

[@adamronneseth8032]

My experience day 6

[@toohardz]

How r u doing now? Still clean?

[@nickglockkey6224]

Don't take all that bullshit bro this world is against you stop taking subs and all that I cold turkey and went thru hell ,. Never took a sub in my life all you gotta do is get past the withdrawals . Subs has there own withdraws as well and it changes the way u feel just like any drugs does

[@LilSmacko]

Holy fuck bro...I'm on day four now n I'm losing my shit. I feel like death. I just wanna get on. Same shit, work has fired me for asking for the time off and everything feels pointless as shit. Kicked for 4 years, relapsed for 5 months...I can't ever imagine going four years again

[@toohardz]

You can. U just gotta start, and take each day as it comes. And I’m with ya if u really wanna quit again. I did it. And u did it for much longer, so u can do it again

[@martinevans5000]

I don't understand how yall can relapse after 4 years. Are you saying the cravings still persists even after 4 years or what?

[@toohardz]

@martinevans5000 depends on how you initially quit. Some abandon the things that made them quit. Some believe they can make it work this time. Some believe it’ll just be this once. Some get bored of living sober. Some lose loved ones. Divorces, laid off, broke, bankrupt etc. some are at a party. Some meet an old friend, some call an old friend. Some just drive up to the fuckin dealer. Some wake up one day missing the feeling, the rush, the risk, the drive up to the place. Those in the program say when they stop going to meetings and when they stop sharing or calling their sponsor. There isn’t one thing but I tried to sum it up for u as best I could.

[@LilSmacko]

Yeah, was still thinking about it...figured fuck it. Idk what else to say really 🤷🏼‍♀️ One year later here we are. Sorting shit out now

[@toohardz]

@LilSmacko you got this! You can fuckin do it again I promise u

[@alborrelli1604]

Are we supposed to feel sorry for this ignoramus?

[@toohardz]

I don’t want anyone feeling sorry for me. I’d much rather they look at me and my story and do the exact opposite

[@JohnJohn-nu6ui]

@Aai borrealli WTF is wrong with you? He’s doing this so that everyone knows what it like to go through it. Some are thing of getting off and are on KZbin to try and understand what their about to go through…some use testimony’s like this for encouragement, etc! If you can’t be positive and encouraging, fuck off scrub! Hope you’re doing well Brotha!

[@queenicedcoffee4217]

Drug addicts can be children, teachers etc.. they aren't bad for wanting to feel happy and normal..im almost on day 4 withdrawals from fentanyl and I'd give up anything to feel okay physically and not suicidal from the mental and physical toll this shit takes..the disease of addiction is equivalent to cancer

[@robertrigolosi9931]

Why would you say that? Guy went thru he'll hang in there brother

[@toohardz]

It’s cool brother, I’m actually 1 year clean today.